What's Changed

[@the_ferris_system8333]

Our system has experienced fusions between alters before, but we don't expect to achieve final fusion (nor is that our goal--our goal is being able to function, whatever that looks like). We're happy you/y'all have reached this point in your healing journey, and we're glad we got to be with you on this journey 🥰💜

[@Marc16180]

I am SO loving following along on your journey. I am/We are so happy for you/y'all. 🥰

[@GianuSystem]

💜💜💜

[@whimsylore]

Thank you for articulating everything, it's reassuring

[@jscire__872]

Aw, the tippy tappy dog paws 🐾❤ Love the bloobers! Also, dog button videos would be great too now and again! Best wishes ❤

[@JaneDoe-xm9wz]

I love the bloopers. Dogs are great 😂😂😂

[@sweetnoeee]

mahalo nui, thank you so much for sharing. we are just beginning our journey with a DID specialist at 22. this gives us hope. started tearing up when you were describing the spiraling water metaphor, and the fluidity from i to me to we, so powerful. since we are just starting out we still have a long way to go, it was helpful to visualize the rainbow as a new season of us learning our colors, feelings, wants, needs, etc and building trust with our therapist before we dive deep into the trauma processing. also i love the dog outtakes, so cute!

[@evamuller8513]

Thank you for all this information, we’re very happy to see how far you have come, you really deserve this! I’m wondering: do you now know about all the traumas or are there still experiences that are not accessible? Will you continue going to therapy? Wish you all the best.

[@GianuSystem]

The trauma’s are now accessible, but we did processing on them individually before that happened. There’s still a few things we want to process though.

[@kj-sf4md]

Thank you. We've been off. T seems to think the system is shifting. I don't know whats happening but shift seems like a good description. So much is feeling unsettled again. It sounds like you're headed toward another level of healing. That's good, just processing change is never simple or easy. I hope we all, all those with dissociative disorders are able to see some resolve. Ps, the dog outtakes made us all giggle. Thanks for sharing them.

[@boopboopscoop]

The dog outtakes were cracking me up!! Always the way with pets lol. Thank you for posting about this--out of curiosity have you noticed any difference in your chronic pain experiences with this state? It's something our group deals with as well. Also wanted to say thank you--when we got diagnosed, your channel was a huge comfort in seeing that it would be possible to carry on with life as an adult. Wishing you and yours well this season!

[@GianuSystem]

❤️ we haven’t noticed in our daily pain levels, but were definitely more sensitive to other pain levels. It’s not a huge amount, but it’s an amount that makes us more willing to stop and rest.

[@parrotdoesasploot2381]

Can you say more about fusing but then occasionally being more fluid? Does it only apply to final fusion, or could it be that, for example, alter A and alter B have fused, and exist as one for months, but then a trigger (positive or negative) for one of the alters makes him come out. And after him fronting alone, he just goes back to being fused. Is this possible?

[@GianuSystem]

I answer this for y’all in the video I just posted.

[@danaernst9659]

The outtakes 💀

[@izzy6455]

Is this a deliberate therepy directed fusion? With a therepist aiming for fusion?

[@GianuSystem]

No. Our goal has been healing for all alters, whatever that looks like. This took us and our therapist by surprise.