Why have I been gone from YouTube?

[@emalieosborn1116]

we missed you! I'm so sorry for your loss

[@silversnowphie]

I'm so sorry to hear about Gastons passing 😢 I have a toy poodle aswell called Kiki and she turned 10 years old this year and I worry about that inevitable day that will come for her aswell. the main thing is that little Gaston was loved to bits and he knew that x

[@katarinacrazykittyca]

Omg, i got a notification and i ran ! So sorry to hear about your dog 😢 i do hope to see you post! I really enjoyed watching your videos ✨

[@EverSoNina]

Sending love to you 💛 I will keep Gaston in my thoughts 🌈❤

[@pandacub323]

Was just thinking about you and wondering where you’ve been! So sorry for your loss and it makes a lot of sense to taken that time off. Looking forward to the new content coming. We missed you! Sending lots of love.

[@Evelinas89]

Har saknat dig på KZbin, säkert följt dig i 10 år minst ❤️ är så ledsen det som hände din älskade vovve. Ta den tiden du behöver. När det gäller sorg så måste det få ta tid, bara fokusera på dig själv nu och det du har ork/lust till. Resten kan vänta. ❤️‍🩹

[@cyborg_siren]

Tez, you have nothing to apologize for. You owe us nothing! And actually, Gaston and my dog, Paco both passed on the same exact day. So I have been there with you in grief. I totally get why you've been away, that was also one of the hardest times of my life, and I want to both offer condolences, and reassure you that you have quite literally not a damn thing to apologize for. Everything you post online is a TREAT, not a privilege. Having a peak into your life, and seeing more aspects of the punk lifestyle is a treat, not a privilege. We as fans are never owed content, fucking ever. Please, please do not feel bad about not posting to YT.

[@christiebecerril8113]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Take all the time you need to grieve and care for yourself

[@michelleolson5559]

I am so sorry for your loss. We lost our baby boy at 13 years old to a cancer that’s undetectable at all unless caught at the right moment. Our baby girl has pancreatitis and kidney issues as well and we cook for her as a special diet with a ton of meds and supplements. It’s crazy how there are no directions on how to help them through their suffering. Give yourself the grace to mourn for as long as you need. They are our babies and they take a piece ow our hearts with them when they go

[@cakeeeetime]

I'm sorry you guys had to go through so horrible shit. I'm very glad you're taking time to heal. Don't worry about the schedule. I think you secured yourself a solid viewer group by your work.

[@Lithrilla]

Kondolerer så mye😢

[@Feenix102]

Awww, hon - I'm so sorry for your loss. You are absolutely right - some part of that pain will always be with you, but then so will part of him always remain with you I think. I hope all is well and that work is going well for you. Take care, love and light. :) x

[@DeadZero_]

I'm so sorry for your loss. 💔

[@Dotdot1980]

I am so sorry for the pain you are going through. He was a beautiful dog. You have been missed and are so loved!

[@leahrenea2709]

I absolutely understand. Next week will be 3yrs ago that I lost my boy WallE. I still struggle with his loss. I think the only thing that has helped is that I have his brother, but it isn't the same. The hurt does not ever go away. Sending love and healing to you.

[@SusanLBritt]

So sorry for your loss... big big hugs

[@ghostfields]

my dog of 16 years was put to sleep in march of this year. i feel like my heart is forever hollow now. i understand your pain. I’m so sorry for your loss.

[@SammiiLuVTTV]

I’m so sorry about the loss tez! Sending hugs and love to you

[@TheDarklingGellybean]

We missed you a bunch Tez! And I know the feeling of not being able to get over your buddy. It takes a lot from you, since they become your child(ren). But, we are all excited to see you back here… however frequent it may be! ❤❤❤😊😊😊

[@mariclements]

So sorry for your loss 🖤 and proud of you for taking the time off that you needed

[@noir1563]

So glad your back on youtube. Very sorry for your loss. He was adorable.

[@TheyfoundRickGrimes]

So sorry for your loss Tez - sending love and light ✨🩵

[@sneakysnape3425]

Rest in piece, handsome Gaston. So sorry for your loss. My dog also passed away this year at 14 and his brother a few years ago at 11. Losing pets is the hardest thing ever. Worse than losing humans, I swear.

[@EricB256]

Good to see you. Good to see you're feeling like yourself again.

[@TheFranklinFarmhouse]

Welcome back. Sorry for your loss.

[@laineRobledo]

Glad to see you again, sending you a big virtual hug ❤

[@MarshRobyn]

im so sorry for your loss girly

[@lma517]

Gaston is definitely missed!❤

[@JanGlow]

I’m so sorry about your doggy 😢

[@katemc1103]

Sending love and hugs Tez ❤️

[@angelasorrells]

It's so hard letting them go. My heart goes out to you.

[@Bleepbloopblarp]

So awesome to see you back and I’m very sorry to hear about your dear dog, made my heart ache! It’s been 4 years since my cat Manfred passed on and I still miss him so. Sending lots of love to you ❤

[@PickleMcTavish]

Sorry for your loss. I totally understand, been there and done that more than once. Just stumbled on your channel (Rosacea make up search) and you seem lovely. Best wishes to you :)

[@bettymeow9764]

I am so sorry. I can relate to that. My dog passed away in 2016. I went through 4yrs of deep depression. Very dark time for me. My heart and soul are still broken. Life is empty without her. She is my soulmate.

[@natalyasmirnova2667]

omg!!! I thought I never see you here. I will check when I come from work

[@deinellyoung7769]

Sending love and hugs.🩷

[@Bulgarianroses1969]

So very sorry for your loss….

[@nazanind7622]

Rest in peace little dog.🥺

[@DGD4Landy]

I was wondering where you were. I missed your fashion related videos! Sorry about your dog, I just lost my dad recently. It's been rough.

[@lillianflorence6056]

Last October some one poisend my 2 yorkies both died really sad loved them ❤

[@TezManiaTV]

@@lillianflorence6056 That is HORRIBLE! 😱 I am so sorry for your loss.

[@lillianflorence6056]

@@TezManiaTV molly and frankie they were lovely

[@ShoujoNagata]

I miss you so much. Take the time you need. It’s not an easy thing 😢

[@JoannaMA1979]

Got dog and cat, doggo is old and sick, I don't want to think what will happen when he'll be gone 💔 I enjoy every day with him (and kitty) while I can. Missed your videos ❤

[@leahoshea8563]

i send love and light to you 💗

[@ganeshpatake1429]

हा वीडीयो आवडला खुप छान 👌👌♥️💘♥️👌👌💋💋💋💋💋🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦂🦂🦂🦂🦂👍👍👍👍👍🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹 लय सुंदर

[@mgrlsted]

😢❤

[@bobs1356]

Shirley here from the US. He wasn't that old was he?

[@TezManiaTV]

@@bobs1356 No, he was just 7.

[@bobs1356]

@@TezManiaTV Shirley again. Our cat is not well, we are going to take her to the vet, she's 9 yrs. She's been under the bed one day and she only came out once today. I am just sick with worry.

[@TezManiaTV]

@@bobs1356 Keeping my fingers crossed for her! ❤️

[@pinkpink1616]

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[@queer2k]

My heart goes out to you and your loss. I'm happy to see you back though, I was just thinking about you the other day. You've really been a style inspiration for me and I missed your videos.