You revert back to your old self because that period was a huge satori. You have been given a glimpse into your true nature along with all the downloads. But the mind isn't yet prepared to maintain that awaken state and you fall back into ego driven existence. It's like going from heaven back to hell. Until enlightenment is reached, you will shift between your true self and the egoic self which will feel like going from heaven to hell back and forth. But if you keep training the mind and surrendering and letting go and releasing the pain body, eventually the satori, true self will stay. This is enlightenment. See your satori as an invitation to keep going. It is the glimpse of the divine but more work is required to prepare the mind for enlightenment. And you DO want to get there since its your true nature. Everything else is ultimately false.

ok, the always enlightened transcendent state is your destiny, you can't stop it from happening and the more you try the more you'll speed the journey exactly there. This is because being 'happy and at peace' is the ego trying to cling to its attachments in a vain attempt to stop the process of moving to the heart. The ego is very sneaky and will fight til the bitter end to not let go. But the more you fight, the more you will need to let go to keep from going insane, which ironically will just speed you to the transcendent state. This train has no brake pedal, all it has is an accelerator pedal. You get to choose how fast you get there but you will get there one way or another since its really out of your control. Awakening is by grace, you are not in control and have never been. Once in motion it cannot be stopped. This is one of the deepest truths. Everything must be let go of in the end.

the energenic chord was your trauma. there is a great ram das quote where he says what the person does is their karma, and how you respond is your karma. So its always about examining your karma and your patterns and freeing yourself from your attachments. They are just tools really for your pain body, ultimately they are playing the part your trauma seeks out and are inherently innocent.

Manifestation doesn't work because it's a ego trip. In surrender and let go, the only real path to awakening, there is no resistance against what is. The ego is what resists.

Very annoying voice. It sound like a very unpleasant person, always having hard time accepting herself and the others around her. I think she feels inadequate.

I have been to the end of the road I found that the end is beginning. We are slivers of the god who created us. The goal if there is one, is to realize infinity. That there are no ends. There are only beginnings. I love you. Take care. Guard your heart. Guard your eyes: And become a steward of the soul. There is one soul in man sharing a billion eyes and hearts and we cry in unison for mercy

New age has very wounded people… teal swan has said this. But it’s ok, it’s a good step but new age suffers the same issue that Christianity does and that is is still in the mind so essentially false. As osho said ‘the sinner needs to go beyond the sinning mind, and the righteous needs to go beyond the righteous mind’. Real love exists outside the ego in the silence and stillness of being. Here’s one more osho gem ‘to go beyond the mind is to go beyond all the pathologies of the mind’ 🙏

Beautifully put!

Your experience sounds so much like mine. I had nothing to define it until now. I experienced similar when my friends and I split up and then grew so far apart that we no longer spoke even a little. Then they started dying or changing so much that it broke me and I suddenly lost who I was. My best friend and I used to challenge each other. We put each other to the test in healthy ways. When he died, I lost that. We hadn't even spoken in years, but I always thought maybe one day we would be best friends again and my life was still defined on how I could be even better than him like some friendly contest we used to do to each other. We loved bouncing ideas off one another and such and coming up with ways to better ourselves and telling the other about it. When I lost all of them for various reasons, I suddenly lost myself. I now realize that I was defining myself on them being around even if just in spirit which isn't the case anymore. It caused massive anxiety in me. I suddenly was no one, and on top of that, I was suffering survivor's guilt and started chasing medical symptoms left and right unconsciously beating myself up for living longer than he did, for doing better, for being in a happier safer position in life. Now, I am trying to figure out who I am and fighting all this horrible anxiety and tension it caused me.

I realised I was stage one after I heard how annoying your voice is, I couldn’t carry on the video

Nice. 🤌

Now you’re like my doctor and a good friend.

I wish all educational videos were like this!! Im a visual learner and this was tremendously helpful, thank you. Ps. Iboga root helped me with Stage 5🙏🏻

I went through an entire ego death within the span of 10 hours, jts scary throughout but its totally worth the bad reality headspace 🗣

Hey Rei, you are not uploading lately, everything ok?

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Yr video & cartoon are cute and funny to watch while learning something I'm interested in or need to know 👍

Spirt's has just done evil things to me to prevent me from accessing my mental and spiritual abilities...spirit has crushed my true self and my awareness. Spirit's just evil

I need to relocate to the place where I was happy.

I know I was better off in the cities. I know things don't work in this town.

Ego death happens unconsciously I think. You just don’t know it feels at the time

You have answers for so many of my questions

Thank you for this video ❤

Thank you for this video ❤

This was so helpful!

I'm currently on ego death, currently on day 1 of stage 3

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I’m stage 4 so how to get out of this stage any advice dear

I guess im at 7... 😢🎉😂 IT DOESNT MATTER. .. BYE...as a mediumpsychic it's best to be alone . Gold. No god no jesus.. just learnings. I truly Manifesting my death ... ever since my kids are kidnapped 😢i have no reason to live, no Purpose

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Thanks so very much, for validation of these symptoms. Things I used to like... Feel yucky. Meatball sandwiches, movies I used to watch on repeat, also very hard to read... 😆LOVED READING Y'ALL!!! I can just sit down on the grass and zone out. Trying to see what finds it's way to me. Connecting more, with my animals. The thing you said about not being able to tolerate folks with drama... Definitely 😆🎙️🎶🎵I second that emotion 🎶🎶🎵😂 music, meditation, definitely helps me find my way to relief of the physical symptoms. Hope that helps someone.😂❤❤ love to you and your beautiful Comments Section Family. Hope to see you all here again. Love from Texas Milady ❤

From listening to my inner dialogues, I’ve found these intuitive thoughts or flashes of insight, unlike obsessive thoughts, fade quickly and must be written down in order to be recalled. Like fragments of dreams that fade on wakening, these intuitions don’t seem to be stored in short term memory. I guess that’s another reason journaling is helpful . . . ❤️

stage 2

I have had some stressful breathing problems the last months. And heavy dissiness. Can it also be related to a spiritual awakening?

Going through this right now. I left social media bc I'm so triggered! I can also tell peoples emotions when they just walk into a room very overwhelming. Lol😅

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Congratulations on your superb video 👏 👏👏 for us All watching, everything will be fine 🙏

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You are soooo good

OMG - I paused the video only a few minutes in because I just knew I had to watch it with my daughter. You are a gift, Rei, thank you. Thank you. Thank you. ❤️

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Anyone else here seen the Celestine prophecy?

Offering solution or advice without being asked for it is actually unhealthy. Listening skills are important, and you probably wouldn’t get drained that much in thise situations, and the other person would feel seen. This is a you problem. Nobody is obliged to take unsolicited advices. The same goes when your friend has problems, and you make it about you, and how their problems effect you. Not healthy. Most of your points sound like a codeoendency 101. :) However the two way street thing is big! One sided relationships where someone doesn’t care/listen and is only there when everything is rainbow and butterfly, or they get support, but not the other way round is not friendship.

Exactly. Thank you. I have been struggling with this issue for years. This was the message I needed to hear ❤️

I’m 19f and I’ve been so alone since I was 15-16 . 😢 never had any job or been invited anywhere, no one’s ever loved me, I can’t get any driving lessons to travel 😞 I feel like the universe hates me.

Thank you for informing us.🙏

Spiritual awakening stages are more of a diagram