Grateful to have crossed paths with you Xavier, may you Rest In Peace
@juliahall61404 жыл бұрын
Yes Theory 😭😭😭
@fernandovega37494 жыл бұрын
Yes Theory 🙏🏽
@jayangel18794 жыл бұрын
No please dont be true, I cried throughout this video and I'm barely in the middle 😥
@costa2k14 жыл бұрын
Poor man...
@RightyRonaldo4 жыл бұрын
really makes you think about your own life, rest in peace
@madisonstern8214 жыл бұрын
“When we’re born we’re all diagnosed with the same condition: death” idk why those words stuck with me through the whole thing
@astletruscott62914 жыл бұрын
That'll stick with me for a while
@Jujuoak4 жыл бұрын
I remember hearing this awhile ago, in a different form. It was “Life is just a terminal illness, and were all victims”
@nicjade7044 жыл бұрын
Anorak Me too! I’ve head “life’s a bitch and then you die” along with “The only thing certain for all of us in life, is death” It sticks with you, doesn’t it? But will never know how it feels until close to it
@avemew54074 жыл бұрын
Life is an illness, ending with dead in 100% of all cases
@mymusicplaylist68894 жыл бұрын
I just took a shit
@ron26204 жыл бұрын
Kinda sad reading the title then seeing "3 months ago"
@Nate-cm9lg4 жыл бұрын
that's actually a really sad coincidence
@grizzleton22924 жыл бұрын
Fr
@israelvalencia91634 жыл бұрын
fr
@KingShark-rh3nk4 жыл бұрын
fr
@randompersond69454 жыл бұрын
Fr
@attest91104 жыл бұрын
His mother is the sweetest woman ever.
@Polvolk_4 жыл бұрын
You're a sweet woman too Zuko
@phillippe.m40yearsagoand624 жыл бұрын
Just seeing her filiming and waiting for her son's reaction while watching the video in the beginning, the words her eyes said is more than i've ever spoken in my life. God bless her♥️♥️♥️
@krishgosain86464 жыл бұрын
@@Polvolk_ stop hitting on her😂
@calvynk4 жыл бұрын
He had an absolutely perfect circle around him which was perfect and probably motivated him to fight further.
@attest91104 жыл бұрын
cal for real
@abcdefg54321x2 жыл бұрын
The fact that Matt actually became REAL friends with him, talking to him daily and doing all he did for the family speaks so much about his character. Most youtubers wouldn’t actually rearrange their lives and schedules to do this…sure they may touch base over facetime from time to time but what Matt did is so much more. God bless what these guys do and how many lives they touch and change for the better.
@jayamarillo6282 жыл бұрын
If I ever make it into a yes theory video I'm calling them every fucking day from that point forward.
@DeeDeex007o5 ай бұрын
That's why Matt is my favourite! Such a good, kind hearted, pure soul!
@robbob52584 жыл бұрын
Hey, he made it almost 6 times past his prognosis. That’s one tough dude.
@carti191924 жыл бұрын
F for Xavier
@TheTechAdmin4 жыл бұрын
I was given 12-18 months last year. They said I'd start to feel it at 6 months. Physically, I don't. But mentally, I appreciate a lot more. I watch the sunrise whenever I can (cancer screws with when you're tired/awake). Lose your hair, teeth. They don't talk about that in movies. I know that with what I look like now, I could never be an inspirational video. And the things on my bucket list, I'm not capable of doing. I mostly go to the 3 blocks from the hospital, to the mall, and watch people (before the quarantine ). And I try and live through them. It's all I can do.
@ojlane90894 жыл бұрын
@@TheTechAdmin I hope you get better and be able to enjoy the world now and after quarantine.
@TrinityInvesting4 жыл бұрын
@@TheTechAdmin Hope you get better man! i really do, but chemo consequences are different for everybody i guess, my dad is the strongest dude i know by far, he was diagnosted 4 years ago lung cancer and metastasis (head tumor and some others, i never knew all of them for my own mental stability), he's the only cancer patient in europe with over 36 chemos, and he has over 50 already, my dad is 64 years old this month and is still strong as hell, his hair didnt fall once, he only lost his armpits and legs hair haha, sometimes he's really tired and feels awful, doesn't sleep right and such, but physical syntoms are not as showable as you said, he was given 6 months 4 years ago, and he still wakes up everymorning and acts like superman, i hope he's a motivation for everyone struggling with cancer, and remember mental and attitude is everything!
@Vel0734 жыл бұрын
Michael Antonio Good luck man best wishes :)
@jehusaunders84824 жыл бұрын
Nobody is talking about how good a spirit Luke is. That’s a friend everyone needs
@swag54964 жыл бұрын
luke is awesome
@stevieleticq21794 жыл бұрын
That’s like everyone in Australia tbh
@jordanprice15004 жыл бұрын
Stevie Leticq I wanna go to Australia
@datapper4 жыл бұрын
Yeah, that guy is a real one
@GetLogical.4 жыл бұрын
He's a better Luke than i could ever be
@gorcin70753 жыл бұрын
He passed away only 3 weeks after her wedding. He lived for her happiness. Upon Patriots sending him personal message, and after seeing her wedding and her happiness, he had everything he ever wished for. I can say one thing for sure, and that is that heaven got one new beautiful angel.
@estefanyflores28443 жыл бұрын
This comment is everything !! ♥️♥️♥️
@Carefreeblkjawn11 ай бұрын
Dang it! This is the comment that made me sob 😭
@amagicmadness4 жыл бұрын
my heart is totally broken, his mother filming everything so she can have something to hold on when he's gone...
@DumbleDoyal4 жыл бұрын
I think that's what made me the saddest 😭
@Psalmsc914 жыл бұрын
Awwww I didn't even think about that .......craaaap here I go again 😭😭😭😭
@luisguerrero99574 жыл бұрын
I thought the same as I was watching. And his spirit was amazing, what trivial problems we have when things are put into perspective
@livingthedash67274 жыл бұрын
Damn it. I wasn't even thinking about that. Now I'm crying again.
@rauankhamza74094 жыл бұрын
Agree its sad
@mikesaccojr.85664 жыл бұрын
Australian guy is the exact energy everyone wants to have
@user094594 жыл бұрын
I want to like this comment but I refuse to ruin the 420 likes
@divat104 жыл бұрын
@@user09459 to late
@wendyalejandra10214 жыл бұрын
Mike Sacco Jr. Yasssss 😫
@XTmusic-oz1bq4 жыл бұрын
@@tobias6867 hey thats cool, nobody cares
@muhammadhadidi21544 жыл бұрын
Mady bro exactly like me like when I see video that has 5000 likes I want to like but it would be like 5001 em no thx
@isabelflood93354 жыл бұрын
Imagine how hard it was to edit this and look back at all the footage...
@muhammadhadidi21544 жыл бұрын
Isabel Flood I feel like more sad the he was
@Waddaxdd4 жыл бұрын
not that hard
@user-me3rt5lt2k4 жыл бұрын
@@Waddaxdd then upload a 2 hour video on your channel *(Must be edited)*
@monkey_zoomer88714 жыл бұрын
DappyXD for heartless people
@shaikhroman97644 жыл бұрын
@@Waddaxdd are You Totally nuts!,
@cryotankexpansion3 жыл бұрын
The Australian guy who had just met Xavier did so much more for him than his lifelong idols.
@priyanthprabhakaran97352 жыл бұрын
It's so True!!!
@azrael47712 жыл бұрын
I appreciate the video they sent, but it would have been really awesome if they would've sent him a signed shirt or ball maybe?
@BigTexGuitarz2 жыл бұрын
@@azrael4771 uhhh having TB12 and Bill shout out my name would be worth more to me than a signed piece
@kaleycooper91112 жыл бұрын
@@azrael4771 A shirt and a ball is meaningless with the time he has left. An item to be stored away on a shelf is probably nothing to him compared to the everlasting thought and memory he’ll carry that his 20 year long idols, acknowledged that he was out there. To most of us, celebrities feel like fairytales. Fictional people living amazing lives. But having them actually speak *to you* really makes everything feel so much more real
@xtherealest2 жыл бұрын
It's sad that they couldn't even fly to see him or something. That's the least they could've done. They just recorded a video for him and the only thing they said in it was to keep fighting. That fucking sucks if I'm honest. When they weren't even able to fly to see him in real life they at least should've done like a long video and say something nice to him and how they appreciate that he is such a big fan for so long. That man was a fan of them his entire life and the only thing he got in return is a 5 second video. These celebrities are just money machines and f them.
@justinreagan44614 жыл бұрын
"I looked at the Devil straight in the face" most BadAss thing ever said.
@Halamadridistas4 жыл бұрын
Wasn’t badass to him, he was forced his cards. He had to, otherwise he wouldn’t have. A soul that will be remembered forever
@riptidev104 жыл бұрын
@@Halamadridistas he wasn't forced to, he had 2 choices. Give up or look at the devil in the eye.
@zachariahyeh23354 жыл бұрын
Multiple times man
@MatthewNumber34 жыл бұрын
I cannot BELIVE that Luke flew himself out, by himself to visit Xavier. That’s the people we need in this world.
@jlassonful4 жыл бұрын
nah he just wanted to see LA .... kidding kidding!!!
@엘사-g2g4 жыл бұрын
Yaakov Lasson not funny.
@williamgreene66694 жыл бұрын
@@엘사-g2g take a joke
@엘사-g2g4 жыл бұрын
William Greene nah dude y’all just fucked up
@cristero22534 жыл бұрын
@@williamgreene6669 not the time to tell a joke tho..
@NDKY674 жыл бұрын
26 years old, that’s really sad. I can’t believe how well he dealt with all this. I really don’t think I’d have been as strong as Xavier. This video is as good a tribute as you can get.
@henryshore78504 жыл бұрын
I agree
@katrinaumana21274 жыл бұрын
It made me cry😥. I always get sad when someone younger than me dies💔. I ask why couldn't they have more time?
@TouyaXYZ4 жыл бұрын
Since I knew I would have died I would have donated my organs...hoping that someone will live instead of me
@chizomni4 жыл бұрын
26 year old he’s only about 3 months older than me
@AmitKY884 жыл бұрын
Yeah I am 26 and I cant believe he went away that young but I know how fragile and short life is. One moment we are at the top and good and the other moment we could be somewhere else. Wish you all health guys and that life treats you kindly. My prayers and best wishes to those who are down and sick :(
@aframasud64563 жыл бұрын
I know how Xavier felt. I’m disabled. I have a condition that makes my bones weak and due to that I can’t walk without holding anything. Alhamduillah I survived 12 surgeries and countless fractures. And I’m only 14. I know. The pain, the suffering. Trust me Yes Fam. I know it all.
@avgredditors3 жыл бұрын
May allah grant you good health.
@MeistSonnig3 жыл бұрын
Osteogenesis imperfecta ?
@user-mh2bw4hu3o3 жыл бұрын
If only I could transfer my bone integrity over to you. Like seriously over all the accidents I’ve endured I’ve never broken a bone.
@bryanf93953 жыл бұрын
may God bless you
@zohoorz20103 жыл бұрын
@@avgredditors ameen
@harty67964 жыл бұрын
this had me ugly crying rest in peace Xavier
@major_jamaica06304 жыл бұрын
I am only 11 minute into the video...wait he passed?? At 29:29 he did pass away rest in peace man...
@chrispee71394 жыл бұрын
harty same... may he rest in piece. He’s inspired me to keep on moving no matter what... rest easy man you will always be in my heart
@clyddeangelocorpuzagloco17954 жыл бұрын
Rest In Peace
@chasesofly44824 жыл бұрын
Shayla Yancey dame I looked at the comments and my time and it was 11 minutes in
@lali42534 жыл бұрын
UGH SAME😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
@Muslek3224 жыл бұрын
Man at 21 is given 1 year left live Lives 4 more years. What a legend Your legacy will live on Also Xavier is a badass name wow
@eSquaredOfficial4 жыл бұрын
Pez absolutely !!! My lil bro will forever be a legend
@flynnduggan17564 жыл бұрын
E Squared your brother is a soldier, all love from my family to yours... ❤️
@patmcdevitt62414 жыл бұрын
LEGEND
@xavierguerra90024 жыл бұрын
Thank you.
@SlayerxDD4 жыл бұрын
i had a friend named xavier, sadly he died in a shooting
@venko18354 жыл бұрын
"When we're born, we're all diagnosed with the same condition - death." - The fact that he lived 4 years longer then the doctors expected means you can do what you want *Don't give up and it will happen* Rip Xavier❤️
@alexn11684 жыл бұрын
Im never going to die, my will power is that strong
@kristianyotov52024 жыл бұрын
"Do what you can't" - casey neistat Поздрави братле, радвам се да те видя в това community!
@dandylion28374 жыл бұрын
Faith - Hope - Love
@lwing773 жыл бұрын
This happens everyday, Xavier did not die alone, he was loved and cherished , the Australian gentlemen went to great lengths to make sure Xavier had some exciting moments, wish the world had more of those 2, thanks for sharing. Rip Xavier
@rafaymalik3892 жыл бұрын
yo papi absolutely right my boy
@samdajellybeenie144 жыл бұрын
“When we’re born we’re all diagnosed with the same condition: death.” That’s so true man. Wow.
@sinisteractivity82414 жыл бұрын
Well yes. We die period
@memberHD4 жыл бұрын
It's the worst STD, and infects every species.
@fishyinthefishtank18004 жыл бұрын
SINISTER ACTIVITY zMmXXZZZ,bcxM,b,!
@pluontop-b4 жыл бұрын
@@memberHD actually a jellyfish is immortal
@memberHD4 жыл бұрын
@@pluontop-b its only immortal if it stays in the water
@Euphoriaaa4 жыл бұрын
Not even a single ad. Big respect
@LtGhost-tb3kq4 жыл бұрын
Rythm Nation yeah at least these guys don’t put ads on their videos, when it’s about something like this
@Euphoriaaa4 жыл бұрын
True... They have a huge heart
@kellyyin41264 жыл бұрын
I feel like everyone would be okay with ads if all the money they made from this vid was funneled towards research for Xavier’s disease. With an okay from the family of course
@jsgeheid4 жыл бұрын
4 ads
@gijswinkelhuijzen78744 жыл бұрын
If they did put ads they'd probably donate the money to cancer research
@absolhonk78044 жыл бұрын
Im happy that Yes Theory kept in touch with the Aussie guy.
@mikedags35164 жыл бұрын
Waddup Broskis! Same
@DAventador444 жыл бұрын
Not just that, but the energy he brought into the house when he came, it put a such smile on my face!
@cautionisyomommy69692 жыл бұрын
When someone can be nice to you, has a good story, you know you have a good bond, please just keep your friends, you will never have a million. Keep the ones who you had a moment with and make a bond, connect for a few days and boom you can be together for years
@intheouts2 жыл бұрын
I hope you're finally able to rest, Xavier. Thanks for all the smiles you left in your wake.
@1998sini4 жыл бұрын
I hope that every person that disliked this video finds happiness and find a way to enjoy life
@mg-ej4po4 жыл бұрын
What about the people who liked? (I disliked tho)
@uninstall04914 жыл бұрын
the people who like are normal and your weird for liking your own comment
@baconandeggs804 жыл бұрын
Yes.
@mg-ej4po4 жыл бұрын
@@uninstall0491 but I didn't tho
@1998sini4 жыл бұрын
@@mg-ej4po I wish them happiness and everything best too, no need to leave people out, but to those who disliked, they might need it more
@ellafering79354 жыл бұрын
This guy: goes to meet women's cousin who is suffering from a terminal illness. Ends up: Being in her wedding. Becoming GREAT friends and actually close and try to make a relationship not just having a conversation for content. Respect dude. Your a great guy to do that.
@eSquaredOfficial4 жыл бұрын
Absolutely! It was an unforgettable experience ♥️
@zayntawfik4 жыл бұрын
Yes theory for you.
@poudelsajan101sp4 жыл бұрын
Despite what he's been through, man the Australian dude is filled with positive energy.
@Halamadridistas4 жыл бұрын
Um he was there for 5 mins and is still alive.
@apachers28074 жыл бұрын
@@Halamadridistas He never said Luke died. He's just saying Luke's filled with a ton of positive energy, even after given a 3% chance to live.
@prestonjobe2 жыл бұрын
This is one of those videos where you're just on the verge of tears the entire time you're watching it. You guys have amazing souls. I'll never get tired of this channel
@yamiles2 жыл бұрын
on the verge isn’t even the word to describe me watching this… i cried from the start & all the way through. ughhhh 😩
@piperuk53662 жыл бұрын
@@yamiles Yes, same xx
@bert2526 Жыл бұрын
I've been in Matt's situation, watching a friend slowly die from liver cancer. I'm not on the verge of tears. I'm full out crying.
@LiamIsLove4 жыл бұрын
I cried when he was talking about his struggles.
@at.myrthe4 жыл бұрын
I cried trough the whole video 😢😅
@hiekkasuu4 жыл бұрын
You got 420 likes on ur comment💪🏾
@ryantaylor8414 жыл бұрын
Me too but I cried through it all
@Wushuiii4 жыл бұрын
Same here, then I started crying 10x more at the end
@orb57674 жыл бұрын
he die same less than a day as juice wrld
@songsinstrumental38204 жыл бұрын
"Death is not the opposite of life. Life has no opposite. The opposite of death is birth. Life is eternal.” -Eckhart Tolle
@infogames27244 жыл бұрын
How is that better
@posture81334 жыл бұрын
@@infogames2724 it means birth is good, the creation of life, the opposite of death. And life is eternal
@Doom_State4 жыл бұрын
Songs Instrumental cool but what does this have to do with he’s theory
@joshbranson124574 жыл бұрын
@@Doom_State what does your comment have to do with anything in the video? He just stated an interesting quote, which about 600 people agree with, while you just up and argue with him for no good reason.
@ghostyplays40494 жыл бұрын
The meaning of life is death. You live to one faitful day, die. The meaning of death is life. If you were not to live you wouldnt have died.
@jacobmls26304 жыл бұрын
”Life has no opposite. The opposite of death is birth. Life is eternal.”
@Random-zk2sc4 жыл бұрын
Birth -> death Life -> being dead Yeah I don't mean to be anticlimactic but there kind of is an opposite
@eneskaya73074 жыл бұрын
R4ktooN Anon being dead is a state of being, life isn’t.
@crypt0nym0ussec574 жыл бұрын
@@Random-zk2sc This. Just facts, as sad and meaningless as this all is... It's only true.
@migg_umm4 жыл бұрын
Could stagnation be the opposite of life? Not progressing forward.
@Random-zk2sc4 жыл бұрын
@@eneskaya7307 the word "life" is the noun for "living", I said the opposite of life is being dead because being dead doesn't have a specific noun, but just because there isn't an English word for it doesn't mean an opposite doesn't exist.
@emilioa72413 жыл бұрын
Xavier, wherever you are, thank you for being such a tough fighter. Thank you Matt for sharing this.
@gabefresh16614 жыл бұрын
It’s sad seeing how much weight he lost...
@duckzxy15514 жыл бұрын
It reminds me of my dead grandmother. She lost a bunch of weight when she had 1 month to live.
@Fire_Marshall_Bill4 жыл бұрын
A good friend of mine had terminal cancer and moved back to Baltimore to be closer to his family and be treated there. I was on the phone with him one day he said "Bro you wouldn't even recognize me right now. Cancer is the greatest weight loss I've ever had! It's awesome!". He passed a couple of weeks later. One day he was fine, the next he had a diagnosis, and within what felt like a blink of an eye he was gone. In that period of time he held strong a positive. To this day that phone call reminds me to never give up. It reminds me that strength can be rallied from within no matter what. His name was Will Frawley, he was a paramedic, a fireman, and a brother. He never gave up. Don't see it as sad. See it as the greatest weight loss plan he ever had.
@daniels12634 жыл бұрын
Matt Schmissrauter sorry for ur loss my man 😞
@Filippenzen4134 жыл бұрын
@@Fire_Marshall_Bill May he rest in peace.❤
@venganzadechuky4 жыл бұрын
He was pretty buff though, not really fat imo
@ExclusiveGrant4 жыл бұрын
Cancer is just so horrible, id never wish it on anyone not even my worst enemy. My condolences to Xavier’s family.
@strawonwalls25344 жыл бұрын
Uhh he didnt die of czncer
@endareddan4 жыл бұрын
Kate Weissenberger I am sorry for your loss
@michaelallen43314 жыл бұрын
@@samsunited4965 wat
@BarryaLLen-ik8bq4 жыл бұрын
Kate Weissenberger wow I’m sorry 🙁 my friend died on July 22 2019 my best friend of 29 years :(
@kyle00910004 жыл бұрын
dumb ass ....in the video it said that he had a rare form of liver cancer... that’s a form of cancer
@goldiegacha55454 жыл бұрын
"When we are born, We are all diagnosed with the same condition. Death." Damn that was deep
@zebracakez21684 жыл бұрын
That part hit like a damn bus
@JessPea4 жыл бұрын
That hit me hard 😢
@axdilez34864 жыл бұрын
Yup, indeed. It is for us to get the most out of it
@goldiegacha55454 жыл бұрын
@@axdilez3486 mm. Yea. I just wish my parents didn't shout at me and make me cry every day tho 😔😐
@trisharel86934 жыл бұрын
Sunshine Gacha I feel you😢
@FloraBee.2 жыл бұрын
I can see pure empathy in Matt's eyes. Matt became a close companion to the whole family and on top of that introduced a kind hearted soul to lift them up. True warriors 👏💕
@mo-hammadabunaser13674 жыл бұрын
Matt has pored his heart and soul into this, lovely to see how people still care for each other
@clevelandcards19074 жыл бұрын
Yes theory makes the most meaningful content out there
@wyattayre14654 жыл бұрын
Gordy Dix hands down
@nb72164 жыл бұрын
Um lazarbeam drove a virtual truck across Europe in 12 hours
@Hghgghg4 жыл бұрын
They just understand life better than the rest of us
@AyalX4 жыл бұрын
Facts.
@landon6134 жыл бұрын
Yes, Justine Bieber eating a burrito sideways was very meaningful
@crypticii34314 жыл бұрын
This story proves that a stranger is a friend you haven’t met yet. Xavier, you are a legend. Rest easy brother.
@danielgreco24403 жыл бұрын
Aye, he made it to his goal of 26. I am proud of him.
@banks_mccommons4 жыл бұрын
The people who disliked it were crying and couldn’t see the like button and miss licked
@isaacdelage35104 жыл бұрын
Facts 😂
@JoeRoganAndMoreShorts4 жыл бұрын
No they just disliked him being in this Situation
@encryptedjc17724 жыл бұрын
Who even licks the like button
@AC-iw5qr4 жыл бұрын
@@encryptedjc1772 he was also crying so he misspelled,understoos?
@tyclone62664 жыл бұрын
Nah its just australians pressing the like button
@sarahshae15434 жыл бұрын
Luke is a blinding light in this world and everyone he touches he brings magic too, I’m so grateful he and Xavier were able to meet ❤️
@william77ize4 жыл бұрын
Luke is so awesome and such a bright spark. Always has a smile on his face. What an inspiration
@BILEAK4 жыл бұрын
Luke?
@sarahshae15434 жыл бұрын
Kaelib TeeGarden yes Luke have you watched the video?
@BILEAK4 жыл бұрын
@Joshua Tyler Ahhh my b my b
@sarahshae15434 жыл бұрын
Mihir Satra not sure do some google searches
@nikkiepoe72562 жыл бұрын
It's been 2 years since this was posted. Xavier's story, as well as the story of his family, is still reaching people. I hope he is partying it up in the afterlife, and I hope his family is doing well! ❤️
@estefanyflores2844 Жыл бұрын
This means so much ❤️
@potatotus4 жыл бұрын
These are 30 minutes I wouldn’t want to replace with anything.
@jakob63994 жыл бұрын
I'd rather have watched porn
@marcberube37294 жыл бұрын
@@jakob6399 You need to find your heart man.
@Braidan11804 жыл бұрын
Really hits home when I think that he's the same age as myself. Life is so unfair.
@eliefosso72154 жыл бұрын
SLIC3 0F LIFE that is facts yo
@crook74934 жыл бұрын
SLIC3 0F LIFE yeah, it’s crazy how someone’s life can just change like that in just in a snap of a finger
@ianc89714 жыл бұрын
Xp Reflex God has a reason for everything
@maxdennis42304 жыл бұрын
The sad part is how this is only one of the millions of stories; Cancer sucks shit really made me cry
@whitneypickle4 жыл бұрын
It really does. My oldest brother would be 39 today of cancer hadn't taken him.
@reIatedcontent4 жыл бұрын
@@whitneypickle I'm sorry about that
@wncydaval75254 жыл бұрын
Just trust God. We can always Trust God.
@lyfehaxandtrix34814 жыл бұрын
unfortunately I don’t trust a god, I’m my own controller, I am MY higher power. I respect that you do though, it’s all belief.
@chickentakeover20764 жыл бұрын
Personally I don’t think that your religious maters during death but we can end life with positivity. Now I am the type of guy to make jokes about things and that’s what got me through my Grandmas death she died from lung cancer she would’ve been 83 tomorrow but unfortunately she is not here to celebrate it but we are. And basically when death comes around don’t be serious be funny make a joke because those seconds will go down in history in your families mind, your friends mind and everyone who you loved will want to see you happy and that is what is important.
@AmICaleb Жыл бұрын
man... I was in the hospital for 40 days and had multiple heart/ lung surgeries and im only 17, My whole family and doctors thought I wasnt gonna be able to live, and when Xavier said he has moments about wanting to give up I know how he feels, my life will never be the same that it was before, but I'll always fight for my family and friends, This video made me cry multiple times cause I understand Xavier. I pray for EVERYBODY and ANYBODY who is going thru anything.
@altairtheeagle Жыл бұрын
We love you, stay strong champ
@blueguy6225 Жыл бұрын
Stay strong champ
@SaifRBLX Жыл бұрын
stay strong bro!
@AnaInk4 ай бұрын
🙏🫂💕
@Mnxeu4 жыл бұрын
"When we're born, we're all diagnosed with the same condition... death." Wow, that hit way harder than I expected. Man, this video had me in constant tears, so well done and just so wonderful of you all to arrange. This is why I'm such a big fan of you guys, moments like these where you go above and beyond for someone. I didn't expect the ending though, that broke my heart. He seemed like such a wonderful man, and had such wonderful friends and a wonderful family there for him and caring for him. Rest in peace, Xavier. 💔
@jxkubpiatek75514 жыл бұрын
Loomis yummy
@dandylion28374 жыл бұрын
I feel like everyone crys at the end.
@huhwhat18924 жыл бұрын
@@jxkubpiatek7551 wtf
@Ayzlxn4 жыл бұрын
He died in December. I’m glad he got to live until his cousins wedding and his birthday. May his soul be blessed, and safe now. If your wondering if I’m lying just watch the whole video. Fly high. 🕊💛
@Esewuey4 жыл бұрын
What's your snap I want to see
@Ayzlxn4 жыл бұрын
Yael Calixto Why
@crypto13474 жыл бұрын
Are you sure?
@Ayzlxn4 жыл бұрын
Crypto if u watch the whole video then ull see
@stevealterman66664 жыл бұрын
Mine died December 16 2019 :(
@bartholomewjoyce4 жыл бұрын
"When we're celebrating love, we bring back people." Wow, that's such an insightful and beautiful thing to say... Thanks Matt, and rest in peace to your beloved friend Xavier
@joytaime68903 жыл бұрын
luke is one of the sweetest people ive ever seen omg 😭
@brandonforman60544 жыл бұрын
Luke could not pronounce anything in Spanish but he still has the best energy
@evalynfechner16904 жыл бұрын
he's actually so chill as well
@bittewarten37834 жыл бұрын
literally a so chill dude with more positive vibes than nearly anyone I know
@gracestevenson15764 жыл бұрын
Petition to make Luke a permanent member of the Yes Theory team
@bradynwisotzkey67024 жыл бұрын
He already dead
@Briite4 жыл бұрын
@@bradynwisotzkey6702 he said luke not xavier
@Briite4 жыл бұрын
@@bradynwisotzkey6702 luke is the austarlian one
@michaelanunn11564 жыл бұрын
DINO FAM 💀💀💀
@despairgn34224 жыл бұрын
Grace Stevenson yessssss
@JaydenRaelee4 жыл бұрын
He passed on my birthday... There I was celebrating being 23, when Xavier’s family (& so many others were grieving).. Just makes you realize how fragile & delicate life really is. RIP Xavier, you will be missed dearly.
@tree3y7634 жыл бұрын
Jayden Raelee yes it is very sad stuff like this happens everyday and life just goes on
@loveterrimarie4 жыл бұрын
I was just thinking the same thing I was out celebrating my 27th birthday, While his family was in grieving...it makes you really think about the life your leading.
@hunterwright134 жыл бұрын
Jayden Raelee i was just thinking the same thing. celebrating 22. im glad he reached past his birthday
@V3N1K3N4 жыл бұрын
Same here, my 24th birthday on the 5th. I don't know how to feel about death.
@Loznero4 жыл бұрын
Happy birthday tho...
@thesecretmenu75704 жыл бұрын
About six months ago, my dad was diagnosed with terminal Leukemia. All the treatments that they tried had no effect, and the cancer progressed rapidly. It's a very real fear of mine that every time i make the 5 hour drive back to college after a weekend visit that that will be the last time i see my father. thank you so damn much for even just trying to bring family together, because nothing is more important than family.
@pedronovais95404 жыл бұрын
Be strong! Your dad needs you and know you can do it. Much love to you and to your dad!
@snipertom04124 жыл бұрын
We’re here for you both💗Keep being strong through these hard times.
@tutuimti78874 жыл бұрын
Hang in there my dear . Your dad needs you to be stronger more then ever . My sister was diagnosed with cancer 11 years ago and it reoccured back again last year aswell she was diagnosed with a second altogether. It's been a rough couple of years now running around to the hospital. I keep telling myself that I need to be strong for her more then ever so hang in there love . Sending prayers to your dad and to your whole family .💟
@charlienaysmith68684 жыл бұрын
I'm not being a dick-head but try be as healthy as you can be :). I wish you and everyone all the best.
@x-popone68174 жыл бұрын
Tell him to follow Jesus
@RyanGreggClimbs4 жыл бұрын
This video made me realize something. It could be anyone’s last 3 months, last 3 weeks, last 3 days, last 3 hours, last 3 minutes, and last 3 seconds. Those last 3 should be the best 3 ever. Each one should be better than the last. When I look at Xavier, he didn’t get to go to the wedding. And that was something that hurt him. For other people it may not be a wedding that puts them down. It could be anything. Something we say, the way we look at them, and most importantly the way we treat them. So after watching this video I realized, that no matter who it is. Treat everyone like it’s their last 3. Years, months, weeks, days, hours, minutes, and seconds. Cause you wouldn’t want to leave our beautiful earth being laughed at or made fun of. You’d wanna leave being loved, and with people that treat you like it’s your last 3.
@uncultureddog52264 жыл бұрын
Thats some wholesome deep shiz right there
@yurdurburger43214 жыл бұрын
Damn that's crazy
@shadowzgaming80794 жыл бұрын
Wow that’s quite a comment
@waltdisney39374 жыл бұрын
Wow man i literally cried in the first time of life by seeing a comment.
@kongdking72924 жыл бұрын
Honestly tho i dont really care what people will think about me when i'm gone. They can laugh, they can step on my gravestone, they can hate me i dont really care cause by that time, well... I'm gone. But one thing that i will certainly do now as i'm living right at this moment that i'll living the life to help more PEOPLE in my own unique ways. What you said about "YOU don't want people have bad perception to you when you're gone" is really not the kind of mindset that i agree with and it's sure giving me fear & anxiety that i need to be "perfect" in everything that i do so people will "accept" me as the reward of doing something "good". That statement is also counter-intuitive if you want to live the life of impacting other people live for good, because most of the time people like that always go against the mainstream and by going against mainstream means you will do alot of things that may cause people around you dislike what you do. And that statement mentality is just not going to support it. You could have said it better like "No matter what people said about you, do the things what you feel right no matter whether they like it or not, believe in yourself first and eventually they will believe in you." Because if you're trully have a goodwill no matter what you do that make them dislike you now, they will LOVE you in the end.
@kumatiyoo4 жыл бұрын
His mother recording things make me cry just look at her finding a way to live beyond his life My heart cries today.😢
@eklipze75204 жыл бұрын
No mother should have to lose a son or daughter. I can’t even begin to imagine the toll that has.
@shashanktejale98604 жыл бұрын
💔😭😔
@SAINTNIGGA4 жыл бұрын
I think that part made me cry as well more than anything!
@ashervillacarranza76403 жыл бұрын
Bro I have never cried so much for a stranger, thank you for telling Xaviers story and introducing me to a man I didn’t know I needed to meet. The things we go through in life are so trivial compared to the fight this man faced. I am a better man after watching this than I was before, and for that I can thank Xavier. What a legend. Rest In Paradise champ, we’re all still rooting for you bro.
@carloscura94794 жыл бұрын
I feel bad taking my life for granted. Xavier has been fighting for himself everyday, appreciating each and everyday he lives. RIP Xavier❤️
@independentjohn4 жыл бұрын
Carlo.Strange when someone is fighting for a life to get more longer some people are losing hope to live in this world. And count me in. Im tired to live but When i saw him fighting for about years and his sufferings. 😢
@SLICKOMODE4 жыл бұрын
I totally agree with this.
@aqeoustic77024 жыл бұрын
When I was almost done with the vid I wanted to know and was hoping that Xavier was still alive to this day but reading that he passed away broke my heart, rest in peace and paradise Xavier, you were a true life loving warrior, I'm not an emotional person but I'm definitely crying for you man, It felt like I knew you on a personal level, can't describe how touching this vid was, thanks Matt, thanks Yes theory. R.I.P Xavier
@LiamBushrod4 жыл бұрын
This. Thank you for finding the words I could not. Rest in peace Xavier
@Ak-xj2fv4 жыл бұрын
Yes m also watching it rn... Rip
@thesuperNina4 жыл бұрын
I just survived cancer and it makes me sad that I got a second chance when some people don't. Rest in peace Xavier
@Crazy85quirrel4 жыл бұрын
Nina A THATS horrible, I’m glad you made it And fought through it. Mad respect for you ✊
@nicksnickers4114 жыл бұрын
Were you bold?
@thesuperNina4 жыл бұрын
@@nicksnickers411 bold? Yes. But also bald, yes.
@mariiiiiiiiuahhha4 жыл бұрын
Nina A so now live on for those who didn’t get the opportunity you got, live on your life to the fullest.
@presleecarson5324 жыл бұрын
Nina A you’re awesome keep being you I’m so proud of you
@ijosz4 жыл бұрын
Imagine being parents watching ur baby boy fighting for his life😭😭😭😭
@inverovenevectum68574 жыл бұрын
Joselito Balicante or growing up near a n older brother, sleeping every night, not knowing if your brother and only friend will make it through the night, the first 10 years of your life... because he was heavily handicapped and everyone around you, relatives, student fellas or people on streets (no matter the age) hate, laugh and bully you for having a handicapped brother. All of this while having a „father“ who was a heroin addict, destroying the entire family, making you loosing your parents, get stranded at grandparent‘s house as a small kid. Mother somewherever else, father dead. Yet one day my brother died and all that was left, were people doing the same shit on me for him dying... cruel world we live in. Ridiculous.
@ijosz4 жыл бұрын
@@inverovenevectum6857 for sure😭
@valdemarnordby14654 жыл бұрын
Video: A Stranger’s Last 3 Months to Live KZbin: recommends me this video 3 months later
@williamjames40314 жыл бұрын
Me too, I just got recommended this an hour ago.
@TirthPatel79234 жыл бұрын
I just got recommended this video
@jt-ke6rj4 жыл бұрын
honestly i wish i could meet them they’re amazing☹️
@bandagewastxr21084 жыл бұрын
Just Get Recommend This Video To
@drabberfrog4 жыл бұрын
I saw this as a meme on Reddit and searched the video
@chewba20083 жыл бұрын
Currently fighting a late diagnosticed cancer myself. Live the life to the fullest people, could be a sickness, an accident, you never know when it's your time to go so make sure you live everyday like it's the last one! May you rest in peace Xavier and hopefully i won't meet you too soon up there!
@laurenttheunissen69963 жыл бұрын
Stay strong man, wishing you the best!
@ehsanarshad1403 жыл бұрын
Stay strong 💪 Man
@Soldier_Sean3 жыл бұрын
May god intervene with a miracle and take away your cancer. I send you love and compassion.
@DoEpicThings3 жыл бұрын
Keep going man you've got all you need to beat this
@smridhjain29023 жыл бұрын
Hey m8 sending all good vibes, you’re a warrior!
@TheFLaaaanK Жыл бұрын
It took me a long time to want to click this but today, im glad i did. R.i.p Xavier and thank you for showing what a beautiful soul he was. Its truly amazing
@presley25444 жыл бұрын
Xavier was 26 years old when he passed and i pray for that whole family.
@tirpis64634 жыл бұрын
U got bananas?
@HB.144 жыл бұрын
Tirpis ha lol so unrelated lol but it’s funny Ik his name is that but just saying I mean it’s unrelated to comment and vid
@annakeshish4 жыл бұрын
Blazegamer 14 name of the commenter is banana bus, it’s kinda relevant
@HB.144 жыл бұрын
HowKidsBecomeKids ik but I meant it’s unrelated to the vid and the comment banana bus made I said this already
@LM-te9qj4 жыл бұрын
And what is praying gonna do?
@SumanDebnathProfessional4 жыл бұрын
This is humanity. Kind to the core. Yes Theory, you represent humanity to me.
@Jayden-ok9oj4 жыл бұрын
Agreed.
@Gumball0894 жыл бұрын
More like the ideal humanity
@jilly20104 жыл бұрын
Rest in peace. he passed away December 5th 2019 :( you fought for as long as you could. I'm so sorry! My heart goes out to those who loved and cared for him. 😭
@dandylion28374 жыл бұрын
What does he leave on this earth? What is the effect of this video? I think I value life more now and believe more in fighting, But at the end of the day the only thing that matters is love and the people. Love and the people. I've been saying this for a while...
@glizzygobbler71414 жыл бұрын
@@latifalujain2758 It was September 26th 2019 not December 26th 2019.
@rojatanque58654 жыл бұрын
He died on my 14th birthday... Rest in peace
@jessebrierley83844 жыл бұрын
He made it to his birthday!
@asovietdoggo23774 жыл бұрын
SpixDango he did the wedding was in November
@sm-wq3by3 жыл бұрын
I have been watching Yes Theory for quite some time and I have never commented, in fact I have never commented on KZbin.. however I felt inclined to write this and how this video displays a true fighter, what a gentleman Xavier was.. A true and kind hearted soul. May you rest in peace and fly high with the angels sir. Love from England.
@purxy8894 жыл бұрын
If anyone sees this. Make sure to live your life out like YOU want too. Don’t let anyone tell you your not strong enough and that you can’t do it. Make sure to be with the people that you cherish the most and laugh a little. Life could be gone in an instant and it’s up to you on how you want to carry it out
@KamalKumar-di8sb4 жыл бұрын
Thank you for your kind words♥️♥️
@StinkyCars14 жыл бұрын
Thanks so much u acc made me cry 😭
@amelislobo74594 жыл бұрын
like YOU want to*
@ricardopinto27414 жыл бұрын
I wanna become a good music producer. I was gonna sleep now but fuck it it's now or never.
@shaunadelaney81194 жыл бұрын
Purxy is just out here trying to spread a positive message can all of you shits not just let this person be nice Fruck grammar 😎
@quantumleap79644 жыл бұрын
"we all die, the goal isn't to live forever its to make something that will."
@madevil19554 жыл бұрын
xd
@dot27424 жыл бұрын
Where is this quote
@Crazy85quirrel4 жыл бұрын
He seems like such a wholesome and nice guy, can’t believe that people so great can die from the worst things
@lazyburrito80854 жыл бұрын
Oh yeah yeah
@Cameron-qi7dx4 жыл бұрын
LazzyBurrito not the time man....
@ricesaint4 жыл бұрын
@@lazyburrito8085 dead meme and plus, it not the time to joke about this.
@undonesamurai5294 жыл бұрын
@@ricesaint oh yeah yeah
@Slick_rider4 жыл бұрын
People are who they are because of their past there’s a chance he could’ve been completely different if he was healthy but non the less he seems like the nicest guy
@rebeccacollins20413 жыл бұрын
You honored Xavier, his family, and his memory, so thoroughly, just by being there. By sharing Xavier and his family's story, you've helped me and so many others know, love, and get inspired by him.
@adrianlima72044 жыл бұрын
Not going to lie, I was avoiding this video because I knew it was going to hurt. Life is so precious and I love this community for pushing me to become better. I wish growth and prosperity for everyone reading. I wish it for those who aren’t reading this either.
@myfravoritechildiswasi43594 жыл бұрын
Can someone also appreciate that Luke saved up 1MONTH OF HIS SALLAARY TO MET HIM AND GIVE HIM ENERGY
@TELEVISIBLE4 жыл бұрын
love is amazing 😍
@arminder944 жыл бұрын
I love how luke is just a reoccurring dude like you met him randomly and now he’s like a bestie 😂😂
@Edward-ho2bm3 жыл бұрын
yess
@SydThaRager3 жыл бұрын
Fr
@TheLizzy5123 жыл бұрын
Seriously!! I love Luke’s energy!!
@evlshoots4 жыл бұрын
why was this recommended to me 3 months later
@liyak9364 жыл бұрын
That’s what I was thinking about :((
@israelvalles1014 жыл бұрын
Same
@Alisonn24 жыл бұрын
Same
@dwag27274 жыл бұрын
Bruh
@ethanahhhy28374 жыл бұрын
Fr
@Gazmeizster_Wongatron11 ай бұрын
I'm not usually an emotional person, but the last few minutes of this video never fails to make me cry. Thank you Matt and to the Yes Theory team for sharing the story of this wonderful young man. And to his amazing family - thank you for showing the world what it truly means to love unconditionally.
@jamiekowalski64304 жыл бұрын
Died on the same day as my Dad, just 11 years apart. We’ll see them again.
@joostbuijse22824 жыл бұрын
May he rest in peace aswell ma brothr
@cgurl4 жыл бұрын
My mom passed away last week. I wish I could have given her more in her last three months of her life. She had terminal cancer, she was only diagnosed in April 2019. 🥺 EDIT: thank you so so so much. Your wishes and prayers are truly appreciated 😭💕
@chloeb44314 жыл бұрын
C i’m so sorry, thinking about you and your family beautiful angel 👼🥰
@elizabethroeckell32764 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry may God protect and give you strength 😢❤️
@sarajohnson65504 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for your lost.
@ositoosito45664 жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss, 💞💞
@joanamargarida124 жыл бұрын
Much love
@LittleFishy2194 жыл бұрын
“That’s gonna make his day... his life”
@eSquaredOfficial4 жыл бұрын
And it truly did!! I am beyond blessed for meeting these guys. We made my cousins time the best we could! ♥️
@iiBandage4 жыл бұрын
E Squared Hope the best for you all. Hope all is well and have a good one.
@chriskerss94364 жыл бұрын
eSquared that’s what matters really. I wish you all the best and that happy memories outweigh the sadness for you all.
@eSquaredOfficial4 жыл бұрын
Thank you soooo much!!!
@eSquaredOfficial4 жыл бұрын
Brandon I appreciate it ♥️ thank you!
@angelhrt19523 жыл бұрын
Dr. tells me I have a yr to live. After watching this video I feel so much more hope. I hope anybody watching this gets the message that a loved one needs love and support more than ever!! May have had a lot to do with Xavier living as long as he did. Some of us die alone and I am willing to bet that some of them gave up too soon :( Matt is an Angel ! a rare human being with a huge heart ! I wish there were many like him ! Thank you Matt for this inspiring video!
@lostadonna29382 жыл бұрын
Hey Gayle I hope you're still here with us
@goldbondmedicatedfoodpowder Жыл бұрын
Hi Gayle!! Keep fighting girl!!!
@S0L4RE4 жыл бұрын
The ones who disliked were crying so hard that they thought it was the like button.
@branddransnothing4 жыл бұрын
Or were too shocked that he died :(
@jasminenielsen60734 жыл бұрын
Or It was Luke from Australia who liked it
@anonymoususer38884 жыл бұрын
Or they were trying to wipe their tears off of the screen and hit the dislike button by accident.
@lumnosity4 жыл бұрын
Or maybe you should come up with an original comment because that comment is overrated:)
@symxxx394 жыл бұрын
estrxlla oh shut up
@kavi32724 жыл бұрын
isn't it weird when he was alive we didn't knew him. once he's gone we all know him
@G12eem4 жыл бұрын
Just like Anna Frank
@mlgeorge.4 жыл бұрын
Kavinesh Nair sad truth Same with a young lady named Amanda Todd
@liorahgooding12494 жыл бұрын
@@G12eem anne frank
@benmiller40294 жыл бұрын
@@G12eem *Anne
@reynapr45744 жыл бұрын
Gizem Gökmen who tf is anna-
@dntv70064 жыл бұрын
I wish every terminally ill person could have a Yes Theory adventure
@zurgut544 жыл бұрын
DNTV I wish every terminally ill person didn’t have terminally illnesses
@chrisindigo98504 жыл бұрын
zurgut54 he didn’t meant it that way.
@icedgunner90074 жыл бұрын
I wish that every terminally ill person was ok
@ヤマト-q7x4 жыл бұрын
I wish I could be terminally ill
@divat104 жыл бұрын
@@ヤマト-q7x this is not reddit and same
@Eva_hdc2 жыл бұрын
I have just landed on this video and it shook me... I turn 26 very soon and it blows my mind to think that life can end right there. Xavier is a hero, a warrior and an example for anyone, ill or not. His cousin (and the rest of the family), Matt and Luke are absolute angels if they do exist. May his memory live on forever.
@estefanyflores2844 Жыл бұрын
Thanks Eva!
@JACK-ke2yy4 жыл бұрын
Considering the fact that it took 6 months to release this video shows how much time and care these guys put into their content. Beautiful video :)
@wr3x9074 жыл бұрын
God damn, it really hurts that a person like this passes away. He's the kinda person we all love
@eSquaredOfficial4 жыл бұрын
My hero! ♥️
@lillianbabyak79254 жыл бұрын
Amen!
@kyleadams27814 жыл бұрын
Amen!
@Travelwithchris4 жыл бұрын
Wr3x yes so sad! Amazing person!
@mikey45374 жыл бұрын
Rip
@hannahcarpenter98424 жыл бұрын
It’s sad that he’s gone now but he isn’t suffering anymore and can finally take a break
@ifyouhaveghosts64 жыл бұрын
@David Williams yeah...read the top comment ;_;
@ifyouhaveghosts64 жыл бұрын
@David Williams yes...
@dxlaser33974 жыл бұрын
Did you guys even watch the whole video? It says at the end
@nicksnickers4114 жыл бұрын
A very long break...
@44r0n-94 жыл бұрын
@@ifyouhaveghosts6 Or watch the video, lol
@antoniodane13 жыл бұрын
I'm a 61yo disabled man and I just wanted to say thank you for doing this video, it gave me strenght...
@samb47684 жыл бұрын
He's not dealing with those struggles anymore. He's in a beautiful place now smiling ear to ear.
@monistermat20934 жыл бұрын
It feels weird knowing a person for such a small period and then leaves from the world. it's sad that no one can stand on this earth forever. God bless Xavier for pushing the goal further
@VictorDude984 жыл бұрын
Knowing that there is an end is what makes the journey worth it
@yourenekst4 жыл бұрын
it's not sad it's meaningful, if u had eternity you would do anything you want and it would mean nothing, but all you get is a couple of decades to accomplish your goals, be happy, and make others happy.
@kenzievancity99594 жыл бұрын
He fought to see his cousins wedding. He fought to get to his 26th birthday. He fought till the bitter end and may he rest if piece hopefully with the feeling that his life was still full of blessings even when he was in his toughest times. These tears are for Xavier and anyone fighting to get past the goals they set themselves in a time of pain and hurt.
@cashmoneyswagger4 жыл бұрын
in peace*
@jackbowker194 жыл бұрын
Couldn’t say it better
@dreamcatcher38612 жыл бұрын
I felt every moment of this vlog. Xavier was so brave yet so humble, what a beautiful soul. I too have terminal metastatic breast cancer. I was given the same prognosis. 6 years ago this July 27th (my husband’s birthday), I was told I had 3 to 6 months to live. The cancer was extremely aggressive and had spread from my breast to all of my spine and 2 ribs. I had a tumour in my femur too. Hearing those words literally felt like someone had opened a sink hole under my feet. My husband and my mum were with me when I was given the diagnosis. I immediately felt I needed to protect them, so I said, I accept I have cancer but I won’t ever accept my prognosis. I was 43 with one son (who’s on the autistic spectrum) and 4 step children (my husbands children). The most difficult thing I have ever had to do, is tell my son it was terminal cancer. He was 18 at the time, just turning 19. I couldn’t lie to him because he is extremely intelligent, it’s high functioning Asperger’s syndrome he has, so lying was off the table. I told him then what I’ve been saying to other cancer patients since. A prognosis is only an opinion, it’s not fact. I don’t claim the diagnosis, I never say my cancer, I say the cancer, I do this because when you say something is yours, you welcome it, you want it. I don’t want this cruel disease. I’m on my 4th line of treatment, cancer is a b**ch, it learns how to get around the breast cancer treatments. So you get times when your treatment works and the cancer shrinks and you get so elated! Then it stops working and you start falling down that sink hole again. Then the next treatment works for a while, then stops. The emotional rollercoaster is exhausting and mentally crippling. As I’m writing this, I feel guilty because I’ve not had chemotherapy yet, it’s all been targeted treatment and hormone blocking treatment. Although I have bad side effects, it’s not like chemotherapy. I’m terrified of having chemo. Cancer guilt is one of the hardest things to carry. The guilt that you are putting your family through so much pain because they feel so helpless. The guilt when someone you’ve met and become close to who is a cancer patient, passes away. Survivor guilt. It’s horrendous. Watching Xavier fight the fight, I recognised his exhaustion. It’s exhaustion like no other. When you wake in the morning, you may have had 9, maybe 10 hours sleep but you literally feel like you’ve not slept for a month. I saw his guilt too. It makes you feel so inadequate. You can’t do the simplest of tasks without feeling shattered and that makes you feel like a burden. But, I saw his smile too, believe me, those moments are incredible because for a while you forget your ill. Thank you for holding space for Xavier, it was beautiful to watch and thank you for giving me an opportunity to write what I have. Holding space for someone who is terminally ill, literally takes the weight off them for that time and it’s such a relief and blessing. Sleep gently Xavier. Just love one another and always be kind AND live every single second of your life, really live. 🥰 Kindest regards Ann. Guernsey, Channel Islands.🙏🏻
@joannamuller27902 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@islandbreezy4412 жыл бұрын
Thank you, Anne.
@patty77912 жыл бұрын
Dream Catcher: What a powerful story.. Metastatic Breast Cancer: Those words are terrifying to all women! Oh, I wish you well in your battle!
@StormBlessed7862 жыл бұрын
You are Loved.
@dreamcatcher38612 жыл бұрын
Thank you everyone 🙏🏻
@garrurus90844 жыл бұрын
Starting to think KZbin automatically dislikes videos
@artemisfowl32104 жыл бұрын
@Gerry Freeman I feel bad for you.all that hate must come from something.
@ojplayz14314 жыл бұрын
Positive girl ikr
@alexandradagnesses53344 жыл бұрын
Gerry Freeman por malo la vida te va a ir mala just wait
@OfficialSamuelC4 жыл бұрын
No but who cares. Life is more than amounts of dumb thumbs up and thumbs down. The views are what’s important. A good video is viewed a lot.
@TheFragranceApprentice4 жыл бұрын
I disliked it because this was uncomfortable and to be honest a little bit Sketchy.
@nilsbergstrom14 жыл бұрын
The people who disliked this video probably did so because they couldn’t see the difference between the like and dislike button because they were crying so much. Rest in paradise Xavier.
@abbymarievlogs4 жыл бұрын
Who flippin cares about likes
@andrewmaw33454 жыл бұрын
@@abbymarievlogs Likes is what keeps a video active. Too many dislikes video is removed so obviously someone cares
@Ayzlxn4 жыл бұрын
Or they just dislike it for no reason. Yeah I know, that’s reality.
@abbymarievlogs4 жыл бұрын
Andrew Maw Okay thanks!
@mcchicken50394 жыл бұрын
Paradise I want to go to peace If not i wont believe in god
@yomo66244 жыл бұрын
I'm crying after he didn't go to his cousin's wedding and after weeks he died. Rest in paradise ,this whole video was emotional
@xo76894 жыл бұрын
Vortex Blast I’ve never cried from a KZbin video before 🥺
@ysmaelfortier82634 жыл бұрын
@@xo7689 I've never cried before :-(
@russp12124 жыл бұрын
he was 26, man. just 26. I can't stop crying
@kamsamidaaa71684 жыл бұрын
Yeah. thanks to Matt to represent Xavier. It really emotional.
@ccmcdoug4 жыл бұрын
Hopefully he was a child of God, I have a feeling he was and is.
@mistermodd3 ай бұрын
I watched this once when it first came out and cried. Almost 5 years later again and cried again. Xavier is so strong minded and so brave. ❤ 💪
@Babu-md4uo3 жыл бұрын
“You are most alive when you are closest to death” - Socrates
@Godisfirst213 жыл бұрын
So true.
@MrSilk136423 жыл бұрын
Socrates didn't say that lol.
@eudaimon73243 жыл бұрын
As far as I know, Socrates didn't say that.
@Turnpost25523 жыл бұрын
@@eudaimon7324 okay tf. than Monkey Business said it, who tf cares.
@eudaimon73243 жыл бұрын
@@Turnpost2552 a lot of people cares. Tf
@alexanderthomasvarughese21614 жыл бұрын
NOBODY CAN SAY THAT THEY DIDN’T CRY. THIS MAYBE THE MOST INSPIRATIONAL VIDEO ON KZbin. Yes Theory is way more than a KZbin Channel, it’s a movement of love and support.
@TheTypicalNinjas4 жыл бұрын
He was a car enthusiast too. We lost a good one boys, we lost a good one.
@jenteliefers90114 жыл бұрын
That makes it even worse 😥
@minethediri31264 жыл бұрын
Evo-king plate on his door
@zacharynevarez29974 жыл бұрын
Dude I noticed... if he were still here id be knocking on tj hunts and tanner Fox's doors rn and sharing the story and how we need to go meet this man. I wish there was more out there for people in need of love like Xavier.