An agonizing decision we NEVER expected to make.

[@nancyalberghini7581]

I find it strange that anyone would question your reasons for having to put down one of your animals. From what I have seen on your videos, you both love your animals and treat them so humanly. I am sure this has been very difficult for all of you. Sending hugs

[@hbrws813]

I agree: no one should criticize or question. As a large animal owner, I have also had to make heartwrenching decisions and face having to euthanize animals. You gave Hope a GREAT life, and you did what all animal owners should do: you saw her across her finish line.

[@SarahBrown-dg1gg]

@@hbrws813 m ml

[@triciaramirez1886]

@@hbrws813 that was said beautifully.

[@darlagreen2872]

Im so sorry, it does hurt to lose something you love. Overgrown puppy dog, aaaawwww.

[@thomasdesmond2248]

Very well said. God bless

[@deannabrussels5910]

When raising animals sometimes the right decisions are the hardest decisions. We need to keep doing what is right.

[@SusanRogersMakingItWork4Me]

You are so very right, it is never easy.

[@RoseThistleArtworks]

"A life filled with love, must have some thorns. But a life empty of love, will have no roses."

[@jamjar5716]

Rose Thistle, what a beautiful quote!

[@living6a916]

I love this quote.

[@1870s]

So sorry for your loss and completely understand keeping that private. Those baby piggies sure provide some needed joy in the sad times

[@markkristynichols845]

Oh what a Blessing from God to give that sweet birth the same day! God is Good!!!❤️❤️❤️

[@libbyanneshelton3136]

It makes me sad that you feel you have to explain so much. Having watched you for the last year, I would think that it is obvious you would explore options and do what you feel is best. And even if you didn't, this is your Homestead and your choices. Thank you for sharing the hard things too. I really enjoy the things I learn from you.

[@carolmalko615]

This has been the saddest week I've ever been on you tube. All day yesterday I was crying after watching Heather from the Kneady Homesteader, who was in a horrific head on crash with a drunk driver. Her husband was killed instantly and she and her kids were injured, her very seriously. She will be in rehab a long time. Now, today, you post this sad news about Hope. Although it doesn't compare with Heather, I see how sad you both are. But please pray for Heather and her family.

[@jackiekemmerer2512]

VW family had a barn fire this week bad week for KZbin

[@PlainJane48]

So very sad.

[@melindastortenbecker3340]

I also saw Heather's video. So sad, praying for peace for all involved.

[@carolmalko615]

@@jackiekemmerer2512 I will check out their channel. I have never seen their videos. I hope no people or animals were hurt. I can't bear to see any more loss right now.

[@jackiekemmerer2512]

I also watched Heathers video cried for a family I don't even know can't imagine her pain

[@GinaSiska]

I could see the pain on your faces and I’m so sorry, I know from your videos how much you loved hope. She was your special girl. Please don’t give up!! You’re gaining invaluable knowledge and you both are such wonderful caring people!

[@dianepicard6198]

Ah pour hope, you did the best thing for her, she is no longer suffering, god bless you all. 🥰❤️

[@emasbury]

Out of all the pets and livestock I have raised and enjoyed in my 63 years of life, I have made each and everyone of them this promise,,, I will never let you suffer from a disease or illness. You folks did the right thing, no animal should suffer, period.

[@phillgood7012]

I've never seen a video where the emotion was so real. God bless 🙏 we all know you did the best.

[@lisamarr9116]

I am so sorry for your loss 💔 Your new calf is a handsome little guy ❤ We had 300+ head of red angus cattle. Every calf born was as excitng as the first. Every loss was as devastating.

[@colene77]

Farming is not for the faint hearted. You guys do an awesome job of managing your homestead. 💕💖💞🤗🤗🙏🏻🙏🏻 Colene

[@docworstpatient]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I love your videos-especially the ducks! You take wonderful care of all your animals. Don't let the critics get you down. You did what was best for Hope and you did it with love

[@kimberlycleveland1816]

My heart is so heavy for your losses. Animals due truly have a special place in our hearts. They are a part of our family and an important part of our homestead. You are good animal stewards. God bless

[@life.re-defined]

Sarah, I love that you use your clothing to share your faith. Big hugs, dear sister. .... We lost our beloved Shelley (our first milk cow). She was with us for 6 years and brought so much goodness to our lives. I am so sorry for your loss. I know the pain.

[@koreyboyd]

You are one of the most humane loving homesteaders that I watch, difficult is an understatement! You are in my prayers. Thank you for sharing.

[@ninagerulski8832]

YES they are!! They are an amazing duo 💞

[@thomasdesmond2248]

We will all remember how Hope touched our hearts. She was an angel in a cows body. God bless

[@genjulie3703]

I would never doubt you did everything you could for Hope.

[@debramccurley6312]

So very sorry about Hope. She brought smiles to many. I’m almost 68 and will never forget losing my Babette when I was 14.

[@mjc63]

Sorry for Hope’s passing. She had wonderful and compassionate caretakers. Caring for animals can be extremely heartbreaking, as Hope’s loss has been for you. Knowing Hope was well cared for during the time you had her is a testament to your approach to all things homestead. Thank you for sharing your story.

[@debbieherring2644]

I’m so sorry for your loss. Hope was missing Henry and in my mind they are together now. God bless❤️

[@tarrenkittie1532]

My condolences for Hope, I can't imagine what you're going through. Myrtle's babies look wonderful and you new calf is adorable.

[@missourigirl4101]

So sorry for your loss of Hope. I know you were so attached to her. It’s so sad. You all did a wonderful job with her and she knew you cared.

[@cgoodwin5928]

Hope was fortunate to have you as her caregivers. You gave her a lovely home and doted on her with such compassion and appreciation! Providing a peaceful exit at home was the greatest gift you could give! My heart goes out to you and Hudson as you cope with your loss. Peace to all :)

[@CynthiasCraftsandmore]

I am so sorry that you had to put Hope down. I am glad Hudson has a new little friend. Ther is a saying when God takes one angel home, a new little angel is born. What a joy the new little calf will bring. Thank you for sharing! Hugs and love to you and your family. ❤️✝🤗 Have a beautiful and blessed week. God Bless ❤️✝🤗

[@brianeisenga882]

When I was a hersdman on a farm, we had registered holstein show cows. Had a 12 year old 3E 94 point cow that went from being healthy to being put down in 3 weeks time. She had the same thing. I feel for you. God bless and stay safe.

[@artemiswolf8039]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Losing an animal is never an easy thing, especially when they're special. Sending love and hugs your way 💚

[@k.p.1139]

Kevin and Sarah, my heart goes out to you! We had this happen with our cats. Peach went into kidney failure and the Dr said he only had about 3 months left to live. However, his actions said different. So, we let him decide. He pushed through it and got back into his old playful self for 4 more years. The next round though, he began to hide, and when we could get him out, he was still loving, but you knew he was suffering. We knew then it was time. What we were not expecting, was his sister, Bug to react the way she did. Even though they were 16 years old, she was a jolly happy cat, who most of the time thought she was 3...lol. Her first night without Peach she seemed sad, but the days following she just began to wail and wail. She would only stop out of exhaustion or if we kept holding her. After a few days, she suddenly started having trouble breathing. We rushed her to the ER vet and the Dr asked, what kind of trauma has this cat gone through? We said nothing, she hasn't been injured, that we know of, and then the Vet asked- any emotional trauma? We said well, her brother passed away almost 2 weeks ago. She explained that in some cats, feline Leukemia will stay dormant their whole life, but trauma could trigger it, quickly. After she told us all of the things that Bug would have to go through and the pain that she would suffer for the treatments, we understood that this would not fix her emotional pain and did the hard thing. I know what you are feeling! I even went though a few days of-I should have done this..or that. It was my youngest son-who Peach and Bug actually belonged to said...Mother-she missed Peach, nothing we could ever do would change that. She needed to be released from her pain of missing him. So, Sarah-Kevin...She was a tired old girl. She was a cow- but she let you know she loved you, and she gave you everything she could as you did for her!! Let that peace be your joy when you think about Hope.

[@hamrad645]

Kevin and Sarah, I am so sorry for your loss. The loss of Hope is a terrible blow. I can only imagine how heartbreaking it is for you and Hudson, to lose your milk cow and for Hudson to lose his Momma! And what a wonderful gift from God of the birth of a new calf!

[@roaddog8872]

I am so very sorry for your loss of Hope and Henry. But what a wonderful gift from God of the newborn calf. I pray you and your homestead are blessed.

[@reneeclark9903]

The hardest part of farming is always letting an animal go. I do applaud you in your treatment of your animals. Working with a vet to try to find a positive resolution before ethically letting her rest just shows your love of them. In the words of my vet," you've given them your heart, what more can you do?". Our thoughts are with you.

[@rayettakirkley1663]

So sad, I’m so sorry you all had to go through this. Please know I have experienced this also with animals over the years and it’s heartbreaking. You both are excellent stewards of your homestead.

[@joannak4640]

I'm so sorry 😭 Hope was so loved. May she rest in paradise ❤️ On another note, the new baby calf is adorable and it made my heart so happy to see Hudson literally run to join his new family. My prayers are with you all during this sad time. God bless

[@shaydelady1508]

She had the best life ever! God bless you both for taking such good care of her and loving her.

[@melhayley6738]

My heart goes out your family on the loss of your dairy cow cow Hope, she had such a beautiful character and nature about her she will be dearly missed on KZbin land, love and prayers sent to you all 💜💜💜

[@sandyoklahomatransient8557]

You did the right thing! I know this was a difficult decision, sending hugs.

[@hollyhobby1038]

Farm life realities can be brutal. We want our animals to have the best life possible despite raising them for food and livelihood. You made the best decision you could. Sorry for your loss. People buying their food from a grocer or restaurant do not understand the emotional struggle farmers face daily between love of their animals and survival. It takes a strong person to homestead.

[@dorriwaldera3081]

Awe! Hudson was so happy to find and be with friends! That made my heart melt!

[@georgiabrown4635]

God bless you guys. It is important that you give the clear picture of reality on the homestead. I’m sorry for your heavy hearts. You gave her the best life possible. Take care ❤️❤️❤️

[@rshoemaker7368]

We are so very sorry for your (our) loss. We know you did everything possible to save her and you did what every loving owner would have done. May God be with you. 🙏

[@donnaferguson4903]

I’m so sorry to hear of the loss of Hope. Having animals can be rewarding watching them grow, and it’s so heartbreaking when we have to let go. You did the humane thing. God Bless.

[@motherofone1]

Wow. Talk about an emotional roller coaster. The piglets are adorable. I cried when you spoke of Hope and yet there is another baby cow and Hudson seemed so happy to join the herd and make a new friend with the little calf.

[@triciaramirez1886]

I could honestly feel y’all’s pain. You honestly did all you could. Hope didn’t suffer. You can’t replace Hope but you can find another great dairy cow. Prayers for you and the family.

[@tkaart2242]

So sad for Hope's departure. I am sure it was not a easy decision. She was like a family member. Prayers for healing. The new life of the precious calf is wonderful.

[@kittenmacdonald1242]

It's never easy to lose a beloved animal friend. Giant hugs to the family for your loss.

[@ronniepate4315]

Hope was such a good cow , and was such a big part of your lives . I know this was a terrible thing to deal with . To tell you the truth , I'm glad you didn't show Hope losing weight . I want to remember her as the great cow she was . God Bless .

[@mywoolmitten]

You did the right thing. You gave her wonderful care and a good life. I appreciate you being honest, too, about her condition because others might not know about the BLV disease

[@Famcke]

Our hearts goes out to you. Stay strong. We love you and thank you for sharing this very special day with all of us.

[@faemendenhall116]

To see your devotion to your animals, your livestock shows that you are good and caring people. You live your faith and it shows. I am sorry for your loss~may we all remember that we are guests in your world and show you the respect that you deserve as you move through this terrible time. It is joyous to hear God brought you a ray of sunshine to help ease your heavy hearts. God bless!!

[@shariyoung4064]

Thanks for sharing your struggle with Hopes health. Don’t let any negative comments get you down. You had the facts and gave the best care possible to Hope. She will be missed.

[@gailwatkins-o9b]

Bless your hearts. I'm aching for you as we have gone through these types of losses and it's soooo hard. No judgment from here, we know your hearts. We are praying for peace for your hearts.

[@maryarmstrong9656]

Kevin and Sarah I am so sorry. When I saw this, tears started. Being a fellow homesteader I know what you are going through. We also have a Jersey cow named Blossom and we have the same relationship with her. I know you did everything you could because I see what your animals mean to you. At times we too have had these agonizing decisions to make and you try everything, until you know there is only one outcome. That is the time that you reach deep in your soul and try to make the right decision. When your fight for life changes to mercy. There have been times when we have fallen to our knees with the pain of those decisions but God is always here to bring us to the other side. Time heals the hurt, good memories replace the sadness and life on the homestead moves forward. Under Gods heaven, each animal has its season and all we can do is live in the moments of those seasons. Much love coming your way from Back Acres Farm in Nebraska. I wanted to add how much I appreciate your courageous sharing of your lives with all of us. In doing so you open yourselves up not only for positive feedback and support but also criticism and I’m sure more advise than you know what to do with at times. The raw very new grief that you showed us today was heart wrenching. It doesn’t get more honest than that. God be with you in the days to come.

[@janwalker7620]

Great Advice!!! Never heard things put so well! A gift of words.❤🙏❤

[@melaneymattson3733]

Well said.

[@moonlightmuse517]

Beautifully spoken.

[@Georgia-WRBNS]

I don't have a farm or anything so I don't even know how to begin to express my thoughts but you said every thought my heart has felt just hearing them talk to your perfect thoughts and words I cannot even begin to accurately say! Their pain is truly palpable in this video! Kevin and Sarah if you make it this far in your readings, please know my Heart feels your pain and wishes you nothing but comfort and healing with God's Love and Grace! Prayers for Hudson as he adjusts to life without Moma and that the newborn calfs Moma feels empathy enough for Hudson and that the both of them can help heal his loss from Hope! I don't know if that even makes any sense. I wish you nothing but Comfort and Love and God's Healing Touch. Spring brings forth new life in all shapes and forms that I can only imagine on a homestead! May it bring you and your family, Peace and Comfort and even happiness from Our Fathers Guidance and His Love! Take Care and Much Love from my heart to yours. Prayers and Blessings of, I want to say Hope, and Abundance and Prosperity for You, Your Family and Your Homestead. God Bless Kevin and Sarah!

[@mdb7558]

Beautifully said!

[@westwaytrainingfacility3669]

I’m sorry about Hope. We experience these things as well. I’m sure you did your very best. Sorry she’s gone from your lives.

[@tracestevens1773]

I feel so bad about your suffering dairy cow , Hope. I know your both hurting ! I am truly sorry and wish I could give you a hug. Both of you look deeply sad. Better days are coming on your farm, because you work so hard together. Hope God will heel your hearts soon. You both are such a great team! Love, Trace Stevens tms poet Ohio

[@John-yl1zn]

God love you guys. Putting down our house pets is impossible but putting down Hope, such a magnificent animal. There are tears in my eyes😥 Aloha from Maui. Nancy❤️

[@rusticwool4637]

I appreciate so much that y’all show the bad along with the good. We are sending your family prayers for healing.

[@farmermom]

Oh my dears, it's such a huge loss for the homestead. I'm glad Hope had such caring owners and a good life with you. Keeping you all in my prayers.

[@jannahuntamed3422]

Im sorry for y'alls loss. 😥😥 Y'all gave her a beautiful home and love. Y'all did everything you could. Dont let anyone tell you otherwise. ❤

[@ajohnson5674]

Awww...I loved Hope... she was a sweetheart...bless your hearts. I’ll be praying for you guys...🙏🏻💛

[@JRAinKY]

Oh Sarah and Kevin I’m so very sorry for this painful loss. This put tears in my eyes and a lump in my throat. The right thing to do is too often also the hardest. I pray you find another very special milk cow soon and that she becomes a joy and comfort to you. God bless.🙏🏼💕

[@elainemycraftyhenhouse6155]

Very sorry, I know how much you cared for Hope and how essential she was to your homestead. We all understand what an asset she was to your family. I pray you are blessed with another dairy cow soon and just maybe Hudson will have a forever new (girl) friend.

[@teresagreco9794]

I'm so sorry about Hope. I can only imagine how hard it was but like they say you know your doing the right thing when it's the hardest. So sorry. I hope Hudson is happier now. He was so cute running over to the other cows. And already bonding with the baby. Keep us posted as they accept him into their herd.

[@sylviatolan1814]

Well, I just finished your video today. My heart is heave for Hudson. He's had a tough year, 2 mom's and now trying to fit in with the herd. Give Hudson an extra pat from me. I love you all and say Hi to the girls and Kevin's mom and dad!

[@micheleolson9914]

I'm leaking tears just seeing your pain of losing Hope. 😪 Such a special cow. Then the emotional rollercoaster continues with the joy of seeing the adorable new calf, and Hudson running over to the other cattle. The circle of life hits so hard sometimes, and in a very short period of time! Hugs to you both, you did all you could have done; such a difficult time for your family. Hope was definitely loved and well-cared for on your homestead. Take care. 💜

[@vampiricconure]

Awww man. Poor Hope and Henry. **Hugs** It's hard to lose a beloved animal, no matter the species.

[@KarenL-qt7dy]

This news just broke my heart. Hope was a very special girl, and she will be missed by so many of us, as well as your family. I hope Hudson is "adopted" by the herd, and has a new mommy to love him. RIP Hope.

[@wickedquailandpork537]

That's a huge loss for your homestead. I am so sorry

[@lindalee601]

😥 I'm so sorry. How sad this news is to hear today. I'm so very sorry. 😥 You guys made the best decision hard as it had to be. My prayers are with you both and your homestead. Stay strong. God will get you through this. My prayers today and always. God bless. 🕯🙏💕🌻🕯🙏🌻💕

[@jennifervoris3931]

My heart goes out to you! One of the most difficult decisions we can face is having to make the hard call you just made. Those of us who are following you know you run your farm with diligence, compassion and prayer. Blessings to you as you recover from the loss of your bovine friend Hope. 🙏❤️

[@linmcdon1662]

THANK YOU so much, for respecting that animals have feelings. Understand you keeping Hope’s situation private.

[@wanderingdaisyfarm2973]

Aww Hudson running over just blessed my heart. So sorry to hear about sweet Hope.

[@marywillette71]

I’m so sorry 😞 it’s not easy to be a farmer, n it’s hard to say good bye to our animals.. my prayers are with you two, God bless

[@jo-annjewett198]

When you showed Hudson alone, I knew something happened to Hope!! You guys are such good animal parents and we know you tried everything to help Hope. It is so sad but glad Hudson has new friends. Good luck in finding a new milk cow! I am excited to follow your journey.

[@karenvastarelli1789]

So very sorry for your loss. You absolutely did the right thing. Life is always about quality not just quantity. Your compassion and your ability to keep your heart and priorities aligned speaks volumes about the kind of people and homesteaders you are. Hugs & Blessings

[@Fred.pSonic]

The loss is so great because Hope was the heart and soul of the homestead. We grieve with you but know your hard choice was really a gesture of love for another living being.

[@sarahrizer6055]

I can't believe this brought tears to my eyes. Guess I'm more attached to y'all and your animals than I thought. So sorry for your loss :-(

[@ninagerulski8832]

Tears to my eyes and my jaw dropped and hit the floor!! I just assumed that we haven't seen Hope because of everything else going on 😭

[@janicejurgensen2122]

I know I cried too! I’ll miss her in upcoming videos.

[@lindajackson618]

Sorry for your loss. We do love our animals both great and small. It’s wise to have your vet check out and clear animal purchases. Not doing that could result in a contagion being brought to your farm and that is devastating. Lesson learned the hard way because we were trusting and ignorant. Blessings.

[@smokymountainangoras]

Yes, unfortunately those are my thoughts also. Hudson was exposed to a big farming operation and when he was brought to their farm, he introduced a host of new pathogens maybe particularly at the utter first and to Henry with a weaker immune system... it’s like the early European settlers and the Native Americans. Maybe the best move would have been to isolate Hudson for a while when he was purchased and bottle feed him Hope’s milk while trying to sanitize him and put Hope’s smell on him with towels? Very devastating to have lost Hope and her baby. So very sorry, sending you prayers. May Jesus keep you in His perfect peace, this may be a huge learning experience that saves thousands of baby cows in the future. Thank you for letting us learn and grow with you. 💕🌈 🐄 🙏 ✝️

[@kellygarnet6329]

I think that is very wise advice.

[@madelineann9269]

My dad used to say . Come boss. When calling his cows. Bring back memories. Love

[@kaitlinsfamilyfarmstead]

That is what we still say here on my place

[@emjay841]

You two are such good parents to your animals. We are so sorry for your loss and your hurting. Please know we are praying for you and your family during this difficult time. We will miss Hope too. Sending prayers, love and hugs. ❤️

[@elizabethhicks9844]

So sorry for your loss...animals become part of the family...so glad she is at peace now...it was wonderful to see Hudson running to be with his fellow cows

[@flippincrazyfarmboy1849]

Love in a family is more than just human beings, it's all those that share your journeys. Love you both and keep strong

[@mariaford874]

Oh no. I am so sorry. My momma understands this pain when her mil cow died. It was hard. I wish it was easy, but a milk cow is a pet that you love. My heart breaks for you all.

[@tammyvaughn6662]

Just having recently having to put down my cat (She was 15 years old) my heart goes out to you. God brought another cat into my life about a week later so it eased the pain a bit. Thank God for heaven.

[@orianafisher3960]

So sorry for your loss, I can relate with your heartache, losing my pet birds over the years 😢 I'm happy you've given another cat a forever home

[@juliebaker6230]

Although this was difficult and heart-wrenching, you made the best decision for Hope. It would have been selfish and cruel to have allowed her to live. God bless and comfort you and your family while you grieve the loss of your sweet Hope.

[@stephenbobbett973]

We are sorry to hear about Hope, she reminded us of a milk cow we once had. We must always make the most of every day and enjoy those blessings in our lives. You two are doing good job, keep it up. This sadness will turn into joy, very soon.

[@garyash4823]

Not getting attached to certain animals is so much easier said than done, Am sorry for the loss of Hope I believe she was a favourite amongst your subscribes to

[@TheInquisitiveFarmwife]

I was wondering why we hadn’t seen you milk or talk about her. I am so sorry for your loss. The bond with a milk cow is incredibly strong. Well... I’m pretty attached to both my milk cows and goats. I can sympathize with you... prayers for you.

[@Honey-_bee]

I’m so sorry guys. I know you loved her dearly and you did everything you could. My heart hurts for your family. God bless your family.

[@momsway621]

You take such tender, loving care of your animals. I'm so sorry for your loss of Hope. My heart goes out to you and the girls.

[@peggyperkinson9798]

Crying now. So sorry. Glad new life was born too. You did all you could. That’s all any of us can do. Stay strong ❤️

[@onlyinmissouri]

Oh my, I’m so sorry about Hope, she was so sweet, gentle and you both had a great bond with her. God bless, my heart aches for all of you. Healing prayers. 🙏🏻🙏🏻💕💕 Congratulations on the new ‘beef baby’ and the piggies look great, they are so cute 🤗🤗 I love the heifer with the diagonal line across her face...so pretty. Hudson is so handsome and a sweetie 💕

[@susanelliott1970]

I’m so sorry to hear of your loss of Hope. You always make the right decisions no matter how hard it is. Peace to you.

[@dusttodusthomestead]

Never an easy decision to make. My condolences for losing hope. Thanks for sharing

[@morningfeather13]

Oh no, I am so very sorry about the loss of your sweet Hope. I have no doubt that you did everything possible and sometimes the best thing for our animals is the hardest thing for our hearts. Never give up. Prayers and love for you all.

[@ritaferguson3149]

Will keep you all in my prayers as well! I'm sure Hudson will eventually become happier. Surviving the loss of any part of your family, human or animal, is always a difficult time. Y'all are so full of LOVE for each other and your animals. I'm glad your herd was blessed with a new baby. Continue to take care of each other, and we'll pray for continued blessings for you all! 🙏🙏💕💕

[@pamelaburdick8366]

So sorry for your loss. I cried the entire time hearing the story about Hope

[@vger9942]

I am so very sorry about Hope. I know you loved her and took excellent care of her. I will miss seeing her. Praying that you are led to just the perfect dairy cow for your family. It was such a blessing from God to have that sweet little calf born the same day. I’m glad Hudson won’t be alone.

[@teresahill6356]

So sorry to hear about Hope, I remember when you got her, sending you all hugs 🤗

[@kathykups7962]

So sorry for your loss Hope was a sweet mama😞

[@lindsaymartin1855]

I’m so sorry for your loss of Hope. She was such a sweet cow. Prayers you are able to find another good milking cow who will be just as sweet and gentle.