AN UPDATE + THANK YOU!

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[@MsBlue009]

Almost made me cry how glowing and sparkling your eyes look. One can literally see how you gained your spirit back. You're such an inspiration!

[@mayflower2158]

Me too. She's such a charming, sweet, kind person

[@MissSweetieShortie]

This is exactly how I feel 🥺❤

[@cecy592]

I had never seen any of your videos and I just watched your "breaking 5 rules" video and OMG you are glowing!!! Keep it up!!!

[@alexiscormier4059]

cecy592 I came here from that video too. It showed up on my recommended.

[@janelle009]

Same!

[@GoTaylorSwift1]

I highly recommend waiting till your period comes back before introducing exercise... I made the mistake of not waiting and ended up with osteoporosis & stress fractures.

[@ryleeburnand9776]

Brook Gold agreed and light exercise is the key imo! Hiking/ going on a nature walk is wonderful, builds muscle, and is hard to do to much of!

[@sarahgower4606]

Same situation here :(

[@katya6697]

i'm here from your "challenging anorexia rules" video and seeing how you are glowing here, how beautiful and remarkable your progress has been, is such a motivating kick this morning

[@emmaharcourt1439]

the difference between the you in the documentary and you now is so inspiring. You are such an amazing person Elzani, looking forward to the vlogs on the new channel! You are so strong, never give up and keep being you. 2020 will be an amazing year! ❤️

[@merrycat4913]

Hi Elzani- I've been quietly watching for a while. I'm a nearly recovered anorexia sufferer. I see so many of my past experiences in what you're saying too. Firstly, I really appreciate you putting your story out there, the video of your hospital experience was very powerful, better than any published documentary I've seen. As a fellow recoveree, I just wanted to tell you that my AN brain continues to whisper lies to me, especially about exercise which you talked about, and also eating, obviously. Please don't start any aerobic exercising yet. I don't know what your body looked like before you were ill, but looking at your siblings, your body probably wants to find its natural place around something where they are. Maybe do something slower like a mild walk, yoga etc, cocoon your body, allow it to rest in every way. Please, if you are not already, please seek some regular professional help to strengthen your recovery. Your positivity is great and will continue to help you on your way to fully getting your life back. Life is great! Being alive is great! Merry Christmas.

[@amyf_x]

She look so much better it’s actually incredible 😭

[@KateDawnNight]

You're documentary was inspiring. I'm having a lot of trouble with my anorexia, and you are a new found inspiration to recover, thank you :)

[@Ozzyoxenfree]

That documentary is the only reason I'm letting myself have mac and cheese tonight, so thank you

[@heather8831]

Megan Oz healing and recovery takes time. You can do it. 💜 you have me and so many others in your corner cheering you on. Never give up. You can do this. Take it a day at a time ☺️

[@_the.black.sheep__]

U are literally the nicest person i know! Merry Christmas and have a wonderful time!😊

[@petitehippie7064]

It really does seem like we know her. We do know she is a very lovely person. 😊

[@emmagranger9211]

Seeing on one hand that it does get better and on the other seeing how you lie there, with a bleeding nose, not allowed to move, really stuck with me. It helped me realising that I was close to relapsing and that I don't want to, so thanks for showing us everything❤

[@underthestarsoverthemoon4259]

STAY STRONG!!!!

[@cryptid_cactus]

I have been watching videos on this channel since the beginning of 2019 and I finally have the courage to comment today. I noticed that I had an eating disorder since November 2018. My parents found out that I’d been throwing away my food in mid 2019, and that I only weighed 34kg at the height of 170cm. I was unimaginably weak. As a 12 year old I was too scared and begged for the opportunity to self-recover at home, at the same time I started watching motivational contents on KZbin. I found Elzani’s videos the most encouraging and comforting, they really eased my negative emotions during my dad’s strict recovery procedure. Really. I do know how grateful I should be at this point where I am almost all healthy again. I am even more glad to see how much she has improved and I genuinely admire her motivation. Thanks so very much!! I don’t know how much amazingness of life I would miss if she wasn’t there to help us. Additionally if you’re reading this and have similar problems as me, I strongly suggest never avoid seeing doctors and psychiatrists like me. I am although physically better, my mental state is very unstable that I would probably relapse any time. Not very enjoyable really.

[@lenapetry3770]

You improved my life so much. Thank your for everything and I‘m so happy that you have your KZbin channel and share your amazing self and your family with us. I‘m sure you helped an incredible amount of people and will continue to do so. Please know that there are lots of people who love you and will support you. You are so strong and just an inspiration. Have an amazing Christmas 🎄❤️

[@piercethejavi6816]

your hair looks amazing! really thick and bright, looks so healthy and beautiful

[@tangerinecoral1822]

Please do not exercise yet. You are still not weight restored. Your bones will not be able to cope

[@elenaoakes8494]

tangerinecoral she’s not she said when she is ready emotionally and physically:)

[@KC-ed6jt]

tangerinecoral 2:15 You should listen more carefully.

[@jessicaaguilar368]

I think she's gone through enough to decide on her own. I don't think shell be doing anything extreme. Plus swimming would be good for her. She'll start eating more once she excercises.

[@Lilcharlie78]

she said WHEN sheis recovered she aim to get back to swimming. 💗

[@underthestarsoverthemoon4259]

She isn’t doing it right away. Plus exercise will strengthen her when she feels it’s right.

[@ashylnhollinshead9031]

I'm so proud of you you deserve recovery and you are deserve more subscribers merry Christmas xx

[@cinnyslittlefriends1379]

Elanzi, you have helped so many people. Thank you, Elanzi. Thank you. I’m so excited to see your new channel!! I’m so glad that you are moving on and living your life. I think that is amazing!! We love you!

[@khadimatal-zahraa1969]

We love your soul

[@tamarate1278]

Have a wonderful Christmas time!🎄🎁 You are so motivating and you helped me and my situation a lot❤️THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

[@MayimHastings]

There just aren’t words for all of the emotions... I can’t imagine what your family must feel! You have such heart, Elzani, and that amazing heart has won. God bless you, sweetie, and happiest New Year 🤍🤍🤍

[@l-jy2653]

You are a warrior, a survivor, a fighter and most of all a beautiful inspiration to all with or without mental illness. You show us how to be happy, how to live and experience things from a different perspective! You are AMAZING! Have a wonderful Christmas, experience all the wonderful food and happiness with your family. Don’t worry about anything because you’ve got this Xxx MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

[@bethanyb7283]

You're such an inspiration to me 🧡 merry Christmas, beautiful! All the best for the new year! xx

[@julieg-b8910]

As I have watched your journey I have seen you blossom into an amazing young woman. I look forward to continuing the journey on this channel and on your new channel. 💟💟💟💟💟💟

[@daniboucher]

Elzani, your spirit is incredible and so inspiring 😊. I’m a 42 yr old mum of 3 but your film was, in many ways, like holding up a mirror to a younger me. I was bulimic back then and although finding love helped me conquer food issues, I only recently discovered why I find parts of ‘normal’ life so hard; just before Xmas, I received the diagnosis that I’m autistic. Reading about the female presentation of ASD made so much sense to me that I pursued an assessment. I only mention it as it might be something you’d like to look in to. Sending you love and hope for continued recovery and peace to find your true self xxx

[@donbeech2564]

I think you're absolutely brilliant, Elzani - I can't wait for what you have in store for us. Merry Christmas, love! 💙

[@juliaaszzz]

im so PROUD of you honey!!! you are my inspiration 💓 and merry christmas! please spend this time with your family🎄

[@pilarcamargo9110]

JulkaBTS army always supports🥺

[@juliaaszzz]

@@pilarcamargo9110 yes od course 💜💜💜

[@ryleeburnand9776]

Holy shit you are amazing!!!! Sharing your journey absolutely is helping people. You are incredibly brave for doing so.

[@sams5188]

When will your hospital video be up- the one on an EDU ? The other one was very helpful.

[@fancydeer]

I'm so proud of you. I'm so happy for you. You've managed to do something amazing. Don't forget how strong you are.

[@denamullen340]

Yay!! A new channel!! Such a GREAT IDEA! New chapter, new you!! Your so freaking naturally pretty I’m jealous 😭. Your skin is flawless 💪🏻🤩🙏

[@laurensanders4387]

You are making me recover this year! Seriously, you’re videos have given me so much inspiration. Love you so much 💕 xox

[@cocomidnight]

Love you Elzani! You’re incredible. Best documentary I’ve seen on anorexia!

[@larlutm]

So happy for you Elzani! You've done so incredibly well this year, even despite all the terrible hardships you and your family have faced, and it's YOU that has done it of your own volition. The fight against this life destroying illness will always continue, but your strength and bravery (and as an added bonus your awesome personality, beauty, and hilarity in general) are winning out. Best of luck with your new channel, hope you and your wonderful family have the best Christmas ever, and I hope you carry on getting healthy enough to swim again! 2020 is going to be a good one for you angel x

[@mariarego625]

I remember following your channel a year ago. I stopped following support channels like yours out of fear but I have to say a year later I just had to check up on you and I can't believe how diferent, stunning and glowing you look & I'm excited to keep following you^^ youv came a long way

[@grodolina]

WE are the ones who should thank YOU Elzani, for sharing your story and inspire us! I am especially thankful for that disclaimer of yours when you said that eating disorder doesn't have to do with weight or the other way around, I am concidered being overweight due to another illness called metabolic syndrom but am still bulimic, and I've also been dealing with anorexia on and off before the metabolic syndrome appeared physically, but since I knew nothing about it I was put into Stockholms biggest eating disorders unit in which they suspected this other disease and had me tested - and they were right. That means that I will have to fight daily to get to a healthy BMI whilst fighting the eating disorder at the same time. And just based on my physical apperance some people say that I am lying - but when people such as yourself who's hit rock bottom ionce, worked hard on getting better, and still can be very understanding towards others with other types of eating disorders that really makes a huge difference in the long run!! And you know what? Your videos inspire me to get better sooo so much, because you show both sides of the illness and at the same time a strong will to get better although it's hard at times. And please pay no attention to people who's been picking on you in various ways for that hospital video, there will always be stupid people around. And to show you my gratitude, I am actually sending you a belated christmas gift/birthday present! It's meant to be both a huge thank you, an ecouragement and a nice treat at the same time. I don't know you personally, yet I feel sooo proud of you! And I am looking forward to be following you and your family on your new channel as well! Massive hugs to you Elzani, you're amazing!

[@ericaroozendaal629]

Yes to living life! The fact that you created a new channel is amazing, it shows you are ready for living life next to a recovery process :-) i will subscribe and cannot wait to get to know you better!

[@lolitab28]

Yaaaas!! What a wonderful idea!! Way to take control of your life and your happiness!! I love this change.

[@kazkooistra8737]

youre such an amazing person, this will be your decade!!!!!!

[@samsiew3953]

you are GLOWING! i am so proud of you. you are so gorgeous and i am SO proud of you

[@armandspravasts9448]

Just compare your first video from recovery and this one.You looks so much better.Well done.Good luck and a lot of energy in new 2020

[@donnawarmouth9329]

I thank you for sharing your story with the world. I just know you are a inspiration to others. Keeping you in my prayers.

[@nicole4659]

How is she doing now

[@SamuraiOfTheSix]

Merry Christmas

[@shannastone7116]

Yay!! Elzani, You are amazing!! I can't wait for videos on your new channel and videos on this one! The more video, the better..I love them!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘

[@malikalenfant4819]

Now you are free beautiful bird...🕊you can fly where you want...i wish you a wonderful life🌻🌞 ...you are most strong than you can think...much love and hapiness in your futur life. All your dreams come true little Angel.🙏👼💝💎

[@EliseCharlotte]

I watched your video-story and it really hit a raw nerve on me. I had anorexia too, but never was so sick to the point of having to stay in the hospital. It made me cry seeing you suffering so much and for so long. Anyway, I'm happy for you and for the fact that you've chosen to live your life to the fullest. Everyone who knows you must be really proud of having someone like you around, you seem to be a beautiful, caring, and loving person. Keep taking it one day at a time, you're so close to complete recovery. Merry Christmas from Spain and thanks for sharing your story with us.

[@undead_goddess5573]

Thank you for being as brave as you are & for sharing your journey to live again . Reason why it’s taken me forever to get well is because I let my mental health get the best of me and you really help me see through it all. Looking forward to watching you succeed ...here I am ,just some 22yr old in Southern California

[@sammers3826]

love you! I wish for nothing but happiness in your future. You're gonna get there.

[@Angelika22Lol]

I have watched your videos for over a year which have helped me so much last year. I have completely recovered but when I see you now I see how you are still struggling. Remember that you matter and you deserve all that's good. You deserve to be healthy and happy.

[@atheistleopard618]

Yayyyyyyyy...Happy Holidays =D . . . I'm so glad to see you smiling constantly n stuff. =D

[@jjams2469]

OH MY GOD THIS IS SUCH AN AMAZING UPDATE!!!! You’re so gorgeous and I’m so glad you’re feeling great 🧡

[@brucemyers2597]

You are so lucky to have such a loving and supportive family. It is very apparent that they truly care and love you. And you them. Way back in the late 60's and early 70's I suffered from anorexia but back then I'm not sure it had a name. (Maybe it did but I just did not know about it.) I was very lucky because mine never got as severe as yours. Somewhere along the way I learned it was ok to eat. I am so grateful I did and I'm very happy for you and your recovery. Always remember, YOU MATTER. God bless you and your family. Happy New Year.

[@jennybee73]

Merry Christmas to you all!! Nice surprise getting an update and a new channel, great idea to start the new year. Slightly jealous I won't lie would be nice to have a family Christmas like you are having and that I used to have when I was younger. Now it Just my Son and I in Dublin and my family are in the UK so miss it this time of year. I am 46 and still recovering it is extra hard at Christmas. I would be so sad if either of my children had any type of eating disorder, your Mum is fantastic with you xxxxxxxxx

[@caseymc30]

You are very amazing thank you for sharing your story, it’s helped me very much.

[@karolinagranda3280]

Elzani, I just really need to thank you. For everything. I’m struggling with my recovery at the moment and every time I eat I feel so disgusted in myself and so stressed out. So, every time I eat, I watch your videos. Knowing that you struggle with this disorder but are able to conquer so many of your fears everyday and even go for higher calorie options and just eat what you like is so inspiring. Watching you do so well is your recovery has pushed me and so many others forward to do well in theirs. Please continue making your videos and inspiring people everyday, as well as encouraging yourself to push forward because you really do deserve the absolute best.

[@meganlovsmusic]

Im an idiot, i completely forgot to subscribe to your new channel. I was worried about you since you werent posting haha. Glad to know it was on my end!

[@haibaraui]

i just saw the video of you “breaking 5 anorexia rules” you look so healthy now!!! your skin is glowing!! your hair is beautiful!! and i bet your way happier now im proud of you

[@rosetree2624]

I can truly see your growth ❤️ you really made great steps in 2019! Can’t wait to see what 2020 has in store!

[@J4FTY]

I saw a video from you maybe from a year ago first and then saw this one and my goodness! You look great! Well done you! You look happy and younger and so much better! you’re an inspiration for people with eating disorders and you are a shining example of how this disease can be overcome, it is possible! Your videos are amazing and so are you! I’m so glad that you are feeling better x

[@theclawsoncrew13]

You are so beautiful 😘 I am old enough to be your Mom and I just want to give you the biggest hug. I cried like a baby watching your story. You are so brave. Keep up the good work. Keep shining

[@luuvis1276]

I literally love you Elzani! I’ve watched all of your videos and you’ve came so far. U don’t understand how much it helps me and other people. Keep making videos your doing so great. Everyone is so proud of you. 💜💜💜

[@toni5543]

You are wonderful. Thank you for sharing. You are such a beacon of light to many.

[@ellenm2800]

compared to your last video you have become so much more positive. you’re so inspirational and you’ve come so far ❤️❤️

[@purplesereinsunshine7447]

YOU LOOK SO HEALTHY AND HAPPY!!!! KEEP GOING! I’m so proud of you❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@daisystachini6109]

Beyond proud of you 💜

[@Sweekies]

Wow I came across your 5 rules video and dashed for an update! I don’t know what the “right” thing is to say but you just look amazing!! I wish you a lifetime of happiness and a life worth living, sounds like you’ve found just that

[@michaelacahill2458]

I think the 2 channel idea is great! I hate it when people start as recovery and then totally abandon it. I think your solution is good because you get the best of both worlds.

[@stalmollink1644]

Good Idea!! new life, new channel. You are very strong, from now on, every challenge that will come on your path in life,will be a piece of cake comparing to what you have and will overcome!!

[@shreyatanna9099]

I'm so proud of how far you've come since last year's Christmas videos Elzani, rewatched them to see how much you've grown :)

[@isabellamiller33]

You look so healthy and beautiful. I’m so glad you’ve gotten better

[@heathersmith4912]

when you feel ready, honestly weightlifting is amazing! it’s helped me so much to restore my relationship with food and just overall remain positive 😁

[@michvanderzant9509]

Wow, I've only been watching your videos for about 2 hours now. But I'm so damn proud of you! You looks so much better, and I hope you feel better too! ❤️

[@MrIseOled]

im so happy just because i stumbled across your videos for no reason, girl good on you. You look beautiful.

[@stephanieb681]

I saw your breaking 5 rules video in my recommendations and I cannot tell you how beautiful and pure it was. You are such an inspiration! And girl, look at you now! You look amazing! I wish you and your family a wonderful 2020, I have never seen a person more deserving of success.

[@hi1dk]

You seem so much happier, I'm so glad that your recovery is going well!

[@isabellapagani2223]

Your documentary helped me so much to gain confidence to recover. I hope that you know how valued and incredible you ae❤️❤️

[@lolno6665]

You look so healthier!! I looked back at ur first video till now. You've come so far!

[@hashtagmate]

OOOOOH i just watched a video from 2018 and then i see this 😱 you look so good!! You look amazing! You can be so proud of yourself

[@tina143x]

You are a wonderful soul! You are helping so many with your story. I’m glad my daughter found your channel- you’ve given her insight and you have given me hope 💕

[@christopherd1957]

You look so radiant and much happier!

[@danapertile106]

You are amazing and I absolutely LOVE your videos. You are such an admirable person. Kind, polite and friendly. I wish there were more people like you around me. Thank you for your videos. I wish you the best in 2020. Be healthy, be happy. Greetings from the Czech Republic.

[@nzroadie9879]

Your so inspring to me and so many other people. I love you so much and you have come so far, keep being amazing and never change for anyone ❤️ Lots of love from new Zealand ❤️🇳🇿

[@cookedapple]

Hey I am from NZ too!!! 🥰🥰🥰

[@pamelapoet9]

Merry Christmas to you and your beautiful family. What a gift you all are. In fact, you're all DIVINE.

[@zebralife4us709]

You are a really great advocate, wish you all the best for 2020 xxx

[@shellbysmith3479]

Hi elzani you look so amazing i havent watched for a while have been in a eating disorder facility in Pennsylvania it was so amazing i am the 57 year old that thought i never would get recover. You were so much of a encouragement to me beautiful angel i love you and your family. I pray for all of you every day smiles hugs kisses and a million blessing to all of you xxxxxoooo shellby

[@polly5636]

I've loved watching your journey so much

[@helensunshine8973]

You are amazing for sharing your story. I hope u have the most fabulous Christmas......I am the random girl who came and said hi to u in Debenhams in Exeter🤣😂 xx

[@rachelgearhart1389]

you are so brave, strong, and positive. it was an absolute roller coaster to watch your journey, and it is a dream to see how much better you appear now. wishing you continued strength and joy! big hugs from California, USA

[@graciegrey3833]

Hi,elzani,just wanted to say I am a new subscriber to your channel this yr.and wanted to say how your videos have touched my heart.you are one strong courageous and BEAUTIFUL !,young lady,that it shine so bright from your eyes,i don't think you realise that at all but it's the truth . You have an amazing support network with your beautiful family there 💯 percent for you,they adore you that is very clear.anywsy just wanted to say you touched my heart today,keep going strong, everything you do from here now in is for your amazing future ,and wow you are smashing that word they call recovery!.

[@Ilikeoatmealmorethanyou]

happy holidays elzani!!

[@meganoc811]

😩 I’m so happy for you xx can’t wait for your videos on your new channel and this one x so proud of you in so many ways x

[@nianinja1]

You are absolutely adorable. Such a kind soul. So happy for you and amazed at your strength ❤

[@laura1998K]

Have a magical Christmas with your family Elzani! 😃😃💗 Really looking forward to all your new videos on both of your channels 💕😃 your videos have truly inspired and helped me so much, wish I could give you the biggest hug ever ! 🌼🌸😃xxx sending everyone lots of love for 2020 !! 🌸💕❤️

[@simbayme]

You are helping so many girls with this!! Thank you!

[@miscellaneouscell]

You are a hero and so brave to share your journey with us. You are so full of life and so glad that you are a survivor!

[@saygoodnight5103]

You look and sound amazing! Congratulations and keep up the great work.

[@AmazinkArtist]

This video made me honestly cry, I came across your video from 2018 of you trying your 5 challenges, and I was amazed at how excited and optimistic you were. Now I’ve come to your channel and watched this and seeing your excitement made me cry with happiness. I can see how genuine you are and how hard this has been but you’ve done amazing!! I can’t stop crying over this video❤️❤️

[@Sunnydayyz]

I came across your last video today of you completing your challenges and was hoping to see an update video!!! From one stranger to another, you are inspiring. Thank you for sharing your struggles

[@missritalauren]

You have such a bright and sparkling personality! You deserve all the happiness in the world. I'm so excited for your new channel!

[@johnmys5am]

You're awesome. Thanks for laying it out there. Super cool.

[@halesv2]

You are glowing and have a twinkle in your eye! So happy to see you doing well