AN UPDATE + THANK YOU!

[@MsBlue009]

Almost made me cry how glowing and sparkling your eyes look. One can literally see how you gained your spirit back. You're such an inspiration!

[@mayflower2158]

Me too. She's such a charming, sweet, kind person

[@MissSweetieShortie]

This is exactly how I feel 🥺❤

[@GoTaylorSwift1]

I highly recommend waiting till your period comes back before introducing exercise... I made the mistake of not waiting and ended up with osteoporosis & stress fractures.

[@ryleeburnand9776]

Brook Gold agreed and light exercise is the key imo! Hiking/ going on a nature walk is wonderful, builds muscle, and is hard to do to much of!

[@sarahgower4606]

Same situation here :(

[@cecy592]

I had never seen any of your videos and I just watched your "breaking 5 rules" video and OMG you are glowing!!! Keep it up!!!

[@alexiscormier4059]

cecy592 I came here from that video too. It showed up on my recommended.

[@janelle009]

Same!

[@katya6697]

i'm here from your "challenging anorexia rules" video and seeing how you are glowing here, how beautiful and remarkable your progress has been, is such a motivating kick this morning

[@amessthatworks]

the difference between the you in the documentary and you now is so inspiring. You are such an amazing person Elzani, looking forward to the vlogs on the new channel! You are so strong, never give up and keep being you. 2020 will be an amazing year! ❤️

[@amyf_x]

She look so much better it’s actually incredible 😭

[@merrycat4913]

Hi Elzani- I've been quietly watching for a while. I'm a nearly recovered anorexia sufferer. I see so many of my past experiences in what you're saying too. Firstly, I really appreciate you putting your story out there, the video of your hospital experience was very powerful, better than any published documentary I've seen. As a fellow recoveree, I just wanted to tell you that my AN brain continues to whisper lies to me, especially about exercise which you talked about, and also eating, obviously. Please don't start any aerobic exercising yet. I don't know what your body looked like before you were ill, but looking at your siblings, your body probably wants to find its natural place around something where they are. Maybe do something slower like a mild walk, yoga etc, cocoon your body, allow it to rest in every way. Please, if you are not already, please seek some regular professional help to strengthen your recovery. Your positivity is great and will continue to help you on your way to fully getting your life back. Life is great! Being alive is great! Merry Christmas.

[@KateDawnNight]

You're documentary was inspiring. I'm having a lot of trouble with my anorexia, and you are a new found inspiration to recover, thank you :)

[@Ozzyoxenfree]

That documentary is the only reason I'm letting myself have mac and cheese tonight, so thank you

[@heather8831]

Megan Oz healing and recovery takes time. You can do it. 💜 you have me and so many others in your corner cheering you on. Never give up. You can do this. Take it a day at a time ☺️

[@_the.black.sheep__]

U are literally the nicest person i know! Merry Christmas and have a wonderful time!😊

[@petitehippie7064]

It really does seem like we know her. We do know she is a very lovely person. 😊

[@cryptid_cactus]

I have been watching videos on this channel since the beginning of 2019 and I finally have the courage to comment today. I noticed that I had an eating disorder since November 2018. My parents found out that I’d been throwing away my food in mid 2019, and that I only weighed 34kg at the height of 170cm. I was unimaginably weak. As a 12 year old I was too scared and begged for the opportunity to self-recover at home, at the same time I started watching motivational contents on KZbin. I found Elzani’s videos the most encouraging and comforting, they really eased my negative emotions during my dad’s strict recovery procedure. Really. I do know how grateful I should be at this point where I am almost all healthy again. I am even more glad to see how much she has improved and I genuinely admire her motivation. Thanks so very much!! I don’t know how much amazingness of life I would miss if she wasn’t there to help us. Additionally if you’re reading this and have similar problems as me, I strongly suggest never avoid seeing doctors and psychiatrists like me. I am although physically better, my mental state is very unstable that I would probably relapse any time. Not very enjoyable really.

[@l-jy2653]

You are a warrior, a survivor, a fighter and most of all a beautiful inspiration to all with or without mental illness. You show us how to be happy, how to live and experience things from a different perspective! You are AMAZING! Have a wonderful Christmas, experience all the wonderful food and happiness with your family. Don’t worry about anything because you’ve got this Xxx MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

[@daniboucher]

Elzani, your spirit is incredible and so inspiring 😊. I’m a 42 yr old mum of 3 but your film was, in many ways, like holding up a mirror to a younger me. I was bulimic back then and although finding love helped me conquer food issues, I only recently discovered why I find parts of ‘normal’ life so hard; just before Xmas, I received the diagnosis that I’m autistic. Reading about the female presentation of ASD made so much sense to me that I pursued an assessment. I only mention it as it might be something you’d like to look in to. Sending you love and hope for continued recovery and peace to find your true self xxx

[@lenapetry3770]

You improved my life so much. Thank your for everything and I‘m so happy that you have your KZbin channel and share your amazing self and your family with us. I‘m sure you helped an incredible amount of people and will continue to do so. Please know that there are lots of people who love you and will support you. You are so strong and just an inspiration. Have an amazing Christmas 🎄❤️

[@emmagranger9211]

Seeing on one hand that it does get better and on the other seeing how you lie there, with a bleeding nose, not allowed to move, really stuck with me. It helped me realising that I was close to relapsing and that I don't want to, so thanks for showing us everything❤

[@underthestarsoverthemoon4259]

STAY STRONG!!!!

[@ryleeburnand9776]

Holy shit you are amazing!!!! Sharing your journey absolutely is helping people. You are incredibly brave for doing so.

[@piercethejavi6816]

your hair looks amazing! really thick and bright, looks so healthy and beautiful

[@khadimatal-zahraa1969]

We love your soul

[@cinnyslittlefriends1379]

Elanzi, you have helped so many people. Thank you, Elanzi. Thank you. I’m so excited to see your new channel!! I’m so glad that you are moving on and living your life. I think that is amazing!! We love you!

[@mariarego625]

I remember following your channel a year ago. I stopped following support channels like yours out of fear but I have to say a year later I just had to check up on you and I can't believe how diferent, stunning and glowing you look & I'm excited to keep following you^^ youv came a long way

[@grodolina]

WE are the ones who should thank YOU Elzani, for sharing your story and inspire us! I am especially thankful for that disclaimer of yours when you said that eating disorder doesn't have to do with weight or the other way around, I am concidered being overweight due to another illness called metabolic syndrom but am still bulimic, and I've also been dealing with anorexia on and off before the metabolic syndrome appeared physically, but since I knew nothing about it I was put into Stockholms biggest eating disorders unit in which they suspected this other disease and had me tested - and they were right. That means that I will have to fight daily to get to a healthy BMI whilst fighting the eating disorder at the same time. And just based on my physical apperance some people say that I am lying - but when people such as yourself who's hit rock bottom ionce, worked hard on getting better, and still can be very understanding towards others with other types of eating disorders that really makes a huge difference in the long run!! And you know what? Your videos inspire me to get better sooo so much, because you show both sides of the illness and at the same time a strong will to get better although it's hard at times. And please pay no attention to people who's been picking on you in various ways for that hospital video, there will always be stupid people around. And to show you my gratitude, I am actually sending you a belated christmas gift/birthday present! It's meant to be both a huge thank you, an ecouragement and a nice treat at the same time. I don't know you personally, yet I feel sooo proud of you! And I am looking forward to be following you and your family on your new channel as well! Massive hugs to you Elzani, you're amazing!

[@undead_goddess5573]

Thank you for being as brave as you are & for sharing your journey to live again . Reason why it’s taken me forever to get well is because I let my mental health get the best of me and you really help me see through it all. Looking forward to watching you succeed ...here I am ,just some 22yr old in Southern California

[@MayimHastings]

There just aren’t words for all of the emotions... I can’t imagine what your family must feel! You have such heart, Elzani, and that amazing heart has won. God bless you, sweetie, and happiest New Year 🤍🤍🤍

[@larlutm]

So happy for you Elzani! You've done so incredibly well this year, even despite all the terrible hardships you and your family have faced, and it's YOU that has done it of your own volition. The fight against this life destroying illness will always continue, but your strength and bravery (and as an added bonus your awesome personality, beauty, and hilarity in general) are winning out. Best of luck with your new channel, hope you and your wonderful family have the best Christmas ever, and I hope you carry on getting healthy enough to swim again! 2020 is going to be a good one for you angel x

[@samsiew3953]

you are GLOWING! i am so proud of you. you are so gorgeous and i am SO proud of you

[@donbeech2564]

I think you're absolutely brilliant, Elzani - I can't wait for what you have in store for us. Merry Christmas, love! 💙

[@julieg-b8910]

As I have watched your journey I have seen you blossom into an amazing young woman. I look forward to continuing the journey on this channel and on your new channel. 💟💟💟💟💟💟

[@fancydeer]

I'm so proud of you. I'm so happy for you. You've managed to do something amazing. Don't forget how strong you are.

[@bethanyb7283]

You're such an inspiration to me 🧡 merry Christmas, beautiful! All the best for the new year! xx

[@malikalenfant4819]

Now you are free beautiful bird...🕊you can fly where you want...i wish you a wonderful life🌻🌞 ...you are most strong than you can think...much love and hapiness in your futur life. All your dreams come true little Angel.🙏👼💝💎

[@laurensanders4387]

You are making me recover this year! Seriously, you’re videos have given me so much inspiration. Love you so much 💕 xox

[@denamullen340]

Yay!! A new channel!! Such a GREAT IDEA! New chapter, new you!! Your so freaking naturally pretty I’m jealous 😭. Your skin is flawless 💪🏻🤩🙏

[@ericaroozendaal629]

Yes to living life! The fact that you created a new channel is amazing, it shows you are ready for living life next to a recovery process :-) i will subscribe and cannot wait to get to know you better!

[@armandspravasts9448]

Just compare your first video from recovery and this one.You looks so much better.Well done.Good luck and a lot of energy in new 2020

[@J4FTY]

I saw a video from you maybe from a year ago first and then saw this one and my goodness! You look great! Well done you! You look happy and younger and so much better! you’re an inspiration for people with eating disorders and you are a shining example of how this disease can be overcome, it is possible! Your videos are amazing and so are you! I’m so glad that you are feeling better x

[@lolitab28]

Yaaaas!! What a wonderful idea!! Way to take control of your life and your happiness!! I love this change.

[@cocomidnight]

Love you Elzani! You’re incredible. Best documentary I’ve seen on anorexia!

[@ashylnhollinshead9031]

I'm so proud of you you deserve recovery and you are deserve more subscribers merry Christmas xx

[@brucemyers2597]

You are so lucky to have such a loving and supportive family. It is very apparent that they truly care and love you. And you them. Way back in the late 60's and early 70's I suffered from anorexia but back then I'm not sure it had a name. (Maybe it did but I just did not know about it.) I was very lucky because mine never got as severe as yours. Somewhere along the way I learned it was ok to eat. I am so grateful I did and I'm very happy for you and your recovery. Always remember, YOU MATTER. God bless you and your family. Happy New Year.

[@juliaaszzz]

im so PROUD of you honey!!! you are my inspiration 💓 and merry christmas! please spend this time with your family🎄

[@pilarcamargo9110]

JulkaBTS army always supports🥺

[@juliaaszzz]

@@pilarcamargo9110 yes od course 💜💜💜

[@EliseCharlotte]

I watched your video-story and it really hit a raw nerve on me. I had anorexia too, but never was so sick to the point of having to stay in the hospital. It made me cry seeing you suffering so much and for so long. Anyway, I'm happy for you and for the fact that you've chosen to live your life to the fullest. Everyone who knows you must be really proud of having someone like you around, you seem to be a beautiful, caring, and loving person. Keep taking it one day at a time, you're so close to complete recovery. Merry Christmas from Spain and thanks for sharing your story with us.

[@kazkooistra8737]

youre such an amazing person, this will be your decade!!!!!!

[@jennybee73]

Merry Christmas to you all!! Nice surprise getting an update and a new channel, great idea to start the new year. Slightly jealous I won't lie would be nice to have a family Christmas like you are having and that I used to have when I was younger. Now it Just my Son and I in Dublin and my family are in the UK so miss it this time of year. I am 46 and still recovering it is extra hard at Christmas. I would be so sad if either of my children had any type of eating disorder, your Mum is fantastic with you xxxxxxxxx

[@tamarate1278]

Have a wonderful Christmas time!🎄🎁 You are so motivating and you helped me and my situation a lot❤️THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

[@donnawarmouth9329]

I thank you for sharing your story with the world. I just know you are a inspiration to others. Keeping you in my prayers.

[@nicole4659]

How is she doing now

[@SamuraiOfTheSix]

Merry Christmas

[@haibaraui]

i just saw the video of you “breaking 5 anorexia rules” you look so healthy now!!! your skin is glowing!! your hair is beautiful!! and i bet your way happier now im proud of you

[@karolinagranda3280]

Elzani, I just really need to thank you. For everything. I’m struggling with my recovery at the moment and every time I eat I feel so disgusted in myself and so stressed out. So, every time I eat, I watch your videos. Knowing that you struggle with this disorder but are able to conquer so many of your fears everyday and even go for higher calorie options and just eat what you like is so inspiring. Watching you do so well is your recovery has pushed me and so many others forward to do well in theirs. Please continue making your videos and inspiring people everyday, as well as encouraging yourself to push forward because you really do deserve the absolute best.

[@stephanieb681]

I saw your breaking 5 rules video in my recommendations and I cannot tell you how beautiful and pure it was. You are such an inspiration! And girl, look at you now! You look amazing! I wish you and your family a wonderful 2020, I have never seen a person more deserving of success.

[@Angelika22Lol]

I have watched your videos for over a year which have helped me so much last year. I have completely recovered but when I see you now I see how you are still struggling. Remember that you matter and you deserve all that's good. You deserve to be healthy and happy.

[@shannastone7116]

Yay!! Elzani, You are amazing!! I can't wait for videos on your new channel and videos on this one! The more video, the better..I love them!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘

[@rachelgearhart1389]

you are so brave, strong, and positive. it was an absolute roller coaster to watch your journey, and it is a dream to see how much better you appear now. wishing you continued strength and joy! big hugs from California, USA

[@Lex-by5jz]

I'm a little late lol but I just spent a little over a week watching every single video on this channel in order, which painted a completely different picture of your recovery for me personally. It was a great video on it's own (hospital stay video) but after watching it all in chronological order it was just insane to see your evolution and transformation... like you said in your hospital stay video, that's what you DIVINE call character development!!!!! YEEEEEEAH BABBBBBY!!! I'm absolutely thrilled you chose to fight and live!

[@purplesereinsunshine7447]

YOU LOOK SO HEALTHY AND HAPPY!!!! KEEP GOING! I’m so proud of you❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@stalmollink1644]

Good Idea!! new life, new channel. You are very strong, from now on, every challenge that will come on your path in life,will be a piece of cake comparing to what you have and will overcome!!

[@michvanderzant9509]

Wow, I've only been watching your videos for about 2 hours now. But I'm so damn proud of you! You looks so much better, and I hope you feel better too! ❤️

[@luuvis1276]

I literally love you Elzani! I’ve watched all of your videos and you’ve came so far. U don’t understand how much it helps me and other people. Keep making videos your doing so great. Everyone is so proud of you. 💜💜💜

[@shreyatanna9099]

I'm so proud of how far you've come since last year's Christmas videos Elzani, rewatched them to see how much you've grown :)

[@toni5543]

You are wonderful. Thank you for sharing. You are such a beacon of light to many.

[@miscellaneouscell]

You are a hero and so brave to share your journey with us. You are so full of life and so glad that you are a survivor!

[@jjams2469]

OH MY GOD THIS IS SUCH AN AMAZING UPDATE!!!! You’re so gorgeous and I’m so glad you’re feeling great 🧡

[@melekswift3897]

YOU LOOK WAYYY BETTER OMG GO ON don’t give up! You’re doing amazing and you look better than before! Sending love ♡

[@missritalauren]

You have such a bright and sparkling personality! You deserve all the happiness in the world. I'm so excited for your new channel!

[@user-kj8hk2oe7q]

It's so good to see your progress and that you are recovering so well ❤❤ I have to thank you because your videos give me strength to continue every day!

[@jademusic1211]

Good for you, Elzani. My Christmas stinks, but I'm going to make the best of it, as usual. Looking forward to seeing your new channel. Much love to you. ❤️

[@rosetree2624]

I can truly see your growth ❤️ you really made great steps in 2019! Can’t wait to see what 2020 has in store!

[@michaelacahill2458]

I think the 2 channel idea is great! I hate it when people start as recovery and then totally abandon it. I think your solution is good because you get the best of both worlds.

[@nianinja1]

You are absolutely adorable. Such a kind soul. So happy for you and amazed at your strength ❤

[@ellenm2800]

compared to your last video you have become so much more positive. you’re so inspirational and you’ve come so far ❤️❤️

[@tina143x]

You are a wonderful soul! You are helping so many with your story. I’m glad my daughter found your channel- you’ve given her insight and you have given me hope 💕

[@theclawsoncrew13]

You are so beautiful 😘 I am old enough to be your Mom and I just want to give you the biggest hug. I cried like a baby watching your story. You are so brave. Keep up the good work. Keep shining

[@MyNaMeIsJeSsIeW]

This is the BEST idea for you! Establishing yourself apart from your disorder. Brilliant!

[@jessicasullivan5965]

I’ve been following you since your first video, Elzani and it has been amazing watching how far you have come and how much happier you are. Looking forward to checking out your new channel xx

[@halesv2]

You are glowing and have a twinkle in your eye! So happy to see you doing well

[@Paigeboyd1]

I stumbled across your anorexia story video the other day and I don't usually watch them, but your honesty struck a cord with me. Seeing you feeling positive and hopeful for the year ahead in this update makes me so happy, I hope you can continue to find happiness! Good Luck ❤️

[@sammers3826]

love you! I wish for nothing but happiness in your future. You're gonna get there.

[@Sweekies]

Wow I came across your 5 rules video and dashed for an update! I don’t know what the “right” thing is to say but you just look amazing!! I wish you a lifetime of happiness and a life worth living, sounds like you’ve found just that

[@pamelapoet9]

Merry Christmas to you and your beautiful family. What a gift you all are. In fact, you're all DIVINE.

[@Sunnydayyz]

I came across your last video today of you completing your challenges and was hoping to see an update video!!! From one stranger to another, you are inspiring. Thank you for sharing your struggles

[@jessicaaguilar368]

Yes baby!! I'm so excited for the new channel 🤗 I'm so happy for you love 🥰💛

[@AmazinkArtist]

This video made me honestly cry, I came across your video from 2018 of you trying your 5 challenges, and I was amazed at how excited and optimistic you were. Now I’ve come to your channel and watched this and seeing your excitement made me cry with happiness. I can see how genuine you are and how hard this has been but you’ve done amazing!! I can’t stop crying over this video❤️❤️

[@Michelle-hn3jx]

You are incredible, that video was very well done. You know this already, but you are so blessed to have such loving and caring family who were there to support you through that. I cried so much watching that video. Keep building your bricks one at a time, your house is going to be stunning :)

[@nzroadie9879]

Your so inspring to me and so many other people. I love you so much and you have come so far, keep being amazing and never change for anyone ❤️ Lots of love from new Zealand ❤️🇳🇿

[@cookedapple]

Hey I am from NZ too!!! 🥰🥰🥰

[@caseymc30]

You are very amazing thank you for sharing your story, it’s helped me very much.

[@melaniemsp1228]

You look amazing, seriously. Your eyebrows and eyelashes are a lot thicker now, it's beautiful. Keep it up, we love you!!!!

[@hashtagmate]

OOOOOH i just watched a video from 2018 and then i see this 😱 you look so good!! You look amazing! You can be so proud of yourself

[@isabellapagani2223]

Your documentary helped me so much to gain confidence to recover. I hope that you know how valued and incredible you ae❤️❤️

[@pinkynbaby]

I just found your videos. Your journey is incredible, thank you for sharing your story, it’s so raw and honest. You should be so proud of yourself. I feel like I understand the illness a lot more. I wish you all the happiness and that you continue in the right direction xx

[@elara9533]

Marry Christmas Elzani! I hope 2020 will be the best year for you. I have anorexia myself and you and your videos really helped me with my recovery and made me feel way happier and stronger. Thank you so much for your positive vibes and helping me understand that I should love food, enjoy food and not be afraid of food. I'm still in recovery, but each day I'm less and less afraid of food and I can pretty much say that I love food! I always use your phrase: "If you're scared of it, just eat it"! Thank you so much again! I hope next year you'll get even better, and never give up because you are really strong and way stronger than an eating disorder! Im really proud of you because of how far you have come! Love you so much!!❤❤❤ I hope you will be having an amazing time with your family and friends on Christmas!LOVE YOU!💖(sorry if I made any mistakes because English is not my main language)

[@hi1dk]

You seem so much happier, I'm so glad that your recovery is going well!

[@atheistleopard618]

Yayyyyyyyy...Happy Holidays =D . . . I'm so glad to see you smiling constantly n stuff. =D

[@lolno6665]

You look so healthier!! I looked back at ur first video till now. You've come so far!

[@singingsam40]

You are helping so many with your honest videos and are an inspiration to many others with your determination to heal. Keep up the good work. X ❤

[@my_19th_personality]

your new channel is my greatest Christmas present! Already excited to see what you do in your daily life:)

[@tangerinecoral1822]

Please do not exercise yet. You are still not weight restored. Your bones will not be able to cope

[@elenaoakes8494]

tangerinecoral she’s not she said when she is ready emotionally and physically:)

[@KC-ed6jt]

tangerinecoral 2:15 You should listen more carefully.

[@jessicaaguilar368]

I think she's gone through enough to decide on her own. I don't think shell be doing anything extreme. Plus swimming would be good for her. She'll start eating more once she excercises.

[@Lilcharlie78]

she said WHEN sheis recovered she aim to get back to swimming. 💗

[@underthestarsoverthemoon4259]

She isn’t doing it right away. Plus exercise will strengthen her when she feels it’s right.

[@nickmerkadoe7386]

Wow. Your fear challenge video was just recommended to me and I am so happy to see that you’ve continued pushing yourself. You look incredibly healthy and we’re all glad to see it.

[@demip.696]

Your eyes sparkle. In the hospital vid I could recognize sadness in them, I felt it. You look good. If you ever ever ever want to talk (not necessarily about this stuff, but just like, friends), I’d love to (I’m a 19 yr old female from the Netherlands). I’m proud of everything you’re doing, keep doing what you do. 2020 is yours!

[@jamie-of8sf]

love u sm!!! LOOK AT HOW MUCH BETTER YOUR LIFE HAS BECOME AS COMPARED TO LAST CHRISTMAS!!! god im so so proud of you 💓💓

[@alicegrace8476]

Great idea opening a new channel with a new focus - this shows how far you've progressed. Looking forward to watching more of Elzani in 2020! Happy Holidays! 🎄🎁🎅🕯️

[@zebralife4us709]

You are a really great advocate, wish you all the best for 2020 xxx