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Charles Bukowski Outdoors | The Laughing Heart | Go All The Way Outdoors | Do Not Submit
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There are many instances where you're challenged to do go all the way. I lost my dear identical twin brother Paul in Nov 2016. We didn't get married or have children and lived together - proper life long identical twins. It was a huge loss. Add to the fact that I later had no family to help me through (it's complicated) it got gruelingly tough. But that's not all there were friends too who simply did not want to replace Paul and so they stayed away for fear of enslavement. It transpired there was a level of paranoia that prevented them getting involved in my life. It was a tormenting and hellish period. I wanted to take my life so many times and be gone with this place. But I dug in and said to myself, 'I'll go all the way' and own it. Own all the betrayal, rejection and loneliness a lot of which was done outdoors.
I never told people on youtube half of the loss I experienced - everything had gone apart from my will and my connection to my twin, my father Terry and my guiding spirits.
In this video there are memories and also more contemporary activities that I hold dear. Real life comes to you sometimes in the most brutal way but it's how you respond that counts. Go all the way - own it all and live life.
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