Dec 17 - Finding the motivation to recover, even when you are scared to change

[@jotan17]

I’ve been watching all your old videos and you are by far the most motivating, intelligent and inspiring person . Thank you. Just thank you. 🙌🏻

[@fibee8324]

I've been living my own groundhog day for so long I can't even imagine what my day would be like without doing my routines. But the older I get the more depressed I am about life passing me by. But it doesn't seem to be enough to force me into recovery!

[@timtreefrog9646]

Same. I don't like people either (just animals.) Therefore being away from people doesn't bother me at all. In fact COVID was awesome for me. My ED actually got a bit better without the added stress of having to deal with people. How do we find our motivation to change, if not for this? I hope you're doing well? It's been over a year since this video. Your comment really resonated with me xxx

[@harmonyhope1709]

Lolll I love that you say you felt like people get in the way and want to bring you cake etc... I keep getting chocolates and being invited out for meals now that I'm out of the isolation phase and I'm trying to embrace it. I can sooo remember being isolated and finding people threatening but it's painfully lonely and it's so much better after you have taken the steps to integrate xxx ❤️ Eleanor you can do this 💪💪💪❤️❤️❤️

[@Ingridlosneslokken]

I am so frustrated at everyone posting before and afters..! I struggle so much with “giving up my ed” because I don’t have that “super skinny before picture”

[@makayladay7938]

I love your channel

[@Ann-py8tw]

Tabitha what do you think about ED transformation pictues/videos and can you talk about osteoporosis in anorexia? How to deal with that?

[@eleonoreconstant]

Thanks so much for your answer Tabitha. 🙏🏻

[@louiseh3522]

🙏🏻💫

[@tanjao.4312]

Suddenly Stinky in the background, so cute

[@oliviapirie6941]

How to deal with body changes as you're restoring weight?! Eg. Being underweight but getting cellulite etc.This experience for me makes me feel like I can't gain more weight because I'll consequently gain more cellulite... God that sounds pathetic but everyone knows how fixated one can be with an ED!

[@janecurzon9014]

Your down to earth attitude and advice is so helpful but I do question the part the brain plays.. How do we learn to trust ourselves when our brains tell us to fear food once the illness has developed?

[@deathechovii]

That's kind of where I get stuck, I start thinking about calories and ask myself, for what, then I'm blank or something I can't get my hands on?.

[@marialange9509]

Not even afraid of dying when my anorexia takes over,and yes,I tend to hoard,and collect foods even while restricting a lot but unlike many others I get lazy....like a bear in a cave,or something..in my normal state I don`t hoard anything........