the fact that he made himself cry in order to receive the help and comfort he needed is the first thing that got me
@monbub2 жыл бұрын
I did that too when I was younger
@Luh_katkat2 жыл бұрын
@@monbub ayoo i did that when i wanted mac donalds
@welcometothebloodparade2 жыл бұрын
I know :(
@AilWayy2 жыл бұрын
@@Luh_katkat I also love mac donalds
@rarepompomfrommysingingmon75452 жыл бұрын
@@Luh_katkat same
@stingyghost6 жыл бұрын
If anyone wonder why "eggplant" is because Mandarin speaker will say "茄子” (eggplant in Chinese) when taking photo, as it sounds like "cheese". So the director use it in this shot film as creativity idea to show how the boy struggling with his syndrome.
@stingyghost6 жыл бұрын
This short film tells about being different can be lonely but it also make ones special. The story inspiration comes from language barrier of the director when he/she study abroad.
@loqvrr90865 жыл бұрын
How do you say eggplant in chinese?
@yuyuu99265 жыл бұрын
XinLevii qie zi
@katherinebell81765 жыл бұрын
Steven Tan I thought it was because when you say eggplant your face droops
@Anonymous_Gambito3 жыл бұрын
In brazil we just say the letter "X" before the picture, which also sounds like "cheese"
@tokemetal6662 жыл бұрын
i think one thing that i like alot about this is how he's called durian which is a fruit known to have an extremely pungent smell yet on the inside is also known to have a sweet-custard like taste as well ww
@lemonwedge-brawlstars51962 жыл бұрын
Ohhh thats whyyy lol XD I was wondering why he named after a fruit
@Gustavo-xm2wt2 жыл бұрын
i love the taste and the smell of durian lol
@fusion3252 жыл бұрын
@@Gustavo-xm2wt same lmao
@ellahere23002 жыл бұрын
Another detail is also how some people finds the smell of durian pleasing. *Like me*
@ShrimpFry_Cute2 жыл бұрын
But it's also quite expensive
@IllDawgable6 жыл бұрын
The camera guy is the little boy's inner being. When he talks about how the boy used to stand out when the boy is all grown its really just the boy lamenting within himself at how he gave in to people's unwillingness to try to understand that he is just different but really harmless and so by wanting to be accepted so much he confirmed.
@Kilvieo5 жыл бұрын
Oh, I thought he was the boy's father
@bunbunshark5 жыл бұрын
@@Kilvieo i thought the dude was his older brother! Father seems a bit of a stretch
@kerryzhou24935 жыл бұрын
I dont know what you just said...
@bunbunshark5 жыл бұрын
@@kerryzhou2493 you don't know who just said?
@nume26212 жыл бұрын
I thought he was the little boy as an adult
@anouanou92814 жыл бұрын
I truly cannot pin down the precise feeling this short film gives me. But it's a kind of sadness that's not quite sad.
@Crystalkitzoku2 жыл бұрын
Bittersweet? That's how i feel about it.
@bennybyeboo9762 жыл бұрын
melancholy?
@niccalee2 жыл бұрын
Rueful?
@Spattymcfatty2 жыл бұрын
i think i know what ur feeling. u kind feel it in ur chest. im not sure what it is
@gotchufam29642 жыл бұрын
I get how your feeling because it made me feel the same way.
@fluidstatic55642 жыл бұрын
As someone who's always struggled to show emotions in a way that makes sense to others, this broke my heart. the line "you used to stand out" made me cry. How is one true to himself when the truth makes others unhappy?
@berrytsakala79352 жыл бұрын
I feel u
@animposter49712 жыл бұрын
That's a certified fr ong moment
@yourbroskijack2 жыл бұрын
You just must not CARE WAHT DE OTHER PEOPLE care it is the simple hardness of LIFE
@why_oh_elle2 жыл бұрын
surround yourself with people who are willing to listen and will be content with your truth
@iron93662 жыл бұрын
your truth is all i want 🥰
@chocolizard6782 жыл бұрын
This definitely feels reminiscent of people born with differences, especially neurodivergence, that they have to mask. As an ND person, sometimes people don't really listen when you say something isn't the way they are interpreting it.
@Neb-zb2sw2 жыл бұрын
I think the whole animation is a metaphor for masking and how you lose yourself by doing that.
@jacktaktical2 жыл бұрын
same
@norainbowwithoutsomerain2 жыл бұрын
Yep as a ND person I felt it too
@HisFanciness2 жыл бұрын
@@norainbowwithoutsomerain and as a ND with paralysis and neuromascular germination I feel the same
@norainbowwithoutsomerain2 жыл бұрын
@@HisFanciness Having to mask who you are for a society that doesn't care to understand, it's painful, takes away all sense of self and individuality.
@bituin59082 жыл бұрын
Ironically, I love the part where durian laughs and suddenly everyone is taken out of the water. Not only did it previously show a literal immersion from the audience, but it also lowkey played along with the theme of beauty in oddness
@himu8099 Жыл бұрын
I very much related to that scene….
@RoleplayHost5 жыл бұрын
i remember watching this a long time ago and resonating with it, somehow. i didn't know it felt so much like a symbol for masking, something I did regularly.
@finleyidk13233 жыл бұрын
OMG ME TOO
@tacoandurmom2 жыл бұрын
If you don’t mind me asking, what is masking?
@Skeletor83872 жыл бұрын
I WAS JUST ABOUT TO SAY
@Budding_Petunia2 жыл бұрын
@@tacoandurmom masking is where someone hides their true self to fit in with what everyone else wants the term masking is most often used in the case of neurodivergent disorders such as autism and adhd
@LeGoodMusica232 жыл бұрын
@@tacoandurmom hiding a part of you, commonly associated with neurodivirgent people hiding their disabilities to appear "normal" also nice pfp
@4am.5 жыл бұрын
I cannot explain to you how long. i have been looking for this video. nearly a year. i saw it once and tried searching for it and was never able to find it again. i could only remember a vague description of the boy.
@rokukou4 жыл бұрын
i was in a similar situation. glad we both found it.
@mixall16404 жыл бұрын
RickyIIx I had same case but with other Omeleto vid
@4am.4 жыл бұрын
@@rokukou YES such an amazing project deserves more exposure
@CerberusProject4 жыл бұрын
Should have used r/HelpMeFind I found it in a couple hours :3
@rokukou4 жыл бұрын
CerberusProject r/tipofmytongue helps as well
@SmegEgg2 жыл бұрын
I like that they’re both frowning at the end which means they’re really happy to see each other
@i.s.94515 жыл бұрын
The colors always portray the mood and everything felt like daggers to the chest. Poor kid. The ending made me smile though.
@StormOfEclipses2 жыл бұрын
As someone with autism, this is pretty much what it feels like. Every day I need to remember which faces and behaviors I need to use in any given moment. When I was younger I didn't have a lot of friends because I didn't know how to express myself properly, and a lot of what I said was taken the wrong way. I remember something someone said, "It's like life is a play and everyone has the script except you." Side note: My name is Lena, and it got me when the boy said "and this is Lena."
@Настоящее.имяНастоящая.фамилия2 жыл бұрын
Don't worry. The ones who know and love you will always be there for you. It's matter of time how soon you find these people. I hope your life is going well now.
@StormOfEclipses2 жыл бұрын
@@Настоящее.имяНастоящая.фамилия Thank you. That means a lot to me.
@Dagfari2 жыл бұрын
I'm a teacher and I came to the comments looking for the Autistic person :). Sure makes social encounters difficult when someone needs to focus on and be deliberate about what facial expression to use
@StormOfEclipses2 жыл бұрын
@@Dagfari yeah it certainly is difficult, but it's gotten better for me in more recent years :).
@yok22392 жыл бұрын
omg, i related as well and i’m autistic
@machiavalienz51652 жыл бұрын
this really resonates with me because i have issues with facial epressions at the wrong times. If something really bad happens ill smile or laugh not becaus that matches what im feeling, but i genuinely cant control it. It makes me seem strange and like a crazy person but im not.
@Chile-xo6do2 жыл бұрын
Something similar happens to me i can't tolerate bright light so everytime i went outside i start to close my eyes and frown and my face looks really angry and intimidating and people thinks im either a rapist, a delincuent or that im insane but im really kind.
@stevanlargacha58852 жыл бұрын
@@Chile-xo6do yeah ik, bcz "la muerte en persona" is really kind to those ppl with terminal conditions
@queennut1802 жыл бұрын
Thats just a nervous reaction bro, it happens with alot of people
@Dr.KarlowTheOctoling2 жыл бұрын
@@stevanlargacha5885 La Santa Muerte nos bendiga.
@yeetmeat50102 жыл бұрын
You are
@__yuachan92935 жыл бұрын
whenever i experience a death of a loved one i can’t help but laugh first. it’s not because i think it’s funny not even close. my body and face just reacts like that and then i start crying. i have to hide my laughter so people don’t think i’m weird
@an0nym0us_slash354 жыл бұрын
Well i feel ya but i don't feel sad until about a couple years later
@Amanda-ek8yf4 жыл бұрын
Same
@INSHIRI3 жыл бұрын
Ikr, it sucks. Whenever anyone mentions any kind of death around me or threatens me I just instinctively laugh and then I get looks. Can’t change it though.
@addyisloner2 жыл бұрын
Weird af
@plaguefellow49562 жыл бұрын
Same I've been called psycho for it and stuff from people and people just mourn differently
@Ilovepuppydogs2 жыл бұрын
as a person with autism, this short film makes me extremely happy. everyone has their ways of expressing themselves, and especially so with autistic people. we're often seen as weird or even unnerving for our strange reactions, but they are just as real and genuine as anyone else's reactions. And whenever we mask (hide our autistic traits) we lose something that is special and primal to us. i think its important to accept others quirks, and be a lot less judgemental towards them before we know why they even react that way!
@wedreamofspace16632 жыл бұрын
I agree, this was really relatable as an autistic person
@valk0e2 жыл бұрын
@@bullhuss hey bud I think you should make your way to KZbin kids instead, your maturity is more welcome there!
@Ilovepuppydogs2 жыл бұрын
@@bullhuss didn't ask for you to respond, you shriveled up hag!!! give me your money as tax for being so god damn annoying in a youtob comment section!
@ChaoticFeline2 жыл бұрын
@@bullhuss I mean, this comment wasn't specifically made for you. To me however, I totally enjoyed reading this comment! Others probably did too!
@protomedia83252 жыл бұрын
Yeah, me too.
@weirdchamp46012 жыл бұрын
I feel like once you understand this condition it would be pretty easy to be friends with someone like this
@derboe_thebeast68692 жыл бұрын
Yes it indeed would
@kittenwizard47032 жыл бұрын
While true, this would be a nightmare condition to have, first impressions are very important in general society, espicially for stuff like work, I can't see people who would have this condition making it past 99% of recruiters, and the job market already sucks even if you have everything in your favor
@mitchellwarr1372 Жыл бұрын
Its pretty close to my experience with autism. And no, its not easy for others to adjust
@lynsimations61572 жыл бұрын
I forgot about this video as I went about life but coming upon it once again, I was instantly taken down memory lane by the fluid animation and eye catching colors. One of my favorite animations on KZbin
@sodaboi21542 жыл бұрын
Same here! I have quite a few memories from this short and I just randomly found it again. I’m really happy to find it since I can finally equate the relation I’ve felt towards it
@MemeHero2 жыл бұрын
Me too... Cried lots.
@Em-nu2dt6 жыл бұрын
I still can’t get over how masterful this animation is, like I’m astounded
@KITTYawesomest2 жыл бұрын
As an autistic person, this reminds me of the struggles autistic people go through with not being able to express certain emotions "correctly" and having to mask to fit in with society
@marlinanenomeposeidonthdar46772 жыл бұрын
Didn’t ask
@Numie.2 жыл бұрын
@@bullhuss The hell is wrong with you guys? Like I get putting up an edgy front, but that’s a real person sharing their experiences, definitely not the time to say DiDnT aSk!!!1!!!! Like a wacko
@marlinanenomeposeidonthdar46772 жыл бұрын
Numie didn’t ask
@joan.ne.x._2 жыл бұрын
me too T-T also i love your pfp!! madoka magica is my favorite anime :3
@marlinanenomeposeidonthdar46772 жыл бұрын
Joanne didn’t ask
@leafgate6954Ай бұрын
I come back to this every once in a while, and it never fails to make me cry. As someone who struggles to be themselves and to really show what I'm feeling, this really hits hard.
@doseofaalua40426 жыл бұрын
"My instinctive expressions are always the opposites of the conventional ones"
@kowhaifan12492 жыл бұрын
Yea? That was a line
@KRUSH-R2 жыл бұрын
woah dude that was the thing he said
@danieldato62132 жыл бұрын
OMG that's one of the things he said😍
@Fr0gg372 жыл бұрын
WOW so awesome you said what he did?! WHAAT???
@pillyprin92362 жыл бұрын
Wow. Ok.
@yourcrush99216 жыл бұрын
I love his voice❤️
@alleyway86276 жыл бұрын
Same
@IllDawgable6 жыл бұрын
Kaktuss yes
@__yuachan92935 жыл бұрын
Your crush me too
@Keedisgay4 жыл бұрын
Your crush yeah same
@kkangaroo_e1262 жыл бұрын
Me too (◍•ᴗ•◍)
@DawnMacaron2 жыл бұрын
KZbin has been reccomending me this. For a year STRAIGHT, even after I put it to NOT reccomend me this. Finally decided to watch and I have no regrets
@laylacastleberry75842 жыл бұрын
1:23 Y'all when I tell you I almost cried for this poor kid. Imagine how many times he starved like this, the way he grabbed for the bottle ended me :((
@kaltziferYT2 жыл бұрын
It's an allegory. Nurses feed babies even if they don't cry. And more of that - they measure the weight of a baby to find out if a baby got malnutrition.
@kathryntolle78222 жыл бұрын
As someone with borderline personality disorder, this is sometimes how it feels. I often find myself laughing at inappropriate times and I’m disconnected with my own emotions. It’s a very interesting concept and I like this animation a lot. Makes me feel understood in a way Edit: people this is just how I view myself, I'm a diagnosed borderline who is schizotypal, and if I sounded odd or hateful towards anyone but myself I apologize. I have quiet borderline personality disorder, where I implode instead of explode. I usually inflict harm upon myself, not others
@Pax_Mayn32 жыл бұрын
I don't think that's borderline. Borderline means being a complete monster and sucking the life out of everybody who tries to care about you.
@lukeyaseen57552 жыл бұрын
@@Pax_Mayn3 that is not borderline personality disorder at all… you villainizing it is incredibly ableist (edit: fixed a typo)
@NocontextNocontext2 жыл бұрын
@@lukeyaseen5755 I... I wouldn't call that ableist? I'd just say that they have the wrong idea of a disorder?
@ABucketOfFish2 жыл бұрын
@@Pax_Mayn3 homie maybe seek help or find inner peace or something, my god
@Pax_Mayn32 жыл бұрын
@@ABucketOfFish No.
@jennahackeman66436 жыл бұрын
This needs way more recognition
@m.t.p.96846 жыл бұрын
this used to have millions of views but it seems as if it had been reuploded again...
@briannas8355 жыл бұрын
I relate to this a lot. I cry when I am really happy and laugh when I'm in pain, but sometimes my reactions will randomly be convential too. It makes it really hard for people to understand me. When i was a kid my mom and one of my teachers taught me to look in the mirror and to think of an emotion and make the correct face as a type of practice. I did it once and got bored.
@nebulae57806 жыл бұрын
HOW is this not trending i know it's been years but this is so emotional 😢😭😭😭😭😭😢😭😢😭
@a.u.m.4489 Жыл бұрын
GOOD NEWSSS IT IS NOW
@Liam-ii5si7 ай бұрын
As someone who is an adult and autistic, this video absolutely hits the nail on the head. I've spent so long modifying my behavior to fit into society that it's become second nature to me - hardly an inconvenience. However, there are parts of myself that I will often hide from others out of fear of being weird or abnormal. This short film really spoke to me and I think it's encouraged me to try to embrace my "inner child" a little more and reconnect with my atypical parts - thank you for this gift, Omeleto.
@mahariana2895 жыл бұрын
This is so good, it's been so long since I first saw this and I still find myself having the urge to watch it from time to time.
@Fr0gg372 жыл бұрын
It’s been sooooo longgg-
@equisdXD2 жыл бұрын
@@Fr0gg37 Since I last have seen my son--
@followtheleader52792 жыл бұрын
This really resonates with me as a person who doesn't show emotions the same way as others. No matter how clearly I communicated my needs when I was younger, I was still ignored because I didn't show it with an onslaught of tears or a big smile. It proved to be very frustrating. So there were times I forced up some tearful mask just to get the help I needed. Thank you for this video! I hope it will help spread awareness about those who display emotions differently.
@davidp1583 жыл бұрын
This is one of my favorite animation videos. I sooooo wish the artist would return to animation work, as her style is simply amazing. Beautiful work, engaging story telling, powerful message about what is "normal"....bravo!
@TanaQz Жыл бұрын
she’s posted two new animations in the past year
@moemoii30942 жыл бұрын
I watched this right after I was told someone close died and I laughed. My sister kept insisting on knowing why I always laugh when something tragic happens but i had no answer, its not something I can control. I will show her this next time haha
@moemoii30942 жыл бұрын
@@zakshei and who said it was a condition? Lmao not everything is a mental illness, kid
@moemoii30942 жыл бұрын
@@voidbrick4554 why?
@xXWaifuInsuranceXx2 жыл бұрын
@@zakshei it is a real thing. Nobody said it was a condition.
@xXWaifuInsuranceXx2 жыл бұрын
@@voidbrick4554 hmm
@Liz-with-a-smile2 жыл бұрын
So...if there is no reason behind your laughter...and you aren't sad ..or sorry for doing something completely inappropriate...you are just like psychopathic or amoral...or....? I'm not sure how to interpret this as anything other than evil. Any explanation to the contrary would...be nice.
@Lazy-Oddity2 жыл бұрын
This has always been my favorite short animation. This animation deserves so much more attention because the animation style is beautiful and the story is so emotional it makes me want to cry. :')
@Checco1052 жыл бұрын
IKR?
@gertrude9_114 жыл бұрын
0:17 little eggplant 7:13 big eggplant
@aswanggrandma2 жыл бұрын
oh my god, you actually don't understand how much i really love this animation. there's something so beautiful about it. honestly, i like to put myself in durian's shoes. when we are kids, we are different and out-standing but as soon as we grow up, we start to become the same overtime. that might not be the overall meaning to the animation but that is just my take on it.
@oog68152 жыл бұрын
lain pfp hiiii
@ponykelly2 жыл бұрын
I've been diagnosed with autism for a year and a half, so let's say, recently. And this brought tears to my eyes. This opened my perspective on my emotions. Thank you
@Algrenion2 жыл бұрын
oh no why am i crying this early when i realised it was self-reflections on his youth and his conformity to become someone popular over someone true to himself my gut TWISTED
@user_561L2 жыл бұрын
"How tragic that my sorrow looks like this" This thing got me. Its sad that nobody will understand you, if your sorrow looks like a grin. BTW, lets appreciate 4:55 for how cute this kid looks like.
@myphan54572 жыл бұрын
Omg every thing is excellent, the color, the character design, the animation. And the story telling too. I've cried a lot. This is one of the best film I've ever seen. Sorry for my bad english.
@justanomorifan30592 жыл бұрын
Your English is great!
@why_oh_elle2 жыл бұрын
what bad english 💀
@metoo65076 жыл бұрын
I watch this whenever I feel bad. Helps me cope.
@chromiumman84532 жыл бұрын
This is one of my favorite short films of all time. I remember it so well from childhood, but forgot the last part entirely. The main character was so relatable to me because of my autism, and coming back to this film and seeing him actually being missed when he fits in made me cry. This is good. Real good.
@sagelecious5 жыл бұрын
As an immigrant flying over a half of the earth from my hometown, it kinda feels like this sometimes.
@clownfromclowntown2 жыл бұрын
This hits really hard for me, I’m currently in the process of being diagnosed with autism and all the time when someone tells me bad or tragic news I try SO hard to not smile. It’s not that I’m happy and I’m always devastated to hear, but my expressions just don’t match up. It’s a really socially embarrassing thing to deal with.
@argamsweg3756 жыл бұрын
Watched this 20 times..
@sarahthebookdragon56666 жыл бұрын
Same
@thefiletypeiswrong72122 жыл бұрын
Watching this again after a couple tears and it really resonates with me. I have permanent scars on the inner of my cheeks because I would bite my cheeks whenever I felt a smile coming on during a time where I shouldn’t be smiling. It’s not because I was happy in the moment, but the signal to smile was still getting triggered some how.
@caelenjestercreates2 жыл бұрын
I watched this a long long time ago and it’s always stuck with me in my subconscious for whatever reason. It’s a wonderful animation that means a lot to me
@shmahon90462 жыл бұрын
Laughing can actually be a nervous habit a lot of times I laugh when I’m nervous and then my dad will get mad. It doesn’t mean your mentally ill it’s actually normal.
@berrytsakala79352 жыл бұрын
This film has touched me in so many ways. Firstly smiling when ur happy. When I'm most sad and in discomfort I tend to laugh and when I'm happy and comfortable, I'm usually calm and kinda cold. Another part is trying to change yourself, trying to be normal, "improve as a person", that need to always fit. And in so many other ways.
@maharaniz.m12345 жыл бұрын
*_07:13_**_ OMG , Handsome_*
@clingfray32 жыл бұрын
If I show opposite facial expressions to my emotions, I would never stop smiling.
@no.7525 Жыл бұрын
💀
@S-CB-SL-Animations Жыл бұрын
💀💀
@sunny-sz5ik Жыл бұрын
I’ve seen others comment about how they relate this with their autism, it’s the same for me. At the part where he’s like « you used to stand out », it makes me think, I used to be myself all the time as a kid, but I was forced to be like everyone else because of the fact I could relatively « function » in society, so to me and everyone around me, I was just irregular. Now I just blend in and I can’t get out of the loop of masking, kind of the cycle that durian went through by him trying to smile, except for him, it didn’t loop
@lumpiano Жыл бұрын
i'm gonna xry
@shelbychung45172 жыл бұрын
i remember watching this a few years back and not really understanding it since i was just a kid. i had completely forgotten about this since then and gosh am i glad it somehow popped up on my recommended. what a work of art!
@Starryartss2 жыл бұрын
this is genuinely one of the best things i've seen today. the meaning behind this animation is beautiful and the ending scene left me amazed. this is literally so good. 😭
@BloatedPizzaRolls3 ай бұрын
Moral: Not everyone can be the same. Differences and imperfections make us who we are.
@hazeljacob41782 жыл бұрын
Notice how much of a big part the colours and lights used played in this. I love such Illustration styles where negative-positive spacing and shadows are played with, it's so comforting, it's like eye candy. Love the animation
@Kilo-Kilo- Жыл бұрын
I can't better im just finding this video right now after 5 years, it just kinda hits home
@kitgundy89632 жыл бұрын
I’m autistic and this hit different. Durian learning how to expression is like us learning to mask, it feels like. It took a long time for me to unlearn the masking. And now, maybe people won’t like me as much. Maybe I stick out again, just like when I was a lonely kid. But now I’m me again.
@WobblesandBean Жыл бұрын
People don't understand why I'm so tired all the time. This is truly what it's like...a performance. Every single human interaction I've ever had, is a performance. That's why I'm so happy I met my fiance, he's the first person I don't feel like I have to pretend around. With him, I'm just...Me.
@alonachiong666 Жыл бұрын
I have slight autism and ADHD it's hard to regulate emotions and socialize. It's like putting on a mask to blend in. This is what it feels like.
@itstydal2 жыл бұрын
half way in i realised the camera guy is wearing a mask and i realised that it's just the grown up version of the boy
@subarus63165 жыл бұрын
I feel like I seen this years ago already and it had way more views
@agnes-mf4bz4 жыл бұрын
Mandela effect?
@unlikelygrader48373 жыл бұрын
Same,bue im pretty sure i saw it on 2017... The last couple days i remembered and i couldnt find it anywhere until today. It's very weird,probably the original channel was deleted or changed.
@bijoubkindred Жыл бұрын
i come back to this short film every few months or so. it's stuck with me.
@Iamtiredthanks2 жыл бұрын
Watching this while half asleep makes it feel different in a way
@carrot78682 жыл бұрын
Aww, this is super cool! The end kinda caught me by surprise. I like how it uses colours and music to set the atmosphere.
@Red-pq4xx Жыл бұрын
I love how he goes missing immediately after he gets it right and asks the girl out completely enthusiastically. He's mastered the act now, the real Durian would have asked her out sounding so forlorn and dreadful, the real Durian is as good as dead once he has the acting down. He's gone. Missing.
@arthradot24394 жыл бұрын
Came back to this gem and it still makes me cry 😭
@echoboriealis7542 Жыл бұрын
When I first watched this I related to it- but coming back now- after all of this time, with the perspective of the fact that I'm almost definitely on the spectrum- everything makes so much more sense. I feel like most people get help without asking for it, but to get enough help I have to research and read and ask and push because people cant tell that I'm hurting. Because hiding myself is so- instinctive now. I cant meet new people without hiding pieces of me. Even onine I feel like I cant be myself. and I don't know how to stop.
@prodfife2 жыл бұрын
the kid's friends in the grad picture who pushed his smile up with their faces...RIGHT IN THE FEELS
@NonbinaryAutisticArtist2 жыл бұрын
I’m happy that I stumbled upon this masterpiece of animation. I think this guy deserves more recognition, because this is a truly though-provoking tale.
@jayd572 жыл бұрын
This is like waking up and realizing how your inner child is wounded, and figuring out how to heal it yk
@coltonk.30862 жыл бұрын
Amazing how even though he’s smiling you can see the pain in his eyes.
@magnetdesignandadver8 ай бұрын
Kind of like we often feel we have to pretend we're happy when all we want to do is cry. Or show sadness when we don't feel any. BEAUTIFUL ANIMATION
@siksiks62 жыл бұрын
he is a boy different from other's in a world where everyone is taught and expected to be the same. He eventually leans into it and becomes the same as everyone else
@NAVIAHHHH2 жыл бұрын
The VA is absolutely adorable - and I remember watching this a while back.. it’s still one of my favorites
@graydunson2 жыл бұрын
There is something so intensely relatable about this that I just can't grasp.
@lucies8042 жыл бұрын
*leans forward in psychiatrist chair* hmm interesting *writes “neurodivergent” on my little notepad*
@beeboreo10 ай бұрын
I didn't understand this 5 years ago my 15 year old mind couldn't comprehend it. I've grown to appreciate this so much more and I'm so glad I found it again. It was beautiful
@ahhhhhh38252 жыл бұрын
Ohhh the whole time the camera man was the boy grown up looking back at himself hating himself later to realize he likes himself and his flaws
@surraciddac1709 ай бұрын
Like others here, this short film really captures how masking or emotions feel for neurodivergent people or people who just don’t express the same way as others. The ending still really struck a cord for me. When Durian overtime just fakes/masks his feelings to be like an act, although he is more accepted he comes to see how he’s lost his individuality. He’s lost touch with himself because he’s trying to be like everyone else. Then as he goes through the streets, coming to see that everyone else are hardly able to express themselves either (The cryptic faces in the theater or the same blank man on the train.) It makes him wonder why he wanted to change a core part of himself. In the room with all the photos, each fading away as he chases his childhood self. All of these masks and costumes fading away, peeling back moments of his life. Then on the sea, young Durian instead takes a photo of his older self making the expression as the first photo. The color returning to a calm blue, it’s a moment of self-acceptance. In this moment, he didn’t want to be anyone else or have any other face to put on; he wanted to just be Durian. Would love to see more discussion on the themes and symbols in this short film, I’d love to see y’all’s thoughts.
@akashagrawal35664 жыл бұрын
So... the guys hid his feelings to be what everyone wanted and disppeared
@Jukestar Жыл бұрын
As somebody who cries whenever they experience anything positive, I can understand this on some level.
@c.ostillas2 жыл бұрын
this is as unique as it gets.. i can't even explain the feeling it gives me
@exporiusx2 жыл бұрын
Ive been looking for this damn short film forever- asking friends, family, anyone really. I watched this when it first ever came out and its just as i remembered. :)
@SamiTheAnxiousBean2 жыл бұрын
The animation and storytelling work of this is simply incredible
@zombiesun44 Жыл бұрын
When I was younger I tried to keep my emotions secret and now as an adult I have to make effort to show how I’m feeling or else people will think I’m upset or not having a good time. My outward emotions and inward emotions are at such a dissonance that the only one who really knows what I’m feeling is me. This short film really touched me. It’s not often I feel seen in media but this really touched me. Also the animation is just stunning. The heavy contrast is beautiful.
@messyanimations27762 жыл бұрын
I remember watching this four years ago when it first popped up. And rewatching it gave me a lot of nostalgia
@keith90222 жыл бұрын
found this in my recommendeds after watching amogus shitposts and now Im feeling an emotion that doesnt exist
@daemonbug Жыл бұрын
as an autistic person, i appreciate this message a lot. more often than not, my emotions are not expressed the same way as non autistic people, and so, going forward its hard to convince anyone around me that my emotions are what i say they are versus what they perceive them as.
@emmamaunsell72182 жыл бұрын
4:41 when he said break a leg I thought he was actually gonna break his leg and then start laughing like a maniac on stage
@cloudypine3683 Жыл бұрын
Whoo buddy... I've got autism, and this video right here is probably the best representation I've seen.
@saladboy9126 Жыл бұрын
I first saw this short film when I was in 6th grade. It's so awesome to come back to it with a whole different perspective
@aoihirohiko2 жыл бұрын
I loved the animation, the feeling its trying to project, and especially the ending. Overall I loved everything about this!
@lilskuzzy2 жыл бұрын
damn. I connect. never receiving the care you need or getting your point across without being misunderstood; trying to mask it by emphasizing yourself to almost that of a character- somewhat losing yourself and your intentions due to trying to blend in. Searching for who you used to be, then after awhile it turns out you’re the same as always, just completely different ‼️ kudos to the creators and associated
@diegomota63365 жыл бұрын
Great movie like nothing I have ever seen before definitely will recommend
@randomartz84172 жыл бұрын
When I’m angry, I smile and laugh and people think I’m joking but I’m extremely angry. I always have to scream so people understand I’m upset.
@Eb0nut2 жыл бұрын
It's nice to see something that happens to me all the time represented ^^ I often uncontrollably laugh when I'm extremely sad, angry or uncomfortable.
@stickitydoodah2 ай бұрын
Glad to see this is still up, I had to scrape the Google search advanced settings to find it.
@lilangeldreams28462 жыл бұрын
ooo that was really cute !! The ending is nice, the animation is great and really original (as well as the character design) and the story is, I know metaphorical, but weird in a good way ^^ I really enjoyed it, thanks !