My High School Experience

[@EliseBuch]

Here's the video you have been waiting for in forever.🌞 Comment "Until the end" under this if you watched this video until the very end, and heard me guess how long I thought this video was going to be 🌞🌞🌞

[@jrod8644]

+Elise Buch Until the end! 18 minutes was a good guess! I had a similar high school experience, but now almost 10 years later, I have realized that I couldn't be who I am now without knowing how awfully it could be. I am much more mindful and appreciative of the good times and I work very hard at being the best version of my self possible.

[@EliseBuch]

+Jaq Rod True, if I need to see some kind of learning from my experience, it's definitely realizing what kind of a person I didn't want to be, and didn't want to be around. Back then I could just have decided to be a part of the class, and play by their rules and behavior, but I didn't want to be like them, so it wasn't an option for me... I'm happy to hear that you are happy today! Love send your way!

[@izziebee100]

Until the end

[@Ali-cn4yo]

Until the end! I have been waiting for this video for a long time, I'm really glad you decided to make it. Thanks for sharing your experience. I also had a horrible high school experience and it's comforting and encouraging to hear about yours and to see how far you have come from it. Watching your videos feels like I'm with a friend. I would love to hear about how you and Daniel met.

[@claire.morgan]

+Elise Buch Until the end! I would also like to hear how you and Daniel met!

[@izziebee100]

Please make the video , you have a beautiful story to tell 💚💛💙💜❤️

[@izziebee100]

Bigs hugs beautiful soul xx 💚❤️💛💙💜

[@sophiabustamante1335]

I love hearing your words ❤️❤️❤️

[@trolologumi]

its funny how I know exactly how you feel, i been through that before and it really was like dropping into a dark and hopeless, helpless hole. It felt like nobody understood me and i use sleep to escape everything, i fear everything and i wanted to disconnect with everyone possible. I felt like school was absolutely unnecessary and that this world and society did not suit me. High school really is a bad period in my life and im so glad i got through it and everything became easy. YOu are really amazing to share this very personal experience and feelings with us! It makes me feel like I share a similar experience and connection with you

[@pwurrng]

this is so relatable, i hate my class environment because everyone is just.. horrible, and its emotionally tiring

[@Geezzzzz]

Until the end. I struggled terribly with high school and two years later I am still struggling with being myself and finding happiness and positive energy. After being so sad and so tired and stressed for so long it's draining. One must really change their thoughts to over come it. I would love it if you made a video about how you changed into the beautiful, bright, positive energy person you are now :3

[@TheEpikBubble]

I'm still in high school and even though it's been so great here, I did have a rough time with some old friends in my first year because they were very fake. But instead of being sad about it, I isolated myself from those people and began to build my self up. Now I have some great friends and even though I'm still working on myself, I'm looking forward to enjoying my high school years. Sorry for all the people who had terrible experiences but it's not at all that bad when you think about it. The real world is worse than high school.

[@irenearruebofalcon11]

Until the end✌ Thank you for sharing your experience it has been really helpful. Please make that video about how you changed your attitude. You're amazing!!🍁😘

[@alejandrafarias6407]

Gracias por tu sinceridad y hablar de tu esperiencia...es un tema el colegio

[@alejandrafarias6407]

Experiencia

[@piddlydiddly]

Please please nobody stress about school. It was the worst days of my life, I felt like Elise, depressed, alone, and lost. I stuck at it and got OK grades. Only I never used them at all. I've had plenty of jobs and been to college, without needing them. I'm 28 now, happily married with a beautiful toddler and nothing back then helped me get where I am now, it was a huge waste of time and energy. The amount of pressure everybody puts on you about school is so wrong. School should be a place where you learn about things that matter. Politics being one. I think 'school' needs a huge overhaul. x

[@alright3607]

agree so much :))

[@jennymolenaar7810]

indeed, my school (even now) is so horrible, thats why I wanna be a teacher, so I can help kids like me and make it a beautiful time for them. not that they have to change for the grades and lessons but that I have to change the lessons for them ❤

[@4mydearlady]

Rhiannon Seed Well put. American schools should also teach financial literacy. Millions of Americans live paycheck to paycheck yet they have too much extra useless knowledge lodged in their brain or they don't remember what they learned.

[@rebeccawalker4732]

I went through the exact same situation in high school. I didn't connect with anyone, I had no real friendships or social life, I would just go home and spend hours alone. High school was the start of a horrible time in my life.

[@naomiproesmans5980]

thank you so much for sharing this with us!!!

[@kalikochiss6395]

This made me cry.thank you for making this.

[@uschitech6035]

This is one of your very Best videos. Thank you, Elise.

[@guardiangurldb]

thank you so very much. I needed this today.

[@emmafajer96]

Until the end. You helped me Elise. Thank you for being strong.

[@morganp.8291]

Loved this video! PLeeease do a lipstick collection video you are always wearing such pretty colors!!!

[@Alien-zv4pg]

please do a 2nd part of the video... and you realy helped me.... love you :)

[@laurenmartinez4646]

Very inspirational! My high school experience was similar to your. I felt depression and lonely for 3 out of 4 years. My senior year of high school was the most joyous out of those 4 years. I had friends who loved me for the person that I am today. I quit my job which felt a major relief. I then joined a sports team in my high school which made me happy because I had people who loved me and respected what I like and disliked. Elise you are not alone when it come to high school. You have the rest of your life to be who you are and to be happy. You are an inspirational to me your videos help me when I am in a bad mood or I am completely stressed out. Keep going strong and ALWAYS stay positive no matter what. Thanks again for what you do. Send love and hugs from the United States.

[@EliseBuch]

+Lauren Martinez Sending you lots of love back! How lovely to hear that you found people that liked you for who you are, I also met people like me in high school, unfortunately it just wasn't the people I spend 8 hours a day with :D Thank you for the love and support!

[@ernanijunior7963]

Elise, it's so important you be sharing experiences to other people that may be passing thru this situation. It's very kind and brave from your part. Although it was a really sad and hard time for you, it is part of who you are now, much more wise and knowing what you want for your life. The sadness make us grow up, if we can learn the lessons. I admire you even more now because you overcome all of that and is now a happy person, full of life and giving this happiness to us. I love you, pretty danish girl.

[@brooklynaleanne4930]

I think people put too much heed into High School. Education is important, but happiness and quality of life takes precedence. Intelligence, wisdom, and education comes to us in many forms. Not JUST in a building with textbooks. Nothing is worth depression. I'm so sorry you had to go through that Elise. You are strong and lovely. You are such an inspiration to me. I'm so proud of you for moving forward and growing through it all

[@jenniferzimmer6622]

I'm experiencing this right now at work. I needed to hear this

[@johannazenner2668]

A very great and emotional video! Very good!

[@agnesgiraffaw6840]

You're a wonderful person (please make other videos of this kind )

[@claire.morgan]

I think that was really brave of you to share with everyone! Growing up in general is hard, so having a terrible time in high school just makes everything worse. I didn't like high school at all, but it wasn't completely awful. I was just grumpy and tired all the time, and after high school I was magically so much happier. I'm so glad you chose to make videos. Without them, I wouldn't know who you are or hear what you have to say because I'm from America. You are such a wonderful person and I wish you so much happiness! :)

[@infinityfreehugs]

Thanks for having the strength to make this video cuz it helped me a bit, luckily Im not nearly as depressed as you were

[@HeyShadyLady]

Thank you for sharing, Elise! I didn't have the best high school experience either; but hearing about your experience helped give me perspective on my situation .. and realize I'm not alone in the struggle. You're beautiful inside and out; always love your videos :D

[@livingauthenticallyonmyownterm]

Elise, you're such a sweet, sensitive flower that didn't deserve to be treated like you didn't matter. You DO matter !!! I'm so glad you had your mom to talk to about school. I also had similar things happen to me, and 3 months before graduation I quit school. On my last day there, my teacher took me to the side and told me he would have my back and do whatever I needed to get me through to graduation because I had an A+ average and I wanted to be a nurse when I graduated. He knew how bad I wanted to be a nurse and didn't want me ruining this by leaving school. He was so sweet and he changed my life. I stayed in school, graduated and became an RN. I wish you would have had a teacher that would have done that for you, but our paths were different. I'm now almost 61 years old, and I had good years as a nurse, but still to this day, have trouble sleeping because of the trauma I experienced in school. We fight on and choose to be happy sweetie. I'm glad you're out of the trauma and going on in life making the best you can. I love your channel since I found you just about a week ago, and I've fallen in love with you dear girl. You deserve wonderful things in your life and I send you blessings, peace and much love ❤️

[@ipjk8717]

In school in Ireland the regular day is usually from 8-4 but my day begins at 6.30 and I only get home from school at 5 im in my 4th year of high school and it's going ok but I can definitely relate to parts of your story. School is seen as something you must do here but sometimes it's so difficult to keep pushing yourself on. Sometimes I wish things could be different.

[@814912]

Thanks so much for posting this! High school for me is literally the exact same, except I've had SIX YEARS of it to get through! I'm so glad it's my last year of school, and I've only got a few months left to get through. But I'm so glad that at least someone had the same experience as me. It makes me feel so much better about it, so thanks :)

[@8LuckyHearts]

What you had to do to change and become happier, that would be a great video! I would really like to see it

[@caroldell2118]

I'm in high school and I'm experiencing the same thing. I have since middle school actually. It gives me hope to see that you're happy now though (:

[@user-ns6wt2eu5t]

I have similar experience. It’s been few years after school, but I’m steel dealing with psychological problems from that time. Thank you so much, for the first time I hear someone talking about what I’ve experienced

[@stefanies5234]

this is a exactly what I'm going through right now ty💕

[@naomiproesmans5980]

Until the end!!!!

[@EliseBuch]

+naomi proesmans yay! I thought nobody would

[@georgianreece]

Until the end xx

[@EliseBuch]

+georgina reece yay!

[@smadak]

Until the end! I totally understand dreading going to school. When I was in middle school, I was bullied relentlessly by everyone in my classes, by boys and girls. I would be so anxious to go to school because I knew that everyone would make fun of me, and I had no friends. It got better in high school, but those years can be really hard. I never told any adults about it or thought of switching schools as an option (where I live, that's really difficult to do). I'm glad we both got through it! It really gets so much better.

[@EliseBuch]

+Kelly Hello Kelly. I'm so sorry to hear that. I've never been bullied in my life, but I know how it can destroy a person, since I've had lots of friends through out my life with a past like that. I hope you are somewhere a lot better now! It sounds tuff not telling anyone, and having someone to talk to? Sending you lots of love!

[@smadak]

Elise Buch I would say I'm in a much better place now! I'm 23 now so it was over 10 years ago. If I could go back in time, I would tell my younger self to ask for help. It's funny how we can look back and realize that there were options, kind of like you said in your video about how you didn't think quitting was an option. Thanks for the love, I'm glad we both are in a better place in life :)

[@georgiehenden9109]

Until the end. You were close with the time! It gets hard sometimes and you feel like you aren't allowed to be sad. Society says, 'she's got money' 'what has she got to be sad about?' 'Attention seeking' 'her life isn't that bad' and I'm sad that you were sad for so long. I didn't have a hard time through all of high school. But it's comforting to know that we just get sad and that its okay. It's okay to know that you're struggling and to recognise the need for change, with also making that change to make you feel better within yourself xx enjoy watching your videos(: love the footage of outside, so beautiful! Very different here in Australia! 😊🌜🍍 stay safe x

[@stefanies5234]

until the end🌻🌿

[@soniameyer7872]

until the end. thank you Elise, you are such a nice person. my high school time wasn't good aswell but luckily I spent my afternoons with people I really liked. That helped me a lot. Especiallly the time when I was 13-15 was very hard. I went to school, talked to noone and went home. The last two years to my A-Levels were much better because of new classes and every class was with other students. Now at university everything is a lot better. Perhaps because of the people, perhaps because I grew as a person, too. I hope you are experiencing the same now at your school/university. :) Greeting from Germany.

[@mrsmetalhead]

Elise it breaks my heart to hear how you were treated, i hope that those people whose treated you bad see you now and see how much you are loved and that you have got on with your life, you should be proud of what you have accomplished and you are an inspiration, peace and love xxxx

[@EliseBuch]

+MissMetalHead 666 Nobody ever treated me badly, I just didn't fit and, and never tried to. From the very beginning I felt how different they were, and I could just not relate to their behavior. It was not because anyone every bullied me or anything like that, there were just a few people that made it really hard to exist in that class unless you were completely like them, I know there were a lot more than just me that felt like that :) It's really hard to explain my class mates, but lets just say that everyone on the school knew their names, because they were always so loud and rude. I just thought I should clear that, because I don't want to confuse anyone with this story :D thank you for your concerns.

[@mrsmetalhead]

+Elise Buch ty for replying! i understand more now, my fav quote i live by now is 'don't look back you aren't going that way' :)

[@Kaylagarciaa21]

I graduated 2014 as well

[@littlemissperfect16]

You feel a lot more than I do. High school was nothing but this for me, but everyone else focused more on grades than socializing with each other. To me, high school was about learning new things so I can get into college and get a degree so I can get a good paying job. At least where I live, you can not quit education because how else are you suppose to support your family. There is no other way out for some of us, we have to run that gauntlet and make it through, otherwise you end up being called a lazy Mexican/Native/black/any other minority.

[@rachaelmabbitt2790]

I had an awful high school experience too. I was so depressed and ended up getting bad grades because I didn't even care anymore. I ended up dropping out and getting my GED. I always kind of wish I could go back to school

[@emmacera6080]

Until the end!❤️

[@Peripatetic45]

Trust your instincts and go with the flow, Elise x Best of luck (and "until the end" - good guess :D )

[@sigridevamusic]

I'm so glad I watched this video! I went through a very similar thing. I'm also from Denmark and last year was I was in 1.g. I actually went to a entire gymnasium just for music and thought it would be great. But just like you, I was put in a really bad class. I didn't like my subjects, but was too afraid to change after the half year period, so I just stayed (really bad decision). There were in total 9 people who left the class during the year - that's how bad it was. I didn't talk to anyone, I didn't speak up in class and I felt absolutely miserable. It took me an hour to get to the school and and hour to go home, so I also spent a lot of time on public transport, which definitely didn't help. I spent hours and hours at the school where I felt incredibly lonely and on top of that, I had to spend two extra hours on transportation and of course even more time on homework when I finally got home. I was always tired, I could never find motivation do do anything and I didn't talk to anyone about it before really late into the year. I talked a lot to my parents about it (but honestly.. that also stressed me out). I even contacted the school counselor, but she definitely didn't help at all. I ended up changing to online school. This is really uncommon in Denmark, but they do offer it as a HF. I was so scared to change cause I felt like it was so different and weird, and I just wanted to be normal. But going to public school was just too much. I can't say that I'm in love with online school, cause it's still school (which I'm just reaaaally tired of in general), but it does come with perks. I have much more free time and energy to hang out with people, I can focus on the subjects better and I even have time to try out new hobbies like singing and dancing. I can't wait until I'm completely don with school though. It seems so far away but hopefully I'll get there. I'm really happy that you're out of high school! You made it! And you're much better off

[@florcancino134]

So relatable....

[@jazzybree4239]

I made it to the end! I had a similar experience in middle school, where I just hid from my classmates, I didn't participate in class discussions and basically spent my time trying to be invisible. But that wasn't even the worst part, the worst part was riding the school bus. first of all, there were so many kids on there sometimes that they put three kids to a seat, and some of the boys would try to touch me or grab me inappropriately, which really scared me because I was abused as a young child. The last straw for me was a day where all the boys got together and decides to pour ketchup and mustard packets all in my hair and everyone laughed, even the bus driver. From that day on, I would sit outside of the school and wait for my mom to pick me up, even if I had to wait for three hours after school. Anyways, thank you for sharing your story, I was very moved by your honesty and openness. You should definitely make that second video. I like all your video is, but sometimes its nice to sit down and talk about serious things! Thanks, Elise! Love from Texas!

[@vanessachiba7955]

I'm so glad I quit secondary school in 2008. I changed to another lower school (hauptschule, no idea what it's called in english) and made it to subject-related entrance qualification in 2013. I visited 3 different schools for that and it wasn't easy to manage the "new class thing" every time. But still it was the best decision I could have made. I had such a great time in each of the classes. Of course it took me much more time than just finishing secondary school. But it was so worth it, I met great people, I met a big love and I learned a lot of things (also about myself). Also I had a lot more time to think about the job I wanted to do. And I think I made the absolute right decision :)

[@theresanovak4199]

Watched to the end. I recalled how awful my first year of high school was after my family moved across the country. Sorry you had to endure it. Two questions: 1. Do wish you had stayed with the thing that was hard (music) but that you loved? 2. After dealing with people like the idiot who did not want students who had questions to 'slow down' the class, are you more likely to dismiss such people not worth getting upset by?

[@EliseBuch]

+Theresa Novak Hello Theresa :) 1. Yes, the thing is that you could not change back to your old choice of subjects, it's weird, but that just wasn't an option. But I totally should have continued with music.Maybe it would have been difficult with music, but at least I would have been happy. In my new class I was both unhappy and my grades turned out awful. 2. I do for sure try to keep people like that out of my life. I don't want negative energy or people that make me feel uncomfortable around me, so I definitely try to stay away from those types now. I hope I manged to answer your questions.

[@theresanovak4199]

+Elise Buch Yes, very well! 😊 I am looking forward to seeing your first video of you playing the ukulele for us!

[@Manda11.11]

school is the shitty arse place xoxox lol honestly I can understand your heartache I'm sorry you had a hard time... the whole school crap is made children to conform ... not think for yourself .... my chronic depression got so bad cutting myself ect.... bullying is horrid even now at 33 if I walk away from a group and I hear laughter I think it is about me..... the whole school experience was awful 12 years of hell ...

[@leenleen974]

Until the end 🌻

[@henriettesolberg2244]

I experienced the same thing in middle school, where I got into a class with a lot of people who weren't at all like me or agreed with what I stood for. Since I didn't have the option to quit, change schools or class, I just had to sit there and pull through, as we have 10 years of compulsory education here. It caused so much negativity for me, and I've struggled so much with depression and anxiety since then. Coincidentally, I started high school in 2014, and I started studying music. This has made me so much happier, and I'm more content with my overall life. I still have a lot of depression and anxiety from middle school though, which really sucks as my overall situation is so much better

[@colourfulbethany]

Until the end :) love you Elise! Can you talk about how you and Daniel met?

[@emiliedube7650]

We can see how bad memories still have a bad grip on you. It takes time to overcome bad moments, but it does get better. I've been very lonely through all my school years, (for various reasons) and I understand when you speak about the fact that you would come back from school with no energy : being sad and lonely takes all the energy away. I took me years to overcome bad memories of bullying. But now, I am 22 and perfectly happy. I think some struggles are worth it : especially if you are struggling for something you want, or if you are struggling in order to have a better situation. Struggling with no goal is indeed vain. Sorry for the long comment :)

[@jenni1111100]

Hey, Elise. I feel your pain. I didn't connect with people in high school either, and my home life was awful as well. I had to move from home and was homeless for awhile, but I'm proud that I stuck it out and graduated all on my own. I was living on $80 every 2 weeks. So to all you out there thinking you should quit school, don't do it. once you graduate, it gets better. Also, remember that life will be tough at times and your experience has made you a stronger woman. College is way more cool so don't give up on learning.

[@susanne5982]

Oh i know this too well. I used to feel so uncomfortable in my class, and also in my body. These two factors went together and made me so sad and sick, i started losing weight. A lot. I was a little overweight, and i lost 8 kg in 2 months. I barely ate. Then, in the summerbreak, happy as i was in my new body, i started eating again. Eating and puking. And now, i am so focused on my bulimia, i barely give a shit about my class. End of story.

[@sambache4346]

I had the same experience for 10th grade. I know exactly how you feel. Im going into 11th grade year and I don't know what school I'm gonna go to. Im so happy you made it through. Thanks for sharing! You have given me the hope and positivity I need for the future.

[@victoriadeangelis827]

Until the end❤️🌿 Please make the video of how you be positive it would be fantastic🌞

[@highlevelbandanas]

Until the end; high school was the worst experience ever. I felt exactly like you. Thank you for putting this out there and being super brave. And at least now our true selves can be out and feeling much happier than before!!

[@arielsmith7699]

I am 19 and from the US. I just got re-enrolled in high school today and I don't know any of the kids because my class graduated. I am going to learn and not make friends, but I have such bad social anxiety around people I don't know. I will know all the teachers and have most of the same ones but I'm still kind of afraid.

[@Riomy13]

I love how you were that honest about your experience and your advice. ^.^ Thanks for sharing this with us. My worst school experience was actually in elementary school. And my 'bully'... was my own class teacher. I'm from germany and in elementary here, almost every subject is teached by your class teacher and so I had to face her every single day, every minute and go through hell. Getting called on for everything, getting my bad (mostly MADE bad by her) results presented to the whole class with the words 'Just look at what she did again'. I was only six years old when it started, and I was about to get ten when it 'ended'. ~.~ Want to know why that happend? It was simple. I was honest. About half a year into my school life, the teacher hit my best friend on the head because she couldn't solve a math problem. She was in pain after that, numerous parents from other kid called her and asked how she was doing. Her parents went to the headmaster to complain about this and he went to our class to question us about it. And you know what? Nobody except me and my friend said they saw it. They were all afraid. So in the end, my friend and I were called 'liars' and my parents were told to 'discipline me' (luckily they believed me). After that, I had to taste her wrath. 3 and a half years long with classmates going along with it, even participating in it to get the teacher to like them. In the end even people from higher grades took part of it. I was so happy to get out of there. My school life after that wasn't exactly 'perfect' but nothing could ever be that worse. They broke 3 schoolbags, ripped countless of my clothes, hit me, spit on me, locked me in, stole my stuff, they even wrote bad things about me in the graduation book (like we were told we should write nice things about each other and what were good at and my site was full of things like 'She's great at crying', 'She's good at faking') and me and my parents couldn't do anything about it since no one would listen to us or just tried to ignore it to not get involved themselfes. ...sorry for the long text. I'm over 20 years old by now but this is still something that I will never forget and my rage and pain isn't going to disappear either. I live happily in this world, I do believe there are great people and I also believe that nothing is ever going to pull me down. But I had to learn how to stand up after hardships at a far to early age. And by the way... if I ever experience a day again on which I have the choice between being honest or cowering away to have peace... you can bet a million dollars that I still will stick to the truth even if it kills me.

[@randawilson6916]

until the end

[@mysticmegvibes4684]

I feel the same way about school :-(

[@belhyparedes8850]

until the end 😘🌞🌛

[@albeeez]

Until the end

[@michmoe85]

You wouldn't have been a quitter for quitting school. I quit after 10th grade. But i got my GED and I'm still working on myself but that decision was the best one for me. I was very depressed and school gave me too much anxiety that it was diminishing my health. You are awesome and never stop fighting!

[@johu6216]

You made bad choices and had to live through them and recognize the responsibility to change.

[@CrazyMiggexD]

Fuck, i totaly went throught the same!!! completely. and I also even quit badminton :D:D. I can identify with you sooo sooo much. I whish I had somebody like you in school.

[@TheyCallTheWindMariah]

Until the end!

[@explaura2121]

Until the end! Loved listening to this you're so honest. I went through so many similar things, high school is so hard sometimes. I love your videos and especially your accent it's so sweet.

[@rayniemi5864]

You said to grab a drink and I saw you having chocolate milk so I just made some vegan chocolate "milk" with my cashew milk so I could watch this video :)

[@emilymckenzie9296]

My highschool exspierice is going alot like yours is :(

[@emilymckenzie9296]

Yours was*

[@ashlynnherr452]

Elise, I think it's good that you stuck it out and finished high school. High school was a dark time for me as well mostly in my 10th & 11th grade years, so I definitely agree high school was hell. But when you look back on those times think and try really hard to see things from a positive light. It's easier (at least in the US) to get better paying jobs If you have a high school degree. If you learn from the dark and difficult times it makes you stronger. If you never go through some sort of sad or depressing time, sometimes you can forget what it really means to be happy. Life is short, so try to look at each day in a positive light. There is always something to be thankful for or to be happy about. Even if the best moment of the day is when you get to lay down in bed, at least you have your bed and people who love you. If you ever want to talk please let me know. Love, Ashlynn

[@guardiangurldb]

o until the end

[@joanmesy9788]

"Until the end "

[@LeMarais88]

I’m so sorry that you went through that rough time in your life. I really think that school system failed you and other students (bet there were others who felt trapped too). The older I become the more I realize that being happy is so important because it affects many aspects of your life. It’s good that you’ve realized this at a younger age- you can still change things around if you want to, enjoying more ease in doing so. As an aside, can you please describe the Danish school system e.g. high school and college. What subjects can you choose? It sounds different from the US ones and I’m curious. In the US, declaration of a concentration of study generally happens around the beginning of the junior year of college. In HS, I studied many different subjects and the classes were weighted depending on your skill level/ability e.g. advanced placement (senior year only), honors, B, and C levels.

[@vivitheplumber4198]

I can definitely relate to you when I comes to depression in high school. Sometimes we feel so alone and the people around us don't seem to understand. I began my natural form dreads with the same ideal you had behind when your started you. Thank you for sharing this♡ Love Vivi

[@LeoShallBurn]

I'm sorry for what you had to experience and I'm glad that you're better off right now :) But what did you do during the breaks? Couldn't you meet up with your old classmates? :/ Because that's what I always did. Although the people in my class were kind of ok I didn't want to spend the time between the lessons with them, so I met my friends who were in different classes. It was a whole bunch of people and we always hung around a certain place, just talking to each other and laughing. Having something you can look forward to during the lessons made it so much easier and I'm glad that I didn't lose friends because we were in different classes and attended different courses. I think I even made some new friends back then. Btw, I watched this until the end (of course!) and I'd also like to see a video on your positive mindset

[@paulinagoca9940]

Thanks for sharing your experience, I had a similar time in high school, I was always alone without saying a word, just to not be noticed like you did, I spend those 3 years waiting for it to end.. it was funny on the last day because everyone was crying and I couldnt be happier that it was over haha, now that I'm done with it I decided to take a break to work on myself and become happier with what I am, it's still hard sometimes because I don't really have friends but anyway.. I would love if you make the video of your process in becoming a happier person :)

[@paulinagoca9940]

not everything was bad though, I started drawing because I was always alone and now Im about to have my first solo exhibition :D you liked some of my pics on IG months ago and it made me so happy haha

[@GoldGirlish]

Sødeste Elise!! Jeg havde det præcis på sammen måde da jeg skulle starte i gymnasiet. Jeg kom fra en folkskole hvor jeg havde gået i 10 år med de samme mennesker, til en HHX klasse hvor jeg var eneste fra min folkeskole og i en klasse hvor alle kendte hinanden. Allerede efter første dag havde jeg en dårlig mavefornemmelse. Det var det rene helvede, prøvede virkelig og gav det flere chancer. Jeg holdte det hemmeligt for alle og sagde det gik godt, men det gjorde det jo virkelig ikke. Da jeg endelig fortalte mine forældre det var de chokerede, men jeg fik lov at stoppe på betingelsen af, at jeg fandt et arbejde. Det gjorde jeg og jeg havde 1 1/2 års tid hvor jeg arbejdede. Det gjorde mig mere moden og klar på at tage en uddannelse. Nu er jeg igang med sidste år på HF og har aldrig haft det bedre! Tak fordi du delte denne video, tusinde kram til dig! ❤️

[@EliseBuch]

+Maria Guldager Hej Maria! Hvor er det dejligt at høre at du formåede at mærke efter og sige fra, det er et tegn på styrke. Held og lykke med eksamenerne til sommer! Masser kram sendt tilbage til dig!

[@naoeraqualquerum]

until the end 😘

[@janethcota5009]

Think about school as a game. Ig. It doesn't matter. You'll have life for 70+ years.

[@TheHappFuck]

I'm going through almost the same exact thing right now. I don't talk to ANYONE, and no one talks to me. I go a whole 8 hours without saying one word, and it hurts so much. I have no one. I feel so alone and useless and purposeless. Im probably going to be dropping out soon, even thought I really want to be successful, but highschool is just way to brutal for me. I totally understand where your coming from, and it's not a fun place. actuually, I'm currently sitting in the bathroom skipping gym class cause I hate walking alone and doing the sports alone looking like a complete weirdo and loser. l

[@EliseBuch]

+Evelyn O'Malley Sending you lots of love Evelyn! Luckily I had some people to talk to in my high school, but we all had the same experience with our class mates, and the way people acted, so I had somebody to talk to about how shitty it was... I hope you'll make the right decision for YOU! from what I can hear, high school sounds like a true nightmare. Give yourself a bit of time to think about the ups and down in dropping out, maybe talk to a good friend you have or a parent or sibling. It's really important and helps a lot to discuss it with someone that knows you better and your situation! Hope everything will be better soon, and that you'll find the best possible solution for you. Lots of love.

[@stefanies5234]

I feel EXACTLY like this I had to switch schools and i hate it everyday it's made me unable to talk to people and extremely exhausted and socially anxious

[@TheHappFuck]

+itsmefern it's good to know I'm not alone in feeling this way, but still, its embaressing and shameful. it's terrible being lonely.

[@stefanies5234]

+Evelyn O'Malley Ik how u feel. When I watched this I was like thank god I'm not the only one feeling like I'm wasting my time and energy everyday:( I wish school didn't exist so bad !!

[@814912]

I can totally relate to you. I'm having exactly the same experience at high school at the moment - I only have one friend, and she's not in any of my classes. And I've lost loads of confidence while being there. I know it's ages since you posted the comment, but feel free to message me on youtube if you ever still need someone to talk to who's in the same situation. It's awful being alone...

[@helenfischer5208]

Det her er præcis grunden til jeg måtte droppe ud i 2g. Du må meget gerne skrive om processen du har gået igennem efterfulgt.

[@EllieJayden]

I'd love to hear how to became more positive ☺️

[@ginger1704]

until the end ☀️ I relate to this so much.. the only person I can really be close to in high school is my boyfriend and he's leaving for the navy next month 😔 trying to figure out how I'm gunna survive senior year

[@altellerintett]

Det lyder som en forfærdig oplevelse men en oplevelse jeg også selv kan genkende. Jeg led af en svær depression den første del af 1.g i gymnasiet. Jeg startede også i en klasse hvor der kun gik 5 drenge og alle pigerne var bare så ens (og jeg var slet ikke som dem) så det var uundgåeligt at jeg ville blive outsider... Men så var jeg bare så heldig at jeg fandt de skønneste venner i klassen som har hjulpet mig igennem det hele, og stadig gør. Der er tre store kliker i min klasse og den jeg er en del af er den mindste og mest anderledes. Vi er outsiderne der har fundet hinanden and I wouldnt change it for the world. Nu går jeg i 3.g og har det meget bedre - jeg er super ked af at der slet ikke var NOGLE du kunne støtte dig op af, men jeg var nu også bare heldig. Men det er så fedt at se du er blevet sådan en positiv og glad person, noget jeg må prøve !

[@laura.zer0]

Mannn, I wish someone had given me the "okay to quit" speech during college. I don't even want to think about the excessive time, $, and effort I spent during those years just to get a piece of paper saying that I graduated (ie my degree). Classes were miserable, and my social life was very similar to what you described here. And guess what? That piece of paper has done NOTHING for me in terms of securing a career. Know why? According to many of the like, zillion interviewers I met with during my job searches...I don't have enough "real life experience" for the kind of career I want! While other candidates for these jobs were getting internships or apprenticeships...I was in school! /facepalm And no, it is never too late to go out and get that experience, but I feel like I shouldn't be chastised for being frustrated with all the lies the United States' education system feeds students these days...

[@its_caarol4361]

Untill The End 🌞🌚😘

[@Manda11.11]

I haven't started the video yet... and I can tell you were bullied or isolated in some way

[@michaelbrown9811]

Why are you trying to make a british accent?

[@EliseBuch]

+Michael Brown I'm just trying to speak English haha.

[@missceciliajo7360]

I know this is really cliche but I hate how corrupt the high school teaching is they don't care about people understanding they just want to cram it in you and shove you along

[@ZzUchihaYurizZ]

I could make a video of my high school experience. it also was a nigbhtmare :/ Hugs to you

[@austinsoldchannel3577]

until the end