FENTANYL POISONING: Delli Bonnet's Story

A mother shares the story of losing her 18-year-old daughter to fentanyl poisoning.
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[@texasgal2794]

My heart and empathy go out to you! As a nurse of 33 years, I became addicted to opiates about 22 years ago. Thank God I never got a pill with Fentanyl. I got clean and have not looked back! May you find peace in your life!!

[@slayingthabullshyt6854]

Out of curiosity who introduced the drugs to you? Did you ever steal meds from patients, no judgement here. I’m clean 3 yrs now.

[@texasgal2794]

@@slayingthabullshyt6854 Well I went from doctor to doctor! Back then there were no computers between pharmacies to check where a person had gotten the scripts!

[@ginamaxey9967]

@@texasgal2794 In H-Town we could hit at least 4 pill Dr's a day, it was madness. The Struggle Is Real🌻

[@texasgal2794]

@@ginamaxey9967 I totally understand!

[@pam164]

A lot of Nurses seem to get addicted to drugs.

[@jancietorres9525]

I felt a really cold feeling from her mom she said that her daughter was asking why doesn’t her stepdad love me why doesn’t her dad love me and she tells her daughter to calm down… and 3 days and they let her go idk she didn’t even talk about how she was as a person besides the issues she had. SAD sometimes all kids want is to feel loved unconditionally

[@NRQ-zv5bp]

I agree. This mom gives me the Vibes of a mom that spent a lot of time worried about what her partner was about and not worried about her daughter. I'm not saying she doesn't love her daughter. But often you look at someone like her daughter who was pretty self-sufficient and you figure they can take care of themselves and you're too busy over here trying to make sure your partner is happy and satisfied excetera. I mean the fact that she was a close to her stepdad I wouldn't have more kids with someone that's not close to my kid. That's my child. You don't love and spend time and love my child like their your own I'm not having kids with you. Sorry

[@kisha5627]

💯💯💯

[@laurynrose1111]

Yes on all accounts . Th

[@laurynrose1111]

It’s just that great parents & not so great parents are loosing kids to fentynal

[@marniekilbourne608]

@@laurynrose1111 And great kids and not so great kids are choosing to take these pills and they are choosing to risk their lives.

[@juliemccannon2908]

I watch these often. And, I'm 54. I really thought that I was in trouble when I drank a beer and smoked a joint. It's nothing compared to what these kids are dealing with now. I feel so sorry for kids nowadays.

[@maureenbryan3465]

Why do you feel sorry for these kids,they know the outcome but they just want a cheap thrill and the poor families have to deal with the grief

[@DeshaunDamon]

I agree. I’m 53 and If fentanyl had been around when I was 12 years old addicted to alcohol, I wouldn’t be here today.

[@mikegarippo7815]

The problem is self-created and preventable. Avoid all drugs, and there will be no problems.

[@ryandavis2464]

Fear of missing out and instant gratification have reached epidemic proportions. Bright young kids are riddled with anxiety/depression with very few outlets

[@switch231]

I'm right behind you at 52 and I feel the same. I worry so much about our kids.

[@debradavis3935]

Definitely no harsh words are needed for this grieving mother. She’s punishing herself enough for her part in the place her daughters life got to. May Deli rest in peace and may her mother find peace as well.

[@michekids]

Amen

[@randchuck2492]

She definitely deserves all the harsh words. Imagine forcing your kid to either go to a treatment center at 14 or kick her out for doing drugs one damn time. No wonder this kid wanted to do drugs all the time and why she was so screwed up! This woman didn't know how to be a parent or show her kid that she actually gave a shit. Ahh yeah, "I can't deal with this kid so let the professionals deal with it" lol what a joke of a "parent".

[@rebeccahowie7234]

@@randchuck2492 Thou shall not judge. No one should ever judge another persons story, another persons life or another person’s struggles. If you haven’t walked in her shoes, then you have no right to criticize and judge her, she’s a grieving mother!!!

[@ThatGirlLib]

@@randchuck2492 Exactly and the mom had another baby at her age. That is crazy. Her daughter was so pretty and she had this lady as her mom. If she only had one responsible parent in her life she would’ve made it and got away from her family. It’s so sad. I hope she doesn’t ruin the other kids too.

[@scottandrews947]

@@rebeccahowie7234 He's right. This woman was a horrible mother over the course of decades. Some people should never have children.

[@Robindalmiras]

So so heartbreaking. My son nearly died 3 times. All fentanyl OD. Narcan saved him all times. The 2nd OD, I truly thought he was gone. Truly horrific. I am grateful my son is still here with me. 💔

[@danamardell1209]

Narcan keeps it all going

[@BlondeRockChick]

Thank God he is here and made it.. whew God is great. I pray your son gets the help he desperately needs so this can never happen again. God be with u both.

[@LabelJames]

it is great that you had the narcan and they should also let people know that with fent you often may need to use narcan twice to bring someone out of an OD.....was your son aware he was taking fent or did he think it was something else? smh this is all too sad....

[@TBOTSS]

Tell your idiot son to stop taking it. Simple.

[@1rborelli]

Yes thank the Lord your son is alive. My bro passed on April 4th 2023 and my mom is not good all days n we can relate cuz we r moms. We can only imagine how we NEVER WANT TO BURRY A SON .

[@randomvintagefilm273]

2004 just seems like yesterday to me and this girl was born then and is already gone! She seemed so sad. Not having a dad is so devastating.

[@vtobias2]

She was such a beautiful girl. My heart goes out to this mom. She wasn’t educated about drugs and her telling her story now is gonna save so many lives. May this Angel rest in peace.

[@yolandaarendse5]

This mamma bear has been through such dire trauma 😢. Life can be so painful . May you find your smile and joy again one-day. You did the best you could. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@GwenMotoGirl]

This terrible drug comes like a thief in the night and steals precious lives. I’m so sorry for your losses. I have faith and I still struggle to understand why and how. My deepest condolences to you, Mom.

[@jjlove13only1]

This drug is the straight up Devil himself.

[@Bigbodybri]

This is how the devil keeps those lost, he uses drugs to keep their minds fogged and sooner or later we’re contemplating suicide or how to kill all over a drug. I am speaking from experience I was an IV Heroin user for five yrs, BUT by Gods grace I am free from all drugs. Faith is our weapon against the enemy, Peter 5:8 Be sober, be vigilant, because your adversary the devil walketh about as a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour.

[@GwenMotoGirl]

@@williamwilson6499 it’s not about addiction.

[@MyBodyWash]

@@GwenMotoGirl it is about addiction, most of these stories are about other peoples addiction to opiates.

[@doesnotFempute]

​@@williamwilson6499the amount of fentanyl in the counterfeit pills is enough to unalive even the most seasoned of addicts. People don't know what they're buying. This substance isn't being added to everything under the sun in order to get people addicted. It's being added in amounts that k1ll. It's a systemic poisoning effort that goes much deeper than your local d0pe dealer. It's easy to say "addicts are the problem" and walk away. But we still treat people with lung cancer after they've smoked for 20 years. We still treat alcoholics with liver and stomach damage. We treat kidney patients who ignored diabetes for 30 years. Addicts need help and our resources suck. I was alone at home at age 12 when our house was robbed by people who my hero1n addict sister owed money. They probably would have redrumed me if they found me. So I'm not one of these bleeding heart simps who just says empty sh1t. But the problem, the REAL problem is way bigger than the end consumer.

[@Butterfly_47]

The mother lost 2 daughters 😢🙏🏾 I’m so sorry

[@helenferriolo3399]

😢we recently just found out my only son 39yrs old died from this fentanoyl!!! 12 7 22 my heart is 💔

[@cherylt8677]

I'm so sorry for the loss of your beloved son. ❤

[@user-os3mp2bo6n]

Your daughter needed so much attention!!!! As we women have other relationships I think we don’t pay enough attention to our first set of children. We bring them here to this world and we should worry with them before having more children.

[@striplett6188]

I agree 100% She talks about making time and comforting her daughter's friend but didn't have time for her daughter. I don't understand

[@winterblossom4446]

@@striplett6188 so easy. so easy for you to say this

[@winterblossom4446]

@@striplett6188 you're very cold. I suspect that you resent your own mother.

[@winterblossom4446]

no worries. I'm sure you'll be a perfect parent (birthing person)

[@danacaro-herman3530]

@user. Please don't say that. This woman had a Down Syndrome baby, she was the absolute best mom that she could possibly be, I'm sure. She's lost two precious daughters. She needs our love and support. We don't walk in other people's shoes.

[@annaleahabbott5771]

My sweet friend Tyler Delli Bonnet my angel i miss you every single day. Dellis story deserves to be talked about. She was the most beautiful creative funny best friend i could have every asked for. I am so proud of you Crickett for having the strength to speak out i love you and i miss you. I live everyday for delli and i will until we meet again sweet girl.

[@arronholcraft76]

sorry you lost her 🙁 👎

[@b0borden437]

I have found in all these stories, that there was nothing the parents could do. So heaven is filled with an awful lot of teenage/young angels that left many parents heartbroken.

[@scarlettmartinmd9131]

So so sorry for your loss. I lost my son to a brain bleed last year. It’s hell no matter what the reason they die.

[@york-houngan7193]

As I’ve said on these videos before, I’m thankful that when I was a teenager fentanyl wasn’t an issue, but I’m also sad for the younger people who have fallen victim to it, of course. Best wishes to the family

[@TexasPictures]

Thank you for commenting

[@natures1joy425]

There is so much out there today that wasn't there in the 80s and 90s. It's frightening.

[@LabelJames]

@@natures1joy425 it really is and even if you think you have the relationship with your children that they can tell you anything and everything, the things they know you are against they may still keep it to themselves. I tell my children come to me about anything and everything and there are a few things they are still a bit slow to come tell me about. Like my 22 was in an unhealthy relationship and it took a while before all of the truth came out grateful it did and I was able to get her out of it. I have no cure cancer and alot of times they think they are helping by not telling me stuff when I am in the hospital so they wait. When it comes to our children's safety there should be no waiting. parenting is a challenge I pray everyone stays strong and keeps fighting for their children's well being. Love and Light to you all I love you!

[@ruthtirado2750]

Agreed

[@Kelly-qv3wg]

Same, I was deep in opiate addiction and if I had of ever been introduced to fentanyl I would have been done for.

[@13bbstar]

i miss you every single day Delli. every person you met you left a mark on. i wish you could see how many people miss you and love you. i wish i could have told you how much i care about you, you are so so missed beautiful angel.

[@danasalberg2279]

Narcan is what brings the heart back, lady. It's used when "You're already gone" as long as the person hasn't been dead for a long time.

[@TexasPictures]

The drug in Narcan (naloxone) isn't always effective for reversing an overdose. It MAY bring the heart back, but it may not. It is also important to note that naloxone can wear off before the opioid that caused the overdose wears off, resulting in a second overdose. Immediate medical care is vital after someone is revived with naloxone. Naloxone is the active ingredient in Narcan and is also available in many generics as a nasal spray. In fact, the brand name Kloxxado delivers a higher dose of naloxone than Narcan (Kloxxado-8mg per dose, Narcan-4mg per dose). Naloxone can reverse an opioid overdose if administered quickly enough. Some areas have Naloxone available in the brand name Narcan or generic versions available for free. It is important to recognize that Naloxone is the drug, Narcan is just a brand name. Whenever someone uses the word "Narcan" in place of "naloxone", they're devaluing all the other equally effective brand options and promoting a specific pharmaceutical company.

[@toxic_city]

You're wrong. Naloxone (Narcan) does NOT restart the heart. It binds to the opioid receptors & displaces the opioids off the receptors & reverses the respiratory depression that the opioids are causing. That's how it blocks the effects of opioids. In a patient who has become so hypoxic from their opioid overdose that they have suffered a cardiac arrest, the treatment they need is active oxygenation/ventilation with an iGel or ETT. Narcan alone will not be enough to reverse this person's hypoxia and cardiac arrest, but active airway management will. Early defibrillation & quality chest compressions are important.

[@Globelle]

I am so very sorry for your loss. My husband lost his 19 yr old son to fentanyl in 2019. I am so sorry

[@beautifulintelligence1512]

I feel for any parent that has to go through this terrible tragedy. My prayers and condolences go out to the family❤

[@scottandrews947]

Don't feel sorry for this woman. She caused her child's suffering.

[@AshNikkosWife]

@@scottandrews947 no she didn’t

[@scottandrews947]

@@AshNikkosWife Yes she did. She even admits to it in this video.

[@VeronicaReveles408]

​@tom haynes every parent just about blames themselves! Not right to not feel sorry for her! It's not her fault. 🙄

[@Iris_Transforms_Healing]

First, I send my condolences to this family and to all of the families and friends who have experienced the loss of a loved one to Fentanyl poisoning (including gun violence and domestic violence). Second, I just want to encourage parents everywhere to keep your children close. Show up for them emotionally and physically, at every stage of their development, so that they feel safe and secure. Advocate for their needs in the school and in their community so that everyone knows they don’t walk alone that they are surrounded by loved ones who see them for who they are and not just another statistic. And as they grow up they will feel confident and empowered to make good life decisions that will keep them healthy and safe and moving in a positive direction.🦋

[@melitharandolph7989]

This is so sad. I've dealt with anxiety and depression. I wish that Delli could have found a way to deal with these horrible conditions. I hope that everyone who is dealing with mental health problems find the support and medical care that they need.

[@richnbeautyme2813]

❤️

[@jackiewilliams7876]

Beautifully said ❤❤

[@stuff1784]

It costs too much money to get treatment for anything. The American healthcare system is all about money. If you don’t have money or insurance to pay then they don’t care.

[@pretty-eyes]

Never ever say its gonna be ok and leave the anxious person alone. Its never ok even if the person looks ok on the outside, never underestimate the severity of mental health issues..talking from experience. You can see sadness in all this girls' pics

[@basbleupeaunoire]

@@stuff1784 It can be very disheartening.

[@simplym3_2]

Cocaine use alone causes severe anxiety and depression when it's stopped. I was a recreational user for about 4yrs and I would get bad. I then went onto the M30s for about a year. I Thank God for helping me through it all. I'm alive to say God is real, he loves us just the way we are. No need to go to those drugs to "feel". I pray for every parent, family going through this. My friends bf just died of a fetty OD on 3/10/23. RIP to all those lost to this terrible drug...🙏 😢

[@jackiewilliams7876]

🙏🙏❤️❤️

[@ashandemi]

Man, she lost 2 kids. Bless her heart 💔

[@khoenack]

I'm so sorry you lost your daughter. I hope you find peace and may God be with you.

[@scoon2117]

She seemed awesome. Rest in peace. Lost two friends to fentanyl.

[@joha3257]

she was amazing

[@ralfievaldes343]

Thanks to the Mexicans bringing that poison to the states

[@natalienelson8681]

I’m sorry.

[@samichgrrl]

"The only thing she had in her body was xanax, weed, and cocaine".... holy shit!! And then she also had fentanyl!! This girl had a serious drug addiction.

[@jasmine0354]

Have some respect !

[@seleniacarrico1231]

Fentanyl was not listed on toxicology report she died from the cocktail of drugs she had in her system.

[@nialeilakande]

My condolences 😭 my son dealing with anxiety right now and he is 16 and used weed so now he is having psychosis hallucinations delusions and disconnected from reality episodes occurred last week and a dangerous thing happened that made me call the police and he was admitted to the hospital . I go visit him and we talk but I am scared to have him back home and he stays alone with my 10 yrs-old son. I don’t feel safe knowing they are left alone and he could harm his little brother so I am choosing to have him admitted and looking for a place for him to live there. Any parent going through something similar, stay strong 💪🏾 and keep positive as much as you can. God bless everyone reading this comment.

[@rumham7466]

This seems like a serious mental issue. Marijuana didn’t cause this.

[@stacyward4309]

My ex had a psychosis episode caused by Marijuana. He had to stay in a mental hospital for 30 days . I was terrified for him to come home but with counseling he was fine and it never happened again. He was crazy though, went into a church and destroyed things, drove our car off a small bridge into the water, very scary. Good luck to you

[@nialeilakande]

@@stacyward4309 thanks Stacy I appreciate you sharing your story and it is encouraging indeed ❤️❤️❤️🙏🏿💪🏿👍🏾glad it all worked out for you in the end

[@steinervision7643]

I wish all parents would watch these videos. They are heartbreaking, but it is vital to get the word out more about this vicious epidemic that is destroying countless lives!

[@tymom9313]

Parents and teenagers!

[@winstonchurchll]

I am sorry for you loss. She was a beautiful girl who didn't deserve to pass in this way.

[@mimibee626]

Well, she did overdose.

[@winstonchurchll]

@@mimibee626 No ma'am. She was poisoned.

[@78twood]

I am so sorry for your loss 😢 I lost my 23 year old daughter and my 18 year old granddaughter that I raised. I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy 😳 Our teenagers are in so much emotional pain these days especially!! This crap that’s going around now is like nothing I’ve ever seen! It seems designed to kill 😡

[@natalienelson8681]

Oh my. I’m so sorry.

[@78twood]

@@natalienelson8681 Thank you 🙏

[@floridagurl40]

Such a beautiful girl. She definitely didn’t need the filters. You can tell she was naturally stunning. This is an awful way to lose a child. Fentanyl needs awareness like other diseases get. My heart really hurts for this mother & the family.

[@TBOTSS]

"needs awareness" Simple stop taking illegal drugs.

[@missfluffydiva2120]

@@TBOTSS if it was only so easy in a perfect world. People will always experiment but awareness is needed about the effects of using illegal and prescribed drugs.

[@lvnprntlc]

@missfluffydiva2120 There is so much information out there. Her daughter had already been in a treatment facility. Why wasn't she educating herself more then? She should have had Narcan in the home. Her daughter may have still been in that window of time where CPR and Narcan would have helped. Slim chance? Yes! But there was a chance nonetheless. It is a damn shame this girl lost her life. I truly believe there were enough red flags that an adult should have noticed. Most ODs are preventable. This really seems like that was the case here.

[@omorigiehon3198]

​@@TBOTSS That's the equivalent of telling someone to stop being depressed, if it that easy then no one would be dying from fake drugs, now I am not saying that as a reason for people to take or keep doing street drugs because your playing a dangerous game doing that but at the same time it's not that simple

[@OOceaneyess]

My heart breaks for you. I can't imagine the pain of losing two children. You are so strong to share your story. Thank you.

[@stinacanaves9246]

Delli was a doll & I miss having her amazing friendship everyday. She would’ve done so great in cosmetology school 💗

[@CrystinAmber]

I lost 5 friends 1 was a close cousin to Fentanyl since 2018 😢 it’s literally the grim reaper I pray anyone who has lost someone from this monster finds peace and comfort ❤

[@debroahisaacs2452]

I have lost 4 loved ones to fentynal.....this is a poison from hell. Not one single precious soul takes " a pill" thinking they will die....educate yourself,become a warrior with other parents to fight the devil on his territory. Peace be with you.

[@MsAdventure531]

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[@smfarrie2943]

Percs, Xanax and cocaine. What a life these kids lead.

[@smfarrie2943]

And yes you take a risk of death when you take random pills you bought on the street

[@rebeccahowie7234]

@@smfarrie2943it’s been this way for decades. It’s not just kids, it’s Doctors, nurses, teachers, social workers; unfortunately it’s very common.

[@diaslamure6048]

Is not your fault! I'm so sorry for her passing.

[@jchesser7765]

Every parent needs to listen to this . Very sorry for your loss. 💔

[@DeeWeber]

Poor Delli. She had a very hard life. I pray for her and for the girls and young ladies who have been in her situation.

[@Mcmilliomay]

I’ve found this channel by researching plastic surgery deaths, and now I can’t stop watching. I have 3 daughters and a baby boy. I truly believe God made me come across this channel for many reasons. Awareness for sure. Thank you for sharing your story Mom, I hope and pray you find peace and may your daughter rest in peace in the arms of Jesus 🙏🏾

[@TexasPictures]

Thank you for sharing. Thank you for watching.

[@evangelesong6319]

We also need to be aware of the dangers of social media. The pressure on young women to be skinny and beautiful is enough for them to start taking drugs. I did when I was younger just to take away my appetite.

[@denisesalles7248]

This Mother is hanging on by a thread - terribly sad and why in the world isn't our government doing something serious about fentanyl?

[@tranquility9325]

Bec they allowed it in with the open borders. They encouraged it.

[@lindacalderon6417]

Because Americans who are on drugs or pot are easier to control and don't ask questions about what their government is doing. Also, most in power are controlled by the WEF and they want to reduce the population. This way Americans are culling themselves. It's part of the plan.....

[@mrs.georgeglass3997]

I don't understand how not even an entire minute a year she was alive!?!? Owe my heart hurts for this baby!

[@cathycarr1036]

I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter. Prayers that her mom finds peace. We make so many poor choices when we are young and invincible. It is awful to see a drug that takes someone in an instant and that there is no second chance. 😢😢

[@kathykay6602]

No parent should have to go through this grief. RIP Delli and peace to her mother. It was not your fault. Nobodys fault.

[@julieb7785]

No fault? On anybody's part? This lost girl's death is a perfect storm and in sense we are all to blame. A lack of parenting, laws, humanity and attention and social media are to blame....

[@apollonia-ava]

This poor mum ❤what a beautiful girl her daughter was, so sad ! Mum is so lovely and it could be any one of us .. bless you both ❤

[@franciscachesca]

"Why don't my dads love me?"..... Broke my heart.

[@basbleupeaunoire]

YES. Poor girl.

[@PresidentCoochieGrabber]

She was such a cutie 😢 rip beautiful princess

[@cherbrown1920]

If the mom sees this…don’t punish yourself my mom and dad separated when I was 15 and my dad had stopped coming home and was gas lighting my mom and my mom is wonderful amazing woman and mom and didn’t deserve it she still feels bad about her not coming home sometimes because she was so devastated she was with friends and trying to take her mind off her family falling about ….I never ever think of my mom not being there ever and I hope you know it’s not your fault this is a disease and a world wide epidemic…you are amazing to spread the word and try to help others ❤❤❤❤❤❤I believe your story honey my family has had somethings happen as well…please be strong and take care of those others babies ❤❤❤love from oregon ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@jackiewilliams7876]

❤❤❤❤

[@jenniferhalf1650]

Obviously her mother has punished herself enough. I have alot of feelings about this one but I know this isn't the time or place so I'll just say my heart goes out to her and her entire family.... I hope I never have to experience the pain of losing a child....

[@jayluv_xo]

Same here, I’ll keep it to myself tho😏

[@jackiewilliams7876]

Amen 🙏

[@Globelle]

​@@jayluv_xo same.

[@nancyjones6428]

Wow.

[@NRQ-zv5bp]

Same. We should get a chatroom going. Because I just wrote something that I'm going to delete cuz I don't want her to hear it but at the same time I feel like she should. Dot-dot-dot I just passed for 30 seconds before saying anymore because I have an entire paragraph I want to say to her.... this time of my crying for the parent I'm crying for that poor girl

[@jacalynbledsoe3717]

I don't know what I would do if I lost one child let alone two!! I am so appreciative that you were able to share this story through your grief. Thank you.

[@dawn8288]

Yes,People should be more understanding……I’m so so sorry for your loss.RIP Delli.🕊️

[@kalalooney5964]

I'm so very sorry for your unimaginable loss. May Delli rest in paradise.

[@machelleschluterman2177]

What a beautiful lovely daughter 💗 I even love her name. People are not trying to kill themselves, just trying to get high. Never stop spreading the word, your daughters story! It could be anyone's child. Drugs must come from a pharmacy. I'm sorry this happened to your beautiful daughter.❤

[@pennwoman]

This was a sad one. She was a lovely artist. Poor thing was self-medicating her depression & low self-esteem away. What a loss.

[@ChristophProbst]

The way she speaks, I think she knows in her heart that Deli would have had a better chance of surviving if they had accepted the Narcan prescription. She rationalizes her daughter's death was destined to happen to aleve her overwhelming guilt of not having the Narcan and not checking on her sooner. The what ifs are crushing. I hope one day she can find peace knowing that none of this was in any way her fault.

[@Tena714]

Yes, tears

[@OOceaneyess]

How is she going to find peace when people write things like you just did? Writing what you wrote then trying to justify it by adding that last line is so transparent. None of what you wrote was necessary.

[@MichaelDominguez25]

@@OOceaneyess People like u that rationalize this behavior is the reason these ppl act like they do. She's in denial because it helps her guilt. She didn't wanna accept the fact that her daughter was that bad of an addict. Her daughter was vane and selfish. Stop telling ppl it's all gonna be ok when their actions aren't ok.

[@lizbet1063]

The hospital should have explained what and how narcan is for and used properly!! The only one who is at fault are the bastards who mix the drugs and deal them!!!!

[@MichaelDominguez25]

@@lizbet1063 and the govt

[@5ShotProductions]

The most terrifying thing that can happen to a father or a mother is to find his or her child dead. I really can’t imagine what immediate pain sets in and if I could something really good I wish I could prevent those situations. Why do many (too many) „kids“ or younger adults turn into taking pills and calling them by „funny“ names? I am 44 years old, and I had a normal childhood with a very loving mother and a very „hard“ and dominant father. When I was about 17 I started smoking weed, because „we all“ did and it was funny. The day my father found out about that he was literally furious, because when I came home he, and that is no understatement, literally beat me up… Over 15 minutes. Sadly my mother wasn’t there at the time but I guess even she wouldn’t have him stop beating the crap out of me. Many years later I asked him why he did that and his explanation was „I didn’t know what to do and I was very very angry that you started smoking weed“… One thing is for sure, even if one of my two sons will start smoking weed, I will NEVER EVER act like my father did. But, I never was interested in taking other things because I was scared to not know what I take or get, how it would influence me, and so on. The „good thing“ about this situation is, when I was 17 we had the year 1995, and at that time pills like Xanax or Oxy or whatever pill nowadays are available weren’t available at that period of time. Closing my thoughts: I do wish Delli‘s mother all the best and that she will conquer the tough times and the guilt she sometimes has. It’s so sad to hear that a young talented and skilled future artist was killed by one pill. Why are those pills around? Why do kids/young adults take a pill without knowing exactly what’s in there? Please don‘t take any pill which doesn’t come from a prescription bottle which has his/her name on it, PLEASE. Thanks @Texas Pictures Documentaries for another tragic and very sad but powerful episode. With very very sad regards from the other side „of the pond“, Philipp

[@TexasPictures]

Always good seeing your comments

[@jackiewilliams7876]

❤❤❤

[@Christofuzz-hc9xl]

So many terrible stories like this. I'm very sorry for your loss. My 19 yr old son Christopher was killed in Afghanistan in the marine corps so I know what it's like to lose a child. This was an accident. No matter what she may have been going thru I don't think she did this on purpose. It does get easier to talk about over time and the more you actually talk about it and her. Before you know it 10 years will pass without her. You have to be thankful for the time you did have her. Your memories will start to fade, the details and all that, but you'll always remember her. Good luck

[@natalienelson8681]

I’m so sorry for your overwhelming loss. I know words are worthless but I am so very sorry.

[@Beswift1989]

I’m sorry for your loss.

[@anthonymays4504]

What a stunningly beautiful young lady she was. So tragic, praying for this mother - can't imagine her pain.

[@kathykay2010]

"She is not gone forever; she is just away." ~kk~ Matthew 5:4 "Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted."

[@marleylocs7011]

Such a beautiful young lady.. I looked at her TikTok and she was very pretty. Love and prayers for you and your family ❤

[@nitamay3534]

You're a wonderful mother , what you're saying is so true, I battle with chronic depression myself.

[@yinaortiz2305]

Mom.. don’t feel guilt. Heal and move forward. Keep her in your memories 💕

[@barbarajean7208]

Yes, mental illness is so impactful and so untreated. I'm so sorry. Thank you for sharing your story. I'm sure it will save lives.

[@lola.lola1147]

Delli was beautiful and I am sure she is receiving all the help she deserves in the spiritual realm. ❤ There is no death.

[@heylinspongesprite]

As someone who has dealt with anxiety/depression since adolescence, I agree that we need to reduce the stigma around mental health conversations and teach others to be sympathetic and more understanding about our personal battles. We want to be better, but sometimes that desire takes us down dark paths from which it's very difficult to return from. My best pieces of advice: 1. Find someone you trust to talk to about your difficulties, whether it be mental health or addiction. Social support is super important. 2. Figure out a self care plan, for both good and bad days. 3. Remember that progress is never linear. Setbacks do happen, even to the best of us. Just wait out the storm, and the sun will return. I promise, it does. 4. Love yourself, and remember that your illness/addiction does not define who you are. You are you.

[@LabelJames]

great advice and I am here is you ever wanna chat as well. I overstand depression and anxiety has been my friend since being told I had chronic leukemia that people usually get in there 60"s..... have a great day love and light

[@kham6006]

There is no stigma anymore -every young KZbinr makes videos about their mental illness-it’s like a badge of honor -like victim hood ! She did drugs and it killed her -she was poisoned by dealers that DA’s and our corrupt government are letting go free

[@AmiClarke2021]

I'm going to say it again it was not the marijuana that started this. This young woman had deeper issues one of them being she really did not feel loved. She was looking for self medication to not feel that kind of pain inside her. This is the case of complex post-traumatic stress disorder. And I think that her mother may have been ignorant to that because a lot of people don't understand what complex post-traumatic stress disorder is and how it affects children. They don't realize that the drug is about numbing the pain rather than feeling good. And I will save while I feel awful for this grieving mother, I hope that for her other children she validates their emotions instead of telling them to calm down. Because validation is crucial in moments like this.

[@TexasPictures]

There just isn't enough information in this short story for your conclusions to be from an informed perspective. Yes, of course validation is crucial, but there's also a vague and blurry line that separates validation from enabling. When my son was five his goldfish died. He cried, and we comforted him. A day or two later he asked to do something that we said "no" to. He replied, "but I'm still sad about my goldfish." We stuck with our "no" answer. Would saying "yes" have been validating or enabling, or just humoring?

[@basbleupeaunoire]

@@TexasPictures With all due respect, I don't think it's right to dismiss the post in the way that you did. This video series is incredibly powerful. And that power resides in its ability to tap into the viewer's emotions and experiences. I agree with that post. I don't know this woman, but I know cPTSD. People are reacting strongly to this video as opposed to others because we know what it's like to be a kid who is hurting so badly, and to not be seen. It can take a lifetime to heal that pain, if ever. You cannot compare that to the death of a goldfish. I really hope you're paying attention, because this is the kind of pain that people self-medicate. People can learn from posts like the one you responded to.

[@TexasPictures]

@@basbleupeaunoire the goldfish story wasn’t about the goldfish, but about how people learn to manipulate, even at a young age. In fact, manipulating adults is the first thing babies learn. It wasn’t my intention to dismiss the post. I felt it was substantial enough not to delete it, and to respond to it. I also felt there was substantial projection in the post. Appreciate your comments about our series.

[@kelsiehogan576]

BABIES CANNOT MANIPULATE WTF

[@saimatx]

These are important stories. Thank you for bringing them to light. May the survivors find peace. I pray no parents have to go through this pain.

[@ginibauer2088]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I love & pray for you. Having bipolar disorder totally sucks. I know it's hard to live with. Be brave you are doing the right thing by telling her story. Bless you all! You are such a beautiful soul

[@icucingme]

Whatever mistakes were made the conclusion is not deserved by anyone. Delli should be sharing her artistic talents in social media right now. Sharing her story of survival and inspiring others. 💓

[@cristinadinger5115]

Thanks so much for sharing your story to help prevent this from happening to other young people, I’m truly so sorry for the loss of your oldest daughter and the loss of your baby daughter, may He give you comfort 😢

[@sandycares2995]

So so sorry for the loss of your beautiful Delli and your baby! Thank you for sharing your story.

[@zenawarrior7442]

So sorry for your loss 💔Thank you for sharing her story.

[@naylaleifson9022]

If just for 5 minutes take that time out to sit down with each of your children to check in, ask how their doing, go to lunch ect .. not feeling like you matter to the most important people in your life is heartbreaking... nothing hurts worse❤just please take that time even if they act annoyed they really do appreciate it.. this poor mom did her best but i feel the dad's didn't😢 they all have to live with the regret for the rest of their lives..

[@rachelmartin110]

I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing this story and spreading awareness about this horrible drug. You and your family are in my prayers ❤

[@vickyfibe5340]

Bless that mamma, losing two babies, how is she so strong 😢 sending so much support to this lovely lady. Im so sorry for your losses.

[@lineakristensen1821]

Thank you so much for telling her story. I know that's really hard. She was a beautiful and talented young lady. You did everything right and I know that doesn't help much, but the story you're telling can save lives.❤

[@MirandaDanda1983]

So sorry for your loss! What a beautiful girl ❤️ I have a daughter who is 22. I pray the Lord keeps her protected. 🙏 Please everyone stay away from any thing that messes with demons or the after life. For your sake/concious sake🙏🙏 Momma non of this is your fault. God bless!

[@KT-gm1no]

So sorry mama. What a beautiful young lady she was. I wish you peace and healing ❤

[@mpirtle616]

Thank you for sharing your story with us. Condolences and prayers. May you find healing.

[@stacya4713]

Thank You For Having The Strength To Share Delli’s Powerful Story 💙

[@mercyorbit9351]

Wow, the spirit of death has been after you. I am so sorry. I too have opened doors and have seen paranormal evil, and I’ve also experienced the power of God. I will say a prayer for His protection, healing and peace. Keep leaning on God.

[@micheleclay442]

So sorry for the loss of your precious daughter. I'm sure she is watching over your family❤

[@cupcakepinup1]

I’m going through the emotions with this mother. She is so open to share. I cannot imagine . ❤

[@jackiewilliams7876]

❤❤

[@sharonmcfaul2956]

Truly sorry for your loss of your beautiful daughter🙏 RIP

[@earlyriser4033]

I don’t even have anyone with a drug addiction/issue or young children and I know about fentanyl and narcan. I even ordered some free narcan for my son to have in his home for my grandchildren that have no drug issues. you just never know today. It amazes me this mother was so out of touch especially with a child that had YEARS of substance issues. I can identify with the step father syndrome this poor girl was living with. I commend this mother for making this video to help others. hopefully she will be more well informed now for her other children if they have issues with drugs. Parents to need to be informed about ANY issue their children may be having.

[@sereal2091]

Wow,..that is a good idea. If you don't mind me asking,..where did you order it from?

[@earlyriser4033]

I googled how to get free Narcan in my area. It listed the official PA government website. The government website had a link to go to for free Narcan which wasn’t from the PA government but I knew it was legitimate because they listed the link. It was easy to fill out the info and they sent me four (4) of them free in less then a week.

[@sereal2091]

@@earlyriser4033 Thank you for replying, I appreciate it!

[@rockstarofredondo]

What is “step father syndrome”?

[@earlyriser4033]

When they are complete jerks and make your life hell. They put on a fake face and once married the monster comes out

[@lisakrieg3076]

So sorry for your loss. What a beauty she was and those dimples! Adorable. Im sorry you have to hold that guilt...thats a terrible feeling. May you find the strength and solace you need. All the best🙏....

[@teresaandrews8965]

God bless this mama who lost two beautiful children💔 Prayers for healing 🙏🏼

[@Delilah25]

I am so sorry. She was a beautiful, talented girl. My heart goes out to her mother. 😢

[@motleymama6587]

Beautiful child. so sorry for your loss Mama.🙏🏻❤️😊

[@kimberlysmith7311]

Thank you from the bottom of my heart to all tje parents who shared these stories. It takes so much strength 💪 a concern for others to continue on afyer losing a child and try to help others with story. ❤ I made my son listen to me about these stories and know how quick can happen. 😢 because of hearing this.

[@eloisemarie5219]

What a beautiful artist Spirit. I'm so sorry she's gone Mama.

[@schoolinJOO]

Your daughter was very emotionally intelligent. that was a very poignant list. Your daughter was likely very sensitive. Being that way is a burden and a gift; you can feel others pain, but it’s hard to control your own. She is in Heaven with the lord. I am so sorry

[@basbleupeaunoire]

YES

[@johnpereira2898]

Thank You for sharing your story, I am so sorry for your lost

[@RDnAC]

I’m so sorry Crickett that you lost 2 daughters. I think you may be helping many other mother’s children stay alive with your painful story. I hope you can find happiness and peace in your life with your other children. ❤

[@dianadalrymple340]

I just want to give you my regards!! Nothing will ever take the pain away !! A loss like this is never ever easy !! I’m praying for you and your loved ones !!!!❤

[@horsepanther]

These stories are so tragic. I don't know why this terrible trend is not being talked about in the news and other venues; it would save lives.

[@christineostrander4570]

Thank you for your beautiful share, for your beautiful daughter’s story, and also the spiritual element you brought to it…the Holy Spirit encounter. Stay strong for your family.

[@lisahartman805]

Thank you for sharing your Precious Delli's story. Please know that you are in my thoughts and Prayers. God bless. 🥺🙏🕯️✝️

[@makesmewonder6497]

I am so sorry for your loss, my heart breaks for you. We lost our niece during covid. She had 5 months sobriety & relapsed, using heroine which unfortunately was laced with fentanyl. She passed in her bedroom & her mom found her.😢❤🙏🕊️

[@deecee901]

Oh Mom I am so sorry to hear. God Bless you.