healing after miscarriage... I think I'm pregnant again

[@hannahann6219]

When I got pregnant I had A LOT of fear about having a miscarriage. My mom went through a miscarriage before having my 2 little brothers and it opened this door that I had never considered before. It was a very hard time for my family. The way I dealt with this during my pregnancy was to remind myself that the child inside me was Gods child. God would care for this baby however He saw fit to do so. Having this mind set did not take away from the joy I had but it also gave me peace.

[@Damoll87]

I had a miscarriage in march and in may I found out I was pregnant another time without us even trying. I just gave birth to my rainbow baby. She’s healthy and beautiful. I’m saying this as encouragement and hope for you . The time will come when you least expect it and it will be glorious

[@elizabethperez8125]

I love your hope during this time. My husband and I recently went through this (October 31st) and it's been a journey for sure - I was 9 weeks pregnant. I'm so sorry that you're having to go through this, but it is certainly a process. Prayers for continued healing.

[@jessietaylor7706]

I had a few early on miscarriages and then the lord blessed us with our son. Now pregnant with baby number two. Trust in Gods timing. I know it’s hard but hang in there and don’t give up hope ❤

[@koxy2343]

I’m so sorry. It’s the hardest thing to go through. I had 4 last year and I still struggle with those losses. I had to have a D&C in January which was my 5th miscarriage. I’m thankful we got pregnant in May and finally have our miracle baby coming in February. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers

[@rhondapelletier2141]

( hugs)❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@beanpie2912]

Thank you for being so vulnerable with us and sharing your journey with us ❤

[@cindizdrinc7320]

Thank you for continuing to share your pregnancy journey in the public light. I’m glad to see you’re at a healthy place in every part of what makes up Kian (physical, spiritual, mental, soul). In that last part you mentioned about how to approach being pregnant again; I just want to say it immediately made me think of the parallel to our trust in God. Our faith is in an unseen God; it requires trust. As Christians, we (aim to) place our entire trust in Him even though we may not have seen Him or the glory of Heaven yet. Many of us learn pre-salvation or post-salvation that protecting ourselves from hurt by keeping any aspect of our lives from God by not giving it over to Him results in more hurt. But when we make ourselves vulnerable to hurt by giving our trust completely over to the Lord, we find that we when we fall, He is always there to catch us and be present with us. So in the same way with pregnancy, when you are pregnant again, don’t keep yourself from attaching to the process and the baby. It is good to know the possibility of another miscarriage may occur, but don’t let the evil one make it a constant noise nagging at you. Immerse yourself fully in the love that you have for this potential birth, putting on the armor of God and go forth with confidence and trust that God has always got you and Kyle. So much love to you both! I can’t wait to see how your lives unfold ✨ I pray that God, the source of hope, will fill you completely with joy and peace because you trust in him. Then you will overflow with confident hope through the power of the Holy Spirit. Romans 15:13

[@BloomingInMotherhood]

Praying for you. I found out 2 days after my 40th birthday in September that I was pregnant with my 1st. I'm 16 weeks now. I hope you get your birthday wish. ❤️Also working out is perfectly safe. You just don't want to do anything strenuous that you didn't do before pregnancy. Like for me I was weightlifting before pregnancy and still am. I'm still able to do deadlifts and lift weights but will have to modify as my belly gets bigger.

[@gabrielacortez4893]

Congratulations!

[@BloomingInMotherhood]

@@gabrielacortez4893 thank you

[@ChelseaandNick]

Encouraged by you friend ❤️ You are one of a kind 💕

[@averywatson4538]

I love that you’re taking a natural approach. I’ve been listening to a podcast about holistic health and I’ve learned so much about how our environment and food impacts our fertility. We won’t be ready for a couple years to have a baby but I definitely want to start making lifestyle changes now to prepare. I love seeing your products and lifestyle changes, thank you for the content❤️ super motivating for me. Like you said, it’s important to find the “why” behind it.

[@ceeceeliuhhh]

Do you mind sharing what podcast that is? I’ve been diagnosed with PCOS & I’m trying to heal my body with food instead of drugs.

[@averywatson4538]

@@ceeceeliuhhh sure! I actually listen to two. The first one is a functional nutrition podcast and the second one is also one I really love by a Christian woman who shares her journey struggling with infertility but she also talks about nontoxic products and clean eating to help with fertility. ❤️❤️ The funk’tional Nutrition Podcast with Erin Holt Faith Over Infertility with Adelaide White

[@ceeceeliuhhh]

@@averywatson4538 thank you! I love Adelaide’s podcast, but will def listen to the other one.

[@Honey_bee-09]

I appreciate you sharing your journey. Prophetic dreams aren't always prophetic, sometimes our own hopes come through and we believe it's the Lord ...then when things don't turn out how we thought, hoped or expected we struggle with God. My best advice is to "let go and let God" as simple as it sounds. We humans have a tendency to want to have control over every aspect of life, but God is so much greater than we are💜

[@elizabethhope7623]

So thankful to see your smile and happiness again! Thank you for being so vulnerable, and sharing such a hard part of your story 💛

[@TatiyanaRenee]

I wanna thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing what you have experienced. Because right now this is my reality. I’m only three weeks and the only reason why I even knew I was pregnant is because I started to experience a miscarriage. I’m sad, I’m confused, I’m hurt, but I know that God has a plan and I have to keep my faith. it is so helpful to be able to watch someone talk about their experience while going through it myself. God is so planned and detailed I don’t think that it’s a coincidence. Again, I just thank you so much for allowing God to use you. For using your platform as a testimony, and to share with all of us. I am so so sorry for your loss. And I know that we will be reunited with our babies in heaven. God has a plan, I don’t know what it is. I just choose to trust in it, I HAVE to trust in it. I pray blessings over your womb, I pray for pregnancy, I pray against any satanic or demonic force that comes against your womb in the name of Jesus. You will be pregnant again, you will have a baby, they will be happy and healthy, you will carry them to full-term in the name of Jesus.

[@jefflea9239]

That video that you posted when you told your husband you were pregnant was so sweet. I loved seeing the look of love you kept constantly giving him as you got close to letting him know, and then his response. I'm sorry to hear that the baby miscarried. My hopes and prayers for you both as you try again. Best! Jeff

[@aeliolson3241]

Just a PSA for people, prenatal vitamins have folic acid in them, which is necessary for baby development, but if you're not pregnant, you can over dose on it by taking too many prenatals for too long. Reminding people to run things past your medical professionals that know your health history. Supplements can be so good, but it's also an unregulated industry. Kian, so glad you're being thoughtful, and thank you for being courageous to be this vulnerable. Praying and hoping for your rainbow baby someday!!

[@racheloftheprairie7722]

I've never heard this. My OB told me to take prenatals when I got off birth control just incase I became unexpectidly pregnant.

[@kbahr214]

Folate (not folic acid which is a diluted derivative) is necessary for many people. My NP had me on a methylated version for 3 years, after having kids, and my body needed it, and thrived off of it, including other people with the MTHFR gene mutation (the f stands for folate). Everyone’s situation and body chemistry are different, and it’s up to each individual and their care team to figure out what they need. Blanket statements like “you can overdose on folic acid” are a little too general.

[@aeliolson3241]

@@kbahr214 Dilution doesn't change the chemical structure, but yes thank you for pointing out folic acid is the generic term used most commonly in manufacturing while you can find the same compound under the name folate. It is necessary for everyone, thank you for pointing out some people could have deficiencies and again emphasizing that talking to your healthcare providers and following their instructions is the best route.

[@djuanalovespurity]

Never heard this either, taking them supported me on my ttc journey & worked…💗

[@racheloftheprairie7722]

@@djuanalovespurity Same! I have a 7-month-old!

[@imariapassao]

Praying for you guys and for God’s perfect timing to unfold 💛

[@lissseveneleven]

1. you look beautiful! 2. thank you so much for sharing this journey with us as it happens. I've never seen another youtuber share updates every step of the way like this. I may be wanting to try to get pregnant in a few years so I love watching these to prep my mind for whatever may come!

[@abbyviola993]

I love your faith and hope in this season :)

[@nourishedheiress]

You’re an inspiration. Thank you for sharing your journey. You’re helping me prepare my body to have children. Keep your eyes on Jesus and don’t let fear or doubt in, we’re praying for you sis. I truly admire your strength. Also, look at Cambria’s loss as a miracle because she was told by many doctors that she would never get pregnant! I think God is going to heal her and show us His glory, all while giving people hope!

[@danikaprobst9146]

Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing your journey! Back in May I also went through a miscarriage because of a blighted ovum. Stay hopeful! My first cycle after the loss my husband and I got pregnant with our rainbow baby now due in April. 🌈💖

[@jessicagray9673]

Thanks for sharing this all Kian. As someone who hopes to start trying within the next few months, this is such helpful information and perspective. Good luck to you and Kyle ❤

[@sarahstamper4706]

Thank you for sharing your journey! I had a miscarriage in July, had 1 period, then got pregnant again! I read that most women are the most fertile 1-3 months after miscarriage. 💖 Praying for your future rainbow baby. 🙏🏼

[@jc7497]

I had a prophetic dream about my wedding. But the thing is..I've learned I can't just hold on to that for the life of me because God can make anything happen when He wants. We need to also remember that even our own prophetic dreams may be just that - dreams and nothing more.. but still a way of God's love being revealed to us through them, somehow. I held on to that dream for the life of me to the point it was becoming unhealthy and I was becoming hopeless and it is still to happen. I've learned that even if it doesn't, that is totally ok. We are always looking to complete our lives with babies or marriage or other things but I believe God is the one we need to be content with, just Him alone should be enough. I don't understand the desperation in Absolutely Needing to have a baby or absolutely Needing to have marriage or houses or whatever else we strive for. To the point where it makes us so miserable when we don't get it and it makes us lose sight of God's goodness all around us. God is so much more than enough. Girl, you're still young and have a lifetime ahead of you. Time's not running out by any means.

[@Expat_FitLife]

One important thing to note about supplements (and I suppose I’m more writing this comment for those still TTC and not already pregnant) - women need to be taking supplements for 90 days before the eggs they ovulate reflect the benefits of them. That’s why it’s recommended you take a prenatal with folate for 3 months prior to starting to TTC, to make sure all the eggs you ovulate while trying have been developed under the time you were taking supplements. So try not to take a break in taking supplements even if you don’t conceive month to month, because continuity is important ❤

[@mpat100]

Blessings for a healthy pregnancy

[@rookietechwifebarajas6577]

Kian I've been watching your channel since the beginning! I have no words for you just Sending Prayers for you sister 🙏 You are so Brave for sharing this ❤

[@harleighstringer]

i got pregnant immediately after a miscarriage, before having a period. i unfortunately ended up having another miscarriage but i finally had my son a little over a year later

[@corriestudyvin6000]

Thank you for being vulnerable enough to share your story 🤍

[@tahlia4189]

Praying for you Kian - praying for God's most abundant blessing and favour upon your life x

[@keelee5548]

Praise Jesus!! You are a great influencer to have in my feed ❤️ I hope your plans work out for you and your family. Thank you for sharing Kian ❤❤❤

[@AmoreMiu]

Hey girl! I’m glad you’re doing better! I pray that God blesses you and your husband in this season. I’m not sure if you’ve talked about this before but it’s important to be aware of your Rh factor, many miscarriages occur because of the incompatibility of the mommas blood type and the babies blood type. There’s many ways to prevent this and it’s important to talk about this during you medical checkups 💖

[@EvangelistLana]

Dreams aren’t always prophetic Kian. They are parables and riddles. God is going to give you fruit in the womb. You can prophecy that over yourself. Keep speaking life over your womb and come out of agreement with any future miscarriage. Trust God. God bless

[@paulka26]

First few seconds! And you are so radiant! ✨✨✨

[@praisetuiasosopo8566]

Praying for you!

[@heekim1991]

Kian you can get ovulation kits to test when your most fertile. Good luck! May God bless you with a Healthy and beautiful baby.

[@kaitlynwhite6218]

May God bless your sweet family with his perfect timing ❤️ you guys will be amazing Parents

[@x1dl]

Kian your skin looks incredible! What do you use to take care of your face? I would love some recommendations. Facial routine? 😁

[@kindelmoe3160]

Abbey Wedgeworth has a resourceful book called Held on this experience. There is also a podcast where she talks about it on Family Life Today. It aired Dec 8th and 9th if you’re interested.

[@ourkindredtales]

Ahhh girl, I feel you. We’ve been trying for 13 months. Prior to trying we were an an entire different low valley for three years dealing with Vaginismus (not able to have sex). I was cured in July of 2021 and started trying in October of 2021, also I was diagnosed with PCOS early this year. Since October I’ve had many seasons where I keep “trying not to get attached and get my hopes up”, finally this past month I stopped and I let myself enjoy the “what if’s” it felt great being able to have almost tangible hope and I’m glad I didn’t suppress those feelings. I’m still not pregnant, but have chosen to put all of my energy that I was putting into getting pregnant into getting healthy and balancing my hormones (organic foods, grass fed meats, no toxins in the house etc.) it’s helped my mental health A LOT so I totally get what you mean by it helping you to focus on your health. Praying for you and your husband 💕

[@Kissywhy]

I feel with you. We had to wait for our baby for over a year. A have also PCOS with very long cycles. What helped me was Myo-inositol. Maybe that can be something that helpes you too. Sending love and prayers.

[@bondwithchrist]

Thank you for sharing with us, Kian.

[@julietgendron]

i wouldn’t worry about working out being harmful while trying to conceive, just listen to your body and do whatever feels best :) trust me in your first trimester if your body is not up for exercise it will let you know haha! for me i was SO exhausted and sick in my first and second trimester and felt my body telling me to rest whenever i could, but it’s so different for everyone. i really didn’t exercise at all until my third trimester tbh, that’s when i started going on long walks/hikes in preparation for labor, and i feel that’s what served me best in my pregnancy!

[@praisetuiasosopo8566]

Thank you for sharing ❤️

[@arr0991]

I got pregnant about two months after my miscarriage, and ai felt that fear all through out my pregnancy. Like, even when ai wouldn’t be thinking about the miscarriage or anything, any time I would have to go to my appointments my heart would start beating faster and the thought would pass through my mind if the baby would be ok or not. I would pray and the Lord would help me throw those thoughts away, but they would definitely come, and it would make me remind myself even more that God was in control and I had to be very conscious of exercising my faith and hope in Him. And then the baby was born completely healthy and well. And the. We had another surprise baby afterwards 😅😅 and this time I was full of hope and life instead of fear and it all went well also. But something that the Lord assured me of throughout that rainbow baby pregnancy was that He knows my heart, and He knows my fears, and Hw knows my trust is in Him even throughout the fear and the doubts that sometimes want to keep in. And He has all the grace for grieving Mamas and parents for He himself knows what it feels to have His only begotten son die. And also Him and Him alone can give the hope of life again, so all the grace and the hope and the comfort and healing place is in Him 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@jennadodge2368]

This would be Kyles first child too, right? The way you said “it would be MY first child” has me wondering! Lol Really appreciate your honesty and vulnerability. Excited to see if there’s any news around Christmas time 😊

[@tashansofwa2426]

Exactly. I was wondering if I missed that Kyle has a child or something…

[@purpl3loverz]

I missed when she said this… can you let me know when?

[@Goat.Cheese]

Well it's her body that's going to be pregnant, so it would be her first kid

[@MiaWilson-kl6bq]

@@purpl3loverz she said it at 11:50

[@Kian_Wolfgang]

Lol yes it would be both of our first children. Kyle doesn’t have any children.

[@jenniferthompson5146]

I’m the type of person who meets a guy and that same night tells my mom I met my husband 😂. So I don’t believe that telling news to someone jinxes it. I’m ok with the risks of jumping to conclusions and thinking the best, because I know that no matter what, when what God promises finally arrives, there is no stopping it.

[@conny2174]

I'm hoping with you, thanks for being vulnerable. I do suggest you find your own naturopath instead of copy pasting what the other couple does, as there's a chance you or your husband already have more than enough of what you're taking - and overdosing can be really dangerous with certain vitamins/minerals.

[@tinadaisy0307]

you're so inspiring 💜 God bless you

[@nate2759]

You seem like you are in a better place but, I’m sure it’s up and down and that’s normal. Don’t feel scared about being pregnant again, I know it’s natural to feel that way but, you need to supernaturally trust in God and ask him for his strength to do so.

[@wngrisy]

I have a feeling she got pregnant in the Boston trip.

[@empea3837]

Hi Kian, Someone is posing as you in the comments using your first and last name except they spell Kian with a lower case ‘k’.

[@aineraffertyart]

Praying over you guys, praying for your mental health Kian ❤

[@lekasa1508]

When it comes to working out during pregnancy I highly highly recommend GlowBodyPT! She has a KZbin channel but you can download a free prenatal workout schedule where for each week of your pregnancy all workouts are scheduled out for you which was so convenient for me! The program was created by Ashley who is a former athlete, has 4 kids and specialized in prenatal and postnatal workouts so it’s all safe but still challenging. She’s also a Christian and so so motivating and always shares really good advice during the workout videos on physical and mental health as well as faith! I just love her and her workouts!

[@abrown4125]

Love love seeking health :) I think their prenatals are the best on the market

[@jobjemima9736]

God will give you double for your troubles,God bless you ma,the devil has no place in your life

[@kendrazimmerman3866]

Thank you for sharing with us what you all have been walking through! I know the Lord has a beautiful plan through all the mountain tops and valleys of life, He wastes no pain or situation we walk through in this life as it all prepares us for the eternal life to come that we will have with Christ. In all things He is wanting to mold and shape us more into His imagine. He will be faithful to you in all things at all times! Trust your dear Savior He will always come through. Not always in the ways or times that we want or expecting but in the ways that He knows is best and that will bring Him the most glory and that will truly be good for us. We know that all things work together for the good of those who love God, who are called according to His purpose. Roman's 8:28 If you have some free moments I would encourage you to read Luke chapter 1. There is so much encouragement in the one little chapter! So much hope and beauty! God is in this story!

[@Jess-vp2wy]

We took all those supplements as well !! ❤ 3 kids later, we are done lol 😂 Enjoy your sleep while you can 💞💓

[@Iam_laurenthrasherrr]

Oh my gosh, Shilajit & Ashwagandha 100% for supplements to up the reproductive health for both of you (and I’m a certified ayurvedic practitioner so I recommend with confidence ;))

[@LoveeeeelyM]

♥️♥️♥️

[@AbbeySpiker]

I think this can be so helpful to so many people especially showing others how you can only heal through Jesus. Have you thought about taking time to heal and just space rather than walking through all of this on KZbin?

[@DaniqueMiddelberg]

Jesus loves you too sister!!

[@iriskoomi2857]

Sometimes there's not a problem on either persons end. Sometimes there's a hormone imbalance that you need to be checked for. Sometimes there's just something about the pregnancy the body says no to. I had a few miscarriages before getting pregnant with my son. Took us 3 years to have a successful full term pregnancy. You need to go to a dr, rule out medical things on both sides, and relax and not actually try so hard.

[@kylewolfgang]

❤❤❤

[@sarahf8521]

Your midwife might be able to request some lab work to test your levels, just so you’re not overloading your system with supplements. Wishing you lots of luck and sending prayers!

[@mariaFlorezskulllover]

You look like you have a pregnancy glow 🤔

[@micheleroberts908]

I was always told after a miscarriage you should wait for your body to heal. Why would you try so soon? At risk for the fetus. That isn't fair at all. If you really want a healthy baby you should wait, I think 6 mos. before trying again. When planning a family, it is not all about YOU.

[@lootsmajodi1953]

thank you so much for charing. god is with you through every step of your journey. Do you know what these supplements are made out of? phytotherapy/ homeopathy/ gemmotherapy/…