heroin addicts in doncaster

[@Dean-1970]

I've heard the emotion in your voice keep it up pad, ur story's a real we know it,cos we been there,thanks, 😊

[@stormy1302]

'i don't want him coming back and haunting me'.... 😂

[@stevieR-lw4iy]

I proper ❤ this channel its 100% honesty

[@andrewratcliffe6425]

Morning Ian, been waiting for the upload. Your quickly becoming my favourite person to listen to mate. Would be great to call over and donate some food for the pigeons, treat you to a nice pub lunch, give us a shout if you fancy a brew with a fan of your journey. Stay safe buddy, Neuf Dè paap, Bonjour. 😉

[@reecopad]

@@andrewratcliffe6425 wow..thanks man appreciate that ☺

[@Avalaugh0007]

You know not even bothered about the quality of your videos or topics....but i always press the thumbs up because you deserve it 🎉🎉🎉 very open n honest...and because you lied for that many years being a lunatic...you just cba to lie anymore ❤ it

[@reecopad]

@@Avalaugh0007 thank you ☺

[@maungylips]

What a horrible world to be mixed up in Paddy.Youre doing very well mate. Stay clean. Always a thumbs up.

[@JoeHTS19]

Your right about the working girls being kind hearted mate 💯 I remember walking through town one day, a group of users were openly trying to rob another user (this guy was always getting robbed or conned, guess it was his payday or something, bless him) they were ragging him about and one of the girls ran over and starting screaming at them to leave him alone and pulling them off him. Needless to say the lad never got robbed. The girl looked after him, always saw them together in the weeks afterwards. I think she gave him confidence as I never saw him beaten up or being bullied after that.

[@John-lp5xh]

You see a lot from across the way

[@John-lp5xh]

Can you do a comment on a guy called apex, he's covertly filming D, D, Ealing. In Birmingham from an abandoned building

[@JoeHTS19]

@@John-lp5xh Is he the one who got detained in the Philippines? They are two of them right, two brothers?

[@John-lp5xh]

@@JoeHTS19 I don't know, but he's going around on his own In Birmingham filming stuff

[@Murf-cz1iv]

@@John-lp5xhacross the way from where

[@RickyLee-gt5ld]

Love listening to these videos got some good stories to tell mate respect for coming thru it all to still be here to tell the stories

[@CliffordWhite-em2kd]

Great channel.

[@Ianlfcm3]

Thank you pa enjoy your vids 🎉

[@cultfiction3865]

Its amazing where addiction can take us. It is a hard life for prostitutes too. Ive never judged them or anything like that, you cannot know a persons heart by what they do to get by. I remember once getting talking to a prostitute in a jobcentre and she was showing me all the scars on her arms from shooting up Smack but her personality was humble and lovely. It sticks in my mind cos she stood out for her kindness and honesty.

[@reecopad]

@@cultfiction3865 most prostitutes are like that 👍 kind woman stuck in a world of pain

[@alphacanine9641]

Great channel mate keep it up good content 👊.

[@GeteP]

Bless, Padds. You see some terrible things in that life, and you never have time to prepare yourself for those things. That's why they're so traumatic and you can never forget them. Well done for havin the guts to talk about them, mate. Pete 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿

[@neilcason111]

Great content. Glad you’ve turned your life around and spread a bit of hope for others to do the same

[@RealYourNightmare1193]

🙏👍💥👏

[@seanbarker9272]

Hey Paddy have you ever heard of EMDR - eye movement desensitization and reprocessing I've heard it's a great treatment for processing traumatic memories. You should research it at the very least and read up on it. I know NHS offer it and the waiting list is around 8months. It might be a good idea to refer yourself for an assessment and tell them you're haunted by flashbacks, can't move forward with your life and when you relive these memories you feel you're back there and become emotional. Hopefully they will be able to help 👍 You can also do questionnaire PCL-5 for PTSD to see what your scores are if you're interested.

[@reecopad]

@@seanbarker9272 iv never heard of that ,it's the anxiety that kills me iv tried talking about it to the doctors but ss soon as they look at my past they don't want to know 😔

[@seanbarker9272]

KZbin won't allow me to post the link or the number so you'll have to Google. You don't need the GP involved - NHS Doncaster Talking Therapies. It's a self referral so you just phone them between 9am - 5pm and book an assessment in. It's a good service but like I say there's fairly long waiting times as there is for everything these days. Just make sure you emphasize with the flashbacks that you have them regularly, you feel like you're there, you zone out, you feel emotionally impacted. Then if you meet the criteria for PTSD they will offer you either trauma based CBT or EMDR. I would suggest EMDR as I've heard it can really help you process the events and it's meant to be super effective.

[@JALOPPY]

​@@seanbarker9272for anyone in a similar position, look up cptsd. Living that lifestyle for a time will expose you to lots of ongoing trauma obviously. The anxiety and depression could be a part of that. EMDR, or something that goes deep into your issues is recommended, not just the 6 sessions of CBT they can try to fob you off with.

[@foreignofficeclub5815]

I know the flats, right by the station?

[@williamsmiler184]

It's hard going through the past mate, I know.

[@Dean-1970]

Sounds very simular ,it was totally different, was a big difference, that's how it rolled here in South Wales, you said something on another video, saying you don't remember enjoying a day in the life of an addict, mate I get it,I had to have a think, but not for long,it was a bad lifestyle bro, big up pad, every city/town seem very alike,u know with the addicts the nasty bastards, tho they did get weighed in in general, can't believe the life I led bro hahaha, rake the eyes n come back for sockets lol lol lol thanks P 😉

[@l6outinthestix46]

There used to be a close were a dealer lived one way in one way out and a lad would wait for ya 😂 it was like gladiators trying to get out the close 😂 stay well stungun

[@MileBoots]

Mangetout Paddey, Mangetout

[@reecopad]

@@MileBoots oh I like that one 😂 forgot about that one 👍

[@stevieR-lw4iy]

Yeh I'd say I've got ptsd from 5 years of crack and heroin

[@TryptamineRitual]

Did this guys name rhyme with Peggy?

[@lurgemusic]

Did you ever dig it ? Am from cantley btw

[@AS-xi9df]

No he never did dig it mate I'm his cousin and best mate Paddy is the most honest genuine guy you will ever meet when I was down he was there to pick me up he is now God farther to my kids and soon to be best man at my wedding 👍

[@lurgemusic]

@@AS-xi9df nice one mate yeah seems like a top bloke

[@Manchestercity288]

​@AS-xi9df seems like a decent guy an we can all see it too

[@reecopad]

@@lurgemusic no never used needles came close but never did

[@JasonBrown-dd7dj]

My drug dealer wore a white coat with a degree

[@SeasideSparten]

I think I was in stocken with u in 2012 ? Ring any bells?

[@flyinghighlivinglow]

600 for a 3sum pmsl

[@mrtjpeno1141]

How many u get with the hot shot?