How I Overcame Years of Severe Depression & Reclaimed My Joy

Depression is real. And it can throw your life into a horribly dark place. In this video I discuss my fight with depression in my late teens and early twenties. And I share what changed in my life to finally overcome being depressed.
Timothy Ward
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[@jaleesa00]

Im super depressed at 28. I wish I was never born. I have no purpose but sticking around one day at a time. Thank you for documenting your journey, its a pleasure to watch and soothes me.

[@QUEENMOTHERMECCA]

Hang in there kiddo and dont you give up . Take time out to explore your self. Get to know what brings you peace, laughter , and bliss and then do those things every day. Music is a must, breathing exercises, cleaning up the diet, stretching, writing down your thoughts daily( this help to clear the clutter in the mind, organizes your thoughts and calms anxiety), take a walk and release your thoughts into the air, play games, watch comedy shows and most importantly dont let this life and world hold you down, add a little "Fuck all this shit" to your diet as well and you'll be just fine

[@greatestever8976]

I had horrible depression since I can remember but hid it from everyone, even my twin sister. She went thru a bout or 2 of depression but is generally much stronger in mind. We figured out one reason we got depressed was birth control so we stopped taking it. Another thing we had to do is go gluten free for a few months. It was so hard but made us both feel a lot better. I suspect my depression comes from a spinal tap they gave me when I was first born. They didnt do one on my sister. We are both much more mindful of what we put in our bodies now.

[@wanjikuwanjiku]

Travel the world and see how the other half lives , then you will realize you have no reason to get depressed.Challenge yourself.

[@Nikola5982]

I`m 30 And feel the exact same thing. I work a lot just to suppress the feeling of hopelessness. Doesn`t work to well. Conversation with someone who genuinely cares usually helps. There are good days ahead. Hold on.

[@Alaska_Gal]

When I see comments like this, I sometimes wonder if people truly feel this way or if they just want attention (it happens). IF you really do feel this way, please seek help. I’ve had 2 friends commit suicide & they were the ones who never said a word about how they were feeling.

[@erniemccracken5509]

I worked in education through my mid 20's until recently. Around 40, I was burned out. Being single with no kids made me feel like I missed the boat. The past few years have been tough, with depression, anxiety and sleep issues. I wanted to quit for years... Finally quit in June. I've been unemployed for 5 months and my health has never been better. I'm relearning how to live on my terms, instead of what society tells me to do. I relate to your story and thank you for being an awesome guy.

[@nwatson2773]

I feel your pain! Go live your best life!!!

[@YogaBlissDance]

Ernie if you really love kids, volunteer or Big Brother type stuff. Not everyone has to be a parent. I've met folks hwo met the love of their life in their 50's

[@5thdimension625]

Ernie, I did the sam etching only I was a social worker working in an increasingly constricted environment. I walked away at 56. I’m 59 now, never once regretted quitting! I’m not even renewing my license to practice in March as I’ll never work for the man again. Lol enjoy your travels

[@KAREN-rx9pq]

Very well done!!! Give yourself a huge pat on the back!! I remember being in my mid teens going through it!!! I'm now 62 yes and the happiest I've ever been!! I meditate twice daily and cycle 150 miles per week!!! Keep the good work up!! Always work on yourself too!! Don't watch/listen to MSM!!! ❤️🇬🇧

[@lifeadvice3831]

Im 41 and have the same issue, however i do believe it is still possible to start a family for us men in our 40s. Dont give up hope bro

[@anitabubic6094]

Walking is the best cure.

[@krunchybanana8628]

Lets get this to 10 million views. This is the most necessary video on KZbin.

[@EvaAnika]

I was just thinking the same thing! So so so so important. When you're in the throes of something, it is almost impossible to see it like an outsider, so this is very inspirational.

[@dianeorr8937]

Ditto! Tim has an amazing WAY to HELP others Help themselves! Indivisible in the Individual! Peace and GOOD Will to ALL. 🕊🕊🕊

[@BigRon092]

Tim, I'm a 65 y/o white guy from Cleveland. As a young man I was a steelworker. I spent alot of time with the brothers. You're one of the coolest guys around. You've got your shit together. God bless you!

[@TimothyWard]

Thanks!

[@robotraver0]

@Charles Beaty Painted Hills Trails Park Tucson I think (10:19)

[@well.yousee4995]

Im 27, and I’ve been struggling with depression for quite a few years now, struggling relationship with narcissistic parents, some schmuck broke my heart, turned out to be an alcoholic… it was a baaad downward spiral. I know this is late, this video is a year old, but I wanted to say thank you. So much. You’ve changed my life with your videos.

[@jocelynduval5876]

I’m a 55 year old french guy from Montréal, Québec, Canada. You are a true inspiration for me. Thank you so much Tim! 💪🏻

[@wootandhammy]

this is the best non-BS video about depression I've seen. Thanks, Tim, for keepin' it real.

[@Amber24426]

I am 25 and currently severely depressed. Every single day is genuinely a struggle to get through. I cry multiple times a day now. I feel so useless and afraid that I might stay like this forever. I don’t think I’ve ever been more miserable in my entire life and I just don’t know what to do. I feel so stuck. I feel so hopeless. I feel so weak for not being able to pull myself together. I feel dread as soon as I wake up. I don’t really know what I am living for.

[@wiikends]

Try to find something that makes you happy. This year & right now I'm going through tough days but I know somehow I have to make it though. I just wished I around people who overcame it & give me advice

[@gkauto1959]

Im also just like you, and I finally broke down and asked Jesus into my heart and my life, I was done being egotistical and self serving. Now I think in terms of how I could be useful to others, and in doing so found my problems were really tiny to alot of the struggles I saw all around me one I opened myself up to helping others. Jesus will have a long hard look at you and then start to direct you to do things, you will know The Lord and you will have peace. And a purpose, but you have to sincerely repent and tun from your ways to his....

[@lovelyshirl]

I'm praying for you. I feel the same way and am seriously struggling. I'm praying for us both 🙏🙏🙏 and for everyone who suffers with this crippling illness.

[@motomoto57]

I hope you are feeling better now :)

[@Zizzyyzz]

Stay away from propaganda, aka "news" and *most* social media apps. Have 1 or 2 good, quality friends to lean on.

[@deangelocardwell8716]

Headed to Grand Canyon in 2 weeks for a house keeping seasonal job. A little nervous but excited.

[@dianeorr8937]

Congrats!

[@chasingsimpledreams]

Congrats!!! Hope u love it!

[@5thdimension625]

Enjoy! Be safe there. 40 men never return every year. They’re overconfident and never bring enough water and often die of exposure

[@dianeorr8937]

Yes. Be safe paying attention to your homeostasis. My first view of your Platform.... NOW you understand why I thought you were a Robot. lol You're so Facinating Tim!!!!

[@deangelocardwell8716]

Thank you and I will make sure that my homeostasis is in balance. With plenty of fluids and electrolytes that should do the trick thank you.

[@baldeagle4710]

People who deviate from the norm tend to get depressed easier. I sometimes think about what it would be like to be a person who didn't have any downfalls, had a smooth life and had a spouse, 2.5 kids, a house, and a career. I'm sure they have their own struggles, but that's not me at all and I started to question my place in the world. when you feel that different, and it's not your fault, life seems very unfair. now, i'm pretty happy, and i stopped giving a fuck what people think, and i realized that getting older can have some advantages if you use what you've learned and apply it. for me, the condition i have is completely genetic (everyone on my dad's side has it), so most people wouldn't understand what i've had to go through. for a while i felt inferior. now, i feel really strong, cause im like wow, the stuff that i survived, most people wouldn't be able to. i also realized im really talented.

[@themerryneedle1749]

And Tim, you have saved a lot of lives with this video.

[@ericaransom5920]

Yes

[@dchrysostom]

I have bi polar/ PTSD/ BPD/ OCD, social anxiety I too sometimes don’t want to live. I now have good and bad days. Most of them are bad, Like you I’m working on living life on my own terms and staying focus on my wellness. Thank you for talking about mental illness, it’s real.

[@quaithom3138]

Fight it D! Hopefully, one day we will hear your story about how you overcame this.

[@bsmartcoaching]

I hope that you are getting professional support i.e. a psychiatrist that you truly trust. One who thoroughly understands you. Support is very important. Wishing you the best.

[@deangelocardwell8716]

You’re not bipolar, you’re a amazing human being.

[@lilycat1694]

I too am struggling with depression & anxiety and feeling totally alienated from everyone at work, like I just do not fit in. By Friday, I feel like a basket case. I pray for everyone else out there who is struggling.

[@kirkmo1666]

I know it's 3 months ago but hang in there D. Thanks for sharing; this video and your comment helped me so much.

[@marielux7372]

It takes courage to admit things like this. I appreciate you tim, this video will help someone and that’s a big deal

[@LePatron475]

Real talk man. I'm not going to lie, I have also thought about suicide on numerous occasions. What makes me not go that route are my mother's two suicide attempts. Having to call the paramedics and being uncertain about the final outcome is something I don't wish to anyone. Fortunately my mother is still alive. I don't want to cause her any suffering by offing myself. Things tend to get better once you stop caring so much about society. As long as you don't harm anyone, do your thing. That's my take.

[@AnjiTurnDPage]

Diagnosed at 22. Now 59. Still going through it.

[@hix9306]

How have you been dealing with it ?

[@redwoods7370]

Think how glad tens of thousands of people are that you are here with us on the planet!

[@1serph]

Thank you! It helps people so much to know others have suffered with depression. Same with me- 19 years old, came from nowhere. It haunted me through my early 20’s but I got through it. Travel helped me, having the freedom to move around and discover the beauty in nature really helped.

[@baroenglishwithameeramohamed]

That was really hard Tim , I am glad you are here, keep going.

[@sokunngethi]

such an inspiring story and time heals everything

[@juanitaevans2715]

WOW! What a testimony. You are still here because God is using you to be an inspiration to others. Here it is Thanksgiving Day, I'm alone, yet inspired by a past video of yours. All your videos inspire me to live MY best life regardless of whether others agree or not with my choices. Thanks for brightening my Thanksgiving.

[@TimothyWard]

My pleasure Juanita!

[@simplewelshman]

You're a brave soul, thanks for sharing your story.

[@DudeNamedJeffery]

I went through a mid life crisis at 35 … Thought long and hard about suicide … My wife pulled me through though. Working every Monday through Friday was depressing as depressing can get man … Work for years to get one week vacation and then when you go on vacation you still get calls and emails … No thanks. All thanks to you brother … We finally found the inspiration to live life and that’s what we are doing. Thanks so much man … I can never thank you enough for all of your videos man.

[@leonchalita2169]

Fuck that man if you’re on vacationyou’re on vacation simple as that. Better to switch your phone off, as for your depression it’s a bitch to get through and I’m glad you’ve found the light. Cheers

[@5thdimension625]

Tim, I’m glad you survived your very serious suicide attempt. If there’s anybody out there struggling, don’t do it and go to the nearest Emergency room for help. You don’t have to suffer anymore. Help is available

[@PrivacyPlease900]

ER is not going to help get better.

[@Changeworld408]

how can the emergency room make the dark go away?

[@eh4074]

As soon as I saw the background I knew you were in Arizona. Living in Arizona for most of my life, I have done a lot of hiking in similar areas. Anyone hiking in Arizona should make sure they carry more water than they think. We get a lot of emergency rescues because of the heat. I think a lot of people who have figured out to let go of material things and focus on the things that matter, often have a dark period of life, not necessarily suicidal feelings. When you think of your own mortality or loose a lot in life, it kind of clears out all the nonsense in life.

[@YogaBlissDance]

Yes re: water! That young couple, baby and dog all found dead. They had run out of water... and had heat exhaustion...really sad.

[@celestepalm6949]

@@YogaBlissDance It's terrible when people learn about the dangers of sun heat the hard way.

[@DavidDavisDH]

Yeah the heat is no joke, I live in AZ as well. Always bring a lot of water when hiking, I see it every summer on the news, people get stranded on a mountain. Stay safe.

[@rbrooks2007]

It's a good idea about having a session with a psychologist. It's the secular version of having a chat with the vicar and that's one thing that's missing in society. I'm an Atheist and I can see the benefits people had in being in a congregation.

[@DJ-nomadlife]

Working out (lifting ,swimming,running etc) ,good friends / family and get busy with some thing you enjoy,that helped to go through some real dark times.

[@moonpleiades99]

I can tell you why everyone is depressed, it's the matrix, that's why. This video was so needed for so many. Thank you.❤️

[@patricethomas5368]

I’ve been there it is not a good place. And it was a fight to get out of it. I did a lot of praying Aloooot of praying. The thoughts were heavy.

[@claudiasmith039]

Tim thanks for telling your story. I suffer from severe depression. I so glad I have subscribe to your channel. You are genuine and relatable. I just want to thank you so much for sharing because it's hard sometimes talking about mental health of fear of being judge.

[@joeldaniel3135]

This is a sensitive topic but thanks Tim for it. I went through a depression when I was 23 years and just finishing my university. I didn't understand the reasons then but I do now. Being in Africa I didn't have the previledge of meeting psychiatrists or even get anti depressants because those resources are very scarce here so I had no option but to fight through it my self. The good news is that I did come out of it and also worked on the conditions that led to the depression and am the happiest man alive today. I will live you with a quote from one of my best philosophers Friedrick Nietzsche, he says 'to live is to suffer but to survive is to find meaning in the suffering'.

[@chasingsimpledreams]

Tim, I for one am so glad u came out of that blackness. I know what depression is like. I stay on the meds now as maintenance medication after having had two major depressive episodes in my life that were long in duration. The world is blessed to have you in this world and you already know how much I value your thoughts on so many subjects. Sending you a virtual hug.

[@5thdimension625]

Aww, what a nice comment. I too am on antidepressant and I, not gonna have another episode of serious darkness anymore

[@chasingsimpledreams]

@@5thdimension625 for me they have helped. So I figure it it ain’t broke don’t fix it. I’ve tried to come off them in the past and never felt right. I’m glad they have helped u too

[@TimothyWard]

Thank you Terri 🧡

[@lj9970]

Important to hear Tim! Glad you’re still here, might be living your lifestyle very shortly

[@mmaries9052]

Tim, this was how I feel. I made the mistake of getting on medication in my 20’s. Severe depression and anxiety. Major depression was hitting me and I’m a very logical person as well but my behaviors started to become worse. I turned to alcohol. I’m now going on 50 and I wish I never would of started medication. Prozac and Zoloft made me a nutcase. Im on a very low dose of antidepressant and it makes me tired and complacent. When I try to get off I go into a dark hole so I go back on it. Your videos are very uplifting and inspiring. Im glad I found your channel. Im going on 50 and I’m a minimalist now, I’m a lot wiser. Depression is horrible and you describe it well. Takes a hell of a lot of perseverance to push through when your mind is telling you the opposite. This is a great video. I think you are the male version of myself. You are very blessed and I’m following you on my path to peace. Everyone deserves happiness and peace of mind … God bless us all ❤️

[@syngates6270]

That's totally horrible. I'm on Zoloft with 175 mg dosage. And I think I'm such a numb person ever exist.

[@four-x-trading5606]

I know how to overcome 1.never be too tied to anything 2.always explore and enjoy trying new things 3.never let petty people piss you off 4. If you feel you have no purpose remember that life is short and we sometimes aren't alway meant to have a purpose sometimes we're just meant to live 5 leave that shitty job I know you want to 6 don't be afraid to lose 7 not everything has to be answered sometimes thing remain unknown ... 8 if you feel you don't know where your going change direction 9 you can make the day better yourself even if someone pissed you off 10 live each day not as your last but live each second as if it were your last 11 do what you want 12 don't let people dictate your life 13 it's ok to feel depressed at times and feel like life is over we aren't perfect and we're only human life is about ups and downs .. 14 remember that all the times you tried so hard to get to where you are and how proud you should be 15 love and let live and yes that applies to you to 16 never think your alone 17 if you do feel alone remember many of us feel the same way 18 a new beginning always has a end weather it be bad or good 19 keep on going don't give up Have a great day and hope those can help someone

[@chrisania726]

God bless you Tim! God needed you here❤❤

[@millie8399]

I'm so glad you made it through the depression and are here to share with us your love for life. Bless

[@j_cortez5226]

Thank you for sharing Brother. I am glad you are still here with us. I am glad that I am still here with y'all. I suffer from post military stuff...some days are better than others....thats why Im always doing stuff like you comment about me on your podcast...I have to stay on the move. The minute I slow up depression kicks in. Much love Bro. 195 days alcohol free!!! #AlcoholSucks! #SHIBArmy! 🔥🚀 PS...My Baby Sister took her life last year around this time so a Brotha has been down but we keep fighting!!! 🔥

[@clinton4161]

Causes of depression that most people aren't aware of: mold(watch the documentary - Moldy), having low free testosterone (this can be caused by many things including SSRIs by increasing aromatase). I know because I experienced both. I hope this helps someone out who has depression but can't find the cause.

[@mattjones6323]

How u cure the mold.problem?

[@oliviachipperfield6029]

Omg I have been wondering if part of my issue is mold. I can't see it in my rental, but I often smell a moldy, mildew smell. I have been suffering from headaches, which I never used to get, or rarely.

[@Kimberlyzuniquejourney]

You're speaking so truthfully & this is your purpose!

[@nabutilurachel1364]

I started watching your videos like 2 days ago. Quiet quitting, I don't dream of labour, kill your bills, and now this, are topics I relate to yet I'm from the opposite side of the planet in Africa. Keep up the 'real talk'. You never know just who's life you may impact 🌹

[@shaylalewis7417]

Your line about the Prozac and shopping 🛒 full of stuff made me literally 😂 Thank you for the much needed laugh, Tim. I’m glad you’re in a better mental space now.

[@marcusmouya]

Keep up this channel, don't ever stop

[@priscillacordova4221]

Hi Tim!! I used to live in Arizona. The desert is beautiful !!! We are all glad you are here!! You were meant to be here. You are an inspiration and you give hope to many. Thank You.

[@gerald6692]

Mr Ward , I’m sure the message you shared today will help someone with their struggle. You’re very generous to share your travels and the words of wisdom you impart to your followers. Sincerely Gerald

[@George1720]

You're a brave man for sharing your darkest moments. Keep making the best of life and enjoy the beauty it offers. I appreciate and admire your dedication to this channel. Stay well. Life is a journey and never give up.

[@FPVphilly]

Tim, you are amazing… I really appreciate you sharing your past and knowledge

[@worklessenjoylifemore]

Tim, for a long time I wondered why I was depressed even tho I have a great life. I would ask that question everyday to myself. With no answers in sight!! I didn’t want to be depressed and I changed my entire life to help guide me into the right direction. I broke up with a mentally damaged girl that was causing me a bunch of distress, sold my property and house, paid off all my debt, became as close to as minimalist as I could, bought an RV to travel, work three months a year, and lost weight but I was still depressed after all that!! I have been single and working on myself for over a year and feel much better now but still on the road to complete happiness. I just want to say Tim that your channel, as weird as it sounds, makes me proud to be introverted. Most introvert people don’t talk about this stuff so it was always lonely. The videos you have seem like you read my mind or that we have so many of the same thoughts!! Thank you for what you do 🤙

[@MarkMarvin1983]

I have Severe Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD). I have been in the psych ward several times. And the second to last time I was in there a woman said to me "Mark you have to stop having these temper tantrums!" And I thought for a minute or two and I was like "Am I really acting like that?" I still have convulsions and I have to take Klonopin though. But I have more control over myself.

[@elonmusk9869]

I hope nothing but the best for you

[@Kimberlyzuniquejourney]

I'm so thankful that you are still here Timothy so that I & others can hear all of your wisdom. I too in my teenage years was very depressed and would say those same things to my mom and questioned my existence, but now I thank God He didn't take me up on those words and allowed me to still be here for He knew the plan He had for me 🙏🏽

[@blakewentley]

Tim, these videos where you're open, honest, and authentic are just so incredibly valuable. It's a good reminder we're all in this together and we're not alone. Thank you so much for sharing, and I'm glad you're doing well!

[@bryantbowling8923]

Right on tim I've suffered with severe depression myself thank you for your words. I think when we have "good lives" but are still severely depressed its because we aren't doing what we were called to do. Only we can know for ourselves what that is. Find yours like your life depends on it my friends

[@carolynmerritt7100]

Wow, the trauma your parents must've suffered. I'm so glad you realized that suicide hurts your loves ones as well. Look at all we would have missed if you would have succeeded!! You're a wise guy!!

[@katkohlerschwartz7386]

So sorry you experienced depression to that degree. We never know what people are thinking sometimes until it’s too late. I am so happy that you decided to stay with the living. You are an inspiration to the world.

[@antoniobaez6282]

What uP! Missed the live yesterday but I'm back for this! Yes, I tried once and I am glad it didn't work. Life is hard and depressing and sometimes meaningless but those bad times, those bad thoughts do pass.

[@cavemanad]

Realistic people are often seen as “depressed.” We realize the outcome of life is death. No divine, no purpose, no reason. We unfortunately are here because we are here. No viable evidence says otherwise. We need to give our own lives these things. I live for my son and keep these beliefs from him. Acceptance of reality is a curse at best. I have spent a decade feeling this way and searching for proof otherwise. I’ve found nothing I can’t explain.

[@baldeagle4710]

absolutely. i have a sister who's delusional, and she never feels depressed. The feeling that you're just getting older and have to work for the rest of your life to survive, is pretty depressing. I used to wonder how celebrities and rich people got depressed, but now i totally understand. the "grass is greener" syndrome and comparing yourself to others can be a killer.

[@nicolete493]

I feel the exact same way

[@cavemanad]

@@baldeagle4710 Any view altering mental illness seems to be more a gift than a curse. Perception truly is reality.

[@cavemanad]

@@nicolete493 It’s a heavy weight to carry.

[@celestepalm6949]

@Kenneth: Have you seen Tim's vid on how viewing "a purposeless life" as amazing? It may help lighten that heavy weight a bit: kzbin.info/www/bejne/kJqklmBtnt6Sqbs

[@s3any1977]

It's good to hear you talk about this subject, Tim. I have suffered from depression since childhood trauma. It is pretty much low level now. I spent 2 years on Prozac and to be honest that helped. Now I do my best to enjoy life and I would say I am happier in life than most people who gripe and complain about the little things that matter nought. Meditation and Stoicism helps. It does look amazing where you are hiking 😊

[@otakuthomas6619]

Thanks for the hope man

[@jeffreycoleman8676]

Tim, you're a brave dude for making this video. I relate to it alot as well, thanks for sharing.

[@tammylee6141]

Been suffering from anxiety/depression for over 30 years. It’s peaks and valleys. The last time I tried to die I meant it and it’s such a horrible dark hole. Still fighting, but I think of all that I would have missed and what it would have done to my children if I had been successful. My daughter came over unexpectedly and it saved me. Thank you for sharing. I wish there wasn’t such a stigma on mental health. Every night I pray for anyone who is going through this and hope we all make it. It’s so sad to read everyone’s comments. We’re all worth being here. It’s just very painful. Thank you again for sharing.

[@vanessarenda1393]

Thank God you are here! You are such a beautiful person.

[@vanessarenda1393]

I am so filled with anxiety I am scared. I am just filled with fear.

[@Adneybushdoctor]

God bless Vanessa, tomorrow is a fresh day and there’s always hope for the future 🙏

[@Sunshine74444]

I’m so glad you’re still here. You have been a source of inspiration and hope to me. ✌🏽💚

[@tashafierce6857]

Good post Tim! I can relate to this.. Being 34 and the only single one of my friends had me questioning myself. I have some rough days but I do just try to live in the moment because if I don't I start to feel overwhelmed

[@kimberlymaiers8690]

I am glad you are still here! It is great you are happy and living the life you want! Thank you for sharing your story.

[@DavidVonR]

Thank for the video Tim. The cactus background was awesome!! Depression never lasts forever and will eventually go away!

[@JennyverseLive]

I can't agree enough on everybody having access to a therapist. Like you say, gives you someone to talk to who comes at things from a neutral perspective other than wanting you to be well (if they're any good!), and stops you taking it out on people around you. I once had a 'friend' who said she didn't need a therapist because she had me and her boyfriend...except we were bloody miserable listening to it all and dealing with the aggression, which was sometimes about us personally.

[@techdeathhippie6319]

I’m having the hardest time of my life . Your videos help

[@tube_trance]

Thank you for your openness in discussing this. I can relate.

[@cindypartridge7615]

Perfect timing for this video. Thank you, Tim. Much appreciated!

[@catherineparkerdouglas4114]

Thanks for being so candid.

[@xPhreaky]

Thanks for sharing that heartfelt story, Tim.

[@earthlycolorbrown6246]

Never felt that way and happy your parents were not harmed.

[@wendywilson-fall3973]

Bless your heart and bless your parents.

[@CoastCoast77]

Powerful message! Thank you Tim 💪🏾

[@101Kahlua]

You are such an inspiration!! Thank you for being so open!! I’ve been in that deep darkness as well and can relate,,, apparently we still have sharing with others to do cause Thank God we are still here! Keep being your true self because you shine bright!!

[@celestepalm6949]

Depression is a terrible drain caused by the soul feeling trapped or having no outlet to joy. When what used to give you joy no longer does so, fight it by trying to find new pathways to joy.

[@joefization]

I really appreciate you Tim. Thank you man.

[@OurTestimonies]

Thank you so much for your transparency. 🙏🏾

[@Ominous1733]

You the man Tim, i wish you the best.

[@lori5946]

I can relate. I love Buddhist Dukkha. We don't have to suffer. It is a choice. I too wanted to die but I wouldn't do suicide. So I quit living feeling no joy and hated my life. I hit bottom and went to coda and 12 step meetings. I finally reached out for help. I have new friends with coda. I am struggling leaving my 26 yrs career even though it makes me sick. I even had a buddhist monk said I need to quit. I am glad you are free Tim. So I know I need to mediate on leaving my nursing job. FUD gets me fear, uncertainty and doubt lol. I haven't worked for 6 months as a travel nurse. 26 years of nursing. My husband is working. He has his own business.

[@OPTHolisticServices]

Thanks for opening up with us 💗🍃

[@clare2439]

im glad youre still here with us Tim :)

[@WorldWideWebObserver]

Thanks so much Tim for sharing your inspirational story.

[@PlayfulMedia]

Thank you for sharing your story. I definitely needed this.

[@paultacoma8282]

We're all glad your still here. Thanks Tim

[@Chaves_Novo_Quiz]

Thanks for share , great help for all of us.

[@klf153]

Thank you. I needed to see this tonight.

[@Lilhoney314]

Looks like AZ to me 😃🏜 Blue sky and sunshine... exactly what I sought out for my mental health, and it definitely helped. Best decision I made!

[@SoulJah876]

Thank you man .i cried for this one.

[@jamcalpin]

Tim, thank you so much for sharing your story. Seriously. Thank you!

[@emarie6686]

You’re an amazing human being….thank you for speaking on this!!!

[@hero2006]

Powerful testimony. Thanks for sharing Tim.

[@bellav7093]

Thanks for sharing your story Tim. Very inspiring!💜

[@jackperry6269]

thanks so much for sharing. You're a legend.

[@HenryGreenEngine3]

This man is who I needed when I was 18.

[@LisaAlastuey]

Honest introspection and accepting yourself and all that comes with it. Love the AZ cactuses 🌵

[@MaxandMe]

Thank you for sharing 🙏 I feel blessed to have found your channel ❤️

[@GeordietheJoiner]

Great video Tim, you inspire me to keep my head up !! And enjoy life

[@Slaytounge]

I feel so much rage today, definitely the type of video I need to see right now so thank you

[@paulinemanifold436]

Tim, Thank You man from from the very bottom of my ❤

[@livestrong1976]

Thank you Tim for the great video, I love how open you are not holding anything back!!