earphones in late at night, lying in bed. listening to karls ramblings... heaven.
@mountaindewmartin72042 жыл бұрын
Same
@SuperNate6662 жыл бұрын
Then my skull fell out lmfao..today on monkey news lmfao
@sharonjacobs53512 жыл бұрын
(see comment above) You said it ! Right on ! . . 👍
@bigounce24772 жыл бұрын
Bro i genuanly thought i was the only 1
@sharonjacobs53512 жыл бұрын
@@bigounce2477 Nope your not , join our extended group ! ! . . 👍👏
@kendrafrench71982 жыл бұрын
Am lying in a hospital & was miserable. I turned on your KZbin show sometime after dark; just realized it’s now 4:51 a.m. & have been laughing hysterically all night.Thanks for this.
@jdottdeestv81492 жыл бұрын
Well keep it down! Some people are trying to sleep, psssh :P :')
@castiron28442 жыл бұрын
we'll jeez, 04:52
@merrymermaid2 жыл бұрын
@@freeezerrr3 you ok?
@savyman23762 жыл бұрын
You would have been popular
@georjiep43382 жыл бұрын
@@freeezerrr3 everything alright Felipe? 🤔
@matturner68902 жыл бұрын
Mr. Dilkington is one of my most valued customers.
@emmanuelgoldspleen29052 жыл бұрын
I put it in the bin
@joeynuggetz7 ай бұрын
Tell me that this isn’t the funniest trio in comedy history. Nothing has ever made me burst out in laughter like this. Genius.
@turtleanton65395 ай бұрын
Funnits one😊
@jjjjjjjjjjjjjjjj1784 ай бұрын
DON’T TALK SHIT Kidding, I agree.
@claireironside84772 жыл бұрын
I absolutely love Karl pilkington, he is absolutely brilliant. When I feel like crap...he cheers me up to no end!;I've cried so many times from laughter.
@PlaidLaddy2 жыл бұрын
good thing you've got ironsides, cause mine absolutely split when i listen to this trio!
@juliaphillips79632 жыл бұрын
Yes! He's kind of a saint.
@mennevds69122 жыл бұрын
@Simon Parnell het
@aileenmurphy43242 жыл бұрын
@Simon Parnell ft
@danielholt32312 жыл бұрын
@Scott Donnelly hI b bibibbbiI ibbbb bbb iniI hbbibinb be nbb i iniibib inibbhinn bb in B bbbb in ibiniininbibb b bibib
@user-wr2tu6sj2l Жыл бұрын
Big joint, headphones in, bed cold… life simple sometimes 😂😂😂✌️
@MoldRoss7 ай бұрын
That’s a better combo then pbj and that’s a fact too
@4422-6 ай бұрын
I feel that mate some you time 💚
@ceriyum6 ай бұрын
And my dog snuggled next to me ❤
@Goawaypleasenow2 жыл бұрын
Needed something to listen to since I'm laying in bed cannot sleep. I have no clue who these people are but the comment section has great reviews written by seemingly intelligent individuals so I listened. So glad I did. I love stumbling upon gems like this out of no where.
@clairem43892 жыл бұрын
Karl is my type of person. I could sit and talk to him for hours. Without an imagination, life must be dull. I just wish Ricky wouldn't interrupt him so much!
@ineffablemars2 жыл бұрын
that's the bit
@davidtaylor89012 жыл бұрын
I've been having trouble sleeping, trust me just listening to these podcasts have helped me massively love Karl pilkington funny asfook... The best classics 😁😆🤣😭
@juliaphillips79632 жыл бұрын
I go to sleep listening to these 3. I hope they know how many people are helped by their humor. Depression is epidemic and they are the anecdote.
@freybentos26028 ай бұрын
I just Ricky’s laugh wasn’t so freakish or I’d be able to sleep to it
@akayakayz2 жыл бұрын
Steve taking over from Ricky to read out Karl's diary is a happenstance of eternal benefit for mankind.
@KneedleKnees2 жыл бұрын
"If Moths Had Eyes" is actually a great satire on contemporary poetry. I don't know if that's what Karl was going for, but it works.
@CartesianNullification2 жыл бұрын
Also Moths aren’t even blind which is a hilarious factor that has been overlooked by Ricky and Steve lol
@leemcfarlane58862 жыл бұрын
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@Rodgerwilco912 жыл бұрын
How in the worldly fuck could Karl Pilkongton (head like a fkn orange) have ever be going for that. LOL
@omikronweapon2 жыл бұрын
almost certainly NOT :P
@guyledouche99622 жыл бұрын
I'd rather be a blind moth
@worthalook48702 жыл бұрын
Can listen to these all day. Heard these for years and still love them
@turtleanton65395 ай бұрын
Me2😅😅😅😅
@smitesesh52102 жыл бұрын
2:45:32 - "I think by 2020, germs will be so big we can see them in the air. I think that's how we'll die in the future." Karl Pilkington saw the future.
@captainplane398 Жыл бұрын
YO
@jazzabighits4473 Жыл бұрын
@@captainplane398 what germs can we see in the air? lol? pollution?
@freybentos26028 ай бұрын
Not quite.
@cameronmills35992 жыл бұрын
Steve's delivery is essential to the Karl's Diary segments. I dont think it would be half as funny with someone else saying it
@kevinbarrett76632 жыл бұрын
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@thesegundovolante2 жыл бұрын
Probably would be funnier if Karl read it himself
@bbyshady2 жыл бұрын
Idk Steve is my least favorite Karl and Ricky are the show
@sergiolopez9772 жыл бұрын
@@bbyshady yea shut up ya dummy, you are wrong
@bazglsgw1208 Жыл бұрын
Yup Karl writes it Steve reads it n Ricky laughs like a demented hyena at it.
@abbievaughan67993 жыл бұрын
I suffer from not liking humans, I started listening to this when I'm walking round town or doing the shopping...rather than worrying about other people,I just laugh out loud to this. ❤️
@jamescummings74593 жыл бұрын
Hahaha I suffer from not liking people too
@abbievaughan67993 жыл бұрын
@@jamescummings7459 yes there is a specific human species called ignorant...I can't stand them but they pop up everywhere 🤣
@Janfon13 жыл бұрын
Doesn't like humans with an exception for Karl, cuz that man's from a whole another world
@jamescummings74593 жыл бұрын
@@Janfon1 "you are from another planet mate" *high five* 😂😂
@deanharris46713 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@jackkennaugh19774 ай бұрын
Lying in bed, lights off, cold room, snacks, and Karl’s diary. Bliss
@andytlwy3 жыл бұрын
Who’s disliking this? Dickie Anders???
@w8m4n3 жыл бұрын
Dr. Fox
@hpebackwards3 жыл бұрын
Jellyfish
@mattlackfordmusic3 жыл бұрын
Wendy, with her little program
@paganhawkthornheart13943 жыл бұрын
Karl’s dad. “Don’t listen to that twat”
@chriso34143 жыл бұрын
wewe's
@sophiemay69542 жыл бұрын
karl pilkinton is a natural philosopher think ricky gervasis has definitely learned a thing or two from him over the years, weather he realises it or not
@kazer42 жыл бұрын
Those that claim to know know nothing those that know nothing are the wisest 😂
@beedee81852 жыл бұрын
He has. Some jokes/gags in Afterlife are very “Karl”
@milliondollarmistake Жыл бұрын
Ricky says plenty of times that Karl is brilliant. It's just that Karl didn't use his brain at all leading him to easily believe in shit like mind readers, or he'd get a key fact in a story so astronomically wrong it'd make everything sound like bullshit.
@ethanaustin.64352 жыл бұрын
Karl is actually quite intelligent. Some of his points are valid. It’s just his air-head personality and humerus delivery that gives gervais an opportunity to grill him. If you listen to him in-depth he often makes Ricky and Steve sound stupid for taking the piss lol.
@Niicocl2 жыл бұрын
fr😂😂
@mrfishmon55172 жыл бұрын
20 years later looking back and Karl was the one in the right.
@drivethru61552 жыл бұрын
Emphasis on "some" lol. A lot of the stuff he seemed to genuinely believe is full of shit 🤣
@BenetbenetLive2 жыл бұрын
well... quite intelligent is a stretch. hes a functioning human being
@shrimpflea2 жыл бұрын
He is very funny but he is not the sharpest tool in the shed.
@dinkules Жыл бұрын
Ricky's audible childlike excitement the moment Karl announces he's started a diary
@GooseRULES2 жыл бұрын
The diary in and of itself is hilarious, but Steve's narrating of it makes it that much more hilarious. I wonder if he read it first before going on air; his delivery is perfet. I own a Mr. K. Dilkington shirt, btw.
@MrRoomba23213 жыл бұрын
This deserves so many more views
@edmckay86473 жыл бұрын
Given that it's 20 years old and is not original material I don't see why
@MrRoomba23213 жыл бұрын
@@edmckay8647 Aye, Fair enough.
@rambleon36983 жыл бұрын
I agree, this made my day.
@pumpkinale902 жыл бұрын
This was the BEST! I thought I had listened to everything hundreds of times but I swear you were able to find some diary entries that I haven't heard. Made my night at work. THANK YOU!!!!
@widsy20122 жыл бұрын
Listening to karl pilkington makes everything better 💖
@Vikanuck2 жыл бұрын
I live in a pretty old building, and during this hella hot summer, the power goes out quite frequently. So I downloaded every single 2-3+hr long videos for those days… and today is one of those days. I work from my computer at home, so I’m kinda SOL there today, but at least I can just roll up a few, chill at my desk and draw, and listen to hours and hours of the most profound thoughts ever to come out of such a brilliant, orange headed man 😌😌😌
@narellev54112 жыл бұрын
I love the way Ricky can say the most hurtful things to Karl but suddenly when Karl criticises Ricky's pets he all but loses it. Go Karl!
@jammy70322 жыл бұрын
You clearly don’t understand them 🤣
@narellev54112 жыл бұрын
@@jammy7032 I have watched almost all their stuff. Karl understandably is doing his own thing much more. I have boxed sets and all of Ricky's dvds but he is wearing thin. Karl is not stupid at all.
@jammy70322 жыл бұрын
@@narellev5411 haven’t said he was stupid?
@mrfishmon55172 жыл бұрын
@@narellev5411 some of the funniest bits of ‘derek’ and ‘afterlife’ are Ricky blatantly ripping off things Karl said 20 years back
@koboz93212 жыл бұрын
How can you not understand hes joking lol do you not hear it in his voice
@ec15172 жыл бұрын
That still cartoon of Karl is perfect, I can look up at any point in this and can totally picture him saying these things in this pose.
@mardicole42022 жыл бұрын
Karl is a brilliantly every day guy. Like others commenting here - I laugh so hard sometimes I get a stitch in my side (lighting up doesn't help 🤣)
@Im_Mr_Cole3 жыл бұрын
Karl is extremely charming for what it’s worth. He’s insane, but there’s such a heart in there. He’s really trying his best to understand existence.
@unkelTP2 жыл бұрын
Insane? Nah
@narnzipan2 жыл бұрын
You do realise that the man is an intensely clever comedian who is playing a character in these shows, don't you??? 🤔
@dobbo18932 жыл бұрын
@@narnzipan intensely clever eh…that’s the best kind. Have you got any proof of this - that isn’t just your opinion? (Vague reply with no source below 👇🏻)
@narnzipan2 жыл бұрын
@@dobbo1893 somehow I get the feeling that nothing I say or do, no matter how many credible sources I quote, you're not changing your mind. How about YOU do some research and find out for yourself??? 🤔
@dobbo18932 жыл бұрын
@@narnzipan I will accept 1 source if you’d like to show me just 1 that helped ‘prove’ it for you? Other people reading this might like your sources revealed (you ain’t got shit lol)
@scottmroberts Жыл бұрын
So glad Ricky came to Karl’s rescue re the Chinese man being from Japan line. A brilliant digression that makes it so authentic.
@Bill-lt5qf2 жыл бұрын
I just realised, they muse about famous diaries, all the while they are basically making a famous diary. Karl should be proud.
@YehNahYehAyy2 жыл бұрын
I know a lot of the things he says sounds a bit dumb but the thinking in your accent thing is totally relatable.
@thewanderra_chronicalsstuf70852 жыл бұрын
His brain works on such different way, it's amazing love it.
@saf92362 жыл бұрын
karl has a soul and therefore an inner monologue, but ricky and steve both are NPCs with no inner monologue and don't understand the concept. 5:30
@thecinematicmind2 жыл бұрын
Karl Pilkington’s diary is a masterpiece of comedy and life.
@michelleoram33802 жыл бұрын
I would buy it
@bulldog1066jpd Жыл бұрын
Absolutely love listening to Karl , Ricky and Stephen....national treasures right there 😊
@ogboomer65182 жыл бұрын
What an excellent find. Tremendous and original.
@ss-wu1vp3 жыл бұрын
His voice is so soothing....relaxing
@jareddulack13 жыл бұрын
Never heard this before but I’m so glad this popped up in my recommended
@ladyscorpz90233 жыл бұрын
Ricky’s laugh is everything ❤️🤣
@42gp2 жыл бұрын
Doctors who are so clever they dont bother opening their eyes made me genuinely cry with laughter
@weematty4752 жыл бұрын
My auntie used to do this: have her eyes open when talking but then when came to looking at you she’s close her eyes
@LifeOfRy Жыл бұрын
@@weematty475 could you explain this any further? This is really strange and I'm fascinated.
@CaptainCalculus2 жыл бұрын
I absolutely believe what Karl says about kidney stones--my Dad is a former Royal Marine who was injured, and a former pro wrestler who tore a bicep...and he says kidney stones was worse than those, and least responsive to pain-killers
@ExaltedUriel2 жыл бұрын
Your dad sounds fucking badass. Can't say I blame him though, never had kidney stones but I was scared straight as a little kid by my parents telling me I'd pee out a rock if I ate too much junk food. Now I compulsively drink water whenever I eat fries or chips, lol
@CaptainCalculus2 жыл бұрын
@@ExaltedUriel Yeah--the crazy bastard...when he had kidney stones he refused to take an ambulance and insisted I come and pick him up and drive him to the emergency room.
@samhenley71562 жыл бұрын
I've had a kidney stone myself. I'm lucky it was in one piece. I also have a horseback riding teacher who's had kidney stones, and she says it was more painful than childbirth.
@gabegordon90723 жыл бұрын
I love how much Ricky loves Karl…
@conorkennedy33043 жыл бұрын
he really does. None of us would be listening to any of this if it weren't for Karl.
@marthasolomon79972 жыл бұрын
Sameeee ❤
@laurathomas10832 жыл бұрын
Cause Ricky knew how much money Karl would make him
@TomH9991112 жыл бұрын
Karl's imagination is so strong that often he verbalises what he's imagined to the point where he thinks it's fact. Lobster Dali story is a prime example :')
@omfgitspyrogirl2 жыл бұрын
Karl's insect obsession reminds me of Charlie Day's spider obsession in It's Always Sunny, lol.
@AA-hg5fkАй бұрын
Spiders aren't insects!
@Robyn.the.Human.x3 жыл бұрын
I should probably get my head read, but Karl Dilkington makes a lot of sense at times
@DaveScottADV3 жыл бұрын
Pond of the month. Incredible
@ValhallaBeckons2 жыл бұрын
I've been playing the XFM era through the 'Guide(s)' on repeat for years. Never gets old. I want to hear more about the "One-Faced Man."
@NASkeywest2 жыл бұрын
Karl is basically just like the first human to ever experience consciousness.
@kerrystewart38572 жыл бұрын
Ricky knows karls a guy you don't meet everyday.his heart n way he thinks is so pure n he's so innocent in his look in life.
@JacobKinsley3 жыл бұрын
I'm saving this for if I'm ever suicidal
@jondon31822 жыл бұрын
Watch it and stop giving yourself the option to even consider suicide :-) Hope things are well, Jacob
@jorischkovich2 жыл бұрын
"everyone's a mime in a picture" - how does he come up with it
@astro88072 жыл бұрын
its crazy that all this is from the early 2000s, listening to some of the things they talk about on xfm is like a glimpse into the recent past.
@Janjanbobaney Жыл бұрын
When you go to bed… Have cuddle with your hubby… then say gnite and turn on your headphones and shut the lights off. Wake up at 1 by the hysterics of Ricky then replace the earphones with ear plugs ( cause hubby snores the roof off). It’s all just another night at the Kenny house … night night everyone
@savyman23762 жыл бұрын
I've been struggling to sleep so I put this on .... job done!
@ToiletGrenade Жыл бұрын
Listened to the whole thing at work, made the day so much more tolerable. 2:21:27 is my favourite bit
@TomboTime3 жыл бұрын
okay but Karl's poems are legit
@tyroon812 жыл бұрын
Yeah, 99% of what he says is gobbledygook, but his poems are genuinely brilliant in my opinion. I wonder if he still writes them.😀
@nathanh84695 ай бұрын
1:50:22 Ricky’s response gets me every time
@spinny0033 жыл бұрын
I love when he talks about Dali's lobster-phone and says "I don't know what happened....". He completely invalidates everything he's about to say in one sentence. BRILLIANT!
@nickbarton31912 жыл бұрын
Actually Karl is very insightful. Adam and Eve weren't only innocent, they weren't burdened with having to remember any history... waaaah 😁
@billygriggs90742 жыл бұрын
They were completely guilty…
@cynthiarowley7193 жыл бұрын
Karl Pilkington 🏆, he deals with Ricky, I don't know how...
@Jonseyfun3 жыл бұрын
If only karl was able to communicate his thoughts just a tad better. I see myself in him so much. I feel.
@joekori69982 жыл бұрын
If Moths Had Eyes is one of my favourite bits of content I've ever come across
@Syntax19903 жыл бұрын
The "How would you put the mirror on the right side of the moon always facing the earth" is actually possible, since the moon is in a geosynchronous orbit so it always shows us the same side.
@edmckay86473 жыл бұрын
They do acknowledge that in a later podcast.
@tyroon813 жыл бұрын
You still wouldn't see the mirror though, so it's pointless😲
@kiro61192 жыл бұрын
@@tyroon81 they actually do have mirrors on the moon and you can see it, so its not pointless
@tyroon812 жыл бұрын
@@kiro6119 You can see your relection in it with the naked eye, like Karl wanted to can you? When I look at the moon, I can't see any mirrors. So I don't really know what point you're making, apart from wanting to make Karl look like he knows what he's talking about. 🤷♂️
@kiro61192 жыл бұрын
@@tyroon81 Look it up.
@adashofbitter2 жыл бұрын
Can confirm, I think in my accent and in my voice and intonations
@TheDwarburton7 ай бұрын
I thought it said "Dairy".. was ready for a 3 hour milk rant
@toddchavez46387 ай бұрын
honestly wouldn’t be surprised if karl ranted for 3 hours just about milk lmao
@marieannwalsh6622 жыл бұрын
This is only the second video I've seen. Absolutely priceless 😂.
@WHAMaTRON Жыл бұрын
Karl makes sense to me I love him lol 😂
@cpreyde2 жыл бұрын
I definitely have an internal monologue too.
@johnstevens5517 Жыл бұрын
Ricky confirming he has no internal dialogue and is therefore an NPC is priceless.
@urbanapache2 Жыл бұрын
Yeah wth lol
@Real-B7778 ай бұрын
Listening to Karl's diary is funny AF 😂😂😂
@fpxoriginals25712 жыл бұрын
Ricky raising his voice awakens some deep fear inside of me and I don’t know why
@Coolgamer-ys7qt2 жыл бұрын
It's aggressive sounding isn't it... I can see how going from all-out-laughing to aggression could be triggerIng.
@@Nofurtherquestions and I suppose Ricky and Steve put him up in Salford, Manchester for his childhood as well? It's the sad gits like you who believe that Karl is an "actor". What a load of nonsense.
@stevenwolfe22792 жыл бұрын
I love some of the innocent wisdom of Carl. It is fascinating to see what he is interested in, and his take always from his experiences. Carl, if you ever come over to Canada, I’ll buy you a pint! Actually I’ll buy you a 0.47 litre, because we use the metric system here.
@reecemcclenaghan83654 ай бұрын
As much as I love this it always seems to me like Karl and Ricky are actually friends and Ricky laughs with him but Steven laughs at him. Anyone else feel the same?
@yemalad1.2 жыл бұрын
"You an your clocks" 🤣🤣🤣
@louforcier25492 жыл бұрын
As a fan of Kaamelott , Karl is like Perceval in real life 🤣 He is just so perfect
@bravoactual24233 жыл бұрын
17:09 is the best bit
@iim4xii1293 жыл бұрын
PISSED my sides first time.
@iluvcarlossainz2 жыл бұрын
rickys laugh is contagious. im crying
@elaethmyers3240 Жыл бұрын
karl should sell his diary as a book.
@christopher198942 жыл бұрын
Laces are actually kind of annoying. I see what Karl is saying about velcro: it was smart invention that should've caught on, but it probably never did because it was marketed for kids. His idea about a tie with pockets is hilarious idiocy though haha.
@400hpGTO3 жыл бұрын
Karl is more intelligent than most of us
@robdimambro16742 жыл бұрын
Terrifying thought :(
@omikronweapon2 жыл бұрын
don't bungle us in with your level mate
@markrodney3902 жыл бұрын
The cure for depression
@hennessey8619 ай бұрын
It's currently 01:48 in the morning, my drunk girlfriend has stressed me the fuck out. Time to listen to these three geniuses and relax
@jonnysupreme3 жыл бұрын
If you watch the thumbnail for long enough you'll see Karl blink
@radiochestify2 жыл бұрын
Also it would be great if somebody was motivated to make english subtitles for english learners it would be easier to understand everything because it's not easy to guess all the jokes from the context . I want to say also that Karl is using very well the language actually, to express with a lot of poetry the feelings that he has as he looks at himself kind of dreaming awake. Just try to write your dreams and make it something beautiful that is not easy. He's investigating on his proper mind, observing his subconscious' speech and writing everything down everyday. I call him a real artist. I'm not totally sure that rick has enough respect for him, but as a comic maybe, they make an interesting pair anyway.
@burkebrockelbank94712 жыл бұрын
I've been watching it with the auto-generated subtitles to check it for you. They are very accurate, so you should be able to use them.
@lisaphillips91412 жыл бұрын
He loves him or he would not be around him. They love each other ❤️
@bilbosupermacs30232 жыл бұрын
My favourite video to fall asleep too, niiight 🥱 😴
@Pixelwave882 жыл бұрын
the problem is that karl's brain is too big so us mere mortals don't fully grasp that karl is a genius
@SaveAwesomeMatt5 ай бұрын
Funny enough, in college I DID know a guy named Aristotle. Like that was his first name.
@WiseWeeabo3 жыл бұрын
"You can tell a lot by people's eyes, that's what I've said about Jellyfish." - Karl Pilkington
@alanharrison27263 жыл бұрын
Karl
@WiseWeeabo3 жыл бұрын
@@alanharrison2726 fixed ty
@bobbydeuce64862 жыл бұрын
25:30 - dreamt about the marshmallow again. I’m still here. I dreamt about the marshmallow again and I’m STILL HERE! I’m getting scared. - dreamt about the marshmallow again. It’s been trying to kill me for a while. It got close this time, though. - dreamt about the marshmallow again. It’s started using spiders because it knows I fear them. It hasn’t realized that I fear it more than any spider. - dreamt about the marshmallow again. It knows now. Dear God! - dreamt about the marshmallow again. It won this time, but it was surprised because… I’m still here. Tonight I take it to that bastard. - dreamt about the marshmallow again. I killed it this time. It got back up. What fresh hell is this?! - dreamt about the marshmallow again. His name is Tom… he’s pretty chill. He then took off my head.
@leecrawley9862 Жыл бұрын
Still listening. Every diary entry is an avalanche of piss funny coming to engulf you
@AlexA-wb9pr2 жыл бұрын
A beautiful mind
@therakshawolf2 жыл бұрын
55:48 I feel Karl was lucky with his earbud incident. My dad has a similar story where he had the cotton bud in his ear, got a phone call and he put it right to his ear and smacked it in. Says it's one of the worst pains he's had. Also, my mum has had the cotton of a bud stuck in her ear canal before and it took 2 weeks for her ear to flush it out. My family isn't the brightest
@sharonjacobs53512 жыл бұрын
Ditto . . ^ . . Best stress reliever know to mankind . . 🧘
@yemn62432 жыл бұрын
Listening to Karl, I don't know if I've gained faith in humanity or lost it xD
@juliesheldon39402 жыл бұрын
late to the party here but totally agree with Karl about avocado, pineapple and cocnut - if fuit and veg are so good for us why are they such hard work to eat.
@Theeclarencebird2 жыл бұрын
it’s to protect themselves
@radiochestify2 жыл бұрын
I would enjoy to read this diary or to hear it without any laugh or commentary because it sound like a great artwork to my hear, can i find it somewhere on the web?