Let me be Honest with you.

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Just wanted to say thank you to everyone, your support mean so much to me. I did respond to a bunch of comments but now that I'm looking it appears they disappeared 🥺 Hoping they didn't but in the case that they did- I love each and every one of you!

[@GinaCarpenter-l6y]

we just want you to be happy😊 i am wondering every now and then you will show your pets right you dont have to though

[@EMILY123-x8p]

If mine was one that disappeared..I deleted my first comment because of the fact that i forgot to put something in it so I redid it. I hope you see it. Not trying to make it all about me. But I want you to feel encouraged.❤

[@That1WeirdTherian]

We hope you feel better

[@PaigeHoekstra]

We love you too Victoria!

[@IkKailee]

I understand it can be so hard! We will support you no matter what❤😍😍😍😊

[@azahel542]

"I don't know everything about hamsters" Just admitting that makes you better than half of the reddit hamster community.

[@KabbalahSherry]

OMGGG THIS‼️ ☝🏽😩 lol Ok... rant time: I browsed around there for just a couple days cuz I had a question to ask... and ended up getting HOUNDED by people cuz they didn't like that I was doing this or that, etc. My hamster lives in a MASSIVE cage, with all the amenities - water bottle & water dish, lots of deep bedding, with an entire tunnel system inside it, all the foraging & dried leaves she could ever ask for, a sand bath, a digging box, AND toys to chew on, etc (and of course a wheel duh) But it wasn't good enough. People were irritated when I mentioned that on top of spot cleaning every day... I also completely rearrange the cage every other month. And, they got irritated because I said that I give her fresh greens every day too. ("That's too much! She'll get diarrhea! WTF?! lol) I told them all that when I do a deep clean, I keep a lot of her current bedding, and *RE-USE* it all, so that it still smells like her, and she won't be too stressed out. And I do the same for the sand bath & whatnot too. But I said that I HAVE to replace the soiled stuff at least every other month, because I can literally *SMELL* that it needs cleaned after 8 wks ffs! I said that I have an obligation to make sure that I'm not leaving her to nest in her own sh*t & piss for months at a time! What is the matter with these people?! Anyway, they wouldn't leave me alone about it! They KEPT chiming in, asking me if I had stopped giving her greens every night, or if I had stopped cleaning the cage so frequently. I told 'em we're gonna have to agree to disagree about this stuff... but I probably had like 8 or 9 people jump down my throat. And this was my FIRST experience visiting the most popular hamster page on Reddit, mind you. And I will NEVER go back there again. Sorry to ramble about all of this... but who else would I tell stories like these to?! Haha 😅 Most other adults I know don't keep hamsters as pets, or really care about hamster husbandry like we all do. Anyway, I had to tell you about my experience, cuz you are telling NO LIES. The people/moderators on there are mean as f*ck to people! Rather than encourage & educate.... all they do is just belittle, judge & harass folks. I saw somebody get accused of animal abuse, cuz they had their hamster in a cage about the size of one of those smaller Niteangel cages... instead of in a cage that's the size of their XL large one or whatever. But the XL Niteangel cage is $260 dollars! A lot of folks can't afford that! And at least they didn't put their hammy in some cheap, plastic inhumane Critter Trail cage for gods sakes, I mean come on... Yeah sure, an XL cage might indeed be better for a Syrian hamster... but the cage they had 'em in was perfectly FINE, and I couldn't believe what a big deal they made about it. Unreal. Will never go back again. It's only the Victoria & "Something Animal" channels here on KZbin for me, cuz I can't handle the folks on Reddit. They are an absolute menace. 🙅🏻‍♀️😤🚫

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you 😅❤

[@Mycreative_corner]

@@KabbalahSherry i absolutely hate the hamster care subreddits and facebook groups. everytime i posted it was nothing but relentless bullying about how everything i was doing was wrong or it was not enough which was so annoying.

[@Mel-jl8dt]

Oh literally the other day I had a fight with someone who was bullying the person from the original post. They were getting bullied because their enclosure met the minimum requirements, not more and we're being told that they're neglecting their hamster. It got on my nerves so much. Poor op was getting really stressed ​@@Mycreative_corner

[@thomaslawrence4695]

Probably better than 90%.

[@bendz_editz]

Don’t worry! You could post whatever you want it’s YOUR channel. And if you’re feeling stuck then take a break. We would all understand.

[@harm2960]

Everyone who is a true supporter will understand and be happy that you opened up to this. We love you so much, and I personally will be happy with anything you post.❤

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you 🥺

[@dawiddelport6927]

You were the reason I started keeping a hamster and learned how to care for them. Today i have a Syrian a Dwarf and 2 Gerbils. Thank you and dont let the keyboard warriors get to you. Fan from South Africa🇿🇦

[@Nexed.1]

Me too🥺

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you all the way from across the pond! 💞

[@babyygravyy]

From the healthy side of your followers, we would rather you stop creating content altogether than struggle because of it. Your mental health is most important. ❤

[@-afyx-]

I hope I understand what you mean! Don't feel obligated to upload videos, because then you won't want to do it anymore! Remember, this is your life, you make the rules! Your knowledge is exemplary! I know of thousands of hamster owners in my country who think this is so! There is no such person in the world who knows everything! Do not be disappointed! Countless hamster owners all over the world look up to you, but what is even more important: the many, many saved hamsters whose lives YOU have made better!

[@jasonplourde5359]

That was so sweet !! 💜💜

[@EstherPauw]

❤❤❤

[@GinaCarpenter-l6y]

i agree

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you so so much ❤ your comments have always been so supportive and I appreciate it.

[@tytynny6028]

And even more hamsters live better because of you, i am from europe and you inspired me to do animal support and groups about hamster care so last 2 years i started to study them a lot and have rn like 5 of them :)

[@TheLittleThings-nk5tj]

It’s OK to take breaks, don’t feel like you need to post every single week. Owning hamsters is an experience where we are all learning more about them, each and everyday. Praying for you, Victoria 🫶🏼

[@ansubanss]

i just want to say this and i think i can speak for many people here: many of us (especially your older audience i feel) watch your videos because of you! not only for the pets even tho that's probably what led many of us here. i would watch videos from you that have no pets in them! so do what you feel is best with this channel

[@VictoriaRaechel]

🥹 This means a lot because I've struggled with feeling that the only part of my channel people care about is my pets and not me personally- which of course is also fine but sometimes hurts a tiny bit!

[@Varisunia]

@@VictoriaRaechel I came to learn about hamsters, I stayed because these videos are super relaxing and you’re just fun to listen to. It’s okay to prioritize yourself and whatever you’re passionate about.

[@kelsieramirez4076]

I came across your channel 4 years ago while looking up hamster care. I loved your videos so much I scrolled from the oldest one and watched every single one in order chronologically until present day. I enjoy them all! Pets or no pets! You’re just a really cool and fun person to listen to and as an introvert, it’s like having a friend without all the extra steps. I consider you a friend even if you have no idea who I am lol that’s probably weird to admit but whatever. You’re awesome! 😁

[@JordannSoh-gu6ck]

@@VictoriaRaechelthat’s not true! We don’t only care about your pets! We care for you too!

[@Allthingshamster]

You make a lot of sense. I quit my channel after uploading (hopefully) my last shorts video in december. But I havent posted anything long-form since august. Fun turned to obligation, my hamster felt like KZbin's pet and not mine. My thoughts completely revolved around feeling guilty for not posting. I'd plan weekends around filming. And all for what? A channel with 3k subs, whom I care about... but let's be honest, my mental health at the time was more important. Since quitting, I've had one of the best years of my life. I just graduated high school in May, and being able to experience my last year of school without extra stress was fantastic! So do not feel bad at all for changing content... or wherever you decide to take your channel. You will improve your mental state when you truly enjoy what you make. Prioritize what you enjoy! In addition, you are the star of your channel. Some people come for pets, but I'd say a lot watch for you. So whatever *you* do that showcases your personality and life, people are definitely going to watch it.

[@VictoriaRaechel]

I totally get how you feel. I feel that a lot with my pets and KZbin, I feel guilty when I'm not sharing every moment on instagram or youtube of them because in my head I think people are going to assume if I'm not posting them I'm not spending time with them? And when one does pass sometimes I can't even grieve properly because I either have someone asking when I'm going to get another OR if I do feel comfortable enough to get another I'm accused of not properly grieving. It's exhausting. Thank you for sharing your thoughts ❤️

[@Allthingshamster]

@@VictoriaRaechel Oh my gosh, for realll! I felt guilty too for not posting every second of time my hamster was awake. Whenever I saw he was out and about, my first though was, "let me get my phone and ring light. I can use this in an upcoming video". It felt like I saw my hamster more through a screen than in real life! It was definitely not healthy. I also totally understand what you said about grieving the loss of your pets. I think creating pet content (or content in general) makes it hard not to become a slave to other people's opinions. Soon enough you start basing your decisions and actions on what others will find acceptable. It's hard to get out of that rut. It's honestly crazy how much people through a screen hold so much influence. That influence combined with the pressure we already put on ourselves is enough to cause anyone anxiety. I hope you can get back to feeling like you used to about making videos.

[@thomaslawrence4695]

@@Allthingshamster Not being able to properly grieve the loss of a pet because of KZbin comments is one of the most disturbing things I've heard in a very long time. I'm so sorry for you and VictoriaRaechel for having to deal with that.

[@VictoriaRaechel]

@@Allthingshamster and then when you start to have that mindset it really takes away from enjoying spending time with your pets! ☹ 100%! You start worrying about what you share because you're so concerned about others' opinions. Many of times I have made videos and my brain goes straight to "Ugh someone is going to comment something negative about this little thing or the way I've done something". It's hard too because yeah you could just ignore or not look at comments but then that takes away from that community feeling- there's no winning sometimes!

[@farrahjordan1396]

5:18 I know exactly what you mean, here. That feeling does not feel good. I’m so sorry. I’m 15 and as early as I could fully talk, I’ve loved to sing just for fun. Whether I was singing to a TV show or my mom's music, I did it because it was fun for me. Then when I was around 7, my mom started telling the whole family that I had an amazing talent. And they were all suddenly demanding me to sing for them. But I never did. I can’t even sing for fun because they all expect me to be some kind of performer, which I’m not. That part of my childhood traumatized me because I don’t like being put on the spot. (I think they developed in me the stage fright I’ve had ever since.) To this day, I can’t sing anything without them staring at me or calling me out. But all of my other family members can sing whenever they feel like it and no one will say anything. It’s actually quite aggravating because I feel like I’m not able to be a normal human being in that aspect of my life. I feel like I should be able to sing and enjoy myself without someone always having something to say. I don’t care if what they’re saying is good or bad. Just let me be.

[@LaurensHamsters]

I feel you. I play an instrument and my mom is always like “play for your relatives” and it puts me on the spot to play when I don’t want to

[@VictoriaRaechel]

I'm glad I'm not alone, I'm sorry you have to put under the pressure like that :( Especially since it was something you once enjoyed so much! You should be able to sing out loud in the comfort of your home whenever without anyone making comments!

[@JordannSoh-gu6ck]

I know what that feels like. My older brother never lets me sing my fav songs or like talk to my bunnies, he says it’s weird to talk to animals. But for some reason he can sing and talk to himself but I can’t.

[@StinkyKidEmi]

I actually love when people/channels post about other things when they've mainly focused on one. I'm excited to watch whatever you put out at your own pace. I appreciate the pet content but it isn't the only reason I watch you!

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you!!! 🥹❤️

[@BoomstickGaming]

It's not IF you burnout on KZbin, it's HOW you deal with it when it happens. I hit that severe burnout anxiety about a year ago. I made it through by adopting a "less is more" approach. Instead of filler videos, only work on the "sure thing" mega videos. (I also cut out caffeine, which drastically reduced daily anxiousness about video performance)

[@VictoriaRaechel]

That is definitely true! I also should cut down on the caffeine because I know it doesn't help me in the long run 😅

[@ElleAndTheBirds]

All of this is exactly how I feel about my channel and why I stopped uploading. The "expert" graph especially resonated with me, I used to want to be perceived as someone who knows everything about birds but now I'm the opposite. I don't know everything and now I get taken aback when I go back and read my comments full of bird questions with people thinking I always know the answer. Not to mention my birds are only one part of my life and all people want to see is bird content which gets tiring. Sometimes I wish I could just have "normal" personal social media accounts like everyone else and not have to only post a certain type of content. Thank you for sharing how you feel❤

[@VictoriaRaechel]

I'm glad I'm not alone in this feeling 😭 It can also feel a bit discouraging when you do post something "not normal" and it doesn't perform like it would if you posted your usual content.

[@unicornhorseplayz8221]

No pressure on uploading, I totally understand. Don’t feel like you’re forced to upload, it’s okay to need a break. Always upload things that you enjoy and that you love creating and know that we love you!! ❤❤

[@andrewstephens8587]

For what it's worth, I think my hamster's quality of life is MUCH better than it otherwise would have been because of what I learned from watching your videos. Thank you for the knowledge you've shared that has certainly improved the lives of countless more. It goes without saying that your quality of life and well-being matter, too, and I sincerely hope you're able to find a balance between your work and your personal interests that causes you less anxiety and brings you more joy.

[@heatherbloss2174]

I totally agree. At 50 years old I am enjoying my first ever hamster and have followed all of your recommendations. Smidge is happier and healthier because of you. Even if you aren't an expert, you know way more than I do about them. You should feel good about how many people and their pets you have helped.

[@donnarn2727]

Victoria, you have been an honest yet humble influencer on KZbin who promotes good animal care. You know more than most people about caring for animals you keep (hamsters, cats, rabbits . . .) because you do the research. Too many people don't even read a decent pamphlet before buying a pet. Ask your viewers questions when you don't know something and maybe we can all do research to find the answers. I understand not feeling like setting up a camera every time I interact with my hamsters even though I wish I posted more pictures in my Facebook hamster groups. Often, I get caught up in experiencing my hamsters that I don't take pictures, or the lighting is poor. I did post a video in a slideshow format on my KZbin channel about my experience owning hamsters again after a 20+ year break. Your channel was one of the places I learned current good care for hamsters before getting those two hamsters a few years ago. Even the best expert in a field does not know everything in that field, we all just see a part of the whole. Donna RN

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you so much Donna! I feel the same way sometimes, I feel guilty because I'm not posting every interaction with my pets on my instagram or youtube but it takes away from enjoying time with my pets when I'm trying to just get photos and videos of them.

[@lizrochester80]

Honestly, your hamster videos that you’ve already made have helped so many people; I honestly don’t think you need to keep making advice videos! I’d personally just be happy seeing anything else you make video-wise. Please make and post whatever makes you happy!

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you for that! ❤️

[@rachelknowles9747]

As a member of management for a very well known pet store, I always recommend your videos. I let them know that you have years of experience with small animals and may have an answer to a question that they forgot to ask. I have learned so much from you myself, so it's always a pleasure to recommend your videos. Also, you should never feel obligated to post. You need to focus on you. If you need to take time away, we understand, and will be here when you return. ❤

[@sophia13_07]

Just know we love you & your channel, but keyword it's YOUR channel, the real ones will continue to watch no matter what!

[@j.r.1823]

You put a lot of very valuable content out there over a long period of time. People always have access to this. If you need to slow down/ take a break, no worries, we understand.

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you ❤️

[@j.r.1823]

@@VictoriaRaechel 🤗✨

[@sunshinesara784]

This was such a genuine message that I feel emotional! I’ve been a subscriber for at least half a year now (might be more than that) and I have enjoyed all of your content, whether it was about your animals or about your life! You don’t have to know everything about anything, just as long as you’re happy with the content you make! I’m glad to be a part of your journey here on KZbin and I will stick around for any and all content! Thank you for sharing your life with us, I don’t think my hamster would be a happy, healthy, 8 month old hamster without you 🐹❤️ With that said, the lovely animals aren’t the only thing that’s great about the channel: you’re amazing ✨ I love getting to see vlogs about your lifestyle, things that you’re interested in, and seeing how much passion you put into your work! I will always support and I hope all is well 💗

[@VictoriaRaechel]

🥺 Thank you Sara, it really mean a lot to me!

[@loganmoranoutdoors2.056]

You can do whatever you want it is your channel! We will watch whatever you post ❤

[@thatoneginger77]

thank you so much for being honest I really been struggling the past couple of months. A recent death in the family has been very hard. I’ve watched you since I was nine. I think very long time and you just are such an inspiration you have done so much for this community on KZbin and I know you don’t know everything but you are very smart and capable and, just wanted to thank you

[@VictoriaRaechel]

I'm so sorry for your loss and hope you can find some peace 🥺 Thank you for watching for so long! I'm sure you're pretty close in age to me if you've watching since then!

[@SukeveClips]

Videos you enioy making to share is better rather than overload with no vibes. You do what you want, thanks for being open with us 💛

[@lsutton513]

You don’t have to be an “expert” to know what you’re doing and help others. You got my first hamster out of a tiny awful awful cage and into a very large terrarium. Who by the way lived to the ripe age of 3 years and 5 months ❤ I am forever thankful to you and your videos

[@zhoudiana]

I've been watching your channel for years and never commented. You are one of my favorite KZbinrs for your personality. Any content you feel comfortable putting out there is awesome. I would watch none hamster videos without hesitation!

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you for the long time support ❤️

[@natasya1812]

I had been wanting to have a hamster since high school, but used to always doubt my own capacity in keeping a pet even as tiny as a hamster.. and after I watched your videos and learned from them, I finally got the confidence to keep one.. and my winter white hamster lived her best life of 2.5 years who died of old age.. you've done great, believe in yourself and keep up the good work !!

[@Alice_Fudge]

Thank you Victoria for making this video, don’t feel like you need to be perfect and know everything as we are all humans that are still learning no matter how old we are. I will stay with you no matter what. Warm wishes from Alice 💜

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you Alice ❤

[@GenericGoon95]

No matter how you choose to proceed in the future, there will be people who will support you. We've learnt a lot from your channel and that means you've also helped thousands of hamsters have a better life. That has meaning itself. So even if you think you don't know it all, that's ok: nobody knows it all and we're all here to help each other and help our hamsters have better lives. So thank you for what you've shared up till now. As for what to do in the future: I think as a primarily educational hamster channel, there may come a point where you feel, "I've already shared what I know." And so your videos will eventually have less educational content because you can refer people to what you've shared before. So when your videos become less education-centric, perhaps that is the source of your feeling not as fulfilled with your recent videos. So maybe you have to ask yourself: "What am I still passionate about now? What do I want to share with people?" Whether that's educational or simply a compliation of cute hamster moments, or something else, just do what feels true to your goals as of now and in the future. Don't worry too much about yourself in the past. We will support you.

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you so so much for your thoughts and support. I think I have gotten to the point where I feel I've shared everything I possibly know, there isn't much else to share for right now regarding educational content.

[@Alricrahl19]

@@VictoriaRaechel That's completely valid and understandable. Your videos are here for new and old people to watch. It shouldn't feel like a job or stress you out. Thank you for all the videos and look forward to anything else you create.

[@lyra1783-]

Takes so much bravery to be honest about struggles like this! I’m really excited to see the content you make in the future, I know that if it’s something you enjoy and feel passionate about, we will all enjoy it too! ❤

[@xnoie]

Honestly whatever you’ll post, I know I’ll watch. I don’t only like your contents but also how you share things. I originally started watching you videos back in 2019 when I first got an hamster and even though my beloved Eddie passed away in September 2021, I still very much enjoy your videos whether they’re hamsters related or not. I’m sure I’m not the only one and you have a community behind you, supporting you no matter what 🫶

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you for the support 🥺 ❤️ it means the world to me.

[@urfavbrunetteval]

Victoria, you are one of my favorite people, I don’t care how often you post, I don’t care what you post, you can post whatever you like whenever you like, just whatever makes you happy. I will ALWAYS support you. I love your sense of humor and your pets 🩷

[@VictoriaRaechel]

This is so so sweet, thank you for the support 🥹💞

[@fitzguineavision]

I think how your feeling is very valid and I shall say quite normal for most content creators! Take your time and figure out what direction you want your channel to go in. Those who truly support you will watch your content regardless of your niche.

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you!

[@hamustagirl]

No one ever knows everything about hamsters. But you have a knowledge that is above average which helps people with no information at all to deal with their hamsters and build up from this point. I will watch and enjoy every video you upload wether its about pets or art or vlogs or anything ❤

[@TayTayMari3]

I have been watching your videos since 2014! I’m 23 now and I still remember your room tours! Also pumpkin, peach and wasabi! I’ve always enjoyed your content no matter what direction you take it! Remember to give yourself grace. And take breaks if needed no matter how long that may be. You helped me find my own love for rodents. And I appreciate you for that! You do YOU girl!:)

[@benicio1967]

I’d like to add that you take such excellent care of every one of your pets. They are truly so lucky to have you. You keep everything so impeccably clean, you work hard to stay on top of their health care and you go to such lengths to make sure all their needs are met. You have given me goals to live up to in caring for my own pets. You are such a sweet kind and caring young person. I just want to thank you for sharing your journey with all your babies with us. ❤❤❤

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you, that really means a lot to me 🥹

[@Breanna.HouseOfCorgis]

Victoria I am sorry to hear you've been feeling this way. I want you to know that I enjoy all the videos you put out. I am a 28 year old girl/women from Maine, USA. I have had a non traditional hamster journey because I never had one as a kid. I did have one guinea pig as a kid however. My husband and I bought our house in 2019 and got dogs and cats. I love my dogs and cats but I really wanted a small animal because I've been volunteering Saturday evenings feeding cats at my local shelter and I walk around and the small animals break my heart because they just stay for so much longer than the cats and dogs here. Anyways I started to research and found you and by watching your videos I was able to get my hamster a 929 sq ft enclosure, deep bedding, etc right from the start. I also joined some hamster Facebook groups that promote proper care. So my point being that I know you don't know everything non of us do BUT you know so much and your knowledge has helped me to properly care for my newly adopted hamster, Gus and I know its helped so many other people care for their hamsters properly. You have literally given hamsters better lives by sharing your knowledge and I thank you.

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you Breanna 💗 I'm very happy you wanted to bring a hamster into your home especially as an adult! I feel as though hamsters are very looked down upon when having them as an adult because "they're for kids" which in reality is the opposite!

[@Breanna.HouseOfCorgis]

@@VictoriaRaechel just got home from the shelter for my weekly volunteer shift - they have a new hamster in and I am dying I need a stacking cage so I can adopt him but besides the point. He was laying on a cloth in his cage and he's been eating at it! I told the staff that he was eating it and they let me toss it out. I also told them hamsters cannot have cotton. They thanked me and told me no one on the staff really knows much about hamsters. So just another point to say your knowledge is helping me and other people/hamsters.

[@VictoriaRaechel]

@@Breanna.HouseOfCorgis I love that they listened to you and didn't get defensive or do nothing! You should bring them some toilet paper to offer the little hamster for some nesting 🥰

[@vivianelabelle3992]

I understand! You don't need to know everything. You share what you know and love and that's enough. ❤

[@HoGrayson]

Thank you for telling us how you feel! I have been following your channel for years now. Whenever I feel down, when your videos pop up on my front page, I'll never hesitate to click on it. I don't own any animals but seeing your videos cheer me up! So you are helping so many people in this community! Please keep up the good work ❤

[@kimberlybagley616]

We love your channel! My 6 year old daughter and I started watching 8 months ago when she got her first dwarf hamster. Our favorite content is showing daily routines such as cleaning and caring for your hamsters as well as any easy diy activities/treats to do with your hamster.

[@sryan84]

One thing to keep in mind, is your channel just loves YOU. We are happy with basic animal chewing videos or you talking about your plants. No need to stress....we want you to take care of YOU.

[@lindafarnden5230]

Thank you for being open and sharing how it feels for you. Don't put pressure on yourself. Do what feels right for you and trust in yourself ❤

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you Linda ❤️

[@TooMuchADHDMillennial]

Hey lady, I applaud you for sharing these thoughts with us. It is fantastic to normalize observing and taking action to address your mental health and well being. So genuine and you absolutely need to do what is best for you!

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you!

[@patricia.noblat]

Comecei a seguir porque queria aprender e aprendi bastante. Mas hoje sigo porque amo ver como lidar com seus amores, moço cuida dos animais, das plantas, como se preocupa... Seu artesanato é ótimo, já fiz minhas plataformas e estou começando a fazer um novo terrário, mas não espero ter que te ver sempre no mesmo dia ou em determinado espaço de tempo, fico feliz quando aparece e já sei que vai ser bom independente do que faça. O importante é que faça quando se sentir tranquila pra isso ou quando precisar, como agora. Ter alguém selecionando os comentários ajudaria muito. Pessoas ruins sempre existirão e pessoas que não sabem se comunicar também. Lembre que se alguém tem um problema com você esse problema é dela, não seu.✊🏼❤

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you Patricia! ❤️

[@_sijeuni_]

I just wanted to say - I am a subscriber because I like you as a person. I became interested in your channel because I love rodents and rabbits - but the reason why I subscribed and followed simply is because I like you as a person and I find everything you post or upload really interesting. I also like vlogs the most, just seeing what's been going on lately, how you and your animals have been doing etc. I am sorry to hear that you're going through so much pressure and anxiety, I can really understand that people expecting you to be an expert who never makes any mistakes and knows everything adds so much pressure, such a situation can feel really toxic and take away all joy. 😢 I really hope you will be able to get that old feeling back, just uploading what makes you happy, what you actually want to share etc. I would be really sad if you stopped uploading, I really hope KZbin will become a happy, positive place for you again. 🧡

[@JordannSoh-gu6ck]

Yeah!

[@VictoriaRaechel]

This means a lot to me because I know there are people who only subscribe for my hamsters/pets. I've seen a lot of others mention they enjoy the vlogs and I hope to do those more because they're also my favorite to do!

[@annabakowska1153]

Fully get you and so sorry you feel this way. I absolutely love your channel! I've learned so much from you! Thanks to you our hamster had a (hopefully) great life.

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Don't be sorry ❤️ Thank you!!

[@HeatherColemanYoga]

JJ is so sweet! He listens really well :) )

[@pr3st00]

I've never had a hamster before, and got my first one around one year and half ago. Everything was new to me and your videos helped me a lot, from finding the best enclosure to treating them with the respect they deserve. Your videos even opened up my eyes to the fact that some hamsters breeds are in danger of extinction, and encouraged me to contribute to orgs which are trying to avoid that. I don't think we have such good content about hamsters here in Brazil. Long story short, thanks a lot.

[@izerwiz5091]

I don't feel like much I say will matter, as what you think about yourself and what you feel is right is most important, but I want you to know your impact on my life as a pet owner and huge fan of yours. I love your videos, and sit up early each weekend to see your weekly upload as I'm in the UK (late seeing this weeks post as I am currently in the moving house process). You are so relatable, extremely helpful and we can all tell that you are a genuinely good person through your videos and passion for helping others. I got my first hamsters (Gerald and Willow) in early 2021, and I cannot tell you how much your videos have had an impact on my life. They really helped me learn new things and understand my hamsters so much better. I just wanted to tell you how grateful I am, and hope that your passion for content creation comes back to you! Do not feel obligated to post each week, and trust your heart in telling you what is right as how you feel is most important. Sending all my love! Izzie xx

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you so much Izzie ❤️

[@charlieandhisantics9954]

You are the whole reason I discovered my love for small animals, when I was about 9. Please do what you love. Take breaks when you need to. We all want you to be happy with what you make.

[@PickyPocketsLaughs]

Hi Victoria, a little (or long?) break cant hurt anyone. Do what you feel. And in my opinion, its always good to look back at your accomplishments and experiences and realize: “dang! I did that, it was all me.” rather that thinking how much can still be achieved and whats next to do and stress about doing it. Its true, you dont do it for the numbers. But just think how many people are better educated now, thanks to your content. Like the video with the tape in the floor, illustrating the space ratio. It was very eye opening. Or think, how many little hammies (and bunnies) live better lives now, because of your content. This is not to put pressure on you - you did it! its already done, you’ve made a great footprint in the world, you’ve changed lives. Take the pressure off of yourself, film outside, film other stuff, release your creativity, explore, dont be afraid. Yes, YT became ur job but it doesnt own you. And ur audience doesnt own you, you are free to do whatever you like. Its your creativity & hard work and professionalism that the community appreciates. You can do interviews, shows us rescues, travel to different countries & shows u their pet care, show us a work of a good breeder, or just show us plants outdoors or show us how you paint. It doesnt matter what it is. Find other inspirations and as long as you do them with passion, ppl will follow. You’re great in what you do, dont doubt yourself. Also, remember - anyone who posts a nasty comment online, is def a 100% mashed potato. Pretty people & good people dont have the need to bring others down. Sorry for the long comment. I dont even own or never intend to own a hamster 🤭 Im here because you make the world a better place.

[@VictoriaRaechel]

I think I need to do that more often, some days I feel like I've accomplished nothing but I know that's not true and need to celebrate the things I have accomplished more often. Thank you for your words ❤️ ( I love the mashed potato part 🤣)

[@michellealmanza2192]

I can definitely relate to you about feeling anxious on things that you used to love doing or like meeting expectations. I personally am 23 years old and I feel so pressured to doing things and no longer enjoy them. I think it’s nice to step back and kinda take breaks in order to enjoy things again. We love you!

[@Amelia_spamss0]

I understand completely, you have been an amazing influence on my everyday life from watching all of your videos on virtual days of school. I have 2 hamster-Syrian and Russian dwarf, all to my care had came from you! Love you so much stay strong ❤

[@That_weird_therian_kid]

Thx for being honest with us and any thing you do we will always support you!!

[@111music7]

I'm so glad you took the time to decide what is best for you and your channel. It's so easy to take what yoy love and turn into something that feels like a chore and lose the passion. I can fall into that easily with my art projects. Sometimes taking a step back and trying something a little different will bring back the spark you seem to be missing. We'll be here for you whatever you choose! I hope that whatever you decide will be beneficial.

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you for understanding! 💞 It's all about finding that spark again! 💫💫

[@Squire_Piper]

I follow your channel the last years since my wife and I, we started having hamsters. I think it’s not only the knowledge gained from watching your videos (your videos really helped me a lot the first weeks when we got our first little girl hamster), but mostly a platform of hamster lovers sharing experiences, which is nice (hamster and cat lovers of course!!). I think no need to upload with a specific schedule, e.g., a specific day every week, you can just upload them every time you feel good to record one (by the way, preparing a video has often a lot of work!!). The video stays there, people can see some days later, or even much later …. We all learn every day more things from our little hamsters. Take care ❤

[@aeva-usa]

I thank you for opening up to your community about how you feel, and also thank you for inspiring me to get my own hamster. I knew hamsters need a lot of enrichment, but finding your channel really made me feel like I can do it. Maybe you don't know it all, that's okay, but what you do is you give people the confidence that they can provide their pets with an enriching life just like you did. On the matter of social media - I'm sorry you feel that way. I remember quitting my Instagram influencer era because I kept feeling forced to produce content. I tried sharing more of my life going outside of my niche, other sides of me, but at the end of the day I just quit because that didn't seem to alleviate the feeling of "having to" upload. I had a passion, and the more time I spend on Instagram sharing it, the more private about it I felt. For me it was just understanding that I don't want to make my hobbies and passions into a job, I just want them to stay precious and private to me. I hope you can successfully find the balance of how you want your channel to feel, because we sure love having you here. All the best to you ❤

[@Rievalerie]

I love watching your videos and how soothing your voice is when talking about your pets. Make my morning feel better

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you so much 🥹

[@blizzardwolf5681]

I've been watching you for quite a few years now, at one point when I was really young, I did look to you as an "expert" but over time I have grown more wiser and I look to you as an inspiration more than anything. As you said you like uploading what works for you and your pets and I have taken some of your designs and feedings into consideration with my own hamsters and I have given them bigger cages, more food variety, etc. I want to thank you for being an inspiration not just to me but to all of us. I'm pretty sure most people here can agree when I say you have inspired and been a blessing to us. For what you said in the beginning about being anxious about uploading, I recommend taking a short, medium or long break from KZbin and just be yourself for a few months and get used to the idea of KZbin again. If doing that doesn't help fully you can also try and brainstorm some new content ideas. I haven't watched your videos for awhile because life, but this one stuck out to me and I'm glad I decided to watch it. You reminded me of that sometimes people need a break and to just be you, if people don't like oh well! It isn't their life. It's yours. Thank you for being you Raechel and being an inspiration to us all! I know you probably won't read this, but I'm just saying thank you

[@lenajazuk4231]

When it comes to anxiety I can tell from my own experiences that the more you avoid anxiety provoking situations the worse anxiety gets in a long run Situations that never caused me anxiety now are and the ones I used to manage before I cant at all because I avoided them for very long time and it would take a huge anxiety to start doing it again

[@VictoriaRaechel]

That is very very true and I should know better 🥲

[@Nothemomma904]

I like your plant videos your pet videos the little minis you put together. I think you’re really gorgeous and smart and have a soothing voice and lovely personality. Omg the buns are so cute

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you 🥹

[@Nothemomma904]

@@VictoriaRaechel you’re welcome and I absolutely adore you and your content in all formats. You’re beautiful smart kind and very likeable. I’m sure your boyfriend agrees with me

[@allaboutaliyagrace6627]

I am so sorry that you have been feeling this way. You have helped me so much with my hamster care. The rabbits are so cute 😊

[@Rachel-wn2lw]

You’ve already contributed SO much to the hamster community - we don’t want you to feel unhappy. Take time away, do whatever it takes to feel better and then reassess. If you miss it, come back, if not then we will of course miss you but always respect and be happy for you!

[@ch3rry_ros3]

Victoria thank *you* girlie! Through all of your educational videos I've done what I can to make better lives for my hamsters and in general you've raised my awareness for the exotic pet animals. I think you've been very open an inspirational by saying many times how you too have made mistakes and just... don't sweat it. You've done a great deal for the pet comunity and do not shy away from new stuff to create or put out there. Through trial and error, but only that's how you can find something that excites you again :) good luck! You've got this

[@FanciestDwarf10]

Totally human feelings, don't let your hobbys turn into a job. Your a good person and have the right to take breaks, post what you want! Nobody worth your time will make you feel bad. Find that community, I'm here for you girl!

[@PaigeHoekstra]

We love your content! Don’t stress over it, We understand if you want to take a break!

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you Paige 🥺❤️

[@kiannafarfan3066]

Cleo stealing the salad from sage is so relatable. Rabbits are so unpredictable that’s why I love them I have 3 lol.

[@That_Creative_Person]

Thank you for being able to share with us how you feel we will always have your back in anything you do!

[@Thaliathetree]

Make the content that makes you happy. One of my favorite videos was seeing you craft the Mystery Shack a couple years ago. Sure it was hamster adjacent, but the crafting was also very cool! Do what makes you inspired and we will watch.

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you!! That was a really fun video to make and craft ❤️ I'd like to do something like that again!

[@AlainaGriego]

You remind me of myself in so many ways! Watching your channel calms me and gives me motivation. Thanks for being honest with us, Victoria! I hope your channel goes back to the way you want it to be!❤❤❤❤

[@Strawb3rryCh3rry]

you have nothing to worry about! it was really brave of you to be honest with us and i'm proud of you for that!! you've been a really big help for me and a lot of other people. i'll be praying for you 💗💗

[@surreal.canines]

Ive been watching you for so long, and it warms my heart seeing you being honest like this ❤ thank you for everything youve done. Not only have you helped many including me but your videos genuinely brang me so much comfort just watching your pets and seeing everything you do for them. I hope that soon you will feel comfortable excited to upload again and that you dont feel any pressure from anyone. LOVE U AND UR VIDS VICTORIA RAECHEL!!

[@loujew8973]

I started watching you 3 years ago before I got my hamster Evie, I learned so much and if it wasn't for your videos she would have had a cage, bedding etc that wasn't suitable. She lived a great life but sadly passed a couple months ago at 2 1/2 years after a stroke. I now have another hamster called Honey. Don't feel pressured to post all the time, if you need a break then please take one and dont feel you need to post every week. Thank you for sharing how your feeling. Your bunnies are adorable.

[@Rebe_1280]

Don't worry, Victoria! We love you ❤❤❤

[@alexh6121]

Hi Victoria! as someone who has bad anxiety i totally get where you are coming from! but just know you have a huge community of people who will understand. Sage looks like he's settling in well and I'm so happy about that. Please take your time in uploading, your mental health maters most and making sure your fully enjoying what you are doing

[@VictoriaRaechel]

I'm glad I'm not alone ❤️ Thank you!

[@JuviTheLion]

You can post whatever you like, however frequently or unfrequently you like. Youve been a source of joy and inspiration and whatever you choose to do, Ill look forward to. And if you dont wanna do this anymore, thats fine too. Its your life and should be lived to YOUR fullest ❤

[@amym2944]

Your videos are amazing. They are always interesting and full of info. You always seems such a kind and compassionate person. Take the time you need and do what's right for you. That's the most important thing!!

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you so so much!

[@reetayoung]

Do whatever makes you happy. You have helped me a lot with my hamster.

[@RealInterestingRelatable]

Its like ur telling us a story, u don't have to tell us the story, but we are very happy to listen when you do.

[@CamillaLesley]

When I first got my hamster my local pet store actually recommended me to watch your videos😊

[@kambria9773]

I never expect you to know everything, but I'm so grateful you knew more than me and helped me provide my hamhams with great lives. I can't wait to see what you do next. :)

[@GracieGreenan-g2r]

I completely understand everything you said! You shouldn’t feel like you have to know everything or that you have got to post! You should feel happy and confident in what you post! I think we as ur followers and supporters can all agree with me saying take ur time bc you deserve to feel happy and love what you do ❤

[@AtomikHotRod]

My daughter and I love watching your videos. You are the captain of your own ship. Do what’s best for you!! And your pets 😊

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you both! ❤️

[@CamiUrquidi]

There's always something new that I learn when I watch your videos, and when I don't, then there's always something that entertained me, and the reason is simply you. Thank you for sharing your life with us! And whatever you decide to do, we'll be here to support you.

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you Cami 💜

[@ChaseSmithification]

I've been watching you for about 10 years when I got a hamster. I hope you find a new enjoyment and happiness in uploading new things with little pressure and anxiety.

[@donnarn2727]

Victoria, I just saw your video "8 ways Hamsters have HELPED Humans" on the MSN newsfeed. Congrats on being recognized on a different platform. Now do what you love without any stress (i.e. don't feel pressured to post weekly if that makes you happier), but let us watch every now and then, especially when it involves your pets😀. Thank you for being you.

[@melissahennekes1105]

I've been watching you for a couple of years now. And been enjoying it alot. If you say that numbers don't matter to you then you shouldn't put that pressure on yourself at all by uploading on a specific day each week. Don't force yourself. The true ''community'' will stay and keep watching you. Upload when you feel like it even if it's just once a month you know. People will still enjoy watching your video's especially when you as a person are enjoying it. Just so you know I bought a syrian hamster named Snicker and followed your guidlines which helped me a lot and my hamster lived for over 3 years happy and healthy. Keep it up! I know for a fact I will still be watching you

[@Mogalog]

Although I initially found your channel through my interest in hamsters, I kept watching because I loved your personality and your videos. Its so brave that you can be so honest and is refreshing to hear how you really feel. I'm sure most of us wouldn't mind if your upload schedule or even kind of videos changed as we are here for you. We love you!! 🤍🐹

[@VictoriaRaechel]

This means a lot to me, when I'm down about my content I often feel like maybe people don't like my personality or think I'm boring.

[@kat7349]

I completely understand what you mean, eventually the excitement and love for something you’re doing all the time can wear down! Especially when you feel like you’ve now done your part, it can be hard to know what to do next or how to tell people you’re moving on. I struggle with anxiety daily and it’s refreshing to hear someone talk about how they truly feel behind the camera, also getting burnt out when your not as motivated to do something can really get you down! I’ve loved watching all of your videos but I agree, we all reach a time when we feel like we’ve completed something and that it’s time to move on to something new! I can’t wait to see you branch out and explore new interests🫶🫶

[@VictoriaRaechel]

thank you Kat! You definitely understand me! ❤️

[@GiItEdge]

lol I don't even own a hamster and I thoroughly enjoy your videos Victoria. I send people here when they are needing help with care. I like to learn about all sorts of animals and the proper care that goes with them. You never know when you may find yourself in a situation to take care of them. I have 5 bunnies, 2 skinny pigs and a kitten. At least half are rescues or needed a new forever home. Point is, You are what keeps me coming back, branch out and film what's in your heart. People will support you.

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you! ❤️

[@leannec1214]

I love and appreciate your videos as they did help me on my journey as a hamster owner. I agree with many others on here in saying do not feel any pressure or anxiety over uploading. If you find it too much or don't find the same joy in it that's ok, take a break and do what makes you happy.

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you ❤️

[@gracesmith7023]

Victoria I cannot thank you enough for what you have done for me you have helped me so much on my hamster journey and you have comforted me when I needed it and you have help me understand that hamsters need more than what society tends to tell. Please don’t let anyone tell you that you need to post you are living your own life and although I would be sad I would rather have you not be under stress post. I hope you feel better and thank you so much ❤

[@howl-pendragon]

If KZbin isn't working for you right now, you are totally allowed to take a break or quit altogether. Of course we love seeing you, I look forward to all your videos and I enjoy spending this time with you (even tho I never comment because I'm a lurker hehe), but your mental health comes first. I hope you can take care of yourself 💖

[@xtashnpetsx]

🫶🏻😊Putting yourself out there and expressing yourself honestly and so openly is inspiring and I hope you find your happy place soon x

[@Evilgrapez]

The reason I even know about your channel is because the #1 piece of advice I see the r/hamsters community give new owners is: "Watch Victoria Raechel, she knows everything." I can't imagine having that kind of expectation placed on you when you don't even want it and still have questions yourself. That being said, you really have saved a lot of hamsters with your work. No matter where you take things in the future, you've made an extremely positive impact--expert or not.

[@SlaineAlEir]

Honestly I’ve been noticing a drop in community feel in the hamster world as well. I’m only new and seeing it, so it doesn’t surprise me that you’ve felt that. I don’t know if people who are working hard to provide ethical care are burned out, or what it is. I’m very thankful for the educational posts that you already have, and maybe I’m showing my age here 😅 but I think it would be so refreshing to hear YOUR questions as well! I’m excited to see what you choose to post, and we’re here for you either way ❤

[@VictoriaRaechel]

I've had the same chat with another hamster content creator! I think the community has changed a lot and a lot of people have left the community unfortunately :( Thank you!! ❤️

[@xthetansiblingsx5405]

Thank you for sharing. I started to learn about hamster care by following you too. And now also a ham and bun mom. It's okay take your time for a break and i think you need too, come back whenever you like too. Sending you much hugs to you x

[@VictoriaRaechel]

I am happy to hear that! Thank you ❤️

[@JessPritch]

I’ve been watching your channel for years and years. I probably started watching a bit before your face reveal (I remember being so excited when watching that video). Anyway I just want you to know that there hasn’t been a video of yours that I have disliked no matter what it’s been about. I would love to see videos about any topic (I loved the sims one you did) that you enjoy because you are genuinely such an interesting and inspirational person. I know it can be difficult to not feel pressured to get videos out, especially since this once hobby has turned a career and livelihood, but try not to let it get you down, and try and feel comfort in the fact that me and many others will always support you no matter the videos you post and what they are about. Thank you brave enough to share and communicate your feelings, and I hope it can bring you some relief. 💗

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Thank you for the long time support, Jess ❤️. That means a lot to me because there's times I feel I'm boring or lack personality 🥲 but I know that's not true, just based on your comment and others!

[@SaltyAvocadoToast]

I'm very glad when I hear someone say they'd rather have community than numbers. Community is way more important and I want you to enjoy what you do. I'm exited for you in this new chapter no matter what that looks like. The fact that you can talk about how life is really going already sets you aside from others.

[@VictoriaRaechel]

Without a community it feels lonely and not fun! Thank you ❤️