LIFE AFTER MAKEUP GEEK: What happened and what's next...

[@MarlenaStell]

Just wanted to say thank you from the bottom of my heart for the life you all gave me! Its been an insane roller coaster with so many incredible moments that I never imagined would happen. You all were part of that and hope you can join me for the next chapter!! Buckle up as it'll be a great ride!! With so much gratitude and love, Marlena xoxo

[@jennifershank5622]

You too as well have been a huge part of my life!!! I will NEVER part with all the lovely things I bought from MG. You have ICONIC shades of eyeshadows, highlighters, brushes and so much more 🤍 I could go on, but I just really hope you understand what an impact you have made on me and so very many others in the community. I appreciate you, Marlena ✨️❤️✨️❤️✨️❤️✨️

[@Kris_Si2]

I’ve been diagnosed with “unexplained inflammation” after having covid twice. The first time I woke up half my face was swollen. Just half. Then two days later I couldn’t walk because there was so much inflammation it was pressing on my sciatic nerve. Still haven’t received a real answer. I’ve been on unemployment, couldn’t qualify for disability because their saying something is wrong but nothings wrong at the same time. It’s scary and then with stress on top of it, it’s…a lot. For anyone wondering if she’s actually a genuine person… I met her in Sacramento in 2011 when she was looking for models when makeup geek first launched. I went to the hotel in natomas and tried out lol when I went in she wasn’t in the conference room at the time and I talked to her photographer. When I was walking out, she saw me and literally ran to catch me in the parking lot to give me a hug and say thank you for coming. I’ll never forget that. I’ve tried to support everything since then. I still have all the clothes I bought from your brand, they all still look great because they were great quality. I still have all my makeup because again, great quality. I’ll never throw it out I don’t care how old it is lol Sorry for the long post, I just wanted you and the commenters to know you’re genuinely a good person and everything will work out well for you because you put love and kindness before anything else ❤

[@lindseybotelho]

We love you Marlena! We'll always be here to support you ❤️

[@patrizialacsina1409]

hi Marlena , i feel you .. i have lym disease due to my breast implant, i hope you dont have breast implant: sending you hug and kisssess...

[@AgendaInMind]

Doctors are nothing but high paid “professionals” who prescribe drugs they know little about to treat diseases they know even less about for people they know nothing about.

[@cjamzbrn1]

I have watched you from the beginning . I learned how to apply makeup through all your tutorials. You were humbled then and you still are. You have a pure passion. Sending prayers for your health and your being..

[@Nkreddible]

I completely AGREE! MarlenaTaughtMe

[@tmar8959]

Yea she taught me so much from over a decade ago, she's like OG 1st gen status. The days of missjessica harlow, Michelle Phan etc, and she has remained true and retained integrity the whole way. The skill level, the heart and the strength, she really is the whole package and deserves ALL the blessings right now.

[@PEACHFACE24]

When we as an audience say we want KZbinrs who ARE influencers to have integrity YOU, MARLENA ARE JUST THAT! Never ever change. The world needs you and more people like you. I will include you and your family in my prayers. Be safe and blessed!!!!!

[@saramcdonalds427]

O.M.G EVERY SINCE JACYLN LEFT IT HASNT BEEN ONE THING WRONG ITS ANOTHER WITH HER WHY IS JACYLN THRIVING WHILE YOU CRASHING AND BURNING AT EVERY TURN PLEASE EXPLAIN IN FURTHER DETAIL YOUR FORMER PARTNER IN GRIME

[@thisgirlkris]

For YEARS I've wanted to buy from Makeup Geek and loved what your company was built on, but could never afford it. When I found out you were closing the doors on Makeup Geek, I decided to buy some products because even though I didn't really have the money to do so, I wanted to somehow support you! Too little too late, and I'm sorry but the quality and care in your products and packaging were phenomenal. I'm kicking myself for not managing to buy more Makeup Geek years ago. We love and support you, in your life now and in the future! 💜

[@saramcdonalds427]

YEAH SHE PRICED HERSELF OUT OF BUSINESS WAS ONE REASON THE OTHER ONE WAS JACKYLN HILL DROPPED HER AS A. BRAND AMBASSADOR

[@laikanbarth]

I couldn’t afford Makeup Geek either 😢. I heard great things about the makeup though. My husband has MS and we have to watch our money.

[@saramcdonalds427]

@@laikanbarth YEAH 😂 WONDER WHY SHE WENT BROKE BUT HER PROTEGE WITH THE RAT INFESTED WAREHOUSE JACKYLN STILL THRIVING

[@AddyAddyO]

From the beginning, from that black and white damask print curtain and the zoomed in camera…. To even now: you are amazing and I’m soooo glad you open your mouth to speak about everything your heart tells you to talk about. You are powerful and a force of good. Thank you for yearrrrs of being gracious with opening your life to us, even just a fraction-okay back to finishing up watching this video. I just wanted to say thank you 💛 . X x

[@bobefff]

OMG the black and white curtain! I just looked back at my "favorites" album and there it was from 13 years ago!

[@AgendaInMind]

Doctors are nothing but high paid “professionals” who prescribe drugs they know little about to treat diseases they know even less about for people they know nothing about.

[@AddyAddyO]

@@bobefff it was a classic. That curtain made me purchase matching ones, and her makeup convinced me to buy my first makeup pallet. 🥹

[@bobefff]

@@AddyAddyO SAME, I got the coastal scenes 88 palette bc of her tutorials. Haha! That palette rocked.

[@AddyAddyO]

@@bobefff THATS THE EXACT ONE I BOUGHT! hahahaha!

[@shellys7950]

I am a nurse and I am so tired of medical professionals looking at a behavioral health diagnosis and stop doing their job. I’m so sorry you went through this scary time. Our healthcare system is in the toilet. So thankful you have a diagnosis now. You are a go getter! You put the energy out in the universe. I respect you for your hard working efforts. Your kindness and warmth as a human. Thank you ❤

[@jennpiach]

Ima nurse also, here in Florida not as bad. But wow has the medical system been dumped down the toilet. I cannot beleive alot of these doctors ( $$$ from " I wont say "). It's very sad. They give you a pill and tell you to come back when u need a refill.

[@saramcdonalds427]

TELLING ME JACKYLN CAUSE YOU TO HAVE A BREAKDOWN I GUESS JACKYLN WAS THE FINAL NAIL IN YOUR COFFIN

[@Lucidbedhead2]

@@saramcdonalds427you good fam?

[@pksbino]

Last year my head started to spin out of the blue, and it went on for about 4 months. During that time it was like I'm drunk 24/7, I couldn't drive at all because even being in the car make the dizziness worse, and throughout that 4 months, I have been constantly in lab tests and looking for new doctors, the final hospital I went to see was USC Keck, and after all the money I spent they were only to let me know that I'm not diagnosed with MS (which they were so confident on), and they could not give me an answer to what was going on with the nerves in my head...so I was left undiagnosed, and still to this day I don't have any idea what caused the dizziness for an entire 4 months, only preying it doesn't come back anymore...

[@maryburr3145]

I miss makeup geek soo much. It was my favorite brand of eyeshadow. I literally would only buy your shadows.

[@itscourtney93]

You were the first makeup KZbinr i watched to teach me how to apply falsies for my Nutcracker performance in 2008. I’m so proud of your resiliency and growth throughout this challenging time. Excited for what’s to come!! ❤️

[@kirstyhesketh7674]

❤

[@debmi8839]

Yep, the first and ONLY makeup guru for me, even now. LOVE YOU Marlena, from Michigan to you!

[@littlejewels1]

You and Tati are my OG’s and I am grateful you are both back.❤️❤️

[@MsRreyes1]

Yasss both Queen’s

[@LC.1990]

I was happy about tati returning too until she started spouting all her nonsense. Then I quickly unsubscribed.

[@kadamowicz68]

@@LC.1990 yup, she’s gone off her rocker with “ health”.

[@Digmer]

Marlena yeah, tati is shady.

[@shayoway7414]

Who cares? Are you 12? Tati has her own channel.

[@marissa128]

Marlena, I was so lost when I started actually trying to apply makeup properly over 15 years ago. You were the first person to ever teach me! I can safely say that honestly you were the first MUA I ever subscribed to on KZbin. Since then I feel like we have all been on this journey with you and wouldn’t trade the ups and downs for anything. Thank you Marlena for all you do ❤

[@snbg1]

Same

[@kristinbrown1772]

100%!

[@mariabeverlyjoycabelis3556]

Same ❤

[@debmi8839]

me too!!

[@olivia61589]

Same!! ❤

[@mdkushida]

My fave pioneer from past KZbin days that are long gone, but never forgotten ❤ You made history! Can’t wait for what’s next!

[@Kris_Si2]

I’ve been diagnosed with “unexplained inflammation” after having covid twice. The first time I woke up half my face was swollen. Just half. Then two days later I couldn’t walk because there was so much inflammation it was pressing on my sciatic nerve. Still haven’t received a real answer. I’ve been on unemployment, couldn’t qualify for disability because their saying something is wrong but nothings wrong at the same time. It’s scary and then with stress on top of it, it’s…a lot. For anyone wondering if she’s actually a genuine person… I met her in Sacramento in 2011 when she was looking for models when makeup geek first launched. I went to the hotel in natomas and tried out lol when I went in she wasn’t in the conference room at the time and I talked to her photographer. When I was walking out, she saw me and literally ran to catch me in the parking lot to give me a hug and say thank you for coming. I’ll never forget that. I’ve tried to support everything since then. I still have all the clothes I bought from your brand, they all still look great because they were great quality. I still have all my makeup because again, great quality. I’ll never throw it out I don’t care how old it is lol Sorry for the long post, I just wanted you and the commenters to know you’re genuinely a good person and everything will work out well for you because you put love and kindness before anything else ❤

[@marhiaisa]

Unfortunately when they gave the vaccine they never said that could worsen any underlying problems you may have, people trusted n took the shots not knowing n still don’t believe that it’s the cause of all their health problems.

[@Fivetimesthree]

I’m so so sorry. I got this too after I got Covid. Then I got the vaccine and my inflammation got worse. However, my stress SKYROCKETED and my diet and sleeping habits plummeted. So I think the combination of those things took a huge toll on my body. I pray we both get some dealing.

[@Kris_Si2]

@@Fivetimesthree same. I’ve lost about 50% of my hair. Can’t sleep. They said there’s a new autoimmune disease from covid called multisystem inflammatory syndrome but they’re only diagnosing it in children? How does that even make sense? I can’t get an answer but that seems to me it would fit people like us. The thing that keeps me going is the sad reality that a lot of people didn’t survive this and had strokes and heart attacks, but we’re still here and there has to be a reason for it. I hope you pull through and feel better soon

[@carriekennedy5903]

Please please please have your thyroid antibodies and full counts done (not just TSH). I had same issue after EBV (Epstein Barre Virus) infection in 2003. Now, nearly 20years later I have the mystery inflammation secondary issues that I’ve been fighting to get truly diagnosed for all these years. The issues I’ve had literally destroyed my thyroid, liver and make inflammatory autoimmune issues flare in shifts finally earning the diagnosis of Myalgic Encephlomyeltis (ME). The same issues I had earlier on are exactly what post COVID patients are experiencing now. I had really hoped people wouldn’t go through what I have but it looks like a lot of people are sadly. I can only hope they’ve learned from people like me but unfortunately I’m not encouraged. The Covid virus and EBV are basically cousins. Ugh.

[@Kris_Si2]

@@carriekennedy5903 oh my gosh I’m so sorry but thank you for the info! I’m actually really lucky to have a primary care physician that will try anything I request so I will show him this. The problem is I’m with Kaiser so any specialist requires a referral and everyone he’s referred me too dismisses me like, “ oh inflammation can be anything.” It’s infuriating. I’m happy you finally got help, I hope you’re doing better.❤ thank you again for your reply

[@CheersToTheGemini]

I dip into my Makeup Geek eyeshadows on the weekly! Always loved the quality and always respected the fact that you all kept them affordable to buy. Great price, great quality! Those are the kinds of products and companies I admire! Thank you💛

[@jenluv]

I am so proud of you, friend. You are coming through to the other side shining like a diamond! Chapter 2…GO! 🤗

[@tiffanibanks7218]

S/o to Marlena as she was a Makeup educator with thorough vids! Long live shimma shimma, peach smoothie and cocoa bear ❤️ iykyk! 😉

[@brownsbackyardgardening651]

I feel your pain with Lyme disease. My husband went undiagnosed and untreated for 26 years. It took me looking through 15 years of medical records to diagnose him and getting the battery of tests ran. He's now fully retired/disabled. He has late stage neurological Lyme disease. We've done every single treatment we could find. I wish we could afford S.O.T treatments. Almost everything with Lyme disease is out of pocket and expensive AF. I wish you the best Marlena. You were the first person I ever watched on KZbin and will be with you forever! 🥰

[@PuzzleStorm17]

Do alternative research on using ivermectin (horse paste) to cure your Lyme disease. I’ve read some interesting stuff. Might be worth a try.

[@jennpiach]

See my comment.

[@jennytulwarts993]

I’ve been watching you from the beginning of Makeup Geek and I remember you friended me back in the MySpace days. I hardly comment anything, but just wanted to say thank you for your awesome personality and beautiful energy. Wish the best for you in your future endeavors and family and health.

[@katiehudgins5106]

I was so sad when MG was closing, I bought as many backups as I could. They're my favorite everyday shades! I treasure them but use them constantly!! Thank you for everything!

[@kalishajnz]

I just wanted to say how much I genuinely love you as a person, you're a phenomenal woman and one of my favorite strangers, lol. I'm glad to hear that things are on the up and up for you because you truly deserve it. Thank you for thanking us for the support because it really does mean a lot. 💜

[@vocalnerd]

This is such a beautiful comment to write to a stranger! I hope Marlena sees it. 🤗💖

[@mysweettlife]

Hey girl, I really thought MG was sold out. I just ran over and bought some back ups of the stuff I bought after the first video, You have to keep dealing with your life first. We love you and want to be here for you as much as we can.

[@tbskid12]

I was diagnosed with iih several years ago.. it was such a terrifying time. I have the absolute BEST neuro in Michigan. She is very experienced in iih.. I have moved to SC, and some weirdness is going on with my eyes this past week, and I'm not sure how to get answers here.

[@redvarro8598]

Awww Marlena its so good to see you here again, your absence is always felt, you always have a way to brighten up a room even when you feel your light is dim!!!! WE LOVE YOU DEARLY Babe!!!! Makeup Geek forever 💕 😘❤❤❤

[@kimcurated]

Marlena you are the absolutely without a doubt the most genuine, kind & honest beauty KZbinr I know! 💯 Your good heart & energy beams through the screen ☀️ I wish you the bestest of luck on your health journey. Sending you my prayers & positive vibes always 🙏❤️

[@sinestra81]

I was diagnosed with MS in June of this year. It's absolutely terrifying living in this body somedays and that is the one thing I wish more people understood about conditions like this.

[@elamarie2794]

I was dxd in 2004...ifyou need support reach out

[@jennpiach]

See my comment.

[@stephaniel.3799]

I hope you see this comment! If you have long term problems with lyme disease look for a neurologist who specializes in autonomic nervous system disorders. See if you can get in at one of the universities in your area. I had an autonomic disorder and was able to be seen at Stanford and it changed my life. If you see a specialist it makes all the difference, a neurologist is not enough. It's such a struggle, I hope you find those who can help you 💕

[@jennpiach]

See my comments in the comments section.

[@konik4]

Its fine to cry on here Marlena! Its raw, its authentic, its real life! Never apologize for that! Lifes journey takes us on big and small roller coasters, dark valleys and the highest peaks. Always will be a MUG! You light up a room! Prayers for continued success!🙏🏽🙋🏻‍♀️❤️

[@smc6746]

You are the first influencer I followed on KZbin. I’m so glad you’re back ❤

[@burkies8273]

Girl...I've had your brushes for over 10 years and they are still my fave and have held up soooo well!!

[@frankrodriguez2732]

please bring makeup geek back!!!! I switched from Mac to Makeup geek.

[@jenniferbond3887]

This was an incredible video! And you are one amazing woman, mom and business owner. I had two very close girlfriends struggle with undiagnosed Lyme disease and it was so brutal and debilitating. The happy ending is that they got the treatment they needed and are doing so well right now. I wish you all the best in 2023 and I can’t wait to continue to follow your journey.❤. You are truly an inspiration to so many women of all ages and all walks of life. Thank you, Marlena!

[@tiffanimartinez8942]

I’ve watched you for over 15 years. I remember watching a tutorial on an eye look that launched me to try it myself and realized I loved the art. You inspired me and taught me so much from the very beginning. It’s been amazing to watch you and your brand grow. You’re amazing and so refreshing to watch every single time. I remember being 11 years old watching your tutorials using my moms work computer and then stealing her makeup to replicate your looks. Thank you Marlena for being an inspiration and a root for creativity amongst so many.

[@BRITCLARKE]

We love you Marlena, so happy to see you again and cannot wait to see you flourish even more!

[@staciericardo]

So sorry for all you are going through. I’ve been a huge makeup geek and Marlena fan for a really long time. I secretly hope you’ll bring makeup geek back in the future. We will all need to replenish our fave eyeshadows 😉

[@-TotallySaneCatLady-]

Honestly I felt so bad that your brand closed. I’ve been following you for a very long time. I felt you really helped me with my own makeup journey. When I started I was already 40 and didn’t have a clue where to start. I purchased everything I could afford to hang onto the journey you helped me with. Nothing but love for you and your family

[@marie_e75]

Sending you prayers for a full recovery.. Marlena, you shine so much light and positivity in this world.. thank you for being you and sharing parts of your life with the world… we all pray for nothing but good things to happen.. a life of good health and happiness 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽❤❤❤❤

[@becky0905]

Marlena, you are such a doll and such a light in this world! I will be praying for your health and recovery! God bless you and keep shining your bright light!! 💕

[@emmavaluch7536]

The world can be so scary when things happen outside of your control. What you can influence and what you can change you have perfected. You are raising your beautiful girl, but you have raised millions of people around the world. Thank you for being you, we are here to watch and support you on your next journey! ❤

[@tanyatvrdik334]

I'm so glad you got answers to your medical issues. You have been through a lot and your strength is amazing. I can't wait to see what the future has in store for you. You deserve nothing but the best. ❤

[@AgendaInMind]

Doctors are nothing but high paid “professionals” who prescribe drugs they know little about to treat diseases they know even less about for people they know nothing about.

[@amberrhinehart2595]

I have IIH as well!!!! My opening pressure was 64 and my inflammation is always extremely high. There isn’t hardly any info about IIH. It’s awful. I’ve had over 30 spinal taps and a brain shunt placed. My vision has deteriorated and continued to do so. What you say about being on disability is 100% accurate. I’m so sorry you have to suffer through this but you are not alone!

[@vk-ph4kh]

Hi Marlena, I've been watching your channel for almost 10 years and wanted to say what a privilege it has been. Thank you for always remaining authentic, kind and caring. Thank you for not only being a pioneer in this industry but sharing so much of you time, life and journey with us. I've been on youtube long enough and you're one of the few youtubers that I'm still subscribed to because of your authenticity. I have bought many times as a customer through makeupgeek and have been a long time supporter because I trust you and your products. Thank you and I wish you so many well wishes and positive prayers.

[@GinAmber]

Read GAPS - GUT AND PSYCHOLOGY SYNDROME book, changed my life. Nothing and nobody helped me with multiple autoimmune disorders either until I found this book. I'm in remission from all diseases for over a year now. You can do it too !

[@hannahrachelxo2281]

I just have to say as a beauty KZbin watcher… this is one of the most honest/heartfelt thank you’s I’ve heard in a long time. Your kindness, gratitude, honesty and strength is really inspiring and I really hope you start feeling better! 💕💕💕

[@BijoubyBecca]

I was diagnosed with Lyme in 2011. I watched your makeup tutorials during my diagnosis and got into makeup because of you. I almost died from it. It’s in remission now but I’ve been disabled for 8 years now. It didn’t major damage to my neurological system causing dysautonomia. Sending so much love and thank YOU!

[@trisiaanderson4200]

I actually worked for a Neuro Dr for 3 years then started doing testing in an Ophthalmologist office and diagnosed myself with pseudo tumor one day while training a new employee on scan of my optic nerve. It's amazing that I was sitting here listening to you and I told my husband she has intercranial pressure like me....then you said it right after I did and we both got chills. Please take good care, this stuff is no joke! It can really take you out of commission.

[@bobefff]

I have IIH too! My mind is blown.

[@Wildflowerwishes]

@@bobefff same! I was diagnosed back in 2016. I’ve never heard of anyone else who has it! This is the first time seeing other people who have this!

[@trisiaanderson4200]

I worked for a Neuro Ophthalmologist so I had met plenty of women who had it I just wasnt diagnosed until I gained lots of weight after my pregnancy loss and another successful pregnancy. Lots of ups and downs with weight, depression, etc. I have never seen a man have it though.

[@bobefff]

@@trisiaanderson4200 I was diagnosed in 2018 but then in 2019 my male best friend from middle school was diagnosed! It still amazes me. I'd love to work for a Neuro-Op. After diagnosis I decided that I wanted to pursue a medical career.

[@trisiaanderson4200]

@@bobefff I loved it. I would love to go back one day I miss all the patients we helped.

[@tenwaystowearit]

I feel like God has a major major plan for you. You’ve been through a lot and you’ve come through all of it still strong and beautiful. God has something great in store for you. Keep fighting the good fight. Sending you lots of love and light. 🙏🏾♥️😘😘😘😘

[@LAOM3423]

Marlena, you have me in tears. My heart goes out to you. You are such a strong women. I look up to you. I will pray for you. 2023 will be your year! ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@DBeautybykat]

I’m excited for you. I feel your pain with the misdiagnosis or undiagnosed situations because I’m in the EXACT same boat. Once you have a history of a developed anxiety disorder that seems to seal the deal and suddenly every and ANY thing happening to your body is attributed to anxiety! 😢 It’s a disgusting reality in a Dr office or hospital when they default to “anxiety” For every symptom that potentially could be more severe or threatening. I’ve also been to Cardiologist, several MRIs and X-rays and sleep studies , just to be pushed aside and told by professionals… “it seems your body is just misbehaving and your anxiety is elevating” 😒 I disagree. I think it’s my body screaming for help and healing from whatever is plaguing me! Anyhoo, I’m a supporter of yours and I’m also a makeup artist including a Content creator. I’m so happy for the joy in your voice in this new journey and I pray you get faster healing ❤️‍🩹 I’m in south Texas so I feel like I’m just chatting with a neighbor. 😊

[@yurimcabrera09]

You literally just described my situation, crazy symptoms that arise out of no where and our anxiety makes us believe it can potentially be something far worse. I'm also from South Texas as well. ❤️😁

[@DBeautybykat]

@@yurimcabrera09 nice to meet you!

[@tprice2499]

So happy you’re doing better!! I was so sad when you announced Makeup Geek was closing and bought up as much as I could because they were the best products I’ve ever used. Every time I use them I think man I’m gonna hate to run out of these cause nothing compares but I’m glad you’re doing better and I’m hoping you bring back the best makeup around at some point down the road.

[@tyrsis]

Marlena you were the very first beauty person I ever watched. Every lunch hour myself and the office girls would watch your videos and write down all your tips. You don’t know me, but you will always have a place in my heart from back in the day. Seeing you grow as a person and with your business you have always stayed true to yourself and been such an extraordinary kind person with a strong backbone. Always excited to see what you are up to next. All the best for you and your family - forever! ♥️

[@EmorettaRobinson]

When I saw that you had uploaded a video I was so, so glad. I had been concerned about you since hearing about your symptoms. I watched the CNN interview and admired your strength. I'm so sorry that you've been going through all of this. I know that the diagnosis you were given are not good. But at least you have an explanation for the symptoms that you've been experiencing. With that being said I hope that your health improves. I wish you even greater success with the new business that you are about to launch. And I think the idea of keeping Makeup Geek as a teaching site is really good. I wish you, your family and loved ones the best.

[@BB-rs9uo]

You are such a precious soul! Never change, you are the EPITOME of what a KZbin Influencer should be. You are sooo much more than that though. Good luck on your next adventure. Take care of your health, take care of YOU FIRST ❤

[@codedresilience5239]

So happy you got the diagnoses. I got diagnosed with MS this year and my onset flair was terrifying. I’m in the grieving process and I’m getting sent to debt collections, but I’m so happy you have the gratitude and blessing of what you’ve created on this platform. I wish you the best navigating this disease

[@codedresilience5239]

So happy you got diagnosed rather than continuing the grueling process of wonder* sorry major typo there

[@TheLotuslain]

Just sending healing and hugs your way. Living with disease is so hard.

[@tn9784]

I also have MS. Sending love! I was diagnosed in Aug 2021. Grieving is the worst part.

[@rebeccazeman9309]

Nothing pisses me off more than the fact that people who have severe medical conditions getting sent to collections or in my case filing bankruptcy bc of the medical bills. Absolutely ridiculous that we do this to people in this country

[@sweetgirl94949]

Me too :(

[@makeupmonster4250]

I am so glad you and your family are doing good! So sorry you’ve had the health scares😢 I am curious why you and your business moved to Texas? Are you planning on moving your company and family out of Texas? Especially after you’ve experienced first hand how unsafe it is for women there? They don’t deserve the taxes your business generates❤

[@lindseybotelho]

As you were talking about your symptoms and how they were brushed off I was like oh no this sounds exactly like me in 2019 and my 7 month process of ultimately getting diagnosed with Lyme Disease. I'm so sorry Marlena!

[@lucymara2505]

You are no stranger to me! You were the first make up guru I ever saw on this platform and you're still my favorite, I've been a fan since 2009. You are such a good-hearted person, such a beautiful classy lady, such an amazing mother, a fantastic wife, a wonderful businesswoman, you are at the top of your game and there's a lot of things that you will accomplish. As for me, I will keep on being a loyal follower and supporter wherever you go, whatever you do. Sending lots of love your way! Kisses from Brazil.

[@kourtneyhines1578]

Marlena you are the OG of You Tube! I thank you for sharing your up and downs with all of us!! I know you will dominate your next step!!

[@alb91878]

I was so beyond sad and I cried along with you and your video about makeup geek and then I saw your video about your miscarriage and I cried with you then and then here I am today watching your video and I'm choking up again! You've always been such a sweet and kind hearted person and you seem to be the most genuine person in the make up world and just about at all on this platform! I am so beyond sorry for all the health cares and all the struggles and all the worry and all this stress and everything else that you've been going through in addition to your health! This is so awful! I also wanted to tell you that from the bottom of my heart that I am so grateful to you for speaking up about your story! There is no telling how many people you will eventually say if you haven't saved people already! To sit there and know that you are putting your mental and emotional well being To the side to try to help other women that you don't even know is commendable at the very least! I have so much gratitude and respect for you! Thank you so much for everything you do have done and will do! Thank you for speaking to people from around the world to let them know! You know the thing is that I don't remember if I've ever heard you say it before, but the way it comes across from you is that you are not only just extremely grateful for everything that you have but that you are aware that you are blessed and you're trying to point out to others that Hey if this could happen to someone Like me who is as fortunate as I am I imagine people who aren't as fortunate and what they might be going through! It's not often that people who have it pretty well as far as financially or in other ways can take time to not only be grateful for what they have but also be aware of and care that other people don't have it as good! You are such a human and I absolutely love it! Thank you for everything!

[@ambition1224]

I am THRILLED to see your beautiful face, Marlena! You've been an inspiration to me in so many ways. I decree in the name of Jesus, that you will experience supernatural healing and strength in this next chapter of your life! Sending lots of love from NYC. XOXO!!

[@lisajmakeup]

We love your Marlena! You were the first KZbinr and paved the way for all of us. I met you on 2 separate occasions… once around 2008/2009 at a makeup show in NY and once 4 years ago at Makeup in LA when i was starting my brand BK Beauty … both times you were incredibly kind, humble and generous with your time talking to me. You even suggested a few vendors for me to look at for my brand. You’re a gem and I know the next venture will be a huge success!

[@theresas2520]

Lisa it was be amazing if you did a collab with Marlena!

[@BrendasBeauty]

Light my fire 😂 Only you could pop in humor in such an emotional video! Thank you for sharing the good, bad, and ugly…You are a warrior!

[@2488lolo]

Marlena! I think you should totally launch on Nykaa this online app that is sooo big in India! Would love to have your products there ❤ especially your brushes I still use them( I had got them on my trip to USA a WHILE ago) they are my ride or die! Please launch in India 😊

[@monikaheron3851]

How did you get lime Diseases? Did u find a tick? 0

[@emblumen543]

Your products are amazing - especially the eyeshadows! I bought many times over the years. And thank you for being strong enough to share your story about your pregnancy. I've had a miscarriage recently and I'm thankful for those with a platform that talk about it.

[@Brokenjourneythepodcast]

Congratulations on your new endeavors. I've watch you from the beginning of Makeup geek. God is moving you to the next level. Praying for your health. My little sister has IIH and she has been suffering badly after having covid. Can't wait to hear about the business. 🙌

[@stephmizner7387]

I’m so excited for what’s next! PS- did the tutorial already go up for your eyeshadow? Because I’m mesmerized 🤩 ❤❤❤ so much love & light to you and your family ❤

[@2u2a]

My friend had an EXACT same experience with her Lyme diagnosis, she got diagnosed with some liver disease, fibromialgia, psuchiatric diagnosis, MS before she git her lyme diagnosis. Luckily, in Poland we have public healthcare, but to get to spend a lot of money if you want to see an expert. She had very similar symptoms. As soon as I saw your tweets I thought it was Lyme, even wrote about it in replies in twitter, but I guess it got lost or you wouldn't trust a rando on internet with mediacl diagnosis (duh!). Anyways, couple years later and my friend is doing fine, this diagnosis is forever, but with medical help she lives just a normal life. You will be fine too

[@Nixx0912]

I'm sorry I didn't purchased from Makup Geek more, but as I'm living in France the shipping was expensive and it was stuck in customs for a while I tought it got lost acctualy. Your client service was an absolute gem in this and every company should take them as an exemple. Not to mention the quality of the product itself. I wish you all the best, you deserve it!

[@tyrieleyson]

I had the same experience. My package got stuck in customs, the notice got lost and it was even srnt back. It was the customer service who solved the problem. I was speechless and could not believe that I got the package ❤❤❤.

[@Nixx0912]

@@tyrieleyson they are wonderful aren't they 🥰

[@weltschmertzz]

I started watching KZbin makeup videos very early, before all the marketing/affiliate game. Marlena, you have my utmost respect. You and Michelle Phan are one of the foundations of what the makeup industry is today. That is not an opinion, that is a fact. Thank you for teaching us not so young people how to present ourselves better and how to feel a little bit better about ourselves. You have touched my life for the better and for that I thank you. 😊

[@NuschBos99]

All I can think is... Please make perfume please make perfume 😜 Anyways.... You took me from tears, heartbreak to hope and gratitude 🙏 love you 😘

[@rebeccajns]

My very first makeup video was u way back in the day b4 YT even blew up! Before all the lighting, back drops, etc.... I'll never forget it. I luv to see u on fire like this! Yes queen 👸 👏 ❤

[@Darima2]

You will always be an OG of Beauty KZbin. You have a loyal fanbase so don't ever forget that. I bought stuff from MUG as soon as you announced it was shutting down. I think if you had found some investors you could have made it and had help with distribution. But I think it's smart to turn it into a Makeup academy. You could put together MUA kits and sell those with a course. I wish you Health first and foremost, which is THE most important thing in life. Continue to add in prayer every morning, afternoon and night before bed. There is power in consistent prayer. Never lose hope and faith 🙏🏻❤️

[@kristinreinke7918]

Like so many others, I have watched you for years!!! I’m hoping Makeup Geek can come back at another time. I love your foils! Sending lots of love and hope you stay healthy!!! ♥️♥️♥️

[@fatanaolomi]

My mom was treated like a hypochondriac and then was diagnosed with Lyme disease. Marlena I hope you know much you touch all of our lives. ❤

[@rving642]

Most women I know who have random symptoms that aren’t easily diagnosed are treated like hypochondriacs. I have lived at Dr offices for half my life and it just gets worse and worse the more doctors you see. :( It’s ridiculous!!

[@fatanaolomi]

@@rving642 I appreciate the validation. I’ve been reading and thinking a lot and healthcare for women is awful. I hope it gets better.

[@rving642]

@@fatanaolomi I hope it gets better too but I feel like it just gets worse and worse. Men who have the smallest issue go to a doctor and they get taken so serious and all kinds of tests are run and there is empathy… it makes me very sad and frustrated. I had one doctor who took my issues seriously but he just had a heart attack and died so now I’m trying to find a replacement for him and it’s nearly impossible :(

[@fatanaolomi]

@@rving642 It’s just so weird my ex would have a tiny cold act like a baby then project on me that I thought he was faking it. It’s so weird because I never even told him he was faking it. With roe v Wade overturned in the USA, it’s just baffling to me how we are punished and abused by society. 😐

[@lindseybotelho]

Me too

[@Kirby_hayes]

Awww marlena 😢 I tried to order everything that is still in stock but there’s no option to ship to Ireland, I’ve loved your brand for so many years and to hear how much you’ve struggled is truly heartbreaking, you deserve every second of happiness and success in your life, wishing you all the best for the future ❤

[@celestecelestial90]

You look beautiful as always, but I especially LOVE your makeup today. It's very wintery and whimsical vibes. I may try to recreate it with what I already own. I'm glad I was able to get some more MUG products before the company unfortunately closed. You are such a strong woman, and I pray everything improves for you.

[@alisonbehan8529]

Missed you, Marlena. So good to see your face on here again. ❤️

[@anneemull]

So wonderful to see you so excited about your new start! Love hearing you laugh and seeing you smile again 🤗

[@internetmusic123]

So covid just attacking everyones system outta nowhere??? IM SORRY MARLENA!!!! I hasld so much inflamation from covid my doc though I had MS

[@a.b.7457]

I visited the US once and I got all the available mini pallets from Target. That was all I could get then. I still love them. You taught me how to apply makeup. You changed the life of so many people. I hope things go well for you.

[@iamDonareen]

Thanks for sharing your story… I’ve been watching you forever!!!! I have missed seeing you on KZbin! Keeping your family in my prayers! Stay strong Marlena!!!! 🤍🤍🤍

[@janmarchand7294]

Just, WOW!! I was actually thinking of you yesterday and wondering what you were up to. I've always enjoyed your videos and makeup so much and enjoyed you because I've always thought what a beautiful person you are, inside and out. My goodness, that's a lot to go through, and I'm so sorry for you and your family. I'll certainly keep you in my prayers Marlena, and I can't wait to see what you come up with next

[@minagica]

Why is healthcare in the US so baaaaad??? 😭😭😭

[@rosiesfabfinds]

I have watched you over the years with my oldest daughter & I just have to say we admire you so much . Starting your company from the ground up & being transparent is so refreshing these days . I wish you so much success in your new business venture & blessings for good health . God bless you , your family & Happy Holidays 🙏🏽❤️🎄

[@cheryldundon960]

It’s so sad with all these neurological issues people have been having since the Covid vaccine 😢 The military released a study with a 300% increase of neurological disorders within the military personnel & it’s completely ignored 😢

[@sisiwx6154]

I'm so proud of you for coming so far. You've been incredible. I'm also just so over the moon that you have a partner who is so supportive, and kind. He seems so wonderful to you and Adelina. It's just nice to know you have another pillar in your support system. ❤️

[@JessicaKent]

Love you so much! 💚

[@CorneliaS0308]

WE ❤ YOU MARLENAAAAA! I was with you from the beginning! I mentioned in your last video that I still have your huge eyeshadow Pallete and I still use it! I learned so much from you! Your line helped me learn to use colors and techniques in the makeup world! Still here! Ride or die! I’m a manger at Ulta and I always mention your line to the girls I work with 😃 I’m always praying for you and the family and can’t wait to be in your next journey

[@lilag10]

You deserve everything!!! Your products are AMAZING and you are such an honest and caring person❤️ love from Spain

[@chrissymoss514]

This is wonderful news! Not the Lymes disease - that's absolutely horrendous. I can't begin to imagine how scared you were and then the frustration of being believed and diagnosed. The inspiring positivity is wonderful ✨ Well you can't keep a fighter down Marlene and you've come back as though you're on jet fuel ... !!! Love ya, ☃️🎄🌟☃️🎄🌟☃️🎄🌟☃️

[@nedanicolas8192]

@marlenastell I cannot tell you how much I can relate to your medical drama. I too am a mama, and earlier this year, after very very similar symptoms to yours I was sent to the emergency. The doctor in the ED told me “freaking out” would make my symptoms worse! As though vision loss, memory loss, inability to use my arms and legs, tachycardia and unstable BP wasn’t cause for concern. After my mum thankfully advocating for me, I was barely able to stand or speak. And thank god for a good GP, I was diagnosed with Graves’ disease, then a pituitary cyst, followed by POTS syndrome. I feel you girl. I am wishing you a swift recovery and good health moving forward. I know how hard it is. Im sorry but grateful you have good support around you! ❤

[@LisaInTheSkyMU]

Don’t ever underestimate how much MakeUpGeek shook up the industry. At the time MAC singles were $36 each in Australia and I loved buying MUG shadows! Such a great product and good value 😊 On a more personal note, thank you for sharing your experience and raising awareness of the laws in Texas. My mind is blown at what women have to go through to access basic health care. Much love x

[@rachealgayles5985]

It's okay to be religious! That is what's wrong with the world today. We forgot about our dear Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and think that we don't need him and that we can do things our self. We are to acknowledge him in all our ways. He is the one that will open and close doors in our lives and we are to have faith in him that he knows what's best for us. The world is so lost. Continue to pray and build your relationship with the Lord.

[@heykennarae]

I still use my Makeupgeek shadows pretty much every single day. Wishing you all the best in your future endeavors! Looking forward to the updates! Take good care of yourself. 💜💜💜

[@onwednesdayswewearpink2761]

so sorry for the miscarriage, and neuro dysunction...I am been a RN for 30 years....sounds like someone took some experimental injections

[@TheBritt11579]

As a fellow Northern California girl, I can’t wait for your next adventure!! Take my money now!!! Thank you for all you’ve taught me and for helping me understand that I’m beautiful no matter my pants size ❤❤

[@mariamay8474]

Bless your heart. I will remember you in my prayers..My heart goes out to you. I fully understand how you feel because I was diagnosed with seizures early in life. Also, I just wanted to say I love your idea for future of makeup geek.

[@saracoleman2042]

I’ve been following you 10+ years and feel like you & I have been through so much together yet I don’t even know you personally. That speaks to your genuine, warm & welcoming energy that you’ve always exuded ❤ You’re the same sweet, albeit wiser now, person you were when you started the Makeup Geek channel.

[@islandlass74]

You are so inspiring and very beautiful inside and out. There is an amazing doctor in Florida that helps many women with similar symptoms as you. His name is Robert Morse, he is a ND and the most loving kind man I have ever seen in 💜💙💚💛🧡❤️💖💜💙💚💛🧡❤️💖💜💙💚💛🧡❤️💖

[@susanlynn5159]

I’m so excited for the future and what you’ll be bringing to the world! Love that MUG will be an educational destination and that the doors aren’t closed for a possible comeback. You have fought through rough times, physically and emotionally, for many years and I’m so glad that you are blessed with your mom, a solid husband and a beautiful daughter. Looking forward to anything you have to share with us in the future! May God continue to hold you, keep you, and shine His face upon you,

[@imalisha1]

I know nobody wants to talk about this, and for some reason it makes people super angry, but the reality is that this kind of stuff is happening to people all over to people who have been vaccinated. That should not be a reason to get angry. That should be a reason to start investigating and speaking up.

[@sayuriisme9728]

Marlena, you are a good hearted, wonderful and talented woman who has obviously been through so much more than any of us could even imagine. You are thanking us but we should be thanking you. As a healthcare professional I beg you to put yourself first, no matter how long it takes. Thank you SO MUCH for your amazing products as well as your years of good, sound beauty advice, and your selfless sharing. I look forward to everything you will contribute in the future❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@Whisky-1203]

Glad things are starting to get better I know it can be scary not knowing what is going on when you are sick. I’ve been using makeup geek for awhile now was very happy to buy your new eyeshadows. Happy to see what happens with your new company!