MH update: psych hosp, diagnosis | what is my life?????

[@alliecary.]

I’m interested in the reactions :) but please only if you’re comfortable. I’m glad you’re doing a bit better now.

[@laurenh1914]

Your eyes seem brighter stay strong x

[@marieroseeee]

Thankyou so much xxxx

[@marissarenee4123]

Do the reaction video, it could really help others recognize signs in their own loved ones or friends. I think you could really teach a thing or two. Only if you’re able to of course, don’t want it to upset you! 💜

[@donlert]

Off topic but your name is my first and middle name :0

[@georgiahowe5048]

im 17 and Ive not self harmed in 4 months.

[@dulciejohnson9880]

Georgia Howe proud of you xo

[@georgiahowe5048]

Thanks do u know how i can tell my boyfriend about my self harm

[@slutforme]

Georgia Howe when I told my bf I just said, “can I tell you something, can I trust you?” And he said yes, then I told him. If that helps you at all 🤷🏼‍♀️

[@georgiahowe5048]

I have told my friends but I don't think I can tell him

[@lifeguard2564]

Well done. You’re doing so well.

[@lanaroberts9929]

Instantly clicked on this, so so so pleased you’re back. We love you

[@sinner7788]

in one of your videos named " a week with a mental illness" you said something, "let's try and make today a better day" and that inspired me so much. I'm still like shit but at least I know say "no" when I can't get out of bed. even if it doesn't lead to anything. I thank you for that. alot. have a good day and try to make tomorrow a better day :)

[@stephanieschotte7953]

Your eyes are twinkling again. Really hoping that this is your time now. You deserve it. Love you ❤️

[@user-zw6kq7ov5q]

I am so happy your back I have miss you so much love you x

[@marieroseeee]

Missed you and loved you!!

[@user-zw6kq7ov5q]

marieroseeee thank you for getting back to me it’s made my day I haven’t had a great couple of weeks however when You video pop up I was so happy to see your ok and feeling better and to hear you voice made me so happy thank you x

[@Taylor-hl8vq]

Please don’t put too much pressure on yourself with schedules and stuff, I’d love content like your daily self care routine/how you keep well, just please take care of yourself, forever proud of you xxx

[@user-zw6kq7ov5q]

You are the reason I am still here today thank you x

[@hxpnxs]

Marie!!! You seems a lot more "clear" now, if that makes sense 💕 i missed ur vids♡ mhm are awesome, but i also would love more mystery vids/conspiracy theory vids, i love your thoughts on things.

[@mirandahayes9972]

I could feel how anxious you were at the beginning, I hope you’re okay and we love you cx

[@rosevasi9168]

Glad you're feeling much better :)x Off topic but where are your earrings from? You always wear the nicest jewellery!

[@marieroseeee]

They’re from an Instagram shop called Regal Rose xxxx

[@thewisewoman1048]

It’s not a bad thing to have bpd, there is clearly still so much stigma around it ..

[@marieroseeee]

I wasn’t saying it was bad - I just disagree that I have it, I really feel like I don’t fit the criteria. Sorry if it came across that way!! Xx

[@livwhitehead1773]

Nothing but love for you. You make me so unbelievably proud, you’re so strong and inspirational. Life’s shit🤷‍♀️life is shit. But seeing you keep fighting thru it is amazing and you inspire me so much, thank you.

[@marieroseeee]

Thank YOU you guys are the reason I keep fighting xxxx

[@Iridium460]

Wishing you uphill from here. I think being "slightly consistent" is a great start for someone coming out of a hospital. I wish you lots of good from here on! It's been 15 years since I last self harmed and I am starting to talk about it and reach out to other you tubers and your channel came up. Keep fighting you're doing great

[@clairechocolate12]

Chana Roses wow that‘s fantastic!!! 😍

[@Iridium460]

I'm very thankful :) @clairechouette

[@emmaabernathy271]

i just got out if the hospital. im trying so hard to get better. you really inspire me because i dont feel so alone. so thank you from the bottom of my heart. ❤️

[@marieroseeee]

Emma I’m sending you all my love - it’s difficult but I promise it’s worth it ❤️

[@tandoridogs366]

So glad to see you back again ❤️ I’m so happy things are going in the right direction again 💕 recover and mental health can have lots of ups and downs, but we gotta keep going 💫 I would love a video about - what you do think you need to get better? - body image - how your eating changes when you are in a bad place - your take on mindfulness and how you practice it - what is a normal day for you - gratitude - medicines - what you want your future to look like - living situation - how do you stay social and keep relationships when life is a struggle - a video reacting to art (going in a museum or looking at old famous artist, contemporary art and so on on internet and give your interpretation) - what is the things you find hardest to talk about - have you experienced prejudices from friends, family or acquaintances when it comes to bpd? - what do you think is the “other thing you have” in addition to bpd? - lots of people say that mental illnesses comes from either genetics or trauma, do you find that fitting in your situation?

[@rainatrivedi4846]

I’m so glad to see that glow on your face! I’d love to see these types of videos: mental health Monday’s but maybe just once a month, a day in your life, I don’t think you should do a reaction video just yet because it might be a bit upsetting to you but it’s up to you and how you feel. But anyway I’m so glad to have you back. 💗💜

[@EmilySimsySims]

Glad that you’re doing better Marie, please don’t force yourself to watch old videos for our benefit if it’s going to make you uncomfortable or upset you, you come first! I love it when you vlog and do hauls and stuff like that, don’t feel like you owe it to us to always do mental health content if you’re not feeling it! Though that being said, your videos gave me the courage to push to get diagnosed last year so I’m super grateful for your mh videos as well, but just make sure that the content you’re making is making you happy too! X

[@bethfisher9249]

By far one of the strongest girls I know... keep going Marie, your incredible! Love you so much❤️xx

[@1yssa222]

I’m interested in mhm Monday’s but from a positive perspective; self care, self help etc. I love you Marie, you’re so strong❤️

[@marieroseeee]

100% love that! Love you too Alyssa!

[@ilovekittie123]

you can do this we’re all behind you.

[@marieroseeee]

❤️❤️❤️

[@ilovekittie123]

marieroseeee omg omg you replied i-i-um hii

[@LivGraceB]

your skin literally looks so good, like ur makeup goes on so well, so so so gorgeous as per😍😍

[@marieroseeee]

Omg Thankyou so much!!! (Trust me the camera is doing bits in helping me out with looking okay😂)

[@LivGraceB]

marieroseeee ur soo welcome babes! and ah I get you hahah xxx

[@Itsdarkmoons]

As someone who suffers with mental health myself. I have so much respect for you doing these kind of videos....I don't tell anyone about me I've lost everyone by being honest about my mental health. Your boyfriend sounds like a top guy. Stay safe.

[@reveinfini]

❤ I hope it's better now.

[@ellisesanchez-garci7216]

you look lovely marie , so alive! i would love to see a piercing video, answering questions such as when you got them , did they hurt and how did they heal etc

[@Jennsdiamondpaintingsandmore]

Your not a bitch... we love you, so glad your working with it instead of fighting the help 💜and healing vibes being sent your way

[@shalahs9698]

I saw the difference, and i was concerned i hope your doing well!

[@eleanormcgill8190]

Omg it's like the real Marie is back!!! We've all missed you I'm so so happy you're feeling better ❤️

[@AliandKel]

So so glad you’re getting better!! Keep going you’re doing amazing!! ❤️💪🏼

[@emilydallas03]

please carry on doing mental health Monday’s!! They honestly help so much, but obviously only if your still comfortable talking about it and your in the right mind set!! So glad to see you looking more positive, love you💗💗

[@marieroseeee]

Love you! And I love doing mental health Monday’s so I’m happy to hear that xxxx

[@ClaraBollard]

Would definitely love you to keep MHM but only do what you can do and don’t pressure yourself! You’re amazing and so strong! Such an inspiration to so many people! Stay strong! 💜🦋

[@marieroseeee]

Thankyou so much Clara 💕

[@ClaraBollard]

marieroseeee no worries at all! I’m so glad to see you doing much better and hopefully this is the start of getting all the help and support you need! ❤️ I never really comment on videos as I get too anxious but I just had to comment on this and tell you how amazing you are doing! Stay strong and if you ever want a chat or anything at all, I’m only ever a message away! Never hesitate! ❤️❤️

[@shalahs9698]

Ive been waiting for this 🙃, take your time to heal yourself! We'll still love you if take 1 year to post

[@marieroseeee]

Omg I love you 😂 Thankyou

[@shalahs9698]

@@marieroseeee i read this in your voice 😂 thanks for helping me through recovery. xx

[@jennjenn100js]

I’m glad you’re getting better.I’m not doing too well lately and watching your videos makes me feel like I always have a friend. I just wish I could give you a big hug ♥️

[@dionnenatalie2793]

I love you Marie. I have BPD. you’re so strong and inspiring ❤️🦋

[@sydneyxoxo3581]

I’m so proud to call you one of my biggest inspirations x Love you

[@marieroseeee]

Love you Sydney!

[@melissamenzies9217]

so nice to see you back to your old self marie all the video ideas sound really interesting and its just great to see your eyes sparkle again also another video suggestion would be a true crime series as the ones you did before were so interesting whatever you feel up to and want to do i am sure we will all love love you xxx

[@LucyOfford]

I just wanna say I’m just so proud of you. I’ve been subscribed for a while and have seen you at your highest and your lowest. I’ve struggled with mental health and self harming and you are just so relatable. I really wish I knew you in person as I think we’d get on so well. Sending so much positivity to you!❣️

[@tryingtoblast3776]

ur eyes are so pretty, hope everything gets better.

[@rubybond7888]

you can see the sparkle back in your eyes I love it so relieved to see you better xxx

[@marieroseeee]

🥰😭 Thankyou xxxxx

[@Jessicajasminm]

Thank you for being vulnerable. Your strength beams from your vulnerability and I'm so grateful for you to keep striving for consistency and to keep pushing each day. Thank you for just being.

[@SarahDawesFilms]

Love you, Marie. So glad you're feeling better than you were. You've been in my prayers xxxxxx

[@marieroseeee]

Oh Sarah Thankyou so much 😭xxxxx

[@millienewman136]

so pleased that you’re doing better, honestly I could think of anyone more deserving to be feeling/getting better! I’m also one of those ‘KZbinrs’ that don’t really gain subscribers but I make videos to keep my head occupied so it’s not a necessity! But so happy to see you back😊🥰❤️

[@megan1570]

i am SO glad that you are feeling better now, and i am so thankful for your coming back with a bit of a twinkle in your eye! stay strong, and thank you for your hard work on your content

[@lifeguard2564]

You’re doing so well. Relapses happen. It takes so much guts to be so open and honest like you are.

[@marieroseeee]

Thankyou so so much xxxx

[@elliexx2844]

Omg I’ve been so worried about u keep strong we love you ❤️❤️

[@aoifeleonard4860]

Yes to the watching videos idea xx

[@happysubscriber1232]

Sorry I didn’t know I haven’t been on any of my social media’s because of my mental health , even tho I had a mental break down last night I’m feeling much better , I’m so sorry to hear you where back in hospital , hope your okay and stay storing your such an inspiration I love you💋❤️💘

[@madelyndearing6428]

Hi Marie! I just wanted to say thank you so incredibly much for sharing your story, especially online. I am so so sorry for everything you went through because no human being should have to feel that way about themselves. I just want you to know that I have been following your journey for a while and I know everyone's mental health journey is a process and is unique to them. But I just wanted to say thank you for speaking up I have a lot of similar experiences to you and I don't know you personally thank you for understanding. You are an amazing human being. Keep being you

[@kingtoyab69]

I myself (correct me if I'm wrong) have the same diagnosis as yourself anxiety depression and BPD possibly other things too figuring it out. Been off work 6 months now. Mental health has been getting worse sadly. I'm a new subscriber and wanted to say your content has helped me a lot. Brings me hope and joy if your getting better hopefully I can too.

[@marieroseeee]

Thankyou so much! Sending all my love to you, things will get better ❤️

[@jordanatheresa]

I LOVE YOU!!!

[@marieroseeee]

❤️❤️ always!!

[@marissarenee4123]

Your family loves you so much they are so great to really get on to you when they notice you’re not doing well. So glad you’ll be home soon and I hope you stay home and well! 💜💜

[@rachellouise7080]

Been thinking of you, I love you and I'm glad you're feeling better 💕💕

[@marieroseeee]

I love you!!!

[@ellafrancescawhite8654]

It's so nice to see your beautiful face again! I'm so happy that you are feeling a bit better, you can see the sparkle in your eye again which is amazing to see!! You are so incredibly strong and I look up to you so much. Thank you for everything you do xxx

[@marieroseeee]

Oh Ella 😭 Thankyou so much my love for this lovely comment! It really means so much to me xxxxx

[@ellafrancescawhite8654]

Wishing you all the best. You deserve so much happiness...

[@shannonjo2613]

I have nothing but love and respect for you! I bloody love you Marie 😭💖 You seem so much cherpier and that hospital has made a positive impact on you. I hope you’re feeling much better in yourself and are happy to make more videos. Wish I could meet you xxxxx stay strong and keep fighting xxxxx

[@heartbreakerink8696]

Can’t believe how strong you are! I’m glad you’re starting to feel better again, you’re amazing💛

[@zarayigit6622]

yes you should defiantly do a gratitude video.your such an inspiration xxx

[@user-ff6qf5ik9w]

I just watched your other video on your mental health, and I’m so happy to see you’ve made another, your so so inspirational❤️❤️

[@glorious5453]

So happy your okay

[@sethwaldenville6566]

So true about gratitude and being grateful, that'd be a great video!

[@aubreyisaverage]

So happy to see that you're doing better! You sound very hopeful, which I think is often key in recovery. I'm in a bit of a rough patch myself, and I'm just trying to tackle each day as it comes. You look absolutely gorgeous and are so inspirational to all of us xxxx ❤️

[@1903chrisholden]

Glad your in recovery, small and happy steps

[@marieroseeee]

👌🏻👌🏻

[@1903chrisholden]

@@marieroseeee good luck and wish you all the happiness and best in the world

[@chlo33e]

so so glad ur feeling better, proud of you x

[@marieroseeee]

Thankyou so much Chloe!! Xx

[@xbdyxbdbsh4192]

14, and nearly a month clean after 3 years which is mad coz I’m so young, you motivate me to get better thank you❤️

[@katelyn1433]

You look amazing 😱😱😍 your tan is unreal x and your skin is glowing

[@aaliy0h]

love you❤️stay strong, you are such an amazing person❤️

[@faithmcevoy4218]

you seem so much more lively!! i’m so proud of you ❤️

[@crisdeltoro8568]

I love you. I love your videos and you’re amazing you’re gonna go thru this like you did in the past. We all believe in you.

[@marieroseeee]

🥰😭

[@julieh3532]

You’ve got your sparkle back princess. So glad you made it to my Livvypops’s party. I think you & Pip were next on the guest list after Sugar! 🥳 xx

[@MsSkeletonchild]

Hello darling, Glad to have you back! You look better and like you're feeling better, I was worried about you before! My best friend has BPD and have watched his struggle over the years, just know you have people in your corner! ♡

[@saramarietooth]

Back looking beautiful as ever ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@moirabostic3709]

You are truly so inspirational to me and I love u so much stay strong babygirl I know u can do everything u want to🖤

[@beckyf4503]

Yay so happy you put a video out, you look better, so many people are here to support you ❤️

[@buu.888]

Man my heart breaks for you... I hope you can on one day get off this roller coaster and live your best life! So happy to see you back on your feet :)

[@rebeccashelley7940]

So glad to see the progress you’ve made, it’s really motivated me to get my shit together lol Love you always🧡🧡

[@alyssahowells7018]

nothing but admiration♥️

[@emily-jx8xm]

I have had a rough couple of days.. i was clean for almost two years and then yesterday i relapsed. the school called my parents and they’re mad at me. i have tried to stop and cope with my self harming. but i dont wanna be here anymore. i love and thank you. - emily 💓

[@sonizzle9877]

so happy ur back!! i missed you so much

[@olivianicoloff2998]

so much love and respect for you sweet girl xoxoxoxoxo

[@marieroseeee]

Thanks Olivia!! xxxxx

[@SammyGrimm]

So happy to see you doing well babe💘💘💘

[@chi6801]

Im so glad you're okay Marie, take your time and remember we all love you xxxx

[@dulciejohnson9880]

Deffo love the idea of reacting to old videos! I could deffo tell you weren’t ok a while back:( glad you’re doing better, so much love xo

[@sarahjo5570]

It's good to see you back love xx

[@izzyhouseman82]

Omg she’s back!!!! So proud xx

[@jl5719]

you're so gorgeous wow, you also seem to feel a bit better! i just feel like your very last video was really weird... anyway, hope you feel better for real, love you x

[@jl5719]

oh and i would appreciate a video on gratitude! i was just thinking about doing a list of what i'm grateful for, hopefully it will help me aha

[@cliodhnanicruairi9317]

Stay strong stay happy you have all of your friends and family and subscribes beside u xx

[@marieroseeee]

❤️❤️

[@maddo716]

yes do reactions!! So happy you’re doing better Xx

[@rachelnicholson746]

So proud of you, I hope you’re doing better☀️ Best wishes going your way xxx

[@marieroseeee]

Thankyou Rachel! Sending so much love to you too ❤️

[@i2nami]

I'm so glad you're doing good, luv 💗 it's so nice to see your doing your best. and also you look so much better than your last video... anyway, you're strong and we all love you lots 💟

[@marieroseeee]

Thankyou so much girl! 😭🥰

[@lynncrf]

Sorry to hear that you are IP. Much love and blessings. Would love a gratitude video too.

[@andreawasiak983]

Good to see you back and I hope you continue to improve everyday.

[@jessieburman8595]

Oof you have no idea how nice it is to see you back. I love you and I hope you are feeling better and on the mend quickly ❤️❤️

[@oliviahegarty1959]

I love you to pieces chicken💘 I hope things start improving for you soon, you’re so loved & cared about 🐻 you’ve inspired me to talk up about my mh more, keep yourself safe lovely x

[@marieroseeee]

Proud of you girl, keep going xxxx

[@applesandpudding1599]

so glad to see you’re back and doing better! stay strong girl, we all have your back 💞

[@elizabethr5]

all the video ideas you suggested are good ideas!! take as long as you need though. well done for everything you’ve accomplished recently :)

[@hannahcamm5643]

Your so strong thank you for helping me with my own problems we love you Marie ❤️

[@jana-sophie]

I am so so proud to see you on KZbin again. You are such a wonderful and strong girl. I believe in you and I hope you can go to work really soon. Love you bubba ♡

[@marieroseeee]

Thankyou so much angel!! Xxzz

[@babygirl-jf5yt]

Your absolutely stunning 😩💕

[@GreasedOlive]

Im so proud of you Marie! Love you

[@marieroseeee]

Thankyou so so much! Love you too!

[@evek7620]

I'm so so glad that your back, missed you 🖤💙