You know it's getting bad again when you start binge-watching these again.
@sariilittlejohn98994 жыл бұрын
I'm binging
@Kat-xd2ob4 жыл бұрын
@@sariilittlejohn9899 same
@yesnt64283 жыл бұрын
yep
@Aksh-dx1no3 жыл бұрын
I’m binge-watching em (:
@kat47363 жыл бұрын
im binge watching them since yesterday
@jazmin-zn2pv4 жыл бұрын
When the girls friend rushed to her home and tried her hardest to unlock the door, I started crying because I can't thinking anyone who would do the same..
@isy52084 жыл бұрын
Hello, here! Im here! I would do the exact same for you yknow? I love you and if you need to talk, im right there
@houseuponahill97713 жыл бұрын
Except for the camera guy
@Hi-oi4wb3 жыл бұрын
I can’t cry idk y tho but read my bio and watch my playlists and also same Edit:also if u did read and watch tell me wat u think also I have depression and high functioning anxiety
@Sunkisfather3 жыл бұрын
I probably only have 1 person who would... But I don’t even see them often
@darajoyce55143 жыл бұрын
:((
@renegleelowen14675 жыл бұрын
Who else is watching this and dead inside, just me, oh well
@destaniangel2804 жыл бұрын
Let's just say, I wouldn't be alive if I didn't believe in God
@maddiemarie28734 жыл бұрын
Nah me to sis -
@hakjajshsj4 жыл бұрын
I literally don't even feel anything.....
@alexnorton49674 жыл бұрын
If I wasn't so scared of death it would be more than dead on the inside!...
“Your not alone” thats what they always say, but i mean its not like it makes everything better is it?
@blobfish89764 жыл бұрын
I hope you’re doing better now
@starstablegirls98474 жыл бұрын
Blob Fish still the same (:
@blobfish89764 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry 🥺 stay strong love I’m so glad you’re still fighting you WILL get through this I promise you 🥺
@quiero.fresas4 жыл бұрын
Same :)🙂
@savy4734 жыл бұрын
finally, someone said it.
@arwentimler87634 жыл бұрын
i love how her friend just kept looking thru the notebook instead of immediately running back, like/// i literally would've ran back as soon as i saw goodbye
@drainedvee54643 жыл бұрын
well, to be fair she probably didn't fully understand what she meant by goodbye. like, imagine if she said goodbye but not in that way and then the friend went back over there for no reason..that would be kind of awkward. she needed more context about what was going on before she jumped to conclusions. yeah she should have gone after she read the first few pages but still, it added the dramatic suspense effect! :)
@Aroacerat11 ай бұрын
If it was that though it’s better not to waste time. Like, awkward, yeah, but they are still alive and now they know someone cares. Better than the alternative of just being a couple seconds late
@K8_price3 жыл бұрын
I love the trash camera quality because it doesn't make it feel like a film it feels like it was recorded by 3 depressed kids and it probably was this is so great
@pancakeeatinginarow Жыл бұрын
🤣😅🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
@macoyahgatling7029 Жыл бұрын
I love this comment for what don’t ask me 😂
@shaneekabatty-cross Жыл бұрын
Idk if your vision is blurry or Ur just retarded, but it's fine.
@akaza31264 ай бұрын
real i was abt to say that 😭🙏🏼
@Ventuskeymaster4 жыл бұрын
The sad part is that I know that girls pain because I deal with suicide and have tried to take my own life many times. I know the pain of it all and it hurts to know that as many times that I have tried to end it all the pain of living hurts, so I know suicide because I have seen it all.
@am.bergrace4 жыл бұрын
Valerie be safe
@jomac86604 жыл бұрын
Try AMare GLOBEL it will make you feel great again. It's a all natural mental wellness supplement company. Buy the AMare fundamental pack plus
@urlocalmetalhead75804 жыл бұрын
Ventus keymaster I can relate the last time I attempted was last week and am always cutting
@Ventuskeymaster4 жыл бұрын
@@urlocalmetalhead7580 i know the pain of it because i haven't cut in 4 months but still get the urge to do it
@huskypuppypaws48504 жыл бұрын
You gots this fren
@JonathanMartinez-hp3nz5 жыл бұрын
This was amazing she is such a great friend I wish I had a close friend everyone I talk to was mean and rude then I met my two best friends I was happy I wish I could help someone one day
@sluttymctits44964 жыл бұрын
I'm so glad things have worked out for you. If you really want to help others, keep watching these kinds of videos and read through the comments. These comment sections are filled with people with no one else to turn to, and they're looking for a simple, kind word to make all the difference in their lives. Never forget where you came from, and keep on being a good person.
@haidisimpson3274 жыл бұрын
God, I wish I somehow had a different reaction than just blankly staring at the screen. I used to cry to these and I just cant get a single reaction out of me anymore. Damn. Guess its getting bad again, huh?
@silentoutlaw82414 жыл бұрын
Haidi Simpson same
@ivlili68144 жыл бұрын
Me right now
@calebthelemon48614 жыл бұрын
Ye me to
@littlelemons244 жыл бұрын
Same
@mollypullen47734 жыл бұрын
me ugh
@hyenya29584 жыл бұрын
i wish i had someone who would even think to save me like that. its just not how it works
@isy52084 жыл бұрын
Hey, im here to save you. Im also here, right there, to listen to you, to (virtually) hug you and to tell you that it's alright, it will get better, you will get better, i live you❤
@sariilittlejohn98994 жыл бұрын
No, it's not, nothing works for me
@isy52084 жыл бұрын
But it will, and im so sure that there's sth that works for you. If i've learned sth these last few months then it's that i can't just wait for it to get better, it's something i have to work and fight for. Its easier said than done and i know it might sound stupid. If you want to talk to me, my insta is chxmxcxl.kxlljxy
@NoOne-wt6om3 жыл бұрын
@@isy5208 Liar
@CraneGD10 ай бұрын
Exactly
@michelletabone82404 жыл бұрын
The irony of this video is that in the end she had someone to stop her but not all of us are that "lucky". When my time comes there will be no one to save me.
@vorttevorvor47754 жыл бұрын
Hey.. im here
@sariilittlejohn98994 жыл бұрын
...I will do it, you stay
@weloveyoupayno3 жыл бұрын
If you ever need to talk, I’m here for you. Just hit me up, and we can talk, ok?
@SerendipityArtandGaming2 жыл бұрын
Are you still here….?
@Aroacerat11 ай бұрын
You here?
@ryz.kАй бұрын
my red flag is watching these whenever it gets bad again
@Itsnot_mariahhh17 күн бұрын
Same..
@allisonsneed34595 жыл бұрын
Oh wow that hit me hard. Everyone in this film is so talented. Loved it!!!
@ebee34784 жыл бұрын
Same, I watched to 13:44, and I started tearing up and couldn't stop. I just kept crying. And past the end I was frozen in tears and pain, and 14:49 made me cry even more. This hit me really hard.
@gabriellebellizzi82275 жыл бұрын
She’s an amazing friend. I wished I had a friend like her
@jobanjotkaur12743 жыл бұрын
And I have😊
@danielecerino91234 жыл бұрын
The worst kind of pain? When your smiling Just to stop the tears from falling.. "So, where are these cuts from?" She asks. "They're battle scars," I reply. "Who are you battling?" "Myself."
@Birbs_are_Cool4 ай бұрын
You’ve literally just described me, everyone asks me why I laugh and smile when talking about stuff like that and they don’t understand that it’s to hide the pain and to stop the tears from falling
@yaliekjazzzzzz58224 жыл бұрын
What’s painful about my father is that he thought depression was a phase
@sariilittlejohn98994 жыл бұрын
A phase? I'm sorry (probably not) but your dad is stupid.
@chiiakiz54014 жыл бұрын
Hello! You have found my comment! This a safe place to vent! I’m here to listen and give advice! Remember that I love you no matter who you are 💕
@09pop144 жыл бұрын
Aoi Asahina this should have more likes
@chiiakiz54014 жыл бұрын
aisha morgen awww, ty!
@jacobreis50764 жыл бұрын
Only EIGHT Likes??!! It should be wayy higher then just eight. This should get in the hundreds
Im 36 and lost 3 friends to suicide in the last 6 months. Im finally gettin help after having depression since i was 12. Im so friggen glad your generation is finding ways to reach out to each other so you know your not alone. To anyone contemplating suicide.... DONT DO IT! Start talking and shit will get better xx
@Chillforev-dd9wr Жыл бұрын
Sadly no the second you show any weakness people capitalize off of it to make your life a hellstorm and leaving it worse. At this point it is better to keep your emotions bottled up because no one gives a shit
@c7t9d14 күн бұрын
i know its been years, but i really hope your okay. im so proud of you, dont give up
@bleachbox2845 жыл бұрын
Great Video It’s Heart Breaking So Much P.S Great Choice Of Songs They Really Suit The Video
@Lain59993 жыл бұрын
I have been suicidal several times in my life. One of the times my husband told me that my kids hated me and I needed to die. He set the whole scene up. I oded. I found out that I was not alone. My sons love and need me. My husband hates me. However, he is probably a narcissistic psociopath. I am free now and he can't hurt me or my sons anymore.
@hi-og6fn4 ай бұрын
Your so strong and brave big welldone for not giving up and helping you and your sons
@giannamangini52204 жыл бұрын
Who was watching this while planing out their death.
@silentoutlaw82414 жыл бұрын
Gianna Mangini I was
@alexnunya25294 жыл бұрын
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. It does get better. Text a helpline, they're usually free and there is nothing bad that can come out of it. You can get through this *hug*
@urlocalmetalhead75804 жыл бұрын
Me
@addy.miller84354 жыл бұрын
U still breathing
@giannamangini52204 жыл бұрын
@@addy.miller8435 sadly
@alexplease63844 жыл бұрын
I watch these every night Hoping to get some reaction Some proof that I have emotions It’s been so long I’ve forgotten what my real smile looks like And how it feels to have a tear roll down my cheek Or what it means to “love yourself” And now I don’t know what to do I want to die but I’m scared to And I can’t hand over the burden to someone else I can’t leave the one person who looks up to me And I’m scared Of what people will think So I don’t dare open my mouth And I keep it shut hoping someone will want for me to speak up All while refusing to accept the fact someone mite already.
@karinaagudelo30653 жыл бұрын
You aren't alone I feel the same exact way and thought it was only me but I hope your alright and obviously I don't know your circumstances but you are loved and maybe you might not know it because people have different ways of expressing love but I'm sure people would have your poor soul leave this earth you are an angel and don't let your demons turn you into a devil don't let yourself turn you against yourself i love you and I'm proud of you keep going and stay strong ❤ After reading this back I realized this is what I need to hear and I should listen to my own advice lmao
@priyanshidey42992 жыл бұрын
I really hope you get better. Even though I don't know you know that you are loved, cared for and worthy.
@SerendipityArtandGaming2 жыл бұрын
You are describing me- I do it to feel emotion because it’s the only way I can nowadays
@marcellemccalla6325 Жыл бұрын
The numbness is the worst. No matter the temperature, you feel frozen inside. No matter the changes around you, you feel stuck in place.
@Aubrey563 Жыл бұрын
Tbh, same
@DVSMO_fan4 жыл бұрын
People keep on telling me that life goes on,but to me that's the saddest part.
@craftomatic15135 жыл бұрын
this honestly made me cry and personally knowing everyone in this video made it hard to think they feel that way if they did because both of them are such cheery and happy people everyday.
@weirdhufflepuff92615 жыл бұрын
This was great I started crying when the friend saved her😭
@fruityabe5 жыл бұрын
I came here after seeing your video to you reacting to Pillowcase by Gabbie. This is very inspirational.
@a.neko.774 жыл бұрын
I’ve been in this situation Wanting to commit so bad Standing with the knife in my hand But i can’t bring myself to do it (Edit) IM FINE NOW IM OK
@myahall80134 жыл бұрын
Same
@Miriam-on6fi3 жыл бұрын
Same
@tanviguptaaaaa3 жыл бұрын
Hey I love you okay!
@NoOne-wt6om3 жыл бұрын
@@tanviguptaaaaa No you don't.
@NoOne-wt6om3 жыл бұрын
I did but I'm still alive sadly.
@april92513 ай бұрын
I once read/heard somewhere that if you still have letters, to write, you still have reasons to live. Unfulfilled promises, apologies, people who you love and love you still exist somewhere here on earth. Let them love you and help you.
@jdmacias83685 жыл бұрын
Omg Kalani! This was so good! It definitely will help people who are going through this situation and I think it’s great that you made something like this. Keep it up!
@amandas_12104 жыл бұрын
I wish I had a friend like that, good job on the film!
@delmyrodriguez27874 жыл бұрын
As soon as i heard that listen before i go came on i started crying so bad im shaking 😭😭
@flory43213 жыл бұрын
you had a stroke there bud.but aight.
@LilyFwog3 жыл бұрын
The ending, where the friend found out and went through everything to get to her friend in time to stop her,, It really reminds me of when my friend stopped me. I sent her a goodbye text and she wouldn't stop calling my phone until I picked up (which I didn't). I was determined to go through with it. But, somehow, my friend's mom got my mom's and stepdads phone numbers and kept calling them too. Our parents hadn't seen each other since I was in kindergarten (13 or so years ago); I still don't know how she got their numbers. So my parents found out, and I was stopped.
@Summa-o8uАй бұрын
Though my eyes thisicly her friend saved her mentality her friend just pushed her into a world of pain
@Alli-oops122 ай бұрын
Not everyone has someone to stop them, sometimes your best friend has to be yourself, you stop yourself and nobody notices how strong you are unless you tell them what happened. I spent over 10 years struggling and it’s a miracle im still here. I thought I was the exception that I was the one it’d never get better for, but that’s bs. It really does get better even if it takes time it’s so worth it! To even have ok days I wont take for granted. Please if you can, get help, professional help. Dont let it pile up until it gets to this point. Stay safe❤️
@trinlabuff5912 жыл бұрын
I used to watch so much of these. I'm not suicidal anymore but I still struggle with depression and anxiety, and these thoughts inevitably cross my mind every now and then, and the next thing I know I'm watching these again. 😒
@theworldofweirdpets6914 жыл бұрын
Getting help isn't always easy or available let alone the fact that some people aren't willing to help you 😔
@ashdineo4 ай бұрын
This is definitely one of the best ones of these I’ve seen
@Play-With-US-vz7uc5 ай бұрын
Ich kämpfe schon mein ganzes leben mit sucht und Depression aber selbst was antun käme nicht mehr in frage. Dazu lieb ich mein kind und meine tiere zu sehr! Jeder der mit sich kämpft...findet etwas das euch zeigt das egal wie hart das leben ist es wert ist weiter zu machen. Du bist was besonderes und verdienst es glücklich zu sein! Ich wünsche dir alles glück der welt!
@susan38833 жыл бұрын
Why does this short film so relatable, relevant and hit so hard?
@scarletundergramm17784 жыл бұрын
I really hope you didn't just pick Billie's music because a lot of people think it's depressing and stuff I mean I liked the video, but I really hope that your choice of music wasn't because a lot of people think her music is depressing
@thisisjustanissue4 жыл бұрын
Scarlet Undergramm oof
@ludwigvanbeethoven38084 жыл бұрын
Right
@que.enbillieeilishismine58274 жыл бұрын
Exactly
@250count4 жыл бұрын
Ah so I just discovered Billie Eilish because of this video (yes, I live under a rock). I typically only listen to rock/metal, and more popular artists have always been pretty far off of my radar. I think depressing is the wrong word, and I wouldn't worry what people think of the music you like anyhow. Her music is beautifully dark, and I think it fits the mood here very well.
@Happy-db9mf4 жыл бұрын
Billies music is always calming in a way 😅
@matthewkerr9765 жыл бұрын
Amazing Kalani. Tons of people have talked about this in the server and this is just for them. Thank you for talking about this serious topic and showing that there will always be someone there for you❤️❤️❤️❤️
@kimalonzo21454 жыл бұрын
Well, no. Not always.
@cukewinx227327 күн бұрын
Its the stalling, the holding of the different tools- trying to find the right one. Do you really want to go? Do you just want a break? Do you still want to give someone, anyone a chance to save you? Its a battle of unsuriry and just wanting the pain to stop.
@aspengerman9782 Жыл бұрын
These are all so real up until their best friend is surprised and wants to help. People stop caring really fast when you don't get better.
@lenathefirst_45743 жыл бұрын
Six days into January and we already got to this vid. Fun times.
@Coco-bl8zg4 жыл бұрын
This is an amazing film. Unfortunately I am a girl with extreme social anxiety and as a result of that, I don't have any friends that I feel comfortable with. I wouldn't call myself suicidal but sometimes I do think about it. I cut myself for the first time today because I am so stressed and overwhelmed with life. The reason why I won't commit suicide is because I am really looking forward to growing up. I am only still a teenager and I can't wait to graduate from high school. Trying to visualize a bright future helps me sometimes.
@kimalonzo21454 жыл бұрын
👍👍
@kaedesmultiverse2 жыл бұрын
i started tearing up when the girl found her book. recently ive been struggling with my mental health and i just kept getting flashbacks to when my close friend told me she was going to commit. i just remember screaming and crying at the phone begging her to answer my calls, begging her not to do it. after that i told her parents and i know she didnt want me to but i did and she got the help she needed and thanked me later on. shes better now, and although im still struggling a lot myself ive been trying harder to walk away from it because of videos like these. using short films, music and awareness combined really emotionally moves people and can save so many lives. to anyone reading this, you've got this. no matter how dark it is right now, and no matter how hard it is to get through it all, you will. there is always a rainbow after a storm. even if it's still raining. if you keep that spark of hope, however small it may be, it will always grow back into a fire. i believe in you. you're in control now.
@bilgetekbas95294 жыл бұрын
wow this was so good!! love acting and the cam shots!!
@tiktokmusic19824 жыл бұрын
What an amazing friend slowly being quiet when she walks to her 😧
@wilsoncruz78275 жыл бұрын
this was wow i loved it
@joelmaxwell75675 жыл бұрын
great film and an even greater message
@octavianezra44745 жыл бұрын
Kalani you have been the person to help me. I’m so happy I was brave enough to get and give help. Thank you for this. ❤️
@zekereads77625 жыл бұрын
I hope you continue making movies in the future
@n7ck225 жыл бұрын
This is a beautiful video.
@iooi5214 жыл бұрын
This made me cry.... STOP CRYING Ps. Everyone in this is crazy talented congrats 😇👏👏👏🥇🏆
@thexpax3 жыл бұрын
Each of us is special 👌 in our own way. Sometimes we may be different, alone. Yet each one of us is truly a miracle. Times get tough, but life's one constant is change. Bad times will get good. We only hold on, caring for ourselves as well as others 🧡.
@ladybossshai3 жыл бұрын
Its crazy how much the happy endings make me so upset. Knowing that I won't have anyone running to save me
@spicygenshinasmr75023 жыл бұрын
Hit hard
@henryjparker5 жыл бұрын
Different content... but good content
@Simi_Wheeler_Music2 жыл бұрын
I’m glad some people do t just use depressed people for veiws and they actually discuss and disclaim it’s a real thing people struggle with
@mingemunch3r3 жыл бұрын
I know this video is old, ive been struggling lately and have been wanting it to all end, ive contenplated mutiple times, this really hit me in the feels, especially the part where she graves her and they fall into each others arms, that made me ball out what ive been holding into for weeks. Thank you
@kalbityt2 жыл бұрын
As somebody who has also struggled a lot and made this film for that reason, this truly means so much to me. I was afraid that by putting this film out and being a high schooler who cant make super high quality stuff, that id be made fun of for it being bad, but I put it out in the hope that it would reach at least one person. This truly means the world to me. Thank you so much
@ariella444411 ай бұрын
Watching these movies makes my job easier. These people’s problems are definitely not bad. My problems are too horrific. I have no reason to be in this earth at all. Everyday I’m getting signs that it’s time to go. Anyone else in my position would have put an end to all her pains a long time ago
@vampire.tornado4 ай бұрын
That is actually wild. What the hell is wrong with you? Attention seekingx100 absolutely no way youre comparing yourself to people in a short film like you think its a competition who’s worse sicko 💀 i cant
@sammylane214 жыл бұрын
I loved this, moving very nicely done except two points, first the shot of the girl reaching out, should've been a single shot and last the audio at the last 5 seconds should go abruptly silent and fade to the positive words. I can relate to the need for self harming. I can relate to kids who self harm and are goig through depression, my self harm was punching walls (I can't tell if it's my ADD or Autism that gets me to do this but that's just two of my many delightful lil tiks that you never forget yours truly😌👍).
@kalbityt4 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for your feedback! I definitely have a lot to work on with films, and I thank you for your viewpoint. I’m glad you loved it. I’m really sorry for all the stuff you have gone through. Stay strong and keep fighting ❤️
@maya07_112 жыл бұрын
is it sh if you punch your head?
@Elham_323569 ай бұрын
I have bipolar and am also chronically depressed For many years, I haven't slept a single night without nightmares and I only dreamed of a normal life. And most of my relatives are healthy and normal people and successful to some extent I look at them and feel how lonely I am and how sad the feeling of loneliness is despite this chronic disease. I look at them and miss their health. I don't have the courage to continue and I don't have the courage to finish Every effort has had very little effect in improving my illness and it's crazy that any normal person would have a better life now with the efforts I made for my illness. I wish the drug would be more effective in mental illnesses as well as physical illnesses I wish children like me are not born, I wish we take care of our children before it's too late More than half of my life I have fought the disease and the other half of my being is just struggling to keep going without achieving anything.
@sugawarasricebowl78864 жыл бұрын
Is it a sign for Me? (: It shows up on my recommendation. But this vid is from a year ago -i
@bentleyanderson63644 жыл бұрын
same
@sagescott95254 жыл бұрын
Wow I am very impressed with this video love the actors and everything good job
@ashmathews97963 жыл бұрын
The message was wonderful. The huge knife she was gonna stab herself with, and the fact she was totally gonna do it right in front of her friend, thise were pretty goofy and doesn't really depict true suicidal thoughts and depression very well. In fact its a bit insulting. But again, enjoy the message being spread
@Mbabp09 Жыл бұрын
Finally, someone said it!
@shadowfox32574 жыл бұрын
the notebook, where she wrote all this stuff.. thats like exactly what i was doing when i was in a really bad state
@avemskers5 ай бұрын
I’ll be real. I’m suicidal, I’m 12. Saying I’m not alone doesn’t fix anything, cutting myself makes me feel good for once in awhile, and yeah I do know I matter but I’ve given up on the meaning of life and it doesn’t feel like I matter. It would be better without me. I’m just a problem-maker, I’ve felt that way since I was 9. I’m scared to speak up, I wish I could. I really do. I wanna be happy, I can be happy at times, it’s just that the thoughts of these things make me only see the bad side of myself, - in which there is no good side. Only my flaws are brought up, and I’m scared I’ll be called dramatic.
@dooskaaaa2 ай бұрын
my issues started when i was 9, and i said these exact things at 12, im now 16 and still here. Therres not much i know i can say to help, other than that i hear you. And that im begging you to tell someone, anyone. Childline is good, they dont have to pass anything on unless you say youve taken an action to cause death already. Life will get easier, the hard part is having to do it everyday. If you ever need anything, reply, and ill be here.
@AshenedSkies3 жыл бұрын
They always say you're not alone, and there are people who care. Then how come I can't find them no matter how hard I try?
@ramblesss3 жыл бұрын
When I tell you I was tense, crying and emotional.....my god. My god, life is too fucking precious.
@elenora_fall4 жыл бұрын
I told people but they didn’t care, now tell my again, I’m not alone?
@vorttevorvor47754 жыл бұрын
Not everyone is like that.. i know you might feel alone. Im here too tho. Youre not alone💛
@huh92354 жыл бұрын
People like us are alone around people we know but on Internet we unite and we're not alone I pray for us to get better some day...
@broitsjustjen4 жыл бұрын
this made me cry great job on this its very touching
@saumibasuchanda6726 Жыл бұрын
I Wish Everybody Should Have A Friend Like Her✌👍 But I Think Its Impossible For Me✌
@_dxsia_95584 жыл бұрын
I'd do anything just to feel okay... I ask myself this question every day. Along with other questions like who are you truly ? What makes you happy ? That might sound wonky but if you think about it I'm just another lost lad who needs to find themselves and believe that I can live life bc rn feels like im just trying to survive. I'm probably the only one thinking this bc it's like 4 a.m rn and I'm like lost in my own mind but is life even real like at this point I don't even know whats real anymore.. all the pain I've been through, the hurt, depression, waking up and wishing I stayed asleep, I'm putting this out there bc I want to get better, I want to know who I truly am and I want to know that I can be free from all this pain stuffed deep down in an ocean of thoughts, I just want an open air way. My name is desia and this is the day my life is about to change.
@evynalmanzar58754 жыл бұрын
This hit too hard. I don’t know why but Billie’s music made me feel like I was drowning while watching this...
@itskore1584 жыл бұрын
Everyone always tells me that they’re here for me if I wanna talk but no one would care to listen even if I tried to talk. Why do you want to give me false hope? I’d at least just die if you don’t give me hope!
@sariilittlejohn98994 жыл бұрын
I ALWAYS GET FALSE HOPE
@MeemahSN Жыл бұрын
They think that by saying this, it’ll make you shut up.
@sektor_ghost_live4 жыл бұрын
It made me feel sorry about those who commits suicide it’s like if they do, they’ll miss the future and everything beyond :( like jfk said to those who look in the past and present are certain to miss the future
@netmeister9993 жыл бұрын
It’s not a masterpiece, It’s about drive It’s about power we stay hungry we devour Put in the work put in the hours And take what’s ours
@seaintruder90724 жыл бұрын
I wouldn't write a letter if I had to do that cause my parents are just so toxic.. I'm on the edge I guess, not sure what's gonna happen
@ankitarai3663 жыл бұрын
Same here I wont need to write anything for anyone because they will be the reason behind it.
@seaintruder90723 жыл бұрын
@@ankitarai366 Sorry to know that even you're going through all that. I hope things will get better for you.
@LaprasSlowpoke4 жыл бұрын
people actually have friendships like this-
@NoOne-wt6om3 жыл бұрын
I wish...
@AJ_Snow0204 жыл бұрын
JACKIE SAVED GABBY I REPEAT JACKIE SAVED GABBY!!! THATS A WRAP FOLKS
@hightiergod21824 жыл бұрын
Barefoot in the driveway? Ouch bro
@sophiacucinotta56044 жыл бұрын
ik this is sad and evreything but that friend that hit the woah just made me laugh a lil
@Imgoingtohell011 ай бұрын
5:05 this bit gets to me easy bc I have done this before and I'm still recovering from it and I'm 15...
@DonkeyEatingABirthdayCake10 ай бұрын
Omg I saw your comment on the “down” video (the other s*icide awareness short film) we watch the same kind of awareness videos 🫢 (I think it was the down one, idk I watch a lot 🤷♀️)
@David-lb5py2 жыл бұрын
Sometimes think to myself how did i end up so unlucky i have never had a girlfriend never had a first kiss every time i get close to someone they leave me I haven’t been a really long time while i am trying to learn to survive alone in this world my friends are getting married and having kids of there own. My circle keeps getting smaller and smaller and its getting harder to enjoy things alone. Maybe if i was dead I could reborn into a much better life then gamble on another 50 years of misery
@Ilikestarsandidkwhy3 ай бұрын
PLEASE READ THIS “You are not alone” just a typical frase, right? WELL, WE CARE. You aren’t alone. There is always people that can help. Even people you don’t even know. Your family or friends are here. Your pets. Even strangers. Even ME. I care. I love you. We all need you. Even tho you don’t see it. You are special. All of you are. This video is for you to know that even tho you thing there isn’t a way to make things get better, there is always a way. You are strong. You can. The desition is yours, but all the people that surrounds you is also there. Is also affected. You don’t know how I’ve been crying by this types of videos. I don’t even know the person in the other side of the screen. But I still want to help and I still care. I cry, and I want to be there, make you happy. Please, when you get sad or think of this things, don’t. Don’t do it. We need you. Tell someone. Call any stranger. Call someone you think it doesn’t even know you. Tell your feelings. Express. Don’t do it. Please, I beg you. Remember this. I love you just by the way you are and I always will. Thanks for reading. Tell me how you feel. I’ll try to help. Bye 💗
@leannecrawley67834 жыл бұрын
This hits home for me
@chionemalone57834 жыл бұрын
im watching this in class so i can cry so the teacher can take me to the bathroom
@kennatats3 жыл бұрын
i really love this one
@stormiix99204 жыл бұрын
My online best friend wants to commit ..again. He has already tried two times and he cuts until he passes out I don't know how I can help him and I don't want him to leave. Please help me help him....please.....
@daniellepalao40892 жыл бұрын
To anyone considering suicide: Don't do it. Get help! There are many people who care and love you! YOU'RE WORTH IT!!
@kiwi-nv3el4 жыл бұрын
At this point giving up IS my only solution.
@uraomote62444 жыл бұрын
Who else listening to her tv? Nobody? Just me okay!
@yvmni5 жыл бұрын
This is basically bird box:suicide edition
@grapelol69434 жыл бұрын
I-I feel bad for laughing
@TimotheeLee Жыл бұрын
That tune is so up beat, so major key fun, makes me want to fine a rope and a ladder.
@annabellegagliano4 жыл бұрын
“Your not alone” they say but You could say you’re not alone as much as you want that doesn’t mean nobody understands even if you talk to your best friend nobody understands
@chocolatebar15922 жыл бұрын
Who else felt like crying happy tears when the girls friend hugged her?
@trissilva40575 жыл бұрын
Dare I say, fucking iconic?
@amandas_12104 жыл бұрын
That park looks so fun
@yesnt64283 жыл бұрын
ikr!!
@enolaxd47964 жыл бұрын
I hate how numb I am I can’t even fucking cry I wanna cry so bad
@sparklejumpropequeen054 жыл бұрын
i can't sleep so why don't i cry myself to sleep?
@thisisjustanissue4 жыл бұрын
itz avv_uhh I do that almost every night..
@sariilittlejohn98994 жыл бұрын
I do that
@sparklejumpropequeen054 жыл бұрын
i don't remember saying this has it really been 6 months?