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I've spent my whole life trying to get it right and working to reduce any ways in which I might be seen as less than perfect. I'm terrified of being thought of as less than, and its wearing me out. I can't sustain this and I don't want to anymore. Seeing my perfectionism through the lens of autism is highlighting a lot of things for me that I had not realised before. I've realised its a fear response and that it has consumed far too much of me. But who am I if I'm not trying to be perfect all the time?
Thank you so much for watching these videos. Apologies for the subtitles mix up at times, I'm still figuring this out.