Pregnancy Week By Week: 19 Weeks

[@ginnyburley9552]

Being frightened and stressed out is never "nothing." Pregnancy is such a complex experience that it is only to be expected that you will have a wide range of feelings. I'm glad you have been able to get the support you need from Mr. AMR to get a sense that you are accompanied through this! And now, of course, the sincere support of your very caring subscribers, of which I am one.

[@margyslater4985]

With your honesty and sense of humour, you could never be boring. So glad that the spotting wasn't a precursor to anything bad happening. I think your reaction to that experience was totally normal and understandable. Please take care of yourself. Sending all positive and warm thoughts your way.❤️

[@charlottebentsen4754]

Thanks for sharing. I've been spotting a few times now (last time was yesterday) and am at 11 weeks. Makes me super paranoid each time, it's such an emotional rollercoaster! Had a scan at 10+5 and everything was fine!

[@lizcook542]

So thrilled for you, Mr AMR and Angelica! You are looking lovely and bump is gorgeous. So happy you are filming The Uphill, it's my fave blog! xx

[@irismadeleine]

I'm not even pregnant (or planning to be in the near future), and I love watching these videos, and I loved following your last pregnancy as well. I just think it's nice to hear someone talk about their experience, thoughts and feelings on these sort of things.

[@AleksG71013]

I'm not even pregnant and I'm watching these vlogs! Love love love x

[@carissag99]

Ruth, currently 21 weeks now and due the end of January of 2017. Congratulations to you and your family!!

[@moreorlessruth4449]

Feeling in your tunnel 😂😂😂😂 Love that you share with us. I had that feeling too and remember trying to describe it to my midwife.

[@amypalmer2272]

Ah this is making me so nostalgic for my own pregnancy. I also documented mine so it's nice seeing others do the same :) glad you're well over those icky first trimester symptoms x

[@UsernamesForDummies]

I'm so happy for you and your little family. Unfortunately I'll never be able to have children and though I envy you immensely, I still am very excited for you. Living vicariously through you! 🙂

[@sophieelliottsmerdon]

Hi Ruth, I'm so happy for you! Love the idea of these videos, think it's a really good idea. I've never been around pregnant ladies or babies that much and now my boss is pregnant, it's amazing seeing it first-hand. The dress looks amazing on you :) I've subscribed xxx

[@maricaborg1516]

You look beautiful Ruth!! Congratulations xxx

[@CherrieWalker]

Such an adorable little bump! I'm so happy for you :)

[@xjenniex2007]

I had a feeling from the gleam summer party video that you were pregnant! Congratulations x

[@marcevella9675]

Ah you're making me miss my bump!! Loved being pregnant. You look gorg x

[@ManerePuer]

I think it is amazing and very important that you are sharing this, thank you Ruth! Also love your necklace!! ;o) xx

[@Jammanich]

Karen Walker necklace

[@ManerePuer]

Oh, Angie thank you very much!! :)

[@dianaruxi]

Love the dress. Can you tell us where you got it? I find it so hard to buy cute pregnancy clothes. Curently at 33 weeks

[@LingLingW]

apparently it's from asos. she mentions it in her new September favourites video :)

[@cutestephie1313]

The dress is so pretty. I don't know if you have done a video or blogpost of your pregnancy-clothing in your first pregnancy but I would like one :). Would also be very informative for women with bigger tummies ;).

[@sleepypuppy29]

cutestephie1313 she talks about her maternity clothes in her recent favorites on her main channel. The dress is from Asos (:

[@CheekehCherreh]

I feel really scared about the weak cervix thing, im currently 13 weeks pregnant, i had my first scan last week, and everything was fine, but the things ive read really scares me! I really hope everything is going to be ok for you and myself x

[@cherylcollinson4711]

Ruth, I remember the 'tunnel' feeling too. I mean how does everything not fall through? The wonders of womanhood. xo

[@jecfallon]

Firstly, blooming marvellous news, I had guessed, and congratulations! I had 3 miscarriages before my successful pregnancy with my twins, and that pregnancy was extremely stressful, I did had a lot of bleeding, and was high risk, so I was counting down until 24 weeks, as in my mind that's when they had a chance, turns out they had to be evacuated at 39 weeks! I have a theory, that if men were the ones getting pregnant, then early pregnancy would be spoken about, and so would miscarriage. You are right, early pregnancy can be lonely, and the reason is its hard to discuss miscarriage - if it happens. And to me that's wrong. You need support through early pregnancy, and you certainly need support after a miscarriage. It's hidden away, and that makes me really sad. So I hope you can enjoy being open about your pregnancy, and I'm excited for you :)

[@Kat.....]

Tunnel... haha!

[@Jammanich]

I always hear the women fell more tired and ill during pregnancy with a boy

[@kimidoodles]

I definitely think its a shame more women don't talk about miscarriage and their feelings about it. It would have made me feel less alone.