This is some impressive self-awareness. She’s clearly a very intelligent woman. I hope you find some genuine love in your life Izzy.
@Kawaii_Avocado2 жыл бұрын
I thought the same. Her introspection is impressive.
@CapnWack2 жыл бұрын
No man with self with will ever give her a chance unfortunately lol what she has done to her body
@sandrineroesch87062 жыл бұрын
What’s this lol shit about? Did your ego need it?
@RukYouLikeAHurricane2 жыл бұрын
@@CapnWack she’s not interested in your type. 🤣 go get stuffed
@jsl24112 жыл бұрын
She's interested in loser felons
@jojobee422 жыл бұрын
Mark, please do a follow-up on Izzy one day! She's fascinating, and we're rooting for her.
@NAT-turners-Revenge2 жыл бұрын
.... i remember this girl... she didnt have these tats 3yrs ago. she was high asf...she approached me near DTLA with some gibberish about wanting to " licking my eyebrows" . I was confused.... i asked her if she needed any help etc.... she was visibly dirty, high, etc... she started to trying to get the attention of random strangers saying " hey hey! This guy right here.... good looking guy huh" .... I eventually walked into my destination.... she wandered off....
@ClayMastah3442 жыл бұрын
@@NAT-turners-Revenge that’s crazy. Small world. What are the odds
@Kate-bu5or2 жыл бұрын
@@ClayMastah344 She dated my ex, brought him to Las Vegas from his home (Cape Cod) drugged and left him there and he now suffers from PTSD, Psychosis, Depression And Anxiety because of this female..
@ScenekidzrockXD2 жыл бұрын
@@Kate-bu5or wow! He must have been with her for a while
@randymarsh94882 жыл бұрын
Just follow her on Instagram she's a pornstar
@vanillametal72562 жыл бұрын
This young woman is hands down one of the most intuitive, articulate, and admirable interviews I have had the pleasure of watching on Marks’ channel besides Bethany (New York)!!!! I’m a 52 year old gay man, and I could learn so many things from this precious treasure of a human being. I’ve been lost in addiction, depression, and childhood trauma for decades as well and Izzy has opened my eyes about how recovery from all of it is possible. I sincerely would welcome the opportunity to one day meet this astonishing individual to say thank you and I love you.
@mariebella262 жыл бұрын
Omgoodness! You are such a beautiful soul! I adore your light! Wow this humility that kept your heart open to see others beauty is astonishing and soul-soothing! Thank you for being you! 💙
@mariebella262 жыл бұрын
@Over Educated sp I appreciate your feedback! The lady is mind-blowingly beautiful inside-out and I hope she will shine brightly and fulfill her mission and the fire in her wonderful heart as long as possible! But I was referring to the guy who was inspired by her story by my comment! 🤩
@mariebella262 жыл бұрын
@Over Educated sp awww you're such a likable person, my friend! And you also proved how humble you are through your action not merely bragging! That's integrity and I applaud you!!! ☺️🌈💎 So glad for your daughter's happy ending! If I may add something here, I'd say: I'm no expert but I was pushed by life (I'm a suicide survivor who was graciously granted a re-birth opportunity through an out-of-body experience) to understand human behavior and the most dangerous personality disorders on others' sanity: the Cluster B DSM-5 group whose core part is the narcissism trait. It seems to me that schizophenia along with other mental disorders (bipolarity, anxiety, depression, etc...) may be harmful but people suffering from them never mean to! Unlike narcissists and co. who do know what they're doing when abusing and manipulating, the other groups are oblivious to what they're inflicting to others unintentionally; they simply don't control their minds, sadly enough...🥺
@fefelove862 жыл бұрын
What a beautiful comment. “This precious treasure of a human being” ❤️❤️
@XOXO-mb2vh2 жыл бұрын
Love bombing is cringy in the comments.
@polarbear606411 ай бұрын
When Izzy says that forgiveness has been the most important lesson in her life, she sounds like she is well on her way to a spiritual awakening.
@alexisafaghi43136 ай бұрын
and recovery is then possible ❤
@bobbybird94335 ай бұрын
wtf
@najahbutler78404 ай бұрын
I love that 4 her ❤
@Christcentered56002 ай бұрын
I pray God restores her and she gives her life to Him 🙏🏾❤️
@Sarah1212mm4 күн бұрын
I thought the exact same thing too. 🙏🏻💗
@kayladupuis86102 жыл бұрын
Wow, I was friends with her in Salem as a preteen/teen. I would've never guessed any of this was happening.. my heart is both broken and rejuvenated. I always wondered why she fell off the earth around 16. We're all rooting for you Izzy, thank god you've found some peace of mind
@sydneyfc77692 жыл бұрын
Everyone has the odd people that end up junkies from school days
@JohnSmith-wn4rt2 жыл бұрын
@@sydneyfc7769 no surprise you are like an insufferable incel who gets zero women. This is likely how you cope with your sad pathetic life. I guess wishing away your own pain won’t help. You need to find people you think are below you. Nope! Still way above you virgin. You are too stupid to get a woman naturally and have to watch anime to get out your anger, and other men telling you how you are a loser who needs help mating, the most basic and obvious thing even animals can do…
@710jameson82 жыл бұрын
@@sydneyfc7769 those same people were hiding their struggles insensitive bitch while you were handed everything
@kensredemption2 жыл бұрын
You could reach out. 🤷🏾♂️
@RamKumar-yi6wn2 жыл бұрын
@@kensredemption And do or say what ?
@diego_3052 жыл бұрын
When Mark doesn't or barely speaks you know its going to be a good interview. Yet another video showing proof on someones childhood being the most important part in anyone's life. 🙏
@liointhesun2 жыл бұрын
yes, and furthermore in any adult's life.
@diego_3052 жыл бұрын
@@liointhesun amen to that 🙏
@mama.ashley2 жыл бұрын
Exactly what I was going to comment!
@jazzeegiovanni31272 жыл бұрын
@ Diego Membreno • I think Mark edited this interview so that his questions weren't heard because she had so much to say.
@zskj142 жыл бұрын
So true
@jasdolla006 ай бұрын
U see Her cover photo & she looks hard and tough but then when u hear her talk and her behavior She's so very soft & soft spoken it's very heartbreaking she deserve so much support and love 💯🤍
@taylorokeefe39211 ай бұрын
I went to school with Izzy! I'm so sad to see what's happened but so happy to see you've made it out ❤ I'm so sorry you didn't get the help you needed when you needed it but please know your story is helping potentially hundreds of not thousands or millions of children and women
@gavindecontie83806 ай бұрын
no u didn't
@iheartgambling4 ай бұрын
no u didn’t
@ln2deep4 ай бұрын
I agree. Any kind of concrete sexual attraction and fascination before your teens is questionable. I know many adults who have said that they realised sexuality was abstractly a thing early in life but if it becomes something beyond that before you start to become sexually mature then something is wrong. I remember at 6 or 7 being very fascinated by breasts for example. I had dreams about boobs from time to time but every relationship with 'boobed' women was entirely age appropriate. Real sexuality came much much later in life.
@matteoandersini69093 ай бұрын
Yeah, these people know you didn't go to school with anyone. Quit lying about everything. Everyone knows that you both didn't go to school.
@ilonagasiorska71122 ай бұрын
I love love love this girl, she is smart and intelligent. I can feel her energy and power. She has a beautiful mind ❤️ Izzy, I hope your dreams come true 🫶🏼
@riahbruh73722 жыл бұрын
This woman’s voice is so alluring and captivating. She has a story to tell, and not just the one of her life. I think she has a future story, and I think it’s going to be an amazing and groundbreaking discovery for her. I wish her all the best. I’m praying for her!
@thatdude39772 жыл бұрын
Her story.... So I started sxck8ng dxck for money.. Yeah sucha cool story
@thatdude39772 жыл бұрын
Letting herself get fxcked by dogs
@MADOUT_VPS2 жыл бұрын
U buggin Smh
@doll26072 жыл бұрын
Amen!
@meco40682 жыл бұрын
@@MADOUT_VPS fo reals yo 🙄
@marysamorales17112 жыл бұрын
The beginning monologue was gorgeous. Brought me to tears. I’ve been falling back into a dark place again and her words were exactly what I needed to hear. I hope she finds the peace her soul so rightfully deserves.
@sluttymctits44962 жыл бұрын
I hear you. I've also been falling back into old habits. I haven't returned to drugs, but my mindset has been slowly slipping back to how I thought during those years. There's just something about Izzy that makes you listen and sympathize with her. People say the words she says, but when she says it, it has a different impact. Despite her current situation, she seems intelligent and has a good head on her shoulders. She's completely aware of everything going on around her and everything that has happened to her, and she has great insight to it all. I really hope Izzy can find peace one day, and I hope you do, too.
@matriphagy13182 жыл бұрын
Keep your head up girl
@mikehunt73602 жыл бұрын
I hear u
@marykaminskie46452 жыл бұрын
If you need a non-judgmental friend hmu on FB or Msgnr. I speak from experience. I'll have 5yrs.heroin free this November.
@lindsayp96912 жыл бұрын
She speaks Like a poem or spoken word. It’s lovely :)
@kt1142 жыл бұрын
It was no surprise to me when she said toward the end that she is her happiest now having zero money and working on her art. She obviously has an artists soul. I hope she continues to immerse herself in creativity. That’s where she truly belongs.
@joshdeveaux69362 жыл бұрын
@@CasperInkyMagoo don’t be dense, this comment did nothing to imply she should stay broke forever. It just said she’d be happier focusing on art. Calm tf down
@t.vaimaona72192 жыл бұрын
@@CasperInkyMagoo the porn industry obviously didn't offer that
@jsl24112 жыл бұрын
Yeah im sure shel be able to pay her bills with her artists soul
@elainescott67912 жыл бұрын
Smart girl …I hope and pray for you!
@elainescott67912 жыл бұрын
@@joshdeveaux6936 So judgemental why so nasty?
@stevenquon1657 Жыл бұрын
U interview some of the most open, transparent, truthful n unique people in this crazy world we live in, thank u!
@liltokyo0o2 жыл бұрын
The fact tht she takes accountability for where she has ended up is the biggest thing for me and not blaming anyone else… i hope she makes it through…she actually has a beautiful, addicting soul.. I can hear her talk all day..I feel like she should be telling her stories through poems at the local poet spots…
@HURT1082 жыл бұрын
Addicting might not be the best choice of words for her personality
@liltokyo0o2 жыл бұрын
@@HURT108 to me it is that’s your opinion.. I chose the right word
@thatdude39772 жыл бұрын
Stories about fxck8ng dogs in a cage on a meth bender. So poetic
@Ancoraimparo12192 жыл бұрын
It's not her taking accountability, it's her sharing with us the experience and from this video, it's obvious she blocked out that she was SA at a very young age possibly before even 5 years old. So definitely Not her fault with a mom whom was a sex worker then married her trick as she says. It's what her "Normal" was. Very sad.
@liltokyo0o2 жыл бұрын
@@Ancoraimparo1219 but just cause you come from a Bck ground don’t mean you have to go this route.. she’s a grown woman.. and she did take accountability.. you don’t have to be a product of the streets just cause you seen your mom do it.. I get it tht was probably the reason cause Thts what she seen but don’t mean you have to blame others for your own grown up actions.. Thts not an excuse.. this is my opinion and Thts yours..all through this video she took accountability for her Fck ups bottom line… my mom was also a product of the streets (drug dealer) just cause I seen it don’t mean I have to do what she did, I wanted to be better so I did better then her..some people are not so strong and just get put in situations but don’t mean you have to stay there.. and a lot of people do blame their parents and other people for their actions and I’m acknowledging she knows her wrong doings in her life and is not fully blaming her mom and other people. It’s a mature thing.. so her growth shows
@marnat5961 Жыл бұрын
At first I saw the markings on her body and face … 5 minutes in her life story I no longer saw it … this young lady is stunning and intelligent. Rooting that she gets to use her experience, knowledge helping others. Great interview session . Stay strong Izzy !!
@greer2402 Жыл бұрын
If that's what you call stunning and intelligent you are stupid
@pete4693 Жыл бұрын
As someone with many years in recovery, I can't stress enough the importance of you being kind and gentle with yourself as your brain heals. Your brain has been taking a beating, it's time for self-compassion and patience. You got this, kiddo.
@christinewaddell Жыл бұрын
Y'know, it's weird... You hear all the time, "stop beating yourself up, just love yourself, you're beautiful", etc... But the way you put your words here reached me a little! Thank you for that! All my love! ❤
@Taffy9249 ай бұрын
I feel the same way as Christine. Your words spoke to me. Well said. Thank you for that!
@Taffy9249 ай бұрын
Great job, young lady. Stay focused and keep grinding.🙏
@sandraalegria34397 ай бұрын
Your awesome you will do great things.
@lieaking35447 ай бұрын
❤❤❤If u r still into SEX then become a FANS ONLY MODEL .. Then u can make good money and buy a house and then get into your clothes making and helping other drug addicts 🤔🤩xx
@DoogieH9211 ай бұрын
This poor girl, I feel so sorry for her she is beautiful and I hope she realizes one day that she DOES deserve happiness as much as anyone else in this world. We need an update Mark!
@SashaGutya10 ай бұрын
Poor girl??😂😂😂 she lies all the time. She is full of b/s. You do not feel sorry lets be real, you are attracted to her and she knows it and she will using it always
@DoogieH9210 ай бұрын
Hwy thats your opinion! I choose empathy here lol@SashaGutya
@AMunoz-rh9cz2 ай бұрын
@@SashaGutya I’m sure that is true and since you are so perceptive, you also understand how early she had to do whatever it took to survive. It wasn’t pretty.. but then the behavior of street kids never is, is it? STREET KID… the term is an indictment of our society. It will take her many many years to develop… without and in spite of her father who completely failed her and her mother’s complete lack of guidance. You want to point the finger, consider doing so in regard to the male johns who saw she was an extremely broken child and chose to exploit that rather than behave like men.
@kittyonketa Жыл бұрын
the fact he barely asked questions makes it ever better cuz she explains so well
@brandilacha52862 жыл бұрын
She should have her own channel or doing something with her voice. Her voice is so soothing. You can tell she has a beautiful soul. I hope she gets everything she deserves out of life.
@davebayliss31422 жыл бұрын
Are you serious?? She went out had sex with a dog and then went home to her boyfriend, yyyeeeah beautiful soul 🥴
@chazzer19692 жыл бұрын
Agreed 100%
@helloliggy2 жыл бұрын
She should -I could listen to her stories for hours -def should get her own channel or podcast
@johnnybiggunz11412 жыл бұрын
Maybe some ASMR videos. I think she would really be good at that.
@sheepdawwg Жыл бұрын
She’s a porn star named Genevieve sin. It’s her Diabla tattoo
@Jess-lq5tw2 жыл бұрын
I don't usually comment but I love her so much. She is absolutely killing recovery. The insight she has on herself is something to admire. She's truly inspiring. One day at a time. Izzy you've got this.
@shiningstar59192 жыл бұрын
I feel the same way. I love her so much
@cbaby782 жыл бұрын
Same here❤
@AldousHuxley72 жыл бұрын
Looks very high during the interview.
@kwp9732 жыл бұрын
🤣🤣🤣SHES HIGH AS A KITE, AND YALL TRULY BELIEVE SHE GOT RAPED.. BY.. A.. DOG..? WHAT ARE YOU GUYS HIGH ON? SHES JUST WANTS ATTENTION AND HAS DUPED ALL OF YALL...BORDERLINE/NARSISTIC PERSONALITY IS A HELLA DRUG LMAOOOOO
@JorJorBinksss2 жыл бұрын
She doesn't seem sober tbh
@stevehatten209 Жыл бұрын
She has the rigorous honesty for her recovery. The hardest part can sometimes be finding out you are also addicted to the chaos. Hope she makes it.
@kirstyiso2 ай бұрын
mm
@cs34012 жыл бұрын
It’s unfortunate that she didn’t have the proper support and parental guidance. She’s beautiful I can see so much potential within her.
@dylanjames36862 жыл бұрын
Yea future looks bright lol. Wake ip
@davebayliss31422 жыл бұрын
🤣🤣🤣🤣 WTF ....... OK YODA
@AntiPlatitude2 жыл бұрын
What, because she’s “beautiful” she’s got potential? Nah bro, she’s gone.
@ilovejahjah122 жыл бұрын
stop lying to yourself
@BlahblahblahblahblahblahblahFU2 жыл бұрын
Yes, I was going to say the same thing. she’s also so intuitive with herself and sexuality. I believe her.
@tianaadair32212 жыл бұрын
What a stunning, intelligent, deep, articulate, fascinating, strong, stylish, captivating woman. And what a crazy story. So much trauma. I’d love to hear more of Izzy’s extraordinary story. She’s a very special human being. Wishing her every good thing possible.
@riefujimoto42792 жыл бұрын
Turn her story into a movie for sure
@lamBETTERthanY0U2 жыл бұрын
Keep it in your pants lil guy
@thepiratesofdrumandbass4272 жыл бұрын
Stunning 🤦🏼♂️
@notanindianscammer75942 жыл бұрын
Captivating? 🤦
@thepiratesofdrumandbass4272 жыл бұрын
Stylish 🤦🏼♂️
@TravThaSav2 жыл бұрын
Wow, one of the BEST interviews I've seen on this channel in a long time. I hope this girl doesn't ever go back to any of the bad stuff from her past. She is a beautiful and amazing human being with very high intelligence.
@tonytravels2494 Жыл бұрын
There's no teacher like trauma. If it doesn't kill ya first.
@christianmathison1182 Жыл бұрын
Id love to have her around. As my friend. I have a good life and my mom wasnrat up by my dad. Id just like to help her if I could, mark. Obviously younger than me. Maybe you would be willing to invest in my troubled teen business? Former marine here and have some extra cash and could use your help
@tuforu4 Жыл бұрын
Maddest stuff i ever seen.
@chunkk5426 Жыл бұрын
There's money in her beastiality shit i have a pit who would tap that
@tuforu4 Жыл бұрын
@#PrisonForJohnnyDepp guess DRUGS.
@_rthama_ Жыл бұрын
The thing with the dog broke me .. Girl you are absolutely a force of power , you are definitely in the right way to recovery , god bless you
@Viciouspiked10 ай бұрын
yea that dog stuff was f'd up. i just wonder what her reaction will be to line of set backs and people try to tear her down for her past?
@pisswizard10 ай бұрын
Dont worry, she made that up. She’s a massive liar lol
@easyboyeasy391810 ай бұрын
why would you say that@@pisswizard
@pisswizard10 ай бұрын
@@easyboyeasy3918 because I have seen her dads instagram and he has been posting pictures of them hanging out since she was like 14.
@pisswizard10 ай бұрын
@@easyboyeasy3918 because I saw her dads Instagram and she’s been hanging out with him since she was about 14 on it.
@marsd6139 Жыл бұрын
The whole internet is cheering you on Izzy. You are a special soul. Also, side note, PLEASE read audiobooks! I could listen to your voice for hours and hours
@ericabucioable Жыл бұрын
I thought the same thing her voice is perfect for audio books
@lrobinson9356 Жыл бұрын
Yessss! Her voice is so tranquil ❤
@timmywitty1432 Жыл бұрын
@prisonforjohnnydepp5298it’s theater, all scripted, bread and circuses for the masses.
@carito3515 Жыл бұрын
I noticed how soft her voice is too
@chriswalters4326 Жыл бұрын
@prisonforjohnnydepp5298 ....do you have the parts where she was to blame for losing his finger or shitting on his bed. Jail for Ambe r Turd. BTW you lost
@AJ-wo7qh2 жыл бұрын
“Trying not to future trip too much.” She sounds like a spoken word poet. The cadence is soothing. Sending peace and light.
@SkyJane242 жыл бұрын
Loved When she said! “Future Trip” Such an old soul..
@thatdude39772 жыл бұрын
Lmfao yall tripping. Thats is actually stupid
@AJ-wo7qh2 жыл бұрын
@@thatdude3977 you know what else is stupid? Typing “ya’ll” and “that’s” without an apostrophe and then adding “is” after “that’s*”… Oh and then not adding a period after your sentence. Just saying.
@thatdude39772 жыл бұрын
@@AJ-wo7qh not as stupid as the girl getting fxcked by dogs for meth. 😄 ✌
@NeverKnow2252 жыл бұрын
@@thatdude3977 says the Cuck
@bethanynorman1829 Жыл бұрын
I definitely think there is child sexual abuse in her early childhood. Her mother was a sex worker, and brought these men into her home. I know she said there wasn't any early sex abuse, but it's very likely that this is buried trauma. She gets physically uncomfortable denying it, and having been so hypersexual at such a young age is indicative of VERY early sex abuse. I hope she can get the therapy needed to unpack this deeper abuse. Most sex work and sex addictions are linked to extremely early sex abuse, and this includes the visual exposure her mother subjected her to of her own sexual behavior at a young age. I really hope she gets the support she needs to walk away from that lifestyle. It's dangerous and degrading. She is worth so much more than that. Keep moving up Izzy. Don't stop.❤️
@emmcg310 Жыл бұрын
Definitely. A 6 year old doesn't know about p0rn unless it's introduced. That, in itself, is sexual abuse.
@kingofoblivion1822 Жыл бұрын
Yeah you can definitely tell there was some abuse going on, especially around the guys her mom brought around her. She always says I don’t recall but she doesn’t say that as she is certain. I think that is something very traumatizing to her and she doesn’t like to bring it up
@eduagonzalez Жыл бұрын
Yep. I was thinking the same thing. Definitely sounds like repressed memories
@kellywoodwardcore5360 Жыл бұрын
As a therapist who specializes in trauma I agree
@flexibledreamer7846 Жыл бұрын
Also have traits of someone with Borderline PD.
@catherinelamprakes75166 күн бұрын
Izzy is one of the most honest interviews I’ve seen. I hope she stays clean and follows her dreams in helping others. Sending love and light to all.
@drose4TheLord52 жыл бұрын
This has been my most favorite video by far. Shes such a great story teller and her voice is so calming. Despite all the things shes been through she still can smile and say she wants to help girls out. Love her, please do a follow up video!!!
@JollyMestiza2 жыл бұрын
Mine too
@houstonswisha1432 жыл бұрын
Ur weird af, there’s been so much better videos than a tattoed hoe who fucked a dog and thinks sex workers make the most money
@stephanieb28062 жыл бұрын
SHE IS A GOOD STORYTELLER. ANOTHER AWESOME INTERVIEW IS FRENCHIE. GREAT STORYTELLER AND HER LIFE COULD BE A MOVIE
@Anthony.and.Bigsis2 жыл бұрын
Same i love her interview! Except when she talks about the dog r@ping her that was odd...idk how a dog would even do that to a human or do it right.. but idk about that story sounds a bit off and sorta like a lie...but everything else seemed legit
@drakokrombie59522 жыл бұрын
@rick flair a lot of former drug addicts have residual qualities from the drugs, it affects their personality’s. They talk and act a lot like they’re high when they’re not
@katieha12552 жыл бұрын
She is so soft spoken yet has such a loud and commanding presence…please please please have Izzy on again…Iots of love to you Izzy, you got this!
@katherinefox95172 жыл бұрын
I love how soft-spoken she is. She seems like such a gentle soul despite the horrific circumstances of her childhood. We’re all rooting for you, Izzy! ❤️❤️❤️
@kwp9732 жыл бұрын
.... yeah we're all rooting for her to stop making up these dillusions and fabricated lies and just go back to her house... people now a days get fooled by a good speaker and forget about the real ones who truly live In hell.... THIS IS BPD/NARSISTIC, ATTENTION SEEKING AT ITS BEST.. the real ones out there know whats up.. "I got raped by a dog.... best lie I've ever heard the rest was history... smh
@willieyoung48182 жыл бұрын
@@kwp973 Exactly..
@kwp9732 жыл бұрын
@@willieyoung4818 SHE REALLY ADMITTED TO SEXUALLY ASSULTING A DOG 🐕 😭 ... THE REAL VICTIM IS THE DOG.. MARK IS MAD HE JUST GOT TROLLED BY IZZY LMAOOOO
@willieyoung48182 жыл бұрын
Seems like it...... But idk..It has been said that a wise man will not believe words that he only hears,, and only half of what he actually sees. This principle is invaluable for one to adhere to. js
@apeyb56062 жыл бұрын
@@kwp973 agree… kinda scary how easily so many people are seemingly fooled by these psychopaths/sociopaths/narcissists….
@tamiterrell13984 ай бұрын
My GOD she has been tattooing herself as a cry for help. The tattoo's are the feeling of pain and then it's shows beautiful art. She has been threw SO MUCH!!! I am really really praying for her
@gravy29732 жыл бұрын
The extent of human depravity Izzy has been subjected to and to still be as articulate engaging strong and resilient as she is is a testament to the human spirit . I cannot believe how she is still functioning …. Mark your channel remains a revelation and is a force for change in a persons mindset … how can this channel not change a person and their prejudices… it’s the only channel on KZbin worth keeping and following
@nathanprescott69132 жыл бұрын
When you have no choice but to be strong or die most people are stronger then they think
@lindsayb13292 жыл бұрын
The human spirit can be a beautiful thing. There are no limits.
@adamkreuz90682 жыл бұрын
I was just thinking about how much damage someone can do to another human and it's just heart breaking. Seeing her surviving is so uplifting
@TylerMcKinney2 жыл бұрын
A lot of times people with trauma submerge themselves in music, books, movies, documentaries. Learning about anything and everything. Anything to escape the torment in the mind. One of my best friends who died of an OD was extremely into poetry and other literature. Anyway, so speaking well is pretty common from addicts. Most are very very passionate about all forms of art. I mean, look at her tattoos.
@kwp9732 жыл бұрын
You mean the extent of ANIMAL depravity...... it's offensive and sick you people believe this hipster slept on a park bench for 1 night... GOT RAPED BY A DOG!?!.. THIS IS BORDER LINE PERSONALLY DISORDER/ NARSISTIC AT ITS BEST... PEOPLE BELIEVE ANYTHING NOW A DAYS... ARE YOU WATCHING THE SAME SOFT WHITE UNDERBELLY CHANNEL AS EVERYONE ELSE?!? YOU REALLY CANT SEE THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE OTHER 99% OF PEOPLE INTERVIWED ON HERE WHO "REALLLLYY LIVED THE LIFE, BEEN THRU THE RINGER" PEOPLE GET TRICKED BECAUSE LIKE YOU SAID SHES A GOOD STORY TELLER... GREAT TO KNO PEOPLE TRULY BELIEVE THIS NONSENCE.. THIS IS WHAT COOL NOW A DAYS?!... SMH BET IF SHE TOLD YOU "HEY I CAN TURN YOUR $500 INTO $5000, UD DO IT SO FAST LMAOOO.. I GUESS ITS COOL NOW A DAYS TO MOCK PEOPLE WHO TRULY HAVE HAD A TOUGH ROUGH MESSED UP LIFE...
@Queenie88862 жыл бұрын
"I felt safe on meth and you can do anything to me and I was good" that hit me hard. Izzy your story blew my mind. I'm proud of your sobriety ❤️
@relationshipcodes76022 жыл бұрын
Mel Rose ur beautiful.. I know its none of my business but ur enchanting.. My name is Vusi
@kathyglass29222 жыл бұрын
Yes. So sad. She wanted a parent so bad to help her, she is/was in such pain. It bothered me to hear her say the meth allowed her to tolerate the degrading acts that were done to her. She deserved so much better.
@MahammedSalim-sh8iw3 ай бұрын
That’s about one of the dumbest things I’ve ever heard.
@AMunoz-rh9cz2 ай бұрын
@@MahammedSalim-sh8iw ???
@MahammedSalim-sh8iw2 ай бұрын
@@AMunoz-rh9cz exactly what I said.
@lancelaws61282 жыл бұрын
As a dad to 2 daughters, this made cry. I just want to give her a hug and say everything will be fine.
@leesaunders19302 жыл бұрын
don't do that she would fall in love with you. did you not hear what she said lol
@illuminatedMelan2 жыл бұрын
💛
@jimmyjam37532 жыл бұрын
I hear your heart but she needs boundaries brother, seriously.
@ARS-fn6px2 жыл бұрын
Only when youre a dad of 2 daughters, if you werent then you wouldnt give a ish.
@lancelaws61282 жыл бұрын
@@ARS-fn6px What a very odd comment. Anyway l hope life is treating you well.
@emiliemartin328 Жыл бұрын
been a couple of days and i can’t stop thinking about the part w the dog. absolutely broke my heart that someone could do something like that to a kid. and that he assumedly got to live a regular life after that incident. wow. hoping that she is as at peace as she can be
@Dymphna0611 ай бұрын
Yes. So disturbing!!! I wish the person would be exposed. Imagine how many times he has done this to girls!!! Horrifying.
@johnnyblaze554910 ай бұрын
Believe me there's even worst shit going on in the word. Just be glad you don't know about em.
@eversway754010 ай бұрын
Yeah… I’m sure he didn’t give a second thought of what he did to her. She probably wasn’t the first he did that to. More than likely, he gives them an amount of money, make video of it, then sell to a porn company.
@healthnurture802510 ай бұрын
@@johnnyblaze5549 Makes you indeed wonder, all the worse unfounded stuff going on in the world. Especially when the use of money is used as a tool advantage. When she told that story, it felt like what you only see in a movie. smh
@emiliemartin3289 ай бұрын
@@johnnyblaze5549 so messed up..hurts to know that stuff like that happens behind closed doors constantly and the world is none the wiser
@fredricksmith-something.2125 Жыл бұрын
You can hear the pain in her voice. I hope she pushes on. She has a strong soul.
@iancatt5915 Жыл бұрын
Not really if you think about it
@fredricksmith-something.2125 Жыл бұрын
@@iancatt5915 I have. I disagree.
@iancatt5915 Жыл бұрын
@@fredricksmith-something.2125 eeh it's not hard to get a job, chose to be a sex worker. My mother raised 3 kids alone after dad died and never degraded herself in the process
@fredricksmith-something.2125 Жыл бұрын
@@iancatt5915 Lmao. One thing has nothing to do with the other. Your assumption is that she had a support system and, no other underlying issues. Stop assuming that everyone has the same path. I had an amazing upbringing. I also had an addiction problem that lasted just over 1 year. You know what started it? A prescription for pain pills for a bladder infection. It's easy to fall off. The country is witnessing it now across ALL socioeconomic lines. People get sick and do sad things. It's not new. Just telling someone to GET UP AND WORK is not always the answer. So your mother never had another partner after your father died? What is the difference?
@iancatt5915 Жыл бұрын
@@fredricksmith-something.2125 ya that's alot of excuses I had 2 nose surgeries I got addicted to pain killers too. As soon as I felt the need for them I said that's not good. If people sat and reflected on their decisions life gets easier. And no she never remarried or dated she didn't want to bring strangers around her kids. And if she can work as a sex worker she can work a regular job like most "normal" people.
@tara-302 жыл бұрын
She is fascinating,like a piece of art. Her voice, her manners, you listen to her and you feel the soft feeling in her voice. I think she is in the path of spiritual awakening. It is never too late.
@apeyb56062 жыл бұрын
Psychopaths, narcissists and sociopaths are often very charming and persuading……
@tara-302 жыл бұрын
@@apeyb5606 Yeah,i imagine that's the reason most of the people are shallow, cruel, not empathetic to others ...they are thougt that charming and emphaty in others is a sign of narcissist behaviours and that's bad. . But, when it is going to be "safe " the behavior of others,i wonder. Prejudice and missconcption is exactly what is keeping us apart from becoming more humans.
@cccc-dw1tf2 жыл бұрын
I can't believe what you are saying. This person is demonized. A great manipulator and socially dangerous person :( May God help her
@tara-302 жыл бұрын
@@cccc-dw1tf And you sound like a prejudice person. May God help you.
@CS-xn6vb2 жыл бұрын
@@apeyb5606 exactly the vibe she gave off.
@nesslF7772 жыл бұрын
Her mom treating her so poorly is completely heartbreaking to me, a mother of all girls. Girls need their mommies on deep, genuine levels. No matter what.
@bbake39732 жыл бұрын
Yes, girls need their mom's, but society does not think boys need their fathers. 80% of men in jail grow up without a Dad in the home. Let's just sweep it back under the rug.
@alp79282 жыл бұрын
We wish. I thank you for being a good mother.
@ladybug44082 жыл бұрын
My mother totally neglected me and my siblings. I never felt loved or wanted. She never took care of us in any way. She never washed our clothes or bedding, we had to get ourselves up for school and ready. We were all truant at one time or another. Both my parents had to go to court for us not going to school. Even the day they went to court we didn't go to school. I remember that day as clear as can be, it was in the winter, freezing and snowing and us kids waited in the car for like 2 hours with no heat! I can remember being about 7 years old and my little brother 5, the principal had us both in the office interrogating us as to why my big sister hadn't been to school in weeks. I can remember walking to school in the middle of winter with a dress on, bare legs with just knee socks and buckle shoes and it was absolutely freezing out with like 2 ft of snow. I froze so badly that I broke out in hives all over my body. Another time walking to school in the winter with a huge hole in my dress and the kids all laughing at me. I broke down and my teacher just held me while I sobbed and I can remember how good it felt to be held and cared for, if just for that short period of time. I am now in my 5th decade on earth and I still carry this pain and anger with me. My siblings and I all lost our teeth because we were never taught to take care of them, brush them, never taken to a dentist, only when one would become abscessed and need to be pulled out. We were out on the streets from morning til night in the summers and ate and drank whatever we wanted, mostly just pop and candy. O.K....another time I was about 8 yrs old and we were making these 'May baskets" at school which we constructed that day, flowers in a basket made from colored paper. The teacher told us to set it by our door and knock and hide when we got home. I was so excited and couldn't wait to do this for my mom. Well I set it by the door, knocked and hid close by. She opened the door and was angry, then she sees it, she said in a raised and angry voice "What the HELL is this?? That literally broke my heart! She had no love for me whatsoever. She only become tolerable towards us when we got older, in our teens. Later on in my early 20's I moved out of state with a boyfriend, I convinced my older sister to come about a year later. We always partied with beer in our teens and 20's. I don't when it happened or how it happened but my sister became addicted to pain medication. I remember she kept having all kinds of medical issues and as I look back I think a lot of the issues were just to keep getting the medication. One thing I didn't mention, my parents never worked much or held jobs for long so we pretty much were always on welfare and food stamps. Moving out of state I felt a reprieve of sorts to be far away from my past, I wanted nothing to do with it and rarely ever spoke to anyone about it. All I knew was that I was never going to be like my parents, I would work hard and hold a job no matter what and I did just that. My sister got married and had a baby and she was still addicted to drugs. I know that she felt the same way I did about our childhood and our past so I was flabbergasted when she begged our parents to move to where we were!! I look back on it and I know it was because she didn't want the responsibility of her kids all the time. She wanted my parents to move where we were and to live with her family so my mother could babysit while she was at work. I don't know how my sister's husband didn't have a problem with it! Anyway, my mom always acted like our bad childhoods never happened and would even mention on occasion that she was a good mother!!! My sister ended up having my mother lived with her family for like 20 years!!! Oh and she would talk about my mother behind her back all the time and how she would get on her nerves, etc...Crap, you're the one who wanted her here! That's what happens when you're wasted and feeling good, you make bad decisions that you regret later! Fast forward 30 something years and both of my parents are gone now but sister is still heavily medicated. She had a 6 hour back surgery 20 yrs ago and I don't have a clue WHY! She never injured her back, she said she had scoliosis but she was never diagnosed with that when she was checked at school, I was! Sorry I have written a short story here, didn't mean for it to be this long. I will never understand why people have children that cannot and will not take responsibility financially to care for them, let along nurture, care for, and love! I did my best with my 2 kids, I always worked and provided for them and most importantly made damn sure they were shown love and they were cared for in every way. Love for your children comes naturally, wanting to provide them with the best life comes naturally, so I will never understand my mother. I'm still carrying all this with me.
@nesslF7772 жыл бұрын
@@ladybug4408 I don’t want to offend you but want to share my beliefs. The only way to find healing is through Jesus Christ. He is the redeemer and Prince of Peace. I hope you can find the strength to forgive those who neglected and hurt you, as not forgiving will bear bitterness in your heart. Through Christ you can be renewed and restored. It’s never too late. I hope for peace in your life and comfort, and more importantly unconditional love. You are worthy of good things. I’m so sorry you were hurt so badly, and I hope the last half of your life is full of joy, good memories, and wholesome relationships with yourself and others. Thank you for sharing a piece of your story.
@minathefiddler58382 жыл бұрын
Guess what it’s heartbreaking to me too and I don’t even have a kid of my own. Mothers don’t have the monopoly empathy. #pronatalist bs
@mathewgomez114210 ай бұрын
This is one of the most valuable videos I have ever seen on KZbin. I needed to hear this.
@ThaTarotChick2 жыл бұрын
I literally tell people medicine doesn't work for me I have depression and anxiety and I realized it wasn't my brain that needed help it was my situation, circumstance, and environment. I have never heard anybody else say this except her and I'm happy I'm not the only one that feels this way!
@ShockResistor2 жыл бұрын
I too feel the same. Its nice to not feel alone.
@iaminmydesieredreality98992 жыл бұрын
💯
@carnivorebear65822 жыл бұрын
Yes its baffling that it's so plainly obvious that external factors can directly influence your mental state and health but it's often treated as though it's entirely an internal issue...
@nomercy54222 жыл бұрын
All those things ur feeling is just feelings and feelings can change without medication
@runninbyfaith7772 жыл бұрын
Circumstantial depression is real but so are other forms and bipolar which often presents depressive... Medications, natural remedies, life style changes... They DO work. But you have to trial and error until you figure out which things help most
@sapphire9622 жыл бұрын
She's a great story teller, very articulate, able to hold onto her story despite all the details in between and the emotion that would go with it. She has a drive to succeed and she's accomplishing that. A very inspiring, strong, brave woman. I hope she sees all the love in these comments some day. Mark, please do another interview to see how Izzy progresses
@shanalazarone8282 жыл бұрын
Izzy, my love you are such an amazing woman! Recovery is not for the faint of heart. I’ve been in recovery for 15 years. You will do big things my girl. You will help so many women and girls if you choose to continue on this path. If no one has told you lately, I AM SO FUCKING PROUD of you!!! Addiction is the opposite of connection. Once you find your path of recovery all those connections you crave are possible 🖤 Keep on being a beautiful bright light, Izzy!
@angelwilson35432 жыл бұрын
Spoken wisdom. Amen
@thatdude39772 жыл бұрын
She can connect with her dog. 🐕
@CS-xn6vb2 жыл бұрын
Gullible.
@ChevieBabySalvatore2 жыл бұрын
People are so quick to judge go look in the mirror and work on yourself before u point criticize n judge other ppl whom u don’t know beyond the video n things she chose to share with the world. Recovery is possible for anyone who really wants it I have been on the top n rock bottom I’ve come full circle I would NEVER EVER judge another human after having been on both ends of the spectrum myself. 3 years clean from multiple addictions and I’m now the best me possible I’m a daily work in progress I know I will have too work hard rest of my life to remain sober but that’s a cake walk compared to living the life of addiction which leads nowhere but a box or jail or the hospital.
@ryanhackney12 жыл бұрын
@Aitutakikuuipo nobody cares
@scotsummers57725 ай бұрын
Do we have an update from/about IZZY? She's so articulate and self aware. . . 😢 I pray she makes it out ❤
@strapertcb2 жыл бұрын
"Most important lesson you've learned" forgiveness. Unbelievable, Mark. I love this channel. Thx for the content. They should give you a Nobel prize or at least an Emmy.
@satyro81862 жыл бұрын
nah
@okgotit41032 жыл бұрын
Nah it's a business move for him
@froandcara2 жыл бұрын
100% he deserves an award for showcases the beautiful side to our broken world
@lossestolessons2 жыл бұрын
@@okgotit4103 even if it is(doubt it), he’s still taking care of, listening to, and helping these people through their low points. Bro deserves all the respect
@merilupa99422 жыл бұрын
Kidding, right? 😂
@Grinzler72 Жыл бұрын
I Uber’ed her once. She’s polite, & not weird. It was a “pool”. She almost got out at the wrong stop. Glad to hear she’s doing better.
@callikrueger9641 Жыл бұрын
Wdym by "pool"?
@adamsechrest4349 Жыл бұрын
@@callikrueger9641 more than just her in the car (carpool)
@Tonytheartist Жыл бұрын
@@callikrueger9641it's a shared ride with other passagers to save extra money
@knockda887 Жыл бұрын
you paid for it - Yikes!
@pamelaabruzzio1212 Жыл бұрын
She’s a beautiful soul. She has a beautiful heart. So happy she’s in a much better place in her life. Proud
@sammcbride11802 жыл бұрын
Izzy has a really profound understanding of herself. Well done Izzy.
@sciencenotstigma95342 жыл бұрын
Yes! I love her deep understanding about working in the sex industry. There’s not something automatically wrong with anyone who willingly does work in it. Also, no one should ever HAVE to work in it, because they can’t support themselves another way, or be forced or pressured. Sex differentiates it from other jobs, in that consent is important…every time. If you don’t genuinely want to participate, expect for pressing financial concerns, it’s not consent. If you do, it is. A woman who called an agency I worked with ran into that problem with a Nevada human services worker saying she didn’t qualify because she didn’t accept brothel work. I have heard that has been ironed out. But it’s not “sex negative” to want to help girls who don’t feel happy or safe in the life. That’s beautiful.
@godsson4912 жыл бұрын
She aloud a dog rape her and she has an understanding of herself? If you believe that your just as lost as her smh
@adrianejiron53382 жыл бұрын
She has obviously spoken about her life extensively. I'm thinking lots of therapy. She's amazingly strong and deserves immense respect. She is such a beautifully delicate person with a gentle innocence and you can still hear and see her love for people and her voice and in her eyes.
@stevestewart4992 жыл бұрын
She is a psyco... bout 10% of her talking is real.. 90% bullshit
@marylreddick2 жыл бұрын
Deep soul
@misfitsarecool Жыл бұрын
This is so sad, I hope she is still doing okay. Rooting for her.
@budte Жыл бұрын
I had my last drink when I was 23. I am 63 now. Sobriety is not for those that need or deserve it. It is for those that want it - even if they don't fully understand they want it. I never try to guess who will stay sober and who will not. Ones I wouldn't have given a chance often make it and level-headed decent people with all the right talk often do not. I wish Izzy well. There is no problem or difficulty in life that a drink or drug cannot make worse.
@Iplayticuw10 ай бұрын
Love this comment, so true people can shock you.
@denise87918 ай бұрын
Amazing to hear! I also got sober at 23. I got pregnant with twins. I'm about to be 37. I couldn't be more grateful that I have my sobriety and that my children were born healthy and don't have an alcoholic mother. ❤
@budte8 ай бұрын
@@denise8791 sincerely wishing you well from the UK.
@mikem6836 ай бұрын
Yep. A guy I know who is developmentally disabled as well as struggling with mental illness just took 15 years. Over those 15 years, I watched people with everything going for them (on the outside, at least) that could not stay sober. More than a few lost everything. or went insane and many died. Addiction is a monster and kills many people.
@denise87916 ай бұрын
@@budte I appreciate that so much! I wish you all the best as well!
@annn99172 жыл бұрын
The dog story straight traumatizing AF. I pray she recovers and finds a way out.
@kristendominique5554 Жыл бұрын
I almost scrolled away, that was horrific! But she had to live through it, we only had to listen. Holding space for her. She's a warrior goddess!
@pattygravs6354 Жыл бұрын
I wouldn't have put that story out in the public
@mariamountain6718 Жыл бұрын
He did that to her. Not like she asked for it. Plus, she was out of her mind due to the meth. If you can't listen to it, maybe this is not the channel for you.
@jibbygonewrong2458 Жыл бұрын
@@pattygravs6354 what is wrong with you. She was abused. A 16 year old kid. Abused by an adult. She needs to put this out there to expose the disgusting shit out there and deter other young girls. To shame her is absolutely wrong. Shame on You
@alizehn101 Жыл бұрын
The Guy who did that to her was a member of the illuminati!!!
@elizabethw1642 жыл бұрын
I just want to give her the biggest hug ever. She seems like such a genuine person that was thrown in a terrible situation. I’m definitely sending vibes out for that girl
@bunnykandi692 жыл бұрын
Right
@coralharvey79576 ай бұрын
She has growing self awareness and looks like she is on the way to self discovery . Good luck Sweetheart . We are rooting for you.
@Luxuryfoodexpert2 жыл бұрын
she's tragic and poetic. everything about her. but amazing that she managed to crawl out of that deep dark hole.
@lisa-hq1np2 жыл бұрын
She’s like the female version of the Joker, says everything with a smile. So sad 😭
@palomalopez81792 жыл бұрын
Psycosis changes everything
@ceecue53672 жыл бұрын
@@lisa-hq1np All it takes is one bad day...
@kwp9732 жыл бұрын
.... when she said the dog raped her repeatedly, everything else came into question people obviously CANT tell the difference between a good story teller and the real people on SWUB who you can CLEARLY see who Are/have suffered way more then this teenage hipster🤣🤣🤣 man the world will believe the person a good "story teller" and not the person who looks/acts like they've been in a WAR.. if u can't tell oh well.. it's just offensive as he'll to the real ones out there... smh
@findingmyvoice55292 жыл бұрын
She is poetry
@Esther-rj8tx2 жыл бұрын
Her dad should have stepped up and raised her. She has been used and abused by so many people and her mother failed her. She's so charming and so full of potential if she reaches sobriety and healing. She's very likeable. Wishing her all the best
@VeryKinkyCurl2 жыл бұрын
Her dad may not have been any better 🤷🏾♀️
@Esther-rj8tx2 жыл бұрын
I mean it can't be worse than how she feels now.
@DontDefuse2 жыл бұрын
I wish she was still a worker. I’d hit her up every other day. She fine as hell and is definitely down for anything
@mysmirandam.66182 жыл бұрын
He was a coward though unfortunately she didn't have anyone 😔
@heinz57142 жыл бұрын
the tatts on her face are her downfall, you cant take people like that seriously....come on we need to wake up as a society
@NOLACUTIE2 жыл бұрын
I love how open and honest she was in this interview. She kept me glued to her story from beginning to end. I really hope that she stays on the right track. She defiantly had a rough past but you can see that fighting so darn hard to be better. You got this Izzy! 💕 Please have a follow-up with her soon.
@RameyRocks26 күн бұрын
It’s unfathomable that stories like hers exist. Saying that it’s heartbreaking just doesn’t adequately describe it. It’s soul crushing. I pray she continues on this path to recovery and fulfills her dream of helping young women who are in similar situations as she once was. She has a beautiful heart and soul
@TheEMC99 Жыл бұрын
I'm so sad that she can't remember what caused her to be addicted to porn at 6! No 6 year old even knows what porn is unless someone introduced it to them. They don't perform sexual acts on other unless they had an example. I understand from experience. I really hope she gets help to wrap her head around the trauma in her past so that it doesn't continue to haunt her life. 🙏🏼💗
@kassi3538 Жыл бұрын
Ya…. And what 5 year old isn’t being watched for so long they can see that let alone have an addiction. Sounds like she was failed by multiple people at a young age.
@terrytownsend5583 Жыл бұрын
She can remember
@AliciaM5555 Жыл бұрын
Yeah, that's suss. Clear neglect here.
@yungyungmepay Жыл бұрын
Hyper sexuality can stem from multiple things and I pray it wasn’t of abuse.I remember myself being addicted to porn by 9
@kassi3538 Жыл бұрын
@@yungyungmepay how were you left alone that long at 9? With internet too? Or did I just have a helicopter parent.
@prettyplugs2 жыл бұрын
She is beautiful inside and out. She has the soft soul of a spoken poet and deserves to have the chance to let that shine. She radiates love that is just yearning to push through all that grief.
@ilikepickles95682 жыл бұрын
She is incredible and her understanding of her experience is astounding. Rooting for you Izzy
@imamemegirl456 ай бұрын
Sending this to my daughter who is an addict. Thank you Izzy. I’ll pray for you.
@davonjohnson55285 ай бұрын
Damn
@Alexiax134 ай бұрын
I hope your daughter makes it out. I know people say don’t be there for them but just know she loves you and you keeping in touch will help her more than you know.
@makeufall35742 жыл бұрын
I absolutely love this interview. If she started a channel or podcast I would definitely support them. I pray she keeps her found happiness and fulfills all her dreams
@dbkobain2 жыл бұрын
I feel you on this and i hope she sees this cOmment 💯🙏🏽
@utahgetmetwo4562 жыл бұрын
This was the best, most raw retelling of a person's life you have ever covered. I truly feel for this woman. Please do a follow up.
@JollyMestiza2 жыл бұрын
I totally agree
@kylekilian3759 Жыл бұрын
Amazing. Izzy is the poster child of someone who needs to be at the forefront helping others in similar situations (e.g., her comment on wanting to help girls in these positions: she needs support and backing!). It's a rare gift to be able to articulate these issues with such clarity and from such depth and credibility.
This also struck me… with all that abuse and not going to school… how in the world is she able to articulate sensitive matter grown adults with years in recovery and age wise could? Amazing Soul, thank you for sharing intimate parts of your pain and past that not many would… or could. Thank you!🙌🏽🕊️🤍🕊️
@knucklehead4233 Жыл бұрын
And she said she just never went to school much...she is so well spoken and insightful. Love the way she talked.
@derekwilson64072 жыл бұрын
It's crazy when your initial opinion of somebody begins to change once you take time to genuinely listen to them and begin to see the potential that shines through
@robv.78642 жыл бұрын
Amazing story . I have been in recovery for 16 years and I know you can do it. You go girl!
@tammy_vip2 жыл бұрын
Yassss! 16 years is incredible. Congratulations. 🥳👌🏻❤️ I’m 7 years, I still have to pinch myself. I’m looking forward to hearing Izzy’s story.
@pendizzy63522 жыл бұрын
12 yrs here, congrats to our clean time. It can be done.
@karenrobinson49262 жыл бұрын
Almost 9 years here & the gifts of sobriety never stop coming…..ex-sex worker too & I’m happy to say there’s a life (a great one!) after that as well. Keep up all the hard work Izzy……it pays off, I promise you!
@lisastewart58852 жыл бұрын
32 years here. Congrats to all of us!
@maemae17522 жыл бұрын
You guys are incredible, always remember that you have done something that the vast majority of people would never be able to do, that is some superhero level personal inner strength! You have no idea how much I admire people like yourselves, you represent real inspiration to me.
@Joqxer2 жыл бұрын
i watched this episode in one go. there is something about this young woman that is captivating . i mean going through so much shit and then staying so positive, i am amazed and feel love for her . It is hard to become a balanced human being when you have not experienced a stable childhood. I see her working on that and i feel inspired by her , so thank you Izzy !
@shiningstar59192 жыл бұрын
I feel the same. I deeply love her, her heart is still so pure. She's so candid, so eloquent. May she be blessed, always 💜
@zsazsarose2 жыл бұрын
Same! She’s a star for sure
@kwp9732 жыл бұрын
Mark got trolled for an hour by a girl who raped and sexually assulted a innocent DOG 🐕 AND YOUR INSPIRED!!! AHAHAHAHA WHEN IS IT COOL TO GET ON SOFT WHITE UNDERBELLY AND SEEK ATTENTION WHEN THERES REAL PEOPLE ON HERE REALLY LIVING THRU HELL.... OHHH MANN WHAT IS GOING ON HEREEE! LMAOOOOO 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
@rocky-iv1446 Жыл бұрын
I love Izzy's honesty in her struggle of life, she's so much more truthful than most sober goodie goodies I've ever known and possesses more values that the average person. So' if you read this Izzy, thank you from a fellow addict. Your story helped me understand my story.
@crystalwarrington4352 Жыл бұрын
She’s beautiful and articulate…yet lost and in a lot of pain like most people in this world…if she can kick the addictions…drugs & sex…she will soar in life…she has what it takes…♥️
@ashmacc7868 Жыл бұрын
Very smart & aware of herself. She's spent a lot of time in her own head I see... I hope she's able to figure it all out & reach a point of peace.
@StilettoCutsQuick. Жыл бұрын
I was thinking the same thing about being in her own head. Kind of wondering if some of this is her own imagination. Something is off about her.
@vasarelly37 Жыл бұрын
Smart??? Whith this face?
@greer2402 Жыл бұрын
She dumb as fuck doing that to herself
@spectralbridee Жыл бұрын
@@vasarelly37 what’s wrong with u
@philobetto5106 Жыл бұрын
I would give her some advice, stop passing out at kindergartens, and kids won't use markers to draw on your face
@MissSharJBS252 жыл бұрын
She is so eloquent, it's really satisfying. It would be interesting if she starts a podcast or write a book. Such a strong woman. My best wishes for you Izzy.
@satyro81862 жыл бұрын
...no
@user-ek5nl1jc4b2 жыл бұрын
@@satyro8186 lmao people have gotten absolutely delusional. These videos alway have people commenting and praising this poor behavior like it is something special. Society is doomed!
@HandbagDiva2 жыл бұрын
@@user-ek5nl1jc4b I know, she has absolutely zero affect.
@rachelallan81382 жыл бұрын
I agree with you 1000%!!! She is such a special soul that had a bad start and made some bad choices but is ready to turn it all around!!
@NAT-turners-Revenge2 жыл бұрын
... um i remember this girl... she didnt have these tats 3yrs ago. she was high asf...she approached me near DTLA with some gibberish about wanting to " licking my eyebrows" . I was confused.... i asked her if she needed any help etc.... she was visibly dirty, high, etc... she started trying to get the attention of random strangers saying " hey hey! This guy right here.... good looking guy huh" .... I eventually walked into my destination.... she wandered off....
@catherinehaslam71264 ай бұрын
THAT WAS INTENSE...MY HEART GOES OUT TO HER.. MANY BLESSINGS........
@rickyray2794 Жыл бұрын
Imagine if her dad would've tried to get custody of her, wonder if her life would've turned out different. she seems like a sweet person just with bad circumstances.
@RabidDisposition Жыл бұрын
Her fate was set in stone the second her mother decided to give birth to her. Women need to stop procreating with men they barely know, especially men that they meet in the strip club.
@rickyray2794 Жыл бұрын
@@antpage4106 I'd still hit it
@bksalkrook9348 Жыл бұрын
there dads arent worried about there children ? they dont care if someone is molesting there child !! there worried usuaslly about themselfs only !!
@RabidDisposition Жыл бұрын
@@bksalkrook9348 is English your second language?
@rickyray2794 Жыл бұрын
@@bksalkrook9348 Kiss my ass, I'm the one who busts my ass so my daughter can have a good life regardless of only having one parent, ME. I'm the one who stepped up for her. Just because you've had a bad experience doesn't mean all dads are shit.
@stephenreese59212 жыл бұрын
Izzy is so clear headed, so self aware and unapologetic, as well as, completely intellectually compelling-at this point in time. I hope she found the love, sobriety and support she needed and wanted to maintain her inner beauty. Keep going, Izzy. We’re cheering for you!
@kwp9732 жыл бұрын
Yeah your right shes so UNAPOLOGETIC EVEN AFTER SHE MOLESTED AND RAPED A INNOCENT DOG 🐕... idk how you people believe this nonsence.. MARK gets trolled for an hour with this fictional 💩 MARK IM SORRY YOU HAD TO LISTEN TO THIS MADE UP CRAP... SHE REALLY JUST DISRESPECTED AND DISSED ALL THE REAL SUFFERERS AND "REAL ONES" ON SWUB... CRAZYYY🤣😭😭😭😭😆🤣
@lillywhite10452 жыл бұрын
This interview was POWERFUL. Love her searing honesty and self awareness. This is the kind of story that helps people. Please have her back on for a follow up. Would love to hear more from her 🧡
@ABeroud6411 ай бұрын
Izzy, you have walked the Crooked Path and come through the Storm to a place of transcendent self-awareness and you’ve done it without succumbing to self-pity and bitterness. To my mind, that’s heroic. I applaud you.
@Rwethereyet2 жыл бұрын
Izzy you’re a ray of light. It’s fantastic that you’re moving forward and wanting to help as many young girls as you can. May love, safety, courage and strength follow you everywhere you go.
@Patsy_K.2 жыл бұрын
She is such a strong, amazing woman. After what she has gone through, to find a way out of that pattern is so encouraging. Wishing you the best, Izzy. You can do this.
@boundkitten2 жыл бұрын
Thank you Izzy for sharing your story and making yourself so vulnerable. You have gone through a lot and I'm sorry that you got abused the way you did. I feel like you are a exceptional creativ, authentic and strong person and you should be freaking proud of yourself where you are in life right now. It takes courage to start to heal ä, to be able to forgive the way you do, to accept and to want to get better. I wish you all the love (especially selflove) and peace in the world. Also your style rocks ♥️
@jasonw74972 жыл бұрын
You're welcome, lady. I'm doing big things!
@kayluley32092 жыл бұрын
devil's brood
@thesaj111010 ай бұрын
I closed my eyes completely and I just listened to her voice! and it put me completely at ease. absolutely beautiful and magical. I can't explain it.
@JennerallyAnxious2 жыл бұрын
This is the first person in underbelly's interviews that I actually SEE the dark shadow surrounding her, with her light shining through cracks that are about to explode. I can't explain how happy I am that she's working on herself and choosing light. She is such a bright and beautiful person, I'd def be best friends with her
@whitefang1122 жыл бұрын
Omg thats so cheesy. Shes out her fuckin mind. Stop the religious metaphor shit
@whoareyoutoaccuseme2 жыл бұрын
It takes a lot more than watching a video of someone to decide they should be your best friend. Please, be cautious and get to know ppl over time. And you can't always tell what someone is like when you only see them for an instant, and they know other ppl are watching. Its great to be trusting and feel a connection with someone, but you must give it time to truly know them.
@JennerallyAnxious2 жыл бұрын
@@whoareyoutoaccuseme yes I'm aware it takes time. It's just a phrase, I'm not actually being completely serious
@lynnehuff96592 жыл бұрын
The dark shadow has a lot to do with the ghastly tattoos she has on her face. Those can hold her back.
@ClassicBarbieFL2 жыл бұрын
Izzy, I’m so sorry you’ve had a difficult childhood full of abuse & trauma. None of it was your fault. Life is managed; not cured. It’s your time to claim the happiness you deserve ❤️💪⭐️
@deborahsmith63662 жыл бұрын
Izzy, you rock. Don't ever go back to drugs, you are a shining light
@JesseGMan72 жыл бұрын
“2 Corinthians 11:14 and no marvel; For Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light.” Don’t be so naive, this lady is clearly demonic and very toxic. Read between the lines.
@michaelhouston12389 ай бұрын
This was such a good interview. She was very well spoken and transparent. Did not even feel like a 30 minute interview. I hope the best for her.
@oldguyplayin58282 жыл бұрын
I was always pretty happy to grow up in a stable family environment, but after seeing these interviews, never did I imagine how good I had it. I owe an awful lot to my parents and family, and more than can ever know
@John-Doe-Yo2 жыл бұрын
It’s corny but you don’t know what you got til it’s gone.
@Feliciations2 жыл бұрын
100% true
@fingersm2 жыл бұрын
Yup!
@JodiLeaSnakeQueen2 жыл бұрын
Yep. I was nowhere near where Izzy was but my parents were addicts also that stole my identity, so ruined my credit also before I even knew what credit was, forced me to work at 11 and 12, so always had a job and I'm 32 now, then I had kids so they tried their BEST to fck them up and I wouldn't allow it so they proceeded to tell all our family how *i* was the addict and beat and stole from them when it was THEM doing it to me - so apparently IM the bad parent for protecting my kids from them ..... they'd take my last $5 even if they knew I needed to feed my kids. They didn't care. And stole my wedding band for drugs! They never admitted it but I took it off for work and put it on a zip pocket inside my wallet. My dad saw me put it in there and in my car and boom next thing I knew it was GONE. I couldn't get even a car until I was 28 because they ruined my credit so I sat and cried when I was turned down for a college loan. I love my job but I make a whopping $9 because I couldn't go to college (yes there was other routes but I had NO ONE helping me, giving me advice, and I was SO confused so I didn't know what else I could do about getting into college. Hell they wanted me to drop out of school to work more and when I refused they made me pay for EVERYTHING on my own and didn't go to my graduation) anyway. I have 3 kids, 8yo twin girls and almost 11yo son that I do my absolute BEST to give them what they need but I wish I could do more. I can't bc they handed me a shit life. I had to file bank at 21 to help clear some of the debt they piled up and that's what not 1, not 2, but 3 lawyers suggested to do bc it was "too long ago to pull up paperwork" so they suggested I just file bankruptcy. If I knew what I do now I would've pressed charges and demanded them to do something bc it sure wasn't ME who ran up debt, I was 9 or 10 when they started! Anyway. I'll stop rambling. I used to say I could write a book and maybe I should even if it doesn't sell, just to get it on paper what all they did to me. But point is, if you had a stable family, be thankful for it. Bc there are TOO many children out there that doesn't have it. Id NEVER do to my kids what they did to me and also id probably murder anyone else who I see doing that. Thank GOD they made it harder to use your child's ss#, they should've stopped it. They obviously run the number and see it's linked to an underage person but guess they didn't care. Idk. But yea. BTW like I said I'm 32 now and my mom died the day before my son's 8th bday and my dad is idk where. Last I heard in a nursing home kinda doing OK but he won't talk to me. I have a younger brother who is autistic but he was so brainwashed by them he doesn't talk to me - and they got him hooked on drugs too.
@kyleallen18582 жыл бұрын
Her life honestly wasn’t even that bad compared to some of us out here. She chose to do lots of the shit she did. Self infliction is a sonnova bitch
@cookie221002 жыл бұрын
Her mother practically set her up for failure since conception. I feel for her .
@Rose11485 Жыл бұрын
I am so FREAKING rooting so hard for this girl! I send you all the luck and love. You emit otherworldly light. your heart is soo big and comes through. All the pain was preparing you for the impact you are making and will make. PLEASE knows you are so loved. There's a reason you survived
@eileenmyers2096 Жыл бұрын
Mi Hita... God loves you. You are wise beyond your years. I can see you as a therapist or ladac. You have many praying for you and wishing you the best
@noewantstosleep7 ай бұрын
I can’t believe we’re the same age. All the power and love to Izzy, she’s already on her way to healing.
@roughtobebufftv59902 жыл бұрын
Her soul and heart have ascended. Incredible awareness of her self and the energies around her. Her statement of "falling in love with everyone she meets" is a prime example of her finding beauty in all beings. This in itself is a super power. Might be my all time favorite interview on this channel. Beautiful story of strength and beautiful human. Well done Mark.
@angusjowitt4502 жыл бұрын
my thoughts exactly, re fave underbelly iv
@Reesee0002 жыл бұрын
Sicko
@roughtobebufftv59902 жыл бұрын
@@kwp973 if I got played, so be it. I see a human being vulnerable. I see someone trying to heal. You see it differently than I.
@Humble_DM2 жыл бұрын
@@kwp973 I’ve seen you post all over this thread about Mark getting trolled. How do you know that? Curious where your info is coming from. Helpful for people to see that
@roughtobebufftv59902 жыл бұрын
@@Humble_DM that individual has now deleted their comment. They were just trying to gaslight and bring negative energy into the chat. That's the unfortunate thing about KZbin comment sections. People can say whatever they want with absolutely no merit.
@theraraio51912 жыл бұрын
You and I have so many things in common. I too am a recovered drug addict. My mother was a stripper when I was born up until I was 11 years old, and my father met her in a strip club when he was on leave from the military. My mother used to put hands on me as well and send me to school with red marks on my face from backhanding me. I wish I could meet you and talk to you, we have so many things in common. I have 22 years clean from heroin. I even stayed sober when my son died last year at the age of 18 on January 10th 2021. If you ever read these messages Izzy, please reach out to me. Please. I would love to talk to you.
@NK-qg8fw2 жыл бұрын
I hope you both get in touch
@KitLee6982 жыл бұрын
I think you’re better off hanging out with healthy people.
@Wheyooo2 жыл бұрын
@@KitLee698 probaly just lust
@fannyboni4722 жыл бұрын
She is not a recovered drug addict ..
@NK-qg8fw2 жыл бұрын
She is a social worker. Her past experience along with her current professional experience can have a positive impact on this woman’s life
@cletusmontierrez15432 жыл бұрын
My mom was a sex worker for the first 10 years of my life. I didn’t see the connection b/w my childhood experiences in and around that and my unhealthy emotional framework until I did some grueling work in a 12 step program. Resentments though, will get me to use, so acceptance is one of my tools. Just for today I practice acceptance in all my affairs.
@IndyCamotim10 ай бұрын
How can we expect someone who has gone through these kinds of odds in her early years to even turn into an adult who is even just sane ? I was shocked a horrified by all she said and yet….she did it ! She got clean ! My God, you are an inspiration, Izzy. I wish you well in life ♥️❤️💋🎁🩷💕♥️
@1RungAtATime10 ай бұрын
Did she really get "clean" though? She looks high here and is still doing the escort/porn thing.
@16pocomo2 жыл бұрын
Seems like she has repressed memories; such highly sexualized behavior and not much recollection; too painful to think of. Some memories are hidden even if one tries to recall and cannot. Bless her!
@solangelalebron13482 жыл бұрын
Her mother used to beat her, was a prostitute and didn't love her. What more do you need.
@alyssafaith0272 жыл бұрын
I'm kinda glad some memories are hidden
@colombianitta101 Жыл бұрын
It could just be wanted to feel wanted or good
@johno74442 жыл бұрын
You're a beautiful and powerful soul Izzy. This sick civilisation is slowly healing as souls like you are waking up from generational trauma and breaking the chain of passing it on. This is ultimately what will transform the world as the ripple effect of one person in a lifetime is massive. I can't imagine any decent human with empathy watching this, and not loving you.
@katiemarieyoung4457 Жыл бұрын
Izzy if you're reading. Thank you so much. Your story resonated with me - I've dealt/and am dealing with the same demons..and as a SW who is ready to get out of the life, I needed to watch this & your story will change my life.
@mariaaguirre817410 ай бұрын
She would make an amazing human trafficking advocate. Only people who have been in the industry know the struggle.and can help these young ladies.
@AMunoz-rh9cz2 ай бұрын
Great idea if she can stand to still be around it.
@jiselcanales53842 жыл бұрын
The way she tells her story is so captivating and she’s so soft spoken 💙 sending blessings and prayers your way Izzy!
@alichaikoski2 жыл бұрын
I don’t know what it is about her, she’s so charismatic and enchanting. I wish her everything amazing because she deserves all the good things in life.
@appleturnover5192 жыл бұрын
Yeah, eh? Maybe she will be an inspiration to your children, who will want to look like her. hat would be nice, hey?
@SGM8052 жыл бұрын
Some people are just special , the X factor! 🙏
@juliannagrace25892 жыл бұрын
@@appleturnover519 she looks beautiful.
@msjujuz2662 жыл бұрын
The devil is charismatic.
@strawmanfallacy2 жыл бұрын
As a clinical psychologist I've seen many, many, many women with her affect. They had similar backgrounds and adolescent experiences. They're generally pedophiles with a cluster B personality disorder. I have nothing against this woman's look. I personally have tattoos and piercings. But I wouldn't trust her for one moment.
@mattmargolin96872 жыл бұрын
She seems very smart and articulate. If raised in a different setting she literally could have done anything. What a life story this young woman has. I’m rooting for her!
@diannajimenez40712 жыл бұрын
She's high af and everyone is talking about how great she is. She's blown¡!!!!!
@ongogablogean49202 жыл бұрын
Eh idk. I had a best friend form 1st grade. Triple millionaire parents. Anything they wanted. Traveled the world. Was handed their own blank property to build any home they dreamed of. Any car they wanted. The best therapists money could buy. Stilll decided to get messy and lost it all. Also spent $100K on one year. Ended up homeless living in peoples basement lost custody of their daughter and no relationship with them. Do you not realize that these people can get help any time they CHOOSE TO.
@alyssalee692611 ай бұрын
izzy has main character energy. within a few moments in, she won me over. so smart, so articulate. if she’s not a writer already, she should be one.