Saige Ryan and I Have Too Much in Common… | I Got Nothin' w/ Boze

Boze talks about it all with special guest Saige Ryan, hobbies, self care, and their toaster moment?
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[@GrenadeLegs]

War veteran here. Almost lost my legs to a grenade after only 19 days overseas. That said, I'm a HUGE advocate that anyone can have PTSD. Car wrecks, assault, DV, SA, traumatic events of any kind. My worst day is equally as awfully to me, as 'your' worst day is to you. It's not a contest. Let's help each other heal. Awesome video

[@TallTaleGael]

Name checks out.

[@Sparkrdom]

> My worst day is equally as awfully to me, as 'your' worst day is to you. It's not a contest. Let's help each other heal. Fucking words to LIVE by.

[@jerotoro2021]

Forgive me for being literal, but you can't possibly say it's 'equal'. Symptoms of a PTSD episode can vary in type and intensity, even in the same person across different episodes. If there are two people having a PTSD episode side by side, you could probably determine which one is 'worse' in that moment. But I think your point was that all PTSD cases should be treated as equally valid, and none should be dismissed or ridiculed just because they are less intense that someone else's.

[@GrenadeLegs]

@@jerotoro2021 you're forgiven.

[@tdsm99]

@@GrenadeLegs you are pretty cool grenade legs

[@sunnythemartian]

"i'm so happy to be here!" "i'm so sorry!" LMAO

[@underground_fuzz]

The second I heard this I knew it was gonna be great! 😂

[@femaledogiselle]

BOZE’s SMILE after saying “maybe you feel like you’ll lose a piece of yourself if you take a break” was so devious😆

[@nachofast6144]

I don't want to make this about Smosh because you both have obviously made so much more than that but DAMN it's so comforting seeing two of my favourite members from SG history just chilling and talking damage. I hope you will do something together later. You two really are the "Spider-Man pointing at himself" meme in this one

[@ibperson]

As a Smosh viewer, I've been waiting for this for years! I've thought you were so similar since she joined

[@leroybrownie90]

Gonna rewatch all Saiges Smosh videos now

[@elanorgebbett3210]

This has nothing to do with the video but we have almost the exact same profile picture it’s actually crazy 😱🤩🤭🐈‍⬛

[@cutepiku]

The pair up we always dreamed of.

[@thespankmyfrank]

They're both my favourites, I'm sad they're not with Smosh anymore but know they both had some bad experiences there so totally respect it. I'm just glad to learn they're friends!

[@JennaSandra]

I’ve always thought that Boze and Angela would get along well 😂

[@peacechronicthedevelopment]

It’s refreshing to see two people just being and talking also appreciating each other. This noice to see that’s all thank you. 🙏

[@nonreligionist]

My current therapist worries me. She asked the obligatory "Do you, or have you, heard things others can't?" And I explained a time where it did occur only once, during the deepest part of the deepest depression I've ever experienced. She said, "Well maybe that was Gawd!" with an excitement that was unnerving

[@Steph-wf2eg]

Hmm, I would suggest looking elsewhere. Idk your situation, but I don't think she's going to help you much. Depression can have those moments (at least, to me) and I don't think it's beneficial to talk about God, unless you're religious maybe

[@nonreligionist]

@@Steph-wf2eg I'm atheist, but to be at least a little fair to her she didn't know til seconds after she said the thing. Plus we're in Kansas. I have to go through the VA for mental health and it's not easy swapping therapists. Probably going to see how it goes for a few more months and assess from there

[@nowitchisanisland]

Wow. I hope you're able to find a better therapist who is a little better at being unbiased for their client... best of luck to you my friend

[@Kuchhh]

That is an outrageous breach of professional ethics when it comes to therapy… that is not something a therapist should be saying. In fact, I would check to make sure they have a legitimate diploma from a reputable institution… Seriously, for your own good, leave that therapist immediately. If they seem desperate to convince you to stay, it’s because they are. There is obvious bias in the example you provided.

[@Steph-wf2eg]

@@nonreligionist That's fair, I wondered if it was going to be hard to switch if you decided to. It's a good plan to see how it goes but it don't be afraid to put boundaries. It's okay to say "this approach doesn't seem to work for me, can we try something else?" That way you both get a fair shot at having this work out, she should be open to trying other ways of approaching a situation because one thing doesn't work for everyone. I hope it works out well, therapy is hard even if you have someone that you connect with. Just remember it's worth it, you'll get to a point where you realize you haven't been as upset/sad and that moment feels good. There's be ups and down but that's okay. I also go to therapy if you can't tell lol, we're all in your comments rooting for you ❣

[@muddabuwshi6510]

"all of my work was once a hobby" fr

[@notreallyjess21]

17:50 this comment about tattoos really stuck with me. i have several tattoos and they are all from wildly different times/stages in my life. I might not love them all the same (I was young and dumb for a while) but at one point or another they were all important to me as a person. this gave me a new perspective and new respect for myself and the art i have. thank you Saige!

[@nicoleseif10]

I MISSED SAIGE SO MUCH ON SMOSH

[@jasminenatasha-art]

My first makeup items was just little kids disney princess themed lip glosses/eyeshadows, it was more for playing dressup than looking different or putting on an appearance. Most of my childhood I only had one little eyeshadow palette and a lipgloss. My parents were very strict on makeup for me so I'm just now as an adult discovering the joy of painting my face with these fun colors and exploring what I can do; I've never even worn mascara before. A big part of it is I'm autistic and I'm high masking so when I was young I would almost copy the personality of those around me to try to fit in, and my parents didn't know what this was and thought it was influence from wearing makeup and having cute clothes, so they took away all my nice and fancy things for a couple years, I only had plain t-shirts and jeans, no makeup or jewelry. I think that stunted my growth as a woman a lot and I still struggle with feeling like I can't be feminine or express myself.

[@nowitchisanisland]

Stranger here, I related to your comment so much I feel like crying. I'm so happy you have begun discovering yourself 🖤

[@jasminenatasha-art]

@@nowitchisanisland Thank you for the kind words.

[@OceanWorrier]

As someone with CPTSD it’s really helpful to listen to you talk about it

[@bythewater1963]

I dunno if you’ve mentioned it before, but learning in this episode that you have C-PTSD, Boze, truly just brought me so much comfort. I’ve adored your content for a while now, and your opinions on pretty much every case you cover, this reallly hit for me though. I went a long time feeling like I was playing a game that I was never given the rulebook for, and still sometimes feel like that even after my diagnosis. Especially with C-PTSD where there is pretty limited information and resources, finding out that someone I already admire and relate to shares that same diagnosis, I dunno, feels special. Small moment in the podcast, big moment for me 💛 thank you for sharing

[@hopelesslydull7588]

14:45 As a man, I hated how small I was most of my life. A lot of my friends in school were girls and I got zero sympathy, "Oh WOW, how sad for you that you're too skinny /sarcasm" so I stopped talking about it. I would wear bulky jackets and work out to make myself look bigger (it didn’t work). It was only after I got an office job and started getting a bit chubby and stull I hated my body that i realized; I just hated myself and my body was a tool I was using to hurt myself. It was a long journey after that realization to unlearn that behavior. I can wear crop tops and shorts now. I had friends in school who knew me for a decade and never saw my knees. Now I work out to look better, not because I hate how I look, but because I am fine with how I look now and I want to look better. The distinction is worlds apart for me.

[@lucienbw]

"I don't drink and I never have" is something that feels so validating to hear. I used to have to call myself "lame" to people whenever I told them I don't drink and I could never give them a reason that I thought was good enough. But hearing someone in the same boat is so nice and makes it feel like a more valid choice

[@richardchen7062]

Same.

[@HeyDarling37]

I need to say, this is my ABOSULTE FAVORITE guest episode you've done. I'm going to save this and rewatch it when I'm not feeling myself. THANK YOU ❤ I hope you have Sage on again! ...soo er rather than later.

[@rybread5363]

this episode is me talking to myself. The part of me obtaining everything I learned from therapy, the other dissociating trying to figure it all out 👁️👄👁️ I hope to see more content from yall in the future! This conversation was VERY healing

[@Itsaudriscott]

The way this popped up on my feed and wow I NEEDED this, making me feel way better about starting to figure out my CPTSD and neurodivergency Would love a pt2 with Saige again!

[@drrpdingo]

"i got a tiny trampoline thats whats for me" LOL love it

[@mayonaka666]

I grew up with super shimmery and colorful and fun makeup. When my cousin moved in with us, they ended up becoming my favorite person ever and taught me how to do makeup as well as how to express myself. I wore make up, and still do, because they taught me it and I felt fun with make up on. Now makeup is an art form where I enjoy doing it and I enjoy the results. I’m very alternative so a lot of my make up isn’t "normal" per se, but I absolutely love doing make up and how fun I look afterwards. I love how I look without make up, but make up is always fun. I love my cousin and they're who I am today and who keeps me, me.

[@duncster421]

I needed this today. Thank you to my two biggest Smosh crushes ever.

[@BlueAlien2]

Boze, you and Saige are just talented, kind, and lovely women. I always find you to be a stunningly engaging and generous human. I am old enough to be your grandmother. I am hopeful that you and Saige continue to sparkle as role models for young females and males. You give me hope.

[@marlaysiasimmons8806]

I feel this girl on another level when it comes to getting ready. Like point by point!! It really is one of my fav acts of self care and i loveee fashion so its so greatt

[@shallendor]

I first saw Saige on Geek & Sundry's Gather Your Party, and i loved when she was on other G&S shows and on SMOSH! Geek and Sundry introduced me to so many great people i enjoy watching, and having G&S and SMOSH cast members crossing over on each channels shows always made me happy!

[@WardNightstone]

you should look up HYper RPG they did a WItcher game (run by Smosh games new channel producer Emily actually) where she played Ciri was where i first came across her

[@tashachristy09]

I love this. I dont keep many female friends for a lot reasons so identifying with so many things yall have brought up is kind of eye opening in a super safe place (on this side of the screen lol)

[@GamerNinja14]

Didn't realize how much i needed this. Would love to see Saige back here again.

[@CitizeM]

Right now, today, Saige's laugh is everything! Great episode. Hard feeling it all the way through

[@elitettelbach4247]

Omg what an incredible crossover! I never realized how similar y’all were, but I can’t unsee it now. Game recognizes game for real. What a great discussion!

[@blackandblue_13]

i absolutely love y’all’s dynamic. listening to this ep feels like i’m hanging out with the homies

[@CeNedraL]

Boze's level of excitement and being comfortable is really cute. I'm like, "let her talk Boze," but in that way where you just chuckle and let two friends have their fun.

[@e.meakin102]

Today is a good day! So excited to watch this. Edited to add: this podcast made me feel like I was hanging with some friends. Which I needed today.

[@Violetx23]

i love having fun makeup and outfits. i love how i look without makeup but i love how i feel with my signature makeup. it’s my look it’s like a part of my chosen identity along with my purple hair and my tattoos. its just how i choose to present myself in the world and i love it

[@_speak__easyy_]

Y'all are both so pretty 😭🖤

[@nf2610]

Not to be soft but I feel so lucky to have content creators that open my mind and help me see perspectives that I otherwise wouldn’t get, I already go to therapy but being able to just relax and listen to other people be vulnerable is so comforting

[@enchanted_gardens]

Guest Request: Angela Giarratana :)

[@Laura-uf9wh]

This is exactly what I needed in my life and I didn’t even know I needed it so much of what boze and saige are saying are so relatable honestly thought it was just me

[@ehawk6838]

Shit, I never knew how much I missed Saige, until I saw her today. Love you, lil' girl!

[@Evacollinsgould]

Hearing saige talking about knowing she needed therapy but putting it off for years, im currently in that state, ive tried to get it, but everytime i start the process i pull out because of many fears of many things, knowing that one day ill be fully ready to commit to doing it and getting better, thank you for this!

[@Anzy.99]

Damn, I really miss Saige on Smosh, she was one of my absolutely faves in there.

[@amandajackson.83]

More Saige collabs, please! 🖤 You introduced me to her with this episode, and now I've spent three months catching up on all of her company/channel's (Pixelcircus) TTRPG content (if you're a queer woman or non-binary person, you absolutely need to watch _Salt & Serpent)._ I can't believe I didn't know about her given the number of TTRPG content creators I already follow who actively collab with her. Now that I'm a fan of you both, I need more content. 😅🙏💛

[@rynnoel]

Bro I clicked this SO fast! I’ve been getting back into Smosh recently so this makes me so happy :’)

[@tink6225]

omg there's a person in the other chair

[@nikitee7876]

This was so relatable & engaging. Awesome episode 🩷

[@arianaemeyer327]

Didn’t realize how similar I was to both of y’all ADHD, CPTSD , MDD, GAD , insomnia and OCD I am finally in therapy and being medicated. Listening to y’all made me feel so much less alone

[@julie2480]

Its been really nice to listen to Boze, but also it was great to hear Saige! I tried to follow both of yall on twitch endeavors, but I'm just not the kind of person who likes live content. So things like this make my heart happy!

[@cryptonix02]

The way y'all don't even MENTION the elephant in the room 😂 QUEENS

[@DaisyzDayz]

What’s the elephant in the room?

[@yelsha1991]

@@DaisyzDayzsmosh

[@cryptonix02]

@@DaisyzDayz they are both former smosh members with some... not so nice things to say about their time at the company.

[@GaaraFan01]

what’s the smosh tea tho

[@Summerrhead]

there is no elephant

[@vickiekasafirek9096]

Roller skating is AWESOME 👍👍👍

[@musicloverst]

OMGGG the best collab-😯

[@strange_rach]

i love this! we need more of this healthy friendship!!

[@juliemarietv5555]

My first expression of my looks was when I was in middle school I was super insecure about my bushy eyebrows/unibrow. I decided to take a body razor down the middle and for years my eyebrows were wayyyy too spaced out.

[@isabelleminder4707]

"you tend to dramatize the small things and ignore the big things" ... damn...so that's why I can rage at spilling my coffee but not losing my job

[@aliceholton348]

I would pay so much money to hear you guys talk all day ❤

[@bethanyraup3260]

Really loved this episode, resonated with a lot of the topics :)

[@Juliandank]

Boze, what you're saying through the course of where 29:00 that whole convo is SOOOOOOO REAL

[@emilygoolsby243]

As a Newports News VA girlie, your accent sounds like my best friend. I love it

[@Lumpstar295]

Came hopeing for smosh tea, left with some genuine mental health realizations

[@sassy71196]

This is the duo no one knew we needed. I could listen to y'all talk forever. 10000/10 ❤️❤️❤️

[@MacyRayMarie]

My boyfriend skimmed through and sent this to me and I’ve found a new channel to listen to! Absolutely loved this episode and just how relatable all the talking points were :) love to hear humans enjoying other humans company and just shootin the shit 😌 keep doin your new and taking care of yourselves 😊 hope y’all are doing well❤

[@e_paige]

Boze, something about your style here is really clicking with me - I love it, it's a vibe 🙌

[@bibichan06]

Their energy is amazing!

[@sergeantcider9148]

Always love the podcasts! We shouldve added a “like” counter just to see how many times it was said 😂

[@clem_the_lemon]

one of my fav episodes so far!! loved it

[@captquesadilla]

Taking notes for my therapy session

[@giavanazarella2386]

my first real experience with makeup that I wore out of the house was eyeshadow, i was 16 I had gotten the prettiest pallet, a basic mirror and some mascara for Christmas and for the first time it wasn't shoved on me. it was just "I don't know you the best but I thought you would like this." so I would go to school with a little blue or purple under my eyes and some mascara.

[@giavanazarella2386]

I'm now 19 and I have way too much makeup and I just love it, whenever I start putting on makeup with the express thought of hiding and covering up I've found that I always hate it. I end up taking it off and then I'm freaking out cause I don't have time ect. but I love the process of just sitting and trying different things and just the thought of showing others what I might be too scared too express through clothes or hair or just in general

[@cheetobees6185]

bro i miss boze i so happy this popped up on my feed

[@Sarah04527]

Feels like this was inevitable! Love your vibes together

[@OGBennyGoat]

Holy crap the set design is breathtaking. Its it real wood or vinal? Ive always wanted a grean plant wall but fake plants that look good are crazy expensive. The moss is such a good idea

[@callmetrashley]

I love just Boze vids, but I could listed to these two talk for hours on end

[@kidkro]

boze constantly needing reassurance is sooooooooo real me asf girl

[@oliviaisnothere]

Excited my prefrontal cortex to fully load in

[@sleepygoblin87]

In college I walked a crap ton, but my mental health was a dumpster fire back then.

[@Monmon_255]

Wow. It's like watching myself talk to myself... 😂

[@glazomaniac]

okay, this CPTSD and therapy talk is so relatable. being diagnosed hit me like a ton of bricks (years ago), and everything y'all are saying here is so real.

[@Sierra358]

I love going for walks! My trick is that I allow myself to wander wherever I want. I just look for things to explore and walk towards them. I do get lost a lot so I make sure to have my phone charged lol

[@tomkvideo]

Saige and Boze at the end of the episode: “Did we just become best friends?” 😊

[@Mia.Mai44]

Mental health after watching: ✨+10✨

[@llcourt]

Ok so listen Boze you cover very highly tense subjects on your main so I will absolutely sit here and listen to u ramble here for an hour while I clean or whatever. That’s why I also enjoy your second channel. Sometimes I’m not mentally well enough for Karen’s or true crime yknow?

[@ryzack1012]

I guess at the time the lobotomy was THE ONLY treatment for mental health disorders, specifically depression/schizophrenia which is why he earned the nobel prize. However, just like with many things from that time, it proved to be a terrible thing years later like asbestos or lead based paint. Which is why things get researched SO much now

[@blue_mythic7879]

I love skating at roller rinks! Skating outside is scary bc of all the cracks in the road and pavement

[@HIMACx]

Im sorry but I saw the background of it and I was confused..I guess its a rental place for podcasts, because I listen to podcast Girls Gone Bible and they shoot theirs on those backround:)

[@samuelalbrycht6724]

I understand that feeling of walking around undiagnosed. I thought i was cursed by God to fail at everything and be miserable to test my Faith. Probably just depression but who knows?

[@Danongorf]

21:40-22:15 "No I've been disassociated since 1996" LMAO PREACH! Fucking same.

[@Figs3]

It's none of our business, but I always was curious what happened between Saige and Damian.

[@majinriley9776]

OH THATS WHY IVE BEEN GETTING RECOMMENDED HER STREAMS I COMPLETELY FORGOT SHE WAS ON SMOSH

[@queenQueso1]

Incredibly interesting episode, I love these gals

[@SirGingerOfKnight]

some of us didn't have the toaster ding til 34

[@ChristopherCherry02]

Love this combo convo ❤

[@EcouterLeMusic]

Love these two together!

[@thecausse]

YESS BOZE N SAIGE

[@TheGodzillaRobot]

I feel like most of the country is still like before anyone was going to therapy, it's rough out here

[@elanorgebbett3210]

You guys are sooo cute 🥰 like in the first 11 minutes your complimenting each other

[@AmazingScrewup]

I've never related to Saige more! What an Icon, the two of them! ❤❤

[@roodimentaer6339]

I have to admit, I am not sure, if you want to know this, but you are THE two crushes I had since I started watching Smosh. So I am feeling sooo happy now, watching this episode. Also I am feeling so proud of you wonderful women and of what each of you achieved.

[@swofzie123]

watching this feels like I'm talking about my friends behind their backs

[@kayleebabbitt2410]

Bro my name is Kaylee and I know she’s not talking to me but it feels so heartwarming to sit in that energy just for a sec😂🩷

[@kayleebabbitt2410]

Okay wait omg, why do we sound so extremely similar except for the tattoos. My hair is faded purple now, but it was vibrant purple whenever I first dyed a month ago and I dress in tiny little outfits that make me feel cute and I’m not on Instagram💀💀💀💀💀 people always look at me, but I think that’s just because I live in the south. I don’t have track it up to my lux. I just chalk it up to the fact that I don’t look like the people I grew up with💀

[@Orangelover18]

YOOO GIRLTALK??

[@Guitargoddess843]

OUR FORMER SMOSH GOTH GIRLIES❤❤❤

[@_speak__easyy_]

My older sister was the first to put make-up on me, and I think it was supposed to be this touching moment, but when I looked in the mirror when she was done I started laughing uncontrollably cuz I thought the eyeliner made me look like a raccoon 😂 I was probably 11 or so

[@Jakkagra]

Loved everything about this! Saige and Boze = life

[@ryzack1012]

45:00 - one extra day off can make all the world of difference :)