Self Pleasure in NYC | staying grounded and light in a busy city

[@HitomiMochizuki222]

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[@Billy33753]

Love people watching waiting for a flight at the airport

[@dianaslezaite6830]

I am just curious. Hitomi, have you ever considered that such toys may desensitize the body, the delicate yoni?

[@krsnalokacreations]

It’s so insane you said you’re going celibate because you were in my dream the other night and you were sharing with me and I told you “celibacy would be good for your spirit right now”. And here you are. The universe is strange. All my loveeeeeee hitoto!!

[@HitomiMochizuki222]

omgg What! It was wild how I felt my spirit viscerally speaking to me, telling me to keep my body and "O" to myself until I'm with my life partner.. It felt like a voice in the void. I suppose it's no surprise since were all connected after all hehe thank you for sharing though, I love the reminders

[@GaiaGalaxy420]

Wow, thats WILD!!! 😮❤🎉

[@Bu33a.]

Too much information Homie, chill tha f***out yo.

[@AnxiousKirby]

6:29 "check in with how much of you is yearning for something just because it wants to avoid feeling like right now is enough" UGH! everything you say is magical and beautifully spoken, thank you Hitomi xoxo

[@Val-sx4je]

Celibacy is so underrated these days as if we get to validate ourselves through others. I'm so glad you mention it, as someone who is finding peace in myself and learning that our body is the temple of our spirit, it is actually a grace not to let people affect it. all the love ☀🧡

[@solindasol]

🖤

[@eva-lj3hm]

For a little while I had difficulty watching your videos and I could never understand why as you’re just such a beautiful soul, but I think now i’ve realised it’s all because of comparison. I felt like a failure in comparison to you as you have these deep connections that I long for but seem so unattainable for me. I’ve always been so insecure so witnessing someone gradually overcome their insecurities seemed like the universe trying to mock me. I’m so glad that I’ve begun to make peace with myself and can fully enjoy your grounded and positive energy, and thank you for just being you xx

[@sophiejansen5511]

Intersting that you mention that, I felt the Same way!

[@onyxmalum]

this describes exactly how i used to feel as well!

[@Hvvs1234]

sameeee i just stopped watching her for no reason even tho i always saw her videos

[@lhippocamperouge7845]

That’s so brave to show this vulnerability and openness you are in the good way for sure ❤

[@snooby8156]

That thing about social media and being a voyeur, verses being with people / people watching is a real thing. There really is a spirit in the air

[@donna_irene]

Your earth angel energy is just so on my wavelength

[@existentialysha]

“Check in with how much of you is yearning for something just because it wants to avoid thinking right now is enough” LOVE these words, hitomi. I recently had a huge change in my life and I know I’m healing because anytime I catch myself in these boughts of unworthiness or yearning for more, I try to reconnect with gratitude and be proud of myself for all that has led me here, and all I have in my life🐣💌

[@daniiiiiiii5705]

feeling this too!

[@mariiadamovaa]

everything you say feels so true in this season of life, especially about connections with people and chasing after the next moment. Thank you for showing up exactly as you are, it feels so inspiring!! Sending warm hugs to you Hitomi🫂🫂

[@HitomiMochizuki222]

Thank you for receiving me so truly and for showing up in each now moment just as YOU are

[@feistyangeloflove]

hitomi ~ your vulnerability, authenticity, and honesty shine through the screen with such deep ferocity AND gentleness. you are so special and so helpful for me and my journey with being more honest with myself and those i love. as a fellow introvert, and person who is 28 now, i am coming to terms with my capacity and boundaries socially. it's so refreshing to hear from you what's true and alive, it helps me feel less fomo when i choose to stay home or say no to a connection or interaction. sending you so so so much love and comfort in this winter season! you are love and you are loved!!!

[@Daughter_diaries]

I just love the female empowerment and authenticity love you Hitomi!

[@HitomiMochizuki222]

that inner female rage is excavating even more of the deep love and resilience we all carry

[@HitomiMochizuki222]

[@rebeccawilkin6919]

This is so random but I had a dream that I was lost in a foreign country and I stumbled into a house that you and Reece were staying at, and you sheltered me and took care of me. You guys are doing amazing things even in the dream space lol

[@Debasmita......]

Hitomi u just don't know how much calm u make me feel.......after all the things in daily life which disconnects me to myself ur just one video helps me to get connected to my own energy and validates all my emotions to feel deeply.... I am so so much grateful that i found ur channel

[@crystalever]

i deeply resonated with a lot of the things you had to say in this video: resistance, fearing isolation and depression during the winter seasons in cold climates, etc. but what really struck me the most was just giving yourself permission to trust that everythings okay. "everything about the experience im living right now is something that ive prayed and wished for, so let me just fully enjoy it" hit me so hard as ive been contemplating change in my life while im living an experience ive been praying to have for years now. thank you for sharing, hitomi

[@anonymouse0123]

*i've been celibate for over a year and a half now and prior to that, around 7 months- so it feels like it's been about 2 years and wow, i recommend it so highly to everyone.*

[@ANOURUK]

watching a new yearly season of you is like watching a new facet of the divine feminine exploring themselves. your authenticity has always inspired since i started your content 2.5 years ago! stay unicorn horning🦄🎉🩷

[@kwistinuwu222]

“We love you Hitomi!!” we all say in unison 🤍

[@Blacked.Hippie]

I agree that people watching can make you feel more connected. If I ever start feeling lonely or get in a negative thought loop cycle (usually from being in my condo too long) i just take a walk outside & realise how much life there is around me. It hit's different when it's in person vs viewing it from pixels on a screen

[@ZeeKansiime]

Same. I can relate.

[@DJ-unome]

I love your energy, so calming. I completely understand when you say you don’t want to share your energy with anyone that is not meeting your same energy, it’s exhausting. Enjoy your life and growth. Nice to see you back in the city. 🩷🩷🩷

[@carolinelamb9152]

The vibe of this video literally mirrored my exact experience right now! I know I never needed permission but, through watching your videos for all these years you've given me the permission to be myself I couldn't find on my own. You've articulated the feelings I had but could never explain to myself. And you've stuck with me through my most difficult years, without ever actually knowing it. It's wild to me how someone I've never met has had such a major impact on my life, sending all the love & gratitude. More Life Hitomi

[@Liviasfieldnotes]

This video was everythingggggg

[@betreece0818]

every video of urs feels like i’m talking to a good friend who always teaches me something new. love watching ur videos with milk and cookies

[@kennedykoenig3118]

I almost always get emotional after watching your videos Hitomi! Your words make me feel so seen and understood

[@athenakarnezis8825]

needed this warm hug so bad, just sat down with soup love always

[@HitomiMochizuki222]

aweee breathing into this cozy moment with you darling

[@Lightorbb]

Im 16 and moved from NYC to Florida last year and this video brought so much nostalgia especially when you talked about the cloisters it Just brought back so many peaceful memories 🍁🌆

[@시-y2l]

The words just coming out of your mouth are like poetry. I truly truly love you🩷

[@sarajones6682]

You post your experiences and revelations just ahead of my clarity, when I'm in the dirty water swimming instead of the thick mud. And it helps me feel the waves of what can be, and what I want. It's wild how often your learnings align with what I'm learning about myself at the time, and I'm so thankful you share the stories you want people to connect with. I am here connecting and grateful ❤️ I hope your life continues to return to you the beautiful energy you give into it x

[@cowboytin]

“Check in with how much of you is yearning for something, just because it wants to avoid feeling like now is enough.” WOW

[@cfyjxfyjcfyjcg]

Thank you for openness about friendships! It is very validating to see someone living their 20s the way I hope to-moving in love. Thank so you so much!

[@christinafrancis967]

Thank you so much for sharing your journey as an introvert navigating friendships and connection. It feels so inspiring to hear you feeling confident in your intention to put energy into the relationships that are most meaningful to you! It helps me to remember that it's okay to say no now and conserve energy, so I can show up as my authentic, excitable, and compassionate self later

[@tanielity]

so happy to spend my early winter morning with this little masterpiece (these visuals, divine thoughts and energies ughhh)! love it and always thankful for everything you do!

[@markradewagen5075]

4:40 there's definitely something in going out and being around people! i like to cocoon in my place but if i do it too long my capacity to connect gets rusty. there's an exchange for sure. you see new people, all ages, moving through life

[@enalu44]

I "accidentally" went celibat the last almost 2 years now after breaking up with my ex. I relly think it is such a huge gift to share yourself with someone in that way. I wanna be extra sure I want to. Really appreciate you talking about your choice. I think it contributes to a bigger understanding of our sexuality ❤

[@sahanamurali4028]

Thank you for reminding me to stay open energetically! I always feel reminded of that when I watch your videos :)

[@Maxi-333]

probably the most peaceful NY video ever!! 🕊

[@gracehillen7883]

Loved that yogi transition!!! Brought peace to my life

[@realharmoni]

Wow. What an amazing vlog. Much of what you shared strongly resonates and I think you captured the essence of this season honestly and authentically. Relatability is off the charts and you are truly inspiring. Many women are coming to know and love themselves because of you.

[@theadorawilliams]

coming home from therapy and watching this video before going to sleep

[@etivnge]

I've also come home to the city after living on Maui for 4 years! Was feeling a similar dread of, "Am I going to suffocate without the sun?" I've been home for 10 days now, prioritizing the sun daily, and God. Finding myself really appreciating the lack of stagnancy and the forward movement that I've discovered upon landing at my mothers home. Excited for your town hall meeting in thee spring :)

[@Tori.Rose2]

Loved these reflections on people watching and investing more in the life long relationships we have 🥰🥰 I agree !!

[@bcn365]

Hitomi, you're such a weird, quirky, little wise, hippy-hearted old soul that's fascinating to take in. You just pour out deep metaphysical wisdom, and you're truly prophetic to the lay person like me. Keep shining sister. One love ❤️

[@mimiroquemore9236]

I continue to be impressed by your ability to storytell through your words ans imagery. I caught myself saying I desire to be able to do this for other black girls give them this same feeling of freedom, expression and reflection and I realize even if were not the same race you do that for me. I shifted my perspective to doing it for my soul tribe and the ones that align with my message and experiences.

[@valygrrrl]

hitomi, you are the realist, thank you for this video and for being you and sharing yourself on the internet like this

[@neyrincon6231]

This was a really nice video, Hitomi. I felt really inspired to take pride and own my solitude time, embarking on things I've wanted to do for the longest time and embracing them as heartfelt adventures. I'm happy I watch your content and can enrichen my life with your points of view.

[@mariampapian]

Hitomiii you are like the flower that blossoms no matter whattt, love u and thanks for sharingggg 🥰

[@HitomiMochizuki222]

This is such a sweet thing to say 🥹🫶🏼

[@mariampapian]

@ I like you a lot, and your content helped me so much, those are just honest words ❤️

[@emilietb.yoga.]

you have no idea how your videos help me. Your mind is gorgeous !!! :D

[@cosmicwings7211]

Very atmospheric video, thank you for the glimpses of NY. Your thoughts are very inspirational. Enjoy your life. Love from Italy❤🎉

[@GHOSTRIDER4EVER]

Honestly though I love her so much and she’s such an inspo to all ❤

[@desiloui]

WHOAAAA this is a sign… currently back on my celibacy but also my birthday is coming up and I wanted to go to NYC solo for a night or weekend for my birthday just spend some time to myself!, spa day and just pour into myself! Really just focusing on myself fr no distractions or outside energy potentially affecting me. Thank you for this❤

[@brittanieparks257]

hitomii thank you so much for speaking out about going celibate! i've always been very comfortable with my sexuality but the last couple encounters that i've had were pretty similar to what you described so i was thinking about taking a break, it's so nice to hear someone else speak about that openly

[@nadiabarmasse5294]

Thank you so much Hitomi, for always bringing light and love into this world ❤🌟

[@dontknow3572]

I’ll never be able to thank you enough for sharing your inner light with us hitomi!

[@Chloe-qt8qw]

omg girl your reading Anaïs Nin, she is one of my favourite female author, love her diary and her philosophy, she deserves to be more famous!

[@aspwasp]

It feels like we are all fighting against that winter existentialism right now! It seems to be heightened due to current events and collective feelings of uncertainty. We need community spaces more than ever, and I love that you touched on how important that is to cultivate in real life.

[@anonymouse0123]

when i watch your videos, as someone who often isolates, i just yearn and crave a hug. i wish i knew someone like you who i could call up and just lay with. i never really feel safe with people irl though :/

[@breakingthematrix9]

Hitomi, please come explore Az with your friends! It’s so beautiful here right now. Perfect weather. 🥰

[@existingdaily]

Wow just wrote at the top of my journal pages today “everything is going to be ok”. So simple but so sweet and to hear you say it in the video is just confirmation ❤. Missing the city recently so it’s nice to watch this. Sending love from the Catskills xx

[@arieljantra]

God bless you Hitomi this video was so warm and welcoming. I've also been working through similar issues with celibacy so I really appreciate this right now

[@umcoracaodetinta]

hiii! I love being here on your channel. watching your videos feels like coming home.

[@eliseshury221]

Thank you for the content Hitomi, it really resonates with me. I absolutely love the more natural lifestyle, and your introspection + deep connections. I hope to find people I connect with on the same level, so your content is very inspiring 🩷

[@MeganBaillie-48]

you are such a light and I look forward to the platonic intimacy in your vlogs! thank you for sharing little excerpts from your life - I long for warm and fuzzy female friendships like what you cultivate and you inspire me!! :) 🥰

[@Kayakamuy]

it’s so nice seeing moving into your mature women era

[@SeleneDominguezz]

Your videos give me so much peace, thanks.❤

[@Kayakamuy]

i’ve been celibate for the past few months and i was previous for a few years after healing from a break up in 2020. so excited for you

[@nisha_mae]

this was so beautiful, thank you ❤️❤️

[@amanda_bliss]

This made my day worth living. I love you so much you don't even know

[@imogencorker]

6:20 damn that is a bar! resonated with this & this whole video so much!

[@CandyssLove]

Hey sister! Can you make a video explaining your day routine of self care & your night routine of work? Like outside of the obvious, what does that look like? I realize that i never feel called to work as an entrepreneur during the day, but nighttime i have all of my ideas flooding me. Which seems intuitively like the best time to work, but it interested in what brought you to this knowing

[@krsnalokacreations]

You should look up the “Ayurvedic clock”! 💗💗💗

[@emilietb.yoga.]

yesss I would also love to hear more about Hitomi's perception of the "normal" work week. How to not feel like a lazy ass if we're not working 40hrs, mon-friday work week !

[@TheAwakenedSeer]

Your videos are so artistic and well put together ahh. A true inspiration. ✨🪷

[@charlottejooss2256]

second hand dopamine :D I love it!

[@ievabruvere8230]

yeah... where is a healthy balance between - exploring new and trusting everything we really need will come in our way:))

[@naturalnoella]

Love you’re videos ❤ you inspire me so much to achieve moments of presence throughout the day and to find my soul tribe. ✨ As someone with 2 kids and a life partner, I will teach my daughter the sacredness of her body and to value her energy exchange. Something I wish I was taught. we don’t realize every time we have an intimate moment we are exchanging energy/dna with that person. We can literally take on someone’s else’s demons if they have them ✨ Sending love ❤

[@KeithRobTV]

I love your content, you really inspire me. Getting ready to head back to NY soon!

[@amakaobioma777]

Happily watching this the morning of my birthday

[@thelostivy]

Such a relaxing video, as a new KZbinr doing similar style to you, I'm so grateful as you're such an inspiration! So cozy and comforting 🤎

[@maiskivitch]

its so cool and surprising (?) to me everytime i watch your new videos i feel like we have the same thoughts or have come to similar conclusions and i love it !! so thank you for being you and sharing your thoughts with us ! xx

[@GHOSTRIDER4EVER]

3:51 GIVING MANHATTAN ❤

[@ItsMarkWeller]

Hitomi, Would you ever consider creating a guided morning movement video? working through Yoga poses, stretches and intentions for the day ahead? Your energy is so warming.

[@miznikki2u]

Victoria!!! Lover her and love this crossover.

[@Brina_Dee]

Being from NY too, I feel the exact same way with the traumatic memories being synonymous with the city. I'm actually releasing a song about it on Saturday, It's called "I love NY in the winter" by me, Brina Dee. I'm visiting NY next month and am also looking to rewrite the narrative and fall in love with NY on my terms for the first time. Anyways, love you bye!

[@alicemlg]

Hitomi! Love this video. Would love to see you do a video on how to be off the grid and stay off the grid when our world is constantly telling us to be on our phones with scroll culture, capitalism, and consumerism.... any tips?

[@davdooo-k9w]

Also loved the yoga practcie and reading.

[@ibtissampadilla7739]

This is so heartwarming, thank you☀️

[@elizabethdesousa8290]

I love your style. Looks soooo gooood

[@GHOSTRIDER4EVER]

I guess I’m in my wild feminine phase because I’m just chilling in the wildness of sexuality and it’s beautiful when it’s just you and your partner it’s like WOW ❤

[@littledove16]

Okayyy thank you for recommending bellesaco! I am so excited for my order 😊 You partnered with LELO in the past, and I've had such a good experience with their products, so i can't wait for these new ones ❤

[@cth1996]

Love your videos! There are tons of people organizing right now :) any protest you go to was organized by a group whos working to change things. Tons in NYC too. Can take a little to find them, but they are out there

[@ElkeAlexia]

you're so magical! I loved the music you chose for this video 💗💗

[@centroid1998]

figured out we are about the same age watching one of your last videos, happy belated bday! i deffinattely feel that season of not wanting to branch out too much. love the content as always!

[@787clips]

I would love a video about your cerativitvity process in terms of videos ! ur filming routine and editing tips

[@red3pants]

Ohhh seconded! Her cinematography is amazing!

[@Protectionandblessings]

That hits. ❤ thank you for your light.

[@erinmaracee3807]

Btw not that my Option matters but I think it’s one of the most best free unique outfits I’ve seen you in ❤❤❤

[@denizdutton2465]

Hitomiiii -please make a list of journaling prompts to share with us I’m begging you!

[@basiapieckowska7468]

I love you! Be yourself !!

[@annasdocumentaries]

i loooved the first outfit with the blue coat!!!

[@shelbebranton444]

sometimes I won't watch the last 2 minutes or so of your videos because I don't want it to end and then I feel like I have an excuse to rewatch it at another time because I "didn't finish it"

[@Dani.kindness]

Can you do a video on your year in books?

[@ana-mariacojocari4438]

You are amazing❤ it’s a pleasure to watch your videos

[@HitomiMochizuki222]

its a pleasure to be here with uuu

[@GHOSTRIDER4EVER]

Yess sis 3:40

[@shalenah]

i loved what you said about as women who come from a long line of woman who've had to endure so much how silly it is for us to question anything that takes of away from our ease of breath. out of curisoity do you know when your saturn return is? i just turned 28 so it's coming up in the spring