Fentanyl Addict interview-Everett

Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Everett, a fentanyl addict in Los Angeles.
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[@ProudlyUnpoisoned]

Everett, we went to school together and I remember you well. I know there's a lot of people here from Melbourne who care about you and want to help you. People trying to help you is what brought me to this video. I also became addicted to heroin for 13 years. I finally kicked it in 2012 and haven't looked back. By hearing you talk, I know that you can do it, especially with the help of all those who care about you still. Don't be ashamed to accept help. It helps others when you let them help you. I hope to see you again, doing well, someday soon. God bless you brother!

[@coraharris5517]

Congratulations on staying sober! 🙏🏽

[@MetalBaller83]

Very cool dude. Congrats on your sobriety, keep it up brother. That was so cool of you to reach out to Everett like that. Major props man. Cheers to you, and I hope you hear from Everett. I hope everything works itself out for the better! 🙏

[@theblackschaos]

I hope he sees this!! Congrats on 10 years sober!

[@ebonyjet9249]

I hope somehow he sees this and congratulations on your sobriety

[@shafserious2805]

His half dead he dont need nout but the grave

[@gregorwhatever1460]

I grew up with this dude. I remember my dad taking him, his brother, and me to spring training games. We were on baseball and basketball teams together. We all figured Everett was dead. Now that we know he's not, tell a brother to reach out. There are a lot of people who'd be happy to help him.

[@jasonbeck1340]

I'm a recovering opiate addict and it's so nice to look in the comments and see people understand and not look down on people like this.

[@marylougeorge9890]

❤️

[@mooziet652]

🙏💕🙏🇨🇦

[@Preppysunshime1124]

We're all human❤

[@mynz4464]

I am as well. Someone told me about this channel today, and I'm interested in how addicts are portrayed. This is the first one I've watched though.

[@eMegMBea]

Congratulations on your recovery! You are amazing! 🙌

[@HeyItsMeChelseyOnYouTube]

I know your grandmother wouldn’t want you to grieve the slippers. They meant a lot to her but not as much as you meant to her. She wouldn’t want you to be so hard on yourself over someone else’s bad actions. I hope to see an update video on you in the future where you’ve had time to rest, reflect and persevere past this time in your life. You seem like such a beautiful soul and have touched my life today. XO

[@obadiahsmith2345]

I don't know if you're right . She might not want him to grieve but she might be let down . something she cared for her whole life and trusted him with .

[@d00mboy13]

@@obadiahsmith2345 you do realize that this channel and the types of comments and replies should be free of negativity right? you're being negative as hell. please shut up

[@obadiahsmith2345]

@@d00mboy13 seems you're worse

[@obadiahsmith2345]

@@d00mboy13 and I know I'm negative . But you look at his grandmother caring for shoes that he was in charge of and lost. You could also make connection that she cared for him her whole life , and slowly he's giving it away to something that will steal his life. Loosing shoes sucks , loosing life is really not ok. So do you think his grandmother would be more upset he lost the shoes or that he's loosing his life?

[@brendanmichel3483]

It wasn't about the slippers. Dumbass.

[@ChloesColdEars111]

Went to school with him and his brother. I hate to see anyone hurting, but its harder when its someone you know. I hope Everett gets help to get healthier. UPDATE: hes in Florida and going through a rehab program, hes got amazing compassionate friends and they helped get him back Lets hope he stays on it and makes a change for the better, hes an incredible person and he deserves to live a full happy comfortable blessed life

[@lynnehuff9659]

That is the best news! Thank you so much for posting. I hope Everett regains his health. So many people in the comments know and love him. The other people wished him well, and some people wanted to help him. You made me feel so good. That is wonderful.

[@ElChris816]

Have you heard anything more about him since posting this comment?

[@ChloesColdEars111]

@@ElChris816 Hi, No I havent unfortunately. I hope he is doing well now. Its hard to stay clean but if he can manage a little while then Im sure he could do it for good, which is what I like to think happened.

[@ElChris816]

@@ChloesColdEars111 Thank you for taking the time to let me know.

[@aura3337]

My heart broke into a million pieces when he started crying, and telling his story about his Great grandmothers baby slippers getting stolen. Oh….Everett-- you poor sweet angel! I wanted soooo badly to wrap my arms around you, and give you a warm, loving hug! You really need one right now! God Bless your sweet soul!

[@GR-hy3tf]

Same!

[@J.LS.]

Same. When he said that was his connection to a better day broke me.

[@indigofay]

Same

[@hayaalhibshi937]

i felt him and cried with him

[@dauntlessleodragon]

💔💔💔💔💔💔😢😢🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@kelliekristin]

This completely shattered me. If you can, please do an update on Everett. Everett, if you see this, you have an entire community believing in you and only seeing the GOOD and POTENTIAL in you. Please never give up! We are rooting for you to get sober and live a full, joyful life.

[@51516]

You get your butt to the VA my man. You earned whatever treatment they can provide. Thank you for your service!

[@we.r.wine.bottles.im.at.work.]

Best comment

[@austinh1781]

Thought you were dead. We've been looking for you. Hope you reach out for help. Hope we can get you in to some treatment and off the streets. Love you bro.

[@wildcosmiacollective]

As a veteran... I can tell you the VA is a mess in a lot of ways and alot of veterans don't trust them. I had cancer that was overlooked for a year before I got another opinion... They're not all bad, but yeah... they have a bad reputation and it's been earned sadly.

[@kx250braap]

They won’t do nothing for him look at all the other veterans who are left on the streets addicted to drugs and alcohol they don’t care about old soldiers who are washed up only care about the ones who have something to offer to the country aka their lives these guys are all to old and forgotten about

[@kx250braap]

@@wildcosmiacollective they overlook things on perfect so it doesn’t cost them money it’s messed up you are willing to give your life and they aren’t willi to give you life

[@Dru8989]

I’m glad to hear Everett is getting help. I met him in Hollywood at the train station and we were both trying to get well … it’s such a trip to see him on Soft White, he’s a real one for sure. He could barely walk his feet was so messed up at the time, I’m so glad that there are good people who care about him enough to come look for him and take him to treatment back in Florida .I’ve been clean for over a year now off the fentanyl and crystal and not on the streets anymore. By the grace of God I was able to get myself into treatment for 90 days then a sober living for 6 months with my medi cal. Wish you the best Everett, thanks for sharing your story brother.

[@amelie9271]

This is one of the hardest ones I’ve watched. He breaks my heart. He seems like such a kind soul. “That was my connection to a better day.”

[@Preppysunshime1124]

That sentence alone tore me up

[@Desertdweller7983]

I'll be thinking about this interview for a long time and I vow to NEVER ignore another person living on the streets. They are all worthy of human kindness and compassion. Everett, never give up.

[@ellamayoxoxo9510]

That’s interesting 🤔 I wonder if you’ll live up to that vow?

[@Desertdweller7983]

​@@ellamayoxoxo9510 I will. I have a son who is living on the streets in Boston, so I'm not a novice. I've avoided the homeless because it's a reminder of where my son is. And it's a whole lot of complicated feelings for the last 20 years. This interview "struck a cord" with me. So what about you? Tell me your story. So unless you have a son who's been an addict for 20 years, don't call me out or doubt me. Hoping the best for you and wishing you all blessings for the New Year.

[@hexoroid]

Thanks Annie

[@glasstomouth2828]

A group of friends and family will be hitting the streets of downtown LA tomorrow to find everett, give him a hug and find out if hes ready to get out.

[@bawlz1234]

@@Desertdweller7983 There is no meaning to anything written or spoken. Truth only exist in the mind.

[@WV_Raised1983]

I have just found your vlogs and I think they should be mandatory curriculum for every high School in this country. If I would have watched these in highschool I probably wouldn't have lost 20 years to addiction. When ever I feel the urge to use I just watch one interview and that person's pain reminds me why I'm clean now.

[@claudiaariasarevalo9850]

im happy for u, i hope everyone can have another opportunity

[@grimshorts4834]

Agreed

[@rachaelmiller357]

“since I became without an address” - nice way of putting it to keep the situation light. Good luck Everett! You’re a shining star.

[@teekay133]

Everett is on his way home. ❤️ His brother and friends found him.

[@coraharris5517]

He didn’t come home. 😢😢😢 ive been crying all day. I found out late just this morning. I haven’t been going on FB lately. I hope he comes home to the beach. The beach is so healing. ❤️‍🩹

[@torinewman2045]

One of the most articulate, well spoken people you’ve ever interviewed. Someone please help this man who can. I wish I could hug him 😔

[@wellahartig6382]

I wish I could hug him too!!🙏

[@allienoneya4257]

It is my hope that Mark could be the conduit to help the people he interviews. There are people out here that would scoop Everest up and help him. Relocate him. Give him a safe haven . If only there was a way but Mark can’t do something like that alone. Maybe a confidential message board that these folks could set up a two way communication. Risky but just an idea.

[@_dreamscape]

He is such an eloquent and honest conversationalist, a natural writer. Breaks my heart he doesn’t have a room to live. I wish he was my friend

[@brendandoes1026]

This guy reminds me of a guy I met in Berlin. I was on a train and sat opposite this guy who was taping together broken cigarettes. I watched him struggle with it. I had my last two cigarettes in my pocket and gave them to him, he just looked at me. Said nothing but looked at me for what felt like forever. I thought about him for the rest of the day. I bought another pack of cigarettes and went back on the train because I felt I wanted to see him again and I found him. Gave him two cigarettes and he did the exact same thing. Stared at me until I got off. This happened everyday for 4 days. I was on holiday. On my last day I did it again. Couldn't find him. I got off the train and he was on the platform. He said he was looking for me but thought I was part of a dream he was having. We hugged, had a cigarette and said goodbye. This video brought this memory back to me. Same posture and same look. Typing through tears. Always thought about this guy. I don't know why. I hope he's OK.

[@mark3p]

So often during Mark's interviews I feel like I'm getting BS from the people. Not here. This guy is refreshingly honest. Like most he's broken from an early age, I can only hope that he fines the desire to get help and kick this drug forever.

[@GH5050-SO]

I agree with you, he has so many facts straight. I don't think he's making anything up. It's sad to see what drugs do to people.

[@esssee5121]

He's a real one. The people that can relate will know that.

[@lmn1966]

If you have experienced this. You would know. He's definitely real! My dad was homeless and drug addict. He didn't want any help from his family! Broke my heart! I've seen this all!

[@MFJoneser]

‘Finds the desire…’ will and desire are meaningless words to someone in this condition. I find it insulting to ask a fellow citizen to do something we know they cannot do alone or without help. Unfortunately this man needs new parents and family and friends, a new support system, along with millions of others. If we mobilize as a team we can help each other. Our country’s leadership needs to focus on letting go of lies, bitterness, vengeance. When we can trust one another in society, we are wealthy and free

[@mark3p]

@@MFJoneser I agree. The truth no longer matters in a political discussion, only "winning". I'm amazed when I talk with friends about certain subjects, only to have them tell me it's a mental health issue. When. I ask them what they'd like to see done about mental health problems here in the US, I'm met with silence.

[@sandife4nandes365]

Everett's story is so heartbreaking. This is the hard truth of Fentanyl addiction from what I have come to learn from this channel. I hope he gets a warm shower tonight and can stay warm.

[@MrMethadrine]

i doubt hes only on Fentanyl..

[@mikeyshits1]

I agree I pray he gets a place to stay for this interview and a shower but about staying Warm lol this CALIFORNIA here man it’s more than warm, stuff makes me laugh about being cold in LA haha

[@TD-ln2tg]

@@mikeyshits1 you obviously don’t live here. It gets down to 30s and 40s at night. 🙄 maybe think before you speak.

[@wesleyAlan9179]

@@TD-ln2tg Yeah,I live in Ga, but I stayed in California for a week once and you're correct 👍

[@mikeyshits1]

I lived in LA in 2014-2017 lol so you should maybe eat your words, the cold is a joke in California😹

[@DetroitFettyghost]

What a kindhearted guy. The sentiment he has for them baby shoes tell me his Grandma was larger than life to him, she must have been a great woman ❤️ I had a little pair of Boxing Gloves about 2 1/2" long, real leather, actually laced, my grandfather bought them for my dad a bit after he was born- he was diabetic and had some issues during birth, my grandpa said he was going to be a fighter. And God was he ever. That's a story for another day. Anyways, lost them in a eviction many years ago. I get how he feels.

[@DetroitFettyghost]

What incredible veins! He's definitely not a needle user. And man. It was sad when dude cried 😞

[@Gram72534]

good morning T, how are you today my friend?

[@DetroitFettyghost]

@@Gram72534 Up and at em. Your in Colorado Right? Denver wasn't hit by the fire was it?

[@Gram72534]

@@DetroitFettyghost yeah homie, we were in a pre evacuation order on Friday. I'm just south of boulder. There was that, but the worst thing last week was the mass shootings! One of the victims was my sister's tattoo artist and her current roommates bestfriend. He was scheduled to move into there house. Rest in peace dano S! So yeah brother it's been a very crazy end of 2021 round here! But so far 2022 has been uneventful, thank God! Lol!

[@DetroitFettyghost]

@@Gram72534 Phew on the fire miss- but damn that's horrible about Dano. I'm so sorry for y'all's loss. I'm tired of these wackos shooting civilians. Why can't they at least go blast on pedos or crooked politicians or something instead of citizens. Truly crazy. Cheers to a better year bro.

[@megwilliams1218]

What an angel. I wish we could find those baby shoes. I also wish he could see how incredible he really is. 🤍 so much love and light to Everett! I hope he gets the help he needs.

[@bellabear653]

The help he needs doesn't exist in America. To rebuild people like this you need legal heroin programs, therapy and housing all rolled into one, only a few countries in the world do this the right way Switzerland is one. They have an amazing success rate it's around 80% get fully sober over 10 years on their own, their lives just get better and they stop. It truly is amazing.

[@vikkivale4979]

Im sorry I hope things get better for you. You seem like a good guy but don't let your mistakes define you. You have the memories of your grandma who loved you. I know the baby shoes meant alot to you. I did the same thing with my kids baby stuff,it got thrown out or auctioned when I couldn't pay my storage due to my gambling. I push it out if my head Everytime it crosses my mind but I don't gamble anymore and my kids turned out to be phenomenal human beings. You deserve the best of what life has to offer you are not the only one who has fkd up. You are not alone. Everytime the sun comes up and you get up with it is a new opportunity to change things around. Start with something small. I'm sending you favour, love and respect. 💞

[@michellerjackson5776]

@ Vikki Vale you said it well.

[@lacyrussell6688]

❤️

[@lmn1966]

♥️♥️

[@cmft9358]

I love the fact that he still hasn't lost his sense of humor and is dropping some witty one liners here and there during this interview despite his situation. I liked the cliffhanger one especially after he had one dangling from his nose followed by "to always have a tissue" when Mark asked him what's the most important thing he learned in life. That's the sign of there still being a spirit I believe at least and that there is hope and believe in himself. I hope he's going to make it and gets better soon! 🙏

[@lebaneez7]

I'm so sorry Everett, everyone who knows you knows you are a great person. We are rooting for you man, you can do this!! I hope you see this and know all your buddies in Melbourne care about you.

[@samhamilton3807]

Everett, we haven’t seen each other since high school, but I am pulling for you! You have so many people that care about you back home. Please know you are prayed for and loved. Better days are ahead!

[@DMRJ53]

This was one of the most powerful interviews you have done.

[@shaylaster1607]

Agreeed!!

[@Aloha_Kay]

Once he told that story of the baby shoes….man, my heart just broke. I hope to see an update on him, I want to see him succeed! He deserves the world, I hope he knows that. It’s getting cold in LA, it was 35 degrees when I woke up at 5 to go to work this morning. I hope everyone was able to stay warm last night. Every tent I drive by makes me feel nothing but shame that there are HUMAN BEINGS living in them. I had a partner at work recently speak so negatively and harshly about the homeless, probably never volunteered in a shelter a day in his life. Let alone hear their stories. I just looked at him and said, “Since when did we decide these people were unworthy? At the end of the day, they’re still human beings that deserve better than they’ve been given.” and proceeded to not speak to him for the remaining twenty minutes of our drive. I was fuming.

[@SAVOTYB]

We pour billions into countries like Israel and war but can't take care of our own people back home. So sad that this "prosperous country" can neglect its people, but so fast to jump and help other countries. We have politicians screaming eat the rich when they are the damn rich. Donald Trump talkin shit about the rich, when he is the damn rich. Like I'm so sick of it, they scream let's tax the rich when they're fuckin talkin about themselves and put in no action. THIS MAN RISKED HIS LIFE FOR THIS COUNTRY YET THIS COUNTRY NEGLECTS HIM EVERYDAY. SHIT IS FUCKIN DISGUSTING. THESE DAMN POLITICANS SITTING IN THEY AC HOUSES SENDING MEN OUT LIKE ITS NOTHING AND GIVE EM ALL THIS PRAISE BY MOUTH BUT NO PRAISE WITH ACTION. SO SAD

[@scottdelfuego5563]

You showed him.

[@ellamayoxoxo9510]

@@SAVOTYB WELL 👏🏻 SAID!! 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

[@coraharris5517]

Fire him!!!!!! He doesn’t know how lucky he is. So many r a paycheck away from being homeless. I grew up w/ Everett & hes a good person.

[@terywetherlow7970]

Kayla: God is watching it all.

[@beckymellon8135]

I’m sorry Everett, you seem like a lovely person and I hope things get better and you can find some peace ✌️❤️

[@staceyf31]

Thank you for this comment. I feel the same way! Such potential in sports, it breaks my heart to see how easy it is to loose your way😔

[@glasstomouth2828]

A group of friends and family will be hitting the streets of downtown LA tomorrow to find everett, give him a hug and find out if hes ready to get out.

[@lmtf874]

I live in NYC and have been watching this channel for over a year now. I want you to know that these videos have made me view homeless and addicted people in a whole different light. I feel more compassionate now and know that everyone has a story to tell. The other side of the story is usually one fraught in disfunction and chaos, starting at a very young age for many of the people we see on the streets. In some cases, they didn’t even get a fair shot at life. This video touched me. Another recurring theme is the way society dehumanizes homeless and destitute people. All they want is to be treated with the simple respect that you would want for yourself.

[@jenniferponcia8387]

For Everett ... health and peace of mind, combined with your insight, self awareness, individual qualities shown here - you are the most precious of human beings. Sending good vibes out to you.

[@IndigoRoses7]

I keep hoping Everett is okay, there's something to him..that really tugs at my heart strings. Everett, you are deeply cared about!!!!

[@glasstomouth2828]

A group of friends and family will be hitting the streets of downtown LA tomorrow to find everett, give him a hug and find out if hes ready to get out.

[@moseskinyua7210]

@@glasstomouth2828 i hope they found him.he seems a nice person

[@susansuviseshamuthu3033]

My heart breaks for how his body has taken such a toll on him. He looks so frail. I pray he gets a room with a bed, shower, kitchenette and he feels safe. 🙏🏼 ❤️

[@StacyLightnerStudios]

🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

[@michaelpersan9698]

how bout donating $$ thats not hard. you need to help out give $$$ to his fund page

[@AnoraJohnson]

@@michaelpersan9698 Not everyone has money to give. Kind words mean something too.

[@shellbell2730]

He mentioned getting a boat parked in a slip. I wish this for him. I will visualize he gets hooked up with the VA, gets sober, gets a monthly stipend and can get that simple boat in a slip that he can afford. A place to rest and take care of himself.

[@evantochydlowski4787]

This man has a lot of pain but he is lucid and he is coherent. He is one of the ones that can be saved. I can see it in him that he's not too far gone, and that he could be rehabilitated and healed with the right people and the right treatment. I know it. I wish I could do something for him. For now, I truly believe that the prayers and good energy that we send to these people have a positive effect on their lives. So I will pray for him, and hold him in my heart in God's name. And wish for nothing but healing and a straight and narrow path to recovery. Bless you Everett.

[@sandic452]

It's so obvious Everett has a good heart and just trying to survive. His self-esteem is low and I bet he gets panic attacks with social anxiety. Enough to keep you on drugs to cope and down and out. I hope everyone helps him. Good luck and God bless you Everett.

[@tylerwill5250]

I could hear one comin on when he was talking about the shoes. I deal with them too. I would have had to cut for a few. Out of all the ones ive seen, this one hit hard.

[@katelynbolinger1181]

Addicts are such great people deep down. His poor body. I have loved and been, am, was an addict. Bless him. God love him

[@MFJoneser]

@@katelynbolinger1181 an “addict” is another word for “heartbroken”

[@sandic452]

@@tylerwill5250 I think those of us who deal with attacks and anxiety can spot it in others. This one hit me hard too and I want him to get help so badly.

[@glasstomouth2828]

A group of friends and family will be hitting the streets of downtown LA tomorrow to find everett, give him a hug and find out if hes ready to get out.

[@tracihill55]

I’m not a doctor but it’s obvious that he’s in physical pain as well as emotional pain. He need a safe comfortable place to reside. I pray he gets the help he needs.

[@wundawuman7476]

My heart literally ached/aches for him. I wish for a warm light to shine on him. He is a lovely human.

[@teekay133]

Everett, you were always a kind, funny, sweet boy growing up with my son. My kids always loved you. You are always welcome here in Melbourne Beach. I remember my son going to church with you and your grandparents. I wish you all the love and peace that you deserve. 🙏🏼

[@BeholdPontiusPilate]

Another perfect example of what childhood trauma can do to people. To other parents out there, please think long and hard about the shitty decisions you make and the effects they can have on your children.

[@juliewilderman8782]

Well said

[@glasstomouth2828]

Nailed it

[@abcd-gf8fl]

@John Smith ok tough guy "john smith" sounds like you are the one full of bs. Humble yourself.

[@gentleauroraasmr8562]

I think it's best we think about the long term effects of having kids before pursuing kids. It breaks my heart seeing Evvert! This man doesn't deserve this!

[@mikeyshits1]

He’s right a lot of people take for granted being able to look half decent everyday👍 ( I feel for them and his story inspires me,seems like a great guy )

[@glasstomouth2828]

A group of friends and family will be hitting the streets of downtown LA tomorrow to find everett, give him a hug and find out if hes ready to get out.

[@whitneywilliams2713]

When he spoke on someone stealing something so valuable to him I undoubtedly felt his pain. This world is so corrupted!! Your definitely in my prayers ❤️

[@patschmidt4218]

Everett, it’s Pat Schmidt. Probably haven’t seen you since 10th grade at Mel High but just know I’m here for you if you need anything. Keep fighting and beat this shit!

[@susancarver7339]

This is the most heartfelt interview to date. I’ve seen hundreds!!! The trap that drugs put these good souls in is heart wrenching 😥

[@jeep19]

Well, it's the white face of drug addiction! People are more compassionate, tolerant, and the biggest advocates for white addicts to get drug treatment, instead of prison! The (majority) urban, blk/brn, crack epidemic, white Americans treated those people the total opposite! Pretty sure there was good souls in that bunch too 👍

[@rosemarycrane5137]

Just when you think you have heard the saddest story on this channel and along comes Everett. My heart broke into a thousand pieces and my tears were hot, running down my cheeks, and I don't cry easily.. Oh God, please get some help Everett. You are still young enough to have hope. At least go to the VA and take care of your back and your health. You deserve it Everett.

[@j.a.r.family2576]

Wish society had the compassion you do.

[@misscannabliss7355]

I’m so sorry Everett. Whoever took the bag with the baby shoes will pay 10 fold, trust me. I cried with you during your story. Life is not fair sometimes. 😢

[@softballgirl54]

I love you, Everett. I'm a heroin addict sober 13 years. Recovery is possible and you are SO worth it.

[@keirasmith5706]

Congrats on 13 years!

[@glasstomouth2828]

Everett, im not sure if your gonna see this but everyone misses you so much man. I cant tell you how many conversations ive had about you and your whereabouts. We love you, we miss you and we want to help if we can! -poly

[@Macaronitony84]

That baby slipper story really touched me. If you have ever been in a place in life where you have little to nothing and survival is day to day, you know how that feels for someone to steal what little you have of value from you. I haven’t cried in a very long time damn. Great interview even greater person thanks for this.

[@AlexKarasev]

15:15 I see a glimmer of hope for Everett. He jokes about the seven surgeons and right away looks at Mark very astutely, evaluating whether his delivery got Mark to crack a smile. Addiction is an abyss, but I do hope he has the courage to climb out of it.

[@Kay-xt9dg]

Everett, you know what you have to do to “win”. You can do it, we all wanna see an update with you sober and headed to a better life. ❤️ much luck to you.

[@paulp939]

I love you and miss you kay

[@evafleur6252]

Everett you have a good heart. Your reaction to the unconditional love of your grandmother is obvious. You need support and help. Utilize the VA and all the services they have. That's what they are there for. You deserve all the second chances you need ( or 20th or 22nd chances). You have to love yourself. I am concerned you may have a neurological condition that may be causing the poor posture and lost muscle mass in your upper body. Please go to a doctor ASAP. You deserve help. You are a good person. You are worth it. Go to the doctor today. Ask Mark for help and take it!!!

[@MsAnimegirl1986]

I cried during this interview. I had to donate. Everett is one of the most articulate, genuine and beautiful people I've seen on this channel. Mark please help him as much as you can! We ALL make bad choices in life people should not be judged or denied access to shops/basic needs. Sending you all my ❤ and positivity Everett. I hope everything gets better for you soon!

[@Sun-Uv-Uh-Gun]

Bless you for donating! Too many people say but won't do. Thank you for the reminder that there's still amazing ppl in this world.

[@coraharris5517]

He has so many people back home that love him i hope he comes home.

[@soniaramos4315]

Such a kindhearted guy. I hope he gets the help he needs. After hearing his story, I will definitely be less judgmental towards homeless people who I see in the street. Thank you Mark for making these videos so we can see what others go through. I love your channel so much.

[@b8341]

I could never be judgemental to begin with. We don’t know their stories

[@glasstomouth2828]

A group of friends and family will be hitting the streets of downtown LA tomorrow to find everett, give him a hug and find out if hes ready to get out.

[@shaylaster1607]

@@glasstomouth2828 did y’all find him??

[@lindsayricher8645]

We hear you Everett!! Your friends hear you and want to help! Stay strong - Melbourne is sending their love and support!!!

[@Nikki-sf6bs]

Not all of these make me cry, though many do. This one did. A lot. Bless Everett. I hope he can find some help and rest and peace.

[@glasstomouth2828]

A group of friends and family will be hitting the streets of downtown LA tomorrow to find everett, give him a hug and find out if hes ready to get out.

[@heathergalvan9309]

He's clearly very intelligent and is just stuck in a bad way. I have so much love for him

[@IndigoRoses7]

I'd love to give Everett the best of whatever he needed. He seems like such a kind, gentle soul that just feels to cold shoulder of life right now. Hang in there, Everett. I hope someone watching that is local can give him some extra help.

[@aubreygon]

Yes please someone help him 🙏🙏🙏😩😩😩

[@glasstomouth2828]

A group of friends and family will be hitting the streets of downtown LA tomorrow to find everett, give him a hug and find out if hes ready to get out.

[@IndigoRoses7]

@@glasstomouth2828 I'm so glad to hear that!! Everett is one of my favorite people that Mark has had on here

[@jeffpreskitt741]

@@glasstomouth2828 did yall find him!!??

[@marciacampos9966]

This man is not completely lost. He still has his emotions. I will pray for him.

[@anaccount9929]

You are a beautiful human, Everett. We all love you and wish the world turns around for you.

[@christiaancronje8090]

The scary thing is this guy's life could have been so different. My thoughts are with you Everret.

[@johnjyoungjr7400]

Everett please heed your own advice and don't give up on yourself! Please go to the VA and get enrolled into the system. They will help you obtain housing and help you with your addiction, your medical needs and job placement. You earned it! As a fellow veteran l'm praying for you and hope to see a follow-up how things turned around for you. Please go to the VA.

[@sean2freshmdsn]

This man is extremely coherent for the situation he’s in

[@nicky2times2times10]

This one really hurt. Ask for help man you CAN do it. It seems so long and far now but it's not. I'm just coming out the other side of a rough life to know you can do it. Don't stop looking or asking for help. You CAN DO IT.

[@kabirpour]

Everett's a good human! Really breaks my heart to see him cry in such sorrow. I absolutely hate street drugs. 12 years of Adderall did me in, as well. May Everett heal! Sending much love to Everett from SoTexas!

[@glasstomouth2828]

A group of friends and family will be hitting the streets of downtown LA tomorrow to find everett, give him a hug and find out if hes ready to get out.

[@kabirpour]

@@glasstomouth2828 , that is great news. Loving energies to all looking for Everett and to Everett himself! This world can be a beautiful place with good folks like y'all!

[@jengsma9913]

There are so many stories that I’ve watched. I followed this channel for years…. But recently I’ve felt so connected to people struggling with addiction. You can look at Everrett and see that he’s a beautiful man….. addiction has stolen everything from him …. I hope that he can find the strength to take his life back. It’s never too late!!!

[@glasstomouth2828]

A group of friends and family will be hitting the streets of downtown LA tomorrow to find everett, give him a hug and find out if hes ready to get out.

[@janicejacome]

You showed us you share the big- heartedness of your Sweet Grandma! As a grandmother myself, l can almost guarantee that she would have been more hurt about your tears than about the fact that the slippers were stolen ( especially since it was through no fault of your own! ). In reality, you taking care of them for 2 years was quite an accomplishment. I am sure l'm not the only person who saw great potential in you. The world needs more good men like you! I have faith in you, Son.! Wishing you all the best in 2021.

[@fkirfirt9606]

Dude seems like he is a legit kind and good soul.

[@simpsonhomerenovations]

Man I can feel his pain. I've been clean off fentanyl for 7 weeks. This opiate addiction has been the hardest thing I've ever been through. I've been on methadone for over 5 years I was using methadone and fentanyl everyday for the past 2 years. I'm still on methadone. Maybe one day I will be able to kick it as well but for now I'm happy to be clean off the fentanyl.

[@DebtBuysFreedumb]

Damn methadone withdrawals I heard are rough. But fent and methadone. I can't imagine that withdrawal.

[@mooziet652]

Jayson my son was on heroin and methadone saved his life. Get off methadone only when your ready. It took my son 3 years to taper off. I’m 🙏 for you

[@V1124az]

I almost died trying to get off methadone at home going cold Turkey. It lasts SOOO much longer than anything else…i ended up NOT making it- got on Dilaudid, got charges, 5.5 years in prison- was completely off & RELAPSED upon my release. I was then on Suboxone for 8 years. It was over $1,000 a month and my living situation changed, could no longer afford it- THANKFULLY I had an addiction doctor in Phoenix take me under his wing and do the detox on me. I was basically asleep for a week, (and most of the following 2 weeks, lol!!🤣😂)- whatever, but I slept thru that worst part. Looking back now- I’m so thankful to just be alive…I watch marks videos and just wish I could bring everyone of them to my house…pamper them, get them a job- a clean bed, etc. so sad when people think there’s no one who understands or cares.:(

[@Preppysunshime1124]

@@V1124az you are awesome 😊

[@thecaninefoodie]

So proud of your 7 weeks of sobriety. If it were easy, everyone would do it. You have so much strength and resilience..own those qualities. You got this. One day at a time.

[@jakebush4749]

Keep on keepin on brother. You can still do it. Life is set up to give you as many chances as you need. You can always get better.

[@jeffkearney2488]

Nothing but peace and love all the way from the East Coast, I know how terrible addiction is bro, I live it. Just try to stay positive and spiritual, we can never lose hope

[@paulettehayes5037]

Everette you seem to be such a gentle soul. Thank you for sharing with us how much it hurt when your bag was stolen. Releasing the pain you are carrying is a part of healing. I had a lump in my throat watching your video. I just wanted to give you hug. Also, thank you for your service. Your Grandparents would want you to be good to yourself. Even though you don’t like to ask for help I hope that you ask for help get the help. You deserve to be good to yourself and do things you want to do (like you said) Praying for you 🙏🏽

[@feliciaalbanese3338]

I’m from Florida and I know exactly where he’s from. I’m sorry for this guy he seems like he might be able to pull himself out of this

[@tallentstravels5727]

Did you grow up in Melbourne?

[@glasstomouth2828]

A group of friends and family are arriving in La tommorow to try and help him out.

[@lukasgreyson537]

Damn, when this man sobbed... my heart goes out to you, wherever you are tonight. I'm deeply sorry life has been so tough for you. Wish I could give you a solid, meaningful hug.

[@Reanmii_official]

His granny must have given him so much love. “My grandmother still believed in me even that point in my life… that’s (the slippers) all I had to help me have a better day.” I cried with Everett while he talked about his grandmother.

[@giofausone]

She did... both his grandparents were awesome. Gramps owned the Wedgewood Shop

[@elyselackey-pierce1486]

This is my favorite video. I feel this dude so hard. I live in Melbourne where he is from and he's right, the beach here is a spiritual place. And when asked what his biggest regular was he said moving away from the beach I've also had that same regret once and that's why I came back. I really hope this dude makes it out of the streets. I need an update on this dude please!!!!

[@da8083]

“I don’t have an office to go to right now and eat” just hit me so hard in my lungs I cannot breathe right now

[@Princesssjes]

That seriously broke my heart!!

[@coraharris5517]

I grew up w/ him he needs to come home & to the healing beach, so many people care about him. ❤️‍🩹

[@alyons0110]

"That was my connection to a better day" Wow. Your heart is pure, man.

[@Highland_Fields]

Everett, you took care of the slippers..two years is taking care of them. Your tears are so genuine. 💕

[@kevinlynch2248]

Out of the countless number videos of yours that I've seen Mark, this one is by far the most heart breaking. I pray that Everett is getting the help he wants, as it appears from a lot of the comments that there are quite a few of people who love him, miss him, and want to support him any way they can. I am praying for you Everett!!

[@nancyturgeon1958]

You’re so real Everett. Thank you for your honesty and you have a good soul. Just sick with a disease. Please enter a detox or get help. You are so worth it!

[@glasstomouth2828]

A group of friends and family will be hitting the streets of downtown LA tomorrow to find everett, give him a hug and find out if hes ready to get out.

[@nancyturgeon1958]

@@glasstomouth2828 thank you I’d join you if I lived closer. Good Luck.

[@georgielancaster5258]

Please please do a follow up. I have watched many of these and this interview has really hit my heart.

[@jeremysmith5919]

When I was addicted, I used to keep my belongings at my Father's house, and all I had was a backpack. After my Grandfather passed away, I came back from Arizona with a few items that were my Grandfather's, a couple hats, some antiques. Those items ended up at my Father's place. One day, I went to my Father's to pick up all my stuff and found out he threw away everything. I was completely shattered. I understand what this man went through with his grandmother's stuff.

[@reepzftw]

I come on this channel because it helps when I'm lonely. Seeing a guy like Everett in an extremely rough life, sharing his thoughts and emotions from what he's been through.. We all need someone to vent like this to, and so many people don't have that someone like that. I love that Mark is that someone for those that are voiceless in their lifestyle because of addiction and trauma. For once they can finally sit down in a safe space and reach out to millions and let their story be known. It's amazing.

[@jenhaller.thewandering.widow.]

Everett is such an intelligent man. I hope he can find peace and start his life over. He served our country, he deserves so much more. Thank you for your service Everett.

[@CapBaileyASMR]

I feel so bad for him... I hope he can get some help or learn to help himself. Such a kind person, he seems.

[@glasstomouth2828]

A group of friends and family will be hitting the streets of downtown LA tomorrow to find everett, give him a hug and find out if hes ready to get out.

[@kch7051]

@@glasstomouth2828 I'd help out...20 minutes out from there

[@SuzanneDeniseB]

@@glasstomouth2828 I hope you found him.

[@Houndf]

@@glasstomouth2828 How did it go?

[@123appple1]

So much pain, that’s just pouring out. Prayers he finds help and a listening ear to process all the hurt in his life before it’s too late. Peace be with you Everett.

[@kurlenejohn5463]

When he started crying, my heart dropped to the floor. I just want you to know that I love you very much and I really wish and pray that life gets better for you and you get clean.

[@karamelebony8109]

The main reason I subscribe to this channel is because 2021 I dated my first addict I was so confused by his Disappearing Acts and paranoia that's when I learned he was addicted to cocaine to my surprise he was very docile and never stole anything from me he works full time and support his own habits I wanted to know the mind of an addict and this channel taught me a lot about how addicts think and behave that they are helpless that the love of the drug overpowers their love for you and I don't think I could date another addict again it is too disappointing and painful

[@Motivationbycianj]

I am a recovering drug addict and I felt that mid way break down so personally I understand that man and that’s for sure may god walk with you man to a better life

[@Missdaisy247]

Will be thinking of Everett long after I've watched this. Such a sad story, lovely guy I wish him well and really hope someone helps him

[@loribrocato9548]

I've watched so many of these videos but honestly, none brought me to tears like this one. This man deserves a better life! I wish he would believe that too. God bless this poor man.

[@_benhurtinyo]

Really love this guy…wish we could help him somehow. This video was his break, thank you

[@amyrupp6059]

Everett, you have held on to the most important thing - yourself!! You are still here with your big heart! You need to mean as much to yourself as the baby slippers do, but I know that's no easy ask. You meant way more than the skippers to your grandma, and she would want you to take care of you more than anything. You're worth being safe and happy ❤

[@cooldiamondguy3376]

Kind, intelligent chap. I wish you all the luck for getting back to feeling good again. I believe you can be your full potential. Reach out for support xx

[@410Gregj]

I hope Everett is getting the help he needs. His sad spirit breaks my heart. Best to you Everett, keep pressing on!

[@staceyf31]

Mark, Some of these interviews make me want to crawl through my screen and scoop them up and help them. Thank you again for the help that you do provide. Its definitely not about an interview. Your one amazing human🥰

[@karkitty202]

Who copied who

[@staceyf31]

@@karkitty202 well that was strange! I wasnt sure what you ment untill i looked past my comment..No idea why they did that. I'll go with...maybe they felt exactly as I did 😆 lol Strange for sure

[@AudibleVisibIe]

Mark is SO GOOD at letting people talk. Letting them work out their words, letting them feel their feelings. He doesn't comfort them tell them it's okay, he doesn't ask a different question, he just let's them be. Sometimes nothing is the perfect thing to say, it's very powerful

[@christineblanco2986]

Someone take Everett surfing and then to the VA the next morning ☺️ he has a gentle heart and needs some external support since he’s too humble to ask for help.

[@chasebower4655]

Watching these helps me understand my sisters pain and what they’ve gone through. If you arent an addict, youll never understand the pain and constant battle on a daily basis but these really help me understand. They help me forgive and care again.

[@Z28Ruiner]

This one got me right in the feels. The baby slippers made me choke up bad. You deserve happiness and success my man. Get your ass off the concrete and to the VA!

[@buckeyenation7247]

I appreciate his vulnerability so much. We're all people who all hurt at times, this is a pretty special dude. Prayers for you brother.