It sounds so fucked up to type, but this song reasonates with my life more than I ever could. Mental illness is tough
@blueirishluck796 ай бұрын
Mine too!!
@chriskwooddell86835 ай бұрын
Depression sucks,so damn bad.I wouldn't wish these feelings upon anyone ever. Yes its really that damn bad.
@darththesungod35785 ай бұрын
I'm not well, and don't have the answers, but I have a support system that keeps me going. You aren't alone, reach out, even if it's a comment on here, I'll answer. It can't get better if you quit.
@Nidzayda20204 ай бұрын
😢😢 I'm sorry to hear that. But if you re reading this... there's a reason you're here. So have faith
@bigshadow72324 ай бұрын
@@darththesungod3578 DUDE Nobody has all the answers.. the main thing is YOU have a support group Let them help u they will get u thru this Pray to God for strength he will help if u have faith I was down deep and he started to help me find my way back up ro wear i am today.. Hes real 4:30 Just have to have faith IN THAT
@stargazernmd20 күн бұрын
This song still hits hard in 2024! ❤❤❤
@paulh.8094Күн бұрын
I quit my corporate job because of this situation. I took my mental health first.
@BigDsRc517 Жыл бұрын
Im 38 and this song still hits hard. Depression and anxiety are no joke!
@paullancieri10 ай бұрын
I'm 53 and feel your pain/agony, it's not a joke at all. Let's remember what the song was originally written about which is ADHD.
@joshuavanhee48449 ай бұрын
Why do people always say how old they are?? Mental illness is mental illness regardless of age.
@johnmcguinness68049 ай бұрын
35 here and this song brought me to my knees tonight. Mental health is no joke, and there’s no real systems in place to treat it. Hospitals aren’t designed for most of the depressed population, outpatient would be just fine, but trying to get someone GOOD or someone AT ALL these days is trash. And expensive. Most of us who suffer live check to check.
@richardmurga30839 ай бұрын
No they are not😢
@davidcross23418 ай бұрын
Exactly!
@paulh99792 жыл бұрын
If you have never suffered from depression , you don't know how dark a night can be. It makes me mad when people say "it's the cowards way out " when they have no idea the pain it brings. For anyone that truly knows , we know the strength it takes to go on ONE MORE DAY.
@MichaelWilson-zr7oj2 жыл бұрын
Truth brother 🙏
@automachinehead2 жыл бұрын
it really is the cowards way out.. wth are you on about? if I didn't push myself to go out of my bedroom and touch grass after living in obscurity for 11 years, I would've stayed mad and probably lost it by now. thank God for covid, bc of that, people went inside while I did the opposite. the lockdown was all it took for me to find courage to walk out again. damn I hate people still but I am learning not to mind them now.
@paulh99792 жыл бұрын
im glad you found a way out of the depression.
@brianwilliams65552 жыл бұрын
I agree but it takes balls to follow through with taking your life
@roxannemoreno20872 жыл бұрын
Its never a cowards way ever. Depression is real. Im saying this as tears fall down my face. I struggle with it everyday
@kevinhumes53553 жыл бұрын
My dad took his life and in his letter to me and my brother he asked we always listen to this song in remembrance of him! I write this with tears rolling down my face. Such a meaningful song we love u dad
@brandonenergychanneling3 жыл бұрын
Man, that's really jacked , no disrespect, but that was crushing to me, just to read it. Give it too either children or parents that make the profound mark on one's life, you'll be in my prayers
@kevinhumes53553 жыл бұрын
@@brandonenergychanneling thanks buddy just makes perfect sense to me with all my dad went through in life. And to hear it's always raining in my head , that's exactly what my dad was facing. Haven't been the same since my dad left us thanks again
@chynablu113 жыл бұрын
Sending you hugs and remember he lives on within you, always x
@elderford9893 жыл бұрын
He lives on in you and your brother. Depression is an awful condition that needs so much more awareness and support. Much love to you buddy. X
@anthonydemarco96413 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry
@symphonyoflife8037 Жыл бұрын
I love you my wife we will see each other again until then I cry still after 8 years oh I miss you...to anyone else who lost their heart I'm sorry but your not alone...
@bigshadow72324 ай бұрын
I had a friend Die last year 2maro july 1 and his wife is having a hard time right now death is never easy if u cared for that person
@Kelli-m8dАй бұрын
That was me but it's was my husband ty
@joeparson9967Күн бұрын
10/24/18………..Some days it feels like she passed yesterday. Some scars take a lifetime to heal.
@bobby425493 жыл бұрын
To all those who are broken, i hope we can find happiness again. This is such a beautiful song. Keep eachother safe
@tammyzeman8913 жыл бұрын
My heart is broken
@bobby425493 жыл бұрын
@@tammyzeman891 it will heal trust me
@samfarr16653 жыл бұрын
Yes it will. I've been in dark places that I hope most will never know. Nowadays, I spend most days with a smile on my face and happy for the most part. Just keep pushing forward and try to find something that makes you happy. For me, it is my kiddos and being able to play golf again. The little things and all
@teddymc12943 жыл бұрын
Mappy
@teddymc12943 жыл бұрын
Mabby
@Foxxy54837Ай бұрын
Can we talk about how beautiful this video is? 'What is grief if not love persevering?'
@leeridenour28932 ай бұрын
No one truly knows until they have walked in your shoes
@robertglenn80955 жыл бұрын
I remember listening to this as an angsty teenager. It hit me in the feels then and it hits me in the feels now in my 30s. Break The Cycle was a masterpiece.
@FrankTheTank75754 жыл бұрын
It really was. I remember buying that album in Grade 11 and it got heavy rotation.
@MattimusV4 жыл бұрын
Described me to a T!!
@keithrichardson28854 жыл бұрын
@@FrankTheTank7575 motley crew
@sarascahill34504 жыл бұрын
This is what legends are made of 😍
@amberrae84154 жыл бұрын
Amen
@ernestendemano211 Жыл бұрын
If you don't suffer from depression its hard for people to understand how you feel. That's the f****** truth and it sucks.
@darrylfoxworth20265 ай бұрын
That's definitely true because I go through depression all the time and get judged people say I'm weak but it means we've been strong for too long.
@RapRanter-ws5sf4 ай бұрын
PTSD is worse.
@Thicclikepeanutbutter_4 ай бұрын
Facts
@Thicclikepeanutbutter_4 ай бұрын
@RapRanter-ws5sf I have both and it's not a competition
@SugarSpunSister7111 жыл бұрын
This song is so devastatingly beautiful.....it kills me, everytime I listen to it.
@roxieturnage60624 жыл бұрын
**SAY. THAT DAMN SURE AIN'T NO LIE ALREADY KNOW HOW YOU FEEL**
@christanlee96363 жыл бұрын
One of his best
@NazriB2 жыл бұрын
Lies again? Hernia Surgery
@jermainemelton99602 жыл бұрын
I agree. I shed tears everytime I hear it
@KatherineannRomero-wd4yf10 ай бұрын
If you ever suffered with depression you would know that it's always raining in our heads like we always want to try to feel the happiness of our families but sometimes our family members don't understand how we feel so for the people going through depression and bipolar and all the mental illnesses out there I really send my blessings out to you
@RichardKuchinsky7 ай бұрын
Yea for real
@joelzolecki87597 ай бұрын
I couldn't agree more..I lost my wife to suicide 2 yrs ago she battled bipolar disorder and depression.Just when u think everything's OK you lose the love of yur life..This song and video brings to mind the heartache and darkness I've felt since losing her..I wish I had the courage to be with her..But im guna have to wait till my time comes..1 day at a time
@aaroncarey29097 ай бұрын
@joelzolecki8759 live life to the fullest in her memory sir.
@TRISH-777-bs5 ай бұрын
I've been dealing with Complex PTSD from childhood to present trauma. I had been to counseling since in my 20's after trying to take my life. No Dr ever diagnosed me properly or ever asked about my childhood until 4 years ago and once I researched what it was I finally understood why I felt the way i did my whole life. Sad that no dr. got it right for that long. I missed out on feeling normal my entire life!!
@RapRanter-ws5sf4 ай бұрын
Why are you depressed?
@briang6815 Жыл бұрын
I've always liked this song.
@briang6815 Жыл бұрын
@@beezybeez7231 I've never heard of them but from skimming these songs, one of them I noticed screaming and not too big a fan of songs that do that so unless there's enough about it that I like and that is a pretty minor part about the song, I'm not sure I'll like it.
@briang6815 Жыл бұрын
@@beezybeez7231 I like their overall sound though.
@Not_Sure_815 жыл бұрын
One of the saddest songs I've ever heard. One of the most beautiful songs I've ever felt
@spiralaeon13 жыл бұрын
this is one of the sonsg that you sing at the top of your lungs and no matter how terible your voice is, it sounds beautiful... this is exactlly what modern music is missing.
@vickivogel45863 жыл бұрын
Yes yes yes!!!
@DanielRodriguez-bo1et3 жыл бұрын
I really love his voice, but I agree with the rest.
@chrispbacon60672 жыл бұрын
ain’t that many songs out there that give you the type of feeling this song gives especially if gone through a lot of shit like a lot of people including myself
@douglab222 Жыл бұрын
I almost took my life to this song, but I learned to tolerate myself enough to keep living some sort of life. Then I met my wife who gives me purpose. With out my wife, I am nothing more than an empty shell.
@MortonGoldthwait9 ай бұрын
This song is the anthem for anyone with high functioning autism. It perfectly captures that feeling of always being in love, but never saying things right and always being confused.
@bigshadow72324 ай бұрын
That is me to. T and nobody realy knows it
@RapRanter-ws5sf4 ай бұрын
Lol.....
@sistersmileyvibes5551Ай бұрын
Seriously, one of the only reasons I didn't commit suicide when I was 13 in 2001.
@MountainxmermaidxxАй бұрын
Yeah 😢 things never seem to come out right, or we are attention seeking or weird, or other.... add in depression, adhd, anxiety, complex ptsd, and more... music is my only outlet that is powerful enough to get my words out and say what I can't. ❤
@MasterDavidValdes4 жыл бұрын
*THE MOST AMAZINGLY WRITTEN SONG EVER, PERIOD..*
@kingkrysen4 жыл бұрын
Agree 💯
@jeannineburchett80963 жыл бұрын
No question about it !
@queenprules17249 ай бұрын
It’s crushing me reading these comments
@josephpena61815 ай бұрын
Dgaf get off my comment section human
@ORLYWTF5 ай бұрын
@queenprules1724 Let these comments be a testament to how humanity needs to be kinder. We can’t tell what struggles a person is dealing with, but we can understand that everyone has a struggle. People need love and I feel we all could be loving towards each other. But, I’m an old man now, so what do I know? Lol
@BornTwizted875 ай бұрын
@@josephpena6181Cleary you gave a fuck 😂 Reeee
@jeffrybrickley870Ай бұрын
It's okay. We're fine.
@mikepierce83674 ай бұрын
When I do my therapist, I struggle to express myself. So I share my thoughts in music. This explains it so well .
@etg86717 ай бұрын
Here in 2024, this song still ❤
@MikeRiccio-xe7en5 ай бұрын
I love this song
@drsatan7624 ай бұрын
Oh yes. Love this song
@timpodoba283312 күн бұрын
Still fire. After 24yrs
@resilientoverthinkervm43437 жыл бұрын
Lyrics Your words to me just a whisper Your face is so unclear I try to pay attention Your words just disappear [Chorus] Oh 'Cause it's always raining in my head Oh Forget all the things I should have said [Verse 2] So I speak to you in riddles 'Cause my words get in my way I smoke the whole thing to my head And feel it wash away [Verse 3] 'Cause I can't take anymore of this I wanna come apart Or dig myself a little hole Inside your precious heart [Chorus] Oh 'Cause it's always raining in my head Oh Forget all the things I should have said [Verse 4] I am nothing more than A little boy inside That cries out for attention Yet I always try to hide [Verse 5] 'Cause I talk to you like children Though I don't know how I feel But I know I'll do the right thing If the right thing is revealed [Outro] 'Cause it's always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said
@martasantos41143 жыл бұрын
It's very deep
@carolynwatts38083 жыл бұрын
@@martasantos4114 Life is deep but most folks simplify it.
@thelastminuteman75133 жыл бұрын
One of the most underrated songbwriters ever.
@jodihorne87712 жыл бұрын
They played this song at my friend's funeral November 2001. I've loved it ever sonce!
@mijasenpai53612 жыл бұрын
Thank you very much 💯👌
@jimyounkin11113 жыл бұрын
I lost my wife, she past away in my arms. This song is everything I'm going through. My girls was there screaming daddy save her, and I couldn't 😔. Rest in peace my beautiful Angele💯❤️
@shadowcast51863 жыл бұрын
It’s always tough to see a loved one pass away, I’ve even I too many situations where I was either the only one, or had the respect to be the one to close theirs eyes. It haunts me to this day, so I understand and intended no disrespect
@edwardrenowator30023 жыл бұрын
Stay strong, brother! I pray for you and your family. Great from Belarus!
@michaellong76493 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss, I'm going through it now myself. Really don't know what to do! I don't want to live without her, but I can't do that to our kids. My heart just hurts.
@jimyounkin11113 жыл бұрын
@@michaellong7649 wish u the best it's a long road and pain never really goes away. Seeing your kids only makes it worse seeing her through them. ❣️😔
@funboy74682 жыл бұрын
Keep going strong my friend, for your girls & yourself. Yur wife will always be there in spirit. Memories and love last forever. God loves you 🤍
@AngelSalazar-jl5wb Жыл бұрын
Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ 🙏 Anoist da most crushed,hurt,all around,embrace everything cuz it's journey,steps to success to life.Amen
@sarahharris95062 жыл бұрын
This song just sums everything up when you're in a dark place. To everyone out there in despair hold on in there.❤
@MarcosBryant-lj8zi Жыл бұрын
What do you admire most about Staind
@sarahharris9506 Жыл бұрын
The way the songs speak to you when you are at your lowest ebb.❤
@josephpena61819 ай бұрын
I'm lost in purgatory despair is inevitable just how long will it take before my warrior spirit can't keep fighting
@christinatayler808 Жыл бұрын
All these comments break my heart. I've always had a sadness in me, but would never take my life. Withh all the downs, there are ups. Moments of happiness. A sunset. A hug from your child. Please know you are loved. And you may end your own pain, but never the ones left behind who would miss you.....
@erikdraven21099 ай бұрын
See me not, but I still remember
@christinatayler8088 ай бұрын
@erikdraven2109 nice name. Can't rain all the time.
@jennibaker41132 жыл бұрын
I love walking in the rain, nobody can tell your crying.
@darickbonebrake67746 ай бұрын
Yes
@BornTwizted875 ай бұрын
Most of us cry alone, so no one can tell anyways
@FelixUnderdog4 ай бұрын
you're
@teddyharris85574 ай бұрын
That is so truth I do it a lot
@leobaldonado67933 ай бұрын
I know the feeling
@brandibozeman63244 жыл бұрын
One of the most underrated song...ever...
@zacharywillis78464 жыл бұрын
💯
@traemobg4 жыл бұрын
FACTS!
@richstalks25554 жыл бұрын
Amen to that!
@TheBatman-19894 жыл бұрын
Are you 7??? This song was NEVER underrated
@sarascahill34504 жыл бұрын
@piper.. this song definitely didn't get its proper due, tf u talkin about?
@JDubya2018 Жыл бұрын
You know, when you lose someone you love, it haunts you, the fights, the things you say that you don’t mean, it hurts, then you lose them, and you can’t take it back, your left with a hole ripped outta your soul, but, you move on, you have too
@KCOliver-ep5zu2 ай бұрын
Well said
@jameshester42566 жыл бұрын
one of the greatest songs ever written. As a bipolar sufferer this speaks to me. Beautiful
@SuperMOJO19824 жыл бұрын
Same dude i feel ya pain
@jaimericardodiazposada89314 жыл бұрын
I am also and I have a hard time trying to admitting it, I get so in love just because a girl gives me a slight sign, I tend to love so intensely and suffer the same way that life seems imposible at times in a world of cheap feelings and aspirations. God less.
@oblivion24774 жыл бұрын
I agree, I'm bi-polar and in tears every time i hear this and remember all the horrors of my past :-(
@bambinorg0454 жыл бұрын
Same brother. No one else understands this shit in our head.
@justinhuskey3354 жыл бұрын
My wife and I have been married 6 years. I have borderline and I'm on the spectrum too. This song explains what she deals with on a daily basis. I love her more than words can express.
@Thought0fEspress04 жыл бұрын
When I was growing up my mom would always listen to this song after her father passed away and now I listen to it because she’s gone and it always reminds me of her.
@williamgates11284 жыл бұрын
So sorry for your loss man
@diamonddave90354 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss brother.
@paulmelgosa3054 жыл бұрын
God Bless you, bro 🙏
@paulmartinez46054 жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss. Take care
@ivansnegireff2374 жыл бұрын
keep myself thank you for support 🙏
@AlanaMorris-z4o18 күн бұрын
My fav ❤
@cosplayersunite01 Жыл бұрын
My father. A really great man passed and I buried him today. And I still hear his voice when I hear this song. He sang his heart out when he would hear the song play. He was 50. R.I.P Mr. Lee
@aprilr8829 ай бұрын
I'm so sorry. R.I.P Mr.Lee
@Freejessicafromkids9 ай бұрын
😢rest in peace to your father 🙏💔❤️🩹
@mamagrass708 ай бұрын
I'm sorry for your loss.
@angelmsceeangel97906 ай бұрын
I lost my Dad 👨 due to negligent care. 😪 I understand.
@leewatson12211 жыл бұрын
When your looking for the light at the end of the tunnel and you cant find it maybe its because you are the light!....be strong!!!
@Tgunns813 жыл бұрын
Love that
@vickivogel45863 жыл бұрын
Very Well said.
@j-riz7513 Жыл бұрын
🫡 👏🏽
@rachellepeebles17404 ай бұрын
Love what you said! 😊🪽
@cindyremmers73803 жыл бұрын
I lost my daughter in a car accident six years ago...She was nineteen...I always think of her when I hear this song:...Aaron's voice expresses how I feel so well..I will just listen to it on repeat for hours...
@jeremydavis3477 ай бұрын
Sorry moma I call every woman in my life mom you're you're story breaks my heart 😢 I been trying to read everyone's comments and it's so sad. But God bless you I love ya
@CJOsborne-cf6gp3 ай бұрын
2:02 a 0😊😊😊😊
@CJOsborne-cf6gp3 ай бұрын
😊😊😊
@sayteregadin56865 жыл бұрын
To everyone listening to this: you're stellar. Perfect. Wanted. Valued. NEEDED.
@clevername88324 жыл бұрын
Thank you friend ❤❤❤❤
@Tetra3Ne56scur4 жыл бұрын
Thank you too
@ragequit68694 жыл бұрын
im drunk
@greengrl294 жыл бұрын
You too 💚💚
@pberry3514 жыл бұрын
Thank you! Needed to see this
@christycoalson362 жыл бұрын
My husband took his life 16 yrs ago and this was one of the songs he use to play. Every time I hear this song it's bitter sweet. He n I both had depression. I still struggle with it everyday. I miss him more than words can say. But I keep fighting because I have 4 kids n 2 grandbabies that need me. Stay strong it really is worth the fight. Love n peace sent 💕✌️
@Darshyboy Жыл бұрын
I hope you are still going well and holding on
@dayax68 Жыл бұрын
Christy, both the takers and the survivors are truly a rare breed. It's difficult to understand both sides , so I'm sure your husband was in his own battles that only he knew all the answers. Sorry for your loss!
@marystephenson1869 Жыл бұрын
I'll listen to this song all the time. I lost my daughter. And This song makes me think all the time. Nobody knows the pain I go through. I try and stay strong but I don't know how much more I can love and miss her.
@dayax68 Жыл бұрын
Mary... Hang in there! You are not alone! Millions of people suffer everyday, me included. Just look for the sun each day, and say you can overcome this!
@marystephenson1869 Жыл бұрын
@@dayax68 ty
@Mindyourownbusiness828 ай бұрын
❤great song! Love staind!
@tylerbowling94968 ай бұрын
This song has held a special place in my heart for at least 20 years.
@dcdelacruise6 жыл бұрын
Staind has helped me tremendous on the darkest parts of my life.....truly greatful to this amazing band!!
@tacarraleigh41144 жыл бұрын
ME TOO 😭💔
@dcdelacruise4 жыл бұрын
@steven laughs thank you so much for the kind words Steven....really means a lot to me....Depression can really be a motherf**ker...
@Tgunns813 жыл бұрын
This band has and still helps me through hard times. Everything about this band is so beyond beautiful.
@dcdelacruise3 жыл бұрын
@@Tgunns81 i do agree Tommy, hope everything is fine to you now...i am truly grateful for this band.
@johnnygunzricfit9171 Жыл бұрын
Same got me high school and college.
@scottbailey53648 ай бұрын
This song hits the very core of one's soul..... and most of us feel this way rather they're willing to admit or not...
@orlandomolina53476 ай бұрын
This song didn't need no video. I feel it.
@7692ivan10 күн бұрын
The video fits perfectly, it is a precious video
@aliciadaukontas48462 жыл бұрын
I literally lost both my parents on Thanksgiving day unexpectedly. They passed within 14hrs. Of each other in the same bed, same hospital. I miss them more than anything. Mental illness is real and music is my therapy. Thank you Lewis for helping the ones that are struggling with mental issues and I (we) appreciate you!!!
@internetexpert81532 жыл бұрын
sorry for your loss.
@deb52072 жыл бұрын
So sorry for your loss...
@Chrisdead27 Жыл бұрын
That is very tragic to happen at the same time. My deepest apologies to you, my friend
@Qandeel Жыл бұрын
So sorry for your loss... I wish you good health including mental health..
@shaundalegrand4673 Жыл бұрын
OMG I'm so sorry for your loss that's unimaginable and heartbreaking 💔🕊️🕊️❤️🩹
@russellking7214 жыл бұрын
I lost the best relationship because of my adhd. Untreated it's so hard to Express your thoughts. Dont neglect your mental health. You will miss out on alot
@scottrussell94173 жыл бұрын
Know the pain buddy, where I live there's no support for adult mental health so even if your medicated as a child once you become a adult your on your own
@rikkufan0093 жыл бұрын
It's hard man, think that why music like this is here to help us
@alleycat.propertymaintenan38213 жыл бұрын
so did i your not alone i feel terible about it
@_switchplay_3 жыл бұрын
@@southerngal9087 Sorry to hear that.. be strong.
@diablocell3 жыл бұрын
I am convinced I have undiagnosed autism. Or only child syndrome. I have a very hard time expressing my thoughts and emotions. I come off cold, calloused, and quiet. In my head I just don't know what to say, or how to say it. I have communication issues. This is very straining on my relationship.. we have kids together and she's had about enough of me. I don't know how to be a better partner
@steveminard5952 Жыл бұрын
Grief is one of the hardest fkn things I've experienced so far. I lost my mother in 2000. She was my best friend, she was a down to Earth person. A flower child of the sixties, smart as a whip. Mean as a tiger ,there were so many things she taught me. I miss her so much ,she never let me down. Ever. She was the most tranquil soul I've ever known. A good natured spirit. I could go on and on. I still cry to be with her. She's checked on me every now and then. There is no words really. My mother was a very precious gift to this short life. Sadly the curse of this life is to loose everyone you truly love,and we can't do a dahm thing about it. We just moved forward through it. Accept it. Let go ,but never ever forget. I know she would want me to keep on going. I just hope she is proud of me. I'll love her for all eternity. If there was a award for best mom. She would get it. It gets better. It takes a while. I cried for seven years till the tears ran out. What gave me the strength to carry on ? I got unstuck when I stopped drinking alcohol and doing hard drugs. It was suppressing my healing process by burying my feelings. Clarity unblocks everything. I feel her around me sometimes. I dream and she's with me in my dreams. She still teaches me good wisdom. She was my best friend here. Always will be. Forever.
@shay70902 ай бұрын
They say our loved ones are actually visiting us when they come to us in our dreams. Your mom is still checking in on you 🫶🏼🌻
@freeworldleader88622 жыл бұрын
The vocals, those Chords that emotion. True talent. Keep coming back to this. Thank you, Universe!!!
@beezybeez59712 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/i6q3fa2Ld6mtj7s Gotta hear this ! :) ! :) !
@DJGra-jy711 Жыл бұрын
Chord
@elvinbrown6135 Жыл бұрын
Always loved this song lot suicide in my family
@ryanmeechan245511 ай бұрын
lucky one hit wonder
@VarietyMusicLover4 жыл бұрын
when Break The Cycle came out it basically saved my life, the whole album was so good
@scoty2hoty123453 жыл бұрын
I can relate to this also 😬
@bongoikno49943 жыл бұрын
U to
@frankdinobile53163 жыл бұрын
I deff remember it,I was going wild at the time. I guess it helped tame me a little,along with alot of other great music,and my own contributions to the local music scene
@Mrsept5 жыл бұрын
If you can’t feel this song down deep inside, you don’t have a soul.
@goldielocks27205 жыл бұрын
Technically it means you have a unique brain 😂❤ But i feel ya.
@kari74035 жыл бұрын
@@goldielocks2720 Oh. My bad. I just thought I had a unique case of really uncomfortable gas, but was somehow pleasant and satisfying. Most definetly the kind of thing you would never tell your family or significant other about, but is perfectly appropriate to share with countless strangers online. Yup. So essentially, it wasn't gas, it was my soul. My Staind soul. 😳😁😉😄
@CuriousRegard5 жыл бұрын
That's me than.
@goldielocks27205 жыл бұрын
😂✔
@diehardAMD4 жыл бұрын
Thanks for being a dick. I'm autistic.
@angelLove-l9n10 ай бұрын
I love my dad I hope he never leaves me... We used to listen to this at his house... I just want you to know I love you dad... You did what you could for me and my sisters! It's ok I love and appreciate you everyday! Your mental illness is not your fault you did what you could... You never had anything you worked your ass off for nothing but you understand that love is all that matters! I know you couldn't buy us the world but I love you anyway!!! Love missy I hope you pull through this I love it when your happy!
@awze8710 жыл бұрын
That moment when you can relate to a song..14 years later..jesus Im old
@Wolfmoss110 жыл бұрын
I know that feel!
@trouzercoff10 жыл бұрын
Being old is better than the alternative my friend :)
@patson1877 жыл бұрын
16 years ago. indeed, time flies.
@pewpairs63217 жыл бұрын
Am artist can pound the real hearts of this life respect to words of many! !
@robfunkhouser37936 жыл бұрын
awze87: I'm possibly older than you my friend, but it's still a great song. I was 20/21 when this song came out
@Apollo20038 жыл бұрын
There are people who make music, and people who Are music. Lewis is music and I'm glad to be alive at the time he existed and created music for us to listen to.
@Tgunns817 жыл бұрын
Apollo2003 yes I agree. This is my favorite bands. It helps me so much.
@annc77396 жыл бұрын
Apollo2003, I’m glad I was 12 when “It’s Been A While” first came out on the radio in 2001 and that song was what introduced me to Aaron Lewis’ music.
@gabriellakyrieleerose7586 жыл бұрын
Apollo2003 omg yes
@DZenitram236 жыл бұрын
he stills exist he plays to his true calling old school country you should try to listen to his country u might like it like I did
@Rayjayzilla5 жыл бұрын
@@annc7739 funnily enough... I was first introduced to staind by my older brother and he showed me its been a while and a bunch of other songs when I was a teen. Somehow we went from this to rise against, then old skool happy hardcore. How on earth we got to old djs like Scott Brown and dj hixxy I have no clue
@vixpixxelyuwu91702 жыл бұрын
One of their most underrated songs. This dude can flat out sing
@SaikouJenny5 жыл бұрын
😭😢🥺this is one of the most beautiful songs I’ve ever heard
@ceramoto024 жыл бұрын
Nutshell from alice in chains too
@ceramoto024 жыл бұрын
In fact, this song talks about his schizofrenic disease.. Poor aaron
@elizabethCorkins834 жыл бұрын
💙
@SaikouJenny4 жыл бұрын
Cristy Dunn naaaa
@SaikouJenny4 жыл бұрын
Cesar Ramos yeah it’s ok but this is slow af and idk just something about it
@markjenkins7757 Жыл бұрын
Arron said it cost a million dollars to make the film! Worth every penny. Every penny for someone to say how I feel inside. We miss the ones we lost, every day its raining.
@josephpena61815 ай бұрын
Dgaf
@BornTwizted875 ай бұрын
@@josephpena6181That doesn't make any sense.
@Vitamin-G85 Жыл бұрын
Still gives me goosebumps 22 years later.
@ryanmeechan245511 ай бұрын
doesnt give me goose bumps cuz it sucks
@queenprules17249 ай бұрын
@@ryanmeechan2455bro
@BornTwizted875 ай бұрын
@@ryanmeechan2455Then go listen to a shitty Taylor Swift song. No one gives af about you trying to be edgy.
@1hung2low2 ай бұрын
@@ryanmeechan2455crybaby
@mistaboogaloo56992 жыл бұрын
this song is EXACTLY how it feelz aftr loosin someone / being in deep depression...my gf would constantly tell me im ignorin her, while i wuz mornin my little brotherz death..till this day I DONT KNO WTF SHE WUS TRYIN RA TELL ME.. 2 monthz ltr, she threw me out. my depression lifted movin back into my familyz home.. im glad the Lord REMOVED tht fool out of my life... its stiiiill raaaiiiinin though..
@beezybeez59712 жыл бұрын
Staind is the best! But you need to listen to “Live Not Survive” by SLT right now 🤘🎸🎹 You’re missing out!!! -//- !!!
@vishnujeevapragasan3 жыл бұрын
Break the Cycle was on repeat on my playlist, this gem was probably all I listened to for an hour at times. It calmed my angst, help me cope with multiple losses, and cleared my lungs on account of all the screaming. Thank you for this album, most importantly this song that has spoken and resonated with me for 20 years!
@NightNinja19988 ай бұрын
An instant classic, and songs like this... This is what I appreciate Staind for the absolute most. Way too much secular music focuses on subjects that... Really don't hold meaning in the true world, like sex and drugs and money... None of that holds the real meaning in the world that people are always searching for... However... Songs like this, Home, Fade, It's Been Awhile, Outside, Open Your Eyes, Falling, So Far Away, Warm Safe Place, even their current songs like Here and Now... This soulful music is what makes me appreciate Staind the absolute most, and because of that... I'm praying for them all, along with their families and friends... Genuinely, our Father who is in Heaven, hear my prayer for them all... In the mighty name of Jesus Christ I pray this, amen. 🙏 To those who also are fans and, also men and women of God, please join me in this prayer for them. ✝️
@stopbullshitting44843 жыл бұрын
Thank you Aaron Lewis, for helping me not feel so alone when I was in my darkest place. I’m no longer living in darkness. 2 years free from the prison of addiction and alcoholism. Aaron saved my life with his music.
@chickenneck53632 жыл бұрын
This is chickenneck and I want to say with a great big HUG, CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR NEW LIFE!!!!!! You deserve such a sweet life and I TRULY HOPE THAT YOU ARE KEEPING UP WITH YOURSELF.!!!!! You are a VERY special person never forget that!! Much LOVE, from chickenneck
@johnhall873 Жыл бұрын
I'm fighting the fight now.. I'm in dacco.(a drug rehab) in Florida.. I'm fighting so hard.. I haven't seen my wife our kids in 5 months it's killing me inside.. but my addiction is not going to win. Opiate's addiction is real hard to fight it's won for 15 years but not no more...
@wolfsky97192 жыл бұрын
Cause my words get in my way....
@beezybeez59712 жыл бұрын
Staind is the best! But you need to listen to “Live Not Survive” by SLT right now 🤘🎸🎹 You’re missing out!!! -//-
@akannie472 жыл бұрын
Such a delicate and fragile song I can't help but feel it emotionally and cry every time It comes on.
@darkshad0wz692 жыл бұрын
@ Annie Watson Coventry i feel the same way i lost my dad due to a stroke and depression in January of this year 3 weeks short of of his 75th birthday and i was floored when he started playing Staind and i told him 'Dad I didnt know you liked Staind' and he said 'you play them enough and couldnt help but like them' and i smiled a secret smile inside and was like yes i finally turned him onto good music and this was 1 of his favorite songs and it still makes me smile and cry at the same time :) and ive still got so many unanswered questions that only he can answer that i will never have an answer to
@cclark66614 жыл бұрын
Another song that reaches into your soul. I can relate to this song and I hope we all get though the sadness and pain life brings
@kanikabadhani7772 жыл бұрын
This is not just a song it's a masterpiece ❤️
@beezybeez59712 жыл бұрын
Staind is the best! But you need to listen to “Live Not Survive” by SLT right now 🤘🎸🎹! You’re missing out!!!
@nickhill86122 жыл бұрын
@@beezybeez5971 I will check it out and hey thank you.
@ryanmeechan245511 ай бұрын
this kinda sucks ngl
@leobaldonado67933 ай бұрын
Yes it is❤
@lakestatebullies7391 Жыл бұрын
Depression is a mf. Be glad if your happy. Try not to judge others because you never know what they are dealing with or going through.
@c8dncreechick3 ай бұрын
Truth there what u are saying
@patricknines97062 жыл бұрын
I struggle everyday with depression on top of being homeless not knowing what my life will be like today just hoping for the best each day but I get through don't no how but I do but the inner strength some how having one person believe in u is the most amazing thing in the world and I thank u Bridget if not for u n my son I'd have given up on me
@beezybeez59712 жыл бұрын
Staind is the best 🤘but you must hear “Live Not Survive” by SLT 🐺🎶🤘🔥🎧 🎹 🐺 … heals the soul 🤘. Best to you 🙏🙏🙏
@dnssvdr3 жыл бұрын
I was a rebellious teenager when this song first came out and my mom despised the music I listened to EXCEPT this one. She died in 2003, and since then, this is the song I remember her by. She would go on eternal rants about how crazy I was for listening to what I used to listen, and how this song really was different, well composed, emotional, and she even liked how it ended with "heart beats". 18 years later I still miss her, and for a good part of those 18 years I'd cry listening to this; now it makes me smile because it brings back fond memories of when she was alive. Thanks, Staind, and kudos for writing the only song both me and my mom agreed was good. That is an accomplishment in and of itself.
@EnglishLad4 жыл бұрын
The vocal dynamics to this song is what makes it such a masterpiece. You just listen to Aarons voice and it takes you on this uplifting ride out of your depressive comfort zone and into normality, if only for a moment, and then the song ends.
@davidcasto82333 жыл бұрын
I feel it's not the case it's only in its entirety it achieves masterpiece status
@romeofoxtrot3633 жыл бұрын
G go i
@beezybeez59712 жыл бұрын
Staind is the best! But you need to listen to "Live Not Survive" by SLT right now -//- !!! You're missing out !!! :)
@ericadaboss49157 жыл бұрын
His music always have a way to strike at the inner part of my soul
@erikguth4830 Жыл бұрын
I read so many who have lost by suicide, I too have been to the edge of that abyss darkness, a nearly silent whisper and I didn’t do it. The next day I lay in a cell surrounded by the hardest of the hard murders only. I awoke to hear one sentence above all the jail noise, “One day God is going to knock you flat on your back, so that the only direction you see is straight up”! I was told that when I was just 17. The angels carried that statement aloft until when I reached 30 they delivered it to me in my crossroads. I know now, for those who are called today to believe, only the harshest is hurtled at them, we, us, you and I. We are truly that important that only the worse is used to stop us. I’m 61 now, disabled just this year and suffering even greater right now than I was way back then, but I’ll never walk up to that edge again. So to you out there, life is only going to match you in this fight, that’s the only way to really be a champion. Take a knee, an eight count but whisper while your down there a single silent prayer for strength. Now that I’ve shared this whisper one for me too, I just broke the rules so here comes the kitchen sink again.
@Rush714 Жыл бұрын
Truly poetic my friend, I was in a cell when I spoke to the one above to prove to me that He was there for me and I would be only for Him. Well He proved it and continues every day. Have faith!
@FrankFxaxrx5 жыл бұрын
Staind after all these years still puts out good shit.
@hgbugalou2 жыл бұрын
This song is a powerful way to express pain you have inside which maybe hard to put into meaningful words to someone that cares about you and is trying to help and understand.
@beezybeez59712 жыл бұрын
Staind is the best! But you need to listen to “Live Not Survive” by SLT right now 🤘🎸🎹! You’re missing out!!! -//-
@ScenekidzrockXD Жыл бұрын
Well said
@clovislazar34572 ай бұрын
A song this beautiful and dark and deep, it should have way more views than it does ❤
@monroeguy823 жыл бұрын
This song gave me the power to beat addiction
@johnwoodworth28622 ай бұрын
PROUD of YOU. Most ppl don't understand. I got you!!
@fullmetalalkami64664 жыл бұрын
I have played this out at my own funeral countless times. Truly one of the songs that speaks to me inside my soul- close your eyes and listen to the words
@NightNinja1998 Жыл бұрын
Same... Also... The irony of your profile name being "FullMetal Alchemist" themed, especially when I was JUST talking about it. All time favorite anime admittedly.
@ScenekidzrockXD Жыл бұрын
I just told my partner to play this for me when I die
@JennStanford-d6u8 ай бұрын
Music helps us All through good and bad times
@duoynah12 жыл бұрын
I think it's amazing how percussion sounds like a heart beating! It's beautiful beyond any words.
@rickysherwin67343 жыл бұрын
Hello There, how are you doing
@phoenix899014 жыл бұрын
Billy Zane is an awesome actor. Epiphany is a beautiful song. This video is breathtaking. Staind forever :)
@johnbooth99573 жыл бұрын
Zip it Zane lol
@lCdGarcia2 жыл бұрын
I thought he lookd familiar, he was in Tombstone
@jasonpowell60962 жыл бұрын
@@lCdGarcia and Titanic
@LordofMovies91 Жыл бұрын
@Jason Powell he's a Phantom, I tell ya 😉. If we were to discuss his first roles, we'd have to go Back to the Future!
@johnwnuk5069 ай бұрын
I'll never hear this song and not relive the darkest day of my life. It was playing while it happened. Every day is a little better bit it's still there
@katielambiasi388610 ай бұрын
Staind got me through a tough time of my life…this song is so underrated.
@ManicPoetRyRy12 жыл бұрын
Stained was my band back when I was 14-18 Ah the memories. Without good music I'd be dead. Feel sad for the kids today not having songs that can change their day.
@jennifersilsby60953 ай бұрын
Angry everyday. Suicide hurts more than you know. Wish i could have stopped him.
@grantwhitt4943 Жыл бұрын
It hits that certain spot
@Ashleys64879 ай бұрын
This song takes me deep. Deep into the place I need to be to feel and heal.
@ivansnegireff2374 жыл бұрын
thank you all u people for helping me
@marlyls2015 жыл бұрын
Aaron Lewis is pure heart when he sings.
@Jarodjackson19984 ай бұрын
As someone who suffers from high-functioning autism, PTSD, depression, anxiety, and anger issues, this song helps me when i hit my breaking points and can't take anymore. To anyone else who struggles woth mental health, keep fighting, i know its hard, but your not alone, I'm fighting too 💔
@ryanmoran19802 жыл бұрын
I lost my mother in 2000. I reached a pretty dark place during that time. I found the Dysfuntion album right around the time I lost her. Aaron's feeling in his songs helped me through it all. As the years passed, and my feelings changed, Staind released Break the Cycle, and 14 Shades of Gray. The tone of those albums fit with where I was emotionally during that time. I owe Staind, like so many others, for keeping me centered during this time. So, thank you to this fantastic band. And I'm still listening in 2022. It helps me remember her.
@dinodigger88072 жыл бұрын
The song that described the best how I feel
@beezybeez59712 жыл бұрын
Staind is the best! But you need to listen to “Live Not Survive” by SLT right now 🤘🎸🎹! You’re missing out!!! -//-
@Cowgirlchick1 Жыл бұрын
I took guitar lessons from my pastor son just so I can play all of Staind and Aaron Lewis Music😊 He is a legend to me ...their were times in my life in my past that his Music saved Me 🖤
@marcelusgabrial14 жыл бұрын
I was driving into town this morning, I'll be honest, I was in a bad mood. Then this song came on the radio........it changed my mood immediately. I love this song. The words for me describes what we all feel inside from time to time, but we'll never acknowledge it. Thank you Staind.
@sabrinasavoie8079 Жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for your lost my dear brother Kevin ... My sincere sympathy for your lost !!! My heart is with you stay strong my brother!!! I lost my mother and never got over it. !!! R.I.P
@tdrt38046 ай бұрын
This song found me laying on a dock staring at the summer stars on lake Gaston all night on repeat somewhere round the turn of the century 🙌
@Steel-Saleos6 ай бұрын
I’m a high functioning autist with clinical depression, and holy shit, this resonates with me like crazy… the feelings of regret and confusion are all consuming some days. “I know I’ll do the right thing / if the right thing is revealed” has got to be one of the strongest lines, imo
@justjryanfr85185 ай бұрын
It says on song facts that he wrote about his ADD so us it makes sense how we can relate.
@Steel-Saleos4 ай бұрын
@@justjryanfr8518 Exactly
@treynoneya31383 жыл бұрын
I remember I tried to take my life with this song on repeat in the background when I was about 14, swallowed a whole bottle of my moms pills, she ended up saving me. Crazy to think an irrational decision like that could’ve resulted in me not being here today with an amazing wife and 3 beautiful kids.
@IDRUMMER53 жыл бұрын
Im glad youre still here! Staind truly helped through my childhood trauma
@lilymanzo14473 жыл бұрын
Glad you're still here ❤️
@wewrefhg3 жыл бұрын
Glad you are still here with all of us buddy
@Brian_is_Not_Sus3 жыл бұрын
We love you. Hold on.
@beltfed46243 жыл бұрын
Man, that's one time I'm glad you failed. Mom's are great. I'm glad your life has turned out good. 👍
@sgy2dpe2 жыл бұрын
This may be the most beautifully sad song ever written. Absolute perfection!
@julieschultz58282 жыл бұрын
Words r not enough to describe the greatness of this song ! 👍🏻
@beezybeez59712 жыл бұрын
Staind is the best! But you need to listen to “Live Not Survive” by SLT right now 🤘🎸🎹! You’re missing out!!! -//-
@Bad_Company66611 жыл бұрын
My favorite song of all-time.... It's more than a song to me....
@Tgunns817 жыл бұрын
William Brown I fell ya. It's much more than just music.
@ManicMama. Жыл бұрын
It's crazy how much I can relate to this song. I lost my husband to suicide almost 2 years ago. It's put me in such a dark place. I feel hurt. angry. guilty. lonely. Trying to keep myself together while also adjusting to being a single mother to 3 kids under 6. It's been rough but I'll always keep pushing forward. I have hope that things will get better again one day ❤️🩹
@paulh9979 Жыл бұрын
Hold on to that hope it's a good thing. It does get easier with time. I have much respect for you.
@melrobbins5233 Жыл бұрын
Dang I'm so sorry to hear that 😢 Stay strong ❤❤❤
@Keyc9429 күн бұрын
My wife battle for her life right now in the hospital. I can't hear the music hear the usually music that I listening to when we cam together.. This is the first and maybe the only song I dared to. Now I listen to music I heard when I was 15y old that comforted me back then. I feel so alone without her. I hope so much that she wins this fight. Because I don't know what I want to do in this world without her. She is the colour in this grey world for me. She is my world and entire unversum.... Aaron Lewis music helped me a lot in the past maybe it can do it once again