Fuck that chord they hit before the chorus is orgasmic
@williammcneese92927 күн бұрын
Man...at 42 I'm still in this place! Only....it all means more now than it did as a kid
@petergeanacopulos53273 жыл бұрын
This song hits home so much harder at 36 than it did at 13.
@richard76452 жыл бұрын
This song's timeless for me.
@checkm88522 жыл бұрын
36 yrs old reading this comment. Could not be further from the truth
@j-riz7513 Жыл бұрын
Facts… 1986 here
@korypo303 Жыл бұрын
Fuckin' A brother.
@wyattevans4972 Жыл бұрын
It just as hard back then
@Patrick-jt6rj6 ай бұрын
I know it's a hard pill to swallow sometimes but we're still here . Thank you for not giving up. Tearfully writing this message to you all
@blurryvision5.56Ай бұрын
Thank you as well brother
@aCertainJadeOfGreen18 күн бұрын
Much love dude! Hope you're still holding that head up high
@joshuadeshaies726618 күн бұрын
I miss these days so much!!! This song takes me back to when i was young and invincible 😭
@jayybirdberg65456 жыл бұрын
this song closed the deal for me back in the day. What an album. Whole album
@hellspawn3286 жыл бұрын
Agreed! What an album from start to fucking finish and then just letting it sit after the last track to hear pots and pans clinking around and then the most hauntingly beautiful little known track of that era. What a mind fuck that album is
@jayybirdberg65456 жыл бұрын
@@hellspawn328 Totally man. Dark moody song at the end. Perfect closer. People would complain about all the depressing lyrics. But thats what I needed to hear a the time. It actually made me feel better. What a talented song writer. Ill always have much respect for Staind because of Dysfunction album. No matter what.
@hellspawn3286 жыл бұрын
@@jayybirdberg6545 agreed, i had break the cycle and felt like i had to know and understand what bore this. Boy was i glad i picked this up. And that song at the end, funeral is it? Very sad song but as you said it was what i needed at the time. All that pain that folks like us went through made us stronger ( at least i hope so ). Its the pain that makes us strong
@jayybirdberg65456 жыл бұрын
@@hellspawn328 Agree. Deep. Dark. Personal lyrics. High range vocals w/ screams. Along with D tuned heavy guitar riffs. 2000's gold. Staind may have been more influential than people think. Much respect. Yes. Better for it. Peace brotha
@section8294 жыл бұрын
Hellz yeah
@HoneyWineHandyMan9 ай бұрын
God, here i am at 40, reliving 17.....
@Bradleyjohsnon6 ай бұрын
Same here
@aleccurrier63506 ай бұрын
Same.. ❤
@bryanutterback40745 ай бұрын
Right dammit 35 but still.
@BobbyBlades4Days5 ай бұрын
^ 40 as well 😮
@shereebmore49444 ай бұрын
Same dude SAME
@RipAss-bi9ji Жыл бұрын
That last "afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone" makes me start crying every fucking time 😢😢
@RickeyHaynes10 ай бұрын
I use to cry to this song a lot as a 13 year old. If you can feel the music you can also feel there pain and message is very clear.
@yakzilla30862 жыл бұрын
This song hits home. Not just the lyrics. The entire ALBUM IS FLAWLESS.
@granstandann28 Жыл бұрын
Beginning to end, every song is GREAT, with No skipping
@greauxdevil9270 Жыл бұрын
Every song,every album, literally.
@wardenandriuk9448 Жыл бұрын
Every one of his songs is epic.
@Meshuggapeth9 ай бұрын
For my money, Confessions of the Fallen is their best album. Home is the highlight of Dystunction for me though. I feel Staind are at their best when writing powerful post-grunge/alt metal instead of leaning into nu metal
@Deathblooms457 ай бұрын
Agreed
@MrNiceGuy2323 Жыл бұрын
If you've ever been cheated on or left behind, this song hurts a little bit more
@tylerkeller8869 Жыл бұрын
One of their most underrated songs IMO. We all know Outside, we all know It's Been Awhile. I think this is one of their better works.
@EverythingIsBurnt7 ай бұрын
The last two lines of this song make me feel something more than words can describe
@kennethrkennedy Жыл бұрын
I can’t believe this song is over 20 years old. I really connected to this song in 2002 when stationed overseas without my wife and son. I was so fearful of them moving on without me.
@NightNinjaTFOA Жыл бұрын
😢🫂
@johnvocks2977 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for your sacrifice
@rgman28586 жыл бұрын
Music like this gets you through some dark days
@smitch2503 жыл бұрын
Dark years man not days
@Odlopo2 жыл бұрын
Dark age
@JungleKittie52802 жыл бұрын
Very True
@dweebishxx4 ай бұрын
Still getting me through
@metaphortold84158 жыл бұрын
what a killer fuckin' album front to back.
@danielwerner58827 ай бұрын
RIP Jon Wysocki 😢
@nonsilentartichoke4210 Жыл бұрын
this song is so fucking beautiful
@Calilou526 жыл бұрын
This song and the song "Me" are the reason im still alive today. Thank you Staind.
@affirmations52055 жыл бұрын
same
@NEB19854 жыл бұрын
Agreed
@JoseAguilar.3.164 жыл бұрын
I'm happy you are still here.
@raymondyoumans36834 жыл бұрын
Bro you couldn't be more right and the song me is my life word for word
@coscwyite3 жыл бұрын
Check out the whole album "Dysfunction"...if you like what you hear, Staind did an album before that, most people do not know about it even today because it was self-published and never re-released on a label, and they only redid one of the songs on the record, but it's on KZbin, and the cd is really rare...only 400 copies were printed in 1996. The album is called Tormented. It's my favourite staind album EVER.
@chili_phil4 жыл бұрын
If there was ever a band that could get you through the lockdown! Beer raised towards Staind and every fan!!! WE ARE NOT ALONE!
@j-riz75134 жыл бұрын
Absolutely Staind and Alice In Chains on repeat 🔂 🔥
@MarinLay5 жыл бұрын
Staind got me through so much depression when I was a teen!
@Christabel444 жыл бұрын
Same!!
@richard76452 жыл бұрын
@Ryandal Gilmore me 🧏♂️
@Mitch-wc9zx11 ай бұрын
Your depression ended? Your so lucky. My life feels like a never ending pit of loneliness
@jatheshadow9 ай бұрын
Take care man
@Kbm42299 Жыл бұрын
This. Song. Hurts so much. I love it.
@travisschmidt3383 Жыл бұрын
Thank God for bands like this ❤
@DavidSmith-fk8un5 жыл бұрын
I was living right across the street when they were filiming this video. I had the whole band Staind and Fred Durst sign my guitar. Fred Durst was there cause he was the director.
@laceypetersen84234 жыл бұрын
Very fking cool
@Grym06264 жыл бұрын
NuMetal is the greatest 🤘🏾
@patrickgrondines79974 жыл бұрын
lucky you
@JBrooksNYS4 жыл бұрын
Where was it filmed?
@cristianvee22364 жыл бұрын
Which hotel was it ? I live in Santa Clarita but am usually in Pacoima often
@rhettc.7021 Жыл бұрын
R.I.P Ryan, this song always reminds me of you
@blasher45 жыл бұрын
One of the best Staind songs out there.
@kimmiereno96374 жыл бұрын
and was stolen from Matt Reno
@Bievahh Жыл бұрын
@@kimmiereno9637who is that
@Adam-pd4og Жыл бұрын
@@Bievahhthe creator of reno 911
@mikepearce82363 күн бұрын
Yh man the song Yesterday hits pretty hard too..
@charliep2169 жыл бұрын
This song really gets to me and probably others like me because I have abandonment issues. I was married 10 years and my wife called it quits. I had a breakdown and was forced out of the home I worked so hard to get for my family. In the process was given a No contact order with my kids. I ended up living in a hotel when this song happened to play on the radio and it broke me down there cause he's someone who gets it.
@amandaangelisse56129 жыл бұрын
Same with me been together 10 years. Madly inlove and one day he falls out of love and ignores me and acts like I don't exist. Never been more depressed and alone in my life. 😢
@paulyp03149 жыл бұрын
+Amanda LeRoy that's horrible. sorry to hear. I too was at the end of an ex of 6 years when this song came out. song really hits the heart hard
@jamielam75968 жыл бұрын
+Amanda LeRoy I know how you feel... Your not alone, after 12 years and still being madly in love my daughter's mother left me and I never expected it once! The depression and loneliness is killing me
@Turissss8 жыл бұрын
Got you guys, been passing through similar situation with a 3 year relationship. Ye is a trauma, one moment you think is going to last forever and then... just ends. What can I say, I feel you.
@dr.markeecuevas93287 жыл бұрын
DUDE CHARLIE : oh my god, seriously? good listening skills. buddy. are you dead yet? you make a shitty cop. no offense, you coulda gave me a hug...
@elissamorrow7519 Жыл бұрын
this is the best song ever
@Deftonesdsm7 жыл бұрын
Staind hits my old scars hard. this may be one of the few bands that kept me alive back in the mid 2000s....
@JudahRichardson17 жыл бұрын
Staind saved me from killing myself in high school. The honesty of their music made me realize I wasn't the only one who wasn't happy and hated my life.
@hellspawn3286 жыл бұрын
Hope 3s not a crowd
@affirmations52055 жыл бұрын
same. the darkness that my life became.
@hellspawn3285 жыл бұрын
Beauty of it is there is a way back
@mrshallowsun8 жыл бұрын
Nothing like this generation of rock everything about it has a certain feeling and sound it needs to come back
@zachnai49378 жыл бұрын
Mike ShallowSun it takes blood sweat and tears...but in this case...more pain than any of my generation could feel and I'm just 22
@mrshallowsun8 жыл бұрын
zach nai I'm actually only 22 as well I understand what you mean I really think a lot of our generation has gone blind. And forgot what good music is!
@zachnai49378 жыл бұрын
Mike ShallowSun I feel you brother, some people just don't know. Take a look at some of my videos I posted. You'll see I definitely am far from (our) generation. And it does take a lot of pain...
@roberttucker81296 жыл бұрын
Amen to that
@jessemichalak76096 жыл бұрын
Tru the 1st time I noticed this band was this video. In my opinion it's their best piece of work!
@miritamcalister576711 жыл бұрын
why does no one get this band...... no one i know except for one guy even know who they are.. Staind is the soundtrack to my life..... every problem every heartache evry joy are all written in their lyrics ... xxx
@Uncle_Shanks692 жыл бұрын
This let's me know I'm not the only one. It motivates me to keep fuckin walking. God bless you Aaron Lewis
@rizzoflash67512 жыл бұрын
This song made me cry back in the day Tears of happiness and sorrow
@x--WarHawk--x13 жыл бұрын
This is one of Staind's greatest songs of all time.
@jessetuominen95513 жыл бұрын
Like a Storm rocks
@-A.M. Жыл бұрын
💯
@K3official75111 ай бұрын
Never alone
@captaintoyota31713 жыл бұрын
Did we know in the 90s/00s the future was bleek? Maybe we did. We felt angst anger and apathy to society and we just let it happen.... god hope was still alive back then. Now..... if only we'd of known we had the chance to change this bleek society in 2021...
@man-ni3jn2 жыл бұрын
I’m currently a 16 with extreme depression and the first time I heard this song was when I was crying at my friends house because my mom kicked me out, so it hits hard. now I feel like I’m attached to this shit. “I’m afraid to come back home”
@kennethrkennedy2 жыл бұрын
I hope you are okay.
@БелыйКузнецов Жыл бұрын
Hope you are doing well. Back then, the internet was unheard of for me so I was truly alone without my step siblings for most part of childhood until getting baby step siblings.
@greauxdevil9270 Жыл бұрын
Get help 🙏🏻 live laugh love
@robshankle913011 ай бұрын
There is hope young man. I too was a dark and depressed 16 year old. Struggled off and on for many years. This music got me through a lot a painful times. You are not alone. You can make it through…I’m 53 now and found peace. Just fight like hell to feel ok without drugs and alcohol…be sober. And talk to someone.
@benjaminfowler5465 Жыл бұрын
Turning 37 in 3 more days and this song still hit me!
@Cartron500012 жыл бұрын
I remember when this video came out, I remember buying this album and it being one of the first albums that I was actually able to listen to all the way through. This song still touches home after so many years after its release.
@-A.M. Жыл бұрын
The song that got me loving them..still have this CD. 💝
@jonathanaugustine5113 Жыл бұрын
This Is one of My Favorite Song's Period. This was Released Back in my Teen Year's or my Early 20's and it Still Hits So Hard Today. 🤘🏿🤘🏿
@gwilson33314 жыл бұрын
this song will always hold a place in me. It was my actual life on the road for 3 years
@jasonbalestrieri8528 Жыл бұрын
Definitely one of their best songs. 🎶🖤
@-A.M. Жыл бұрын
💯
@13ranzz Жыл бұрын
Probably my favorite.
@wendygvozdich31872 жыл бұрын
Nobody hits my heart quite like Aaron Lewis and STAIND. Love them!!!
@alysonezell62704 жыл бұрын
Thank you Aaron Lewis for helping me get through all the crazy shit in my life!! You're songs are what have saved me the last 20 years!
@richard76452 жыл бұрын
Love the album break the cycle
@vandavis0005 ай бұрын
Rest in peace Jon Wysocki😢 you were great.
@assilem7176 жыл бұрын
I force myself through another day Can't explain the way today just fell apart like everything Right in my face And I try to be the one I can't accept this all because of you I've had to walk away From everything I'm afraid to be alone Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I'm afraid to come back home Another sleepless night again Hotel room's my only friend And friends like that just don't add up To anything And I try so hard to be everything That I should never take away from you again 'Cause I heard ya say I'm afraid to be alone Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I'm afraid to come back home I cannot forget I live with regret I cannot forget I live with I'll live through this I can't see through this I can't do this anymore Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I just wish I was back home Home
@demondanmorrissey92644 жыл бұрын
dam you reallyu STOLE my idea.
@w.mariawagner56964 жыл бұрын
This is so real 🙃
@jomarie60736 жыл бұрын
This is when alternative was awesome. I do not listen to anything new. Its all Staind, Alice in Chains, Seether, Chevelle and so on. Some of the best all time bands. Among others for sure
@kozmeetorez6 жыл бұрын
Man, Chevelle is the shit!!!
@affirmations52055 жыл бұрын
i cant do this anymore. peek a boo disciples of soul give that a roll.
@nolandavis29274 жыл бұрын
All The Rest of the bands are Post-grunge, I like Everything But Grunge bands and Post-grunge bands
@dalekay9ine4 жыл бұрын
Seether is trash.
@tru816indo4 жыл бұрын
You named one good band
@erikbenson10482 жыл бұрын
This song and whole album is sooo underrated!! Staind for life 🤘🏻🔥
@HoustonMane2 жыл бұрын
This song hits home....dysfunction is an amazing album
@zaelvs2 жыл бұрын
Miss when this man actually got people through shit. Helped me so much when my son passed.
@ZackstaDaxta6 ай бұрын
He still does.
@ryanswayze84095 жыл бұрын
still listening 2019 ...
@thedynamicgolfcrew25115 жыл бұрын
ALWAYS!!
@jasonsaeli755 жыл бұрын
Aaron deserted us all !!!!
@thedynamicgolfcrew25115 жыл бұрын
@@jasonsaeli75 he did I heard he's making country music now?..
@spacecowboy8105 жыл бұрын
Will always listen
@gwenlamb38535 жыл бұрын
I'am
@ranjiniborys8850 Жыл бұрын
I discovered this song in the Kali Temple at my Teacher Amma's Ashram, an Monastery. Guess what?!?! I played this song over and over in front of the Kali inner Sanctum. Blessings to you. I used to be in a dark place and was struggling with the shadows. Now I can descern the difference between the Light and the shadows.🎉😊❤
@karakol863 жыл бұрын
Amazing song, amazing voice, amazing album.
@douglab222 Жыл бұрын
41 and tbands like Staind, Korn, Godsmack, Sound Garden, and all the other greats during the 80s, 90s, and early 00s help me get through most days. I do struggle with depression on most days.
@Mitch-wc9zx11 ай бұрын
Me too
@xdriegerx172 жыл бұрын
Best band out there
@dragroch55363 ай бұрын
Most beautiful verses i have ever heard.
@nicholasrusso99752 жыл бұрын
I love how Fred was passing by Aaron in beginning of video. Jonathan Davis, Chester Bennington, Lajon Witherspoon, Aaron Lewis, Chino Moreno, Fred Durst, Kurt Cobain, and other I forgot to add. They are my gods 🙏
@dobunimaroC9 ай бұрын
It was wonderfully emotional and moving.
@renerugerio10 жыл бұрын
"A man travels the world over in search of what he needs and returns home to find it" excerpt of The Brook Kerith by George Augustus Moore.
@brandys943210 жыл бұрын
Of finally finds a home.
@brandys943210 жыл бұрын
....or sry I hate touch screen phones lol
@PieroMinayaRojas5 жыл бұрын
But what if there's no home...
@irage323 жыл бұрын
@@PieroMinayaRojas ???
@juliemcgee1074 Жыл бұрын
I saw Staind, live, so many decades ago. An incredible band.
@damnrite849 жыл бұрын
That ugly undertone in the beginning just resonates my soul & lewis flying off the cliff into a pack black crowes instead of the white doves fresh rare song rare video equals diamond in the rough
@bennieboi71142 жыл бұрын
Best Staind song hands down.
@tillman40 Жыл бұрын
4 Walls
@TheJeffman19857 ай бұрын
R.I.P. John Wysocki......
@Felipe_7237 ай бұрын
😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
@670TXxGregorysxXT670 Жыл бұрын
this album was the shit. still is. the new people need to re check this out. it's like philosophy for the next generations of metal fans/players.
@deniseperkins58932 жыл бұрын
I touches on my hardest fears I fight with my self for most of my life. Thanks for putting your music into my life.
@beemerlol Жыл бұрын
Still goes hard
@DrMurdercock2 жыл бұрын
I chase everyone away. Afraid of being hurt again. I've been jamming this song and album since 99. Many memories come with it. Good and bad. I was always a loner, always hated it too growing up. I moved all the time switching schools and friends. Finally, when I was 12 I met a dude who became a life long brother. We used to play this shit all the time, partying, smoking, drinkin, tripping. He was the closest thing I ever had to a brother and my first real friend. We were close up until 2014 when he and his wife OD'd together on heroin. I can't ever go back home.....my home is gone RIP Brian and Amanda
@joemoreland1925 Жыл бұрын
Left home at 16 and 50 now. Blatantly resonates ❤️.
@stephek7347 Жыл бұрын
When he says “I can’t do this anymore” that shit hits u heavy smh😢
@Z20bEn535 жыл бұрын
The words to describe what this song means to me escapes me . It is so powerful. So many memories. So many regrets. So many beloved family that departed too soon. Staind really tapped into a profound ethos with this song. Also a very good video. Well done.
@chrizzycream2 жыл бұрын
One of the best bands
@jeff_Penix4 ай бұрын
Years later I still love this song and band
@joshuajerrythereviewer7 ай бұрын
Rest in Peace Jon Wysocki Soundtrack of my childhood was listening to Many good songs by Staind Jon Wysocki on Drums, Johnny April on bass, Aaron Lewis Lead , Mike Mushock Guitar All 4 of these guys made music great
@RCmack4 жыл бұрын
This is my all time favorite Staind song!
@-A.M. Жыл бұрын
💯
@SomeGuyDoingStuff10 жыл бұрын
Such a great song! It gave me goosebumps back in the day, and still does, today.
@SaraNerys9 жыл бұрын
Same here.
@pt88gt9 жыл бұрын
Yes that's Fred in the video... He found these guys... The single greatest thing he has ever done...
@calebbartlett3678 жыл бұрын
LOL unfortunately I have to agree with you!! Limp Bizkit is just soooooo bad, of course that's my opinion and no disrespect to the people that are fans of them but Staind is 100X better imo
@triplem46598 жыл бұрын
Second best thing he's ever done. Cold's an awesome band too
@zachnai49378 жыл бұрын
C-45 Uri fuck yeah
@denzilredden13876 жыл бұрын
pt88gt he helped a lot of bands bro, he may be a douche bag, but he left his mark, some good songs, some good tours, videos, the whole free music thing with Napster.....he put in work and done some good
@kluse.23296 жыл бұрын
Staind is dopeskis , but fred durst not behing famous anymore was the greatest thing he ever did , kinda ..... like limp bizkit , dont like durst .
@40ounce582 жыл бұрын
I have been a fan of Staind for many years. Such a great band.
@wolfveinvonfate37323 жыл бұрын
Man your music hits the right cord every time. Clearly one of the greatest Artists to create!
@shonbarton35713 жыл бұрын
Aaron is a phenomenal lyricist who puts so much emotion into what he's singing.. you can literally feel it! That is true but you can't forget too mention that rhythm section behind him.. the band. They always sound so good! Mike Mushok is so underrated as a guitarist, riff master & shredder. He thinks his abilities are just mediocre. It's amazing how great & humble he really is! Just listen to his work with Newsted! Jason was so impressed with his all around ability.. including him making little changes to already finished songs & making them even better! Those Boston boys have made our state proud!
@AJYZF1R20103 жыл бұрын
Western Ma boys
@Resident--a4 жыл бұрын
When your fear of abandonment is so intense it's literally crippling
@shinyshiny8213 жыл бұрын
At 2:51 The anger and pain just pour out. Beautiful.
@nbaoldgirl7 ай бұрын
Hey you. Stay strong ♥️
@GenXBeeKind2 ай бұрын
❤✨
@GimiAdollaR Жыл бұрын
Still hits. This entire album 💿 was always slept on.
@maxthreshold4 жыл бұрын
I was always so afraid to go back and listen to this song....I used to listened to this back in in high school, now I find myself listening to it again...There are days when I just really want to call it quits.
@JamielynnManago5 ай бұрын
Andrew.I love you and never stopped loving you.Please don't believe the lies robin's been telling you
@uuuultra5 ай бұрын
Story?
@Ratgirl2 Жыл бұрын
Still listen to all the albums..🙌🙌👊👊👊😀😀😀
@sarahzorrilla8 жыл бұрын
His music speaks to me in every way ❤️
@marchegler83 жыл бұрын
I love u
@johnnyboydead62986 жыл бұрын
2018 and still vibing.
@HeykalAnargyaRifqy Жыл бұрын
*Happy 24th Anniversary To Home* 🎂🥳🎸
@daxross2930 Жыл бұрын
This song got me through some hard times.
@TheRosaiiLennon14 жыл бұрын
Such a powerful song.. 'I'm afraid to be alone, afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone'
@zodiackillercodes5 жыл бұрын
With me through a lot of depressed times and possibly to the end but I'll be a fan forever regardless.
@officialedge61637 ай бұрын
R.I.P. Jon 😢
@joemama-lo4tb7 ай бұрын
RIP Jon Wysocki. A legend gone way too soon. Sorry you never got the fair shot you deserved but what a hell of a ride and a great career nonetheless. Rest easy. I’m piss drunk and can’t believe it
@ICLight4123 ай бұрын
This album their best IMO with great songs one after another.
@stephenmills58712 жыл бұрын
Right in the feels 🥲
@-A.M. Жыл бұрын
💯
@813lynch5 жыл бұрын
I really like Staind & their older tunes.but they've remained tight.not an easy feat these days.1 of the last great bands 🤘
@Plymouthparanormal Жыл бұрын
Forever a favorite ❤
@yovaniegarcia59082 ай бұрын
I remember living on the street at 16. Hoodie, cd player, this album, breaking the cycle, absolution-muse, art of drowning-afi. Working as a busboy stealing bites of food between the kitchen and table. Not one person missing or thinking of me. I now have 3 sons, young men. Never let forget that they are loved, and never alone. Im glad im still here regardless of those dark days. That shit never leaves you, the feeling of loneliness, but my sons brought me back from the brink. Deployed to Afghanistan as a marine in 09, broken marriage. But ill keep fighting so they never feel that loneliness.