The Hidden Impact of Narcissitic Abuse on My Mental Health

[@amayaraymond4486]

Wow the narcissist is a dark cloud in people's lives. The blame shifting, gaslighting, belittling tge list is endless. Unless you have experienced it you will not understand it.

[@gorryumbul9031]

the narcissists are Satan children. stay away! ⚠️

[@officiallymo_space]

I couldn’t have said it better! Thank you! X

[@NotYourOrdinaryDogWalker]

You have since realized you are enough? You are good enough, he was projecting his own flaws and insecurities on you.

[@officiallymo_space]

Thank you. ❤️

[@mayruthuganda]

Finally! I get to hear a story of someone who went through what I am going through!! At one point I questioned my own Christianity 😢...thanks for sharing dear sis.

[@officiallymo_space]

Wow! I am so sorry to hear! Please know that you are loved and cherished by God! Because the Narc is demon possessed, they tend to attack your walk with the Lord. Stay strong and know you are loved by God! God bless you! 🙏🏾❤️

[@soniaperez9269]

Me too

[@chanteynk7324]

THis video was my experience in a church as a church member. It almost killed me. I almost drank, smoked, self-harmede my pain away. But thank God I met a friend who spoke a lot about Jesus to me and I heard sermons from Zac Poonen (a preacher on youtube) and slowly began to understand my self-worth and how God loves and sees us all as worthy but how other people do not see our worth and mistreat us. May God bless you dear.

[@officiallymo_space]

Wow, thank you for sharing! Praise God for deliverance and victory!! ❤️🙏🏾

[@soniaperez9269]

So true that it is harder to leave than to stay!!! My husband said I was taking the easy way out when I finally left but really I had been doing the easy thing by staying all those years when I had wanted or tried to leave. So much harder to break free.

[@officiallymo_space]

It really is! It takes so much courage, boldness, faith, strength and ultimately confidence that God is with you to really leave such a toxic marriage! The damage and impact it has on one’s health is not worth it and most especially the damage and trauma on the children! Thank you so much for your comment! ❤🙏🏾

[@soniaperez9269]

Agree. Nothing you do is enough nor is anything good enough

[@officiallymo_space]

Absolutely nothing! They will keep taking til they have sucked the life out of you! As they are demon possessed they operate like their father satan, who’s core mission is to steal, kill and destroy!

[@Lbrubush]

I feel like you are someone who has experienced something very similar to my earlier life. I still have mental health challenges, too, but fewer than I did 10 years ago. May you continue to heal.

[@officiallymo_space]

Wow, I’m so sad to hear! The healing journey is a battle on its own! Amen! I pray the Lord heals and restores you too! Thank you. ❤🙏🏾

[@CerealExpLain]

I started realizing the emotional impact it had on me over the years. All because he denied his lack of sexual attraction. Im learning when reality doesnt suit his narrative he gets very offense and he would gaslight me..i started writing things down wondering is it me? Am I crazy? Glad to know your story.

[@officiallymo_space]

You are not going crazy but the torment of the gaslighting and blame shifting will indeed cause you to feel that way. So sorry to hear that. I pray you find healing and restoration! 🙏🏾❤️

[@clintstryder1131]

My best to you! I'm a survivor as well. I do understand!❤

[@officiallymo_space]

God bless you! 🙏🏾

[@kemeyfal]

Thanks for sharing your story, more people need to identify these traits and deal with and not throw it under the rug. Well done 👍

[@officiallymo_space]

Absolutely thank you so much sis! ❤️🙏🏾

[@onehubuk]

I wish more people would watch this.. well done sis.. may God continue to strengthen you and the children ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@officiallymo_space]

Amen, thank you so much ❤️

[@veeghee5044]

You are amazing and thank you so much for sharing and pray your story saves so many lives 🙏🏾🩷

[@officiallymo_space]

Aww thank you so much! Amen and amen! ❤️🙏🏾

[@hannahrebeccamusic]

Wow thank you so much for your courage to share this with us. It is so needed and so helpful 😢🙏🏼💚 I’m so sorry you went through this but so happy to see you shine out the other side now xxx

[@officiallymo_space]

Thank you so much! 🙏🏾❤️

[@soniaperez9269]

I relate to so much of this. I was always in the wrong and in trouble over something or other and my husband would use Christianity, scriptures, religion to always justify his actions, thoughts beliefs and to make it seem like I was wrong

[@officiallymo_space]

That’s sadly how they operate, I believe an earlier comment I think on my previous video nailed it, the blame shifting, the gaslighting, only someone who has been it can truly relate. The attack against your walk with God is also a clear sign that they are operating under a demonic influence…! God bless you. ❤🙏🏾

[@soniaperez9269]

@@officiallymo_space I remember a few months into our marriage him telling me that I had better be careful because God was getting fed up of me and my rebelliousness and thus something bad would happen to me

[@officiallymo_space]

@@soniaperez9269 sounds very familiar language to me….! I’m so sorry you also went through such trauma. I pray the Lord heals you completely and restores you in Jesus name! 🙏🏾❤️

[@BeStill2023]

God bless you, Sister. Thank you for sharing.

[@officiallymo_space]

Thanks for listening

[@cheryllevalley929]

Can I ask about talking openly about your abuse experience publicly? I have been terrified to speak up in a public manner because he is forcing me to sign a non disparaging clause in our divorce decree and I don’t fully understand my rights to actually be able to speak about my experience.

[@user-ey4rc5tu4t]

You are most fortunate that you don’t have a debilitating autoimmune disease