The Saddest game I've ever Streamed... (Before Your Eyes)

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[@tystorm2105]

6:16 “It’s because I’m Asian, it’s because im Asian!” Kwite face revealers looking for facts about him: Write that down, WRITE THAT DOWN

[@sino8066]

Imma be your reply on your triple digit comment

[@silentinsomniac7700]

I think he said he was Asian cuz his hoodie was made in China

[@squishypigs3010]

@@silentinsomniac7700 no on a podcast he said he was mixed

[@isabellafortune1705]

ofc he’s asian. hoodies are often made in china 🙄🙄

[@TheBestGrapefruitGuy]

@@squishypigs3010 He's made from a collection of mixed fabrics, presumably from NA and Asia.

[@j-motions9894]

Not sure how many people noticed this, but the ferryman us actually Anubis and that other god the teacher mentioned was the gatekeeper

[@MelloNotMarsh]

YES! I put it together while they were on the boat ride. The Gatekeeper is Ma’at and the dog is Anubis. I think it’s cool when games pull from mythology like that

[@qwertyerror601]

I think it's like the child's rendition of the afterlife. and the dog might look different based on what they remember when they die. Cos Ma'at also reminds me of the Cat

[@axyz885]

but the ferryman is usually a kharon...

[@beastlyboi996]

ferryman more like furryman

[@pikaboubou]

@@axyz885 isn't that Greek mythos? Charon?

[@cream9836]

"He must be somewhere that he likes" FUCK THIS HITS SO HARD

[@reilly3037]

My eyes were semi dry until I heard this line

[@graciedavis7266]

This game broke my heart. I'm struggling to write this comment because I'm genuinely crying a river. It's so bittersweet. A child, who dreamed of living the life he wished, only to have it come crashing down, and writing a story to cope. And even when he died, he was still content. He was satisfied. He was happy.

[@zu5926]

I don't think that's the case.i think he was told that he was happy.In actuality, he probably wasn't and was told that.His mother literally wanted to project herself onto him and his father used him to keep his mother.He also had no friends and the girl and his cay was probs the only good things in his life.In the end I suppose he was happy as he found peace or entrance to the gate

[@Sparkle8205]

No matter how many times I see this game I always end up sobbing or trying to hold back tears

[@goshakarr476]

WAIT

[@Kribby64]

@@zu5926 ah wtf bro no I’m even more sad thinking about it like that

[@largedietcoke]

the only reason i'm cryin is bc of the cats 😭😭

[@canarywithbedhead]

this game makes me cry no matter how many times ive seen it. just punches you right in the gut

[@tiredadmiral6758]

Why tho?

[@justwoosh]

@@tiredadmiral6758 for me its just sad to see how life can just progress so fast without you realizing it. im just a soft little bitch for thinking this ik

[@thefoundation1457]

Not me i have no soul.

[@misterboyo4785]

@@thefoundation1457 screenshot ur comment and set a calendar reminder w it for your 18th birthday so u can laugh at how stupid n cringey u were kid

[@thefoundation1457]

@@misterboyo4785 ok ill set it 4 years till now

[@sp3ctr-3]

“Liquid piss” implies the existence of solid, gas, and plasma piss

[@jmacdouble54]

not impossible

[@its_kitti3900]

hey thats what i was thinking

[@psychicfriendfredbear7666]

@@WomboLive has a nice ring to it

[@Kushufy]

solid and gaseous piss is possible tho

[@nairsheasterling9457]

I mean... Kidney stones could be argued as being solid piss.

[@mangood2734]

Damn I’m just trying to cry and someone in the chat says “this is so sad he died a virgin” I hate yall Edit: Timestamp is 37:39

[@coleminer5104]

people are so damn insensitive, they’re honestly why i hate watching streams and commentary videos in general. games like these should be silently appreciated and fully experienced in the moment without being rushed or spoiled

[@mangood2734]

@@coleminer5104 Nice speech anyways I was joking...so calmmmm

[@Sunny_Cherrim]

@@coleminer5104 Calm down my guy.

[@coleminer5104]

@@Sunny_Cherrim quit patronizing me, i got the message

[@Sunny_Cherrim]

@@coleminer5104 I'm not patronizing you. All I said was calm down.

[@braeling3677]

Very well done. I like how the judge/god is the pet cat. The child comprehends death the only way he knows how.

[@raul-aurelianserban8295]

damn

[@F1guRas]

A cat that barks, cool.

[@raul-aurelianserban8295]

Ayo dat me but 2 months ago

[@legobrik]

yeah my comment got featured in the video, kwite and I are basically best friends 😎

[@shuhaname9791]

friends with a sentient hoodie? take your schizophrenia meds man

[@mr_bream9354]

Woah can I have a autograph

[@loganballadares]

pog moment

[@MrOdst]

Number 15 burger king foot lettuce

[@reedgalbraith219]

Swagbucks

[@BombFromII]

This game is so sad for me because when benny is dieing, and the mum talking about not being able to breathe idk it litterely makes me feel sick, i feel like the worst and most traumatic thing people can experience is to see their child die infront of them and just know that you can help them

[@Aladayle]

Yeah a lot of people said "oh no maybe she had a heart attack and died herself" and I was like, "No...that's a panic attack." It can sure make you feel like you can't breath, and chest pains and all that. Watching her child die in front of her is more than enough to induce one

[@CoolGuyMcgeez]

any% speedruns will just be epileptic fits

[@Hydra-House-Lizard]

Lmaooo

[@thatoneguy9582]

sometimes has already made a 55 minute speedrun unfortunately they did not have a webcam on

[@CoolGuyMcgeez]

@@thatoneguy9582 that person should be in a hospital

[@tmmlvr]

this is actually a really sad game, I’m happy you played this

[@thidderreal]

I don't cry at many games, but this was just so sad due to the realistic take on the game and the fact that it makes you want to not miss anything

[@tristenbrewer8383]

@@thidderreal s

[@Maukiki]

even hero is sad

[@Naralarawara]

damn bro..your profile picture reminded me of hero..

[@randomchild-ren3694]

Hey hero

[@skeletongod6904]

Kwite really just stopped talking, and went serious mode. You really made me cry huh?

[@AidanCarlson02]

the wolf guys voice actor has such a great voice for story telling

[@birdvibes510]

God I was bawling my eyes out at the end with the final segment, when I actually realized what truly happened to us, because I'm stupid and it didn't hit my until the end

[@jr1zg7kt3g]

covering my face from my family with a bag of hot cheetos so that they dont see that im crying up a river

[@Soul-zg8sd]

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[@Soul-zg8sd]

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[@ChalkyWaters]

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[@ChalkyWaters]

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[@ArDeeMee]

#relatable My kids are sitting next to me playing Pokemon. Shit‘s weird. 🫢

[@QuintonMurdock]

It’s fascinating seeing his chat of gamers freak out about furries.

[@mattyhq3094]

Its entertaining

[@ethanshow_8369]

@@mattyhq3094 it also makes me wait to fucking die

[@FlSHTWO]

help me

[@r0ttenfl3sh24]

yep

[@somekindasergal7792]

Me, a furry: I cannot be offended by kwite as he is the ideal man.

[@qwertydavid8070]

Why tf does everyone hate chloe she was like the best character in the whole story and she had a great personality. I guess people can't tell when someone is being sarcastic in a friendly manner lol.

[@lazuliartz1296]

The scene got cut out of the video for some reason, but she does have a scene in the second half where she yells at Ben for being dramatic and trying to get sympathy and attention, and isn't actually sick.

[@magnatical8621]

@@lazuliartz1296 I think she was in denial

[@mortarion9813]

@@magnatical8621 Definitely in denial. When shit hits the fan one after another, it's only natural that the human brain has trouble trying to process the truth. I would know, as edgy as some may think that seems.

[@Bala_Niranna]

@@mortarion9813 yeah she was like 12 and it sounds like her mom also JUST got super sick and died in a similar way so. dunno what emotional maturity people are expecting from this little girl

[@killme6715]

@@Bala_Niranna I mean she could definitely not react like that, but yeah, this is also a realistic reaction

[@dollcoric]

The painful reality is I’m sick too, which made it harder for me to cry, it hurts being sick, especially when people do not give you the chance

[@sammy_wills]

I wish the very best life for you. And I hope you make it through as long as you can. 💗

[@mortarion9813]

This is the best playthrough of the game I've seen yet; showed parts other KZbinrs keep missing because they blink and ended up missing quite a bit. This game really is bloody beautiful.

[@shotaaizawa1206]

honestly hearing him tear up was pretty emotional that ending never ages

[@sepiasmith5065]

The love for the cats makes me so emotional. I love my kitties. Got my baby right next to me. Gonna give her all the kisses in the world. I'm glad there was at least some warning before we saw the dog/coyote scene...

[@thidderreal]

Seeing the cat die actually made me cry, I've lost animals so it hit home

[@thepypyper]

Was not expecting to have a mental breakdown after watching this. This game is truly beautiful visually and story wise.

[@mgrraiden5878]

When a game becomes a depressing social experiment:

[@chaoticangelic]

Fun lil story: I played this with my first crush shortly after he friend zoned me (very nicely, we're still close to this day), during quarantine We both cried lmao It felt like a pretty special experience Just kinda wrapped that part of my life up yk? (For reference I have had a grand total of two crushes in my life, I am in highschool)

[@sam.onella]

I didn't cry until the end deadass i was like... "why are you guys calling this the saddest game lmao" yeah i kinda get it

[@wolfidessdragondol]

This game reminded me of "That Dragon, Cancer" and I teared up so much

[@Saltastical]

Alternate title: Chat having a hard time choosing wether to Fluck or kill the wolf man.

[@AryFemMtF]

fucking a wolf man is cool, garlic bread is better B]

[@Tiedlux]

I feel like I can relate to this game a lot which is why it's sad life passes by so fast it shows you ought to be thankful for the life you already have no matter how bad it hurts and you wish you can escape reality so you imagine what it be like to have the perfect life.

[@AestheticWannabe]

Respect for this man for keeping his eyes open for so long

[@theskywingartist]

:0 We have the same pride flags in the background!

[@_pirate1]

This game made me very emotional, I don't get emotional with games and movies, but this game is something else, im not a emotional person since I don't think emotions can show you strength, i love this game. Edit: im fucking crying right now about 2016 that was a rough year to me, my grandparents died on the same year, and when it was they're funeral, i didn't knew about since i was in school, i just remember the good times that we had and the memories I have, like the first time I shoot a gun, or the first time I saw a dog, or when i actually thought about life for a bit, these things affect me too much, thank you for the person that made the game and for you that read this comment, thanks.

[@erikaincognito2188]

there was one thing you said that was really one off and quick and barely even serious which was “you are defined by what you love to do” during when ur describing benny’s life to the wolf dude. it really hit hard. right now im struggling with deciding with what im going to do in my life. im a freshman in college, about to enter the nursing program since its what my parents pushed me to do. but i love art. with all of my heart i hope to continue to make art for the rest of my life. but i dont want to be poor. im scared i wont make it as an artist so im becoming a nurse. hearing you say that hit me wayyyy harder than it should lmao. i want to be remembered by what i love. right now im learning to be proud of what i do and what i love. idk if you really helped me out with that or if im just being hormonal 🤪 but i really appreciate it regardless! ilysm kwite but in like a parasocial buddy way

[@fantasychan9228]

Second time watching someone play this and only NOW I start crying... Man... I'm scared of the third time I watch someone play this, if I ever do

[@artistmaki630]

Same

[@schloinkus7941]

Never seen this game before, but there's a wolf man in the thumbnail so it seems like my kind of game

[@pissboy9012]

F U R R Y A L E R T

[@schloinkus7941]

@@pissboy9012 Silence, femboy

[@poopa_stinka]

@@schloinkus7941 femboy *neuron activated* , nah but what’d you think of the game after watching this

[@schloinkus7941]

@@poopa_stinka Honestly it's pretty cool. Creative concept, appealing design, hot wolf man, interesting mechanics, only complaint is the kittens getting fucking obliterated, but other than that its pretty cool

[@bongsemen]

a minute into the video,, kwite and chat are making furry jokes. this community is horrifying.

[@Molten546]

Bruh moment

[@gb-wx3dv]

Why do you think I'm here

[@Ash_Was_Here]

nice banner

[@xodinoname4411]

Ngl, the thing that made it sad for me wasn't the story itself, but the way it reminded me of parts of my life, which affected the way I saw everyone within this story which then affected the answeres to those questions that the furry dude gave. (Lonely, demanding, best friend) I had to get this off my mind somewhere or I wouldn't be able to sleep

[@tenthread8604]

I just realized the thumbnail and title mirrors of weest's vid. Pretty funny

[@Kwotee]

yea i robbed him

[@tenthread8604]

@@Kwotee understandable have a nice night

[@ghost-mp3lw]

34:00 "this whole game reminds me of OMORI" LOL

[@preferablygeneric]

I saw a comment on an Omori playthrough that said "oh thank god its more like DDLC and not Before Your Eyes" ARE YOU SURE ABOUT THAT

[@epicboxx3838]

It was such a sad story, but I’m glad it all turned out well.

[@AleksandarBell]

I started crying incredibly hard the second the funeral scene came up. Still crying actually. Shit reminded me of my grandmother’s funeral.

[@TheKeyToNowhere]

no matter how many times i watch lets plays of this, i always get chills. hell, every time i listen to the soundtrack i get chills. this game is very sad, but leaves you feeling happy and i think that’s great.

[@anxiousrambling3558]

I have health issues I've had since middle school so this hit close to home, like damn I need a minute..

[@bingus6410]

i hate how much this resembled my life so far until 16:20 the piano then the art holy shit it's like i'm living this game

[@beanbudd2059]

the way he said "goodbye friend" when ending the game did it man. im crying buckets as we speak

[@shuhaname9791]

will you play presentable liberty as your next sad game, it's pretty good... and sad

[@LordBelial90]

The chat at 3:50 "he died a virgin"

[@2b2a29]

Damn, I literally already knew how the story went, and I had the video in the background as audio, and it still made me cry

[@isitlauren]

God this game makes me tear up so much

[@Spookydoorz._.]

Everytime I listen to the dialogue of this game I always cry halfway through 😭

[@yaku8013]

when i watched people play this game last year I was in a bad place and didn't cry or even tear up....but now...omg I never knew how emotional I could get seeing this stuff...the cat part with the dogs was super sad too but I assume that maybe I'm getting better mentally since I'm able to tear up to this now i love your videos and they make me happy on shitty days

[@MAXIMUSEMOOSE]

This was a peaceful game, I miss games like this. Something you could play the entire way through.

[@chroniccannibal]

Me, crying after finishing it: Oh oh My brain: O'RILEYS AUTOPARTS Me: Ow

[@emma-dh3ws]

18:57 crying 25:32 i cannot see, im sobbing alright game ended and my eyes are extremely puffy..gonna go cuddle my cat

[@kaz-wav]

8:57 can relate! i have a paper thin wall between me and my parents room and i have suffered hearing damage from blasting music in my headphones, its a nightmare.

[@souptimecatz4742]

the game still moves even if you dont blink so your eyes wont die

[@carsson5542]

He called white claw liquid piss in contrast to solid and gaseous piss.

[@funnyfrogman1267]

I-I’m not crying I’m just sweating with my eyes

[@Haimannen]

i had already seen this game be played through once before, and of course i cried in the end, but this time i cried like a baby. when the mum died i was sobbing so hard holy shit i forgot how sad this game is

[@Aladayle]

I comment this all over the place. I don't think his mom died. I think she was having a panic attack because she was watching her son die in front of her. I've had them myself--you really do have chest pains and shortness of breath.

[@Haimannen]

@@Aladayle oh yes, absolutely! I'm talking about earlier, in the dishonest replay of his life where they hold a funeral and go through her belongings etc

[@starsh1ft]

i just came back to this video a few months later and oh my lord i’m on the verge of tears. it reminds me of my cousin who passed away from cancer years back. love everyone of your friends/family because you never know when their going to go away.

[@gb-wx3dv]

Respect to his chat saying fuck yeah morphine drugs help the pain

[@silverserienty9384]

This game really tears apart my heart, I was the sick kid and the doctors had little hope about my survival. My earliest memories were of being in the hospital with my mom trying to soothe me and her crying a lot. I think the best part of being sick was being able to choose how I was transferred to the car, either wheelchair or wagon and I choose wagon lol.

[@AliceTheWoofingCat]

My inspiration to start making art a future career was actually a similar story. I took piano lessons, I was no genius but I was above average from what I can remember. Over time, things started to become too much for me, I was crying over anything less than all A's on my report card, I would panic over the littlest things. Over time I got diagnosed with PTSD, severe social anxiety, panic disorder, sensory processing disorder, etc. It became so much that I dropped piano lessons, and soon after, got pulled from school entirely just for me to remain stable. Without academics or piano to excel at, I felt utterly worthless. And just when I thought things couldn't get any worse, I got sick. Type 1 diabetes, I had to stay in the hospital for multiple weeks, and during that time I had nothing but my tablet to keep me busy. I had downloaded a drawing app out of curiosity a bit before, I've always liked drawing but I never really invested any time or effort into it. So, I drew. And I kept drawing for the rest of the day, the rest of the week, all the way until I was out of the hospital. I had a new coping mechanism, one that actually helped me. And because of how much I struggled day to day due to mental illness, I got a lot of practice. Now, I'm fully invested in my art journey and use it as a way to cope to this day :)

[@anthonysteer4798]

I guess horror isn't the only thing you shouldn't watch at 3am

[@cybercritterowo]

We watch him.. we can blink. We watch him.. he can't blink.

[@e.q.s1137]

Ya know, I've been hit hard by puberty depression, and existential dread. But this... It actually hit me where I haven't been hit before. Usually games around the character you play being dead triggers my existential dread, but this hit somewhere I didn't know existed. I think I'll be walking away with a different viewpoint on life and eventual death: it's not about living entell your body grows too old, it's about the impact on others, the small things that make bleak days better Also it made proper impact tears well up in my eyes, it's a rare occurrence for me

[@rockytop1502]

I started bawling when I realized that Benny being a world known artist was a lie, because he died when he was 11. Also I both love and hate how the story ends with the poem his mother wrote before he died. It makes you think that his death mentioned earlier in the game wasn’t his actual death, but when he smiled.

[@Celestial2023_]

I ended up crying for half of this stream.. This is by far. The SADDEST game i have ever seen - I have already seen many sad videos, games, shows etc. but this one is not going to be topped any time soon- it amazes me how fast life can go when you don’t realize it..even when you do- sad things may happen, Happy things even. But when you can balance both the good and bad moments in life..you can be glad when your journey finally ends..you can be proud of yourself, for doing all the things you’ve done, meeting all the people you cherished, and experiencing all the things you’ve enjoyed. You can still be happy with yourself when you’re time comes..

[@whiper8099]

I feel so bad that this didn't make me cry. I have no clue why. I'm like so sensitive to books and movies but this for whatever reason didn't make me cry. Like I felt like I should have been crying or at least tearing up but I didn't.

[@one-vv2ks]

maybe it's bc you didn't visually see it

[@Sharkwithgun]

Same here dw. I'm trying to figure out the whole deal why everyone is soft for this game... Idk. I watched this twice wtf am I missing lol. And I'm normally a very soft person.

[@shockerohmy3018]

I'm just crying it made me remember so much

[@idontknow6130]

bruh the saddest part someone sayed "this is so sad he died a virgin" in chat 37:43

[@crptic9925]

7:48 I actually play piano and I have that book I practice peices out of it, it’s phenomenal how much this story especially with the piano relates to my life and it’s kind of creepy

[@minimunken4837]

I've watched this so many times by now but i still cry every time. Cried when it came out, cried even a year later

[@ssourchxrry]

I almost starting crying when the boy got put in the mri machine. I just beat cancer like twoish years ago but still need to go in for check ups and all of them have an mri that shit hit home dude

[@arrroz2737]

This is the second time I watch this game but I still cried

[@Judoka-hw8pf]

I’m cryin in the club right now

[@kigge457]

I’ve watched this vid a couple times and it always makes me sad. This game is so unbelievably good and idk how they did it.

[@cornix8505]

35:35 at this point i just broke, made me actually cry

[@desmondbrandt555]

Did y'all notice that the boat that they're on is the boat from the dudes childhood

[@LittlePiey]

I am sobbing I never thought that a game would make we weep like this

[@lyzerbeam5463]

the game: *super sad* the chat: yo that disease be sus though

[@lemonite488]

25:41 "Nah bro I'm staying here the sign clearly said- FU-"

[@alaynag]

Towards the end when you finally learn what is actually happening to you, it was so overwhelming to me I just couldn’t help but bawl when I was playing it

[@angrybunny_6800]

kwite videos are so relaxing but chaotic my dog is literally in my arms sleeping he loves kwites videos

[@weeb6770]

Enough to make a grown man cry 😭

[@no.5335]

Congrats on 100k!

[@sleepy1.O]

37:47 This is when it hit I'm crying right f-ing now STOP IT TEARS This really hits strangely different when it smells of nice burning wood and it's a cold autumn day today...

[@Purp1eM0nstaTMT]

as someone who lost a family member to cancer, games like this always make me break down in tears

[@legobrik]

Can I speedrun this game by having a seizure

[@jazzombi9680]

I relate to this game so much holy shit. dealing with sickness is so incredibly hard slowly seeing all your funtionallity die and realizing you may never be how you used to be is such a horrible feeling like id try to move suddly like i used to playing with my dog etc snd ill just crumble to the ground. This is exactly how my memory works like i dont remember anything but little blips of stories and its so terrifieing, i, so scared im gonna forget people or my life and its just so stressfull almost went into a diabetic coma like 2 days ago. Im so envious of normal kids who finished highschool and can go to collage and walk and jump or run. I just keep getting sicker 7 years ago my knees hurt just a little and now i need crutches and from head to toe pain thats worse than a rib fracture. I dont know what to do and drs still have no clue whats going on.

[@Rap_heal]

I've watched this enough times to the point I barely blink anytime I watch it and barely cry

[@SpectatorOfLife]

This really made me emotional, Im unsure how to explain it but im glad i stumbled upon this video to see this game.

[@pixlpaws]

I don’t normally cry at games or movies but god this made me tear up

[@whatevs1701]

this game made me contemplate my entire life and brought back so many memories

[@lillizinhad3590]

It is so mean that they make you close your eyes at the end cause everyone who was a bit teary will have the tears roll down their face bruh

[@aster7756]

someone in chat went "lil pump???" when the boat furry started barking and i fucking lost it

[@papayadoodlez9994]

God I am CRYING EVERY TIME Almost a year later and I still cry

[@Mailman679]

Good to see that this game is getting attention.

[@linkedwastaken7745]

In my life only 2 games has made me cry undertale and this one. I mean no movie no show nothing has made me this emotional.

[@wobbledogian]

this game hits so close to home jesus christ, cryin in the club rn