What's Going On With Me? (I Need To Open Up...)

[@StephanieButtermore]

Love you guys so much! Talk to you soon 😘

[@zaynamisbahuddin5647]

AHHH HI STEPH

[@celinaisabel5067]

You're an amazing daughter.

[@Jemmy314]

you're killin it! keep it up hehe

[@shelahphillipsen7019]

Those jeans look amazing on your. I just wish more denim companies would make cute jeans without strategically placed tears and holes. I can wear jeans to work but they can't have holes no matter how fashionable they may be.

[@PrincessTsue]

You look PERFECT! I love it! Continue being an inspiration. You’re simply an amazing human being.

[@celinaisabel5067]

All I got to say is you're an amazing daughter.

[@patriciaraf9537]

your comment was at the top before I even watched the video and I thought you said "you have an amazing daughter" iekxjejdnekxke gurl I panicked

[@honey1harmony]

Yea amazing daughter who uses her mom in her intimate moments for sympathy views and shares her moms medical history when she doesn’t even appear to be mentally cognizant to consent.

[@nicolewin4180]

@@honey1harmony you clearly havent been here long. Not a thing. She barely features her mom because of turds like you.

[@celinaisabel5067]

@@patriciaraf9537 lol spell check sorry!

[@celinaisabel5067]

@@honey1harmony damn who stuck up your ass so far today

[@WayneGoss]

You are an amazing woman and an amazing daughter ❤️

[@Nomoretime33]

Great human, just like you. Big fan of both of you.

[@shellyg2671]

As someone who took care of her sick mother until she sadly passed away due to cancer I can truly appreciate you looking after your mother so passionately. It’s the hardest thing I‘ve ever done but I haven’t regretted a single moment ever since. It’s not only immensely time consuming but also mentally incredibly draining while trying to somehow juggle your everyday life. But you’re doing such an amazing job! You should be so proud of yourself ❣️

[@AS-ur5gl]

So sorry for your loss ❤️

[@Kaalokalawaia]

I’m sorry hun.

[@ijuszluvursmile]

Absolutely agree. I cared for my mom as well until her passing, from cancer also. Lots of love to you all.

[@PrincessOfTheYew]

My condolences. Love to you and your family!

[@TheSubpremeState]

The thought of my mother one day not being around one day is frightening. Makes life seem so futile. What's the point in raising kids when they will have to watch you suffer old age sickness and death knowing that they one day you will suffer a similar fate. I can relate to the draining part. Sorry for your troubles

[@barbiepombo]

Steph, we don't follow you cause we think you're perfect. We follow you because of how vulnerable and honest you've been to us throughout your whole all in process. Also because you're smart and a beautiful person. And self acceptance is a lifetime process ❤️ so it's okay if that ever fluctuates. You content is useful and valuable and makes us feel less alone. Hope you read this and find it useful ❤️

[@risainternet]

This is why I follow her. She is smart. She's honest. She's raw and open. I love this channel!

[@nicisworld6783]

This!!!

[@tamara293]

Stephanie: It's been tough. I've had some bad days. :( Jeff: You've had some good days, TOO! Stephanie: :)

[@lgamble]

I know! He is such a doll!

[@nicoleb4264]

“I’ve had some bad days” “You’ve had some good days too” 🥺🥺🥺❤️

[@Drieana313]

“I’ve never clicked on a video so fast”, now I know why people comment that.

[@StephanieButtermore]

😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏 love you!!!!

[@michaelgabs9885]

When things were at their very worst: 2 Suns, Cross in the sky, 2 comets will collide = don`t be afraid - repent, accept Lord`s Hand of Mercy. Scientists will say it was a global illusion. Beaware - Jesus will never walk in flesh again. After WW3 - rise of the “ man of peace“ from the east = Antichrist - the most powerful, popular, charismatic and influential leader of all time. Many miracles will be attributed to him. He will imitate Jesus in every conceivable way. Don`t trust „pope“ Francis = the False Prophet - will seem to rise from the dead - will unite all Christian Churches and all Religions as one. One World Religion = the seat of the Antichrist. Benedict XVI is the last true pope - will be accused of a crime of which he is totally innocent. The Book of Truth mdmlastprophet.com/this-man-will-tell-the-world-he-is-the-messiah-and-he-will-be-applauded-by-many-leading-world-figureheads/

[@carojames6776]

@@michaelgabs9885 yes, but you still haven't answered the question, which is WHY are women so FIXATED ON FOOD?

[@Drieana313]

Stephanie Buttermore ❤️

[@aurgelmir137]

Accurate ❤️

[@BaileysBarn]

I am 52 years old and have been "dieting', restricting and counting calories almost my whole life. My weight issues started after being diagnosed with asthma at 7. I was put on a steroid that caused me to gain a lot of weight over a very fast period of time. This was the start of my diet life style...as a 52 year old Canadian I have never eaten a Poutine as well as many other common treats because I would never eat that many calories in one sitting. After watching your all in video a light bulb went of in my head...I have become so food obsessed and I have to stop the obsession...not by depriving myself but by stopping restricting the food. I made the conscious decision to stop counting calories and stop restricting. I started eating what I want when I want without guilt...the no guilt thing is hard and takes constant coaching on my part. What I am finding is I am losing my obsession for food...I am eating more when I am hungry and less because the clock says it is time to eat. I am enjoying the food I am eating but weirdly I am enjoying food less...hard to explain but buy making food less restrictive I have taken some of the glory away. "treats" are not treats when you can eat them anytime ... food has become somewhat normal to me. Anyway I had never heard of the ALL IN PLAN before and don't suffer from constant hunger or a overly large appetite but your video helped me SO much. Thank you and I look forward to your book.

[@Laura-vs6fs]

that is so nice to hear. I wish you all the best and lots of love and support on your journey. Yeah, her all in plan is good for people like her, who are eating less than for a normal person their height and age and also they exercise far more, so they are in a even larger calorie deficit and are undereating up to 40% for example. That is why they have the huge hunger and the other symptoms are similar to all eating disorders bc your body is just out of balance.

[@NA-sr8kf]

I'm so glad you've been able to stop restricting and lessen your food obsession. I'm sure that was no easy task.

[@sagepatricia1312]

I am so so happy for you! It’s never too late to change

[@marteherlofson2792]

Every time I open youtube, I'm either extremely disappointed because there`s nothing new from Stephanie orrr super happy that there is. Today was one of those happy days!

[@StephanieButtermore]

Brb crying 😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@Politegirl686]

Looove this

[@nethmeedantanarayana4811]

SAMEEEEEE

[@sammileah]

It’s very clear to me that Stephanie is a highly intelligent person that has an incredible amount of depth.

[@arcticunicorn945]

Is it just me or are you looking MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN EVER in your last videos, after the all in journey? ❤️ Trust me girl I am completely honest cause I have been following you for the last 2.5 years! You are stunning! Your face is glowing! I am soooo happy for you! Keep up! Lots of love 💓❤️❤️❣️

[@logansmith9437]

Probably because she is actually healthy, and not severely malnourished.

[@Trislovesu]

Right I was looking at her skin tone with the black hair and she is so pretty

[@jamimarie6117]

She looks super healthy and happy. I noticed!

[@DarlingKaya]

i was thinking the same! she looks sooo sexy

[@96Jazangel]

I’m so tired of society looking down on older children who care for their parents. My parents did for me, for all of these years, my sister and I have proudly sacrificed the last year caring for my terminally ill father and my mother-a cancer survivor. You’re such an amazing person for not only inspiring others but also being a loving daughter 💖

[@dazza8551]

Why would anyone look down on people who look after their parents??? 🤷‍♀️ That's messed up!!

[@cherylgregory4263]

Stephanie, you're a beautiful and highly intelligent woman. Stay strong.

[@christopherjohnson2193]

simp

[@servent_islam1408]

Christopher Johnson giving someone a compliment doesn’t make that person a simp🧚🏻‍♂️✨

[@cherylgregory4263]

Maybe I should have said that Dr. Stephanie Buttermore is an incredible woman because she works hard which is seen in her earning her doctorate which I know from personal experience takes a great deal of hard work. Maybe I should have said that I appreciate her showing her strength and vulnerability on a very public platform. Yes, I also said that she is beautiful because she is. Beauty is shown both outwardly and inwardly. She shares both in how she cares for her mother and looks to healing her own body. I'm so sorry that there are still people on social media who just want to cancel other people's thoughts and words. I'm thankful for the opportunity to give praise where it is due.

[@christopherjohnson2193]

Stolen giving someone what

[@servent_islam1408]

Christopher Johnson a Compliment

[@black15joker]

Jeff: "you had some good days too" Jeff my man... you are a blessing Steph and us need this reminder sometimes , be strong and safe beautiful souls

[@pandapants790]

You’re not a perfect case study. You’re a human being. Your body will always be changing and that’s ok, it’s what it’s designed to do 😊

[@vyssla]

Steph: I've had some bad days Jeff: You've had some good days too Me: [cheers in therapist]

[@quincy189]

jeff is like 5'3 he got some t-rex arms too

[@annabelanscomb4390]

It's called a journey because it is a journey, not a fully planned out perfect script. There will always be bumps in the road, and we definitely don't expect a picture perfect life, in fact, it is just really nice to see you being open and honest (in your own time, of course) about how you're feeling and what you have experienced. We are enjoying your journey and want to come along with you and support you!!

[@ArchiduquesaMA]

i need a Jeff telling me "You had some good days too!" a ringtone of something

[@blakejordan3742]

Yes omg like can I download that somewhere ?? 🤣

[@mindfulmaloku3194]

Your all in was definitely like a documentary I watched it once then once with my sister because it was SOO amazing!! I love everything you stand for and so grateful people like you exist in these social media days.

[@margaretlynch3738]

Hey - writer here - big tip start with "I'm hungry all the time. I'm cold all the time. That is my constant; hungry and cold." Never start with a "Why?" question at the beginning of a book - its great for essays but an editor may close the book quickly with a "Why?" question.

[@IluvinortheIneffable]

Good advice. Make the readers ask "why?"

[@harmony202]

Could you more tips please? :)

[@kannot1]

Stephen King said: "you need to read to write" YOU CAN'T WRITE IF YOU DONT READ👑❤

[@vinccimoraless]

This video is SO GOOD. It's both serious and fun at the same time, I have never been so entertained by a sit-down video! From snippets with your mom, to that jeans try on break, to Jeff popping in to talk about da cube, your struggles and everything in between...Love it! Such a feel good video, like your energy :)

[@StephanieButtermore]

I’m honestly so touched 🙏♥️ I was hoping it would come across as you described 😭😭 Thank you so much for this comment! Means the world to me!

[@nobhg]

Such an authentic, caring, loving and generous person is so rare especially on youtoube. 💕 i appreciate you so much!

[@vparetti]

Stephanie, wear the hate like a badge of honor. Haters are projecting onto you exactly how they feel about themselves, failures. You are not even close to having done anything to have anyone dislike you. I follow you closely and it's impossible for you to have done anything to receive negative vibes. Same goes for Jeff too! You both have helped me so much. It's just as it is, progress forward and never seek perfection. Keep it up!

[@monikaprilipko8980]

What symbol is on your picture?

[@gymahjussi]

you cant just make a blanket statement ignore haters. some of them have legitimate points and she completely ignores and denies it In order to reach and help more people out I think it is reasonable to take constructive criticisms or I guess am i just being a hater :/ ?

[@amandamysong]

미쿡헬린이tv some haters tho deliberately try to bring people down without any criticism at all. People calling her obese is not constructive criticism. It’s hate.

[@gymahjussi]

Gerbils For Life i cant agree more with you on that

[@tennesseeurbangarden]

Anyone who thinks she is obese is a complete /utter moron and needs a serious eye check.

[@naomi6056]

Video request: how to dress your body to feel beautiful while gaining weight!

[@lizbethgarcia.4002]

Maybe you could visit Abbey Sharp KZbin Channel, she talks about that a lot! :D

[@nternetrat]

yeah This year I gained like 30 pounds after a strict diet and I'm just so sick of wearing the same shorts and big t shirt every day

[@atmedia9882]

Stephanie, I showed my 11 year old daughter your video during your dissertation for your PhD, and she was very inspired by you, and she has a positive role model! Thank you for showing the process, from here to there, being yourself and still being glamorous! Thank you, thank you, thank you. Please write a book for girls age 10 - 18, telling them your life story, what was going on in your head along the way, and how you stayed on track and overcame obstacles like boyfriends, peer pressure, distractions. Love you! I drink a lot of tea too, lol because coffee disturbs my vestibular system, vestibular migraine is the scariest thing ever.

[@livelifeloudx]

I don't think you have taken ANY steps backwards. Growth isn't linear and every step gets you closer and smarter and more aware of your best self. Thank you for sharing everything you do :)

[@MamaSwole]

Stephanie is so beautiful inside & out🥺💖 sending you and your mom lots of love queen❤️

[@stephanielasso1]

I know this is so off topic but you should really do you’re everyday makeup routine. Your makeup looks amazing

[@Viniballet]

You have inspired me so much through my ED recovery. Thanks for having the tits to show all you’ve been through. Love you!

[@naina9807]

The tits*

[@Viniballet]

Anian changed it for you!!!!

[@vophie]

So grateful to you for subjecting yourself to the internet. Your videos have genuinely changed my life! Ever since your video over a year ago, you are an anchor to come back and watch for myself when I am feeling the worst.

[@bepi1127]

Stephanie you are honestly such a role model. Your positive energy really helps me through my own struggles. I just wanted to say thank you ❤️

[@laranguyn]

the opening of the book gives me sm life 🥺 can’t wait for the entire book to be published!!!

[@alverytadier558]

This might not exactly be the point of this video, but girrrrll that book intro is on point ❤️

[@pinkflower6010]

agree!!

[@juliesfooddesign]

It sounds so good!!! Guess I have to read more 👀🤭

[@renferal3774]

I applaud you for taking such care of your mother. I personally could not mentally or physically take care of my mother. We are not really close and she never has anything good or kind to say about me. Thankfully, at 82, she is healthy and doing very well.

[@b100dr4g3]

Your relationship with your mom is so beautiful. Often times we forget growing old is a privilege.`

[@georgiagraham9861]

You speak so eloquently and it’s really refreshing to hear how real you are and how real your struggles are in comparison to most you tubers! Thank you for always being so real and I really really hope you are keeping happy and healthy xxx

[@imanzein8837]

the one year of weight gain video, as i was watching it i was like, “damn, these was legitimately filmed like an episode in a docuseries,” SO I ALREADY KNOW YOURE GONNA KILL IT IN THIS BOOK ✨ also, your arms are goals 😍💕

[@elizabethchavez2856]

You are Amazing. It is not easy being vulnerable and open! Thank you for being real and honest especially about mental health issues.

[@manarsonja]

just a reminder that you’re inspiring me so much. you’re the reason why I’m finally in recovery. I love you!!! hope you and your family are doing well

[@rebeccaboarer3238]

1. I think Stephanie is the most honest and beautiful human being I have ever seen on social media 2. just from that small section of that book, I would 100% read that and would not want to put it down I was upset when their was none left to hear.... and I am REALLY fussy with books because I have the attention span of a fish! 3. Stephanie never ever lets me down on her vedios because they are so raw and relatable, even if its not the exact same experience just the pure realness makes her vedios relatable! just needed to let you know that your appreciated and your amazing!

[@xinxinwang9100]

The book sounds really amazing!

[@johannafluegge2597]

You are soo approachable & relatable, you inspire me. I took care of my mother with Transverse Myelitis & MS for over 20yrs.... it's hard, a rollercoaster for sure. I dont regret it if only that I could have done more. Your vulnerability touches me & I send my positive intentions & good vibes your way!

[@youngboydan4153]

Just a word of encouragement in terms of age, I’m almost 37, and I’m in significantly better shape than I was when I was 30. I’ve always been an intelligent trainer. I had some knee and joint issues that I worked on with a physical therapist, and it changed my life. I also gave up some exercises that I realized worsened the issues. I can train much harder now than I used to! Thanks for sharing you life with us, and best of luck as you continue your journey!

[@scottlandon4149]

1. Cant wait for the book. 2. The most inspiring thing about you is the fact that you’re so human that we can find ourselves in your struggles. I personally love that you’re not perfect study case. You’re human. We need more humanity on social media not perfection. You’re awesome Stephanie :).

[@emvardz]

i didn't realize you were writing a book, but judging from that little snippet i will definitely be reading it!

[@wendywang4932]

The fact that you are imperfect is why you are so relatable and why you are my inspiration. If there were a video about all the setbacks, doubts, downs etc you have, I would watch it everyday just to keep my motivation on the journey of food and body image.

[@Kelly_Explores]

Love you Steph! The fact that you don't do sponsored videos or throw a bunch of ads in just shows how genuine you are and how much you care about all of us. You're absolutely amazing and I'm always so excited when you post, even if it's just a quick update! ❤️

[@NeverKamabla]

So impressed by this angelic young woman. Clearly an inspiration to many.

[@chloemorrison2343]

I hope everyone is having a great day :) and sending the best of wishes to anyone who needs them

[@athynapalafox9315]

I am currently going through my own journey and watching Stephanie is very motivational. It’s been hard for me and watching her videos has picked me up

[@Sara-md8nu]

Steph, you are not dumb! You are intelligent and the most beautiful person I know. I too had a horrible relationship with food as well and you made me realize I wasnt alone. I too am studying biology, taking physiology this semester and microbiology next. You are the single most inspirational person in my life. I love you😘

[@rosiebans]

You are such a POSITIVE and refreshing voice on KZbin. I am very inspired by your attitude and honesty. Thank you! xx

[@dseetrixster]

Jeff’s “You had some good days, too!” 😭 You guys are so adorable and inspirational. Love you, Steph ❤️ Thanks for always being so open and honest with us throughout your journey - not just with all in, but in general. Best of luck to you going forward 🥰

[@jeannettesanchez857]

You are so inspiring and I'm super grateful to have someone like you in social media. Real. You are a light to watch. Thank you for sharing your life.

[@mariaweinberg3952]

stephanie, idk if you’ll see this but i HIGHLY recommend the book Like Without Ed by Jenni Schaefer - it has helped me so much in how i perceive eating and the ways in which dieting controls us

[@YasminA-jm9zs]

I feel like you’re feeling pressured to go down in weight as people keep congratulating you. Please take a step back from “body checking” and posting body pictures every single day in every angle.. it just makes things worse as it appears like a weight loss journey. Good luck 💫

[@franug]

I agree!!

[@pintsize1780]

She’s going right back to the same place. Soon she’ll be competing🙁

[@ellie2434]

Pint Size1 oh shut up.

[@linda33528]

@@pintsize1780 Omg she's no where near that, That was when her body fat percentage was so low that you'd lose your menstrual cycle. She looks perfectly fine to me. Stop shaming people for literally anything and everything

[@GlaciusDreams]

@@pintsize1780 seriously? I'm with the "oh shutup" guy. She's clearly healthier now and not anorexic nor overweight....idiots I swear.

[@Theloveinabubble]

Dear Steph, I'm about to finish med school,and planning to get into the research field, and you're a huge inspiration for me for being a woman of science! Also, I admire your honesty to admit you made a mistake and did what it required to get back on track, there's nothing more scientific than that! I've also been struggling to keep a decent schedule of eating (coffee is one hell of a drug), ,sleeping and exercising because of studying and being in front of my computer for hours, but I recall myself that without our bodies being healthy and feeling good, the hard work we put into these goals won't be as fullfiling as we would expect... I'm curious to know if you had the time or opportunity to reach out to a therapist, I think it will help you to better understand where the "hate" from people in the internet comes from (maybe only 5-10% of it is actually valid criticism,but nothing more than that), and how you can shield yourself with healthy thoughts and inner reassurance about what you want to put out to the world. I hope you're having a lovely time with your mom! (I could write more but I don't want this to be a testament haha)

[@melaniehaynie7841]

Thank you for sharing your journey and being so real. I started watching your videos about a year before you started your all in and am so impressed with your ability to put yourself out there (and your incredible strength, both physical and mental!!). I'm confident that you've helped countless people deal with the struggle of not being "perfect".

[@EsiriE]

When you were tslkimg about books I seriously thought it was an ad for audible. But seriously Stephanie, if you're not gonna do sponsorships at least put more ads in your videos. You work so hard on your videos and you should be compensated.

[@mingruiwei1101]

your body looks so incredibly amazing!!! I'm so proud of you

[@b4bo10]

She’s so beautiful not just her exterior but interior . It says slot when you take care of your mum.

[@soniaflores536]

Thank you for taking care of your mom. I am full care for my grandmother. So I appreciate you very much.😄

[@fatimaguardado3300]

Love how much I can relate to her. The fact that she is transparent about her journey because to me you are like a therapist. You are like a sweet conscious voice who speaks to me kindly. so know that every video you make, you teach me something new

[@natthekat69]

You have given me so much strength because you are incredibly strong about your situation. You have a heart of gold

[@eunice1760]

I feel like a lot of people are giving you standard that you need to keep up with, but people tend to forget that people in social media platforms are still humans..! But you don't need to keep it up, cause there's always someone out there judging you, but I can assure you that there are more people who loves you and supports you no matter what shape or weight you are🥰🥰❤️❤️❤️❤️ love you very much and hope you'll be better soon🥺❤️

[@tieramilton8332]

First off, I adore that you kept in the comments from Jeff suggesting what to talk about next. I love that you are in in together. Secondly, I cannot freaking wait to read your book. Just your excerpt sounds intriguing and extremely well written. Thank you for always been real. ❤

[@konstantinamil7189]

Stephanie, coming from a person who is too much of a perfectionist in almost EVERYTHING, just try to remember (as I try too) that after all, THERE IS NO PERFECTION ! You can't be perfect, simply because there is no perfect. Everyone is on their own journey in life and just try to be the best version of yourself, the version that makes YOU feel the happiest :) lots of love

[@gingertravelpassport]

Thats why I love to watch your videos! You are always so completely honest even the most private things, regarding your mom, your worries, etc.! We love you Steph :)

[@IAmOptimist]

The more I watch bloggers on KZbin, the more I realize how insecure every single one of them is. And it's so sad because if you are trying to live up to OTHER PEOPLE's expectations from you, you don't belong to yourself anymore. Is that the life you wanna have? One good thing to remember: you, and ONLY YOU matter for yourself. If other people don't like the way you live it's not your problem, leave them alone with their problems and THEIR opinion of you. What truly matters is your opinion of yourself. And that's what unfortunately most people don't even have nowadays. End rant lol

[@steveandnadia]

Anna Milagreira I don’t think KZbinrs are straight up insecure. I think all humans care about what others think of them, like what your partner, family, neighbour, colleague and boss say about you. Or else you wouldn’t get upset, sad or hurt ever. But the thing with being a KZbinr is that it’s been magnified to a wider and bigger audience. I know for sure it’s easy said than done to look the other way, but you’re going to have days where you start to doubt yourself..and those days are normal. It’s even harder for someone who is leading or standing up for an ‘idea’ that is new like Stephanie is doing. But the difference with KZbinrs, when done right, they change people’s lives through their content.

[@wistfulsighs7791]

Lets be real: We all care about the opinions of those we've invested in emotionally or those for whom we have respect or those who have some controll over the results of what we've invested our energy into. Stephanie Buttermore put a lot of energy into her fitness channel.Her public would constitute those who have some control over the results of what she put her energy into. And so naturally, she would care about how she is being received, not because she is insecure but because she cares about the impact her content has, in her passion to help others on their fitness journey. The fact that she feels that she has something worthwhile and helpful to relate shows that she is not at heart an insecure person. She is a human being who has the courage to shine her light despite the vulnerability involved owing to attackers who seek to discredit her or concepts of beauty we can all fall prey to, and especially the concept of beauty her audience would likely have based on her previous content. I don't see her or all bloggers as insecure. She, like anyone, including you, may be insecure about aspects of herself at different given moments but as a whole she is a secure person in her belief that she has something worth sharing with the world. And even more so for overcoming a concept of beauty so many of us share in the Western World. She is triply secure for overcoming that concept of beauty publicly to an audience who is likely to partake in that very concept of beauty. This takes an incredible amount of security in oneself that most wouldn't have. Obviously, I don't share your opinion about all bloggers, much less, Stephanie Buttermore being insecure.Also I think anyone who loves themselves and doesn't care about anyone's opinion of them ever, is being both dishonest with themselves and impractical.While there are people who care too much about people's opinions of them, "too much," in my books would be defined as caring about a stranger's opinion who has no impact on anything they've put their emotion, respect or energy into.

[@IAmOptimist]

wistful sighs sometimes we invest our energy in the wrong people and when Steph had a fitness/cheat day related content her audience was mostly people obsessed with looks/muscles/binge eating videos (that’s how I see it at least and I might be wrong here though) Now that her videos are different (sometimes even opposite to what she used to post) the audience (the one who supports fitness and dieting hard) might react in a negative way. And here comes the true challenge whether you take personally all the things strangers on the Internet tell you or you ignore it because only your opinion (and yes, I agree on opinion of people close to you) matter to you. I’m in no way attacking KZbinrs. And of course I’m not saying that being insecure is a bad thing. But unfortunately I see a sad tendency where social media stars/bloggers are trying really hard to please other people to the point that they have a mental breakdown. They are trying so hard to look good in the eyes of other people that they lose their identity. This is sad but it can be fixed. For that, a person must be able to find support and help inside themselves first and foremost. In life, it’s you who must be your own defender and caregiver. And I believe that everyone can be that. And the fact that a person is secure in one belief doesn’t mean that they are secure as a whole. Thank you.

[@JennieC.]

Views are their income. Nobody is living up to other people's expectations, they set the standards of your expectations actually. And if the majority of the viewers don't like content, it IS a problem, financially.

[@jtherock]

Thank GAWD for your rant Anna.

[@jdub8151]

You are one of the rare KZbinrs where I leave your videos and feel that I’ve learned something and it’s just genuine content. Thank you for sharing your life with us. It isn’t always easy!

[@skimmynyc6165]

The excerpt from your book is awesome; personal, direct and totally engaging : )

[@oliviamaag6115]

We love you Stephanie!! Don’t let the internet keep you down! There is so many more people watching who love and support your journey! Keeping you and your mom in our prayers!!

[@courtneyahloy3784]

You've barely read a sentence of your book and I already cannot wait to read it!!!

[@alovelywalk88]

I love seeing you take care of your mom. I’m also my moms caregiver currently and I’m her only one. So it’s comforting seeing someone else doing the same. Shout out to the strong and amazing daughters!

[@HelloThereIAmAlice]

Just bought the program 🥰 it’s a lot more than just “do this then this”, a lot of info and you learn things about working out, I really do recommend it. I think I’m going to use the program at my gym because I don’t have any equipment at home :)

[@assilmostefa7218]

she's the most honest and beautiful person on this platform

[@kannot1]

I don't care about any bad things people say. If you read books you deserve a gold star!!!!💫

[@NA-sr8kf]

Thanks for sharing your story and being vulnerable. I know the internet can be a harsh place, but know there are so many who are inspired by you!!! I know I am.

[@UniqueHollins]

I wanted to hear you read more of your book! You're off to a GREAT start!

[@user-jx3yf9mt5n]

As a former sufferer of anorexia (and so highly aware of the pressures many of us face to look a certain way, if we cave into society's idea of perfection) I can fully empathise with your struggles and am so grateful for you for being honest about them. It makes me feel more "normal" and less self-conscious of any issues I have/still have. I love the way you are thinking or writing your book and would be so excited to read it! Best wishes to you :) x x x

[@jaimefok]

OMG you're writing a book - that's so exciting! Can't wait to see when it comes out!

[@madih.8296]

we are all perfectly imperfect. you are an inspiration to so many people, including myself. your genuine content and showing ups and downs reminds me i’m not alone when i’m having similar struggles. you are loved stephanie ! continue being YOU, that’s all we could ever ask

[@varshapatibandla485]

Girl remember, unsuccessful people don't have haters. You're making it.

[@desireeappier3031]

Thank you for being real. The ups and downs are what the journey is all about. There's no winning or losing. It's all the journey. Seeing your good days and your bad makes relate to you on a personal level. Most videos make you feel like I have to be at good as them. I appreciate you greatly.

[@queenanhle1258]

If anything, the struggles u have make us feel more relatable. No one can be perfect.

[@IdMaSo]

I couldn’t see the end of the “all in journey” but wow - you look incredible!

[@wilma7530]

Hi Stephanie!!! I dont comment often but I do want to say that you remind me so much of me, from taking care of you mom to trying to control the weight etc......you are an awesome person!!!! Love you and thank you Jeff for helping her out in every way you can.

[@sharleyan4274]

Read “The Emperors Soul” by Brandon Sanderson. It is a novella and won the Hugo award. One of the best written books I’ve read.

[@paigesteele4406]

You are mindset goals, you are so self aware and logically based with your emotions. We need role models like you!

[@meganadams2325]

Another good author is James Patterson. :) can’t wait for your book!!!

[@celestegagne1035]

I just spent the afternoon binging all of your all in videos...you are an amazing, inspirational woman. Thanks for being so real.

[@ceanalove2464]

I can't wait to read your book, it's going to be amazing!!! P. S. You look amazing! 💖🌼

[@TheBoberable]

I'm crying after all your last videos, and I'm so grateful that you open up your life so we can change ours for good!

[@mindfulmaloku3194]

Has to do work... just about to put music on.... sees new video from Stephanie and makes a priority call ;D

[@michellejaramillo7861]

Stephanie, I truly appreciate your honesty and transparency. While life is wonderful, there are some tough times as well. Caring for an ill parent is challenging and stressful. Stay well, positive and strong!

[@MariahVitoria]

Your book is going to be absolute fire and I’m ready to pre order now!

[@alyshalee6313]

You are already so open with us! Please take time to be comfortable! Thank you for being so genuine and loved to see your face on youtube again! I hope you, Jeff and your family are well during these crazy times.

[@kaitlyntom2365]

I will actually read your book, the entry actually sounds so good I love it. I am vet excited for it.😫😫🥰🥰😘😘😘