You are WORTH IT. Success Story with Depression and Anxiety

you matter, you got this, believe your dream as it's already here. (opinions my own)
So this is my success story with ending the suffering from anxiety and depression at two points in my life. (Lexapro vs. Zoloft) I currently take 5 mg of Lexapro at 8am daily and feel normal now, at first my side effects were Yawning and tiredness But now I virtually have no side effects and feel great. I have very peaceful moments during the day but definitely still have to deal with life and go to work and do things so it's not a magical drug it just got me to a good baseline. 10 years ago I had to took low dose Zoloft, which worked, but took four weeks for it to work but it got me out of a bad state and I stopped taking it after two months but I would say it was a major success I don't remember having side symptoms other than fatigue and dry mouth at the beginning I know other people that are taking it that are having a lot of luck with it.
My hope is that my success story will at least help one person go see someone and find a path through medicine, diet or exercise that can get them out of their depressive or anxious state.
It is not normal to constantly have negative thoughts and ruminate all the time about things that are not absolutely critical in your life it is very exhausting and I look forward to a point that you or your loved one can get into a comfortable state that you were designed to be in and enjoy this world while you are still here.
You are worth it please believe in yourself and realize that there is another side. Mucj love and respect as you conquer this - love Ryan
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[@phoofster]

This was one of the most encouraging videos I’ve ever watched. Thank you so much!

[@justingotto5871]

I took my first dose of Zoloft today. Only 25 mg and I'm all over the place. Tired, heartburn randomly. Been to the bathroom like 4 times. Geez I really hope this ends. I don't have dry mouth tho which is fantastic I hate dry mouth lmao 🤣 good video bro I'm doing all kinds of research today and this video helped a ton!

[@antobioety4386]

SSRI antidepressants caused me PSSD 😔

[@phillylarkin.s1930]

What dose are you on my friend

[@TotallyDudeFun]

I almost started crying when you said “you are designed to enjoy this beautiful planet” You’re right. I can’t see or think clearly right now but I know this to be true. I want to enjoy my life and see the world as I once did. Thank you so much for this.

[@ericaacevedo9819]

I can’t see or think clearly either. I pray both of Us get the help we need to be well🙏🏻👼🏼

[@MrBrandonLau]

Hope you are doing ok

[@ultrainstinct70]

Me too same feeling😞

[@vizagitywaltair]

😢😭😭

[@hacklabdesign]

I’m so glad to finally answer your car man I’ve been working crazy on some stuff and moving but I’m so glad that you got a chance to watch it and I’m so delighted to be able to meet you. How are you feeling these days?

[@sul876]

It really is so true. For years I battled it walking, running, sports, holidays, meditation, breath work, yoga, cold showers, comedy, alcohol all whilst working pretending to the world I was enjoying my life. 4 weeks on Sertraline and I can feel it’s working. I can see peoples smiles that people are genuinely being friendly and not feeling like they feel sorry for me. I feel I can start to pick up a new Hobbie and enjoy it. I feel I can get a new job that isn’t so mundane as mine is. I’m sorry but it works and no amount of exercise will get you out of it.

[@lolaa4611]

Proud of you!

[@snowps1]

The problem is if you stay on them long-term they make you feel numb and then you don't feel anything. My doctor said 6 to 12 months. Don't take them forever.

[@notcountingsheep3361]

Yes and it's hard to even get yourself to do all of those activities when experiencing depression and anxiety, so then the effort it takes to push through just causes exhaustion

[@randomnumbers84269]

@@notcountingsheep3361 Exactly. I was trying really hard to stick with exercise to help with my depression but it just led me burning out. And I was anxious and talking down to myself if I ended up skipping a day. I was really hopeless, like what I'm supposed to do? I started Sertraline 4 days ago.

[@Beeppoop]

How many mg?

[@norse_cat]

There needs to be more videos like this for people who are afraid to take the first step with medication. Very encouraging.

[@ReelBishop]

Thank you so much man, I'm making the call tomorrow. I AM DONE feeling this way, its time to enjoy this life.

[@hacklabdesign]

hang in there, you got this Brandon.

[@ashuvijay7031]

R u still taking these drugs ? What u took zoloft Or lexopro ?

[@Vestu]

@@ashuvijay7031 he said he took Zoloft on another bout of depression and Lexapro more recently and I got the picture that Lexapro had slightly better results even though both medicines helped at the time.

[@Gavsherpa]

Started yesterday, sickness and isomonia, but had mental health issue almost 40 years now , no more I need chemical support

[@hacklabdesign]

@tyrel can you help me get started?

[@kinkybabee10]

I’m on week 1 of zoloft! My anxiety has been severe.. ended up in the er 4 times in a week.. I was going insane stuck in my head, I couldn’t even watch a movie without being scared, Havent even ate in weeks.. and I’ve started to eat little by little on week 1.. I have mild side effects BUT it is worth it! THANK YOU for giving me the strength to keep hanging in there because I still wake up with high anxiety. THANK YOU SO MUCH

[@hacklabdesign]

wow, keep it up. every day can be different. take it day by day Daisy.

[@Србомбоница86]

@@kinkybabee10 are you better now on Zoloft?

[@A42yearoldARAB]

@@kinkybabee10 I had that side effect from Zoloft, going to try Lexapro now. Got tired of having to shit constantly lol. I noticed Zoloft help considerably for depression, not so much anxiety, but it did help a bit.

[@GoDubz69]

Keep it up man, you got this…WE GOT THIS

[@TheDjaypattalion]

how are you feeling now after 10 months, i have been on zoloft for 16 days now. Its a rolla coaster.

[@Malc4dead]

I applaud anyone who talks openly about mental health. Thank you! Zoloft and Klonopin taker here for 9 years. It works.

[@JoseFlores-rl3kj]

I’ve always been told klonopin should not be taken long term. My doctor never wanted to prescribe me any after 5 days of pills. How did you get 9 years worth haha

[@Malc4dead]

@@JoseFlores-rl3kj My diagnosis is Panic Disorder (though I have some depression too) and the Zoloft alone wasn't cutting it. I tried tapering off the Klonopin but the symptoms came back. That said I had been on Xanax for a bit over 3 months prior so who knows if that played a role.

[@Србомбоница86]

@@Malc4dead why do you need Zoloft ,if Klonopin is helping your panic ?are you depressed also

[@carnifex8]

@@Malc4dead Dude.. Do not take benzos for more then 1 month. I got panic disorder too and i know clonazepam helps but u cant take it for more then 1 month cuz you'll develop addiction and won't be able to get off of it. For my panic disorder i take Zoloft+Seroquel+Mirtazapine+Lamotrigine. My case is quite severe but it does help. SSRIs alone barely help but a mix of SSRIs and low doses of antipsychotics/anticonvulsants +time and patience does help. What kind of doctor would prescribe benzos for so long? That's terrible. Try to get off of them.

[@Србомбоница86]

@@carnifex8 what's your dosage of mirtazapine and Zoloft ?

[@React2022-u7l]

I finally mustered up the courage to take 10mg today, thanks again for your video, i will keep you updated on my progress.

[@hacklabdesign]

You got this!

[@TangoTopOP]

Day 2 on lexapro , I don’t if it’s the sybol effect but I feel good , I can only Imagine how I will feel weeks from now 🙌🏾 I deserve to live peacefully and to be happy . I was scared to take meds but I realized not taking it is me not wanting to change , I lived with anxiety for too long long it’s time for a change . We deserve it I love u all ! Take your meds change the daily cycle . It’s your time to shine 🙌🏾

[@hacklabdesign]

So glad

[@davidchamberlain6466]

Thank you for sharing your story. I am one week into my Lexapro 10mg treatment and, like you, I find that some days are even worse. This morning my anxiety levels are high so I went looking for reassurance on KZbin and found you. I will keep going even though one month seems a long stretch to wait for the medication to level out.

[@Beeppoop]

Update?

[@Beeppoop]

☠️

[@general_zizi1156]

Psilocybin containing mushrooms saved my life. The drastically reduced my benzodiazepine withdrawal allowing me to quite illicit pill addiction after three years of heavy daily use before it would had became medically dangerous to quit. It has also helped me survive depression.

[@ryancihet555]

The Trips I've been having really helped me a lot,I finally feel in control of my emotions and my future and things that used to be mundane to me now seem incredible and full of nuance on top of that I'm way less driven by my ego and I have alot more empathy as well

[@ellaaysun6181]

@Lillian Victoria I was having this constant, unbearable anxiety due to work stress. Not until I came across *dr.jeromespore* a very intelligent mycologist. He saved my life honestly

[@ellaaysun6181]

@Lillian Victoria You can check him out on. 👇🏻

[@ellaaysun6181]

*l* *G*

[@ohmakure4716]

@@ryancihet555 I feel the same way too. I put too much on my plate and it definitely affects my stress and anxiety levels. I am also glad to be a part of this community.

[@sadieannegracebrewer7582]

Bawling my head off right now just wanted to let you know you definitely helped this one person that’s for sure and I know you’re helping many others. It’s pretty much not one medication that I haven’t been on. I have a year and a half of clean and sober time on the eighth this month and I have fallen into a great great depression these past two months I reached out to my PCP and my therapist is aware of it however she doesn’t know how long I’ll be before the med doctorWill be able to get to me. I just want to say thank you for your encouragement God bless you.

[@thearsehole3107]

Brilliant video. One of the best I’ve seen so good to see someone not bagging medications and giving encouragement to others. Cheers

[@PhilippensTube]

You're legend! Talking about this on an open channel wasn't what I expected, but I was happy you shared this. It takes courage. Personally I'm not dealing with this, but I have family and friends that are dealing with psychological issues of some sort and I know it is difficult to talk about it or even admit to yourself that there's something going on. Great that you found a way out and share it.

[@emmajean8631]

I really, really needed this. Trying to psych myself up to take my first dose and Celexa and feeling really scared. But you’re right! My happiness is worth the risk. Thank you ❤️

[@rubimartin3051]

Thank you for sharing your story ! Many people we struggle with anxiety. In my personal opinion is necessary to take some medication . Zoloft has improved my life and has gave me another chance to see the life in a better way !

[@FiftyCent22]

U came out?

[@deitznuts536]

This video really comforted me, I’ve been on lexapro for about a month now and I’ve been feeling great and it was weird to me when I first started feeling like this, but you reminded me that your supposed to feel great by default! And I was also a lil worried because I’ve seen a lot of people saying horrible things about how they became suicidal/etc on antidepressants, but you kinda reassured me that as long as I take the medication consistently, I’ll continue to be okay. I’m definitely saving this video to watch later when I feel like I need it, thank you so much and have a great day!!!

[@hacklabdesign]

I'm so glad josh. I'm grateful I could help even it's a 1% improvement.

[@incaindio8131]

Things take time but eventually get better i was on Lexapro for a few months and while it took away my depression and anxiety, it also took away my emotions so i went down to 5mg from 10mg and it helped a little but while I was better,like sleeping and eating again, I still didn't feel like myself,I constantly felt spaced out,I had head discomfort and I was eating a whole lot more so my psychiatrist switched me to Buspar and it has worked well to,I still have the side effect of some head discomfort but the emotional blunting is subsiding ,my focus and memory has improved and I am feeling a ton better than when I first came down with D&A. Side effects aside and I know everyone is different on how they will react to these drugs but Lexapro did work well for me in getting me out of D&A. Btw this was one of the first videos I looked at when I was in this bad state and it gave me hope,so thank you for making this!.

[@hacklabdesign]

@tyrel im doing ok, been exercising

[@tyrel-fg7zf]

​​@@hacklabdesignou idiot check up lexapro brain damage and see the girl Marsa Parker she died because of this poison

[@sandrapack2039]

Thank you so much for this video. I started taking Lexapro today. I am so grateful that I had the strength to finally go to the doctor for help. Everyone does deserve to live a happy life!

[@hacklabdesign]

You got this! 4-6 weeks is even better. everyday. same time same dose.

[@greggray3741]

@@hacklabdesign do you take the Lexapro at night or in the morning? Also, what to do if any sexual issues from taking Lexapro? Thanks

[@hacklabdesign]

@@greggray3741 good morning. I retake everyday right when I wake up, I just took 10mg , put in daily pill case in case you forget if you took it . Feelin better takes time but is worth the habit. I’ve been walking 5k-10k steps every day. I feel way better.

[@immadreamer3697]

Sandra are you feeling better

[@AAworks4me]

Thanks so much for the encouraging words. Week 2 on Lex starts today 10 mg. Feeling little pops of serenity and like myself agsin; staying with it.

[@ariyogatravels]

I'm so happy for you how are you now

[@AAworks4me]

@@ariyogatravels pretty good and evened out here coming to the end of week 3. Depression seems to be cleared but still some anxiety--perhaps that needs a bit more time. Thanks.

[@Србомбоница86]

@@AAworks4me it takes like 3 months for anxiety to get better

[@crishudson1499]

Coming from a person, me, that works in Veteran Mental Health, and is a Veteran who seeks help himself, also me. You are absolutely amazing!! Utilizing Feel, Felt and Found techniques can absolutely help people know it is ok to say "I am not ok, I need help". Thank you for this. For those who don't know what Feel, Felt and Found means we all use it everyday. "I understand how you feel, I felt the same way, but when I started doing______ I found out that it helped me by ....."

[@realgirl2704]

I just started Zoloft 6 days ago & have felt like stopping because of side affects. Your video was perfect timing & I will not give up. I also have a dear friend in crisis & will make sure she gets help too. We need to hear success stories so thank you so much. My guess is you’ve helped many people.

[@ipklan2]

Hey there, how are you going? Did you continue your medication? Blessings.

[@ultrainstinct70]

Im 27y old. can i take zoloft for anxiety and depression 😶

[@JoeMmt347]

We need more open and honest discussion about anxiety and depression. I so understand trying to figure it out on your own, using supplements.. Avoiding prescription meds. i also needed to use an SSRI to deal with the anxiety and probably should have been on one way back in junior high or before. thank you!

[@markvincent719]

Finding the right dr to talk to about what you need is key too. Way to open up an important discussion Ryan, cheers to a success story!

[@hacklabdesign]

Thank you Mark

[@bellycuda]

You helped this one person, thank you so incredibly much

[@hacklabdesign]

Thanks 😀

[@ruthrose2951]

Thank you so much for this video. I’ve been on Zoloft for 3 weeks but even at a very low dose side effects are not subsiding so my doctors have decided to switch me to Lexapro starting today. I’m trying to remain hopeful that this one will do the trick for my anxiety.

[@hacklabdesign]

So Glad

[@CaptainCandycorn]

How did it turn out? I am considering starting Zoloft but am scared.

[@browneyedgirlFL67]

How is the Lexapro working out? Are the side effects the same as the Zoloft when starting?

[@depressed_furry3525]

@@CaptainCandycorn Zoloft ain't nothing to be scared of it's a pretty safe medication to take i take it once aday

[@HeavenOrHell74]

You've already helped me out by having the Will to make and post this video. Listening as I'm walking my route. Thank you my friend 🙏🏾💯

[@madisonjackson9167]

I am only 2 minutes in and already feeling better. Seriously thank you for making this! One of the most encouraging videos I’ve seen this far!! THANK YOU

[@Gavsherpa]

I agree ☝️ amazing 🤩

[@luisdeluna5095]

I am going through all these symptoms never crossed your channel brother. God has its ways of why thinks happened their is no coincidence of these feed showing on my YT. I am writing to my doctor now. ❤❤❤

[@wingnutjtw]

Thanks friend for making this video. You give me hope that I am on the rite path. I have been on 20 mg of Lexapro for 4 years. Taken religiously., but, against warning drinking alcohol too and just was depressed and anxious. I gave up alcohol a year ago and started living clean. Magically after a few months from stopping alcohol I now feel better than ever. I felt kinda guilty for feeling good thinking something bad is coming, but nope. I should feel good! You give me hope that my “found” happiness is Real. Good Luck My Man. Kickin glasses also. Jamie from NC

[@hacklabdesign]

Thank you Jamie. Alcohol is a highly addictive daily battle but can be conquered. The key is one day at a time and replacing behaviors and watching triggers.

[@thesilverone94]

Fantastic video and so encouraging. Really hope you’re doing well. All the very best from Scotland 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

[@hacklabdesign]

Thank you

[@chgofirefighter]

Some life stressors have contributed to my depression, betrayal is a terrible thing to experience. Most especially, when people lie about your character. Anyway, when depression and hopelessness sets in it’s a terrible terrible place to be at when all you think about is suicide, ending the pain, and isolation sets in. People think you can pray yourself out from depression, some say it’s a choice, some may say you’re feeling sorry for yourself, etc etc but the just don’t know because they’re not you. Words can kill you, they have power. So be mindful of what you say or do when someone is in pain. Real depression stops you from living a life, robs you of joy, makes you doubt, makes you feel worthless, depression lies to you. To the point that you believe it and end up doing the unthinkable. If a pill helps, helps to create a baseline or at least a lifeline then who cares? In order for anyone to accomplish anything they have to be on the right mindset. Nothing will work without having your mindset right, exercise, meditation, talk therapy, love, etc etc nothing will until your mind gets into a happy place for you to take action… not sure if “happy” is the right word to use, but I hope the message will be understood.

[@hacklabdesign]

Thanks for sharing

[@TheViolator91]

Started Lexapro today. This video helped me tremendously… thank you.

[@realvw]

Hi just wanted to ask how it has helped you since you posted this. Thanks

[@TheViolator91]

@@realvw YES. It has completely changed me for the better!!

[@ceewhateyecee9701]

Thank you for this video. I started a low-dose Sertraline prescription last week after a year of battling depression and anxiety (more anxiety than depression). I have severe health anxiety, and ruminate about EVERYTHING regarding my health. I lost several very close friends and relatives in the last few years and then the Pandemic struck, spiraling me into a deep place. I have been slowly crawling out with talk therapy, but could never stop the onslaught of negative thoughts. Zoloft has given me the ability to tone that down a little. The thoughts are still there, but I am able to cope better than I have in a long time. Thanks again, and best wishes.

[@Gong14921]

Are you afraid of negative thoughts or just the idea that you have thoughts?

[@hollyspurcell3319]

Thank you so much for sharing. I’ve been against meds for a decade. I’ve tried everything-nutrition, exercise, meditation, acupuncture, craniosacral therapy, etc. I got prescribed Lexapro today and was scared to try it, so I googled success stories and came across yours. The Universe works in mysterious ways. Thank you again, friend.

[@amm9478]

Would love to hear how you’re going. I’ve been battling my GAD for 6 years now and I know I need to take the next step to go in meds.

[@hacklabdesign]

I’m so glad. I hope it’s still working out. I’m sorry for this late response. Let us know how you’re doing. I currently take 5 mg.

[@hollyspurcell3319]

I’ve been on Lexapro for a year now. I started at 10mg and upped it to 20mg. It has been a game changer.

[@React2022-u7l]

This completely describes me ! Thank you ❤️

[@hacklabdesign]

You're so welcome!

[@Keithy22]

Thank you for making this video. During the first wave of covid and being stuck at home for months on end, my battle with anxiety and depression became a losing one. I could no longer find joy in anything and I was an anxious mess every day. I have battled with mainly anxiety for the past 10 years (19 years old to currently 29). I started with Zoloft at 25mg. Personally I found the side effects to be quite bad. I felt nauseous, dizzy and just kind of "gross" for the first couple weeks. My doc told me to up it to 50mg a day. I did so, and after a 3-4 weeks I started to get past the nausea and dizzyness stuff for the most part - but it was drying me out SO badly. My mouth, my eyes, my entire body felt like a dry sponge. I already deal with dry eyes and I just simply could no longer take the side effects of it. I just recently have been experienced another bout of heavy anxiety day to day that is killing me. I was in the ER this morning for 6 hours because I was experiencing leg pain and weird symptoms which I believe to be from my Pfizer 1st shot 2 weeks ago that havent gone away. I was very worried I had a blood clot and I was literally shaking like a leaf with racing thoughts. They did all the tests needed and there is NO blood clot and I have nothing to worry about - except now im sitting here thinking I need to try round 2 of kicking this anxiety shit that rules my life to the curb. I am going to take a shot at lexapro as I have seen quite a couple succes stories with it, including your own! Very happy I stumbled across your channel because I also love your niche of videos, right up my alley! AWESOME ! Hope you are doing well!! Thank you again for putting your personal story out there. It really does help others. SUBBED !

[@Tom1.7]

Thank you my brother! I don’t usually leave likes for videos but I did for yours! I was on 10 mg for 2 years and it worked great, now tomorrow morning I start 20mg, because I tried to go off of it and screwed up my brain with cannabis, There is a real place for pharmaceuticals even though people complain about them,we just need them it is our imperfection.

[@hacklabdesign]

Thanks Rick

[@noahsr7]

this video has genuinely helped me so much and helped me realize i’m not crazy it’s weird how anxiety effects so many people world wide but we still all feel crazy feeling what we feel inside our head but this had finally made me realize i’m not!!! thank you so much and i’m going to talk to my doctor ASAP to get prescribed this has effected me day after day for so long and i won’t let it anymore!!!

[@hacklabdesign]

Ok you can do this, do you have an update?

[@ThisGalsLife]

I’m on day 3 of lexapro and haven’t slept well. Anxiety of the charts. I needed to hear this. Pushing through these miserable side effects to get back to myself will be worth it.

[@TangoTopOP]

It will be worth it trust the process !

[@hacklabdesign]

Hey, can you provide an update? Are you doing OK?

[@Bludcharg4214]

I just started lexapro 20mg a week ago I’ve been having really bad side effects and anxiety, but I’m going to stay positive it will get better

[@erinmontgomery4983]

This video was so extremely helpful and one of the most honest best videos I have seen. Been taking half of my Lexapro and am going to take the full dose because of you. Tired of feeling anxious. Thank you!!

[@hacklabdesign]

Thank you!

[@enjeej7849]

How did it go?

[@k.a.9397]

Thank you so much for sharing your experience and it is very helpful and gives motivation indeed.

[@hacklabdesign]

you bet

[@cloudhill]

thanks for sharing, hearing positive stories about lexapro is giving me the courage to start the script i got.

[@TangoTopOP]

Try it it’s worth it , I’ve been on it for 15 days now

[@hacklabdesign]

I'm still taking 5mg.

[@JNABHD]

Kudos to you for making this video, I hope many others take the time to watch this.

[@AtortAerials]

Thank you. I’m in that place right now. Yes I read The Power of NOW and more and still struggling. Yoga and struggling. Eating well and struggling. Went through 6 treatments of ketamine therapy and still struggling. I have an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow morning but nervous about meds. I tried Prozac for only a few days recently and felt so off and out of control irritable I stopped. This was nice to hear though so love you too. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

[@sahilmiah9741]

I’m glad that you have found something that helped you and your in a better place. God bless you brother !❤️🙏

[@curtpriestley2107]

Man... im here because I just started zoloft. I don't think I'm doing horrible, but I am struggling. My daughters mother and I recently split up. She's pregnant with our second, and due in 5 weeks. And a lot of other stuff with my family that has had me anxious my entire life. I'm not feeling terrible side effects at the moment, and I'm hopeful... but what you said was something that was comforting to hear. Thank you!

[@hacklabdesign]

You're welcome. Check back in.

[@jsn1080]

Well done 👏. Stumbled across this video ans appreciate hearing someone with lived experience. You described what I've experienced so well. Thanks for the video

[@stevenhargett]

The most genuine video I’ve yet to watch in all my years of someone really caring and wanting to help others. Like you’re talking right to me, which was the point, I assume. 👍🏼

[@hacklabdesign]

Thank you so much

[@livelaughworld515]

Thank you so much. When you said you could just sit in a chair and enjoy it, I felt envious and equally hopeful. I've never experienced that feeling. First night on lexapro tonight. I'll keep my head up and storm these first few weeks. Again, thank you for showing a light at the end of the tunnel.

[@SinCityVirgini]

Hi LLW How are you doing now? You take it at night? Tonight is going to be my first time taking it. Did you have sleeping issues? Any update would be very helpful. 💜

[@livelaughworld515]

@@SinCityVirgini hello, sorry im seeing this 9 months late. I was feeling great after the first month, and have been doing better overall since. I am currently tapering off to find out if I will need to continue taking it.

[@suzee_bee]

This is one of the best if not the best video I’ve watched on this subject. Your message & how you put it across is crystal clear. Very uplifting watch! 👍

[@MaxRyan777]

Hey! I really appreciate your story and honesty. There are SOOOO many videos of young people with Lexapro (kinda sad if you ask me) and not in my generation. TY for affirming doing this for the quality of our lives. Also saying EXERCISE isn't enough. Sooo true. Sending lots of positive vibes to you!

[@hacklabdesign]

I’m good, 5mg now everyday no exceptions

[@carriered4715]

Thankyou So Much for making this video, you are Straight to the point, and I've eventually decided to Actually Take the Prescribed Lexapro I've been picking up for a while now, but too afraid to take. I've been Stuck like this for about 10yrs, I'm 59, and I have lost All motivation to do Any of the things I've always loved to do, my life had just Stopped. I'm Very grateful to you for your Honest and Direct advice, you seem such a nice person too. Best wishes to you, and Know how much you've helped people, myself included.

[@igwanwan_dagoat1523]

Thank you for making this video I been really depressed and increase in anxiety due to staying in doors. Parents are scared of covid and they won't let me see my friends. Thank you again for the inspiration video and I pray that zoloft work for me so I can stay focus on my studies.

[@marciomaiajr]

I tried Zoloft but I couldn't stand the side effects. Now the doctor gave me Lexapro and I starting today. Hope it works. Thanks for the video.

[@Keithy22]

You and me both. The nausea and dizzyness started to go away after a few weeks, but the dry mouth / eyes / body was unbearable for me. I am going to give lexapro a shot next I think. If you get a chance and remember this comment, make an update on how its working for you!

[@debbietaylor20]

Zoloft was brutal for me. Side effects and withdrawal was horrendous. Took me five months to taper off. Still get withdrawal after 2 months

[@marciomaiajr]

@@Keithy22 Lexapro is much better. Only had a bit of a headache and insomnia. But it lasted only a few days. I'm on the 2nd week now and I'm feeling much better. Zero anxiety. Much better than zoloft in my opinion.

[@Keithy22]

@@marciomaiajr that's awesome news. I have an appointment in a few days to go over this and I'll be sure to try it out. Thanks for the update.

[@syedaanilamurshed5527]

@@marciomaiajr how r u now? Is it working?

[@SlorideI20]

Thanks. I'm fighting anxiety and depression after a narcissistic relationship. Prescribed Lexapro just yesterday. Ready to find myself again.

[@hacklabdesign]

Update?

[@waynebevan2574]

You Sir have just helped more people than you will ever know. God Bless

[@hacklabdesign]

Thank you Wayne , you matter a lot.

[@JP-cc9vo]

Thank you I wasn’t taking my lexapro as prescribed and same happened to me I relapsed. I have to go back on it because I’m worth it thank you! U helped me to realize what I have to do

[@Vestu]

Thank you for the video. I've struggled with depression and anxiety sort of on and off since I was a kid (now 37). Also on different medications on and off (now 1/4 of the lowest therapeutic dose (10mg) of Lexapro (so 2.5mg)). The more we get videos like this, the less stigma there will be and more awareness on these issues.

[@juliaworth9304]

Thanks so much for this video - on zoloft for about two weeks getting nervous cause its not helping too much yet. But I won't give up after watching your video. God Bless you for having the guts to speak out! Thank You

[@hacklabdesign]

Hang in there , Also keep track of what you eat and how it makes you feel bread and pasta always makes me a little bit depressed and anxious the next day just understand what you put in your body does make a difference in how you feel

[@joserosado4667]

Thank you, I really needed to hear this. I appreciate you telling your story and being open and honest. The world needs more openness, honesty and encouragement.

[@anthonycampbell5477]

Dude, Thank You. I used lexapro several years ago with success. It got me out the hole. Recently I have been sluggish and just zero interest. I was like, maybe I need magnesium, iron vitamin D etc.. Yesterday I did it. I restarted lexapro. Just the Idea of taking action helps. Now for the little blue pill. Again thank you for the passion you showed in this.

[@hacklabdesign]

I’m so glad. How are you feeling lately?

[@johnwalker5910]

Thank you so much for sharing your experience. I stumbled across your video today and am I ever glad I did. I’ve been really struggling with anxiety and depression and just felt like there was no Hope. You inspired me to start taking my lexapro. The bottle has been sitting on my night stand since last October. And how cool is it that you’re into cnc, laser engraving/cutting etc. I have been engraving as a career for 35 years now. Again. Thanks.

[@Ctworld15]

Great video! I’m gonna keep going with Zoloft after two weeks. I was def splitting a 25 mg in half but just started taking the full pill last night. Thanks for making this. Uplifting and reassuring❤️

[@hacklabdesign]

You bet Gregg

[@FlorinToader]

25mg is waaaay to little.

[@tommydahlborgjr]

I so needed this today. Thank you so much for sharing your success stories. I pray to experience similarly 💙

[@hacklabdesign]

You got this

[@justdewit]

thank you for this encouragement. I would say I've been struggling on and off for the last 9 years with anxiety. My wife and I had our first child 6 months ago and to be honest she is the motivator behind my mission to become mentally healthy. I find myself drifting off and ruminating while I'm spending time with her and I don't want to be that dad. Thank you for this video. It gave me courage. I do have a weird belief against medication but willing to give it a try for my little girl. Scheduled an appointment for this Friday with a psychiatrist. Wish me luck

[@alankelly5365]

Goodluck man 🙏 wish you the best.

[@billyluther5844]

So how’s it going my friend?

[@hacklabdesign]

What about just trying the low dose for 2 months?? I love being a dad

[@jacobmartinez5461]

I reallu appreciate this video. Ive had depression anxiety most of my adult life. Have taken manh meds even ADD meds. Its a struggle. But im 43 and im here and holding down a job finally

[@hacklabdesign]

That’s great, try something different if that’s changed recently , one day at a time Jacob. Glad we’re thru this holiday season, can be tough on some.

[@leebee0728]

The brain is an organ and susceptible to illness just like any other part of the body. 💗 Get the help you need, you'll be glad you did.

[@angelacaudill537]

You are speaking to those who've had your same experience. You acknowledge that there are side affects, but, saying to take the doses prescribed, to wait before throwing the towel in and giving a real life situation. I appreciate your candid portrayal of your experience. Despite you, not a MD, but, the human being who takes the medication, I'm grateful to hear your experience opposed to hearing a MD's "knowledge". I'm happy you're doing well and keep your expectations coming our way!!! Ty 😎🌹

[@davidredwood6613]

Thank you and well done. Very real post that can help a lot of people who are on the fence.

[@hacklabdesign]

So happy for this feedback David - Ryan

[@elizabethwonders]

Soo awesome! Thank you! Excellent points and I love that you said don’t waste time. I agree about medications. I had nonsense from doctors telling me for years, don’t take medication, just calm yourself down “naturally”. Just like you said, if you aren’t calm or have that baseline of calmness, meditation, etc isn’t going to work. “Willing yourself doesn’t always work.” And definitely everyone is “worth it!” Having a great life and living your best life! Thanks for a well put video about your experience! Transparency is key! 😊🥰

[@waynebevan2574]

You have helped more people than you will ever know🥰

[@gregmalekjonesful]

Lexapro has saved so much of me and my life. If you are struggling, speak with your doctor! I promise you do not have to suffer.

[@realvw]

How long did it take to kick in? I’m on week 6, but still struggling a bit with anxiety.

[@monaestra616]

This was so incredibly powerful. Thank you for sharing💛

[@jenniferheaven1696]

This is the most informative and convincing video i ever listen to

[@hacklabdesign]

Thank you , I hope it helps

[@ntbarone]

I've been crap in a bag for about 4-5 months now. Wife has had to push me to therapy. Glad im going. On second visit my therapist recommended a psychiatrist and possbily Lexapro. Ive been on Zoloft in the past but maybe not long enough for it to work right because i felt lower than i was before getting on it. I have an appointment on Feb 11th. Im looking forward to it. Ive felt overwhelmed, fear of future failure both at work and at home. I've felt mostly in a rut lately and that everything has become cyclical with no joy in even the hobbies I love. Ive felt like even the simplest of tasks are agitating and or inconvenienced by them. I've not been the most attentive father or husband and felt less in control of my life. The real me normally chases a dream amd pursues it until real, loves on people and inspires others to do the same. Lately all I've done is "try to blend in with the furniture" as my saying goes to not be bothered by others. I hate this feeling. I understand sometimes its okay to escape your reality, but the truth is I don't have time for that. I hope whomever is watching this video gets the help the need/deserves. I know where you are right now. I feel how you feel right now. It sucks the life out of you. Get help. Listen to your spouse when they have concerns about your well being. Get yourself back. Here's to a better you. ❤

[@hacklabdesign]

Thank you for sharing, sry it took a awhile to respond, how are you? I finally came out of a dark spot.

[@dbalexan]

I AM AT THIS POINT RIGHT NOW! I was prescribed Lexapro and took the 1st pill and had the worlds worst headache that day. I didn’t take it the next day. (Disclaimer: I think I also had a sinus headache, so it was exasperated). Because of this video, I’m going to ramp up and just took half of the 10mg. I’m going ti continue taking it. I’m definitely scared to gain weight. I gained weight during Covid and haven’t been able to get it down which makes me depressed. I’m hoping this will help me.

[@hacklabdesign]

I’ve had a lot of success , I know take 5mg

[@CeresOutpost]

Hah, I've been visiting your channel for a few years now and this video is gold! I'm sitting here with a bottle of Lexapro that I haven't opened and I have convinced myself not to start it because I can't afford to have side effects reduce my productivity in my business right now. We're going through some other things here related to our child's mental health, in large part because of Covid, and so I have also justified not taking it so I can be 100% for my family at all times without worrying about medicine issue. I told myself that I don't have the luxury of experimenting with an SSRI right now, considering the potential pitfalls. Your video is making me rethink that position, and I really appreciate your honesty. We need more people to stand up and talk about their mental health issues these days, because it's a HUGE problem in this country. We've built a society that is manufacturing people who are sad, angry, anxious, depressed, confused, overloaded, overworked, underpaid, and underappreciated - among other negative things. Thank you, sir, and I hope you are still doing great! It has been about a year since you made this video, I'd love to see a follow-up if you can spare the time!

[@ultrainstinct70]

Which country are you from?

[@hacklabdesign]

Wow that’s pretty cool. How are you doing these days?

[@kuwait1161]

Thank you so much. I dont want this anymore, dont want to die anymore, guess I will begin the medication, and HOPE.

[@bloodyfinger5]

I've been dealing with everything you described , I too self dosed with my meds because I didn't understand how they worked . Things are improving but it took longer than I expected . Thank you for making this video and thank you for sharing your story , I'm now a subscriber .

[@BrianHuynh08]

Thank you for openly sharing. It will help so many people including myself!

[@hacklabdesign]

Thanks and I’m hopeful for us

[@tesiemarie8942]

I needed this. I’m literally crying while I type this. Im so afraid of medication. I was put on Lexapro as well. My mind won’t be still. I feel stuck. I have anxiety and panic. When I don’t have anxiety or panic, I feel depressed a bit. Well, depressing thoughts.

[@hacklabdesign]

There is an answer for you I know it. I’m sry you’re sad , could you keep a journal , because once you start feeling better you need to know how to maintain that lifestyle habits (diet, walking, etc)

[@blackshuck615]

It will pass, I promise. Been there and experienced it. Be kind to yourself and ride it out, its temporary.

[@nrp5791]

I have tried everything and was never informed that I could have an anxiety disorder. Doctors led me to believe it was physical. I'm in my first week of Lexapro. I'll stick with it. Muscle tension, numbness and tingling with headaches sucks. Constantly worrying and it's a vicious cycle. Thank you!

[@katelyndefreitas2810]

I've been on it 7 years. The first 6 weeks were rough but like switch it worked.

[@nrp5791]

@@katelyndefreitas2810 I'm in my second week. Thanks for this response. Off of work until I get some relief from this medication.

[@hacklabdesign]

Man, I believe you can do this, are you sleeping ok, focus on that, maybe a quick walk

[@cowchow4u]

Thank you for this. I started therapy sessions recently and have ptsd and depression, anxiety. I also have a medication appointment with the doctor at the same place I'm going to therapy to. I have tried Buspar few months ago for anxiety before I went to therapy and it did nothing for me but made me incredibly restless and I could not sleep. The one who prescribed me it was just a nurse practitioner who just met me. But I used it for 4 weeks before stopping. Ever since then I put off therapy and seeking help until one problem or thought became another problem or thought and it's like a snowball. Finally I took the dive and signed up for therapy. I was so scared of it and it still scares me because I'm scared of the feelings. But I want to start low dose as possible with whatever medication the medication doctor wants me on after diagnosing me. I don't want to be extremely restless or lose sleep like I did on Buspar. I thank you for saying I am worth it and it is worth a shot to try it out. Because I guess I'll never know until I try it. I'm glad you're feeling better yourself.

[@stormchaser419]

For people with severe OCD and depression, the positives can come later with these SSRI medications. Mine wasn't helped until week 10 or so. Even then maximum effectiveness didn't come until weeks 15 and past that. This is in line with research with OCD....higher does and longer times for effectiveness. It was brutal though to start waiting for them to work. At the 6 month mark, I was feeling much much different.

[@Abril-1234]

I was already crying when I watched this but it made me cry in a different way. I am worthy. Worthy of trying to find something that works. So I can enjoy life more. I deserve that. Everyone does. I have my prescription of Zoloft but haven't started it yet. I'm scared. But my current baseline isn't sustainable. Im struggling so much. 😭

[@SceneandCrime]

I hope you were able to start your meds and I hope they're working for you. I felt the same but I just told myself I couldn't go on battling my mind this way. I am feeling hopeful.

[@hacklabdesign]

Update?

[@kntravels21]

I cried watching your video and it also gave me so much hope. I have been on zoloft for three years and still suffer with anxiety and seasonal depression I just found out about lexapro from my therapist and just requested a change of prescription from my psychiatrist but she was resistant to my request because I was already taking zoloft. I stood my ground and demanded the change anyways. I wasn’t sure I made the right choice but your video gave me hope that maybe this time things will change and I can experience what it would feel like to just be normal. Thank you for your candor. May god bless you and your family.

[@hacklabdesign]

Thank you, how are you doing?

[@coolkidintheblock2861]

thank you brother, I needed to hear this, because I'm losing hope prozac didn't work for me, I was having this weird sad feeling that I did not understand everyday after taking prozac and my doctor told me that, that is depression and that really didn't feel good, I feel sorry for everyone who has to go through this every day, its sad

[@melissatextor]

Lol! I’m right where you were at taking a little bite of it splitting the pill in 1/2..taking it some days..too chicken to take it all for the side effects. You’re right, why not do it the right way! I’m sick of feeling so much panic on some days and depression . Starting tomorrow I’ll do it 💯. Life is worth living and I miss my old me😊

[@hacklabdesign]

I love this

[@CaptainCandycorn]

Did you end up doing it? How was it?

[@chestnutmair1]

Thank you so much for posting this. I've been struggling for many years.

[@hacklabdesign]

I’m good now with daily 5mg

[@hacklabdesign]

Do you feel any better?

[@aarondodson1261]

2 years on lex totally changed my life

[@porchmouse3]

Thank you for talking about the baseline! I really appreciate this video. I started on zoloft 20 days ago. First week I felt like something was happening, then I felt indifferent about everything which was actually a huge welcome to me, to be so mellow about everything. I increased my dose after 7 days to 50 mg and bam....downhill. I see my doctor tomorrow and aiming for an increase as I have some hope but just believe I'm not on the right dose. I'm 47 and may send this video to my mother to see if it helps her understand my brain. :)

[@syedaanilamurshed5527]

How r u now?

[@Yeahright1]

Thank you for this. I started Zoloft yesterday. I’ve never taken anything before. I’m scared but excited at the possibility of feeling better.

[@hacklabdesign]

You can do it!

[@religionofpeace782]

How are you doing now. Even I started 2 years back on antidepressants. Came out of my 12 year chronic anxiety and depression, felt amazing and really normal...hence my doc decided to slowly taper me off the meds. Suddenly 1 week ago I felt my depression relapse. So again I am having to start my meds. It's always better to live a life of freedom and happiness with medicine rather than live like hell all your life.

[@balajivishnu8976]

This is the first time I'm watching one of your videos. Actually I wanna know about people who overcame their depression and anxiety. I'm 25 and I have been in this place ever since my adulthood. School and College were a worst phase where I was constantly bullied and somehow finished it. There was a lot going Inside my mind. The worst thing is heart pain. Whenever I feel fear I feel pain in my heart. As the months go by it got really worse. I had been hospitalized twice for severe heart pain and I know it's bcoz of the fear and depression. Infact there always a rush in my mind about past and future and I never lived in present. I just existed. I don't know anyone from school or college would even remember me. Always pain in my heart. Pain became permanent. It became even worse. I couldn't walk. I couldn't even for 5 minutes. My heart would start paining. So Stayed inside home. Gained weight. And suffered all other things with it. Thought Suicide is a better option than suffering and dying everyday from inside. But the thoughts of my family kept me going even if they don't understand what's going on inside me. Many times while going to sleep I wasn't sure if I would be alive in the morning. I didn't trust medication. But it was the only choice I had left. So saw a doctor. He prescribed sertraline 25mg in the morning and escitalopram 10mg, nitrazepam 10mg at night for 3 months. It's been 3 months since I started taking the medication. I'm not over the depression and fear yet also some pain but I'm feeling better. I don't know if there will be any side effects. But sure it will outweigh the pain and sufferings. Apart from medications your own will and determination matters. I read that people die of suicide bcoz of depression. Fear, anxiety, depression is real. Pain is real. But there is always a way. For me medication helped. But I'm not completely alright. But I'm better. It's the first time I am speaking openly about myself to anyone. Anyone who are reading this please know I have lost count of fearing that I wouldn't see the next day of my life because of the heart pain. My situation was worse than anyone could possibly imagine. It was almost like a heart attack I don't know how many times. My heart filled with severe pain as I Was struggling to breathe. I stayed on the floor for hours for the pain to reduce. Only god knows how many times. I fought with my mind and body everyday just to stay alive. But I'm still breathing. As long as you are alive you can atleast try for yourself, for your life. Noone is coming to save you. People are busy with their own life. It's your life. Your responsibility. I trying out and doing some things and I hope I will be free from these bad things soon. From my experience I tell you guys instead of all those suffering life is still worth fighting for. Life is beautiful and precious. Believe in yourself. You are going to be happy, loved and most importantly love ❤️. I wish everyone a happy, prosperous, healthy and beautiful life. Thank you 🙏

[@jennam6255]

I wish everything gets better for you and you get to live and have the life you dream of.

[@balajivishnu8976]

@@jennam6255 Thank you Jenna❤️. I wish you all the goodness in the world🙏

[@jennam6255]

@@balajivishnu8976 Much appreciated

[@balajivishnu8976]

@@jennam6255 ❤️😇

[@hacklabdesign]

Thank you for this beautiful story. I’m sorry for the late reply. How are you doing lately?

[@davemorris4241]

Going through major depression but starting treatment with meds. The first week is not going great but as you say, I've got to stick with it as it takes some time for them to start working. I've been watching every video I can on the side effects of Lexapro and the long-term results, and yours is by far the best I've watched. Your obvious passion for getting this message out and the encouragement to fight this insidious disease is affirming my desire to beat it. I've too many loved-ones to give in and give up. The consequences scare the hell out of me. Thanks

[@hacklabdesign]

Hi Dave, I hope and believe you can get on the other side of this. Maybe they'll click before the holidays. I just uppded my Vitamin D3 to 10,000 ius. Still take 10mg Lexapro.

[@marieb9961]

Thank you , thank you, thank you. You are so right. 😊. Love

[@hacklabdesign]

You are so welcome

[@Vestu]

One more comment, won't spam more I promise haha. Just watched this again and I have to say your delivery here is very powerful and pure. Great video. Thank you once more, your video is helping people.

[@hacklabdesign]

Thank you so much. I really appreciate it. I’m so glad I don’t have anxiety anymore. It’s sucks an elephants ass.

[@duvalculpepper]

Thanks for this man. Very appreciated it. I'm staring at the lexapro and buspirone bottles right now. Been prescribed them for years....never have taken them. I think I will try now.

[@hacklabdesign]

Why 2 ? Seems like you’ll never know what works, use busbar sparingly. Be well. Your peace is what matters.

[@duvalculpepper]

@@hacklabdesign Trying to decide between the two, I should say.

[@hacklabdesign]

@@duvalculpepper not a doctor. Buspar is not longer term solution

[@hacklabdesign]

@@duvalculpepper Your doc will decide that? right? I've never taken Buspirone.

[@jillferguson4653]

Thank you I've been so confused it gave me hope.

[@drood78]

Zoloft/sertraline changed my life took it a year stopped last month i had no side effects at all. Im still a thinker but i can put the brakes on my thoughts if that makes sense.

[@rubimartin3051]

I am so happy for you . This is my 3rd month with Zoloft and I feel much better

[@gozitan5]

What about your Libido/sex drive ? I’ve read numerous articles reviews regarding loss of libido.

[@gozitan5]

What about your libido /sex drive ? I’ve read numerous articles and reviews about it killing libido.

[@shiftedperception9368]

Thank you so much for doing this video. Very encouraging and I'm certain you've saved somebody's life.