What Happened When I Stopped Taking My Medication?

Hey Guys! Im letting this video be a update/ reason to keep taking your meds. coming from a schizophrenic i really REALLY suggest you dont stop. unless its really REALLY damaging!
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[@wontonjohnson1418]

been dealing with schizophrenia for about 10 years myself, glad to see their are people out their giving us a voice

[@svengangert2683]

No pun intended?

[@5150mre]

How often do you hear voices? And how long does an episode last?

[@bunnytoes7200]

My mom had schizophrenia. Born in I930 and treated from her mid twenties on. She lived until her mid eighties. She taught me how to really feel joy, love, play! I see you play the way she did. I passed that along to my kids. I want you to know that because of her, all of her I have the capacity to see the world more clearly with an open and positive eye. She did everything from a place of truth, if that makes sense. She loved so deeply and with such joy that it made the scary stuff, for me, just as important. I’ve got such empathy! Your videos are enlightening to say the least. Please post more. You are teaching the world what mental illness really is. Manageable and nothing to fear! 😊

[@kiwicatnip]

You and your girlfriend are hilarious, seems like you have good times together. I’m sorry your insurance dropped the ball and you had issues with your meds. But you are glowing and seem to be doing well!

[@msteele77]

You look great, and happy! So proud of you. And let us know if you need anything!

[@msteele77]

Also, I work in healthcare and deal with pharmacies and insurance all. the. time. Fell free to contact me!

[@deanandrew3702]

It’s great to see you happy in the new place with your g/f. I sometimes forget what a hassle it is to get meds over there and how lucky I am to get all of mine free on the NHS, really pleased you got your supply sorted out. Best wishes to you both from England 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿🇬🇧

[@danaekoloka9819]

So glad you're making more videos about your experiences

[@cambridgeport90]

I started watching you recently, and I have to say, I'm glad I did. Thanks for the great videos, and thanks for the educational content for folks like me who are new to this sort of thing. You should just remember... you are loved.

[@aktlovesstars7890]

I recently found your videos and I so glad I did! I'm happy you were able to get your medication and I look forward to your content in the future!

[@SlyfyGummy]

I have bipolar schizophrenic as well….bruh it ALL goes down hill. You can become psychotic and anxious and all the time is spent questioning everything. For me movies and television became to send messages to my mind……it’s dangerous as it can literally warp how you view reality. Please keep taking your medication folks

[@TheSapphireLeo]

May have schizo-affective, if not the same, but also seen enough in intuition and critical thinking to know now, how throughout history colonialism is also in charge of "food" and "drink", as well as "pharma" to not trust it and be gaslight into it and we must #boycott it all, too? #Boycott the #mainstream and it's #colonial #grooming?

[@TheSapphireLeo]

Especially in all #paraphillias and #parasocialrelationships?

[@Lovely-sp5ve]

I’ve been watching your videos pretty much from the start. It’s been so interesting watching you grow, I don’t even know you but I can’t tell that you have changed so much. I am so happy for you and I wish all the best to you, and your girlfriend.

[@DraylianKaiju]

God bless you Brother Man!! I wish You and your GF and family all the best and your videos have been beyond inspirational. My GF was recently diagnosed with schizoeffective disorder and is getting situated with the right meds. But again thank you for being so generous with your experiences and giving all of us so much insight. Peace and Love 💙💙💙

[@SerendipitySoulFluidArt]

My son had a horrible time with his insurance a couple of years ago and it really sent him backwards, too. It's critical to keep your meds regulated with schizophrenia. You remind me so much of him. I don't use discord, but I'm glad to hear that we, as your subscribers, who learn from you and what you've been through, also helped get you some of your fave pizza!! LOL I saw your recording of an episode the other day and it was like watching my Steven. You've helped me recognize his signs and symptoms - and that has helped me and his dad help keep him more stable. He is also living on his own and doing pretty well right now, tho he is so, so quiet and apathetic sometimes. It's like his emotions are just turned down so low. It breaks my heart. Anyway, you take care. I hope you don't have COVID!!! My best to you ~ Jan

[@ashleyhenderson7550]

You seem like a great guy and your girlfriend seems awesome too. I have bipolar and it’s really tough. Hang in there, you’re amazing getting through each day. I enjoy watching you because I don’t get to talk to anyone about my illness and it is hidden or a burden

[@bookerk4388]

Love seeing you laughing, singing, and dancing. 💕

[@YochevedDesigns]

You are so freaking adorable! Pill drama is a total pain. I was doing excellent on Lunesta, but then I moved to another country and I can't import it for love nor money. I got switched to Wellbutrin, and it's not the same. I'm somewhat functional, but nowhere near at the level I was before. Meds really can make your or break you.

[@kylebirchanxiety9861]

I’m a new subscriber and I love ur channel. I deal with mental health as well. Not the same as yours but still takes a toll. Thanks for your content

[@gailgray6653]

Loving those moves lol. Happy to hear your doing well.

[@MegaLionita]

You are born to be on camera - not only are you super handsome(I must say the beard makes you look a solid 10!!!), but you are also smart & funny. You should start uploading regularly - we get to see you more, you get paid more - a win-win game. Much Love ❤️

[@carly4082]

You're a very strong person much love to you ❤️ we have it in our family so hopefully my son won't have it, two people in my family has it so keep fighting honey

[@alvaromelado3525]

bruh u r amazing, still doing that great job!!! big luvvvv

[@holycrowley93]

Love your posters and wall-hangings and stuff btw !! Super cute ^^

[@holycrowley93]

Loved seeing you guys have fun as well ! And who cares if it’s a bit “cringe” hahah , we all are sometimes and sometimes those are the best times

[@picklebear9091]

I have a feeling you're going to reach 100k this year bro. Keep it up and stay strong!

[@discovr4me]

Loved your singing! 😊

[@rachelrussell1500]

Your awesome!!! I love ur energy !

[@Mellie]

I'm super glad you're doing better, and eating.

[@RandomInternetStranger]

So glad to take part in paying for your pizza! But seriously, glad you're doing okay. It's definitely interesting being here, and your almost uncanny amount of humanity and kindness is something I look up to. Cheers, and I wish you well as a random internet stranger.

[@enoch4499]

You look fantastic with a beard and that big hair my dude. And youre awesome for being exposed and sharing. You also help us a lot.

[@DimGolGary7263]

I recognized The Mask from one of your clips haha. Love that movie. Hope all is still going well.

[@diane9247]

I'm sorry you went through that, nobody should have to ration their meds!😮‍💨

[@Piercingthesky1]

the frustrating thing about mental medications is do you really need them? and which medicines? and how frequent one must take them? dosage? It is all freaking trial.

[@calmunicorn6394]

Thank you for showing us how beautiful you are ☺️ I'm happy for all the good things that happen to you and hope you get manny more pizzas☺️❤️❤️

[@lisasunde9608]

So happy for you and your girlfriend! Life is good! I wish you all the best!♥️💜💚🎹🎶🤣♥️Love, laughter and music!🎼🤣🎶💜🌹🥰

[@avoice6461]

You’re a very good singer.

[@PrettylittleliesYT]

You and your girlfriend are so beautiful together! You keep staying strong, and for your girlfriend, sweetheart you keep doing what you’re doing, you are so good for him and he is good for you. We don’t always find the right one, but the right now, but you both have found the right one! I wish you nothing but love and happiness in your life together! 🙏🏻❤️

[@CbriaRules1]

Love the videos. What do you do for fun?

[@maggie-maeenticknap6262]

LOVING the beard! You suit it

[@thomassloth7608]

Thanks for your vids,I would like to know what medicine,they have given you?

[@tobymiranda9451]

69.9k subs, its the double funny number

[@ternolindeman7209]

good soul.

[@honesthetic5581]

The moment he realised he was clapping on 1 and 3 instead of 2 and 4 hahahah Really admiring you tho and wishing you the best

[@ronaldaustin1824]

Man, doctors have been treating me for for years. I started counseling at 5 years old. Im now 35

[@februalist4686]

dude you are beautiful!

[@matthewyoung3473]

I like your videos

[@venerexate1841]

1:52 don’t worry about it, my brother’s bedroom is dirtier by a mile.

[@jaeljade3609]

you remind me of brenden frasure and how sweet he is.

[@kerstin.jitschin5861]

Why your insurance doesn’t want to pay for your medication 💊 in full anymore ❓hope the best for you and your girlfriend ❣️

[@aaronscottmatthews7883]

Forgive me for being so forward - as someone who is deeply interested in pursuing functional Psychiatry, I would like to know the following: 1.) Are you routinely checked for nutrient/vitamin deficiencies ( for ex: extremely low B12 is associated with Schizo like experiences ) 2.) What are your experiences with psychedelics - judging from the language you've used and the art on the walls :-p I assume you've tripped hard on more than one occaission 3.) What is your diet + supplementation protocol, exactly? anyways thanks for documenting your experiences because, believe it or not, you have the power to further the science by detailing your *recovery* edit: btw, anyone with similar experiences plz feel free to respond

[@chickadee317]

These are really great questions, I'd love to see a response to them too.

[@tylerbelcher5487]

3rd like first comment

[@andrewreinthaler96]

PIZZA!

[@carmensolis8544]

Cute:)

[@user-tt9vs1ru8b]

God loves you. No really he does, he created you for this time with a purpose to fulfill his will.

[@JustSean714]

Is Brian 'Head' Welch rockin' back and forth in Korn's "Make Me Bad"? (Rhetorical Question). If I don't hear Beach Boys once a day I might kill a person myself due to my spiritual health issues since the word "psychology" comes from "psyche" meaning "spirit" and "logos" meaning "word" I might as well dabble with spiritual words...*coughs in COVID*...which all words are spiritual. Some engulf humor. Some ominous vibes. And others cover the munchies. Those are the only 3 vibes. No confusion, depression, the feels, and when that girl you like holds hands like she means it with that guy you envy aren't vibes. They're gay.

[@TheSapphireLeo]

All words and things on this planet are of colonial control?

[@JustSean714]

@@TheSapphireLeo I surely hope not. But there are times when it seems people are in collaboration with one another, and this was scary to me at first, but then I began to see it as God working through the randomness of people. When I would do what is wrong - conversations seemed ominous. When I would walk rightly, then conversation wasn't so intimidating. But, people have their free-will (not always their self-control, as a drunkard exercises free-will but not self-control), so once in a while though I wasn't actively practicing iniquity, I would overhear raunchy conversations that made me uncomfortable. I thought "These collaborators are borne of economic intent", I thought "These collaborators are borne of nationalistic ambition", and when I opened my eyes I said, "This is spiritual, not of the flesh". (Psalm 19)

[@croissant4131]

and thats the american privatised health system for ya. in my country healthcare is universal and this would not happen. You wouldn't pay for the meds either.

[@coffeeNlemoncheesecake]

Schizophrenics should never go off their medication.