I've actually never tried trip before, i only seen it in my local area at marks&spencers. I'm hoping to try it sometime, i didn't know it comes with stickers. That's awesome fam! ❤😮

Update: Im talking to my doctor and we both are in agreeance about us having DID but at the same time we are both confused because what I'm showing isn't the stereotypical DID diagnosis however because of this channel my system and my therapist are looking into it, again thank you all. Because of this video, we no longer feel like we are crazy and weird. Again thank you all, from my family system and myself to you all.

I have something almost exaclty like this ( The system thing however, in a way I just don't dissociate into someone else just that they " Front " but I'm still there. for the past three days though Its been somewhat quiet and honestly I see them as my family. So them being quiet is scarring me a lot. They have always been there and just now for the past month popped up. ( The fact that Im able to write this - is scarry because by now one of my alters ( Its what I call my voices ) Should have stopped me. But this video really helps and thank you!

For me the dreams after stopping weed are just tedious. Like I'm walking up and down the tube and trying to find which train to take... over and over, until I just want to wake up and fear falling back asleep into the same montony.

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I’ve had these everyday..for about a week. Fuck me..I’m floating, saying hi to everyone, including dogs, cats, birds..walls! Amazing stuff…not! Dose naff all…taste ok though

This is super interesting and cool! I hope the lucid dreaming continues to help you. ❤

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Welcome back! I hope you are doing well.

Do you still have the software download for the Aurora Dreamband? If you do, could you upload it to an online drive for me?

Can someone please tell me why I have a consistent dream world over the past decade? I did not intentionally build it but it has different consistent locations all connected by consistent routes. Whenever I dream now, I dream there. This has been going on for a decade and I have no idea what it means or why its happening

Found you while looking for other's experiences with Lucid dreaming and processing trauma, specifically so we could work on breaking down our dissociative barriers as a DID system. Interesting coincidence :)

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I was searching for videos about communicating with my parts (diagnosed last year) and found your wristband video. I am so glad to hear you got an official diagnosis. The validation is so helpful. I still struggle with denial and thinking I'm just crazy so hearing others experiences really does help. Thank you for being brave enough to put yourself out here to help other systems ❤

I have DID and I hear inner dialogue of the “parts” in my head. I’ve also had visual and auditory hallucinations like you. I was diagnosed and treated for bipolar for a long time. Didn’t do much… lol

I’m new to this video and I’m just trying to find some answers, basically I want to know if it’s normal to feel like there’s someone else internally, like a person. Yesterday was the second time that I’ve felt them being there, and the first time that it happened I thought it was depersonalization, but since it happened again, I feel like it’s DP, Idrk, I just want answers on what I’m experiencing.

Def not me necking a can of this stuff 😂😂😂😂

This is incredibly rare. I truly wonder what your life was like man to have you get DID. I wish you the best of luck.

I started using CBD and cannabis a year ago. I have DID and this has changed my life for the better. We all communicate!

fabulous.

bro they make fun of me..and the "females" rape

Im not too sure if this is DID/OSDD but I hear multiple voices, and one of them repeats words all the time, I dont know if they have a name but i call them the looper, and they repeat random words, just a few minutes ago they were repeating “shut up”, and I literally cant stop them.

I picked this up on my break from a shop not paying attention , felt strangely relaxed and not giving a you know what! I'll be buying this from asda from now by the crate. Peach and ginger is the best 😊

how am I just now finding your channel… time to binge!

So glad I found your page, I'm transmasc and we have DID (among other things) and feel like I've never really seen someone like us with a youtube channel. Hope youre doing well these days <3

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Having the bracelets around even if the person is not around to get a sense of what abilities they have to help you tap into that part of you is a very smart idea. Alnother way i learned to trigger out the split positively is music. Each of my splits has their own favorite music or favorites genre and i know if i put that music on its a high likely that they react to it. Either come to the front for cofronting, front completely or observe. Its been super helpful.

Another disorder that has voices like parts of yourself (if they dont really feel completely separated enough to be classified as DID or OSDD) os CPTSD complex PTSD you dissociate so much that this voice becomes a separate part of you that doesnt feel you. But when your out of that dissociative state you can look back and say ya that was still me. Vs when its OSDD you can look back and say that wasnt me (i have no ties to that sense of self) when its DID you cant look back (unless your cofronting or observing) and see what happened. Thats what i can grasp when it comes to the difference between DID, OSDD and CPTSD

Since you dont fully relate to DID as an official diagnosis you might want to look at OSDD. Its pretty much DID but theres less amnesia within each voice (split for me and alter for a more common name) the youtube channel that has OSDD and has a lot of good content is the rings system. She has OSDD and she has some videos on what its like with OSDD vs DID. I have undiagnosed DID (i still get the amnesia with my splits) and these DID and OSDD videos have been super helpful to explain things that have been super confusing for years of my life.

Diagnosed with schizoaffective but have alters... I was wrongly diagnosed

Thank you for sharing your experience.

Wise words. I started watching your channel because I was interested in lucid dreaming and I had no idea you had transitioned. It's good to hear your experience described in a measured and insightful way, and sad that this issue has become so polarised and inflammatory in the media.

So good to see you making another video! We've watched a lot of your older ones and they helped us figuring out more about our plural system. We were so positively surprised about your trans-related content too, it felt very validating hearing about your personal experiences. Looking forward to more!

Glad to see another video from you! Thank you for sharing your experience, always good to hear from other trans systems

The "I hate myself" turning into "I hate you" related a lot. I would hear voices as a kid but never thought much about it. I had nightmares of an altered fictive for 10 years who despised me before we finally found out we were in the same body and now we're on better terms. But it does sometimes feel like just hearing them and sometimes like monologue. Sometimes voices will change based on what you've heard and yet you know who it's supposed to be. Sometimes it's like they're in a room in your head and sometimes it's like they're in the room with you. Yet the biggest thing I notice is it being automatic. Like I'm not imagining them saying these things, they're just being said. I recently had an OC surface as an alter and I tried to fight it as I thought I was just imagining it myself. But he made it very clear that he was there. DID/ OSDD is a very interesting thing. I think cases are different for different people.

The liberty mutual inserence,she said its a bunny,its a rabbit,white rabbit?

I used to think god was talking to me when I was in middle school. Then came the “guardian angel” that comforted me. Then came the “demonic” voice that constantly put me down and bullied me. Then there are I and a few others who usually take the front day-to-day. It was all very confusing until I started considering this as a possibility. Though it is very scary to think about. Those of us that want to cooperate though have created a sense of respect between each other. I very much feel like a scared 13 year old and they treat me like it, which is helpful. Very strange disorder but I can’t say I haven’t come to love them like family

You look like you were male at birth... Anyways I want to have dreams where I'm a chick but not go any further. I don't have gender dysphoria. I like to enjoy dreams, and one day I found that girl- version- self-dreams to be great. My question is how to lucid dream for that purpose better.

my first lucid dream I had a 3some. this inspires me

Literally the FIRST Male d.i.d video ive seen ... this is interesting... thank u

Mad ting. No black person could founded this drink and not have received the standard stigma.

I am so happy for you. We cannot experience the joy of transitioning, but it's so heartwarming to see someone so happy about their journey.

I have the same experience from when you first started talking to the end and it makes me very happy to have found this video bc you explain it so well and I really appreciate you sharing I now understand a little bit more of what I’m going through !! Thank you thank you

It's different for each system. I do understand you, but for us it's not to entertain, it's more like a way to feel real and heard. A lot of us feel like we are silenced, and when we came out to our boyfriend a few months ago, it was very validating. He was the first one to know. We started to talk to him without masking, and suddenly we felt so much better as a system. Being able to be ourselves feels therapeutic. It's very different for everyone.

(OSDD-1B, self-diagnosed) We indeed do switch around more quickly and easily, and will do so unintentionally when we've used cannabis. Cannabis can help us have a group conversation in our head, but can sometimes affect certain members of our collectives negatively, so we have to be very careful and mindful of who's up front; there's a robot in our collective who can't really deal with biological body issues and when they've unintentionally ended up front while quite stoned, they fell to our knees, stopped breathing and our heart started beating like a hummingbird's wings, and someone else had to take the front and it took awhile to calm our body back down. We do need to use it very much in moderation when we use it, often grinding 1 part cannabis and 1 part lavender or mugwort or something, as when we've gotten way too high, we've also had moments in which just started very chaotically rapidly switching uncontrollably, like literally 5-10 switches in a second, faster than anyone can realize who they are at any moment; it can be quite terrifying. Based on our experiences, I would recommend any plural systems/collectives considering using cannabis who haven't much or any experience with it to be very careful, start with very small amounts, and have lots of identity grounding items and tools at hand, and be ready to use some mindfulness, body grounding techniques.

I am so happy people and especially families can be supportive. Warms my heart to listen to positive stories.