Eh, I've taken thousands of caplets of moda/provigil. It's lightcore.

The difference between the Iraqis and Afghans is that they had no means to unite. Imagine the Ummah united. Then we will see who the cowards are. Afghanistan has been fighting invaders for a very long time. Iraq was destabilised and destroyed over a very long period.

When I was a Spec. 4 E-4, I made $207 a month. You had it pretty good!

Black brain doesn’t commit or comply we know

From one Marine to another, thank you for your honorable and faithful service. "Serve until you can't serve no more." -- A wise and compassionate Servant Leader! All the best Aubrey. Semper Fidelis!

I just do not understand why the government thinks it’s good to give soldiers these sorts of drugs. Soft guys?

Damn 🎄🎅

That piece where he says “I thought I can just quit, I don’t have to do this, I can finish my time out elsewhere……but then that thought goes away & I was like I’ve got to do this, I’ve got to finish this.” Truer words have never went through so many guys’ thoughts.

Young military men should never get married. young men should never get married until they've established themselves in society. Women and children just hold you back.

Honorable Man 👍💪🙏

As a U.S. Navy Sailor, hearing him going over his story INSPIRES and MOTIVATES me to become a BETTER leader to the Sailors behind me, beside me and in front of me. Thanks Gunny!! OORAHH

Ive had three buddies who ended up serving in the Marines. By the time they started got shipped to Boot Camp they were 18 and we had already lost a handful of friends to violen e at home. When they ended oddly all three ended up retiring within the service. They retired just this year. They said they never got sad bc before they served we had already exoerinced a world of violence. I believe this is who the military needs. Just give them discipline and theyll serve until their last dying breath. God willing they make it home like Alvarez, Manuel and Saul. I thank them everyday! They get sad, but from what they say not suicidal sad bc they were used to it before they witnessed KIA's. They were already hardened rom a very young age. That shes going through it too hit home. My grandfather said that exact same thing! Word for word!. He says i can have PTSD thats okay, but "do i want to give it to my wife". God forbid my gma and gpa decided to end it she woukd take those feelings with her for the rest of her life effectively giving her PTSD. He served in the Vietnam War he says Hill 875 was the most traumatic event hed ever gone through.. i looked up Hill 875 and a guy named Dominick Montiglio who was actually mafia related explained it, sloshing through blood on the hill, having to piece together humans like franksenstein. Having to put peoples body parts in literal Heftybags and shipping those off. Sounds very traumatic. Having to identify people by bodypart tattoos "ok this is Dominicks left arm bc this is his tattoo". He didnt want to give her PTSD with his actions and thats what helped him become aware of certain actions he was making.

Said he smoked a couple ounces a day??!!! When he popped? Lmao sry man no way you were smoking SEVERAL OUNCES a day hahaha

Damn It's Dope To Hear This From Somebody Right Down The Street From You Like All Them Places He Talking Bout In Ft Worth I Got Memories At Lol

I’ve watched this 4 times all the way through. Hearing a man that has dealt with so many of the same struggles as me, yet continues so show up for himself. I work with at risk youth in the drug and alcohol field and have used Mr.Dedes story to help so many youth. Thank you Aubrey for being the best raw version of yourself. R.E.A.L S.H.I.T

Man provigil isn't even a narcotic or anywhere near government issued speed lol.

Nauseated upset stomach diarrhea hypno time

I'm sorry

Sgt Major Hidalgo?!

Hollywood are you paying attention? What a legend!

Welcome Home marine and thank you for telling your story. It helps me understand a small portion of my nephew's experience in that battle. If it's one and the same your Company 1st Sgt at the time was last name Z. My nephew at the time was either acting platoon sgt or a section leader in 2/6 CATT call sign Wild Turkey. He doesn't talk about his combat deployments. God Bless you and yours William.

Why did he keep his buddy's dog?!!! Wtf! He promised his buddy he'd get his dog back to the U.S. for him and then he keeps him? 🤬

I love this guy this man is how stuff should be done my grandpa was in Korean War and he is 96 years old and the VA still treat him like shit it’s sad we just talked about it today for Christmas Eve and I tell him every time grandpa your family and your country are thankful for what you did no matter how some might treat you now you fought for your country and you help save the United States and protected your men and still to this day he cries about things that happened

This guy reminds me of my older brother! That Christmas gift was a great joke, they needed to stop being so dam soft! To let go of somebody like that for that was bullshit.

[Edit] My comment was a mistake. My apologies.

This is hands down the best life story ive ever had the PRIVLEDGE of listening to. Thank you gunny for your service and most of all MY FREEDOMS! much❤❤❤ from Tennessee

Semper Fi brother.

3rd density consciousness is such a scam.

I knew I wanted yo be a Maine since I was 6 or 7. I went to boot camp at 17 years old. I know exactly where this Marine is coming from

This is how leadership in the Marines should be

Nope. You did it right!!!!

My Uncles who were all WWII veterans Sat around and talked about their experiences, but when my Uncle Dan, a Marine talked I notice everyone became quiet and showed the greatest respect. That impressed me.

Provigil doesn’t give you diarrhea. Weird

My Uncle's Dress Blues photo from the Korean War era age 5 was my focus. Thanks 4 sharing

Thank you for your service. God bless you and family

I'm thankful we didn't have to fight an enemy like the NVA and vietcong.

So they thought you was a pussy 😂 say no more

juba

I remember that. Y'all got blown up one day in Hondo. I was in Panama and knew about it. I went to Honduras also. During the same timeframe as you.

Thank you RJ! This was very helpful.... Appreciate you sharing!!

Wait were they really his biological sons?

This dude has had so much loss during his time. Wow

ii like to mentio that he have a special articulation that i dectet on person ( one was a police oficer and get suspendent wail) that conusmed an overamount off fitnes portian vitamaion poridge .....longterm

Facts

Gang banging 101 in enemy territory or when your in Lockdown in the slammer lol

Interesting life

This guy reminds me of my older brother, him and Taylor Kavenaugh😂. Some tough dudes.

Viejo is no match for Carmelo.

Been there before more or less with ice cream. Not fun...Never again haha. Blew mud all over the ditch lmao.

Sad to see Tustin and El Toro today. Fond memories there in the 90's, but gone now.