running away to spain
22:50
Ай бұрын
wrong person, right time
8:16
3 ай бұрын
a mid-year reset
11:31
3 ай бұрын
I was addicted to my toxic habits
12:11
I ran 10k every day, for a week
18:53
to anyone feeling behind in life
8:36
your thoughts do not define you
7:54
learning to love rainy days
2:26
Жыл бұрын
how to let go and detach
23:28
2 жыл бұрын
sometimes, i'm the problem
11:58
2 жыл бұрын
the beauty of slowing things down
5:04
getting my hair bleached in vietnam
7:00
moving out... again
10:47
2 жыл бұрын
a lot can change in a year
11:43
2 жыл бұрын
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@caxhd8047
@caxhd8047 4 сағат бұрын
You’re so close to 100k subs! 2025 is your year! Keep striving for the bigger picture❤️🌎
@anupama3255
@anupama3255 5 сағат бұрын
Michelle, your videos feel like a warm hug <3
@nikolailumo
@nikolailumo 9 сағат бұрын
thank you for this ❤
@Vvs4x
@Vvs4x Күн бұрын
So relatable !!
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 19 сағат бұрын
😔🫶🏼
@annamurphhh
@annamurphhh Күн бұрын
I deleted fb and insta. Slowly detoxing.
@Metalmike1289
@Metalmike1289 2 күн бұрын
Quitting social media = productivity
@laurenbrowning1380
@laurenbrowning1380 2 күн бұрын
as someone currently in the thick of it, thank you for sharing this. this video helped me to feel seen and encouraged me to keep going 🤎
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 19 сағат бұрын
I’m so glad it helped you! You’re amazing for pushing through ❤️
@ifrakhankhattak6458
@ifrakhankhattak6458 3 күн бұрын
I am stuck in this situation and innmy country there is no such thing as mental health today this video came in front of me and bow l feel like l am bot alone and thia is a real thing
@vanessabellissimo350
@vanessabellissimo350 4 күн бұрын
2024 worst year / best year of my love needed to lose myself to finaly love myself
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 19 сағат бұрын
exactly❤️❤️sending you love
@Perseverance-EJ
@Perseverance-EJ 4 күн бұрын
Can i be honest with you for just this one time ? I totally understand how you feel tbh i dont even know how i stumbled on your page BUT i can hear a theme in what your saying. Here is my idea, and its just an idea i could definitely be wrong when we focus so much on our own internal state or self worth or identity, what WE feel and HOW WE think and what WE are going through, we become void and depressed. I know this sounds silly but i think spending time in nature, a retirement home, a spa, or a cat cafe or humane society may help you change your perspective. Life is all about perspective, instead of « why is this happening to me think what is God trying to do for me or what is growing within me ? Doing something for the homeless and dont post it. Give and share kindness. It may heal the soul. I hope and know youll find your out champ! 💪🏾
@alexxcendejas967
@alexxcendejas967 5 күн бұрын
Just a reminder in case your mind is playing tricks on you today. You matter. You're important. You're loved And your presence on this earth makes a difference whether you see it or not.
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 4 күн бұрын
❤️❤️🫶🏼
@alexxcendejas967
@alexxcendejas967 5 күн бұрын
Just a reminder in case your mind is playing tricks on you today. You matter. You're important. You're loved & your presence on this earth makes a difference whether you see it or not.
@nikvvvs
@nikvvvs 5 күн бұрын
I cried the entire video, because of the hope you’re giving. Thank you for posting this<3
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 4 күн бұрын
of course❤️ sending you lots of love
@zionroberts6592
@zionroberts6592 5 күн бұрын
I’m feeling Thiss. I’m mentally depressed and miserable. Just want get out but tonight I feel like I got my spark back a little. Cause now I’m drawing again. I have not drawed anything since 2023. I’m just glad something told me to believe in myself.
@dauntlessshadowhunter2451
@dauntlessshadowhunter2451 6 күн бұрын
I feel people are so real here minus the unnecessary hate
@trishaaa5925
@trishaaa5925 6 күн бұрын
The start of the video just made me relate so much it just hits to the heart.
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 5 күн бұрын
😔🫶🏼🫶🏼 wishing you well rn
@trishaaa5925
@trishaaa5925 5 күн бұрын
@ 🫂🫂🤍
@esteryna
@esteryna 7 күн бұрын
I really needed this. Thank you so much
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 5 күн бұрын
of course<3 sending you love
@MaoAbinal-ek9hc
@MaoAbinal-ek9hc 7 күн бұрын
❤xv
@vitoriaalvesap
@vitoriaalvesap 7 күн бұрын
GOSH! THIS MADE ME TEAR UP. MADE ME WANT TO LIVE!
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 6 күн бұрын
🥺🫶🏼
@vitoriaalvesap
@vitoriaalvesap 7 күн бұрын
i just adore your videos so much!
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 5 күн бұрын
thank you so much🥹🫶🏼
@SumairaYaseen-e6z
@SumairaYaseen-e6z 7 күн бұрын
Unbelievable I am just 14 but due to acne I look like 20+ ur video is just like a motivation for myself🖤
@jiac5193
@jiac5193 7 күн бұрын
related so hard to every word in your intro 😔
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 4 күн бұрын
im so sorry:( sending you lots of love and strength
@angelacastro1484
@angelacastro1484 8 күн бұрын
Thank you so much for this video. I'm going through a series of bad situations at this moment and I understand how scary it is to think that things can get worse, but deep in my heart, I know that after the rain the sun will shine again, and after this, I will be stronger, and more capable of achieving all I want in my life. This is not failure just redirection 🙌🏼✨
@xCiaraLouisexx
@xCiaraLouisexx 8 күн бұрын
I’m just about to leave the job that doesn’t align with my goals! So scary but I’m ready for the next chapter I’m not in a rut anymore. Thank you for this ❤
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 4 күн бұрын
of course<3 im so happy for you, wishing you all the best on your new journey:)
@__jabkoo__3493
@__jabkoo__3493 11 күн бұрын
im so freaking happy to see that im not struggling alone . I have been in a very bad loop of anxiety and many bad feelings for three months and its still feel shitty but i have a hope that step by step it gets better
@KulwantKaur-n3w
@KulwantKaur-n3w 11 күн бұрын
Hi really sorry for your loss I have question about acne scars how does it go away I have skin kind of scars I having last 2-3 years
@Icewallowmen
@Icewallowmen 11 күн бұрын
just came here to say I read "nut' not rut.
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 10 күн бұрын
LMAOOO i respect that
@luzlalala9233
@luzlalala9233 11 күн бұрын
last year was one of the worst years i have had and i havent had time to recover and now it’s starting all over again
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 9 күн бұрын
im so sorry:( please keep pushing forward, sending you lots of love and strength❤️
@Xyxyr
@Xyxyr 11 күн бұрын
It’s the first time I’ve heard “Rut” do you mean a depressive episode? Anyway, I liked to vide and as someone who has depressive episodes it’s relatable ❤
@ImKidriani
@ImKidriani 11 күн бұрын
Just uninstalled twitter,hopefully I can do a month
@AynBernos
@AynBernos 12 күн бұрын
loved this <3 last year was tough for me too and it's crazy how much rock bottom can change you. thank you for sharing, this was beautiful
@LittleFlame93
@LittleFlame93 13 күн бұрын
It’s really comforting to hear that things got better for you over time. It’s easy to feel stuck when you're in a tough place, but knowing that healing is possible, even if it’s gradual, gives me hope. I appreciate your encouragement-it reminds me that even the hardest moments can lead to growth. Wishing you continued peace and happiness on your journey!
@moulipal3468
@moulipal3468 13 күн бұрын
Wow. I have never felt so seen and heard by a video before. It's always so incredible when I can find something on the internet that I connect with on such a deep level. I wish I could word how I feel better, but I just want to say that this is exactly how I've been feeling for the past few months, and I'm so happy that you made this video and that I stumbled upon it. Hugs.
@gardenlove7639
@gardenlove7639 13 күн бұрын
Past 10 days were just like this
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 10 күн бұрын
😔sending you love❤️
@DeeOy
@DeeOy 14 күн бұрын
I dont consider KZbin social media. A lot of the apps copied some KZbin features, so there are similarities. But it’s not the same
@MarkChammas
@MarkChammas 15 күн бұрын
Love you Michelle. I am in a rut too. Please take care of yourself. Live each day at a time
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 10 күн бұрын
Thank you for the kind words❤️ sending you love and strength during this time
@MarianaFerreira-l1f
@MarianaFerreira-l1f 16 күн бұрын
After an argument with my parents I fell into depression (Im prone to it bipolar depression)as of now I feel exactly how you described in the video for now two months it feels like my joyful self was erased I just feel numbness.It feels good not to be alone but I wish you weren't going through this.Thank you so much for this video it will keep me warm till I recover from this
@Felixberrysbbg
@Felixberrysbbg 16 күн бұрын
Your so pretty ❤❤
@aayanmudunuru3989
@aayanmudunuru3989 18 күн бұрын
I always hate hearing the saying that "College isn't for everyone". I was in the same shoes as you, I was a high acheiver in High School with good grades, many extra caricullars, I used to win district/state from time to time, and I even had internships within HS. I came into college with around 25 ish credits, and many AP classes under my belt. For a wide variety of reasons though, I just am severely deppressed, I can barely even get out of bed to make it to class, I can barely even sit alone with my own thoughts. It's not like I didn't do these things at home but even living a normal live outside from college has become impossible. I hate to say this but I'm still doing the same CS class that I aced in High School (my HS offered up till college sopmhore level CS). I have been doing and winning in CS since Middle School, it's all my life is/was but now my life has turned into hell. At this point I'm giving myself another sem before I call it quits. After that it's either straight upstairs, or downstairs or whatever comes after life.
@roosjeframboosje4892
@roosjeframboosje4892 18 күн бұрын
Okay this is so random but I have to tell you this.. Your nose is GORGEOUS 🥹. Sorry if this is a weird compliment but you’re just so pretty ❤!!!
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 17 күн бұрын
Omg so sweet🥺 thank you so much, I'm super self-conscious my nose haha, so that was vv much appreciated😭❤️
@elizabethod
@elizabethod 18 күн бұрын
Take time to yourself ❤
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 17 күн бұрын
❤️❤️
@mamulya878
@mamulya878 18 күн бұрын
I feel heard and so understood, somehow I am not able to share how i feel and this rut feeling with ny friends, and all the parts of my life feels like a burden. But it seems nice to see and hear other's stories and how they are trying/willing to get back brings me hope. Maybe soon I'll start feeling like myself but for now i feel like i have been losing every part of me slowing and im just stuck in the freeze response. I really need to get out of it but some how I'm not sure how to do so :')
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 17 күн бұрын
I understand completely, you are not alone and I'm wishing you all the best on this journey. You're gonna get through this, I believe in you!❤️ Sending you lots of love during this time
@mamulya878
@mamulya878 17 күн бұрын
@@MichelleGia means a lott, thank you for the comforting videos, wait for more! And a newbie here <3
@luciadeguzman9992
@luciadeguzman9992 19 күн бұрын
This video found me - thank you.
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 19 күн бұрын
🫶🏼🫶🏼
@Mirinmusic
@Mirinmusic 19 күн бұрын
6:00 was the minute that explains my situation right now..thanks for the validation ❤
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 19 күн бұрын
Of course❤️ wishing you well<3
@mercedesRV1983
@mercedesRV1983 19 күн бұрын
I feeling this right now. NUMB. No drive, no happiness. I do feel my anger which makes it worst. Idk how I’ll get out of this, I miss feeling joy and excitement. Just bought a house and got me and my mom out of an uncomfortable living situation. I can’t even rejoice in my accomplishment. I don’t feel the excitement of having a new home that I can call my own. Any words of encouragement help. I feel very alone in this feeling. Hearing videos like these reminds me I’m not alone in this dilemma.
@chiaraortiz
@chiaraortiz 14 күн бұрын
I can relate to this in a way. I was working so hard and sacrificing so much to help people. To be the person everyone needs, I neglected myself and buried my feelings to the point where I ignored how I felt. When I cried, it didn't feel real--like no matter what I felt, this numbing feeling would occur. I just wanted to feel again. I just felt so isolated from everything, especially myself. So, what happened? I kept trying to do new things, and I reached out to people who may have seemed like strangers, but ultimately, they were there to help me. I often asked myself why I felt like this, was I just weird, was it like this for everyone? As it turned out - no, it's not. It's ok to not be able to comprehend your feelings. However, it is not entirely normal to just feel an emptiness inside. I feel like as humans, we try so hard to be good. To do good. We forget that we are unique and we as individuals are good. We are who we choose to be. So I hope that whatever you are going through gets better and understood. Also, YOU ARE NOT ALONE. Each day is an achievement, but it is a choice. It is the rest of your story, who you choose to be.
@mercedesRV1983
@mercedesRV1983 14 күн бұрын
@ thank you sharing your thoughts and your story. Your words are encouraging and very appreciated 🙏🏽❤️
@ann-kathrin_3207
@ann-kathrin_3207 14 күн бұрын
Hey there I’m really sorry you feel that way. I know that might be overstepping a little, but what you’re describing sounds very much like a depressive episode. I’m a certified psychologist and just wanted to let you know, that there are ways to get out of this feeling. It probably won’t be done from one day to another but one can overcome such an episode. If that might be an option for you (both in terms of your willingness but of course I also don’t know whether you’d have access to it) talking to a therapist would be good place to start. They might guide you on whether you’d benefit from medication or “simply” embark on a CBT journey which you. If that is not a possibility for you I’d recommend to strategically analyze whether there are still things that make you feel something, whether you can pinpoint a starting point and whether there are certain thought patterns that keep coming back again - maybe you can do that with a friend or family member you trust in. It might also be helpful to try “forcing” yourself to do something every day. Whether you start with something as little as stepping outside your door for just a minute every morning or something bigger such as committing to exercise or cook - whatever feels realistic to you. Once that one little thing is established you can consider adding another element. This might take some time and it also might take a while till you feel an effect on you but empirically it has a good probability in improving your symptoms. I feel for you and am wishing you all the best in the world and hope this came off right. Much love from Germany, Ann ❤
@mercedesRV1983
@mercedesRV1983 14 күн бұрын
@ Thank you Ann! I appreciate you taking the time to share these strategies. I am in therapy, and you are correct I need to force myself to do things, specially outside of my comfort zone… as I tend to isolate. I will keep your words close and use them as inspiration. ❤️ thank you 🙏🏽
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 10 күн бұрын
@@mercedesRV1983 hello, I’m so sorry I missed your comment, but I’m glad you were able to get some words from Chiara and Ann❤️ I understand how you feel exactly, it can be so discouraging to have such a great accomplishment, but almost feel no emotion towards it. I also get the fear of not knowing when you will ever be excited about anything again. I hope you never give up on getting back to a place where you feel yourself again though. Sometimes it takes a while because it’s such a gradual process. For me, there wasn’t a certain thing that anyone could do or say to make me feel better at that particular moment, it was more of a slow process towards feeling a little bit better over time. I agree with Ann’s suggestions, taking things day to day and making small improvements can really make a big impact over time (along with therapy as well ofc). But I’m so proud of you for what you’ve done for yourself and your family, even if you don’t feel that. You are important and you have really made an impact on the people in your life❤️ I hope you remember that
@dunphy1238
@dunphy1238 19 күн бұрын
I have been in a rut since 2019 LMAO
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 19 күн бұрын
I’m sorry:( Sending you love😭
@Jerry-yy5gu
@Jerry-yy5gu 19 күн бұрын
Love girl! Praying Jesus’ loving arms around u! He always helps me ❤
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 19 күн бұрын
❤️❤️❤️
@Gilbert823
@Gilbert823 20 күн бұрын
This was really nice to see, I just got a new job and it pays pretty well so maybe I should save some money and go to Spain, I already speak Spanish so it wouldn't be too hard to get around.
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 19 күн бұрын
omg congrats on the new job🥳 And yes, you should! I'd def recommend exploring the south of Spain (that was out favourite part🤭)
@Gilbert823
@Gilbert823 4 күн бұрын
@MichelleGia Well if it's your fave i'mma definitely go there!
@kindaeng
@kindaeng 20 күн бұрын
omg this hits the sweet spot, an exact explanation of the state i am currently in. thank you so much for sharing ❤
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 19 күн бұрын
I’m sorry to hear you’re going through it:( sending you lots of love and wishing you well❤️
@kats2427
@kats2427 21 күн бұрын
so mang things resonant with me at this point when i turned 20 which friends, family, school, and working are a mess. I'm glad you shared your experience made me feel that i am not alone !
@MichelleGia
@MichelleGia 19 күн бұрын
Youre def not alone🫶🏼 sending you love and strength❤️