How I Designed My DREAM LIFE (doing what I love) - WITH MY OWN TWO HANDS | XO, MACENNA EP. 11

I’ve been reflecting a lot recently with my 35th birthday coming up and thinking about how I got to this place in life of pure happiness and peace. Let me tell you, it wasn’t an easy road to get here! I don’t talk about my past and jobs/careers that lead me to the life I have now, but it truly made me who I am today. It brought me to this place in life where I get to wake up everyday and do what I love. In today’s episode, I’m sharing my past careers, taking a leap of faith to leave my cushy corporate job to follow my dreams and the mindset I developed to design the dream life I’m living now.
To listen to the podcast on the go: bit.ly/WMOTHPod
If you like the show, telling a friend about it would be amazing! You can text, email, Tweet, or send this link to a friend: bit.ly/WMOTHPod
Check out squarespace.co... for a free trial, and when you’re ready to launch, use OFFER CODE: XO to save 10% off your first purchase of a website or domain.
Shop with Quince today and discover the affordable luxury you deserve. Right now, go to quince.com/xo to get free shipping and 365-day returns on your next order.
Right now, get up to 55% off your subscription when you go to babbel.com/xo.
⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯
FOLLOW ME
✶ DIY & Home Decor Channel:
✶ VLOG Channel:
✶ Instagram @xomacenna
✶ Pinterest @xomacenna
✶ Blog // bit.ly/xomacen...
✶ Tiktok @xomacenna
✶ Facebook @xomacenna
⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯
✶ BUSINESS INQUIRIES ONLY: [e-mail]

[@brennagreenglasspeacock]

“Happy on purpose…” LOVE THAT! It’s so amazing how being rooted in gratitude can make a huge difference in your life. Being yourself, believing in yourself & knowing your worth all help as well. MaCenna, I hope you know your genuineness comes across and we believe you deserve every ounce of success you enjoy ❤

[@withmyowntwohandspodcast]

thank you so so much that means the world to me!

[@vicki9298]

MaCenna, I pray that you know what an inspiration you are!! Happy on purpose!! I've had issues with feeling guilty because I am happy when others around me seem so intense and stressed out. I hereby make it known that I intend to be happy On Purpose!! I will make a beautiful sign with my Cricut and put it in a very prominent spot. I am 65 and this is definitely the time to celebrate being Happy on Purpose. Thank you SO Much 💓 You just changed my life. Honestly. I enjoy all of your videos and the work you put in is not lost on Any of us..I am sure!! Thank you so much

[@rebeccaeblin3413]

You can tell how calm and comfortable you are! You definitely make the rest of us happy too! For me, I am far older than you but I love your perspective and draw from your creativity and joy! I’m so happy that you have found yourself at peace at this age (which you are still so very young). Your momma is amazing! She is brilliant, beautiful and seems to be such a kind soul! Your children will be well rounded and learn how to be a kind and considerate human being like you and Romeo!! Life is short, if you aren’t having a good time doing what you are doing then do something that does make you happy!! Find your own joy!!

[@withmyowntwohandspodcast]

thank you so much!!!!

[@lindaga820]

So well stated Rebecca, I am 73 and I so enjoy watching McCenna . My garden is so soothing to me. Hope you have a good day !

[@trakocy1112]

For anyone with mental illness listening and reading this; sometimes things like choosing happy or being consistent are not just difficult for us, they can be impossible. It’s hard to find motivation every day, especially in a world that is not designed for neurodivergent brains. Let’s celebrate in Macenna’s success, but also recognize that success looks different for everyone and there is no right way to get there, just the way that’s right for YOU. There’s an immense amount of privilege in having the choice to be happy and I hope that one day we all have access to the care we need to make our happiness a reality. 🖤

[@autieangie]

completely agree with this. also, having loving, supportive parents puts you at a massive advantage.

[@sandieedward993]

❤Love the Fact You've said this: because we're all on our journeys but being able to be Happy within them is in itself a ❤ joyful result of at one time being so unhappy 😢that transition when it was the Right Time for McCenna their was no self doubt it was full steam ahead fly or fall I've decided to aim my dreams into an area I. Believe is achievable.. Pause ...waiting as everything lurks as new things were tried .. finally the bubbles floated and it was the beginning of new successful extensions but it was within Herself ,before it developed into her New Reality 😮 she just new shed reached the end of what had been and just had to pivot as she'd Learned the Life of being Subservience wasn't for her as it .ade her miserable consistently and she was smart enough to know she wanted more then that box offered her ambitions and dreams allowed her for growth This McCenna Pivoted and began a new journey but it started long before her resignation was given because in the back of her mind she was calculating everything it would take to risk it all

[@threemusketeers4109]

Thank you for posting this comment. It is kind to McCenna but at the same time acknowledges those of us who can’t just choose to be happy or positive. Also, many of us do not have the privileges she has especially for someone of color that experiences a whole other level of struggles due to discrimination. I found it difficult to listen to this coming from my experience. I love what she does but it is not attainable for everyone.

[@trakocy1112]

@@threemusketeers4109 Perfectly said 🙌🏻

[@stacey8346]

Yes. Well said. I full acknowledge that she has worked her butt off and deserves it all, but sometimes the lack of recognizing and also acknowledging her privilege kinda sucks.

[@Biancab502]

MaCenna, Im grateful that you’re sharing this. I use to be full of life and a go getter but after graduating college I went into law enforcement. I work night shifts, long hours and feel like the life has been drained out of me that I have 0% battery life left for anything else. I have big dreams of being a realtor and a great mother one day but its hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel some days with where I am at. Your videos truly inspire me to work hard, be kind and find the good in things despite how broken I may be feel. you remind me life is beautiful and has so much to offer if you just take the chance. Thank you for being you and I’m always wishing you all the happiness and success in the world.

[@maryoconnor2228]

Macenna this was such as positive and encouraging podcast. You are an example of how determination and self belief can really make your dreams come true! My niece has a similar attitude and is leading a very successful life, but like you she planned exactly where she wanted to be at each stage! I am 66 years old now and you are truly one of the most inspiring young women I have come across in this world. You deserve all the credit for doing what you do and still remaining a calm, considerate and kind human being! I admire you so much!

[@withmyowntwohandspodcast]

wow thank you so much you are so kind!

[@darlaburnett8666]

100% accurate! I am 58 and I have a couple of people that I listen to on podcast and then I have my KZbin channels, and you are always the one that I listen to first! You young lady inspire me! Thank you for being the person that you are And willing to share your experiences, your dedication and just your genuine self! You have succeeded, and will continue to succeed with your plan for life! And I have no worries that you will be an excellent mama! Your mother has instilled that in you and then you just grew it❤❤

[@michellem434]

I love that you were motivated by looking at houses❤ Look how far you've come and aquired for yourself!! Nature is the ultimate of selfcare❤

[@PilotCristina]

I pray you find Jesus! Give him some space in your life. He gives you peace that surpasses understanding. The things of this world will not quench you. You’ll keep wanting more.

[@CourtneyBishopPOA]

You guys!!! I swear Macenna told my exact story. 🥺 Come from a Marketing background. Worked in Corporate for 6 years, was miserable. Had multiple jobs on top of that so I could save save save. I knew Corporate was just a stepping stone for entreprenuership. I was terrified to leave, but so excited once I decided to take the leap of faith. Calculated out 5 years of savings. Gave them two months (rather than weeks) notice! Left 6 months before my 30th bday.. fun fact, Macenna and I have the same bday.. 3 years apart. 😅 I live for quiet, calm moments and walks in nature daily. I snuck those into Corporate life where I could and dreamt of doing them MORE post-Corporate, which I do now! 😂 I wake up daily with genuine joy, getting to do what I love... and have designed a precious life I'm SO incredibly grateful for. I learn so much from you still, Macenna, and am constantly inspired to keep dreaming big alongside ya! ❤😘 it's the best here!!!!!!

[@ThirtySomethingDiaries]

I think the word you're looking for is "orientation", that first day thingy where had your mommy and grandma with you. Very inspiring podcast MaCenna...I too am on a journey to happy...praying for the best.

[@carriewaters4458]

I know how you feel. I bought my forever home in the country in Australia and it is a lovely old 1929 home with a heritage garden and I pinch myself everyday to finally have a place to call my own at age 56.

[@ang1029]

I feel like every video you’ve posted lately has been so in sync with my own feelings, thoughts, questions. It makes me think about implementing some sort of change and how this is a sign. I’m a fairly fresh graduate working in the corporate world and I hate it. I cry all the time about all those same things you mentioned. Anytime I envision what I want my life to be like, I almost every time think about you and how your life is. It’s so hard to feel scared about making such a huge life change.

[@cherylminaya7276]

Make a plan and do what you want. Travel if you want or whatever it is you desire. I felt the same at your age and didn’t make the decision. I wish I would have traveled more while I was still single and not a homeowner lol. There’s a saying in Spanish that translates to “It’s never too late to be happy” and it’s all within us. Do it girl!!

[@withmyowntwohandspodcast]

I remember that time so vividly! it's so scary to make a big life change and I don't think anything can prepare you for it but I can say that one day I just knew ... like my whole being just knew it was time. I think you'll get that sign too because it was powerful .. but STILL so scary!

[@ang1029]

@@withmyowntwohandspodcast seeing that you can do it has definitely motivated me to start at least implementing small changes that make me happy. After seeing this video and bawling my eyes out, I told myself something had to change. I woke up this morning and just heard your voice asking what small things can I start doing to make ME happy? How can I reframe my mindset? It’s a little different for me as I have a toddler so I’m constantly attending to his needs and literally everyone else’s, but you inspire me so much to start dreaming again and finding my own path/chasing my passions. I hope one day I’ll get to where you are not only in success, but mindset and outlook ❤ I can’t tell you enough how refreshing it is to hear a REAL perspective of how it feels to be in a life-sucking, miserable job. It gives me hope that it won’t always be this way.

[@ang1029]

⁠​⁠@@cherylminaya7276 I wish I would’ve been able to travel before kids & a house also, but I didn’t get the chance to. It was always the plan, but we know life doesn’t always follow it. I love what you said though, I definitely need to start somewhere.

[@natalierebecca9840]

orientation? lol Love you! Happy Birthday!!

[@princessdaaahlingamor5798]

Dear Macenna, several months before covid I was diagnosed with stage 4 metastatic breast cancer (incurable but treatable). It has changed everything. Your video helped me realize that I have lost a sense of what makes me happy. Choosing to be happy on purpose (not from from some self help video but from YOU and your life experience) is a message I can finally feel in my heart. Thank you! Thank you to the woman who we got to see build her own kitchen island, and delights in her roses. You helped me give myself permission to be happy again. Thank you ❤

[@j.f.32]

Just want to wish you success in your happy and health journey! ❤

[@purplewitchdragon8106]

You are so fortunate in your partner and especially your Mom. I'm so grateful I found you ... and Drew ❤

[@ginasmitasin479]

I told my oldest sister my cup was running over onto the table and the floor. I’ve never been happier than when I was working for myself. It was physically hard, financially scary and incredibly satisfying. When our kids were small I told them if they wanted to play a team sport they had to finish the season even if they weren’t enjoying themselves if the team relied on a certain number of bodies to play.

[@KarenWimberley]

I was the same with my three boys. When you commit to something, you need to follow through. If they didn't, they were letting their teammates down.

[@HAppytobeHer]

So much of your story resonates with me. I moved to China at 22 years old and have been ‘away’ from my family for years, but that calling and intuition to go is undeniable. Now, pregnant and married abroad my life is incredibly different than I ever imagined in the very best ways! ❤

[@LisaAdams.75]

I swear you could have just been speaking to me about what it is I know I need to be doing. And yes, I’d love to hear the ins and outs of your YT journey, the good, bad and ugly! The fears, procrastinations, the filming, the editing, the numbers, the lovers, the haters, you name it. I’d love to hear a real account on all the things! Mostly, how do you do all your planning and purchases to be ready and inline for your filming days and then fit it all in between your editing days… what is your secret girl! Spill the tea xxx

[@jmk1962]

Organisation.

[@mariesmith7520]

I'm loving your Podcast and I've watched them all. I especially love the ones with your mom. The word you were looking for on the first day of college/university is "Orientation"

[@letusexploreworld]

Can you be sharing mums shop in your videos. Would be glad to have some of her drawings . Thank you for making me get the confidence to shop second hand without regret This video made me remnisce about my life and what metal i am made of and where i get it from. ❤😂🎉🎉🎉 ❤❤❤❤

[@jeaninebruce9175]

I see that your positive attitude and your being able to express your creativity are the main reasons for your happiness. Also, the love and support of your family/friends. I'm grateful to you for sharing this all with us, especially in this crazy world. Isn't it amazing how much joy creativity can bring us? May your wonderful state of mind last forever.

[@soniaapodaca9324]

This was such a special ep. I'm sure your mama cried; she's got to be so proud of you and she is properly credited for doing an amazing job raising you 💖

[@jmsj77]

Your positivity, energy and just the pure happiness in you draws me. You are a constant motivation for me that i just need. Thank you so much for everything that you do for us. One thing though, you ruined me for other renovation and DIY videos. Lols. Well i still do like them but tbh, i dont feel at home, if u know what i mean. I constantly compare it with what you'll do. Your style, your perspective. I just love your videos so much.. Saying hello from the Philippines ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@Karlita_xoxo]

Loved this video, your message and what you went through really resonates with me. I just left my corporate job a month ago and all those feelings you had, was exactly how I felt and I’m also 30, a lil older from when you left your corporate job and I so badly aspire to live the life like you are now.

[@StaceeMassey]

Yes. Tell us all about KZbin and being/working online. Can't wait to see that front room finished makeover.

[@lgiamYasmine03]

1st podcast I watched. Wonderful message you are sending to follow your passion. Would love to hear the KZbin side

[@AliKades]

Love your content ❤, you inspire me and your videos make my week better all the way from Brazil

[@EmelyPhan]

first day of school orientation

[@AliKades]

Just wait a minute, reload and the sound and quality works

[@bouncecat]

While I fully respect the hard work and also mental clarity needed to get to where you have gotten, I really find it hugely cringy to hear any white American person say they are self made. Unless you have a proven record of your family not benefiting from anti black laws regarding land, ownership and money, you are 10000% not self made.

[@yegonjr]

Orientation Day..... Love this, so encouraging❤❤❤

[@jaynemar1]

Your beautiful front room rug just comes alive with the like colors and wood tones of your new chairs! Keep the rug! Trust me!

[@kats3969]

In all honesty, I used to be one of those people when I first discovered your channel. I thought there was no way you were that happy, and I remember it bothered me at first. But the more I watched, I came to realize that that’s really just how you are, and it grew on me. Now I love watching and get so excited when you upload a new video 🖤

[@brit331]

This is so honest and i love it ❤ we need more people to be open to others in this way, what a great quality to have

[@kats3969]

@@brit331 thank you! 🖤

[@shelleymolinaro5866]

I love hearing your story MaCenna! I remember watching you early on when your voice was a higher pitch. You had great content then and I knew you were capable of so much more great content. Thank you for sharing . You have mentioned that you like podcasts so here is my new fave recommendation. Wiser Than Me with Julia Louis-Dreyfus. I think your mom would like the podcast also. Enjoy!!!💗

[@TheMbeau92]

I was screaming "ORIENTATION!" when you were trying to find the word 😂

[@kathrynp7595]

I am a very much introverted person and what makes me happy is being at home, gardening, reading, spending time with my toy poodle. I am fortunate that my husband started his own company and makes a lot of money which allows me to stay at home. I am grateful for every day 😊

[@saracarlson-kringle]

'Orientation' day...

[@VictoriaCindyMakeupArtist]

I felt like I was listening to myself speak when watching this. Thank you for being open and sharing your experiences because its made me feel like someone else in the world understand that feeling of "you are made for greatness". I felt this was since I was a little kid and never felt like I fit in my home town. I moved to LA when I was 27 and left my retail job before I turned 29 to really focus on me and my dreams. Its scary but also really calm knowing that I don't have to deal with the stresses of working even though money isn't consistent and I lost my benefits. Thank you for continuing to be my motivation. ❤ -Victoria.

[@abeerali7834]

Thank you for sharing Macenna. You’ve reminded me of me.

[@lauraquigley6403]

Thanks for sharing your life. I don’t understand where your cushion went that you had saved because you spoke in your other podcast where you said you maxed your credit cards out too? Did you spend too much on your trips during this time? Plus, you said you were working too doing odd jobs? I ask because I think it would help anyone that is saving to know how much they need and what they shouldn’t spend that cushion on it they are quitting their 9-5 job. Thank you for being honest. Also, thank God for your Mom. 🙏🙏🙏Blessings

[@mwalton504]

You also seem to have an over abundance of self confidence. I enjoyed listening to this podcast very much. I feel like your happiness is contagious and you spread it around wherever you go. As far as what I would like to hear about how you and Romeo met etc.... I know that is private, but I'm an older lady and I love to hear true love stories. I wish you much continued success and happiness always!!

[@liontribeofjudah5616]

Love this podcast Macenna! Your joy is so infectious..I am happy for you and Romeo. Your homes are beautiful..Your hard work and dedication through the years paid off. I appreciated your candidness. . At 56..chronically ill..and homebound...Jesus is all I need.. He is my source of JOY, mental peace..true love, and true satisfaction.. I too have a rose garden and love the outdoors.. Can't wait for you to have a baby. Motherhood is certainly not for the fearful..but the fearless..and lighthearted. The Lord will lead you and guide you into all truth..if you trust him with your heart, with your whole life. Jesus is a loving King and Savior..He is what's missing in your heart. To be who He made me to be is step by step..daily walking with Him. No matter what age...serving others and helping others in the name of Jesus..never gets old.. It is exhilarating.. Nothing wrong with having goals, dreams, desires and interests in this life.. But on the OTHERSIDE OF THIS LIFE is ...forever..eternity.. So those who believe in Jesus of Nazareth, God's only son..Have eternal life. His blood shed on the cross, covers their sins. There is no salvation for your soul by any other. Jesus is the only way to Heaven. Macenna, I hope you believe in Him.

[@carolynknisely2383]

Happy on purpose really hit home for me. Thank you. Great podcast. Thank you for sharing!!

[@earthboundblueprint]

I would love another episode on your KZbin journey more specifically!

[@MollySims1]

As someone currently working in a corporate environment feeling miserable this has me in tears. Constantly feeling like the corporate life isn’t for me & telling my husband I’m on the edge of quitting nearly every week. Relating so heavily to people telling you to have something set up before you quit. Wanting to have the time to work on my dreams but never feeling like I have the time/energy to really sit down and get started. You really are an inspiration in so many ways & I love hearing your story. I’m so glad you were able to make your dream life a reality and I know you’re giving hope to a lot of people including myself!

[@zaraali1740]

It is called Orientation 😁 you're so cute.... thanks for sharing your past stories, I got a lot of inspiration from you. Love you🥰

[@mimimcdee7052]

Yep Macenna...a positive, can-do attitude has always carried me through. Depending on others usually has a sad ending; so the creation of your own business is the most satisfying. I come from a family who is self made from poor beginnings and after hard work and dedication, they own a 4 generation international medical supply company that everyone would recognize if they heard the name and the other side of the family went out and started an international trucking/shipping company you'd recognize as well. So, it's in my blood but I've never been on payroll because I was into social work. Now I'm 67, disabled and given 2 terminal dx's - met. cancer and MS.... However, I don't intend to die for a long while :) I have a 40 yr. old disabled, total care son I've been caring for these last 20 yrs with no help, and with the changes coming with the digital currency and BRICS new financial setup which will dump the US dollar, I need to make money somehow. So, I and I'm sure others would be interested in a detailed 'how to training' course on the in's and out's of starting and maintaining a YT channel, the time involved & the good & not so good side of things to expect - including possible $ to be made. I really enjoy your hands-on content - a girl after my own heart and with the same tastes - as I love reno/construction/decor...so keep it coming. We're in the middle of trying to build my son a home on our own (unable to find those dern contractors y'all know a lot about) - large enough for live in help when I am no longer here - and I especially appreciated the awesome kitchen build in the cottage ! I'll be trying my hand at it., along with the 'corbels'....just pray the alternative 'meds' work to get & keep me going ! Thanks for renewed inspiration and tell mom & dad we say hello from the Maryland mountians !

[@777hc777]

You always outdo yourself with every episode! Great video! Thank you for all you do. I got rid of my TV back in 2000, because I hate all the garbage on TV these days. I love all your work! Very fulfilling and the touch of your pet just puts a cherry on top!

[@nathaliebenamou272]

Loved this! You sound like a life teacher to me 😊 looking at the stairs while you speak, I think they should go back to all wood with a moody runner going up … yes, tell us what it’s like on KZbin

[@CourtneyBishopPOA]

My exact thoughts! She said, "I don't like teaching" and I thought... well you're amazing at it!! 😂 we all learn so much from Macenna.

[@emileenpond221]

Would love to hear about your time on KZbin, the good and the bad! 😊

[@Stephanie.Hudson]

MaCenna, can you mentor me? Seriously. You’re speaking the words I’ve thought for years.

[@JosieMichelleDavis]

So great to hear more about your background! I would love to hear more about your KZbin journey - I’ve always been curious how and why you decided to separate your blog channel and you main channel!

[@janakirchnerova3544]

I‘m just a few minutes into your podcast but lets address the elefant in the room: your hair looks awesome! You are really beautiful. PS: to see you so happy and ARRIVED in your new home with Romeo brings me joy!

[@alf7380]

Yes please an episode on what it means to be on youtube ! 🙏🏻 and how long do you see yourself doing some youtube videos !

[@mistychael]

My family had the same reaction when I moved from Mississippi to the UK, but 13 years later I have no regrets. I can get anywhere in Europe in 4 hours or less, I love it!

[@somebodysomewhere22]

I chased my passion and tried to make it into a career and ended up HATING it, to the point that it ruined the whole thing for me. How do you not let that happen? :(

[@thehiddenlife4109]

Hi M, thank you for sharing this. Corporate is really not for everyone. I fully enjoyed my previous position, but I HATE my current one. I can't wait to pull the trigger end of this year.

[@OFCOURSE20]

What I am saddest about is having a mom who is no good at her job. Runs me down. Puts price tags on my wants and needs. I don't have her in my life for a reason. But when she's gone I'll miss what she never was. 😢

[@StaceeMassey]

Wow, I don't even recognize you in that graduation picture. You look so different. Maybe it's the lighting.

[@StarseedGirl818]

Thank you Macenna for sharing this with us and the transparency of your journey it gives us people hope that feel stuck in their jobs. You DESERVE all of your success. I watch and like allll your videos I sit through the ads as well so you can get the monetary compensation that you deserve. You need a patreon 😁

[@wingingitsemiretiredlife2981]

Hi I'm very glad you are very happy. Everyone's own journey is of course their own. I am very happy in a small home in a quiet neighborhood. It doesn't take much for me to be happy. Peace and quiet the phone turned off and no alarm clock these things I do. I hope everyone can find their joy.

[@SeaTurtle515]

I really loved this! I enjoyed so much about hearing your life story, Part One! I would love to hear Part Two, life for you as a content provider on You Tube and how that has enriched and/or challenged your daily life and goals and dreams. Thanks for sharing!

[@arabella5562]

Thank u for sharing - you are a true inspiration xx Please share your KZbin journey next this would be so insightful ❤

[@user-nlvmruu]

honestly, thank you for sharing this. i swear we have PARALLEL experiences and thoughts and feelings. Feels like a big sister encouraging me to keep going.

[@user-nlvmruu]

yes please share more about youtube!!

[@AmberB]

MaCenna ! This episode was AMAZING and so timely!!!! I have been trying to create my dream life on KZbin and have been showcasing my home decor/organization journey since 2018. It has been a challenging journey but this episode definitely gave me new perspective. I would love to hear more about your KZbin journey.

[@caitline9427]

I really really enjoyed this podcast! I ended up extending my walk to listen more. I really appreciate you opening up about your struggles in corporate and how it wasn't easy to step outside what society dictates is right. I'm newly pregnant and thinking deeply about what I want my "dream life" to look like. I'm a lawyer (luckily I work for the government), but have not been feeling fulfilled by my work and tired of the rigidity of a 9-5 office schedule. You've helped me to continue to re-evaluate my goals and figure out what's best for me and my family. Thank you!

[@elizabethronces1377]

This is an amazing video! The road of life that you've been on, and where you are going is an amazing blessing! I completely understand how you couldn't do life without happiness. I became a stay at home mom and homemaker three years ago, and I don’t regret it. Everyone around me except for my husband thought I was going to regret leaving my "good, stable, and desirable " job. I have everything I need, and I'm happy. Even when things get hard, following your purpose and your calling gives us more peace and fulfillment through the challenges. So excited for you, and I'm so proud of you! You inspire so many of us!❤

[@vivsworldtrip]

one question... health insurance. You've never talked about it in your videos.....In USA, how do you have health insurance without going thru an employer.. Affordable Care Act? Because this is the no. 1 reason why most people in USA dont want to leave their jobs. How did you manage to get around that. For ex, I know in NY it can be so expensive... $2000/mo = $24,000 year and higher for health insurance for 2 adults & 1 child. Crazy expensive. However thru an employer the annual premiums are $5000/year. Savings of $15000/yr. So please if you kindly share how you and romeo (both self employed) have health insurance? That would be soooooooo helpful and maybe help some of us make that jump like you. Thanks a mill. Love watching your videos. love your story McKenna and how far you have come! well done :)

[@melanieluciano3347]

I love everything about this episode! Hearing you talk about wanting to become my mom reminded me so much of myself. I became very reflective when my husband and I started trying to have a baby. I thought a lot about what kind of mom I wanted to be, and my own upbringing. My first pregnancy, unfortunately ended in a miscarriage. But I manifested, and manifested, and now here I am with a beautiful six month old baby, and I couldn’t be happier! My silver lining was that if my first pregnancy had worked out, I wouldn’t have the perfect boy that I have now. You’re going to be such an incredible mother, McCenna, and I hope you include us in your journey with all of that. Also, hearing you talk about your struggles with anxiety during the pandemic was really refreshing. I hope you know how much of a light you were in so many of our lives during that time. Your content gave me something to look forward to, and I still really appreciate everything you do. Thank you!

[@OFCOURSE20]

What a fantastic story to inspire others. ❤

[@stealthspaniel5255]

Wow! You have described me and most other women I know. Corporate Life can be so miserable that most folks don't realize the pressure it puts on you. People are looking for power over you, clawing at you for something, literally criticizing your every move; it is beyond soul sucking. So glad that you made the decision that you did.

[@monicajimenez4797]

"HAPPY ON PURPOSE!!! Thank you for sharing and ill remember this new inspiring quote. Love you sahred all the challenges you have gone thru showing that you need to go for your dreams and not just wait for it to happen.

[@compincha26]

Omg!! Te escucho desde Paraguay!! Y es lo mejor que pude haber escuchando en toda mi vida!! Muchas gracias!!❤

[@rj4356]

Hi MaCenna! Awesome podcast! I really enjoyed this. Is "orientation " the word you were looking for? Anyway, thank you for sharing. Your genuineness really shines through 24/7. The college/corporate formula in most cases is 👀 uh. I'm so happy for you❣️ And yes, I would appreciate more podcasts like this. Thanks!😊

[@Regina-lf2bq]

"Just because something is supposed to make you happy, doesn't mean it does" - damn, I had to sit on that for a solid minute. I can totally understand how you yourself didn't allow yourself the "luxury" to think like that. I very much appreciate you being that honest and quite a few times I caught myself thinking "Huh, I do that a lot" or "Yes I get it, I 100% understand".. I should work on being just happy and not what I think is making me happy. Thanks! ❤

[@syndygreen1791]

Thank you for sharing, I too struggle to not see the glass as half empty and to remind myself of all the blessings that I do have

[@Blue_Mood]

MaCenna, you’re like sunshine breaking through the clouds. Your positive attitude and peaceful demeanor are infectious and inspiring. Thank you. P.S. I can’t help but notice how similar, but not parallel, your story is to mine. When you share your story it helps to remind me that I’m not completely lost, to keep going and the path will show itself. I watch all of your content, for several years now. Please keep doing what your doing and thank you for being vulnerable. ❤😊

[@erinflanagan7483]

Oh my goodness. When I tell you I needed this podcast from you MaCenna. Your story resonated with me SO MUCH. I own a mom and baby shop called Emerson and Oliver co and it’s taken me so long to get here. I knew I loved to create and I loved fashion but it took me awhile to find my PASSION. I never would have guessed you struggled because you just have always seemed like you had it together! Thank you for sharing that with us 🫶

[@sydneykasmar]

Thank you for speaking at depth about your life experience's that have led you to now. I appreciated when youu spoke about how you think through your desires and work towards these. Keep going for your biggest and wildest dreams!

[@jocelynstrong]

I really resonate with you talking about starting multiple businesses that end up not working out. In 2021 I quit my job at an accounting firm to you guessed it, start my own accounting business. What I wasn't passionate about before, I certainly wasn't passionate about when I was building it myself. This year, due to buying a house and other financial decisions I made, I have gone back into corporate accounting. I definitely have better boundaries with work now, but I am now planning for when I take the actual leap to quit my job and pursue something I'm passionate about. I am so excited to see where this journey takes me.

[@teresavandenberge3138]

Always enjoy your videos and now the podcast ❤ would love to hear more about the KZbin channel, it just interests me! Also, sometime, somewhere - behind the scenes of making a video, putting it all together! So very curious how you keep ALL of your awesome content organized (ex. finding that one little video you took of the early stages of the remodel, etc. to add in at the end). Love it all though! Happy belated birthday!

[@jirandymartinez2652]

Thank you for sharing all this with us ❤ you inspire me every single day and have gotten me through serious rough patches. I look at you and say if Macenna Can do it, so can I. I would love a part two of what happened next. Thank you for reminding me to stay positive and happy. It will come 🌸❤️🌸❤️🌸 i love you

[@CreatewithLei]

❤ This was so right on time. Being happy on purpose. A shift in mindset, glass half full... 🤌🏽🤌🏽 all of it 🙌🏽🙌🏽. Definitely would love to chat/listen lol more about once you started KZbin and found your groove with XOMacenna.

[@MsParisPlays]

I need to write down and figure out the things that make me happy. I usually feel guilty when I'm doing things that only make me happy. I have never loved a job that I've had and I've had them all. I just want to make enough to live a decent life. I wish I could travel. I hate working paycheck to paycheck. I would love to learn more about after you started KZbin! Thank you so much for being so transparent and sharing so much with us! ❤❤❤

[@ukomdesign]

I am looking forward to becoming Macenna when I grow up being 36 already. I like to do things with my hands. I want to start my KZbin channel and I am scared to fail. I would like a podcast about "things I didn't know when I first started my channel and what would I do differently". Thank you for being on KZbin and making my days better as I look forward to new videos. I also watched your renovation video about windows 10 times already and I don't plan to stop.

[@dolorespearson434]

Macenna I am feeling very happy myself today I'm just leaving the hospital from brain surgery ....the 2ND brain surgery I have been unable to love on my home due to seizure activity on my right side..which i'm still currently having but I know that God is in control, and I WILL be loving on my home soon!! Thank you for all your motivation ! Love the channel...

[@ritahowton6545]

I'm so happy I came across your channel. While listening to your pod-cast I found myself weepy. You've been a huge inspiration, and I can't wait to get home to start my vision board. At 55 I'm ready to start a new life, change and phase out of the career mindset. I want to do what I'm passionate about and stop working to fulfill someone else's dream. Here's to working hard for what we love. 😊

[@xaharaelliott5914]

Thank you for sharing and being so transparent! I can relate to what you’re saying in every aspect. We have so many similar dreams! As a entrepreneur, taking that step out on faith and being in the mundane phase Im in, it can be really hard for me to keep the vision in front of me. Listening to this was such a gut check. Definitely a episode to STUDY. Thank you thank you thank you for sharing! P.s been watching you for years & to see your dreams unfold in front of you like that.. what a inspiration. You are leaving a imprint on this world! A legacy for your future family!

[@vivenuestrasvidas]

I know I'm so late for this one but when you talked about not being able to figure out what you want to do while working full time I can't agree more with you. I was offered a full time ongoing job and I CRIED for weeks. My anxiety was at it's worst because that job to me, was just a temporal thing, something that would end and I would be able to find something that I loved. Long story short, I signed the contract, while I was in therapy every week to be able to go to work, just because people (specially my family) practically forced me to. I'm still working there and I'm doing a lot better but I just feel like a won't be able to find another job until I leave this one first and I WISH I've listened to myself back then and regretted the job

[@j.f.32]

Great topic and inspiration! Thank you! I think an insider look at KZbin creation would be interesting. I'd also like to hear advice from a realtor or experienced flipper about the home fixes/renos (especially diy kind) that give the most value to a home. I know we should think about our comfort first, but for those of us that aren't living in our forever home yet, knowing where to invest for future sales price would be very evaluable. Thanks Macenna!

[@_highlytransplanted]

I finally found some time to listen to this episode. Thank you for sharing your story. I too remember saying to my supervisor "I can't do this" and putting in my notice. There just comes a point where when something isn't for you, you have to walk away. Personally, I am working through the miserable stage and every now and then I see my whole self peek through. I'm so excited to learn from your journey and build a happier life for myself! 🥰

[@TheTanyaChannel]

Hi MaCenna, Thank you for this ! You truly are an inspiration to me. Been following you for quite some time, I really see the progress and how much work you put into thisand that motivates me everyday! Hope to build something as good as what you do someday. this video definitely gives me a kick to make my Dreams come true. Bisous from France 🇨🇵

[@terrilee36]

Happy on Purpose...my new motto. After I was widowed, I had to make a choice to find my joy again. It was a decision, and I had to make that decision over and over again. I told myself I was going to come from a place of YES! Proud to report...it worked.

[@kaycevictoria9947]

Don't wait on the family front! I'm only giving my opinion on this because you keep saying it.. girl don't wait!! Especially if yall want more than one baby!

[@GlitterBug]

Lol! When you were talking about the first day of college, were you thinking of “matriculation”?

[@carolinehickson518]

Hey MaCenna, I'm a huge fan of your channel. I came across it when you posted a video on punch needle. I have watched every video on all your channels since, not joking! I love your vibe, your attitude & style. Thank you for everything you put into all your content, I know it's a lot. I would really love to hear your story on youtube and how you managed to find your style and what worked for you, maybe what didn't. Thank you again xx Caro

[@rachelrussell5355]

I’m so glad you shared this story about your past. I related so much when you were talking about making the big switch and not having unconditional support about that decision. I was in a career that traditionally was very “secure” but ultimately I was really unhappy. When I made the switch to a different job so that I could go back to school, there was still a lot of internal and external doubt but now this path seems much more solid and achievable. Thank you so much for showing us that things weren’t always easy for you but you truly designed your dream life! It’s inspiring to keep on this journey!❤

[@LilacLees]

I can relate to this I got a high school teaching job out of school. I was paid barely a living wage and had to get up at 4:15 am each day and commute by train 2 hrs. I lived in a dangerous neighborhood, there was a deadly shooting on my street and my neighbor was killed. And my school was in a tough area as well my students were struggling with trauma and lashed out in class. I cried all the time. Students were killed in gang fights and went to jail. It was depressing but I felt like the kids needed me. I stuck it out for 9 years. And as time went on my husband and I moved to a safe neighborhood which helped a lot. Now I’m building my own education business and teaching at a fancy prep school. I feel much more relaxed but I’m still planning to leave the classroom after 16 years of teaching I’m ready. I watch MaCenna for motivation

[@colleenmartin9467]

I've followed you for years but I can't recall you talking about Romeo's career. I thought his joy or hobby was vintage clothing sales at flea markets but I haven't heard you talk about what he does for a living. I, too, would like to hear more about how KZbin works. Thanks.

[@ig6851]

I'm similar, literally one of my strengths according to the Strengths Finder book is, Positivity. It's actually a strength! I love that it's one of my strengths!

[@saraholiverio5000]

Wonderful episode! I can’t tell you how much I identify with so much of what you’re saying. I’ve been very dedicating a lot of time over the past months towards visualizing and restructuring what I’d like my life to look like in terms of profession. Im in that transitional period of working through developing that vision and trying to take the steps to achieve it. At times, it can be a struggle trusting and knowing the right actions to take, but hearing your perspective inspires the hell outta me! I needed to be reminded that through the failures comes some of the greatest triumphs 🙂 loving the podcast!