How I Designed My DREAM LIFE (doing what I love) - WITH MY OWN TWO HANDS | XO, MACENNA EP. 11

[@trakocy1112]

For anyone with mental illness listening and reading this; sometimes things like choosing happy or being consistent are not just difficult for us, they can be impossible. It’s hard to find motivation every day, especially in a world that is not designed for neurodivergent brains. Let’s celebrate in Macenna’s success, but also recognize that success looks different for everyone and there is no right way to get there, just the way that’s right for YOU. There’s an immense amount of privilege in having the choice to be happy and I hope that one day we all have access to the care we need to make our happiness a reality. 🖤

[@autieangie]

completely agree with this. also, having loving, supportive parents puts you at a massive advantage.

[@sandieedward993]

❤Love the Fact You've said this: because we're all on our journeys but being able to be Happy within them is in itself a ❤ joyful result of at one time being so unhappy 😢that transition when it was the Right Time for McCenna their was no self doubt it was full steam ahead fly or fall I've decided to aim my dreams into an area I. Believe is achievable.. Pause ...waiting as everything lurks as new things were tried .. finally the bubbles floated and it was the beginning of new successful extensions but it was within Herself ,before it developed into her New Reality 😮 she just new shed reached the end of what had been and just had to pivot as she'd Learned the Life of being Subservience wasn't for her as it .ade her miserable consistently and she was smart enough to know she wanted more then that box offered her ambitions and dreams allowed her for growth This McCenna Pivoted and began a new journey but it started long before her resignation was given because in the back of her mind she was calculating everything it would take to risk it all

[@threemusketeers4109]

Thank you for posting this comment. It is kind to McCenna but at the same time acknowledges those of us who can’t just choose to be happy or positive. Also, many of us do not have the privileges she has especially for someone of color that experiences a whole other level of struggles due to discrimination. I found it difficult to listen to this coming from my experience. I love what she does but it is not attainable for everyone.

[@trakocy1112]

@@threemusketeers4109 Perfectly said 🙌🏻

[@stacey8346]

Yes. Well said. I full acknowledge that she has worked her butt off and deserves it all, but sometimes the lack of recognizing and also acknowledging her privilege kinda sucks.

[@brennagreenglasspeacock]

“Happy on purpose…” LOVE THAT! It’s so amazing how being rooted in gratitude can make a huge difference in your life. Being yourself, believing in yourself & knowing your worth all help as well. MaCenna, I hope you know your genuineness comes across and we believe you deserve every ounce of success you enjoy ❤

[@withmyowntwohandspodcast]

thank you so so much that means the world to me!

[@vicki9298]

MaCenna, I pray that you know what an inspiration you are!! Happy on purpose!! I've had issues with feeling guilty because I am happy when others around me seem so intense and stressed out. I hereby make it known that I intend to be happy On Purpose!! I will make a beautiful sign with my Cricut and put it in a very prominent spot. I am 65 and this is definitely the time to celebrate being Happy on Purpose. Thank you SO Much 💓 You just changed my life. Honestly. I enjoy all of your videos and the work you put in is not lost on Any of us..I am sure!! Thank you so much

[@rebeccaeblin3413]

You can tell how calm and comfortable you are! You definitely make the rest of us happy too! For me, I am far older than you but I love your perspective and draw from your creativity and joy! I’m so happy that you have found yourself at peace at this age (which you are still so very young). Your momma is amazing! She is brilliant, beautiful and seems to be such a kind soul! Your children will be well rounded and learn how to be a kind and considerate human being like you and Romeo!! Life is short, if you aren’t having a good time doing what you are doing then do something that does make you happy!! Find your own joy!!

[@withmyowntwohandspodcast]

thank you so much!!!!

[@lindaga820]

So well stated Rebecca, I am 73 and I so enjoy watching McCenna . My garden is so soothing to me. Hope you have a good day !

[@Biancab502]

MaCenna, Im grateful that you’re sharing this. I use to be full of life and a go getter but after graduating college I went into law enforcement. I work night shifts, long hours and feel like the life has been drained out of me that I have 0% battery life left for anything else. I have big dreams of being a realtor and a great mother one day but its hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel some days with where I am at. Your videos truly inspire me to work hard, be kind and find the good in things despite how broken I may be feel. you remind me life is beautiful and has so much to offer if you just take the chance. Thank you for being you and I’m always wishing you all the happiness and success in the world.

[@princessdaaahlingamor5798]

Dear Macenna, several months before covid I was diagnosed with stage 4 metastatic breast cancer (incurable but treatable). It has changed everything. Your video helped me realize that I have lost a sense of what makes me happy. Choosing to be happy on purpose (not from from some self help video but from YOU and your life experience) is a message I can finally feel in my heart. Thank you! Thank you to the woman who we got to see build her own kitchen island, and delights in her roses. You helped me give myself permission to be happy again. Thank you ❤

[@j.f.32]

Just want to wish you success in your happy and health journey! ❤

[@maryoconnor2228]

Macenna this was such as positive and encouraging podcast. You are an example of how determination and self belief can really make your dreams come true! My niece has a similar attitude and is leading a very successful life, but like you she planned exactly where she wanted to be at each stage! I am 66 years old now and you are truly one of the most inspiring young women I have come across in this world. You deserve all the credit for doing what you do and still remaining a calm, considerate and kind human being! I admire you so much!

[@withmyowntwohandspodcast]

wow thank you so much you are so kind!

[@darlaburnett8666]

100% accurate! I am 58 and I have a couple of people that I listen to on podcast and then I have my KZbin channels, and you are always the one that I listen to first! You young lady inspire me! Thank you for being the person that you are And willing to share your experiences, your dedication and just your genuine self! You have succeeded, and will continue to succeed with your plan for life! And I have no worries that you will be an excellent mama! Your mother has instilled that in you and then you just grew it❤❤

[@ThirtySomethingDiaries]

I think the word you're looking for is "orientation", that first day thingy where had your mommy and grandma with you. Very inspiring podcast MaCenna...I too am on a journey to happy...praying for the best.

[@carriewaters4458]

I know how you feel. I bought my forever home in the country in Australia and it is a lovely old 1929 home with a heritage garden and I pinch myself everyday to finally have a place to call my own at age 56.

[@CourtneyBishopPOA]

You guys!!! I swear Macenna told my exact story. 🥺 Come from a Marketing background. Worked in Corporate for 6 years, was miserable. Had multiple jobs on top of that so I could save save save. I knew Corporate was just a stepping stone for entreprenuership. I was terrified to leave, but so excited once I decided to take the leap of faith. Calculated out 5 years of savings. Gave them two months (rather than weeks) notice! Left 6 months before my 30th bday.. fun fact, Macenna and I have the same bday.. 3 years apart. 😅 I live for quiet, calm moments and walks in nature daily. I snuck those into Corporate life where I could and dreamt of doing them MORE post-Corporate, which I do now! 😂 I wake up daily with genuine joy, getting to do what I love... and have designed a precious life I'm SO incredibly grateful for. I learn so much from you still, Macenna, and am constantly inspired to keep dreaming big alongside ya! ❤😘 it's the best here!!!!!!

[@kathrynp7595]

I am a very much introverted person and what makes me happy is being at home, gardening, reading, spending time with my toy poodle. I am fortunate that my husband started his own company and makes a lot of money which allows me to stay at home. I am grateful for every day 😊

[@MollySims1]

As someone currently working in a corporate environment feeling miserable this has me in tears. Constantly feeling like the corporate life isn’t for me & telling my husband I’m on the edge of quitting nearly every week. Relating so heavily to people telling you to have something set up before you quit. Wanting to have the time to work on my dreams but never feeling like I have the time/energy to really sit down and get started. You really are an inspiration in so many ways & I love hearing your story. I’m so glad you were able to make your dream life a reality and I know you’re giving hope to a lot of people including myself!

[@ang1029]

I feel like every video you’ve posted lately has been so in sync with my own feelings, thoughts, questions. It makes me think about implementing some sort of change and how this is a sign. I’m a fairly fresh graduate working in the corporate world and I hate it. I cry all the time about all those same things you mentioned. Anytime I envision what I want my life to be like, I almost every time think about you and how your life is. It’s so hard to feel scared about making such a huge life change.

[@cherylminaya7276]

Make a plan and do what you want. Travel if you want or whatever it is you desire. I felt the same at your age and didn’t make the decision. I wish I would have traveled more while I was still single and not a homeowner lol. There’s a saying in Spanish that translates to “It’s never too late to be happy” and it’s all within us. Do it girl!!

[@withmyowntwohandspodcast]

I remember that time so vividly! it's so scary to make a big life change and I don't think anything can prepare you for it but I can say that one day I just knew ... like my whole being just knew it was time. I think you'll get that sign too because it was powerful .. but STILL so scary!

[@ang1029]

@@withmyowntwohandspodcast seeing that you can do it has definitely motivated me to start at least implementing small changes that make me happy. After seeing this video and bawling my eyes out, I told myself something had to change. I woke up this morning and just heard your voice asking what small things can I start doing to make ME happy? How can I reframe my mindset? It’s a little different for me as I have a toddler so I’m constantly attending to his needs and literally everyone else’s, but you inspire me so much to start dreaming again and finding my own path/chasing my passions. I hope one day I’ll get to where you are not only in success, but mindset and outlook ❤ I can’t tell you enough how refreshing it is to hear a REAL perspective of how it feels to be in a life-sucking, miserable job. It gives me hope that it won’t always be this way.

[@ang1029]

⁠​⁠@@cherylminaya7276 I wish I would’ve been able to travel before kids & a house also, but I didn’t get the chance to. It was always the plan, but we know life doesn’t always follow it. I love what you said though, I definitely need to start somewhere.

[@michellem434]

I love that you were motivated by looking at houses❤ Look how far you've come and aquired for yourself!! Nature is the ultimate of selfcare❤

[@ginasmitasin479]

I told my oldest sister my cup was running over onto the table and the floor. I’ve never been happier than when I was working for myself. It was physically hard, financially scary and incredibly satisfying. When our kids were small I told them if they wanted to play a team sport they had to finish the season even if they weren’t enjoying themselves if the team relied on a certain number of bodies to play.

[@KarenWimberley]

I was the same with my three boys. When you commit to something, you need to follow through. If they didn't, they were letting their teammates down.

[@LisaAdams.75]

I swear you could have just been speaking to me about what it is I know I need to be doing. And yes, I’d love to hear the ins and outs of your YT journey, the good, bad and ugly! The fears, procrastinations, the filming, the editing, the numbers, the lovers, the haters, you name it. I’d love to hear a real account on all the things! Mostly, how do you do all your planning and purchases to be ready and inline for your filming days and then fit it all in between your editing days… what is your secret girl! Spill the tea xxx

[@jmk1962]

Organisation.

[@jaynemar1]

Your beautiful front room rug just comes alive with the like colors and wood tones of your new chairs! Keep the rug! Trust me!

[@soniaapodaca9324]

This was such a special ep. I'm sure your mama cried; she's got to be so proud of you and she is properly credited for doing an amazing job raising you 💖

[@purplewitchdragon8106]

You are so fortunate in your partner and especially your Mom. I'm so grateful I found you ... and Drew ❤

[@kats3969]

In all honesty, I used to be one of those people when I first discovered your channel. I thought there was no way you were that happy, and I remember it bothered me at first. But the more I watched, I came to realize that that’s really just how you are, and it grew on me. Now I love watching and get so excited when you upload a new video 🖤

[@brit331]

This is so honest and i love it ❤ we need more people to be open to others in this way, what a great quality to have

[@kats3969]

@@brit331 thank you! 🖤

[@mariesmith7520]

I'm loving your Podcast and I've watched them all. I especially love the ones with your mom. The word you were looking for on the first day of college/university is "Orientation"

[@HAppytobeHer]

So much of your story resonates with me. I moved to China at 22 years old and have been ‘away’ from my family for years, but that calling and intuition to go is undeniable. Now, pregnant and married abroad my life is incredibly different than I ever imagined in the very best ways! ❤

[@stealthspaniel5255]

Wow! You have described me and most other women I know. Corporate Life can be so miserable that most folks don't realize the pressure it puts on you. People are looking for power over you, clawing at you for something, literally criticizing your every move; it is beyond soul sucking. So glad that you made the decision that you did.

[@StaceeMassey]

Yes. Tell us all about KZbin and being/working online. Can't wait to see that front room finished makeover.

[@jeaninebruce9175]

I see that your positive attitude and your being able to express your creativity are the main reasons for your happiness. Also, the love and support of your family/friends. I'm grateful to you for sharing this all with us, especially in this crazy world. Isn't it amazing how much joy creativity can bring us? May your wonderful state of mind last forever.

[@Regina-lf2bq]

"Just because something is supposed to make you happy, doesn't mean it does" - damn, I had to sit on that for a solid minute. I can totally understand how you yourself didn't allow yourself the "luxury" to think like that. I very much appreciate you being that honest and quite a few times I caught myself thinking "Huh, I do that a lot" or "Yes I get it, I 100% understand".. I should work on being just happy and not what I think is making me happy. Thanks! ❤

[@melanieluciano3347]

I love everything about this episode! Hearing you talk about wanting to become my mom reminded me so much of myself. I became very reflective when my husband and I started trying to have a baby. I thought a lot about what kind of mom I wanted to be, and my own upbringing. My first pregnancy, unfortunately ended in a miscarriage. But I manifested, and manifested, and now here I am with a beautiful six month old baby, and I couldn’t be happier! My silver lining was that if my first pregnancy had worked out, I wouldn’t have the perfect boy that I have now. You’re going to be such an incredible mother, McCenna, and I hope you include us in your journey with all of that. Also, hearing you talk about your struggles with anxiety during the pandemic was really refreshing. I hope you know how much of a light you were in so many of our lives during that time. Your content gave me something to look forward to, and I still really appreciate everything you do. Thank you!

[@jmsj77]

Your positivity, energy and just the pure happiness in you draws me. You are a constant motivation for me that i just need. Thank you so much for everything that you do for us. One thing though, you ruined me for other renovation and DIY videos. Lols. Well i still do like them but tbh, i dont feel at home, if u know what i mean. I constantly compare it with what you'll do. Your style, your perspective. I just love your videos so much.. Saying hello from the Philippines ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@VictoriaCindyMakeupArtist]

I felt like I was listening to myself speak when watching this. Thank you for being open and sharing your experiences because its made me feel like someone else in the world understand that feeling of "you are made for greatness". I felt this was since I was a little kid and never felt like I fit in my home town. I moved to LA when I was 27 and left my retail job before I turned 29 to really focus on me and my dreams. Its scary but also really calm knowing that I don't have to deal with the stresses of working even though money isn't consistent and I lost my benefits. Thank you for continuing to be my motivation. ❤ -Victoria.

[@mwalton504]

You also seem to have an over abundance of self confidence. I enjoyed listening to this podcast very much. I feel like your happiness is contagious and you spread it around wherever you go. As far as what I would like to hear about how you and Romeo met etc.... I know that is private, but I'm an older lady and I love to hear true love stories. I wish you much continued success and happiness always!!

[@syndygreen1791]

Thank you for sharing, I too struggle to not see the glass as half empty and to remind myself of all the blessings that I do have

[@Karlita_xoxo]

Loved this video, your message and what you went through really resonates with me. I just left my corporate job a month ago and all those feelings you had, was exactly how I felt and I’m also 30, a lil older from when you left your corporate job and I so badly aspire to live the life like you are now.

[@yegonjr]

Orientation Day..... Love this, so encouraging❤❤❤

[@earthboundblueprint]

I would love another episode on your KZbin journey more specifically!

[@terrilee36]

Happy on Purpose...my new motto. After I was widowed, I had to make a choice to find my joy again. It was a decision, and I had to make that decision over and over again. I told myself I was going to come from a place of YES! Proud to report...it worked.

[@carolynknisely2383]

Happy on purpose really hit home for me. Thank you. Great podcast. Thank you for sharing!!

[@_highlytransplanted]

I finally found some time to listen to this episode. Thank you for sharing your story. I too remember saying to my supervisor "I can't do this" and putting in my notice. There just comes a point where when something isn't for you, you have to walk away. Personally, I am working through the miserable stage and every now and then I see my whole self peek through. I'm so excited to learn from your journey and build a happier life for myself! 🥰

[@rachelrussell5355]

I’m so glad you shared this story about your past. I related so much when you were talking about making the big switch and not having unconditional support about that decision. I was in a career that traditionally was very “secure” but ultimately I was really unhappy. When I made the switch to a different job so that I could go back to school, there was still a lot of internal and external doubt but now this path seems much more solid and achievable. Thank you so much for showing us that things weren’t always easy for you but you truly designed your dream life! It’s inspiring to keep on this journey!❤

[@fleurdelis2976]

I wanted to thank you for this episode. I've been feeling a little lost in my life recently. I quit a well paying job in an industry that I had been in for over 30 years but I decided it wasn't fulfilling. I began to hate going into work. I'm working on my own business that is slowly growing but it's been a bit of a struggle to find more time to work on it because I'm doing delivery jobs to keep myself afloat. I don't regret quitting my job because I feel much happier being my own boss but it hasn't been easy financially. This episode made me realize that it's ok to fail and pivot to find your passion. I've already been thinking of some new ways to revamp my business to create the type of life I want. This has given me the encouragement that I've been needing for the last couple of months. When you're feeling lost it can feel like your the only one going through it but in reality there are other people who have been through similar situations and they made it to the other side. There's strength in knowing that. Keep up the great podcasts-I've learned so much from each one!

[@abeerali7834]

Thank you for sharing Macenna. You’ve reminded me of me.

[@jocelynstrong]

I really resonate with you talking about starting multiple businesses that end up not working out. In 2021 I quit my job at an accounting firm to you guessed it, start my own accounting business. What I wasn't passionate about before, I certainly wasn't passionate about when I was building it myself. This year, due to buying a house and other financial decisions I made, I have gone back into corporate accounting. I definitely have better boundaries with work now, but I am now planning for when I take the actual leap to quit my job and pursue something I'm passionate about. I am so excited to see where this journey takes me.

[@lisadiamondstein4256]

Love to hear the business side of KZbin and your journey with social media- the good bad and ugly of putting yourself out there for all to see and comment on.

[@elizabethronces1377]

This is an amazing video! The road of life that you've been on, and where you are going is an amazing blessing! I completely understand how you couldn't do life without happiness. I became a stay at home mom and homemaker three years ago, and I don’t regret it. Everyone around me except for my husband thought I was going to regret leaving my "good, stable, and desirable " job. I have everything I need, and I'm happy. Even when things get hard, following your purpose and your calling gives us more peace and fulfillment through the challenges. So excited for you, and I'm so proud of you! You inspire so many of us!❤

[@caitline9427]

I really really enjoyed this podcast! I ended up extending my walk to listen more. I really appreciate you opening up about your struggles in corporate and how it wasn't easy to step outside what society dictates is right. I'm newly pregnant and thinking deeply about what I want my "dream life" to look like. I'm a lawyer (luckily I work for the government), but have not been feeling fulfilled by my work and tired of the rigidity of a 9-5 office schedule. You've helped me to continue to re-evaluate my goals and figure out what's best for me and my family. Thank you!

[@erinflanagan7483]

Oh my goodness. When I tell you I needed this podcast from you MaCenna. Your story resonated with me SO MUCH. I own a mom and baby shop called Emerson and Oliver co and it’s taken me so long to get here. I knew I loved to create and I loved fashion but it took me awhile to find my PASSION. I never would have guessed you struggled because you just have always seemed like you had it together! Thank you for sharing that with us 🫶

[@shelleymolinaro5866]

I love hearing your story MaCenna! I remember watching you early on when your voice was a higher pitch. You had great content then and I knew you were capable of so much more great content. Thank you for sharing . You have mentioned that you like podcasts so here is my new fave recommendation. Wiser Than Me with Julia Louis-Dreyfus. I think your mom would like the podcast also. Enjoy!!!💗

[@rachelh5641]

Thank you for sharing a bit about the toll the renovation took on you and your mental health ❤ I’m sure that is very vulnerable to talk about, but so many of us compare ourselves to people online while forgetting that we are seeing just a sliver of the entire reality.

[@Blue_Mood]

MaCenna, you’re like sunshine breaking through the clouds. Your positive attitude and peaceful demeanor are infectious and inspiring. Thank you. P.S. I can’t help but notice how similar, but not parallel, your story is to mine. When you share your story it helps to remind me that I’m not completely lost, to keep going and the path will show itself. I watch all of your content, for several years now. Please keep doing what your doing and thank you for being vulnerable. ❤😊

[@777hc777]

You always outdo yourself with every episode! Great video! Thank you for all you do. I got rid of my TV back in 2000, because I hate all the garbage on TV these days. I love all your work! Very fulfilling and the touch of your pet just puts a cherry on top!

[@user-nlvmruu]

honestly, thank you for sharing this. i swear we have PARALLEL experiences and thoughts and feelings. Feels like a big sister encouraging me to keep going.

[@user-nlvmruu]

yes please share more about youtube!!

[@melaniebrackenridge5126]

Thank you so much Macenna. I've been finding it hard to create the space to dream of a different life and rely a lot on the opinions of the people who love me. You inspire me to think outside the box and this is just another way you have helped me do that. Forever, thank you xo

[@ritahowton6545]

I'm so happy I came across your channel. While listening to your pod-cast I found myself weepy. You've been a huge inspiration, and I can't wait to get home to start my vision board. At 55 I'm ready to start a new life, change and phase out of the career mindset. I want to do what I'm passionate about and stop working to fulfill someone else's dream. Here's to working hard for what we love. 😊

[@StarseedGirl818]

Thank you Macenna for sharing this with us and the transparency of your journey it gives us people hope that feel stuck in their jobs. You DESERVE all of your success. I watch and like allll your videos I sit through the ads as well so you can get the monetary compensation that you deserve. You need a patreon 😁

[@JosieMichelleDavis]

So great to hear more about your background! I would love to hear more about your KZbin journey - I’ve always been curious how and why you decided to separate your blog channel and you main channel!

[@berniceaguilar5675]

Why I love watching you, you are yourself. Thank you ☺️🥰

[@SeaTurtle515]

I really loved this! I enjoyed so much about hearing your life story, Part One! I would love to hear Part Two, life for you as a content provider on You Tube and how that has enriched and/or challenged your daily life and goals and dreams. Thanks for sharing!

[@mistychael]

My family had the same reaction when I moved from Mississippi to the UK, but 13 years later I have no regrets. I can get anywhere in Europe in 4 hours or less, I love it!

[@saraholiverio5000]

Wonderful episode! I can’t tell you how much I identify with so much of what you’re saying. I’ve been very dedicating a lot of time over the past months towards visualizing and restructuring what I’d like my life to look like in terms of profession. Im in that transitional period of working through developing that vision and trying to take the steps to achieve it. At times, it can be a struggle trusting and knowing the right actions to take, but hearing your perspective inspires the hell outta me! I needed to be reminded that through the failures comes some of the greatest triumphs 🙂 loving the podcast!

[@megsgant9892]

Such a pivotal moment in my journey was reading a book called "Anxious for nothing" I remember seeing the title and thinking "Ha! If only you knew what it was like in my mind" I was on anti-anxiety meds and still barely getting by. A lot of what the book led me to was gratitude, not living life in the trap of comparison and ultimately having peace within trials

[@AKRAKR-g2b]

Love your content ❤, you inspire me and your videos make my week better all the way from Brazil

[@arabella5562]

Thank u for sharing - you are a true inspiration xx Please share your KZbin journey next this would be so insightful ❤

[@yellowbatgirl88]

This is my FAVORITE episode of your podcast 👏👏👏

[@LilacLees]

I can relate to this I got a high school teaching job out of school. I was paid barely a living wage and had to get up at 4:15 am each day and commute by train 2 hrs. I lived in a dangerous neighborhood, there was a deadly shooting on my street and my neighbor was killed. And my school was in a tough area as well my students were struggling with trauma and lashed out in class. I cried all the time. Students were killed in gang fights and went to jail. It was depressing but I felt like the kids needed me. I stuck it out for 9 years. And as time went on my husband and I moved to a safe neighborhood which helped a lot. Now I’m building my own education business and teaching at a fancy prep school. I feel much more relaxed but I’m still planning to leave the classroom after 16 years of teaching I’m ready. I watch MaCenna for motivation

[@sydneykasmar]

Thank you for speaking at depth about your life experience's that have led you to now. I appreciated when youu spoke about how you think through your desires and work towards these. Keep going for your biggest and wildest dreams!

[@janakirchnerova3544]

I‘m just a few minutes into your podcast but lets address the elefant in the room: your hair looks awesome! You are really beautiful. PS: to see you so happy and ARRIVED in your new home with Romeo brings me joy!

[@homeonhanna]

Omg this is a great episode. My ears are glued to the speaker. I feel this 100% working the job of my dreams or so I thought and there is just something missing. I have the house, the husband and those things I don’t regret at all, but what I wake up and do everyday, there is a disconnect there or an element missing there. I love my occupation but idk.

[@AmberB]

MaCenna ! This episode was AMAZING and so timely!!!! I have been trying to create my dream life on KZbin and have been showcasing my home decor/organization journey since 2018. It has been a challenging journey but this episode definitely gave me new perspective. I would love to hear more about your KZbin journey.

[@hayleyjo_co]

Thank you so much for sharing! I originally lived in Texas most of my life and moved to LA for fashion design school (the other one, not FIDM lol) at 26. I graduated into the pandemic and I cannot stand the corporate life. I felt taken advantage of, over worked, and bitter. I'm still not sure what I'm going to do, but it's so heartening to hear that someone with a similar background was able to make their own dreamlife and become happy. It means the world. Thank you for being honest and open!

[@mkp8942]

Thanks for sharing your journey. One reason why I like watching your channel is how you find happiness in the little things. You are pleasant and I love when you talk to Kinsley. So cute. God bless you

[@Roroxane]

OMG I remember the drawstrings bags ! I only knew the DIY/decor part of you and I was WHAT is that girl doing 😂 I've followed you pretty much from the start and have seen every single one of your videos. You are such an inspiration for desing and stuff, but beyond that you inspire me to stick up for myself, follow my instincts and notice what makes me actually happy and gives me life ! I have the long term project to move to the South of France (I was born and live in the North of France right now, too wet and gloomy for my liking) and although no one around me really sees it I KNOW this is where I belong, I can see myself there with my lil house, my garden, my greenhouse and homegrown veggies and chilling with my many (future) dogs and cats. And hearing your story and seeing you chase your dreams really inspires me and gives me the strenght and patience to work towards making this happen ! I am also in the process of getting diagnosed for ADHD and it is a RIDE, but I want answers and I'm not letting this go until I have them and am able to get tools that actually work for me and my neurodivergent brain (because neurotypicals give you advice, but it doesn't work for you, and you feel like a faillure and stuff and I'm finally saying no to that and finding my own path) and again you have played a part in convincing me to stick up for myself and go where my instinct says I should go (Sorry for the long message, you probably won't see this but just in case, thank you ❤)

[@jirandymartinez2652]

Thank you for sharing all this with us ❤ you inspire me every single day and have gotten me through serious rough patches. I look at you and say if Macenna Can do it, so can I. I would love a part two of what happened next. Thank you for reminding me to stay positive and happy. It will come 🌸❤️🌸❤️🌸 i love you

[@JaCaraKM]

Hi MaCenna! Thank you so much for this podcast. I am much older than you (53) and everything you said , about having the so called “good job” and the fact that it doesn’t align with who you are or want to be, fits me to a tee. I have been trying to quit this job for years but I can’t seem to pull the trigger. I am at the point where I just can’t do it anymore though. I am now worried for my mental health if I don’t quit. I’m so happy when I am in my garden, painting, drawing or working on my home. I have been on KZbin since 2014 and I have not figured out how to make my channel successful. I would love to learn more about how you have built your business and KZbin career. I want to make money doing the things I love. I recently bought a home in France (because it was my dream). It is a fixer upper and every time I get overwhelmed with fixing it up I think to myself “MaCenna would take it one step at a time and make something beautiful.” Your work ethic and ability to see a project through has been an inspiration for me more than you would ever know.

[@jennifergraham3752]

@JaCaraKM I want to wish you all the best with your new adventure and home! What is your KZbin channel? I would love to watch.

[@JaCaraKM]

@@jennifergraham3752 Thank you! That is so kind of you. My channel is the same as my name JaCara KM.

[@natalierebecca9840]

orientation? lol Love you! Happy Birthday!!

[@alf7380]

Yes please an episode on what it means to be on youtube ! 🙏🏻 and how long do you see yourself doing some youtube videos !

[@lgiamYasmine03]

1st podcast I watched. Wonderful message you are sending to follow your passion. Would love to hear the KZbin side

[@drmichelle19]

Watching you, inspires me so much Macenna. It's good to know we aren't alone. I was just like you in the sense that when i started something i'd push myself to finish it. That's how it was for me in college, but after a few years now, I have had a hard time keeping up with motivation, so when I see your videos or listen in. They truly help me push forward. Please share after you started the KZbin channel, the good the bad and the success! 🤍 cant wait till the next podcast!

[@WillowNook]

YES!!! I am still waiting! My gut says same!

[@CreatewithLei]

❤ This was so right on time. Being happy on purpose. A shift in mindset, glass half full... 🤌🏽🤌🏽 all of it 🙌🏽🙌🏽. Definitely would love to chat/listen lol more about once you started KZbin and found your groove with XOMacenna.

[@LindaKayHolevas]

I LOVE the message in this podcast! You are 100% spot on when you say that you choose happiness. Happiness is a choice & it starts in your mindset. We have free will as humans & EVERYTHING starts as a choice. I am loving seeing & hearing how much you have grown & what a beautiful place you are now in your life. I am excited to watch the next phase as you start your family. The best advice my father gave me after having my third son was “babe, you aren’t raising kids, you’re raising adults”. He was so wise (he was a popular high school principal in my area & even has a gymnasium built after him at the school he taught, coached & administrated at for over 30 years:) & I thought about that advice every day as I was raising my 3 boys (sadly he passed at age 61, when my boys were still young). I know that you & Romeo are going to be amazing parents (& your mom & dad amazing grandparents:) ❤

[@MsParisPlays]

I need to write down and figure out the things that make me happy. I usually feel guilty when I'm doing things that only make me happy. I have never loved a job that I've had and I've had them all. I just want to make enough to live a decent life. I wish I could travel. I hate working paycheck to paycheck. I would love to learn more about after you started KZbin! Thank you so much for being so transparent and sharing so much with us! ❤❤❤

[@dolorespearson434]

Macenna I am feeling very happy myself today I'm just leaving the hospital from brain surgery ....the 2ND brain surgery I have been unable to love on my home due to seizure activity on my right side..which i'm still currently having but I know that God is in control, and I WILL be loving on my home soon!! Thank you for all your motivation ! Love the channel...

[@Breana6111]

I can not express how much I needed this podcast episode. I'm at the point in my life where I'm leaving college and starting in the corporate work and it's not making me happy in the ways I thought it would. I've been really unhappy and trying to figure out where I'm going and I see everything you do and know being happy in construction and that world is possible ❤

[@thehiddenlife4109]

Hi M, thank you for sharing this. Corporate is really not for everyone. I fully enjoyed my previous position, but I HATE my current one. I can't wait to pull the trigger end of this year.

[@yvetteroberts3147]

I completely understand what you are saying and feeling when you say "there's no place like home". Glad somebody else understands that.

[@xaharaelliott5914]

Thank you for sharing and being so transparent! I can relate to what you’re saying in every aspect. We have so many similar dreams! As a entrepreneur, taking that step out on faith and being in the mundane phase Im in, it can be really hard for me to keep the vision in front of me. Listening to this was such a gut check. Definitely a episode to STUDY. Thank you thank you thank you for sharing! P.s been watching you for years & to see your dreams unfold in front of you like that.. what a inspiration. You are leaving a imprint on this world! A legacy for your future family!

[@bageerasf]

Love hearing about your "past life" 😋 Always inspiring me 💌

[@jennifersmith3442]

Loved hearing your story! You’re very inspirational! Yes, I would love to hear more about what it’s like being on KZbin as much as you are. You make it look so easy but I’m sure there’s more to it. ❤❤

[@aleeshadarling5697]

Thank you very much for sharing your struggles and being happy. It has really helped me as I am currently in a hard time. I loved the mind shift and incorporating small happy things every day. Thank you again! I love watching your other channels and always feel inspired after watching them!

[@mlm7598]

I cannot tell you how much I admire and love your personal view of life and challenges in the business world which totally affects our personal lives. I would love to see you give motivational chats to our young women of today. It's a crazy world out there and you are about as lovely and gracious, hardworking, realistic a young woman as I have seen in more years I can think of or ever, for that matter! I see so much of your mother in you and her influence on so many things. What a blessing you both are and such beautiful women, inside and out. Gracious and lovely, enduring and kind. I know there are many out there I am sure with your qualities however you have something so natural and so real within you that you are a true blessing. Thank you for sharing your story, and with age it will only get better and better! You would make a wonderful Life Coach on happiness! Loved this vlog, I get absolutely taken into a calm peaceful space when I listen to your vlogs/videos.......what a gift you are to all! Blessings and thank you for you!

[@nathaliebenamou272]

Loved this! You sound like a life teacher to me 😊 looking at the stairs while you speak, I think they should go back to all wood with a moody runner going up … yes, tell us what it’s like on KZbin

[@CourtneyBishopPOA]

My exact thoughts! She said, "I don't like teaching" and I thought... well you're amazing at it!! 😂 we all learn so much from Macenna.

[@sandrainspain]

Thank you for that inspirational and personal podcast. I've also changed my life completely two years ago, at the age of 46. And to be honest, everyone doing that must be able to afford it, mentally and financially. I still live on my savings and don't earn my living. But living in a different country and my animal refuge make me happy, every single day. And I am completely into interior design etc. So thank you for all your videos. Greetings from Spain.

[@Lil_Deery]

I absolutely loved this podcast and the message of finding what makes you happy in the moment. It by no means implies that you cannot keep working hard towards your dreams but it makes this time of your life almost a waste if you spend every day completely miserable and unable to at least (pun intended) stop and smell the roses. Enjoy the little things that keep you going and bring true joy to your life.

[@monicajimenez4797]

"HAPPY ON PURPOSE!!! Thank you for sharing and ill remember this new inspiring quote. Love you sahred all the challenges you have gone thru showing that you need to go for your dreams and not just wait for it to happen.

[@1966IO]

Well done, Macenna! It is really important to monitor our lives, notice when we are unhappy, have the courage to get out of our convenience zone and conservative ways of thinking and follow our dream. I liked a lot what you said about planning your way to happiness and success. I understand that you worked hard on keeping the vision alive and getting the best out of your potential! Bravo!

[@lynsayrowland1727]

Yes please share about your KZbin journey and how it's going! That would be soooo good to know as I am looking into sharing my building progress online too. Thanks for this video, its so good to hear your journey as I have just been through something very similar leaving my corporate sales career behind to heal from it and create my authentic life 🥰 hearing the ups and downs of this time discovering my path makes me feel better knowing it's not just me!

[@audreysantiago7491]

McKenna, Thank you for sharing g your life trials with us. It has been an inspiration for me, its has been a struggle being motivated to create.💚

[@eleondc9802]

Thank you for sharing again your story. Such an inspiration❤️

[@izaroerrementeria4263]

Thank you for this episode Maccena❤ just the truth i needed to hear. So inspiring!

[@pennylane36]

What a switch. I grew up being told that “you will be happy” destiny is being a wife and a mom. I just wanted to be a mom. I’m 58 now but I wound up getting married at 21 and became a mom. I worked retail and I worked at a local school for 18 years so I could be available to my child and my husband. I love them but am now seeing I gave up so much and didn’t really find a passion or do anything that I should or could have done in this life that would have brought me joy outside of being a wife and mother

[@08pepperdog]

Kinsley😊she’s like “who are you talking to mom?? Love her❤️

[@CeliaSasser]

Macenna, thank you for sharing your story. I resonate with everything that you are saying. I studied fashion design at a junior college in California while working at the Hard Rock Cafe in Newport Beach. I saw all of the beautiful homes and knew that if they could achieve that lifestyle so could I. I also knew that I was not cut out for working for someone else. I took what learned about textiles and sewing to decorate my home as I had recently married at that time. I then had friends requesting to help them decorate their home by making one of a kind pillows. Fast forward I began a home based business running a workroom -fabricating drapery and slipcovers. I then turned that skill into an interior design business as I was using my home to learn more about design. Self taught painting murals, upholstery and interior designer. I wish KZbin was a thing back then.😂 I found myself unhappy with working for other people my creativity was being zapped. There is nothing like the freedom of working on your own projects. In 2019 I closed the doors to my business and found a new love for coaching women to learn how to listen to their spirit and take a chance on themselves. I created a course it failed, I created 2 KZbin channels they are a work in progress 😂 I am on TikTok teaching about manifesting and how to reconnect to yourself. At 58 and five kids later I love the idea of being a full time content creator, but the struggle is real.😂 Now I use my creativity digital products, I wrote a book and create journals. We are always evolving. I am enjoying watching your journey it brings back so many memories.❤ I hope to learn more about how to excel on KZbin.

[@CeliaSasser]

Oh and I forgot to mention I am leaving for France in 8 days. Wondering what will spark during my trip😊