How I Left My Abusive (ex) Boyfriend

[@sophia.aquino.]

"You better be buffer than Mr. Clean with that attitude." -Illyssa, 2018

[@FrenchyJr]

Sophia Aquino jelly copies yo comment

[@ilyell1e]

I used this a YEAR ago

[@tenpennies9149]

Yes lol

[@-smileyface-6911]

That’s mood

[@Lilahlove17]

1000th like

[@zachmatthewpogi9639]

“You are not responsible for the joy of others” -Jaiden Animation

[@phoen1x_cs]

"You are not responsible for anyone's personal happiness"*

[@blank42069]

Amen

[@catherinekaminski112]

She's a wise soul

[@isobelarya3941]

That is an amazing quote

[@PancakeTheKat]

Beautiful! 😁

[@mehganlee3618]

*"I don't like that section of the mall anymore...."* I- God, bless your soul.

[@acbghost4411]

mehgan lee was she raped or is that just me

[@abcc7382]

ACB Ghost I think she was raped

[@spencervirens]

@@abcc7382 I would say raped, but probably sexually harassed. It's a possibility though.

[@hello_people5283]

@@acbghost4411 Yes, she didn't give consent.

[@Nicole-id5ey]

500 years in prison for him

[@Emiithekitty]

As a victim of sexual assault I know how it feels to go through this. You are so brave to be sharing your story

[@thatonespinster]

im so sorry that happened, hoping for only the best for you in the future ❤

[@moxxzui]

Omg I’m so sorry for you..

[@slushiixoxo]

i hope you and illy r okay :C

[@Deathslayer23Death24]

Cap

[@slushiixoxo]

@@Deathslayer23Death24 what... literally no proof against this?

[@jellosquid8096]

my heart shattered when she said that about the parking garage.

[@lawlietyagami9857]

Same, it’s so sad when you realize there’s people out there who would prey on younger kids or do these types of horrible things.

[@camerontraer3136]

Same. I feel terrible for her. I would NEVER do that to someone who I truly love.

[@trictok4418]

And my heart became a little more whole when you gave us validation. Thank you! I was a harassment victim but everyone dismissed it as just my imagination. I'm grateful that you believe illymation's testimony was real.

[@aetuts4773]

this is irrelevant but heads up jd i’m a dead gay walking

[@Kai-zz3no]

uwu. And here’s your final bell It’s one last dance and then farewell

[@evijakoltone7883]

"i don't like that section of the mall anymore" hearing you say that made me feel so sick inside.

[@Jiwon420]

Why?

[@maja524]

Hanin Mony Because it implies that she got sexually assaulted in that parking garage, and now that’s all she can think of in any parking garage. It’s heartbreaking.

[@humancircuitry]

same. tears immediately welled up in my eyes.

[@madeleinebillie2494]

It’s not okay that she was put in that position in the first place but the fact that she was put in THAT position at THAT age is honestly so sickening and so disgusting I can’t even comprehend it. What’s even worse is how the POLICE the people who are meant to PROTECT us didn’t do a damn thing about it. That is the most the disappointing part of this video.

[@daysleeper7209]

Me too

[@cosmos_gguk]

"I don't like that section of the mall anymore". Damn, that hit me hard. Im really sorry for what you had to go through

[@dumpsterracoon9920]

❤️ (and love ur username & profile pic)

[@dumpsterracoon9920]

@@cosmos_gguk yepppppppppp!!!

[@kickinitwithcarter8222]

Me too

[@justmakinsometae7991]

I know I feel so bad for her!

[@safiyyahmuhammad144]

That shit really hit home. I had to pause the video to really take it in. Goddamn 😓

[@sangria-margarita]

6:12 "You don't owe anyone anything." Thank you. I want to give you a hug. I just got out of such a terrible uncomfortable relationship like this and needed to hear that. I've just recently began healing from it.

[@MSMFurcorn22]

So sorry you had to experience that,hope ur doing ok ❤

[@giggus_arrow509]

“I don’t like that section of the mall anymore.” Holy shit. That hits different.

[@rendrickluna7237]

Doggoman 555 I remember I got lost in the mall when I was 2

[@Bella_xyz]

Doggoman 555 ikr

[@thismillah4468]

ikr dat sad :'(

[@xoxojustno6971]

@@rendrickluna7237 ... ok?

[@nelllovehearts8466]

I have no name very different to what happened to illy

[@auburnhippie3052]

"sweetie, stalking is a big word." That's what the police said to me when I was in a similar situation. Illy, thank you for telling this story. It's good to know we're not alone in the word. All the love, darling.

[@olliojenarter]

I wish I could line up all these good for nothing, dismissive law "enforcement" officers and pepper canon them until they apologize!

[@totallycrazystudios1801]

Those cops belittled you like that? Messed up. I'm so sorry anybody has to go through anything like this.

[@remig0ld_641]

"Load the cannon!"

[@gamesandshorts69]

Y'know what else is a big word? *Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious. Which is not what these types of cops are.*

[@gamesandshorts69]

@Logan Roof wtf

[@gddiggy3828]

"I don't like that section of the mall anymore." I have never heard a sentence with so many raw emotions put behind it. I CAN NOT imagine being in a situation like this.

[@asahi7627]

@Logan Roof Wtf dude, not funny

[@saskiamoller8629]

@Logan Roof damn u can jump off a roof W Haris and also do a backflip

[@furiousstudios4438]

@Logan Roof ......

[@annareeves2027]

@Logan Roof um wtf that’s not good or nice this HAPPENED to someone and it’s really not funny imagine if it happened to YOU

[@miki5152]

@Logan Roof backflip off a roof

[@BananaWallyBart]

Illy, I’ve been in a “grooming” situation like this a couple years ago before. I watched this video and I recognized what the groomer was doing, I blocked him. Now I still come back to visit every once in a while, and remind myself to keep myself safe. I just turned 13, and I sent this video to my friend when she told me about a 22 year old guy asking her for pictures. Thank you for bringing awareness I love you Illy

[@slushiixoxo]

illy saves lives C:

[@ZeroAguilar]

thank u for commenting this im so sorry for what youve had to bare❤

[@ZeroAguilar]

@@slushiixoxoyes she does!❤

[@BananaWallyBart]

Aww yw ❤@@ZeroAguilar

[@charlottemoo9397]

i'm so glad you're safe :)

[@katecrumrine171]

“Stick and stones will break your bones, but words won’t hurt you. Right?” Verbal and mental abuse is still abuse. Everyone should remember that. Please.

[@ignoremelol2576]

Yeah

[@mercurymoon2369]

Thank you!

[@wadabreab]

Injuries heal, words dont

[@mahendrakandpal7514]

Nope.

[@katerinasuprunchik9121]

My older cousin is putting me through mental abuse calling me “fatass” “ugly” “stupid” “untalented” “worthless” and it’s only me. No. One. Else. His parents don’t do anything at all. I believed him. I keep putting myself down. Calling myself the things that he has said. My sisters probably noticed that something is wrong. I try to get better. But I can’t. I’m scared to eat in front of his family. I always have the feeling that I’m being judged. I spend all my time alone not wanting to talk to anyone. Isolating myself. Whatever you say will effect someone forever.

[@ameIiacox]

this is why we don’t use the term “toxic” lightly.

[@yngjng7732]

@Logan Roof wtf

[@lidiaamorim9342]

@@yngjng7732 Don't mind him. He was being a *d word* back there talking about this video like it was a comedy. Breaking news *insert @ of that guy* its not *b word*

[@heather4805]

@@lidiaamorim9342 brasil?

[@blimasolash2551]

When you live in my world that term is thrown around WAY to much

[@amymeadows9834]

Well we are very Toxic human beings when we're hungry. And I'm very crazy when I'm need fed a nice pound of lead

[@dove_annarchie6787]

I'm still so fucking infuriated that Illy never got justice, not even her having a better life, friends and support system in the present can quench that anger. It's so unfair...

[@alias4795]

Same.

[@oreocrumbs4598]

@Rafa Enzo Natividad Dude, there is literally sexual abuse in the video and you're worried about someone swearing in the comments? 😭/nm

[@krek2031]

@@oreocrumbs4598 I agree

[@personwithinternet]

Same

[@krek2031]

STILL THIS GUYS SCARED TO FUCKING RESPOND 😂😂😂

[@PixelsPolygonsNPetrichor]

Reminder: people who sexually abuse others usally aren't very developed emotionally so remember you are a lot more developed then this person is, they probably just spent his teenage years doing nothing to develop his brain You are FAR more powerful both physically and mentally

[@overlord3481]

You're saying that based on nothing. What does "developed" even mean? You saying that smart men can't be creeps lol

[@PixelsPolygonsNPetrichor]

@@overlord3481 being mentally developed doesnt equal smartness. it's just the ability to handle things

[@overlord3481]

@@PixelsPolygonsNPetrichor define mentally developed

[@PixelsPolygonsNPetrichor]

@@overlord3481 being able to handle stuff that a younger/traumatised person cant

[@iamtheloraxandispeakforthe8496]

By emotionally underdeveloped, they mean that the person does not understand how their actions affect others (to some extent) They don't understand that someone deserves the right to say no, they only act on what THEY want.

[@Lucid_The_Hellhound]

Let this be a warning children- in a relationship you are supposed to feel safe, you need to feel like the person really cares about you and they respect you.

[@Lucid_The_Hellhound]

@Sparer Yahya Yes.

[@kito1156]

This should go for any relationship with anyone you know

[@spamton1996]

Too bad I’m a virgin

[@1ts0nly4stro]

Ill ask a phone and call 911 Or be a police myself-

[@tammiestait5465]

You shouldn't limit to just children. I'm giving you the award of "Thinking 69420% of children are dumb".

[@Alex-dm8vf]

*She was in KZbin rewind* I’m so proud

[@yeetyeet8840]

Animators were included again thankfully

[@that_echo1887]

Alex Milne yes! I was like illy!!!!!!!!

[@michaelql3754]

Alex Milne everything was still thrash tho

[@trinavegaga5808]

But then the rest of the rewind sucked

[@mintomento8003]

I’m more disappointed considering how awful it was

[@Aura097]

"I don't like that section of the mall anymore". This just broke me. It's so messed up.

[@_artly_art3622]

Wait. I don't get it. What did they do?

[@Aura097]

@@_artly_art3622 He r*ped her I think.

[@mejustme479]

And that is why I totally believe her story, I can relate. 💔

[@Aura097]

@@stacymolchanova9832 what?! No she wasn't!! What are you even saying?

[@xendra333]

@@stacymolchanova9832 Statutory rape exist and even so, she didn't give her consent.

[@QuillerHart]

People like that man make me loose my faith in humanity. Then people like you go and restore it. You keep doing what you're doing, Illy.

[@SpindleHorse]

You have no idea how amazing it is to see someone brave enough to put a monster like this on blast! MAD props to you!

[@aliciaserrano646]

Oh yay you're here-

[@germanyballartsandanimations]

Yay ur here :3

[@zeddy2284]

oh hey everyones here, shoe 2, all the support for illy !

[@williamjack-off-ton6573]

Yay you're here did you bring he'll with

[@arandomspider9563]

I love your animations

[@jennifergrissom5878]

He ruined this girl's freaking life not just childhood he gave her these memories no one should suffer like that

[@sarahjforpresident]

@Logan Roof no❤️ noone else reply please this 9 year old "logan" is looking for attention

[@shrimpygutz]

ABSOLUTELY NO ONE SHOULD BE TREATED LIKE THIS

[@alexandriadiamante4286]

Yea I feel so sorry for her

[@catharticreverie]

I feel like I'm more disappointed and angry at the cop because it was his job to protect you. It was his responsibility to take this seriously, but he didn't. He refused to listen and condescended a very serious issue that could have turned much much worse. When people in power like him don't believe survivors of abuse, they have blood on their hands. He doesn't deserve to be a cop.

[@corncosplayer7941]

I'm scared of cops literally because of this reason, something similar happened to me

[@diligentone-six2688]

In my Country: Once a Cop, always a Cop. Your Job is to Serve an Protect the Country. Any Lawmen is not Safe in our recent Administration. Commit a Crime, you get Humiliated by the Superintendents. And either they'll take you some place dangerous or they'll arrest you.

[@SteenatheCatrobat]

I hope he got fired.

[@gamerharpy205]

He should be fired

[@HiSkyHigh]

I hope the the cop and her ex dies in a hole with no one to remember them

[@amadude8174]

Thanks for making this, I was talking with a 20 year old woman over discord and she always seemed super nice but recently she kept talking about coming to my country for college and I’m only a 16 year old lad, this video helped me realise what she was trying to do and luckily I never shared any personal info

[@HeavyWingz]

He don't protecc He only attack But most improtantly he needs to jail real quick no cap

[@dooperwooperdmt1900]

He don't protecc he only atacc if he ever meets me he's losing his fucking cocc

[@Mmonmon343]

This is why need a REAL batman

[@henryraptor1545]

If you can get a strong enough case and have evidence, I agree!

[@smokyking6680]

Protected

[@QueenSpade8]

XD

[@perlajurado8953]

"YOU BETTER BE BUFFER THAN MISTER CLEAN WITH THAT ATTITUDE"

[@brilubread]

My fav part 😂😂😂

[@zachboss2378]

I can’t believe I breath the same oxygen of him

[@littlecharey9090]

Same

[@yeahyeah9208]

Fearless Waltz i’m so sorry but that sent me 😅😂

[@katarinablagojevic5760]

Yes I hate it

[@justinstephenson8543]

Ya it sucks

[@flavoredsidewalk]

I WILL HOLD MY BREATH

[@Ranii_77]

When he drove you to the parking lot and when you said you had nightmares about it, that just broke my heart. Illy, I am so glad you are safe from Harris and I hope he never contacts you again or anyone else who is like that. Stay safe and I love your videos!

[@keianucharlize]

When you said “and he drove to a parking lot...............I don’t like that part of the mall anymore”it made me so sad I could here the pain in your voice

[@seleenam-ali4762]

Yes same dude my heart dropped i feel soo bad

[@PUNKTACTIXX]

She should of just killed him right there right then

[@sophieliz5027]

my heart BROKE

[@theinternetpolice2078]

I could hear the utter defeat in that voice.

[@moony4412]

songs to listen to when I'm bored she couldn’t. She was helpless, and couldn’t stop him.

[@wadew.1869]

“So he drove us to a parking garage.. “ *I dont like that section of the mall anymore* Don’t tell me that didn’t make your heart drop to your stomach. Because it did for me, and Jesus Christ I hate the feeling

[@mkl3399]

Same

[@7beep]

What did she mean?

[@itzme3230]

Wade W. Same :(

[@lolagw1842]

• Milky Tea • Um.. he raped her.

[@livmartinezfilm]

Yes

[@itsme_hi13]

“It’s okay, you just made a mistake.” That’s what my mom told me after I told her that I had been a victim of abuse and pedophilia. Illy, thank you for helping me not feel so alone.

[@Vixieaudios]

@@justaturky2890 same!

[@nicolesvariouswares]

You didn’t make any mistake. Someone took advantage of you and hurt you when you were vulnerable. I’m sorry your mom wouldn’t see that, and I hope you’re doing well now

[@galaxytaco2873]

The way I went “that’s not normal?” When you said that. Wow. Uh. I am so unbelievably sorry about that for you. :(

[@Stan-Loona]

I am so so soooooo sorry that happened that’s heartbreaking 💔

[@itsme_hi13]

@@yd_gacha4307 i sobbed when i read this. it’s not funny or welcome at all. do you know how long it’s taken me in therapy just to try to recognize that it wasn’t all my fault? and do you know that i still struggle with that? my own mother told me that it was my fault, and the one friend i trusted told me that i should have seen the signs. and they’re right! i should have! i should have left so much earlier! thanks for reminding me that the moral of my story is that i was dumb enough to listen to a 40-something-year-old man (even though he originally told me he was 17) when i should have just ignored the idea of love. you really need to get off the internet. seriously. what is wrong with you

[@LindseyMontgomery-d6u]

I was unknowingly SA’d by my parents and groomed, I didn’t know that it was happening. But it did. Not including the manipulation, and other types of abuse. I am proud of you for leaving.

[@cashthecurator666]

I’m so sorry about that, kiddo. You deserved better parents. How are you doing today?

[@ShyloTheFox]

Damn.. thats so messed up.. are you doing better now. . ?

[@brittanymele6049]

The fact that it was ur own parents was very sad:(

[@karah7086]

I got chills when you said "I don't like the part of the mall anymore..."😨

[@foooofboi]

What does that mean. Oh wait WHAT

[@loverglow13]

Feffinator she was raped in that part of the mall

[@hathal-wr6yb]

H-hate him A-an evil guy R-really disgusting I-ILLEGAL DOOD S-supposed to be in jail I would like justice☺

[@giggus_arrow509]

His name is haris mahjoob. I’ve referenced social media, linked in, everything. He looks like illys drawing of him.

[@bicuber8399]

Giggus_ Arrow Does he have any other socials?

[@ObiWanKenobi212]

Giggus_ Arrow is he on face book?

[@ObiWanKenobi212]

Giggus_ Arrow does he look fancy?

[@iregertnothing28]

@@giggus_arrow509 You found him?! What's he doing now?

[@kyliebuddy4652]

When she said she did not like that part of the mall anymore.... I felt my gut contort like a spider in a death curl....

[@corcor2366]

ikr..

[@aksisarchonprime2335]

I felt the same thing.

[@chickeneater34]

I didn't get that line. Does it mean, she got deflowered at the parking garage?

[@kbye2321]

N-Word Killer Prolly.

[@CUTECORE3-ul9cp]

“I no longer like that part of the mall” I’m so sorry:((

[@ailinsno]

“Better be buffer then mr.clean with that attitude ” love that

[@gothicgirl9003]

MemeUs - sammmmmmme

[@StormyTheFairyHD]

And you better be as strong as Luisa from encanto

[@BlakeBenson-nf6vl]

Yea

[@luv2saturn260]

The worst part of this is it happened for so long and ruined her entire middle school and high school experience. This happened since she was 13. Until she was 18 how is that okay. This story hurts me worse every time I watch this

[@Vixieaudios]

@@tacopower3578 fr fr thats sad she cant get that precious time back

[@SilentCrimsonOx]

Yea and she can’t just go back in time back to her childhood ig that’s what you can call it :/

[@ronaldoalberto3510]

Not to mention the added trauma she may carry with her to the future, all because of him

[@leafyishereisdumbnameakath4259]

yeah thats the worst part

[@fxdedflxwers907]

Coupled with the fact that, in another video, she said that she was being bullied at school

[@jellyquijano4191]

“YOU BETTA BE BUFFER THAN MR CLEAN WITH THAT ATTITUDE”

[@nethascotx24]

Ngl best line ever

[@cer7892]

I love that line lol

[@annaluuuvv]

Nice plagiarizing

[@MuffinDogg]

Yes

[@MuffinDogg]

YOU BETTER BE BUFFER THAN A... wait he's a noodle

[@TempoTronica]

That story about the cop just made me mad. Like you said after telling the story, you deserved and needed help. I'm glad you got out of that. And I hope this video has helped other victims.

[@leofont6026]

The 6.6k dislikes are all of Haris' fake accounts...

[@marianaamazing1013]

YASSSSSS

[@leofont6026]

@@whateverchannel5344 it was 5.2k when i originally typed the comment

[@trashmuffin907]

Haha XD

[@jantzandchristy]

Leonardo Font heh

[@yvngxshady]

5.3 dislikez

[@bigcahoonah5318]

The best revenge is that you're still alive and living a wonderful, healing life now. Love you, Illy.

[@ivansuman867]

It's not illy it's alasha

[@mateom8223]

Ivan Šuman it’s Illysa

[@kimberboucher4680]

Ivan Šuman lol if your going to correct somebody make sure you know it, yourself.

[@meowmeowdefnotafurry]

Ivan Šuman XD No it isn’t that’s not even close to the correction, plus her name is Ilyssa, and her NICKNAME is ILLY! Next time you correct someone make sure you know it yourself

[@lazulidrawzalot]

@Kat the Plebby potato Pretty sure that was a reference to one of her other videos.

[@fartgoblin3007]

Like Jaiden said: NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR ANYONES HAPPINESS!

[@jozdaganio8115]

Tru nice one

[@supern0va_005]

So true. I love that video.

[@Diamond-ow6rc]

Yes

[@saddimpledion]

I read that in her voice

[@fire_bug6767]

But, what if he's Santa Claus?

[@pr3ttyb0yj4y]

3:41 makes me giggle so hard , i love how she can still make jokes and stuff during a hard time. its so nice for you to be this honest about things like this.

[@BabySeal84]

I was in a situation like this before but much less severe. So I was 11 and I was playing a game on roblox with my friends. Then someone came into the server(wasn't a private server cuz none of us had money) and they told me to join their game. I said "why, who are you" as did my friends. They said it was our other friend on an alternate account. I said ok and told my friend I would be right back. This guy then once we were in his private server pretending to be my friend, asked me a lot of personal stuff as they "forgot." This stuff included my birthday and stuff but they didn't say anything like my name as they knew I would catch on. I did as they wanted because I thought it was my friend. This guy then would go on to ask me for secrets that I "had told him" which were really just him digging for more info he could use against me. when he asked me how my dog was doing because and he said my other friend told him about my dog. I froze because the friend he was pretending to be was the only one I told about my dogs death, and I said that if I got a new dog, he would be the first I'd tell. I didn't confront him about it because I knew that if what was going on was what I thought it was, I could lose important information. I then played along and said a bunch of lies about my life and he believed them. He even told me he wanted a picture of me but I didn't do it as he should know what I looked like. After a little of him believing the lies I fed him, I confronted him slowly, and he didn't thunk to an excuse, he just acted hurt like I played him, as he never did anything wrong. I wasn't dumb enough to play his game though so I continued to expose him. When he knew he couldn't keep his act up much longer, he said how much I hurt him and how he hoped I would die in a car crash. He then left after playing victim a final time. After that I would go into the server where my friends were and I told them that the person who claimed to by our friend was just some random guy desperate for friends as I didn't want to tell them about everything else. I would joke about it now but never to those friends as I still haven't told them.

[@DaisyLefay]

Me too Illys the best 🫶

[@jimmy62989]

What's disgusting is that there are people out there at this very moment who are suffering from this exact kind of situation and our world puts so little stock into addressing emotional abuse and what it can do to a person now and even years in the future. The statement about you being one of the lucky ones to escape is such an understatment.

[@droopless]

Boner

[@lovetrain188]

My head hurts right now I’m in a relationship I’m not abusive but I realized I do a lot of the things this guy does (minus the sexual things and such) but seriously I’m crying right now I’ve been too obsessive I’m exactly like this guy.... I need to apologize to her now I’ve made some shit choices...

[@wizardfrog1572]

Harris: I’m gonna jump off a building Me: do a backflip

[@dez2950]

At the end of everything Hold on to anything Me: Dive head first

[@gachacutie5959]

Yeah

[@Snowfox_Brinson]

DAMN DAMN DAMN HIT HIM WITH A TABLE

[@Tralfazzz]

How about a bellyflop?

[@coolboymcswag2040]

Everybod do the flop

[@gaypepporoni1171]

Little does harris know there are over 1.75 million people willing to take him out >:)

[@floogullgaming1764]

Nearly 9 mil

[@azgoodra]

Hey I've got my tranquilizers out here! Show me where he lives and he's waking up with 10 or more years in prison

[@xxwolfiexxwoofxxwolfxx8786]

Shooting Star UwU no

[@justinn7025]

Rip Harris

[@Mr_Kiwi]

Harris gets out of jail I’m fucking finding him

[@tgrsparrow]

Girl, i watched this series when it first came out four years ago. I didn't know it at the time how similar our situations were. Took a global pandemic for me to leave and several months after to go no contact but things are better now. Thank you for making this video series. You helped me open my eyes and realize what was happening.

[@nomadsstuff1770]

"back for the chaos" >implying i ever left

[@illymation]

That made me laugh out loud, omg

[@nomadsstuff1770]

illymation glad to be of service

[@ShinyPrimarina]

It's still crazy how people choose to blame the person who suffered rather than the person who committed the crime

[@mariellenoliveira1913]

Ikr?! How can people be so stupid?

[@enviisyk]

Say it louder for the people in the back

[@harrythehamster72]

but like y is a 13 year old on the internet talking to strangers smh

[@ShinyPrimarina]

@@harrythehamster72 we ain't doing this today, satan

[@EDMYuki]

@@harrythehamster72 And how old were you when you first used social media?

[@InfamousSwoosh]

Again... that dude sucks. Great video illy. Can’t wait for 2.5

[@marielavega335]

Ikr

[@internationaltroller8242]

Same my dude (pssssst) hey hey I quite like your vids

[@emmanuelramirezmontoya6646]

Nani?

[@florence.florence.f.florence]

lel

[@mkzhero]

Everywhere i look.. VACUUM. There things don't come out of nowhere people, being susceptible to abuse and turning out abusive starts home. They guy deserves all the shit he can get, sure, but his, and her parents need to get some heat too.. A lot of heat actually.

[@ratdoodles4370]

i got very lucky.. my cousin sexually assaulted me and my parents found out. i didn’t tell them then his parents found out he got in trouble and thankfully no one else did. here i am, today, suffering through ptsd, haven’t dated a man ever again lol. i met a really nice police officer and he honestly helped much more than anyone has. i thank you for sharing this. and hope that no man ever bothers you like that again. stay strong, we love you

[@tamimsiddique1420]

I'm sorry for what your cousin did, you did not deserve that.

[@bananabreab2222]

*yOU BETTER BE BUFFER THAN MR. CLEAN WITH THAT ATTITUDE*

[@midnight4569]

I died with that 😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣

[@areyoufrgirl4254]

Ikr

[@HaveanIcedaymx]

I once had 50 missed calls from an abusive ex boyfriend, I was lucky, because I moved far away and never looked back.

[@Thatbeanbagchair]

Don't know you but proud of ya

[@amagicalunicorn6839]

You go. You deserve so much better. Hope this never happens to you again

[@Ashrustic]

"Age is just a number." Execution is just a time limit.

[@you-jq7xe]

911 is a number too :)

[@fnafgirl8874]

And the FBI is just a group of friends!

[@dragon-jz2pv]

@@fnafgirl8874 and co-workers

[@dragon-jz2pv]

And the time limit is done

[@imweird4648]

OH HO! THAT GONE FROM ZERO TO A MILLON REAL QUICK!

[@MinisDunyasi5]

Illy, thank you for sharing your story and raising awareness. I watched this series when I was 11. I’m 15 now, and by no exaggeration, you have saved me. I’ve made many friends online and had multiple encounters where my “new friends” told me never to tell my parents. I immediately blocked and reported them because you taught me to. I didn’t learn this in school. I learned it by watching this series. Thank you.

[@InsertOutstandingUser]

Wondering why im smiling? Cause the parents tried to help instead of shaming the cause. People need to help like this more.

[@kelismaincharacter4925]

Underrated comment. Hits different when your parents dont give a shit

[@ihasdiarrheapro5788]

E

[@ihasdiarrheapro5788]

My parents would shame me and then ground me if i got into shit like this

[@ItsSebunGG]

I was smiling cuz dispite anything what's happening to her or what was she's always funny and making it into a funny situatuon

[@ihasdiarrheapro5788]

@@ItsSebunGG lol what the fuck this is funny to you?

[@memelord2136]

"Age is just a number" And Hell is just a giant oven

[@biggamba06]

lol

[@tayloryost9603]

And a dinosaur gut is just a bed for haris

[@apolloisairborneoldchannel8920]

@@tayloryost9603 you tried...

[@masko4566]

And water is fruitless juice

[@Truptislayyy]

And kidnapping is surprise adoption

[@arandomwanderer7976]

“I don’t like that section of the mall anymore“ that sentence hit way to hard

[@kaitydidkaity6542]

Seriously broke my heart :(

[@jenmill5194]

Yup

[@Paulettchen]

You can hear in her voice that it hurts

[@UncoookedPasta]

this happened to me in 2021, luckily his friend reached out and got me away from the situation, i’m so glad it didn’t get worse. ‘relationships’ like this rlly fuck you up as a person

[@scotthorror2519]

"you better be buffer than mr clean with that attitude" facts

[@fezrtuest]

I audibly wheezed

[@freezingblade7258]

Even if the cop didn’t trust illy, he shouldn’t ignore the chance to help someone. So that cop is mean and really dumb.

[@RiverCola07]

I want to hit that cop.

[@lostnumbr]

uttering death threats is a serious thing. that cop needs to be fired for not even taking a report on it.

[@amy9048]

cops are trained to trust people and help them. if a cop can’t do their job then they could be fired and arrested at worst

[@josteinulnes3985]

Cops shood be safe and help u!!!!

[@hovanng6317]

That. Damn. Cop.

[@4herobine91]

I honestly want to become a police officer to help people like you I can’t believe police officers didn’t help you What’s the point of being a police officer if you’re not there to help people?

[@CrimsoniteSP]

I'm right there with you. I wanna help prevent stuff like this from happening, and if anyone spoke up about this, I'd try everything in my power to help them. Police officers need to worry more about protecting the people they need to protect and not worry about keeping or losing their job. It is their job to help, is it not?

[@munira6485]

4Herobine I was LITERALLY thinking the same thing!!

[@queenarchivist1123]

I understand where ya'll are coming from, but just understand that not all cops are like this. Both my parents are police officers and they're amazing people. They are crushed when they can't help someone because there isn't enough evidence and they know something is wrong, they can't afford to lose their jobs because of me and my brother. My dad came home the other morning and wouldn't let me out of his sight because he was so anguished over what happened at work that night, a kid got sexually abused by his uncle but dad couldn't charge the man because the evidence was insubstantial. He hasn't heard anything about the situation since but this kinda shit hurts him. On a side note anyone wanna take up some vigilante activities and smack a dude.

[@c.f.1133]

You don't have to become a police officer to help people in these situations, professionally. Some of my dearest friends went to school for psychology and became Victim Assistance Counselors or Crisis Counselors. The options are out there and pretty easy to find. Good luck!

[@xbfb2702]

Ikr

[@zaraandrews600]

I was sexually assaulted by my cousin when I was younger and I remember thinking that it must mean he loved me. My sister used to laugh at the idea of me loving my cousin. My cousin's sister who saw it all happen would laugh at me and make me feel bad for letting it happen. My dad had no idea that it was happening, but he happened to get into an argument with their mum (his sister) so we stopped seeing them. The next time we saw them was at my grandad's wedding, about ten years later. By that time I had realised what my cousin had done to me, but I had never told any of my family. My female cousin made a joke about it and I just remember having to try so hard to keep it together. A couple of years later me and my dad had met up my aunt and uncle for a quick hi. My uncle went on about me as a baby naked in the bath, it was disgusting. The way he talked about it, it felt very paedophilic. I just wanted to leave that conversation as quickly as possible. After that talk, me and my dad got into the car and I told him how uncomfortable my uncle had made me and my dad just blamed me, as I was the one who had wanted to catch up with my aunt. A little later on the car journey my dad spoke about my cousin, saying how great he is, and I told him what he had done to me when I was younger. All my dad said was that I should have told him when it happened, which I retorted, saying I didn't understand what had happened then. It was extremely frustrating. Since then I have told my sister too and she just got all awkward when I told her. The same happened with the guys I have dated. It made me feel like I was blowing the whole thing out of proportion, but I also couldn't get rid of this feeling of violation. Eventually I told my best friend about it and she was really great. She made me feel validated, and helped me try to get help for it. I am so grateful to her for making me feel valid. I still haven't told most of my family about what happened. But I feel like most of them wouldn't care and would just see it as me trying to cause issues. Sometimes I want to talk to my cousin and tell how violated and betrayed he made me feel, but I also think he wouldn't care. I also worry that he might have done this to other people, but I don't want to ruin his life if it was just me. He is 6 months older than me so I have been told it could have just been because he was a child himself. At the time of the assault I was dealing with going through puberty very early so I had developed breasts a lot younger than other kids. I also have autism and have always been more trusting of people older than me. I had really adored my older cousin because I felt safe with him. My parents had just divorced and I was always being told to take a side. Normally when I visited family too I would end up having to look after my younger cousins as the oldest, so having one cousin older than me on my dad's side had always given me some relief. Now I am worried when he is in the same room as my cousins as I don't trust him (thankfully this happens very rarely).

[@tamimsiddique1420]

I'm sorry for what you had through, even having your father blaming you. It's not your fault, and it really sucks that your father would victim blame. It really sucks that the people you have told do not care, but great, your best friend does.

[@nevaehlynch3399]

That's so sad, I hope you get the justice you deserve and uh..., Don't be shy, Tell us his name....

[@alrgx145alrgx14]

What the heck is wrong with your family …….( atleast most )

[@jaydenxforever7665]

"Touching is just touching" And being touched by handcuffs is just touching

[@icyfoxi2755]

Try a flaming hot knife

[@emmanoel9045]

@Logan Roof DID YOU JUST SAY FABRICATED!!! DUDE! YOU DO NOT ¨FABRICATE¨ STUFF LIKE THIS!

[@witchybubbles26pandalover17]

@Logan Roof, dude, literally no one on this planet deserves that.

[@bomblazetheknight3086]

@@witchybubbles26pandalover17 this guy literally has a nazi flag behind his pfp

[@carat_light]

@Logan Roof "she deserves it" Sure hun, go back to playing fortnite 🗿🗿

[@lotsoflogos]

You and Jaiden are the only reasons I gave a crap about KZbin Rewind. Edit: Aw, crap! How could I forget the rest of the animation squad that was in it! X3

[@thelovypop1723]

G a s p How about domics? Or Lifenoggin? Or theodd1souts?!? Cmon there good too

[@mochaamira1116]

Wut about james

[@mirasfingerbandages]

J-James

[@robertcoronal8398]

Or tabbes

[@rackaflame153boi5]

ThisIsLotso what about JAMESSSSS

[@ouroborosjormungandr5615]

Y'now...if he's still got those pictures, he's a criminal.

[@cryptic-lemon9755]

Yeah, couldn't the police get a warrant on his computer and see that 'personal collection' of his?

[@rynemcgriffin1752]

Ms Crazy He most likely has deleted these and would make stuff up

[@ceinwennn]

They were snaps though

[@Scarlettt343]

@@rynemcgriffin1752 there would still be evidence that's already out. Like Cristali. He denied it, but we all know the truth and now he's in the slammer where he belongs

[@liltube8092]

Ryne Mcgriffin nothing is ever fully deleted and for a idiot and creep like him I don’t think he would delete them so the police could find them

[@SlyInstinct]

I dont think i have the words to even express how courageous you are for sharing this story as this turned out to be majority of your teen years. I know you're in a far better place now but im honestly shocked people like Harris exist. Keep up the good work with the animations, they motivate me to try them as well even though mine suck 😅

[@angelmilk3112]

Haris sounds like harass Coincidence *I think not.*

[@mitskislefteyebrow]

M H M

[@squirmyspaghetti]

ጌሁዪክ ጎክ ፕዘቿ ነልርዪቿዕ ዘቿረረቻጎዪቿ

[@creeperanimation4624]

But hey its a theory a.........theory.

[@milkshake4777]

@@creeperanimation4624 A GAME THEROY

[@firefire4691]

a child abuse theory

[@ActuallyRea]

THAT ENDING AS ME MORE ON EDGE THAN INFINITY WAR

[@aekuri5193]

GinjaNinjaOwO OMG I LOVE UR VIDS!

[@getagoshdarnlife.4708]

Lol

[@Ayayayay7]

as more edgy than a SQUARE NICE PUN ;D , wait that's i *tHiNk* a pun

[@sekitsui2739]

Agent KETH OWO

[@TheLegitKK]

@Agent KETH no u

[@Versaucey]

As messed up as it sounds, I've been waiting for this sequel.

[@cesarespinoza6831]

Versaucey I mean it is a pretty interesting story

[@erickalvarado3296]

TRIGGERED.

[@natiii1738]

SAME

[@bryannaschlueb3797]

Same

[@sedonda6882]

Versaucey me too my guy me too

[@lisahogue6310]

I hate the phrase sticks and stones may break your bones but words will never hurt me

[@unripelemon1142]

Freaking exactly. Like, as if verbal abuse doesn't exist

[@a_medina3321]

Did she just go Shane Dawson on us!!?? Oooo... I'm so ready for more tea ☕☕☕

[@bug9997]

Dude. You explained consent way better than any of my teachers.

[@sobausopp436]

Yeeting Birtch tree hmmm

[@sobausopp436]

Yeeting Birtch tree probably because your teachers where summering the definition

[@sobausopp436]

Yeeting Birtch tree but she did get something wrong like when she said if you ask someone to say yes it isn’t consent but what if you are asking your parents to say yes to buying a game they still gave you permission Consensually

[@user-pe8uk4mi8y]

WhAT IS YOUR PFP I'M SO SCARED

[@broomski2673]

u know. im gonna say it. *the law needs to do a better job*

[@themaskedartist7972]

Hella underrated comment lol. xD

[@tylerkun72]

I agree as somebody that’s gone through domestic abuse

[@Katsuki13666]

Can you say it louder for the people in the back?

[@The-ch1rz]

How would you improve the law then?

[@יותםבר-ר1ב]

The law or just the law in this area and some other areas insted, its like saying "people need to do a better job" just caz there are people who kill

[@GOHSYN-YEEStudent]

everything she says just makes me want to hug her so bad. The fact she remembers all the little details shows how traumatising it was. I really hope this video reaches the people it should, that people learn from what has happened to her, to know that they deserve better

[@pacocarosa8385]

"I don't like this section of mall anymore" i'm really crying inside.

[@_artly_art3622]

Wait I don't get it.. what happened there????

[@pacocarosa8385]

@@_artly_art3622 she probally was raped or they made sex, but without with her permission, i don't know very well but i think it's this

[@_artly_art3622]

@@pacocarosa8385 oh

[@hisDreamingDevil]

@@pacocarosa8385 yes, it is safe to use the term "rape" in this case. She said "no" repeatedly and was crying and he still went through with it. This lead to her, thinking that Maybe she should have been louder or put up more of a fight and therefore blaming herself. Sadly this is really common in these kind of cases 😔

[@agereartist3763]

Me to I'm heart broken

[@juju3273]

12:10 1420: "If she drowns, she is innocent, if she survives she is a witch!" 2019: "If she seems okay, nothing happened. If she claims it was an abuse/assault, she's just seeking attention!"

[@camillerobinson8211]

Pretty much this exactly.

[@allannamorning7718]

I dont understand the way you said it confused me a little

[@juju3273]

@@allannamorning7718 what didn't you understand exactly?

[@pennyroyalT]

That is common knowledge. Witches are made of wood and wood floats. Therefore if she survives then she is a witch. (I'm being sarcastic btw)

[@Jian13]

@@mirandpeglel189 No. The Monty Python reference involves a duck, as all good comedy should.

[@Rang15]

Either man or woman, Sexual assault is NOT OK.

[@sethperry8637]

Ranjiplays Agreed...

[@cutebabyjustin8083]

No only woman...either its women or small cute children....sesuality assault is the worst

[@rat4625]

And men ;/ It's really otregipus that this generation is being taught this way

[@nooneshallknowmyname9153]

We need more people like you all the time

[@smellynormie3467]

@@cutebabyjustin8083 no small children just small cute children and men who suffer the same as women phhh forget about them

[@1ADHD._.]

I'm so sorry Alyssa no one should go through something like this. :(

[@selahmeyers2643]

I’m sorry but- “YOU MUST BE BUFFER THAN MISTA CLEAN WITH THAT ATTITUDE”

[@briannguy4481]

It's not okay to body shame.

[@agereartist3763]

True but lets nuke his house anyway

[@Sweetestdiva14]

I actually died

[@peeberton]

Omg 😂😂😂

[@hntr038]

@@agereartist3763 did you know nuking a house is worse than this dude Harris? Just thought I'd let you know.

[@glittergal0701]

Whoa. After the "I don't like that section of the mall anymore" part, I started crying. The parallels between that and what I've experienced shook me. I have/had all the thoughts and feelings she did. Still blame myself. I dont know how to stop blaming myself for not putting up a fight when I was assaulted. Like her, I always thought I could protect myself, but when you let your guard down, it's a whole other thing. Aaaaaa this made me cry BUT IN A GOOD WAY. Meaning knowing others are struggling with the same issues helps

[@reliablenarrator4281]

@Jude Boon oh shut up 🙄

[@reliablenarrator4281]

@Rachel Hartman Don't blame yourself! It's easy to slip into a mentality that you were the one who put yourself in the situation and LET something happen to you, but that's not true. You don't deserve to be mistreated by anyone. You are above what they've done to you. Shame the person who did things to you, not yourself. It's easier said than done but with practice, you can train yourself to believe it.

[@dirkstrider657]

I hope your mental health gets better in the future and that trauma doesn't affect you as much. I'd also reccomend therapy if you can afford it. :,)

[@Barillaboon]

Too lazy to read but what I'm getting at have a good ... Life?

[@JIF-ob9nz]

Rachel Hartman I’m so sarry

[@cherad8045]

real

[@mrpotatohead5170]

Cherad Clerdonna *Preach brother*

[@maxinefirnkes7898]

With all these new genders there should be another called Abuser so we can strip their identity away like they did to their victims

[@cherad8045]

Maxine Firnkes that’s not a bad idea...

[@miq482]

@@maxinefirnkes7898 thats genius

[@mangokatt6118]

Preach!!

[@LolaHomosexual]

I'm so glad you feel comfortable sharing this story, I hope you get your justice girl

[@liamdabrowski9643]

haris makes me sick, its clear hes an insecure person that needs to put people down to make himself feel better.

[@matilde_5]

Liam dabrowski I think he’s really worse than that. He’s insane.

[@mcprol2467]

I could of ended up like him since my parents kept insulting me, thank God.

[@electrofonickitty823]

He reminds me of my sister's exhusband....dang

[@alexiskuwata]

I’m insecure but I put myself down

[@swordplaysgames]

The actions the officer took were completely unacceptable.

[@dudesayshi2191]

hooray to the American justice and police system

[@SnorpSnordy]

Aameeeericaaaa Aameeeericaaaa

[@idontknowwhattonamemyself8022]

police brutality 2.0 no cap

[@KingBobXVI]

Unacceptable, and entirely expected.

[@mindw0ndering]

Word my guy thats facts

[@trillaabree8617]

“You better be buffer than mr.clean with that attitude”

[@xxeyejustaderpxx3721]

l o l

[@rurusiddi]

This is my favorite line

[@trillaabree8617]

rurusiddi sameee

[@maggy7369]

*MR.CLEAN WHERE YOU AT MY BOOOOIIII!?*

[@lovefromwonderland]

“I don’t like that section of the mall anymore.” Wow. My heart genuinely sank. I hope you can heal. ❤

[@bumblebeeproductions1673]

“You’re not responsible for anyone’s happiness!” - Jaiden Animations, 2019

[@yaaraschor207]

Some good wisdom by Jaiden to us all

[@anonymouslymj1064]

But they feel really depressed- NOT PERSONALLY REASONABLE FOR ANYONE’S HAPPINESS! But I’m Santa Claus. Alright gray area

[@ReaTheReal]

Uhm-

[@joyflameball]

Wise words to live by

[@oliviaobjects]

Dude, you are talking about the wrong channel.

[@sharonmott2888]

“Age is a number” And Batman is just a overconfident man.

[@Mcrismylifehelp]

THE SHADE THO-

[@areyoulostbabygorl231]

I mean, you aren’t wrong

[@worldsgreatestdetective3362]

Talking mad shit for someone in bone-breaking distance

[@felicedt4912]

@@areyoulostbabygorl231 Yea

[@Eshalll.00]

And 911 is just a phone number

[@kiwilynn43]

When Illy says “And now I don’t like that section of the mall anymore...” It always makes me want to cry for her

[@evaann-louise2408]

It makes me want to throw up

[@yeetbigley6287]

It really hit me hard when she said that.

[@saskiamoller8629]

I'm sorry, but was that her way of saying she was raped? Bc my heart shredded into 100000 pieces...

[@cordeliahammonds171]

Yah

[@Katietheoddartist]

I’m so sorry Illy ☹️ no one ever deserves this. You didn’t deserve this. I hope he is rotting in a jail cell.

[@reaganshook7722]

Not gonna lie, i think i have been checking at least 3 times a week on this channel for this video for about two months now.

[@Tatitonatiuh]

I did the same lol

[@bainbonic]

Same here. XD

[@brandyguitron6729]

Same!!!!

[@maysonhayward9911]

me

[@mypatricia5334]

Reagan shook same

[@Drywalleaterr]

"That's toxic as shiiiiiiiiiiiiii-" -JaidenAnimations

[@quackityhasagun4405]

tom gedison, you are now my favorite KZbin commenter.

[@Kr4mpus_]

this this is really fucking good

[@nubbskull]

Oo another comment from jaidens toxic thingy..????? I think???? (sorry if I sound sarcastic and stuff)

[@Dewey_01]

That actually what i thaught

[@littleshook5360]

No😠😠😠😠 it's "UNLOCK THE DOORS FIND THE KEYSSS😭😭" 🤣🤣😂😂😂

[@snjh08]

“Age is just a number” So is a prison sentence 🥰

[@loopzys]

"Jail is just a place"

[@no_nopee]

@@loopzys anorexia is just an eating disorder 😀✋

[@TheCareborn]

“Dementia is just bad memory”

[@bubblewaffle1558]

@@TheCareborn Wrong.. Its just a burning memory

[@mememan102]

police negotiation is just a conversation 🤩

[@GOOBER_SILLYGOOB]

I am so sorry this happened to you at such a young age.. as someone that has almost been in a situation like this I completely understand how you felt.. this situation is really scary, especially at such a young age.. I’m so so happy you were so brave to tell this story

[@thingsnstuff2934]

"I don't like that section of the mall anymore." That broke my heart. I am truly sorry. Also sorry for the doxxing.

[@blimasolash2551]

I lost you at doxxing...no dictionary would tell me what it means😂

[@Atomic_goats]

@@blimasolash2551 Its basically publicly revealing private information about someone

[@redeyes805]

same man, I can never find parking. I'm sorry but I had to. That quote also shot my heart.

[@TheTatlTael36]

The entire time I was watching this my heart was pounding, and memories of my own trauma came flooding back. I went through a very similar scenario with a guy that I thought I loved, and who I thought had my best interests at heart. When I finally broke things off, he stalked me, threatened suicide, the whole nine yards. To this day I go back and forth between feeling sorry for him, and wanting to tear him into screaming, bloody pieces. Thankfully he hasn’t spoken to me in a few years, but if he ever threatened me with suicide again, I’d tell him with no remorse; “Your life is your responsibility. I don’t care whether you decide to cut it short, or live until you die alone at the age of 100.”

[@evaqween569]

Gut: *girl..* *This is whack*

[@michellemunkhtulga2258]

Ya😝

[@whatstheteasis9204]

Wackkkkk🤣

[@imsomething4368]

it should be *W A C K*

[@evaqween569]

I'm Something I mean I’m to lazy to edit so bE grEaTfuL

[@gamingcantlose1603]

The amount of likes on this comment 666 seriously

[@Animegirlie-lucy]

No matter the scar, if it's metal emotional or physical, you are so strong for surviving that I'm so happy you are safe. Scars mean you went through something tough in the past, survived it, and came back stronger, and I am so proud of you, Ily ❤