i lied...and I'm not sorry

The uncomfortable truth behind my intentional lie...
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Thanks for watching my friends :)

[@markmarkson8358]

All respect to John, in a world that demonises men this shows how important a strong male presence is an invaluable influence in the world. What an amazing story Lilly, I would never of guessed your background was like what you experienced.

[@eviewesner6231]

Yes, but not just any strong male presence.

[@eviewesner6231]

Thank you for sharing Lilly!!

[@mrod8578]

Seriously. He could've easily ended up in prison with his entire life ruined (he literally had no parental rights to them). That guy risked it all to help those 2 girls and he probably suffered massive amounts of abuse to ensure they were safe. To top it off Lilli likely picked her own husband based on the modeling of John the father figure in her life. That shows a level of positive impact that few emulate. I also really find it quite amazing that he could bond with 2 girls that were not biologically his and technically had no responsibility for. I would not blame any man for leaving an abusive GF as you are left in a powerless situation even if you love the kids (they still aren't yours and you have no rights to them as a guardian). The fact he chose to stay shows the resolve of an outstanding individual. I'm not sure I could do it if I were in his situation just out of self preservation.

[@wimsylogic65]

​@@mrod8578 My stepdad did that for us. My dad was in the picture but He was a registered sex offender. My stepdad is amazing. He's been in my siblings lives since I was 9. He spent hours letting me try to hypnotize him during a ice storm. Being with him really calmed my mom down. She was a partier and not very maternal. My stepdad was truly our only stable parent. And he made my mom a better parent too. My stepdad made us all feel special and he took very good care of us. And he loved our mom to be very good care of her. When he proposed to my mom he made heart shaped pancakes and French toast for everybody with whip cream and strawberries and put the ring in my moms. He was so sweet and he never crossed any lines. Then on the other hand he was also a very strong masculine male figure. He's a kind of man who with a broken back, Army crawled to the road to get help. For some reason hes not allowed to go back to Spain. You got kicked out of a country back when he was in the army. Recently learned it was because he was selling pot. And one of the most heartwarming things, He threatened any boy that came around with hes not afraid to go back to Prison.

[@trevorthompson330]

@@eviewesner6231 It sounds like her bio dad was abused by the mother; I would look him up and reconnect.

[@alananderson5202]

John’s a real man for what he’s done for you and your sister. That’s incredible. He and his wonderful wife. Remarkable people.

[@mifnp8887]

Your mother is flat out EVIL. I am so sorry you had to go through that, Lillie. You are a WARRIOR! God protected you by putting John in your life. I feel privileged to see how amazing you've become. ❤

[@54frances]

I don’t know about Evil but she’s definitely sick, and sounds like she really needs help. Hopefully someday she will get it. I wonder what her parents were like, she could be schizophrenic. You are a strong amazing women. I had similar childhood but never really got my trauma under control until years later, so glad you did it early 🙏❤️

[@tammygail9048]

Wow...girl...wow! I am 51 and was abused and hated by my parents and extended family- I did much of the same things as you- tried to be positive and always stayed busy-- my Lord saved me and I rely on Him to mold me into what He envisioned for me-- I applaud you for overcoming and trusting Him!

[@arvyarvy4242]

its always the bubbliest people with darkest stories . oh sweetheart you deserve all the joys in life.

[@LillieKane]

People comment often “why are you so happy”…because life is great! 😁 have a wonderful day!

[@AbiNomac]

Nah. It’s the quiet ones you need to watch out for.

[@wimsylogic65]

So true. At least to me. Before the fire got lit in my inner lighthouse, I was just as dark on the inside as I appeared bright on the outside. But I wasn't faking it. I can't fake. But I can't divert my attention. I used to focus all my attention on other people, For other people I could be cheerful happy in the best support ever. But by myself or towards myself, Everything was so dark and cold, I could be warm for others but not myself. Life Despite being no easier, I'm going to believe more difficult than before Is is beautiful and wonderful once you're no longer stuck in the dark.

[@isagoldfield7393]

God is good all the time🙏🏼Blessings to US all🌼🌷🌸♥️

[@goosemomof6712]

Facts. That’s me. Super outgoing, cheerful, loving, love to give…I’ve been given a gift, but also have some of the darkest of times/past locked inside me. Those who truly know me always say..”I can’t believe you turned out the way you did.” I’m glad that’s what people see. I’ll take it as a compliment. Unfortunately, the dark rears it’s ugly head, but that’s when I have to divert my attention elsewhere. ❤️

[@yrd814]

"Walk in my shoes before you judge me"... yes, that was me 🙋‍♀️. Judging you. Every now and then I see your shorts about the carnivore diet and I see you bouncing off the walls and it would annoyed me! "Ugh, the crazy girl eating meat again!"... now I came across this video and it made me cry! 💔 I feel like a jerk and as a mom, I feel like I want to give you a hug and tell you how brave you are! What a lesson you gave me today. Never judge!... Stay strong ❤

[@lisabennett1253]

How awesome that you admitted that. Not an easy thing to do and it made me feel good to see this. I need to learn to not be judgmental too. Sometimes I don't even know I'm doing it. Thank you!

[@OldGuyAdventure]

Yes, a long time ago I was impressed by the passage, "Judge not less yeh be judged". This problem with judging is that ultimately we will be faced with the same judgement which we leverage upon others. We are to always seek to support others and build them up. But we are to also recognize some people can not be saved and need to walk away. I for one had to also walk away from an abusive and manipulative situation.

[@wc_tait]

I hope you both find peace within yourselves. Forgiveness will help. Let go, and let God. I'm sure you both have heard that before.

[@michellefreeman9658]

God bless you honey. You went through a lot at such a young age. I'm so happy for you. Amazing lady and I love all your videos 💗

[@sherrywheat3550]

I LOVE LILLIE’S WORK❤

[@rogerramjet6429]

My abuse lasted till age 41 in 2010. Then I disappeared and left the entire family behind.

[@360critique]

I'm an alcoholic but haven't drank for a little over a year now. Stories like these keep me from going back. Thank you for sharing your story!

[@linhhung2702]

Wow.. so I told myself today will be the day I try to stop drinking… I only came here cause I was looking up carnivore diet.. I needed to see this all.

[@prospectorbonky]

Yeah bro I'm like 2 months clean after 17 yrs of drinking n I'm only 34. I don't remember most of my 20s

[@BrittanyMichelle4]

I am addict. Drugs. Opaites. Heroin to be exact*. Hate it. Pray everyday that Jesus take addiction out of my life. I'm scared of detox. I'm scared of feelings and emotions. But - I have to be brave. Since I don't want to die like this. I know I can do it! 🤍🤍🤍 I know I am strong. I know the Lord is with me. At all times 🌻🕊️ I thank God for taking you guys out of addiction one day at a time.. one minute with out a drink or drug is a blessing. And so THANK YOU GOD FOR HAVING OUR FELLOW BROTHERS AND SISTERS WHO STRUGGLE WITH ADDICTION OVERCOME THIS HORRIBLE LIFESTYLE. please pray for me 🙏🏻

[@brianthebrian8335]

Congrats man!!! 1.2 years here. I NEVER QUIT DRINKING IM JUST SEEING HOW LONG I CAN GO BEFORE THE NEXT DRINK!!!! FEELING AMAZING DOWN FROM 388 TO 184 WITHOUT IT AND WITH CARNIVORE!!!!

[@jonahsonnentag1088]

Same bro I’m 36 and have a 2 year old and 1 on the way been sober 6 months and will never go back to that hell and the hell I caused so many.

[@rhondalyn100]

As a career psychotherapist I thank you, Lilly, for reaching out and offering hope to all the teens and young adults in the world who do not have parental love and security. May you be blessed with life long contentment and joy. Thank you for telling your story.

[@hollyhock3945]

What a wonderful man John is. The fact that his wife was so understanding as well is a huge testiment to her character. WOW, just wow what you have overcome. "He's A Way Maker" for sure! 👆🙌🙏

[@TheNotsoignorant]

Dear Lillie, I offer you a big motherly hug. It's a tiny gesture but I want to assure you that you are worthy of a mother's love. Your mom missed out on having the most wonderful relationship with her daughters and I pity her for her loss. Keep holding on to your values. You are an inspiration.

[@serendipityblooming1244]

Overcomers have a special glow to them and you definitely have that. Thank you for sharing your story and for being a light!

[@Lovepeacejoy..]

Thank you John for being Lillie’s father💜God is looking down from heaven and smiling because of the wonderful father you have been & continue to be!

[@safffff1000]

It's so important in a girl's life that she know a good man, so she knows what kind to pick for herself. Look's like she picked well.

[@kingneptune8120]

From a stepfather of 3 wonderful women to John. Thank you for not leaving these girls when they needed you the most. My dad once told me that I would be standing in the front of the line for sainthood. Looks like I wont be standing alone. Thank you

[@lanaharris-wi4pj]

Amen 🙌

[@awpetersen5909]

🌬️🌄

[@cluckieschickens]

Great job sir! A man I work with, his wife left him with three kids. Divorced him and left. One of the kids wasn't even his. He raised them all. The one, the same as the others. He has always been a hero in my eyes.

[@saltytexasranger6301]

What an amazing story. Living with a narcissist is extremely painful whether it's a lover or a parent. It's great to see you have endured this horrible chapter of your life...

[@katemiller7874]

She’s a drug addict. Big difference

[@snsdb42]

Wow😭😭😭You shared you’re story with such grace and maturity. So impressed by your choices. You fought for your life and you won! I too applaud John! What a good man! And as a momma can I say -I’m so so proud of you! You deserve every bit of peace and happiness! You’re an inspiration 🙌🏼👏🏼Love the verse!

[@Wings_nut]

You are strong, Lillie. Don't ever forget that. You have >58K supporters in your community who appreciate you and are here for you.

[@LillieKane]

Thank you so much for all your uplifting comments over the last year Michael! You are awesome, stay kind!😊❤️

[@Wings_nut]

@@LillieKane Thank you for all you do :-)

[@monikastephens7619]

I don't think your a liar. You are a survivor who had to find their way out of a situation you didn't ask for. Very proud of you. Your very smart and have a light about you. Forgive your mom and dad. Not for them for your healing. GOD always turns around bad things and makes the good. Prayers!!!

[@Kwildcat13]

@L’esprit de l’escalier actually yes you do , deep down forgiveness is for you not for an abuser but people who stay stuck haven’t forgiven ..

[@Cekatu]

No one should be told to forgive. Acceptance is another path to recovery. You accept what happened. Deal with it, through whatever means, then close the chapter and move forward. Forgiveness is not necessary. It can help, but its by no means a cure all.

[@tonylani2015]

Lillie, I’m a new subscriber to your channel, and your videos are absolutely wonderful! I just watched “I lied… and I’m not sorry” and it brought me to tears. I’m overwhelmed with emotion. You’re an amazing woman. God bless you in the work that you do, and for all of us who are trying to eat healthy. 🙏🏻🥰

[@dooshimastone]

John is an absolute gentleman. You and your sister are lucky to have crossed paths with him because if he was a dangerous man, your lives would have been very very different. God bless you all ❤

[@SabineLeppanen_Art]

My heart is broken. Lillie, there is NO WAY you will make the same mistakes as a parent. I hope you know that deep down. What a miracle that you turned out to be such an amazing person in spite of the abuse and neglect you suffered.

[@meln.2757]

Overcoming trauma can be a life long process and you have done some much already for your own healing. Thank you for being raw and vulnerable with us as you most certainly didn’t have to do that. I can only speak for my 60 year old self and tell you how much your authenticity and genuine down to earth self is treasured. You are truly one of a kind in this world of illusions.❤Edit to add: Stay grounded in the Lord and “Everything” truly will be okay.

[@LillieKane]

Thank you Mel! The authenticity can make others uncomfortable...heck it makes me uncomfortable to watch...but at least you know it's true! Hope you have a wonderful day!

[@deanne609]

It’s called repressed memories. Your mind suppresses trauma memories. Big hugs to you!! 🤗

[@tammiehammett5054]

I think I speak for all of us (through mutual tears) when I say we love, admire and support you SO much. I'm stunned you went through all that. I'm about to turn 50 and I would have been over the moon to have a daughter like you. God bless you and your husband, who's your new safe harbor. John needs a medal for being a safe space for you girls. Sounds like John found a good woman too. You are going to be such a good mom someday. 🥰 Hugs from all of us and thank you for being vulnerable and sharing this. People will be able to relate and you may change the trajectories of lives today.

[@LillieKane]

Thank you so much Tammie for your loving and beautiful message. It touched me deeply. I am so grateful you took the time out of your day to watch and respond this very incredibly kind comment. Thank you for being a friend and sharing your love with me. Sending love right back your way!

[@tammiehammett5054]

@@LillieKane I also forgot to say that I hope your mom finds recovery and healing, but that's not your circus 🎪 to worry about anymore. But I still hope. Love, your 3 month carnivore mom friend from Oregon.

[@savage3114]

Awesome Lillie. You have achieved. We need to give John an award for the man he didn't have to be.

[@providencia27]

Thank you John for being the father those girls needed. I pray that God bless you with health and wealth. Lilly you are an inspiration to all of us.

[@terryy6938]

Dang girl. You had this grown man in tears. The tears are for your triumph over such pain. I cannot imagine life without my parents supporting me. I give you high praise for sharing this personal part of your life. And trust me, it will be uplifting to many followers. God bless you.

[@PaulSmith-iv5lh]

I knew there was a reason I was drawn to your channel. I’m a Christian and felt drawn to you. You are a beautiful person who inspires others. I really love your honesty

[@LillieKane]

Thank you so much! This wasn't my favorite video topic but I know someone needed the message. Your comment brought a smile to my day. Thank you and hope you have a lovely weekend :) God Bless Paul!

[@Balonishell]

Same.

[@74GenX]

@@LillieKane I grew up being screamed at. Being told that I was worthless. Being sexually abused. It took years in therapy to get it all sorted out. I spent decades on drugs and alcohol. I want you to know that we have meaning and worth. Your light shines so very bright young lady!! ❤️❤️

[@janedoe1404]

Please don't cry, you are a good person. You inspire me, I am 61, trying to lose weight, improve myself. So happy that you found a good man, I enjoyed the wedding videos you posted.

[@LillieKane]

Hi Jane! Thank you so much for your support over the years. I always appreciate your kind uplifting comments. Wishing you continued health on your journey 😊

[@lizodonnell2777]

You are definitely a beacon of hope! Thank you for sharing your story!! I love listening to you, you always put a smile on my face.

[@chrissyuy]

Never think you have to hide what you are really feeling. No need to smile when feeling pain.

[@ruthbiafora5443]

Love to John, his wife, your sister… prayers for your mom and dad. Very inspirational to other kids growing up in that kind of household.❤

[@christianknudsen6831]

I had no idea of your past Lillie - I felt so many emotions during your story. Anger at your mother for failing you as a mother, utmost respect for John for being there for you and providing a safe environment. But mostly awe at your strength for going through such an ordeal and becoming a truly beautiful human today. I would never want anyone to go through what you have, but we don't live in a perfect world. Your story is an inspiration that even in darker times, we can rise up and fight to live the life that we deserve. Thank you for sharing all of this....

[@LillieKane]

Your comment is beautifully written. Yes, there is always a rainbow after the storm. Go and find your pot of gold! Thank you for listening to my story. It means more to me than you know. Have a great weekend Christian :)

[@colleenangell1569]

You are Absolutely Amazing ❤

[@joannecastelnoble8898]

Bless your precious heart little sister, your an amazing example of Gods love and grace. Great are your rewards hunny, be blessed now and forever ❤❤❤

[@Guaicoboi]

​@@LillieKane I stumbled upon this today 11 June 2023. Your video gave me hope for my own children. Their mom did the same to them, after having me removed from their lives with false accusations and imprisonment. I was wrongfully convicted and served a lengthy sentence. My children have all been lied to by being brainwashed. I have no contact with them. I have since removed myself from Canada to be safe from false allegations by my ex wife. She is also an alcoholic whom did the very same thing to my two oldest children, as your mom did. I am so encouraged by this post, you have no idea. I am a grieving dad for the past 11 years. I need a miracle.

[@thesoundpurist]

@@LillieKane Jesse Lee Peterson has good cues for you Lillie. Blessings to charming gal.

[@jeannienutter3015]

OMG, I remember you. A fellow San Diegian here. That news clip brought back the memory. While my life started very much like yours I was fortunate to "escape" at an early age. Thank you so much for sharing, the things we usually leave unspoken. People look at the today and have no idea of the struggles it took to get here. You are an inspiration to others that may have hidden struggles. Thank you for sharing. Congratulations on your recent marriage and now, take the time to relax and enjoy all the love and support of others including what God has in store for your life.

[@LillieKane]

WOW! You have a great memory! Thank you for all your kind and positive words Jeannie. Life only keeps getting better and better! Sure there are minor bumps in the road but nothing that can't be easily conquered. Stay sunny! :)

[@Sean2345]

You’re going to be an amazing mother. Thank you for being a shining light for the people in your world.

[@cccalifornia7206]

Lillie, such a heart 💖 touching story!!! I can totally relate!! Both of my parents were Alcoholic!! Thank GOD I was able to immerse myself in counseling over many years!! 🙏 GOD has been and is with you now!! Stay close to CHRIST!! He is our rock and our cornerstone of life!!☝💖 GOD BLESS you and your husband!!🙏

[@Helen-nv8el]

Thank you Lillie❤. I'm 81.. my mum was an abusive alcoholic and I spent my childhood being ashamed. I too decided at 10 years old I was NOT going to be like her. Hardship taught me many useful skills. You were so fortunate to have John and the lies were just to survive. Blessings for what you do 🙏

[@ElleCoyote]

My mother was mentally ill and had to be hospitalized every couple of years from the time I was two years old, because she was psychotic. It took me many decades to recover. I admire you and you inspire me with your strength and beauty, inner and outer. I wish you the very best life has to offer.

[@dallassukerkin6878]

Very similar tale from my own life - it is a start that lingers with you; indeed it never really leaves you entirely.

[@ASunrise7]

Such a young woman with the wisdom to push yourself! You’re an OVERCOMER! Keep strong and thank you for being an example that many people need today! You have an amazing story and am happy I came across your channel today! God bless you and your family always!

[@feedhumans]

Wow, Lillie! What a testimony you are! My full respect and admiration to you! ❤

[@stankehfish]

"Finding your john" ...that's such a powerful piece of advice. So many people have been hurt and turn their backs on trust in general. It's pretty huge that you were able to reach out for help even after what you went through.

[@3beautifulme]

I am 61 and had two alcoholic parents. It was a different time then of anyone stepping in to help. Finding this man who loved you as a father what a beautiful gift. I will say I felt like you in just being the opposite of who my parents were especially with my own children, it took some time to find myself, who I truly was instead of just not them…you are amazing, brave and inspiring. So happy you have the life and love you so deserve❤

[@KetoMama777]

You are a true inspiration. I too was a product of a broken home. Physical and verbal abuse. I'm so glad you found your way. As I did also. ❤

[@gerrydick3621]

I seek out Keto and Carnivore lifestyle (lost 15kg is six months) and see your videos here in Australia, an take inspiration from them. You taught me not to fear some veges and fruit as well as mean and fat! Thank you. Thanks for sharing your story...I wish you and your husband all the very best of happiness and peace!

[@lisd2999]

There aren’t many things more sad than having a mother incapable of loving her children …. I was one of those children too and still am , my mother is a malignant narcissist and has been brutal to my brother and myself. Just always know it’s not that you aren’t lovable …. It’s that they aren’t capable of loving in a normal way whether through mental disorder or addiction. You have done amazing at rebuilding your life ! I enjoy your channel so much !

[@Lauramt2287]

Thank you for sharing. I too am a survivor of parental abuse, alot like your story. The one thing I've learned is "I will not be like my mother." I've now been married for 25 years to an amazing man and have 3 great kids. I live my life making choices of my own and to never be like the woman who raised me. We are survivors and thrivers! God bless!

[@wendywaddellhardy8820]

You are an inspiration! I also suffered parental abuse. Thank you for sharing your story! God has blessed you!

[@truthseeker7211]

Trying to win a parent's love by trying to be accomplished and be the perfect Daughter, YET still have them continually "reject" you and who you are.... I am there; not a great place to be.

[@SonUvSolarus69]

one thing I've learned about myself and others is that some of the most bubbly outgoing happy people are carrying some of the most deep and horrid trauma. wishing you the best Lillie always, you along with many others have helped me live a healthier life. 👑🍀🕊

[@TheFallen2024]

Lillie, you are a light so bright, the darkness your “Mom,” cast could never extinguish. My older sister (only sibling) and I went through similar experiences and had a similar outcome. She can do anything, but chooses to help others and never worries about herself. She is my hero. You are a hero and thank you for sharing your story. You almost had a 39 year old man cry at work yesterday. You deserve all the joy and success you have and will continue to gain. Congratulations again on marrying the man of your dreams. God bless

[@LillieKane]

I'm sorry to read you went through similar experiences but I know they made you a stronger a man. There is always a rainbow after the storm. Go and find your pot of gold! Thank you for listening to my story. It means more to me than you know. Have a great weekend :)

[@estellagarza4761]

Listening to your sweet voice and looking at you, I would have never guessed you had suffered so much. The good lord has kept you and helped you. I came from a very cold and abusive home too, my nerves and mental health have taken a life time to heal but still suffer from all the hurt.

[@ActivateMission2ThisTimeline]

​@@LillieKane Time to write your book?😊

[@roxiane]

Hello Lillie, I followed your channel because I was interested in getting started on the carnivore diet but I certainly was not expecting such a touching backstory from you. You’ve truly opened my eyes to not judging others based on how they appear. You are so strong and resilient and I think we all have something to take away from this. Sending you lots of love and looking forward to more of your videos

[@LillieKane]

Thank you so much! This wasn't my favorite video topic but I know someone needed the message. Your comment brought a smile to my day. Thank you and hope you have a lovely weekend :)

[@CARNIVORE-RN]

This makes me love you even more! I'm the class clown too and grateful for that outlet. Thank you for sharing your amazing story. God is still in control!

[@sherrymathews3471]

You are definitely a warrior! Hang in there. Glad you have a better life now. I am 66 and living with a mentally ill mother impacted me in my life. I think I still have issues. Here’s to moving forward! Hugs!

[@joeygirl_]

You don’t have to smile for us. We just want you to be real.

[@herewegokids7]

It's her choice for whatever reason. All of us don't always like to be that down on camera.

[@justone3243]

She is. But she is not a child anymore and takes responsibility for her emotions

[@3Kaia]

I can't stop crying listening to your story, I'm so happy you are in such a good place in your life now. Wishing you all the happiness in the world.

[@melissastewart247]

Thank you for being there John ❤ and girl you are a tough one I'm glad you made it.

[@fabiana629]

This message is priceless, but thank you for sharing!

[@LillieKane]

Wow, thank you so much Fabiana. I'm so grateful that you enjoyed the video. Have a blessed week! Thank you for sharing your kindness with me. :)

[@fabiana629]

@LillieKane You're very welcome Lillie!

[@TravisBiggie]

I don't normally comment on youtube videos but this was a heartbreaking but also an incredibly joyful video. John is an incredible man, you were his daughter even when he moved along to another partner, that is true unconditional love. Thank you for sharing your journey.

[@ceevibezz]

This one hit home

[@LillieKane]

Thanks so much Cee 😊 honestly I don’t know why my stomach is in a knot putting this video out there but I know someone will need to hear it. Thank you again, have a beautiful day❤️

[@flowergirl52]

It takes a lot of courage to share the darkness in your life especially because you seem like you have never experienced any of it. Thank you for being brave and strong. You are an amazing person in so many ways and I love your channel!! ❤

[@jsks8919]

I was exploring the carnivore diet a few months ago and came across your channel. Although I'm doing Whole30 instead, I'm still subscribed. Your positive energy is what made me subscribe. What happened in your life turned out to be a blessing. Your story reminds me of my nephew's. He was neglected and abused when he was young. He is now very successful, very respectful, and life has been everything he's wanted it to be. Keep doing what you do! And thank you!

[@soulcostume]

Yes, you had many choices, bad choices to choose from in that hell, but you STILL chose the best version of yourself. Love you girl🙌🏻

[@HappyCircusChica]

As a mom of daughters who are around your age, this broke my heart. You are a strong, brave beautiful light.... I am so happy to see that you are starting your "happily ever after"❤❤❤

[@hollypaulin4374]

Lillie, thank you so much for sharing this! What a fantastic testimony and powerful story. I have so appreciated your carnivore videos and shorts, and I never would’ve guessed what a traumatic upbringing you had. You are truly an inspiration!❤✨

[@TrailRunnerCroatia]

I feel you girl. My story is pretty much the same, except my mother left when I was 3, and I grew up with my father, uncle, granny and grandpa - they were all alcoholic, and aggressive. I also chose hope over fear, and I never look back. Cheers to you and your bright future!

[@Intrepiddabbler]

So AMAZING! What a godly man John is for really stepping up when he really didn't need to AND to his new wife for embracing that choice as well.

[@jeffschollmeyer5247]

Tough times don't last, tough people do! My father was an alcoholic and it wasn't until he died that I realized what I had to do to make my life what I wanted. I've been alcohol free since 2 months after he died, and my life drastically improved.

[@LillieKane]

Aww that is a great quote "tough times don't last, tough people do". Happy you found more joy in your life! :)

[@jeffschollmeyer5247]

I'm happy you did as well!

[@mostbeautifulbelovedgarden]

You are an inspiration. I wish I could have handled my rough upbringing in the way you did. It brought out an ugly side of me that to this day I still need to keep in check. But thankfully most of my loved ones see me as grounding, loving , and caring which is all I can hope for and all I wanted as a child. This made me cry in the middle of the gym but was so needed thank you for sharing

[@user-wl2md5kz7k]

I’m really sorry to hear this, there is no excuse for someone to treat their kids like this. I pray that you have found peace 😢 this video has inspired me to better myself

[@joelyisdoingherbest]

I cried with you during this video, Lillie. How empowering and healing for you to share your childhood trauma with others. It was incredibly brave of you. While our traumas will always be part of who we are, they don’t have to define the person we can become. You’re amazing ❤️❤️❤️. I want to give you a big hug!

[@sandychristian1171]

I am 65 years old and I have so much respect for you. You are a gift , a rare gem, a treasure and blessing to so many. God bless you.

[@LillieKane]

Thank you so much! This wasn't my favorite video topic but I know someone needed the message. Your comment brought a smile to my day. Thank you and hope you have a lovely weekend :)

[@donnacochran8042]

You are such a beautiful person! I'm so sorry you had to go through that!!! You are truly a role model! God bless you!

[@brendam.6897]

Prayers Lillie! As an individual with a similar story, at 70+ I know you can have a blessed and happy life! Keep God in your life and He will see you through it all! ❤️🙏

[@brosiad7184]

I needed to hear this… I lost my mom two days ago and to hear that if I chose hope over fear, everything is going to be ok ❤ thank you!

[@jillhensley4919]

So so sorry about your mom.

[@MarvelousMatt]

As someone who can't remember anything from about 8 years old I get this too much. I am so proud of you, dealing with trauma and abuse and loving through it is so difficult. You are awesome. God bless you

[@RevSamStone]

Wow, Lillie, wow! I have no words but tears of hope. What a testimony! Thanks for sharing!

[@marcoslabrador5401]

This explains so much. 👏🏼 Thanx. That took a lot of strength.

[@dickviddicus]

You’ve been so helpful to me in my journey. I’m a former firefighter that completely went to seed when all the training stopped and your videos were among the first I found in the process of getting back on track. That world has more than enough idiots, what it desperately needs is more people like you. Please don’t stop.

[@richardreynolds3597]

It never ceases to amaze me when it comes to the human spirit. God bless you Lillie, you are an inspiration!

[@mountainmancaraway6431]

What an inspiration. So glad you didn't let the bad situation you were in beat you down. Instead you rose above and used it as fuel to accomplish your goals. This is the kind of story they need to show kids in schools.

[@dawnturitto8442]

Choose hope over fear...excellent advice. Bravo for turning your test into a testimony. Proof that God works in our lives in ways that we can never imagine.

[@thebriannanash]

You're a huge inspiration.

[@JazyAteIt]

One of my favorite sayings is "Everything is okay in the end, if it's not okay, it's not the end". This video really resonated with me. Thank you for posting it despite being uncomfortable ❤

[@giuseppinamarchione3576]

Hi Lillie, I'm following you from Italy.🇮🇹 Thank you for this precious sharing❤️

[@finmaxx]

I understand the total discomfort when recalling and also the total block of memory all together. Im glad you had John.

[@hannahlynnart]

I'm sorry you had to go through that. I was also emancipated at 17 for similar circumstances. I'm now 43 years old, will be celebrating my 25th wedding anniversary next year to my absolute best friend in the world, and we have raised 2 beautiful girls together. I grew up to be an artist as I'd always hoped I'd be, and now we are working on our dream farm. I have an incredible life. Now that the kids are just about raised, I can focus on myself a bit more and healing the absolutely debilitating autoimmune arthritis I've been dealing with for over 30 years triggered by all the terrible trauma from my childhood. Just started Carnivore a few weeks ago. It's not been easy for me...but none of the good stuff in life is. Keep shining that light, girl!

[@ketoauntie7301]

Sorry to read about your past; but I'm commenting because I find it interesting how your past trauma effects your autoimmune arthritis. I've always felt that emotional trauma & stress contribute to our overall health in so many ways, especially if you are feeling better again & then something happens to trigger it again. Thank you for sharing 😊🙏

[@musicalconnie6216]

I really admire you for breaking the cycle and becoming your own person! It's so difficult to learn to trust anyone enough to have a relationship after experiencing trauma, but you've been strong enough to overcome it. I recently found your channel and can tell how compassionate and friendly you are ❤

[@suejagielski1871]

Oh sweetie, you are so amazing! I’m so sorry you went through this. What a strong woman you are. Sending hugs to you ❤️

[@wendygilhula2144]

Wow, you went through a nightmare!! So happy you turned into such a wonderful smart woman!!! God bless!!

[@michelesimpson2237]

Wow I wasn’t expecting to hear a life journey such as this. You are an amazing woman and Blessed by God. My mother was an alcoholic and very abusive . We can overcome so much and I’m so proud of you. You are going to make a great mom someday and you can repair that past relationship through your children. I can’t stop crying. Thank you for sharing and May God Bless all of your life.

[@aureliam3628]

I cried. Oh Lillie, you make us fall in love with you all over again. The only thing I can think of when I look at you is that you are a miracle. I m so happy you exist. I m annoyed that I can t put into words what I feel. But I m thinking about you with love and understanding and appreciation and amazement. I m sending you a hug from my heart and lots of thoughts that translates into "sending you positive vibes".

[@LillieKane]

Your comment is beautifully written. It says everything I need to know. Thank you for listening to my story. It means more to me than you know. Have a great weekend Aurelia :)

[@randihadfield8170]

Thank you for sharing your story. In the quiet heart is hidden sorrows that they eye can't see. There is love for you here. Prayers and hugs to you and thank you for being who you are.

[@sallynell1957]

I am so glad you shared this personal information so freely. I don't think you'll ever know how many young people you have touched and helped with your life story that was presented so honestly and generously. There are so many who need to hear you.

[@victoriavaughan9872]

I have a 43-year-old therapist who has had significant trauma as well and now I help others to come through the same thing. Thank you so much for sharing your story on this platform so that other people know they’re not alone. This explains why you are so amazing and resilient! Thank you!

[@KM-os8lb]

I'm so sorry you had that kind of childhood. No kid deserves that. You are stronger than 99% of the population, no doubt about it. Congratulations on your marriage to that wonderful man, Bryce. Now go forth and make some happy memories!! May God continue to bless you, Lillie Kane! ❤

[@katrielisrael7262]

I would have never known. Thank u for posting this. Dealing with some stuff too and I find it hard day to day to cope.

[@Jessistein88]

Thank you for sharing this, I’m so sorry what happened to you in your past but so proud and happy for you that you overcame those dark times and you are 💯 a shining light to others! I definitely needed to hear this today so thank you! 🙏🏼 wishing you all the best! 🤗

[@cassandrasmom]

You are the epitome of a diamond, Lillie…you came out of so much pressure shining more brightly than ever! You are such an inspiration! 🌈 ☀️ 🌸 😊

[@mingliapbio]

Heartfelt, inspiring stories like yours drew me into psychiatry- a field that allows me to learn about incredible people like you who prevailed despite their traumatic pasts. I'm a 4th yr med student who just matched into psychiatry. After finding God and carnivore diet this past year, I think nutrition psychiatry is my calling. I've been following your channel ever since. Watching your videos always puts a smile on my face. John's kindness, strength, and his light saved you from darkness, making you shine bright. Then you passed that light onto us, and we passed it onto more people. The kingdom of God is within us.

[@Bayoubebe]

Way to go!!! I’m an RN with a similar story, traumatic past, life long work to heal and still going. I’m about to pursue my journey forward to PMHNP. I used to think that only people who were mentally “perfect” could help others. But then I realized that no one is mentally perfect and who better to help others than someone who’s been there. I hope you succeed because I know your heart is in the right place. ❤

[@Julia29853]

Look at Dr Christopher Palmer of Harvard Medical school, doing research into carnivore/keto and the effects of nutrition effecting metabolism of the brain. Much more Long term success than psychiatric drugs. He’s been on Andrew Huberman, Dr Ken Berry, Mikaela Peterson and other keto/carnivore type podcasts.

[@nickwit21]

You are the embodiment of Roman's 5. It's one of my favorite verses, and I've always gained a lot of peace from it as ive dealt with my own share of family trauma. "Hope does not disappoint!"

[@viktoria.vidalin]

Girl! I resonated with you for the first 5 minutes of this video. I also do not remember anything of my childhood. I don't even remember my twenties very much either. I'm 40 now. My brain is hyperactive and is always in fight or flight mode. I have had so much trauma as a child with sexual and verbal and emotional and physical abuse. I'm writing this message in the first 2 minutes of your video, I'm sure I'll probably say a lot more. But I just want to give you a hug and say you are definitely not alone. Thank you so much for sharing your story. It helps to not feel alone. You are a light in so many people's dark!