My fear of having babies...

Why I've never wanted kids.
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[@LillieKane]

My background & childhood story video: kzbin.info/www/bejne/o6fCdWaoipubqM0

[@bakekay21]

Thank you for being strong to share the vulnerability. I can relate slightly! Love seeing your Post Traumatic Growth!!! 💖🙌

[@briano06000]

Lillie this is 49 yr. old Brian. I was a single father. I raised my two boys..one was 3 months old, the other a little over a year. My ex abandoned me and my kids and left to use Meth. My kids are now in their early 20's. The ex wife maybe spent a total of two weeks with them over the first ten years of their life, and maybe 2 birthdays when they were young, and a few Christmases The past 10 years, they did not even hear an "I love you" from my ex. I realized over the years that it really didn't effect them, but it had effected me. I blamed myself for many many years, and I now know the reason why I have not been in many relationships is because of the hurt of what she did. Deep down I felt like it could happen again. Over a year ago, I found her online and sent a picture of the boys to her, telling her that it wasn't too late to have a relationship with them. She told my ex mom in law, (who I get along with), to tell me "to not send her any more pictures of the kids"and that if they wanted to speak to her then they will". So, I've learned that some people only care for themselves. And I've learned to let go of the feeling that it was my fault. Sometimes the heartbreak we go thru propels us into new areas and things we never thought we could accomplish. Now that I've got my weight goals down,...down to 154 today... finances are next. Thanks for sharing your story. You guys will raise great kids. Be blessed.

[@ambersummer2685]

This is why I can’t and don’t judge people for not wanting kids. You never know what someone is going through

[@DispensationalTimes]

It is a blessing when someone from an abusive family breaks the cycle, creating a whole new generation who thrives and will make a positive impact in our world.

[@melissaannboone3639]

Amen! ❤🎉

[@user-sh4bo5pf8r]

I felt the same way. Was married for 7 years & my husband finally convinced me to try for a kid. We got pregnant only 2 months after trying, & we were both 37 years old. Can't imagine my life w/o my daughter now. Best thing that ever happened to me! You will be an awesome mother!

[@AnnA-jd4xm]

How old is she? does she ever wish for a sibling? I am in my mid 30's and planning on having one but im so old to be having multiples

[@user-sh4bo5pf8r]

Mid 30's is not old. I did stop after having only her, because I still had fears about having children/more children (I have a brother & a sister & my relationship w/ them has always been very stressful...they both got Messed up on drugs & alcohol in their teens). My daughter is 11 now. She is my only one, but I do have days I wish I'd had more. She tells me she loves being an only child. She has several friends who are also only children, because it is more common these days. You're still young enough to have more than one if that's what you want, but if you only want one that's good too! Your child will focus on the positive aspects of his/her situation if you teach them to focus on the positive aspects. @@AnnA-jd4xm

[@tracyhilt3442]

Similar story had a breast reduction early in 20's and then in early 30's hubby wanted to try for a kid. Got pregnant the next month off bc. I could not imagine my life without my son. He continually makes me grow and be a better human. I thank God everyday for my hubby's wishes on trying to have kids.😊

[@JulieConkle]

I am 65, never wanted kids. Not even when I was little and playing house with dolls did I think, I want to grow up and have a real baby. I love animals, and I can mother a puppy or kitten till the cows come home, but a baby? Nah. My sister, is the exact opposite. She had 4 kids, and has a multitude of grandkids and great grandkids, and loves it. To each their own. But I am happy you have reached the place you want to be in. Truly.

[@TonyMoze]

Okay ladies and gentlemen, let's recognize the amazing video quality and editing that Lillie has done over her past years. Today is the day I see she's reached another peak! Let's go, Lillie, let's go!!!!! 🔥

[@LillieKane]

You are so awesome! You’ve been leaving the most uplifting comments over the years and I have always appreciated your support and encouragement. Your comments always bring a smile to my day! Take care my friend 😊🫶🏻

[@TonyMoze]

Keep that fire burning! @@LillieKane 😎

[@godperfectedyou4093]

@@LillieKane Ashhadu an la ilaha illa Allah ❤ wa ashhadu anna Mohammadan rasolu Allah salamu Allah alaihi wa alih, see if your lovely great husband can read this too 😊

[@godperfectedyou4093]

@@LillieKane you are the awesome one & your husband too

[@gailspooner7356]

Well I am balling !!! You go girl!! You and your hubby are such a beautiful couple and will be the best parents ever❤

[@cynthiaproffitt8326]

You made me cry, Lillie. You are not only beautiful on the outside, but more importantly, inside. You will make a wonderful mother someday and Bryce will be a terrific dad. And, it is true that the love you feel after giving birth to your child is beyond imaginable. Like the Grinch you can feel your heart expand beyond measure. Thank you for sharing your heart with us today. ❤❤❤

[@youaremysunshine2368]

❤

[@Danuxsy]

Of course that is evolutionary programming, all species have the drive to procreate.

[@yvettec7650]

I never wanted kids until I met my husband. That was how I knew I met the man who was meant for me. We have been together for over 22 yrs now. Unfortunately, we were not able to have children but we have each other and our families

[@shrubjr893]

As a divorced dude who is lookin down the barrel of 40, let me tell you, my dream from the time I was a small child was to build a strong family. I have failed, and it is starting to look like that will never happen for me. I'm sad about it almost every day. All I can do now is say learn from me, learn from my experience. Get married, hold onto your family, make beautiful babies!! :) thank you for the inspiring story Lillie! It sounds like you've already overcome so much! I hope you can go on to be a great mom! Thank you for the inspiring video, I hope that it touches lots of young people out there who still have a chance! 🙏❤️

[@user-xe5yy1xy6x]

If you don't have any substance abuse issues, are in reasonable shape, have a job, are willing to do work on yourself, you know the kind of man someone would want as the father of their children, then go out there and meet someone who wants kids. The advantage of being a man is you have more time. If you are an unhealthy alcoholic, get out there to an aa meeting and start taking care of yourself and turn yourself into who you want the father of your kids to be.

[@martinlouden9005]

You're a far better person than the person your mom became due to her addiction. I think you'd make a great mom if that's what you chose to do!

[@vickistanton8007]

So beautiful!

[@isagoldfield7393]

💕🙏🏼💕

[@hotwheels1838]

Why? Maybe she doesn't want kids?!

[@martinlouden9005]

@@hotwheels1838 did you actually watch the video?

[@ANYHOO0]

​@@hotwheels1838that's why they said "if that's what you chose to do".

[@JaykeMEllis]

Having a child is the closest thing I have ever experienced to “unconditional love”. I never wanted kids when I was younger either.

[@benhardless4186]

So true!

[@BlueSquad00]

Is that the only reason? "Unconditional love"

[@Danuxsy]

The reason you want children growing up is because evolutionary programming, your DNA is influencing you into procreating because that is the purpose of your existence, to make the DNA that created you be able to make it to the next generation, the unfortunate part of this is that you cease to exist.

[@katemiller7874]

@blue- yes

[@Chief-]

Lillie never asked to be the smartest and sweetest person on KZbin but here she is absolutely crushing it. ❤

[@anao7671]

My parents were both abused, neglected, and abandoned children. They met in January, and by September, they were married. Their children were their greatest achievement, I'm not saying that, they both would constantly say it to us. They broke the cycle, and became the greatest parents ever. You will be the greatest mom ever !❤❤❤

[@cynthia5399]

The pain is only temporary and afterwards there is so much joy.

[@catherinemahone8841]

Lillie, My father died before I was 6 & I was raised by a narcissistic mother. All I ever wanted was to be loved. I’ve been married 40 years and have 5 (yes, five!) children. They are all wonderful people. You are so much fun & always so positive! I think you would make an awesome mom when the time is right for you! ❤

[@gypsyrider237]

Lillie Kane...you are just tooo adorable! You brought tears to my eyes..Rock on Rock star !! 💕🥰

[@davidnormamendoza5206]

I am a mother of 3 and they are my entire world.. you would be a great mom lillie. My parents were never affectionate and I broke that chain.. I always show affection and love ❤

[@elinmansson5535]

She just said she doesn't want them.

[@davidnormamendoza5206]

@elinmansson5535 I said you "would" be a great mom not you "will" ... ugh always in someone else's business..

[@SusieQZee]

@@elinmansson5535you obviously didn’t watch the entirety of the video. 🤦🏿‍♀️

[@AnnA-jd4xm]

@@elinmansson5535 Her reasons are fear based.

[@katemiller7874]

Wonderful

[@micolade]

I don't need kids even though I have lovely parents. I just don't need to explain myself. That simple :) Women don't need to have any excuses for not having a child. I'm with you 😘

[@zzygyy]

You will be very lonely when you get old.

[@carmenlatham4136]

I agree.should not be judged for that decision

[@carnivorepolice5-0]

​@@zzygyybullshit

[@crux321]

@@zzygyy yep this is becoming quite common

[@missyperry9510]

@@zzygyy. Not so fast, tons of lonely old people in nursing homes, put there by their kids who never visit.

[@idaUnchained]

I had a traumatic childhood as well and having a child has been incredibly healing ❤ and very motivating to working on myself! You’ll be great parents if and when you choose to have kids 🥰

[@missbuckeye]

This was so refreshingly honest & perfectly articulated. I never married or had children. And now that I'm in my 50's, I have serious regrets over those decisions. Thank you for being so open with us. This helped me figure out my own reasons for hiding from those 2 great joys in life.

[@christelchristely2816]

My kids grew up with only one grandma that lives far away. My neighbors could never have children. My children kind of adopted them and my neighbors became part of the family. Maybe you will become a grandmother too.

[@sweetbeep]

There is a crud ton of people who regretted getting married to who they did, and also to having kids.

[@umiluv]

@@sweetbeep- only psychos regret having kids. Even if the spouse is horrible, you don’t regret having your kids. Children are a blessing even if the circumstances suck.

[@sweetbeep]

@@umiluv ..I don't think you can put a blanket statement on that. Some kids are straight up PROBLEMS.

[@nattypatty3667]

​@@sweetbeepThat's why you raise them right so they don't become problematic. You seem really fun to be around. You must be the life of all parties

[@fzleadventures173]

This was beautiful Lillie! Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing this with us! I’m soo excited to follow your journey 💖 I too was abandoned from my parents at the age of 10 then abandoned by my foster mom at 14. But I am now 34 with 4 children and getting married this Saturday! I gave my life to God back in 2020 and I haven’t been the same since I’m very optimistic for my future. Blessings to you ❤️

[@wcneathery3100]

Truth is Lillie you and Bryce are probably the best kind of people that should have children. That aside we all have free will and your choice is yours and yours alone. Continue to listen to your heart and continue to search for your truth. May God continue to bless to both.

[@AnneMB955]

I didn’t want kids in my 20s, when some rude person said I should donate my ovaries. Grrr. Had 2 in my 30s. Perhaps having kids shows us what a blessing it is. They are my best friends. What a wonderful video, thx Lillie.

[@kobebiankabryant8682]

I would've told them the person without ovaries should just grow some🤷

[@sarahjaye4117]

Wtf, donate your youth 😮

[@sherrywheat3550]

Your growth and transparency to live is helping so many people! Thank you!

[@evelyngruenewald4106]

This was perhaps the sweetest, most special thing you could have said, and I wanted you to know I was deeply moved by it. I'm still crying as I sit here writing this, and even though I know you aren't starting yet on having kids, I wanted you to know that your entire message was so precious... thank you for sharing this. 🏅

[@gabriellagrace4734]

I concur and I loved your comment as well. Thank you for sharing.❤️

[@CarnivoreDreamer]

Kids are a blessing, I wouldn't trade mine for the world! You're going to make a great mother. ❤

[@julienfroidevaux1143]

Children are self centred little narssiststs who than grow up to you guessed it .

[@dimpsthealien333]

Wow!!! That was so beautifully put. Wow! Thank you! I'm early 50s woman. Never wanted children so I never did. No regrets at all. But I think how you put your own experiences totally resonates. You are being true to yourself and growing too. So non judgemental and full of love. Thank you! ❤❤❤

[@EiffelFlower]

It makes me happy to know some day in the future there will be more Bryce and Lillie's in the world to spread the sunshine! ❤☀️

[@MichelleNovalee]

So many women today don’t want kids. And so many studies show how unhappy women are who don’t have kids. I too was raised in an abusive, alcoholic, drug rampant environment and also struggled with not wanting kids. I’m almost 40 now and have done a lot of research on women’s happiness and kids. Jordan Peterson is my favorite to turn to in this subject. As a clinical psychologist, he has had many motherless (by choice) patients in their 60s who have a void in their life now and are so unhappy. These are very successful women who make 6 figures. But it’s in our nature to nurture and raise little ones and when we become out of touch with our instincts, we lose sight of what makes us happy. So now for the first time in my life, I actually want kids. I think the trauma I experienced as a child is why I never wanted them, but the innate instinct inside of me (like all women) actually wanted them. Fortunately, that instinct was able to come to the surface and reveal itself after my many years of healing. I wish it happened sooner when I was 30. But I’m not giving up hope.

[@PatrickMartinez1]

"There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear (1 John 4:18)." I'm so proud of you Lillie! This was such an amazing and inspiring video! It's awesome to see how much you're growing, not just in your fitness and nutrition, but you're growing as a person (perhaps Bryce has something to do with this :D). You are growing in discipline, humility, and wisdom. It takes a lot of guts to make a video like this. It takes a lot of humility to admit that you were wrong and you see things differently now. It's never a good idea to base your important life decisions on fear. We can't let our fears and anxiety dictate what we can and can't do in life. Decisions should be made with confidence, wisdom, and love.

[@praeeo]

💛💛

[@Blurp3]

Wow, this is such a wonderful comment 🙏🏻. I can attest to this... As someone who has let fear and anxiety rule over my life for the past 10 years. But, praise, God, I'm now fully submitting my all to, God. And learning to do everything in His strength, not my own!

[@PatrickMartinez1]

@@Blurp3 that's great to hear. The important thing is to always remember that you are entirely dependant on the Lord. Jesus said, "I am the vine, you are the branches. Without me, you can do nothing." All you need in life is to find and follow His path and then you won't have to worry about the outcome. If you're doing what He has called you to do, then you already have His assurance that it will all work out according to His plan.

[@jenniferibarra7737]

Amen.

[@Danuxsy]

The purpose of the Universe is to construct ever more intelligent machines, that is why we have an innate drive to create technology, glory to machines glory to the Universe.

[@sandymcallister7046]

As usual Lillie, keeping it real. That’s why we love you so much! 🤗

[@isagoldfield7393]

Whatever decision you make we’re happy for you Lillie💕🪅🙏🏼

[@diana4043]

Lillie, this was heartwarming ♥️. If I may share…I grew up loved and blessed with a solid foundation. Yet, the moment my son was born- I was filled with a feeling of completeness. He has been my greatest joy, my greatest love and my greatest gift from our Lord. Thank you for letting us into your heart. Your life is now absorbing all the blessings you missed as a child.

[@Mhelyssa_1]

I REALLY appreciate so much your honesty and that you're willing to share and talk about topics like this. God bless you ❤.

[@LillieKane]

Thank you for listening. Have a blessed day 🥰

[@ramooyeido1772]

@@LillieKane keep shining sunshine.

[@Kmc1316]

I absolutely love this!! You really are an amazing human, Lily! You are kicking butt stopping those “generational curses” as some ppl call them. I think you will be a great mom 💕

[@jessicab87]

I’m so glad to hear this! So sweet! How wonderful that you’ve learned yourself and why you believed the way you did, it absolutely makes sense. I have a friend against having kids, and I think everything changes when you’re in love and feel cherished and secure. Happy you found that!

[@Reethalynn]

Lillie!!!!!!! This made me cry, thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing... so much growth, maturity and love in the words you shared today.

[@denissepulido145]

This video is just BEAUTIFUL. ❤️" Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres". 1 Corinthians 13: 4,7 ❤️

[@deannareisman]

Your video was very touching. I found your words to be perfectly communicated. I also appreciate how you tied everything together to who you have become (and why) and why you do what you do in helping your followers reach their potentials as well. It is okay to change and it is okay to be different. Thank you, Lillie.

[@delonthomas48]

Awwww I am truly happy for you! You made such a beautiful transformation. You two seem like you are quite compatible and that is what’s important to keep a strong bond so it is a blessing you found that as not everyone does. It’s great that your view on children has changed as it indicates you are healing and it doesn’t mean you have to feel pressured to have them in order to be happy. So many people would benefit in watching this one video of yours. I have the same feelings you once did so this gives me hope! Thank you 🌸

[@AnnamariaSedai]

This is one of the sweetest, most beautiful, and most honest videos I’ve ever watched. You’re a gem Lillie!

[@tiffanywatson7615]

Oh precious Lillie!! Thank you for this video. In my community I work with families who have experienced trauma, addiction and poverty. I can’t tell you how powerful this video is for so many. I’m 43 have 3 boys who are my world. Excited for you!! It’s your life to create. Please know we are cheering you on!!

[@simplymattern]

Thank you for being so brave and bold to share your story. I hope people are nothing but kind. I'm so glad you've found Bryce and you compliment each other so well. May God protect and strengthen you both. Whenever and however your family building journey goes, praying it is a blessed one. 🫶

[@npnpnp858]

This is great peer support for us young ladies, thank you Lillie ❤

[@terrimulkerrin9130]

Your self-awareness is so beautiful it brought me to tears ❤️ So inspiring how you have used such painful experiences as a foundation to reach HIGHER from.

[@tinakamins5898]

Wow Lillie, I couldn’t hold back the tears listening today. I’m so sorry for your childhood trauma but so glad you are living your wonderful life now. Obviously you are a very strong, and intelligent woman. You have “mothered” so many of us online. While it’s our own choice to eat what we like, you’ve gently lead by example, with kindness and humor. Should be become a mother, (🙏), you and Bryce will be terrific parents. And keep traveling. Children go where you go. Blessing to you both!

[@sheilajones4433]

“Pure love” is what I feel about you and this channel. You have a great way of telling a story. Your content captures my attention. I’m happy for you and your husband. Best wishes 🙏🏿❤️

[@SA-rs5pl]

Bless you Lilllie and you are stronger than you think!👊

[@SarahG266]

Ugh trying not to cry! We have so much in common in our pasts and families of origin. I became a mom very young, and learned from others who modeled what being a mom is, or even what a family is. Congratulations on your growth ❤ we can overcome the past. Thank you for your amazing positivity. Best of luck!

[@nikkiwatson9824]

Oh my goodness.... brought tears to my eyes... I recognise myself in your message and wish I knew this 20 years ago. Too late for me now, my biggest regret. Thank you for all the beauty and love you bring to this world 💜

[@pattyspinelli4269]

This is one of the most beautiful heart warming video’s that I have seen in a long time. You are so blessed! You articulate your feelings so well that we understand your growth. Thank you so much for sharing ❤

[@garymcwilliams6526]

My heart goes out to you. Sorry to hear about your struggle. I’ll be praying for you. God bless

[@unataljuliana]

You made me cry! Such Beautiful souls!!!

[@keishamari]

Oh Lillie, now I love Bryce too! You have definitely got enough love to share. You just made my heart full! Thank you, girlie!!

[@maryzdan3680]

Wow, Lillie! This was an AMAZING, heartfelt video……and one I needed to see today! Yes, Dear, YOU are LOVE shining brightly!

[@melissablackwell9692]

What a heartfelt message. So moving. I have tears down my cheeks right now. Thank you for sharing.

[@jeff_benjamin]

Wow Lillie! Powerful. Thank you for sharing. You will be a great Mom.

[@rhondalyn100]

You are a precious young woman who not only survived but thrived from the lemons life threw at you. Congratulations on your ability to have learned to trust love. 🙂

[@keithwilson8235]

You’re a better human being for going through that. Most people use abuse to justify their mistakes in the wrong ways. You are amazing in the right ways!!!

[@LillieKane]

Thank you so much for listening and understanding 😊 have a blessed day!

[@Goosegirl]

This made me cry. I'm so happy for you! Such a beautiful message.

[@Team920_]

This is one of the most awesome videos I've watched on KZbin! Thank you so much for being 110% real . The world needs more people like you

[@Livingtabitha]

Good morning Lillie! Always lovely to see a video if yours pop up.

[@LillieKane]

Good Morning! 🌞

[@nakitanash2189]

Lillie, Been there Things change You’re healing… The world needs and deserves parents like you ❤ The love inside you was always a part of who you are…

[@farisalmousa4498]

Absolutely beautiful video. Lillie please make more of these ! the world needs it.

[@dls5690]

So happy to hear this!

[@melissajanaemiddleton6811]

Wow, Lillie.... you are a survivor!! Clearly you have kept the brightness of your soul intact, in spite of so much hurt and betrayal by your very wounded parents. Respect!✊ I had one alcoholic parent, but thank God he was sober until evening rolled around, and my mom was the most loving, nurturing mother I could ever have wished for. Yet, STILL the emotional wounds have taken decades to heal! Sending you so much love, girl.... you will be the most amazing mother ever, not only in SPITE of your history, but BECAUSE of it and how it has made you deepen and grow as a human being ❤

[@anthrax565]

Oh Thankgod I found this video! My childhood was violent and toxic too. Not alcohol, but a cult religion. My father wasn’t involved in this cult, he was just angry and violent. It may have been her fault. I was always terrified of children. I haven’t been married OR had children. I never thought it would be the same (or similar) to you. I thought it might have been something evil and nasty that had been said to me... Thankyou for telling me your story. Annie

[@tysonelite9561]

We're they jehovah witnesses?

[@tiffany6234]

Wow, this is such a beautiful and vulnerable moment. ❤ I am so happy for yall!

[@jules_8a]

You will be a great mom!! You have so much love to give!!❤

[@jjgems5909]

I really appreciate your honesty and your grace because a lot of these “no children” videos really come off as bitter and view children very low and like you said, as “regrets”. We have to remember children are people too, humans, and they deserve dignity and respect. They didn’t ask to be born, but as parents and even as fellow humans we’ve been given the task to respect all forms of life.

[@missstar3637]

Beautiful and honest video, Lillie. I had a difficult childhood too and was changed when I met the man who is now my husband. Something else I decided to do before having children was therapy so I could I unlearn some of the unhealthy behaviors I learned in my childhood so I would not (unknowingly) pass them down. I only knew one way to communicate and function and I wanted to replace it with specific strategies so I would become a good mother. I hope that is an option for you too so you do not (unknowingly) pass down the same that was passed to you just because it is familiar. God bless you and your future family!

[@lodubol2821]

Excellent message! Thank you Lillie.

[@splendid_kizmet9479]

This is beautiful. You are loved Lilly. Hope you can tick that off your bucket list soon.

[@rachelle2227]

It’s wonderful to hear you’ve changed your mind about having kids. This made me tear up. I’m newly pregnant with baby number 2, so I’m not sure if I’m just a bit emotional from that or what. I love my little girl so much, I’m so happy to do anything for her. Yes, having a kid is the highest form of love. I do everything for her (husband helps too of course, but I’m a sahm).

[@LeaC816]

This was the happiest “Don’t be silly, listen to Lillie” moment!! I’m thrilled for you to know the love you do and wish you and Brice the best life! One tiny piece of parenting advice though… it’s not only up to y’all when it’s baby making time… God has put it on your heart and He will bless you when the time is right regardless of your plans. Much love and best wishes!! ❤

[@tytysimpson]

I’m so happy for you Lillie. You will be an amazing mom!

[@hollyl3655]

I’m in tears… so happy for you!!!❤

You literally brought tears to my eyes. That doesn't happen very often to me. Being a dad of two little girls and stepfather of four (!) other boys/girls, I can only say how unique, intense and complex the parenting experinece is. There are days of love, there are moments of tears, but I can't imagine life without my kids. You'll be a wonderful mother. Good luck and, yes, do your travels before ;)

[@jshep]

I almost cried my eyes out watching this. Thank you, Lillie.

[@karlaweaver7131]

This video made me cry! They were happy tears for you. God bless you on your continuing journey!

[@Qodesh59]

I love you and your transparent contagious love, Lillie. This one made me cry.

[@beckyd6899]

I feel like I just walked through your healing journey with you. We had our only child when I was 39 & my husband was 46. I thought I completely loved my husband, until I say him be our sons daddy - and then my love grew in ways I didn’t know it could. The greatest joy of my life has been watching our son become a man, knowing he’s had the most incredible role model of what a man should be. It brings me joy to know you’ll be able to experience this amazing love in your life.

[@Livingtabitha]

You know what Lillie! I’m just so damn happy for you on so many levels. Mostly because getting to know your true self, your true motivations is the best thing anyone could ever do because this is what changes the world. Your happiness is contagious and no one can be truly happy if they don’t know themselves. That’s my opinion of course. I’m excited for your future. Our childhoods sound so similar. But unlike you it’s taken me 41 years to get to a place where I feel okay. Not necessarily happy but okay. I still have abandonment and attachment issues. I still struggle to trust people and the love they give. I did have children very young actually and I wish I had had the emotional and mental maturity to have waited. But I also don’t regret it. I just think I would have made a better mother had I spent more time getting to know myself and learning to love myself. Anyways, sorry this isn’t about me. I just felt I could definitely relate. Btw, lots of people travel with their children.

[@sonyacurti]

I so admire your authenticity and vulnerability, your honesty is so refreshing and your amazing!

[@meriambright]

This is so beautiful. I am crying like a baby.

[@breewithlove]

Wow, I just love this Lillie. Such a beautiful trajectory for you and you so eloquently expressed your thoughts/feelings. The heart is an amazing thing and LOVE, well to feel the kind of love you (and everyone) are so deserving of. May God continue to bless your beautiful amazing journey. I’m looking forward the Egypt vlogs!!!!! ❤

[@jamimiltenberger2371]

Oh, Lillie! You are such a precious human being. You are the picture of someone who has not allowed their circumstances to dictate who they are or who they will become. Rather, you have done the hard thing... faced your fears, disappointments and regrets head on and used those heartaches/challenges for the good. You exude pure joy and are a breath of fresh air! May God continue to bless you and keep you. May His face shine upon you and be gracious to you and give you peace.

[@penelope6619]

Big hugs Lillie!! I’m so thankful you are healing, body and soul. You are going to be an amazing mom. I’m so thankful for your faithful caring strong husband.

[@Igb2htalmh]

Absolutely beautiful Lillie. Thank you for the lovely message♥♥♥

[@debjayne3298]

Sometimes you have to feel and get love to know what it means. I am glad you found someone that had the patience to show you how to believe in love.

[@mariepaukowits1709]

Have 3 kids and wish I had more. Don’t be afraid!😊

[@ngerstner753]

I have never seen your channel before but this popped up and it made me cry. So happy for the healing youve experienced through being loved so well by your husband. And truky ecstatic for you to experience motherhood. Nothing ever could ever top it, truly.

[@elizabethpachnik6871]

Beautifully said ❤ I grew up in a toxic environment and poor too. Your 100 Lillie!! Thank you for what you do!!

[@tonybinder9392]

Love seeing this side of you! This video will be a game changer for your channel. That was some divine wisdom you were speaking. I was in my mid 30s when my waive had our boys and I’m glad I was older. You’ll be surprised the new level of love when the time comes and you’re holding a baby of your own. All the best!

[@CentsibleLivingWithMoneyMom]

I have a daughter about your age. It is such a privilege and honor being her mother. Whenever you do have children, you both will be wonderful parents.

[@oliviacanamar2146]

Wow that was so well said and so beautiful! Thank you for sharing it brought me to tears. So glad that you are being loved deeper and learning more about who you are. So excited to see where this takes you.

[@maryjopearson9133]

You are a beautiful soul Lillie Kane!! I love listening and following you!!

[@brittneyschofield1329]

My husband and I have 6 children. And the love you feel for your child is not one that can even be put into words. Your children will be such blessing to you!

[@julienfroidevaux1143]

How would the planet look like if everybody had 6 kids and God forbid embraced this diet this content creator is shilling ?

[@OvechkinRbk9k]

@@julienfroidevaux1143 This diet is great when the meat is farm raised and respected, Having 6 kids is also great to provide value in the world. Planet would be better without problems like you

[@kathleenodonnell8355]

THE POWER OF SACRIFICIAL LOVE FROM BRYCE EXPANDS and HEALS LILLIE’S HEART! MOST POWERFUL VIDEO YOU HAVE EVER MADE! and congrats on your new home! Sending lots of beautiful love to you and Bryce💕💕

[@jonesch73]

This makes me cry. I am so happy for you. Talk about healing!