I'm detransitioning

Whelp, I've made the decision to start medically detransitioning. I owe it to myself to try and see where it gets me.
I don't mention it as much in the video, but I am equally, if not more, concerned about my overall health, which is why I'm doing this now.
I figured this would be a better place to put this than Twitter. I hope this journey helps someone along the way.
Thank you for watching. Stay safe ❤️
Where you can find me
Twitter: kcmiller1225
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Please don't feel obligated, but I'll just leave this here for anyone who's interested.
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[@countrygirl1673]

I know it doesn’t seem like it now but 5yrs from now when there are tons of transitioning teens that are now adults… they will need honest, brave people like you to turn to.

[@peterpeterson3385]

Yeah, it will surely happen. This is the danger of something being trendy and pushed way too much (negative side is not shown and often not even known). There are no 'real' requirements to be a transgender, so it is easy to think that you might be something that in reality you may not be (it all might have been something else).

[@tlwest21]

Or they need to watch this and not even try to transition to begin with. I think it's ridiculous. Why are humans the only ones who feel they are born in the wrong body? I keep seeing these detransitioning vids and the more I wish gender reassignment surgeries were illegal. You can still identify without the hormones and surgeries. Leave stuff alone! Nature knows what's she's doing!

[@lmmartin959]

This is EXACTLY what I was thinking.

[@osas5211]

@@peterpeterson3385 this is the danger of lack of self, forget transitioning there are people with personality disorders that only reflect behaviours of a particular friend

[@cooliipie]

Hopefully these people will stop the future generation from even attempting this chaos

[@JillWKinchen]

People listen to you because you come across as genuine, kind, and wise beyond your years.

[@wondercharls6873]

Trueeee

[@canisfamiliaris401]

And so articulate!

[@JoryKorvid]

They look 45, could've fooled me

[@eatmybutthairslittletinyman]

Use it for good, get the money from crowdfunding to pay for your retransition so you can be a success story for kids to watch and learn

[@eatmybutthairslittletinyman]

If kids can transition, they need to understand what it means to re transition back to your biological sex

[@M8kmecry]

No one is EVER "too far gone", in any sense. There is always room and the ABILITY for hope, and change.

[@Khvost_]

That is not true. Once you get your organs removed there is no coming back

[@TheLifeOfKane]

War victims come back far worse and we wouldnt call them "too far gone", a human mind is capable of SO MUCH MORE

[@debrasusan73]

Amen to that!!❤🙏

[@jujuthaguru]

2:49 “In order for me to help people, I cannot lie to myself” You have my support sis, the medical system must be ripped from its greedy roots. Godspeed on your journey back to self love ❤️

[@Lockology13]

Truth bomb right there, “in order for me to help people I can’t be lying to myself.”

[@truthbetold7775]

@@Lockology13 🤗

[@george40nelson4]

She could pass as a man but it would be a very close shaved rather effeminate male .

[@Rose_tea]

going into the medical field and hoping I can make a bit of a difference. Everyone deserves to live happily, and yeah, the medical system is screwed.

[@janeenrodgers5993]

I wish you the best. Follow your heart. I will be following you.

[@myidentityisinchrist3858]

As a mother, my heart breaks for you. I wish I could give you a big hug and take all of your pain. I will be praying for you sweet girl. You are so precious in God's eyes.❤

[@brandyglenn5999]

I agree with this comment so much. You are beautiful inside and out. Life is never easy. Please don’t look back with regret. Know you are loved and will be able to help so many people because of the path you are on. And, as stated above, you are precious in God’s eyes.

[@stevdaughtr6098]

Me too I hope to God that people are patient and kind with you. Your story is just your story. The fact that people think they have to hijack it and make it about them as seeing more about them. It takes a really strong person to get out there and just talk about what they think. Everybody has been gaslighted. Your life matters so much and you’re the one that needs to feel peace. Oh and what really matters is that you feel peace. I’m sure you will find it

[@sarsar5099]

I couldn't have said it better. My 15 yr old niece is transitioning to a male with testerone shots. She will never be a man. God made her a female. These kids have been fooled. It is heartbreaking. I hope that this video and many more reach kids before it goes to far. God Bless

[@throughfaithandgrace2970]

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@sarahlaughedcoaching]

Yes, you took the words out of my mouth. Praying for you. Know that you are loved. 🙏💓

[@IsaacUncooked]

I'm really happy for you. You're getting out without a lot of the potential more-serious health issues. In terms of voice, facial hair, etc., don't feel the need to fixate on it. You're already a woman, free to just exist without having to change anything about yourself to fit some stereotypical box. That said, do whatever helps you feel more comfortable. Good luck on the wild journey that is life.

[@WilliamLucian]

@@dyke_in_denial I found your post on a social media site, I want to know. How did they get you? What transpired into you thinking you were a man? Is it really pushed by the school or parents? I am 29 so I missed all this. Stay strong, even if you don’t like her watch Blaire White, she has platformed harrowing detransition stories on her podcast.

[@KurenaiTenka]

@@WilliamLucian KC was in Blair's new video last night. :)

[@monicarynowiecki6469]

Excellent advise. Trans ideology just brings people back to stereotypes!

[@theharshtruthoutthere]

@@dyke_in_denial Dear soul, none is too far gone that GOD can´t no longer save. All, ALL who cry out to GOD by calling upon the name of the LORD shall be saved. GOD STILL SAVES. GOD still call us all to REPENTANCE. Matthew 9:13chapter context similar meaning copy save But go ye and learn what that meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice: for I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance. Dear soul, find the boldness to TRUST GOD more then ye trust humans.

[@bellesblues]

Great advice.

[@amandagrace31]

When I learned she is 21 I gasped. I am 21, and I biological woman just like her. I cannot imagine doing this to my body and then regretting it. My heart aches for her. I will be praying for her healing over her soul, mind, and body in Jesus’s name.

[@carpediem7654]

Amen.

[@spirituallysafe]

Amen

[@frisbeecouriers]

Pray to The Creator of jesus, peace be upon him. Not to the creation. Allah is jesus’s Creator. mine and yours also. ❤️

[@carpediem7654]

@@frisbeecouriers allah is a pagan moon god. Muhammad is a false prophet. Turn to the true Lord and your savior Jesus Christ.

[@spirituallysafe]

@@frisbeecouriers Jesus IS God - Jesus: I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty. Revelation 1:8 God: Thus saith the Lord the King of Israel, and his redeemer the Lord of hosts; I am the first, and I am the last; and beside me there is no God. Isaiah 44:6

[@seabliss22]

We are here. Silent witnesses, standing firmly beside you, holding your hand and cheering you on. Praying for protection over you and wisdom as you are led to the correct answers for your healing.

[@pencilart1980]

🙌💞

[@SterlingsOpinion]

Praise God

[@AngelaHalo1307]

❤️🙏🏼

[@dimcgee1726]

AS an older lesbian with an open heart and an open mind, I say to you...Courage my sister! Welcome home! We stand with you!

[@spyder_33]

LEZBEUHNZ ARE COOL, UH-HUH-HUH-HUH-HEH-HU-HUH

[@pinkfur3805]

❤

[@blessyourheart836]

As a woman with alopecia, if your hair doesn't return, look into wigs! I finally found really nice, human hair, natural ones and am so much more comfortable!

[@anng4665]

A close family member was diagnosed with Alopecia in summer, 2019. She lost so much hair, had a receding hairline, & was afraid to shampoo her hair because so much fell out in the shower. She was 28 years old at the time & previously had thick, curly dark hair. She started taking prenatal vitamins & drinking fresh celery juice every morning. Her hair grew back with natural color & almost 3 1/2 years later, it is as thick & curly as before the diagnosis. She attributes the healing to drinking fresh celery juice daily.

[@blessyourheart836]

@@anng4665 yes I think certain types of Alopecia can be helped with diet. But there are many different kinds of alopecia. Mine is hereditary. We have several family members starting with my grandmother and going down the line (my father's side) that have hair loss. I've just learned to accept it lol

[@anthonygallegos3269]

Just say your balding.

[@blessyourheart836]

@@anthonygallegos3269 well clearly. However I went to a specialist- dermatologist and was formally diagnosed with Alopecia. So, it very much has a name lol. But yes, to put it plainly. All with alopecia bald. It's an autoimmune issue.

[@anthonygallegos3269]

@@blessyourheart836 well I was diagnosed with Macrophallus but I don't go around telling people that. It's a very serious condition which affects me everyday.

[@mikekerr5940]

I absolutely love this realization you came to. “In order for me to help people, I can’t be lying to myself” 💯👏 I wish more of the so called therapists who have transitioned themselves would also come to the same realization. The truth will always, always set you free

[@robyndakat4552]

You are brave for speaking out. You go girl.

[@markst.germain9286]

" in order for me to help people I cannot be lying to myself " Best quote ever!

[@eatmybutthairslittletinyman]

We could crowdfund the money to pay for KC's retransition medical bills and help KC become a success story

[@melc172]

The hate comes from the scared. You are a breath of fresh air. And you are not alone in this decision to detransition. The numbers are climbing. I'm proud of you. Be good to yourself. This journey will not be easy, but it will be worth it. Keep telling your story....truth feels great!

[@VTRIGGERS]

How am I scared of this person?

[@tinknal6449]

You see the same thing happening in the vegan cult. Cults always lash out the hardest at those who escape.

[@amandakhan952]

Im so sorry this happened to you. I can't imagine the heartache, but I am so proud of you for choosing to be honest.

[@anitaotero3097]

You are so brave to share your story ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@julietamargenet530]

"In order for me to help people, I can't be lying to myself." That is so wise and so powerful. Praying for your journey. Stay strong ❤

[@l-train7876]

The self awareness is profound👏🏼❤️

[@questaskybreezy1338]

Amen, that was so beautifully honest, hoping that she can feel so much love coming her way. ❤

[@tpp5151]

Is it though? Did she really have to mutilate her body to realize you can’t hide from who you are

[@julietamargenet530]

@@tpp5151 we all go through bad moments in our lives when we might act impulsively only to later regret what we did. She's brave to go through with de-transitioning now, even though she doesn't know if it will work.

[@tpp5151]

@@julietamargenet530 everyday for 5 years tho bro idk... I mean I guess you're right

[@sapphoscats6941]

two things i know about kc miller: 1) all she did was share her story, in calm, measured words, and 2) she has got the trans community scared out of its mind! look at all the hate she is getting, for really not even saying anything bad or hurtful at all, just the truth. we stan a queen.

[@biblicalworldview1]

There is no group more intolerant than this extreme gender ideology cult. They so fit the definitions of a cult, love bombing people into the cult and then hatebombing those who leave.

[@jculver1674]

It says more about that "community" than about her.

[@bluemoon4944]

If it's a "community" like they say, they should be happy about her regardless of her choices.

[@EizaPizza]

yes… so much tolerance and love. they’re nothing but a bunch of toxic bullies.

[@megamegaO]

It's against their narrative that's why they're pissed.

[@eliser9776]

I hope that the people who supported you to transition will be just as whole heartedly support you to de-transition. As a Social Worker, I agree with your assessment of yourself to be honest and real with yourself in order to support others. I wish you all the best. You will have so much to offer your future clients.

[@mcawesomest1]

It’s easy to share/celebrate what’s Popular It’s difficult to share real true life struggles.

[@casualvalkyrie1938]

You’re 21 you have your whole life ahead of you, it’s not too late for anything. Good luck on your detrans journey.

[@MrJustonemorevoice]

Comforting words, but let's not minimize the damage done. Nor should we forget who inflicted it.

[@agame-jv6zv]

@@MrJustonemorevoice what's that supposed to mean

[@raynekimi2755]

@@agame-jv6zv What it means is, when you go against nature be prepared for the consequences.

[@MrJustonemorevoice]

@@agame-jv6zv Huh? I dunno. I'm just thinking about all these people seen on video with nametags gleefully talking about mutilating kids for cash and...well...I hear a lot of tough talk from republicans...

[@daughterofenoch677]

Another KZbinr said she was 16 ?

[@jessbendel5792]

When I detransitioned, I didn't focus on "living as a woman" whatever the fuck that means. I focused on accepting my biological sex and accepting whatever pronoun felt natural to other people. I dont believe in compelled speech and that includes pronouns. I get correctly sexed like 90% of the time now but it has been 2.5 years since I started detransitioning. Good luck going off of T, I hope your ovaries come back online in the next few months 💞

[@theglowingbrownie5124]

Great comment!

[@joshjohnston2065]

This is one of the best comments I’ve read in a while now. It’s nice to see people living a nuanced life. Great way to see the world.

[@jessbendel5792]

@@electricfishfan7159 yes when trans I cared too much about what others thought about me, not individuals, but as in if I got misgendered I would feel terrible about myself for failing to pass. I would beat myself up mentally and it often triggered a depressive episode. I think a lot of trans people are caught up in a victimhood mindset which makes mh recovery and therapy much harder. DBT doesn't tolerate the victimhood mindset and it helped me get out of it, teaching me practical skills within my realm of control. Suddenly suffering was a active choice instead of the only available option.

[@AmericanAmy]

🙂👍

[@justanotherhomosapian5101]

I also don't understand what "living as a woman" means. As a female, the only thing that comes to my head that i understand to be "living as a woman" is having periods, using the female bathroom, taking iron supplements so my iron levels are within female range and ticking "female" when paper work asks to specify sex. But all this is due to my sex, and they are telling us that sex n gender are two different things. What do they mean when they say to "live as woman"?

[@loveistheanswer5741]

I pray that your story saves others from self mutilation and harm. Thank you ❤️ I hope you go into mental health so that you can be a voice of truth to help protect our children. 🙏🏾

[@wisething2do]

"I can't help people if I am lying to myself." KC, you are so right, and I think you are amazing to have reached that conclusion at such a young age.

[@Grizzlox]

Don't worry about your hair yet. We live in a wig loving world, so you have time to get to that in due time

[@greasefan8998]

That's very true. I have a friend with alopecia, and she wears wigs. Many people wear wigs for many different reasons. No shame in it.

[@duane_313]

Right! Lace front wigs are IN!

[@ab-gail]

So true!!

[@Ready-ForTheEnd]

@@duane_313 Lace fronts are bomb.

[@rachelpainter3575]

I was going to say the same. Get a decent wig. It will make u feel better

[@raversfantasy]

I transitioned at 16 too. It’s never too late to get your life back. We are so proud and routing for you!!!🎉🖤

[@MrJustonemorevoice]

If I may ask, why did you transition to begin with?

[@ihyfxntazy]

@@MrJustonemorevoice Presumably this person is older now, so if they've continued with this life choice it's likely it wasn't due to hoping it will be a way to "save their life", if that's what your wondering. I transitioned at 15 due to genuine dysphoria.

[@ihyfxntazy]

@Rachel Landry okay rachel landry...

[@l-train7876]

@@ihyfxntazy why don’t you let OP answer for themselves.

[@l-train7876]

Props for committing to being honest with yourself. So many of us lie to ourselves our whole life and don’t even realize it.

[@mo_4.4]

Good for you! I don't even know you, I literally just heard about you, but I'm so proud of you! You are doing something that takes a lot of courage and like you said, not lie to yourself, which can be such a difficult thing to do. You may not know it, but you have a massive group of people rooting for you and hoping for the absolute best for you. I can only imagine what you've been through and what you're going through, but stay strong. We're here for you! ❤ Also, totally unrelated, those glasses look wonderful on you!

[@sarahgibbs1483]

Keep documenting. There are A LOT of people that are here to support you.

[@janesmith8050]

Whatever you do, I hope that you will be compassionate, kind, and patient with yourself. As an older GenX lesbian, I can assure you that most lesbians are very supportive of Detransitioners, as we have watched with great sadness so many of our lesbian sisters falling to trans ideology for decades now. I send you strength and support.

[@canisfamiliaris401]

Goddess bless you.

[@guerrita6878]

This is so meaningful

[@misssativa9260]

This ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@JaneDoe-ip5yl]

what a nice comment

[@da_ocsta1452]

This trans crap has been a disaster for gay people. Talk about denying your sexuality.

[@ilsevandenberg685]

I am a born again Christian and are rooting for you. It must be so hard to go through this and have so much compassion for you. Praying that everything works out well for you!

[@heather773]

Father God maker of heaven and earth we pray for KC Lord break any and all strongholds in her mind Jesus soften her heart and bring her grace and peace Almighty God cast out her anxiety and fear . God is with you KC reach your hand out and Jesus will save you. Pray and ask for help from Jesus. Isaiah 41:10 (NIV) "So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."

[@j_freeman3230]

@@heather773 Amen

[@OoLiiMiiT3D]

@@heather773 Amen

[@throughfaithandgrace2970]

🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌

[@SueBHoney-cq8co]

Amen

[@amandakhan952]

You are so obviously intelligent. The way they get people like you is reach you while you are young... I don't blame you for not having faith in the "medical" community after the harm you have suffered. My heart goes out to you!!

[@dickottel]

dude no one is "getting people" while they're young, no one is encouraging cisgender teenagers to transition, it always comes with some level of transphobia from parents, classmates, strangers. trans kids have to fight despite people denying their identity. I don't know why a cisgender person would ever transition, but it doesn't happen often. cis teens know their gender and trans teens do as well. and there's this tiny percent of people who for whatever resson regret transition.

[@amandakhan952]

@@dickottel "Dude," actually children are widely encouraged to "identify" as something they are not because they are rewarded with praise and attention for doing so by people like you. Trigger warning: All "trans" people are actually "cis" gender because you can only be what you actually are. You can pretend all you like but the truth is "trans" people are in a perpetual state of imitation... Imitating their idea of the opposite gender in order to avoid dealing with why they can't cope with being who and what they actually are, and their state of wellbeing depends on how others see them and how far others are willing to go to play along with the charade. It's quite sad. Kudos to this brave individual for coming back to herself and admitting the truth, which is she was sold a lie. You were also sold a lie.

[@lilometer]

@@dickottelwhat do you mean cisgender teens dont transition? isnt every teen cisgender before they are trans? like dawg i used to think i was trans and like i believe i was influenced by people around me who were trans and people who got in my head while i was a young and impressionable teen. Like being trans was just a way i coped with my depression without realizing it, and it just made my depression worse. Luckily for me my parents are transphobic and I never told them about it so i never went on any hormones or got surgeries. I also don't think anyone is "born trans" i mean people can be born a little more masculine or feminine, but thats natural and not a reason to permanently change your body.. also its not like i was trans for a couple months or smth it was 3 or 4 years 💀 and i regret it so much dawg

[@MISSMADISONMEDIA]

“They get people like you” as if it’s some satanic cult. Grow up

[@MISSMADISONMEDIA]

@@lilometercis means you identify with your gender given at birth. Trans people are not cis, even before transitioning

[@kwiiin_]

Women just need XX chromosomes, that's all. Short hair is not manly, liking dirt ralleys is not manly, not crying is not manly. I know so many women including me that thought they were trans in our teens cause we were lesbian/bisexual and hated the way men sexualized us, followed us home, groped us, talked to us, stared at our developing breasts. So many girls think these emotions make them boys and womanhood is a cage. Womanhood is and never was the problem, it's men's view on us that see us as objects belonging to them, to breed with and abuse.

[@randomroses1494]

Not just men. There are plenty of women out there, all too ready to put you down. Learn to be wary about who to trust and even then hold something back.

[@kwiiin_]

@@randomroses1494 Yeah...too many Handmaids about to please men, excuse their behaviour and value staying and home and being a mommy and housewife instead of a woman choosing to be more than that. I want sisterhood back ffs

[@SilverGypsyWeed]

68 year old, straight Grandma here, and if you were my grandchild, I would tell you the same as I'm telling you right now; you be YOU. Do not let other's derogatory statements or judgments affect your choices!! Take care of yourself emotionally the best you can, that is the beginning of this path forward. Above all, do what is right for you to live your best life.

[@bubbybubbybubbyy]

The world needs more people like you Dawn!! I’m transgender and yet I’m seeing so many other transgender people bullying this innocent person, it’s absolutely heartbreaking! Your positivity is much needed ❤❤

[@SilverGypsyWeed]

@@bubbybubbybubbyy There is simply no excuse for being hateful to others! How much better this world would be if more people supported the right to have your own opinion, and make your own choices! The would would be a much better place if we spent half as much time supporting each other emotionally as we waste fighting over things that are truly personal choices. Someone’s religion or opinion doesn’t give them the right to hurt others, emotionally or physically. That seems to be lost on many these days. Hurting others emotionally can’t be tolerated or accepted any more than outright murder.

[@bubbybubbybubbyy]

@@SilverGypsyWeed couldn’t have said it better myself! So much division between everyone these days. I’m from the UK but the effects of identity politics from any party or ‘side’ are present all over the western world, and it’s so so sad. Honestly I love seeing the empathy and support in these comments, it shows that despite how scary the world we live in can be, there is at least some hope for the future 😊😊😊

[@lynnej.9357]

Here's another 68 year-old grandma, and I agree! You have a LOT of life ahead of you! Be yourself. Walk. your path. You will settle into your own skin, and into your new normal and move on forward! There will be ups and downs. Being human involves some struggle, for sure, but there's a lot of joy, too. Keep putting one foot in front of the other. I wish you the very best.

[@rebekahlikesmusic2723]

💚🙏🏻

[@iggyace145]

Please be patient with your hair. I lost all my hair triggered by shock then stress. Doc said try not to stress about it will be your best course of action. Easier said than done. I resigned myself to being hairless and to my surprise it started growing back. Takes a while..now have a full head. So try to be patient x

[@ShalomDove]

You are very brave to share your de-transition story. Thank you for being strong and speaking the truth about your experience.

[@SellsZac]

I do think there is a ton of lying that takes place in the name of empathy, where friends & family will tell you that you're passing and that nobody can tell. We can all tell. The percentage of trans who "pass" legitimately is absurdly miniscule.

[@xandra.mp4]

Detransitioned female here to show my support! Believe it or not it WILL get better. You may never be able to undo every single little thing that changed on testosterone, but you WILL be able to find a version of yourself that you accept and feel comfortable as! Keep sharing your story!

[@arkdesign9517]

Welcome back to the natural world and I genuinely hope you feel better and better about yourself

[@johnflavin1602]

Can the deeper voice be reversed or is it permanent?

[@eatmybutthairslittletinyman]

Let's make a crowdfund for all the people who support KC to assist in medical bills for KC to retransition and be a success story and inspire millions and show that retransition back to biological sex characteristics is possible

[@xandra.mp4]

@@eatmybutthairslittletinyman brilliant!

[@shorton050980]

Thank you for showing support. I'm so happy that you've found your authentic self and had the guts to be who you are. No matter who that pisses off. Isn't that exactly what the community and allies preach to begin with? I am proud of you. And I thank you for reaching out to others going through the same. I'm sure it helps so much more than you realize. XOXO

[@arynschafer9653]

When I detransitioned, I focused more on being pragmatic and harm reduction. "I am female. Anything and everything I do is a thing that women do/can do." There wasn't anything in my life I did as a trans man or NB that wasn't easily within the life experience of thousands, millions of women with me and before me. It's in acknowledging the biases and judgements we had going in, that we can dismantle the cage we had made for ourselves. ❤️ You've got this, and I am so grateful that you have spoken up.

[@lemsip207]

I agree. Was always told that I couldn't do x because women couldn't do x. Or that I should be able to do y because women are good at y. It's not sex that gives your abilities but your experiences, skill set and mind set. I am so tired of that attitude. I want to find out what I am as individual what I am good and not good at.

[@brittanylevinson741]

Great insight here. I’m not trans at all. My entire life I’ve had stereotypically male interests- building computers, guns, cars. As I’m coming up on 40 fast,transitioning wasn’t something I was aware of as an option. I simply had to be discerning and picky when allowing people in my life as friends. Most fellow women could not relate to me. I often wonder if I was a young person right now if I would transition just because my interests, personality, and humor is very masculine. My heart goes out to everyone struggling with their gender identity. It’s a hard path.

[@Mrs.CGraves]

This is it right here. You ARE a Woman. You are you. So just find what brings joy, find what YOU want not what you think others expect of you.

[@night_owl365]

@@brittanylevinson741 I'm right there with you. I love lots of "masculine" things. Trucks, large construction machines, trains, computers, cars I wish I had become a mechanic or electrician. I'm 52 and if I was the current generation I would have been pressured to transition. I had a girlfriend and being a lesbian wasn't as accepted then. I would have jumped at being a "guy" and being with my gf. I guess being a genX saved me.

[@owlagoodwin1395]

So proud of you! Your honesty is beautiful and so desperately needed today! Sending you love and prayers for your successful detrans journey, that you will find good doctors! 💕🙏🏼🤗

[@eibeelee2890]

You are not too far gone. I don’t have much more to say than that. ❤

[@intrepidtomato]

GC here. I'm glad you make the decision you did. Going off the meds could at least prevent you going through a hysterectomy, and at the very least you'd suffer no further side effects from the testosterone. This is a long hard road, but I think you have the right attitude and you will get there. I'm glad to see you have plans, that you think about your professional future, because you will probably need goals and a bit of a light at the end of the tunnel to get through this. I hope you find people to network with that are going through the same. I'm sure you are not alone. Wish you all the best.

[@intrepidtomato]

PS sorry for the spam, but I really related to the disassociation. Not a trans-related thing for me, but such an important issue to notice. People with any kind of trauma (=> crappy childhood fairy has a lot to say about this) seem to learn disassociation as a coping mechanism early on. It is difficult to unlearn, but so worth it.

[@tannercou]

Brave as fuck. Really really proud of you KC

[@trashmike7642]

Youre doing so much for so many kids, who may not know what theyre doing. 🙏🏽 thank you

[@thistledewfarm]

Brave person you shine a light in the darkness and bring truth to a challenging situation. I wish only the best for you and I’d love to see you happy with life. Such raw honesty is precious. You take care as you do matter and you are important.

[@Jamie-bu9cq]

I'm a lesbian (bio) woman in my 30s and I think you're pretty cool. Being young is confusing. Keep following what is healthy and financially sustainable in the long term... it WILL pay off.

[@tinakrisnaibot3233]

What does the bio in parentheses after lesbian mean?

[@rebeccaspratling2865]

@@tinakrisnaibot3233 biological

[@tinakrisnaibot3233]

@@rebeccaspratling2865 But why does she add that?

[@Emily-iy7ev]

@@tinakrisnaibot3233 I think the “(bio)” was for the word after it- “woman”

[@clovellyliddle477]

@@tinakrisnaibot3233 cisgender

[@DecemberClockwork]

At 21 years old, you're still so young! It's never too late for anything. You're an inspiration for many women and your strength, your intelligence and your authenticity are truly admirable. Stay strong and take care of yourself. :)

[@beastybear3064]

I am not trans but part of the LGBTQIA+ community, and you have my support! If you ever want to vent or just would like a friend, I'm here for you 💗

[@fawnlaughlin4274]

You can do this with the right doctors. I would no longer go to the LGBT Clinic. They don't have your best interests at heart. I love you and will be praying for you.

[@rationalbacon5872]

You aren't "de-transitioning". You are just accepting who you've always been.

[@supercody1323]

they arent "de-transitioning", theyre just transitioning twice, you can't just make these decisions and back out when you don't like it or things dont go your way

[@hayden6713]

What

[@brendaedgehill7761]

Basically

[@tomlydon3123]

put the kool-aid down.

[@louisa3928]

Well said ❤

[@honour82]

I'm here as an older lesbian to show you love and support! There is no judgment-- we all know this could have been us. As I write I'm holding back tears. I admire your courage, strength, and perseverance. Your journey is just beginning-- stay strong and encouraged!!!

[@trishayamada807]

Yes! This is why I’m raising my three children out of “boxes”. You can be a girl and like fixing cars and catching frogs; you can be a boy and like putting on nail polish and playing with dolls. And you all can love who you love.

[@Lela419bg]

I respect you so much for being honest about this. You are going through this journey and you have fear but that doesn’t mean it is without bravery. Taking the steps for better health, and I loved what you said that you just have to try for yourself. I’ll be watching your updates. You are in my prayers daily through this!

[@boxesbinslidsllc]

KC your words, I can't help others lying to myself is such a powerful truth. Thank you for being so beautiful, transparent, and brave. I 🙏 pray for strength as you put the pieces of your life together. Remember you don't owe anyone an explanation on your detransitioning process. I pray that the spirit of shame, would not harass you. I'm asking God to bring you in contact with skilled and caring medical personnel to help you walk through this renewal journey and who understands any complications that would impact your case. I pray against adverse side effects and clarity of mind. Hugs to you.

[@FC-PeakVersatility]

Given our brains don’t stop growing until we’re 25, coupled with the greater neuroplasticity of younger brains anyway, now is probably an ideal time to investigate detransitioning. That said, whether you do or you don’t, don’t let worries cast doubt over your choices.

[@DavyThomas88]

Please remember, there are so many of us out here supporting you - we see and hear you, and most of all, believe in you.

[@bethh4786]

You have the capacity to help so many people! Thank you for your courage!

[@allisonp72]

You are so brave to share your journey. I've learned more from you in this one video than I have from all the noise that's out there. You are helping many people with your videos.

[@Bonobo3D]

Your willingness to tell your story publicly, is so generous. You are helping many people see the truth. May you find the road easier now. Nature is with you, as are many people following and hoping for your happiness and success.

[@a-a-ronbrowser1486]

Your story needs to be shared with the younger people considering this

[@JessicaDaBestica]

I thought the same thing my niece is in this same boat and I want to make sure that her mom sees this and makes her realize a lot of this stuff is permanent once you mess with it👍🏻👋🏻 SOOO PROUD OF YOU! You got this and seen to be doing well :)

[@brigitteclark5477]

Thank you for your honesty and courage to share your story!! It is a difficult terrain you are navigating with not a lot of precedent. Your story will provide answers and encouragement to many who might be considering similar options. Regardless of what you choose as your career.. you are already helping people!! Wishing you wellness and happiness in your life.

[@pamelachambers9181]

Bless your heart!! Sending you prayers, good thoughts, and strength. Be strong and know you are supported - in whatever you do!! I can’t imagine how hard this is for you!! Pray you get all the support and love you deserve!!🥰

[@christinebravomom5711]

It breaks my heart how the trans activists are all over kids, telling them it's all about being "who you really are," but then, for those who decide to detrans, it's "how dare you betray the movement." If it was really about the individual being true to him or herself, then they'd be a LOT more cautious about pushing irreversible treatments and a WHOLE LOT more supportive of detransers.

[@lemonierfroggie4904]

I can guarantee you no one in the trans community is accusing detransitioners of "betraying the movement", despite what your transphobic Facebook mom groups might tell you

[@changeyouare]

It's all a cult really

[@dickottel]

literally no one is talking about betraying the movement. we understand that statistically 1% makes the wrong choice.

[@arthurcallahan4735]

When you learn the science behind transgender/gay people in general and all the gaslighting and social engineering that pushes it... Makes me loose faith in humanity. Evil.

[@lemonierfroggie4904]

@@dickottel did u read the comment im replying to? because they literally were talking about betraying the movement

[@katespellxx9529]

Thank you for so bravely speaking out about your experiences. I wish you all the very best with your attempt to detransition. Plenty of women will support you as much as we can, even via social media spaces. I really applaud you for giving it a go! Truly, good on you for trying! Probably a hundred people telling you that you are young, and maybe that might rub the wrong way, but it is true. You have so much ahead of you and so much to learn about yourself. I truly wish you the best and cannot thank you enough for speaking out. I have a young female family member who is walking the path towards a gender identity right now. I've been told I'm not to say anything. I hope she might hear voices like yours. Cheers

[@gothboy7761]

Who cares If their walking toward a gender identity path? Not everyone regrets it

[@vickiingram4743]

Praying for you. You are precious and my heart is overwhelmed by your raw honesty and desire to make things right. I hope you have family or friends who are walking this road with you for support. You have your entire lifetime ahead to use this experience to help others who have been lied to as young adults to transition. I think you are so brave to put yourself out there onto social media. I really will be praying for you in the days ahead for God to lead you to the right people to help you in your desire to come off of the drugs and for your body to accept the changes. God bless you. You are beautiful!

[@albaocampo8161]

Thank you for your honesty, your bravery and wanting to help people. May God keep you safe and fill you with happiness and love. Truly wish you the best in all areas of your life ❤

[@nemahsyze7078]

Good for you, KC. You are young and have your life ahead of you to do what you want and be yourself. 🦋

[@madimi156]

We listen to you because we care and you deserve to be heard. 💗

[@eatmybutthairslittletinyman]

Can wr crowdfund the money to help KC with medical bills to retransition and become a success story that will open the eyes of millions and show that being your biological sex is not bad

[@maxhammer4067]

sorry but he she it brought this on its self, people are born with awful illnesses and disabilities that have to go through horrible drugs and horrible operations, this person asked for it.

[@Katatawnic]

@@maxhammer4067 This person was 15 years old. How many undeniably stupid choices did you make at 15? I made plenty! Her family and doctors are to blame. They were in charge of a minor, and should never have allowed this. Adults are responsible for their choices; kids get a break and some compassion. To this day, her mother says that she can't accept a gay daughter, that it's easier on her mom to accept a "straight" trans man. What decent parent does that?! Her mother was just fine with her going through drugs and hormones and surgeries and all the hell she's been through, just so that she didn't have to deal with having a gay daughter. That is disgusting! Imagine being 15, and your parents putting that on you. This was a depressed lesbian teenager, and she was told by people she was supposed to trust that she's actually a boy. This has to stop!

[@carlacarignan796]

Thank you for sharing your story. You are truly beautiful inside and out. You are articulate and genuine and a true blessing to so many. May you continue to receive the support you need as you journey through this. Allow yourself time to heal and grow. Again thank you for sharing your story.

[@Tltawhr1]

Your story hurts my heart, and it also makes me so proud and so unbelievably in awe of someone that I don't even know. You are so brave and I pray that you find what what makes you happy and the most comfortable in your skin. 💕

[@tish3092]

My son has just started down this path. He’s gay, loves all girls music and baking. He’s perfect as he is. He’s still at home. No counselling just drugs within 6 weeks. I don’t lie to him. I don’t think embracing a life on drugs and surgeries is any kind of life. We try to avoid the topic but I reserve the right to send him info about medical harms and any detransitioners. I wish you well. The voice of people detransitioning people are going to be so important in stopping this iatrogenic harm. Much love from a mum who wishes my son could accept his sex/sexuality. ❤️

[@pi172]

how is it that all you transphobes seem to know people who get hormones so easypeasy, while all of us trans folk have to make lengthy therapy and lots of waiting time?

[@tish3092]

@@pi172 I love my gay son. I think you are in thrall to a confected identity promoted by the pharmaceutical industry. i have the receipts. My son was referred on 7th November, drugs arrived in the week before Christmas. I took delivery of them. I have every compassion for people at odds with their biological sex. I run a group with one. if you started to see us as human beings worried about the impact of an unregulated experiment. maybe we would get somewhere. Go well. Take care.

[@eBrigid]

Whether you realize it or not, whether you see us or not, we are here, an army standing with you and behind you in support and love of your essential humanity as a human being, no matter what you choose to do with your life. Your eloquence, intellect, and authenticity are captivating because you are honest with yourself and with your viewers. Every step of the way, there are so many people sending you love.

[@jmcc8718]

So proud of this person, glory to god

[@rebekahlikesmusic2723]

💯

[@rebekahlikesmusic2723]

@@jmcc8718 amen 🙏🏻

[@charmainemiles4089]

Beautiful advise for her its what she needs, you just gave her that.

[@GradKat]

Yes! A lot of love! Stay strong.

[@fridaysheritage844]

Bless you KC for your courageous decision to detransition. Our prayers and support are cheering you on!! I lost faith in the medical system decades ago and pursued natural and holistic medicine. I am believing and praying for miraculous healing for everyone detransitioning !!

[@samesexattractedcancelled6956]

I'm really proud of you 🧡 I really am. And of course you can tell. In your original video, the one you call infamous, that's the first thing I noticed. A beautiful, kind woman. And I'm not saying that just to give you a compliment. I mean it. I tend to not say anything when I don't mean things. You'll be absolutely fine. 🧡 Good Luck KC 😘

[@awomanperiod.9507]

There are thousands of people to support you. Thank you for being so brave. 💞💪

[@shannonlivingstone3289]

Thank you so much for your honesty and bravery. It saddens me to think if someone had cared enough to give you the proper therapy you may not have found yourself in this struggle. Praying God opens doors for you and that you will once again feel contentment and complete.

[@mitziefeltch5528]

You are a very courageous, intelligent young person who is wise beyond your years. You’re a great role model. May your journey take you to a place of peace, good health and NEVER forget, you’re a gift to anyone who has the opportunity to meet you! 👍🙏🤗❤️

[@CharlotteIssyvoo]

As a disabled woman, I'll suggest that you keep an eye on whether these changes affect your disabilities. My guess is that they will, since everything about our bodies is interconnected. But the effects may not be negative ones. They may be neutral, or even positive. Who knows? I do hope you can find someone to help you through the medical aspects of this process, and I hope suddenly stopping T isn't too hard on your system. Good luck, from a menopausal old gal.

[@zxyatiywariii8]

Beautifully well said! I'm also a disabled woman and I agree. KC, you're intelligent, strong, and wise. I pray whatever you decide to do, will be right for YOU. We live with ourselves 24/7, so we need to do what's right for us, regardless of whatever anyone else says. ❤

[@zombiejesus8302]

i can see why people said you were able to pass, they werent lying. BUT i can also see that beautiful woman in you. You have clear skin and those “on fleek” eyebrows. Once you get comfortable expressing yourself the way you want to will definitely help others see the woman you are. Just keep pushing, youre not too far gone. You’re gorgeous with symmetrical features. Sending woman to woman love from cali🤗💚

[@jenniferpulley6039]

What you're doi g now is the bravest thing I've ever heard. Sending giant hugs and support!

[@kaebae6917]

Thank you for sharing and being so open. I think you are very wise and articulate. I will pray for you as you take these steps. Remember, you are created, you are loved, you are seen, you are valuable and precious. 💙

[@parkerlee9602]

I am so sorry that most of trans community is bullying you for just being honest. As a trans guy myself, I’m glad that you shared your story. Keep sharing it KC!

[@BertaSmirnova]

How is your journey going ?

[@sjp4u338]

Screw the trans community. Follow your own heart.

[@spiderleenie]

I'm sorry for the online bullying you've endured. All you did was share your own personal story at a vulnerable moment, which was brave to do. I wish you all of the happiness and peace in the world.

[@SakuraSasuSaku]

I guess there will always be people bullying other people for the most ridiculous reasons. It's unfair, and we all kind of just need to learn to ignore that bs because it literally never stops. On the positive side, there are so many women and men who definitely support this person for the bravery!

[@eatmybutthairslittletinyman]

We should make it up to KC by crowdfunding the medical bills for KC's retransition

[@larneyful]

I applaud your commitment to authenticty & recognition of this truth in working in helping fields. I think you are going to do great. You are divine and very beautiful inside and out!

[@Indygirl9229]

You are in my prayers. You are amazing and courageous! Thank you for being transparent!

[@markst.germain9286]

I'm proud of you. And I'm very sorry for the blowback you are getting from both sides. I love you, God loves you and we will be praying for you.

[@eatmybutthairslittletinyman]

We should crowdfund the money to pay for KC's retransition

[@eatmybutthairslittletinyman]

20 bucks a person 1 million people could pay for it no problem

[@ngamendeluxe]

Full support! You’ve got people praying for you dear. Jesus loves you so much!

[@ab-gail]

🙏🙏🙏

[@leighreid1163]

I hate that society has pushed this issue on children. I was not a femamin girl, but called a "tomboy ish" person myself born in the 60s I was actually angry when i realized I was a girl. Luckily my parents were Christians and sex was never talked about. If I would have been in the times of today I may have been led to this decision. I hated my body and the fact I had breast. At 22 I met my husband had two sons and 7 grandkids. 38 years married. I Still love to do the same types of thing I did as a kid. Hunting and fishing mostly. Be who you were born to be, love yourself and let others take you or leave you. Life is too short for confusion and drama. GOD bless you

[@etcwhatever]

You know im christian too. Converted in my 20s. And i had many psychological issues. I tried the lesbian lifestyle because i had bad problems with the male gender. It stemmed from trauma. What i can say is that im happy my parents never brought up sex themes with me. Because this allows for children to develop in their own rythm. All the sex ed i had was in school in biology class. The teacher explained reproduction and that males could have spontaneous erection and some can "come out" and women have periods and transparent fluid is normal. Finished. No ideology no weird things. Thats my testimony. Because kids are very flexible. If someone has to feel trans then they should feel this because its their way, not because they got brainwashing. I had an androgynous phase and no one said something. And today im very feminine

[@christysclarinetchannelcla2129]

Your voice about this is so needed!!! You can save lives of other children faced with this traumatic life changing decision! You have so w huge purpose in this!!!

[@marthaburriss5740]

Cheering for you on your journey..loved hearing about you and your desire to be completely you. I'm praying for to to get the help you need and maybe you already have . I will search for more recent chats from you. You are valuable no matter what your detransitioning looks like to others

[@cjcanton9121]

Congratulations, you have accepted reality! Things will only get better from here!

[@adoxographiccontent]

Transman here, I hope you treat yourself with grace and kindness through this process. Your body, your choice KC - I support your decision, not that you need that. But I know you're getting a lot of flac and just wanted to express some positive vibes. Take care of yourself fam~!

[@LCC7214]

You realize you are part of the problem. People follow your lead.

[@JoryKorvid]

See how nice KC's friends are Jensen?

[@thetrueyesten]

@@LCC7214 Taking an effective medical treatment instead if commiting suicide isn't being part of the problem. I know you want trans people to die (no need to lie), but that makes you the asshole. Not trans people.

[@georgethadz]

@@JoryKorvid larry is correct. Jenson is on damage control

[@bucket6487]

@@LCC7214 No one genuinely suffering with gender dysphoria would force this onto another person, being trans is painful and scary. The suicide rates are no joke, gender affirming care is life saving for a lot of people. I hope this person can be who they truly are, no one should be forced to live in a body they don't identify with.

[@lpetitoiseau9146]

Yes. They have been lying to you. They thought they were “being nice”. Don’t lie to yourself. Be gentle with yourself and go on, one step every hour. Please avoid uterine cancer and ovarian cancer. Your voice is very attractive. You don’t need to worry about your voice. You don’t need to worry about hair loss. Lots of us women have thin hair. You do need the support and ppl who give your journey recognition. ❤❤

[@tonyascarlett2413]

You're bravery and sharing your story is going to help more people than you will ever know. You are truly beautiful.

[@tyn265]

I am a Gen X lesbian. You still have a community that accepts and welcomes you. Find your tribe. We are out here. Sorry my generation let you down and took our eye off the ball. We thought we had made a better path for you. Sorry this happened to you. It will get better. There is a lot more life ahead than behind.....better days are coming

[@tiffanyl4829]

Do lesbians exist anymore? I forgot what they look like now that everyone is queer. At least there are memories of Lilith Faire

[@jasonbarney4278]

^^^^^ this !!! I’m a Gen X gay man. My comment above said the same thing. Get with some more mature lesbians and let them show you that you can be any type of lesbian. More masculine, lipstick, androgynous, punk rock gender f**k (but still a woman). There’s no “right type” of woman to be. It’s knowing what you are in your heart and how your close friends and family perceive you. You are highly intelligent and gentle and sweet. Don’t listen to anyone screaming at you or insulting you. Call on some older lesbians to help support you. ❤❤

[@dewilew2137]

This was so thoughtful and kind 💗

[@Juan-bv9ww]

Beautiful!

[@kaitlinwilson]

@@tiffanyl4829 We got erased by trans ideologies. How insulting to have everyone now assume I'm a trans man. I'm a Tom boy. I'm a woman. I always will be.

[@MM-kd3cb]

You are a courageous woman, an important voice speaking truth that needs to be heard. As others have said you are genuine, kind and wise beyond your years.

[@emmagutierrez6450]

God bless you, thank you for being so brave and sharing. It's going to be OK! You are in my prayers. ❤

[@lorichamberlain7378]

This is the second video I've watched of yours. Good luck. My heart breaks for you. I wish you the best. I love your bravery ❤️

[@djojo6857]

I'm a firm believer of if we're still here and alive kicking and screaming there's no such a thing as impossible and too late, good luck ❤️

[@MajorTomGroundControl]

Don't worry about passing. Just worry about taking care of yourself and being true to yourself. You are not "depedent" on testosterone, and never will be. Best of luck in adjusting to and handling the backlash for detransitioning. Stay strong.

[@2btuff]

Sweetie, you are not over. You are starting over. You have a beautiful complexion, and incredible clear and open eyes. A couple of suggestions is to consider a cute wig. When I was bald due to chemo, a pretty wig helped me a lot. I lost my breasts and a good padded bra helps to create the shape I was missing. Best to you. Please keep on. You just started starting over! Grandma hugs here, 🦚

[@pamelaschillin-im3mx]

Best of luck hunny! Just remember that we all make mistakes. Keep posting and teaching it is very much needed. You are extremely brave and I wish you the best.

[@gabrialjackson5878]

What your doing is so unironically brave. I hope you are being supported. Please know just how much you are helping the next person. THANK YOU SO MUCH