I Went Line Dancing In Texas! (With Social Anxiety + Depression)

[@Bjotten]

What the heck! I just found your channel through your "loser virgin" video and here you are 9 months later and you're traveling, going to social events and even have a boyfriend. That's awesome! You rock! Keep pushing your self!

[@kitchenaidwhiskeyjones]

Yeah, literally the same here! I am so proud of her!

[@kitchenaidwhiskeyjones]

Yeah, literally the same here! I am so proud of her!

[@dirtyky9309]

Me too! So excited for her

[@aeligos]

I wish I had the courage to go to a social gathering and dance. Good for you to try it out.

[@iexist7408]

Thanks aeligos, it wasn’t easy. First look for inspiration, then submit to the fear. Just live your life

[@JB22636]

​@iexist7408 exactly ❤️

[@bond7459]

@@iexist7408 Who cares,you'll be ready,when you'll be ready,people go to places to get better on wherever,nobody will look you down, we all start something from cero anyway,so,you did great,some people don't even get out of the house. 👍👍

[@numinumful3815]

so i guess youre not virgin anymore

[@reeds576]

Just wanted to say I appreciate how open and honest you are talking about these challenging aspects of your life. Makes me, someone with severe social anxiety and stutter, feel less alone in this world and motivated to keep working on it. It's really tough stepping out of our comfort zone, but it's totally worth it. It gets easier as you said. The little steps I'm taking, talking more, thinking less about judgemental people, getting out more, gives me hope about my future. Good luck in your journey!

[@robertmaccreight4910]

Anxiety will put those thoughts in your head that everyone is watching you. You're doing a great job stepping out of your comfort zone. Baby steps are the key.

[@Square_Peg]

As a dad of a daughter with anxiety I wish I could just give you a hug and tell you everything will be okay. It sounds like your boyfriend really cares for you and I hope my daughter finds someone like that someday too.

[@kitchenaidwhiskeyjones]

Same here! I literally just saw her "loser" video, and it broke my heart not only because I have dealt with depression since I was a kid but also because my daughter also has anxiety. Yet here she is 9 months later travelling with a boyfriend and line dancing and everything! I am so proud of her! Our daughters will make it because they are awesome. So will she. They got this!

[@EeroKutale]

I have watched only like three of your videos so far, but I can clearly see you healing and getting more functional. Wishing you continued success.

[@songofhope1455]

THAT IS AWESOME!!!! WAY TO GO!!!! So, build on this success... I am sure there are people who line dance in PA!!! Well done!!! Y'all !!!

[@gonetothelawn]

You can overcome so much especially at your age. It’s good you’re figuring out your issues and toughening it out and getting out there doing this now instead of 26 years later. You are so courageous. I’m 52 years old and have your issues of social anxiety, thinking everyone is watching me. I faked my life and because of my size and being a black man I look intimidating, but I was always scared and insecure, no confidence, but people could not see it by looking at me and growing up in 80s you just had to figure it out it out back then. You’re doing great

[@jeremiahjoseph3973]

Dancing is one of those things that can be super joyful, I definitely really enjoy dancing, I was always very conscious about how I look.. but when you enjoy something, you find time or a opportunity… and naturally get better 👍🏽

[@iexist7408]

You’re right Jeremiah. I want to feel the joy of dancing rather than being too self conscious. Ya know, I recorded a video of myself dancing the Macarena in front of some Joshua trees! Maybe I’ll post it someday if I’m feeling brave… Thanks for commenting

[@jeremiahjoseph3973]

@@iexist7408 yeah it really depends, I know every time I say “ok, fuck it” or “I’m going for it” and just start wiggling to a beat..lol.. I always have fun, I’m mostly conscious about everything I do, but with dancing, writing, singing or expressing in a way that reflects bliss, you can find the essence where nothing else really matters. I mean half of life truly is showing up, just takes that first step sometimes.. omg! The Macarena? That takes me back to middle school. But with Joshua trees in the background it’s always a win 🙃

[@Janezkinski]

Keep going! I had also anxiety of going public places + people and the list of fears like the fear of driving like you had. But then I decided to fear no more and just do the stuff I want. Started to pop fears I had one by one. Feels liberating to win over your fears does it. Feels like being truly alive. Good to see you on a same path also. Just keep doing the things you want and forget others.

[@parthoroy9141]

Hey, those were some great moves! 👢👢🎵 When I was in college ~ 25 years ago, we had some cute neighbors who invited us to go line dancing with us I was so nervous - but I found the courage to try it out anyway - and I ended up having a great time 👍 Anxiety is such a huge barrier for many of us; but the more we chip away at it, the better life gets!

[@zactranten3235]

I am proud of you for putting yourself out there and trying something new. Wishing you the best.

[@KenSeguin-ur9zb]

So wonderful! Happy to see you grow and flourish.😊 You are honest, vulnerable and brave. 🎇🇺🇸🎆

[@brianramirez3526]

You are taking your first steps to walking your own path. Social Anxiety really can make or break someone. Keep doing new things and things that you enjoy. Fail, then do it again. Fail, then do it again. You've already grown out of your mold in a short amount of time. You got this. Keep going. Live your life. Don't let your mind stop you from it. Much love ❤

[@BenBoltok]

I'm 49 years old and never line danced or even been to Texas. You go girl! Enjoy your life regardless

[@giggywig42]

💪 you should be proud! The hardest thing is overcoming yourself.

[@LNHOUSE]

I had Social anxiety and depression for years and could not enjoy life, I would just stay at home days, weeks, months, without going out. I didn't feel any pleasure having social connections and also didn't drive. Thanks to my mother I realized I should go to a psychiatrist. She had experience and prescribed me the right pills for my situation, and after that I only started feeling better and better. Sometimes all we have to do is seek for the help of the right professional because depression and social anxiety are just like physical illnesses and need to be treated. I wish you the best 🙏

[@roderickmcdonald3429]

I exist, I'm afraid you're believing that others value your existence as much as you do. With the exceptions of your loved ones the rest are preoccupied with their own existence and could care less about you or I. If the other dancers or spectators were to chuckle over your dancing they're really laughing over their own awkwardness when they first started dancing. You're on the right track to healing. Keep up the good work. We're proud of your accomplishments. As Square-Peg mentioned, I wish I could give you a big hug.

[@kitchenaidwhiskeyjones]

I just saw your "loser" video. I felt so bad for you because I've dealt with depression my whole life, and also, my daughter deals with anxiety. Yet, here you are nine months later with a boyfriend, travelling, trying new things like dancing, etc! I am so proud of you!

[@murtazaarif6507]

You were fantastic solo dancing on your own. You looked very happy. I am the same. I have never been good at following choreography. Although you never know. You may have a hidden talent. I also prefer solo dancing. Although i would love to do a slow ballroom dance with you.. I was featured in a music video titled "Michael Jackson" by a band called the "Mitchell Brothers" in the UK. It featured me solo dancing throughout the video. Thank you for the encouragement. I was diagnosed with social anxiety, depression and autism too. You seem to think like i do. I was also going to say that things such as alcohol, food and libido helps us forget the rules and our problems. It makes us an extrovert. I had some of the best times in such a state but i am also against alcohol now. I have only been drunk three times in my life. I would love to see more of you solo dancing. You looked so happy. Well done on giving the group dancing a chance. As a fellow introvert i know how you feel. My current technique to get me out of my shell is increasing my libido. I love chatting up girls now and then once in a blue moon. It changes me when i increase my libido. I love your innocence and genuine personality ❤🎉😊

[@NickSmith-dn7uh]

I live in Texas, and I didn't know they still did that. That was really big in the 90s.

[@John-Jay-Allen]

Well done on getting out of your Shell and try new activities; you ought to be proud of yourself!

[@iexist7408]

Thank you sir! I’m trying my hardest

[@John-Jay-Allen]

@@iexist7408 anytime, next time if you travel come to Las Vegas; I’ll show you an Oasis very unique to Nevada some 90 miles Northeast of LV in a small Valley where I live; if you love the Desert environment, this doesn’t get any better than this Place! 😉

[@iexist7408]

@@John-Jay-Allen​​⁠​​⁠Thanks, good to know! Vegas has been on my list of places I want to visit. An oasis sound lovely

[@robertwest698]

Wow, I hear ya there.. Congratulations on everything & best of luck 🍀to you on all your up and coming adventures 🎵

[@KyleMacDonald-br6tj]

I visited Texas for the first time this month (I’m Canadian). I have horrible chronic pain and anxiety but I found Texas to be therapeutic. I got a yoga pass in McKinney and the people were really friendly and nice. And it’s always sunny and warm, so that’s a bonus! Line dancing seems interesting.

WOW! THAT'S AMAZING! GET OUT THERE GIRL! I'm so glad to hear you're still with your boyfriend! That sucks you didn't enjoy the line dancing... But don't feel bad like it was your depression or anxiety... I wouldn't have had fun line dancing either. 🤣If someone took me line dancing I'd just spend the whole time telling them how much it sucks. Maybe line dancing just isn't for you, and you need to find different music! I had the same problem with getting on a dance floor until my wife convinced me to get out on the dance floor. The first time I really danced in public was at a Madonna concert she took me to. We were dancing our asses off the entire time. I had the same problem with thinking everyone was looking at me... But after that I realized NO ONE CARES! They're just there to have fun at the concert and that's when I could just let loose and go crazy. Concerts have become my new haven from my anxiety and depression. I can't stay depressed when everyone at the concert is so happy, and my anxiety is more in small social situations and I do well blending in with crowds. Maybe line dancing just isn't for you! Go find somewhere that YOU'D want to go, not just to do it for the "Texas culture". "Texas culture" just isn't for everyone. Taking your private moment on the patio was a really good idea. Don't just do things for other people. If you're getting overwhelmed and need to take a little break, don't feel bad about it. No one is laughing at you. If you needed to take a break I'd hope your boyfriend would be supportive (which it looks like he was, going out on the patio with you). You have the best advice in the world at the end! People just need to get out there and do stuff. You might not have had much fun line dancing, but maybe you can go do something else. I just HATE country music, so I'm not going to have any fun line dancing. I'm not a big fan of Madonna, but at the concert with my wife I was making a total fool of myself, and having a blast! There weren't any thoughts that anyone was watching, because everyone else was dancing their asses off too. People aren't all watching you. They're thinking about things in their own life. They don't care about what every stranger is doing on the dance floor. Hope things continue to get better for you! If you're still having problems with depression/anxiety I would highly recommend getting meds. I got on Prozac and it completely changed my outlook on my anxiety. All my negative self thoughts and thoughts of self harm just disappeared almost overnight.

[@Whathatsmellike]

Reassuring to see someone else dealing with the same social anxiety.. I’ve played hockey all my life and I always feel like a loser because I’m always the one guy on the team who never talks and I feel like what am I even doing here, and you don’t build that camaraderie so some are even less likely to pass the puck to you and that makes you feel less confident and puts you on a potential spiral… being an introvert can be tough

[@offBeatRock777]

The dance moves were adorable

[@cjr8042]

Honestly you are a dream girl. You are cute, good form, able to express yourself well and most of all very humble. As a honest and open guy. I am speaking the truth. Keep your head up girl, I know things are strange in 2024 but things will come together for you. I send my very best thoughts for you.

[@Genesis--me8ud]

Your channel is great a lot can learn and what they should do if in your situation

[@SavageX125]

Hey girl, I left a comment on your other video. Glad you're feeling better and out doing stuff. Small steps, remember.

[@allyharvey7058]

I nearly got murdered walking home from work it left me brain damaged with host of issues dont let youre head take you prisoner 💙🙏the world is a magic place that energy will find find you ❤

[@Fixitdontfinanceit]

I think if you meet the right person everything will change 👍👍

[@markentwistle699]

Im always self conscious all the time, it sucks but keep on keeping on. Easy does it. 🎉❤

[@nedflanders3769]

I’m proud of you. You’re an amazing person. Keep doing things that require you to get out of your comfort zone. Have you sought professional help for the D&A? I suffered for years and thought it was my fault but I did finally get help, and it turned my life around. Never give up hope. ❤❤❤

[@iexist7408]

@@nedflanders3769 hey thanks for your support friend, it’s really encouraging! I never sought professional help for my mental health. I’ve always tried fighting it on my own 😅. May I ask, if you are on meds for it? And do u believe therapy + meds is the most effective treatments?

[@nedflanders3769]

⁠@@iexist7408hi 😊 I’ve literally been in the pits of depression. I was a shy kid but it really started in my teens. In high school I was horribly depressed, constantly comparing myself to others, and even had thoughts of ending it all, though fortunately I never acted on those thoughts. It continued into college, made much worse by drinking. Finally in my junior year, I basically had a breakdown and withdrew from school on medical leave. That’s when (with the help of my parents) I finally got professional help. You have to find a psychiatrist or therapist who you can trust and who gets you, and that can be frustrating. But let me tell you, once you do, it can make a world of difference. I had a really great therapist named Paul who challenged me to change how I thought about myself. Honestly, now when I look back at how I was before getting professional help, it’s as if I was another person. Sure I still occasionally have bad days, but the vast majority of them are good days. I am on medication for depression and anxiety, and have been for many years now, and yes it has helped tremendously. But I also credit a good therapist. You should combine therapy and medication, as it’s by far the most effective way out of depression. And from listening to you talk about the negative thoughts and self doubt, and comparing yourself to others - seriously that’s the same crap that I used to deal with daily, and it is absolutely depression. Please do seek out professional help. ❤

[@iexist7408]

Very sorry you had to go through all that but your story gives me hope. It’s great to hear you’re out of the dark and doing so much better now! I’m glad you found a fantastic therapist and I hope I can find one too.

[@ReLLaKaT316]

I'm 35 and I've always been behind on stuff. I didn't know how to boil an egg until 30. I had to look at a youtube video to show me how to cut lettuce and use a washing machine. You're not alone. I have mild autism and ADHD

[@KikoTika]

You are very amazing, courageous girl. You have a KZbin channel, it is very big step making vlogs in KZbin. It is an archivement to make vlogs in my opinion. Coz so many people want but not have courage to make KZbin vlogs. And dont thing that no one loves you. We love you. It is a very big thing. Thank for your sweet vlogs❤ Everything will be okay, with time❤ Dont think anyone. Only you matter. Think your own archivements. Good luck. Continue vlogs❤

[@Lineman22705]

Said it before and I will say it again……you are a very attractive woman. A gem. Very few girls out there like you. Definitely special and pure and highly desirable.

[@mjspresents]

I'll tell you an embarrassing story. I'm an introvert as well and I've been going to bars for the last three years to support my sister's band. Three years, I didn't introduce myself to any women, I was so shy. Recently, I went to a bar for nerds near where I live, I finally mustered up the courage to introduce myself to a few girls- and I do! Huge move. Shook their hands, introduced myself. Then the bartender distracted me (I did have a couple very strong drinks first) and all the sudden I panicked and ran out of the bar, got in my car and left. I just lost whatever flow I had and ran. It was a few weeks ago. I'm so embarrassed. I know next time, I need to follow through. I've introduced myself to women in my early 20s, but I'm heavier now, in between jobs, I'm just not in the place to be trying to date anyone- but I wanted to face my fears. So I faced the fear of introducing myself- but then I ran away. So bad. So, so, so bad. That being said, it's nice to see you have a relationship, you're getting yourself out of your comfort zone. Way to go for you! I've gotta take a page out of your book. Way to go on all your progress! Keep it up!

[@enfranks09]

Just want to remind you that you matter, and you are a beautiful person! ❤

[@RremanoR]

I have friend with SA and I like to listen to your thoughts even tho, many of the videos - there is a lot of sadness. But its understandable. Would be really cool to be in some discord server and share stuff. One thing about your perception - a tip if you like. Is when you go out try to remind yourself that people are actually a lot less intrested about you than you think. And its much more about how we focus our thoughts about "if anyone is looking at us" . While if we dont think about so much, the anxiety is also lesser due to the absence of focus! Much love love and try new things! RR.

[@iexist7408]

Your friend has SA? That’s very unfortunate but reassures me I’m not alone. I wish them courage and strength. I like the tip you mentioned about perception. I’ll have to keep that in mind. I don’t own a discord server but I am on discord

[@RremanoR]

@@iexist7408 Maybe you should make one iExist server for some people. There is actually a lot of stuff about SA to get better at. It may feel as forever stuck, but the discouragement is really the biggest enemy. And tryng to find reasons to really believe that it doesnt necesarily have to be that way so often. Im so happy about your trip, specially when it took so much effort from you. If parents dislike such improvement, they are really not helping you but downgrading. Thats sad, but you are an adult. I dont believe you are a failure. Maybe they apply it so, but they should rethink, even tho - they probably dont. Just know - you are not stuck. You can improve! Believe that you can get much much better. ANd even if you fail, it doesnt matter ... long term, its smaller steps, incimental improvement ... dont be discouraged by dissapointment. It can happen, accept that sometimes we fail. Its okay. I know you can improve.. know it too! RR.

[@ReLLaKaT316]

I just wanna say the moment I saw you I just wanted to reach out and hug you. I'm going through stuff myself, going to therapy. I'm pretty hard on myself right now. I have no job at 35, I am very blessed to have a daughter, but I'm also stuck in Sweden after moving here from England (for love) and being dumped 3 years ago. I stayed for my daughter. But I lost my sense of self and my well being. I'm getting there.

[@GreatswordDude]

It's cool to find new youtubers (With Social Anxiety + Depression), it makes me feel no alone! (With Social Anxiety + Depression) 😅

[@ActionsNotDistractions]

You have overcame a lot I feel like I could never just cause nobody could ever stand me for long enough to do anything

[@iexist7408]

I really tried my hardest. Are you saying that nobody will be by your side when you want to try doing activities?

[@ActionsNotDistractions]

@@iexist7408yeah

[@dadmodeindarkmode]

I grew up in Texas and line dancing was part of the curriculum at my elementary school.

[@MisterGamerDre]

We're proud of you!!!

[@KIRA-br5fo]

so idk how i got here i saw your loser virgin video and wanted to see if there's any updates in the channel and just by the thumbnails and titles it brings joy and tears to me happy to see you enjoying life, good luck

[@kinetictheory9012]

Modest is beautiful. Keep being you and don't be like the rest of the women out there.

[@casimirothe3rd]

People don't judge you half as harshly as you judge yourself, try not to worry so much about what others think and have fun. Don't be afraid to step out of your comfort zone, it'll get easier... Did you happen to go to the Mavericks just north of Austin?

[@iexist7408]

You’re probably right, thank you. That’s the one! Just north of Austin. You been there?

[@casimirothe3rd]

@iexist7408 I literally live like 2 miles away from Mavericks. It's a pretty popular place for country dancing 🕺

[@iexist7408]

@@casimirothe3rdthat’s nice ur so close to it. Btw I’m so thrilled to see a real Texan in my comment section. I must tell you, I love Texas and I wanna go back already!

[@casimirothe3rd]

@iexist7408 good ol Texas it's like a whole other country. Come back soon. You gotta try our BBQ brisket if you haven't already. You should come during the Rodeo around spring time and there's always the Alamo in San Antonio, not too far from Austin🤠

[@iexist7408]

@@casimirothe3rd I had bbq beef brisket at Coopers Old Time Pit Bar-B-Que mmm mm. And got to visit the Alamo. Next time I go back it will probably be to see a rodeo in Dallas 🤠 Have you ever been to my state? Pennsylvania?

[@G.Harley.Davidson]

The hardest part is getting the courage to go out the first time on the dance floor. You think everyone else there just went out the first time and just started dancing really well?

[@wilE6764]

Yeah I could never ever get myself to do that in front of people I think I would throw up😂

[@iexist7408]

Maybe you need some good friends by your side. It’ll help ease you

[@TheBlackSheep321]

Hmm - being an introvert and struggling with depression myself I don’t put myself in those situations anymore- it’s too stressful for me. I think I would benefit more from going for a walk in the woods and talking to a tree. I’m learning to be kind to myself & accept myself for who I am.

[@Life_is_a_beach_4042]

No worry, you looked like when I joined the Zumba Course years ago the first day. After a while I could follow better and better. And there is no need to drink alcohol to have fun. But it can help a bit. 😉

[@helltonwerrmann9358]

lovely !!!

[@TheScotsman1977]

I am proud of you. Keep going.

[@charliehuntsman9827]

Ok i caught up on some of your videos good for you getting out there and taken the bull by the horns gell yeah good for you you got this honie

[@rodrigonicolborgeattino8494]

No entiendo lo que hablas pero entiendo el sentimiento o las emociones que la vos expresa .y me gusta .

[@felipemattar6446]

You are so cute!!❤

[@user-xm2qc5ln3l]

Please don't despair, listen to Dancing On My Own by Robyn, joyous excellence!

[@aceventurapetdetective2356]

I thought that looked a success. You know what they say "Comparison is the thief of happiness"

[@paulosborne4632]

Amazing wow ❤❤🎉🎉

[@russelblackwell6041]

Good on you making progress your worth it try square dancing in a round room

[@iexist7408]

Aww thank you! That sound fun. I’d like to try it

[@erniesandoval9669]

I know what you are going through,I also suffer from depression.

[@iexist7408]

I’m so sorry ernie, it’s tough isn’t it? I’m wishing you healing

[@JohnB-n9o]

Have you ever done some bloodwork to check your thyroid?

[@jessieessex]

Sounds like a success.

[@iexist7408]

Thanks Jessie! I hope it was

[@daewon07]

No one cares how bad you dance really. You could could show up there next week and nobody will remember who you are or your name. People care more about themselves then how other people are dancing. I go salsa dancing all the time and no matter how much I have looked like a fool in the past the whole thing just blows over in a week or two with no one really remembering or caring.

[@iexist7408]

Well, that’s refreshing to hear. I’ll probably realize these things if I go out more. Salsa dancing sounds fun. Maybe I can try that

[@lonestar3433]

IE, you're way too hard on yourself. As a newbie to line dancing, you'll be fine. Don't bust your head on it. Enjoy yourself and relax!

[@iexist7408]

Well said, thanks for the tips! Are you Texan?

[@ralle3447]

Never gonna give you up

[@francohealy3705]

Trust your instincts, but follow your dreams. The two aren't mutually exclusive.

[@DavidHansell-t4o]

You did good in the second clip when you were by yourself

[@iexist7408]

Thanks! In that second clip I was doing the “cotton eye joe” dance 😊

[@DavidHansell-t4o]

I the future just try not to feel that everyone is watching you. I have to give you credit for pushing yourself. You will get there if you keep trying

[@ALAN-gp3lj]

I find that cigarettes helps a lot with managing one's anxiety.

[@sublimeade]

Good for you dude hope you had some bbq

[@iexist7408]

Thanks! Yes I did have a nice Texas barbecue meal down there. Beef brisket

[@samford-xo7uk]

My fiancee's been taking me to Mavericks for a year now because she loves dancing. She's a virgin and very shy, too. Probably why I clicked your video way back when. Anyway, you're right; no one cares. They're really accepting of whoever there.

[@upwk7]

❤❤❤

[@toddsonnier3763]

I'm a native and lifelong Texan. You would fit in just fine. Here. You are absolutely good enough. Everyone feels that way. Sometimes. Those girls put a ton of effort into looking like that. They don't roll out of bed like that. I'm not saying you just rolled out of bed and went to the club. I'm just saying they're a lot more similar to you than they are different. The biggest difference is probably confidence, and that's something you just need to work on. Put the bat down and stop beating yourself up. In checks and speak, dust yourself off and get back on the horse. You're as cute as any girl there and as interesting as any girl there. Tell that internal monologue to shut the f up

[@Debajit-b5n]

Love from India dear ❤️🔥

[@michaelterrazas8497]

For you to put yourself out there speak a lot about your character. Give yourself some credit. Social dancing is fun and you dont need alcohol to have fun. Just be yourself.

[@iexist7408]

I suppose you’re right. Alcohol isn’t necessary. I’ll just keep being myself. Thanks 🙏

[@LARRY.505]

Spotlight Effect

[@BenBoltok]

Boot scootin boogie

[@JohnDoe-mx6ll]

Ur really beautiful 😍

[@honestdanreviews]

next time your in Texas you should go to the battleship or the Alamo

[@El_Peon_Lector]

Wait! You have a boyfriend? Your're not a loser now😂😂 Oh crap. I'm always late

[@xDefender11]

Rip she has a boyfriend now 😢 my heart is crushed fr

[@JonathonLewis-j3p]

👍👏👏👏

[@tomgilder1051]

Good for you

[@iexist7408]

@@tomgilder1051 thank you 🙏

[@tomgilder1051]

@@iexist7408 your welcome

[@KernalPancakes]

You're basically me but woman version. lol

[@pablobarrera3943]

Hi there i have social anxiety and depression

[@iexist7408]

Sorry to hear ☹️ We are in this together

[@mariamj1449]

Hi! I have panic attacks and agoraphobia....🙄

[@miimmiim9726]

Not about dancing, but I heard you don't like kittens! Kittens are like the cutest! How can it be? :)

[@torment4723]

You don't care about dancing and never will care about dancing, stick to what interests you.

[@PennVvs]

You a sussy baca fam. You’ll get there tho

[@zebichezas13]

U remind me a priest, u so beautiful 😗😗😘

[@cloudscapemysterio]

😂

[@iexist7408]

🤣

[@donovanbaptiste6468]

😂😂😂

[@AirgunJohnny]

Overthinking creates a loss of touch with reality, I do think this is a major hurdle for you

[@darvenperez2326]

Do you like be Social, you like traveler.

[@ALAN-gp3lj]

Wait!?... you have a boyfriend? As a single guy with social anxiety as well, can you please give me some advice on how to get a gf? I mean, I go outside and stuff, but there seems to be no women of my own age around. (30) Idk, but it seems to me that all the "good women" always stay inside their homes.

[@Dustpan]

LFG

[@AndresAngelo]

Have you been told that you look a lot like this Hollywood actress, Brigette Lundy-Paine?

[@calamarcitogaming3895]

Your videos make me relax, u sound like a pretty wonderful chick. I actually interested in meet u more. Srry 4 my bad english, Honey

[@j.m.navcas6894]

You only need to live with your boyfriend for six months in Texas so your relationship fits into the category of law common marriage. Then you'll be able to apply for divorce from him at the family court and take half of his money and properties.

[@Cualquiercosa5049]

that happened to you?

[@Rick-i3j9o]

You young lady are your own worst critic. I like to do karaoke, I'm not the best at it but hey it's about having fun! Also a few adult beverages aka liquid courage helps. Relax! Just have some fun.😊

[@davemurray5706]

You are too hard on yourself. You dress just fine, and you got up to try to dance which is the first step. It takes time and practice to learn how to line dance. Like anything, the more you do it, the easier it will get. No one was likely judging you, and if anyone was, to hell with them. You can't worry about small-minded people who judge others for not being like them.