Lilith has died.. ( the truth )

Lilith the all white king cobra has passed away. After loosing nights of sleep, and getting his head clear, he is hear to explain how his most beloved pet died out of nowhere this week. Ever lost a pet reptile?
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[@ClintsReptiles]

This really broke my heart. My experience with Lilith is one I will never forget. Thank you, Kevin, for making that possible. It changed me forever. My prayers are with you and your entire team at NERD. I'm so sorry.

[@kathyvallejo7884]

That’s no way to Feel good after this I am so sorry

[@Captinfun101]

Your visit with her was awesome, I could tell how much it meant to see her in real. It’s so sad , she was an awesome ambassador for the breed. I can’t imagine how poor Kevin and the whole team are feeling.

[@Valyndris]

This is so heartbreaking, the wonderful life of Lilith shall be celebrated as I weep and mourn for Kevin; cherishing all the good experiences and memories Lilith has brought us all. 💙💙💙

[@tserved1]

That's sucks I'm really sad to here this

[@pale_profile7237]

Same

[@sherkylady7765]

I’m glad the vets told Kevin it’s NOT his fault. Lilith was special to him and all of us. We can see his heart is breaking. 😭

[@christiangasior4244]

A big hit on his wallet too

[@JodiLeaSnakeQueen]

​@christiangasior4244 well yea. But he put a lot of time, energy, and money into this animal and didn't live long. He never said how much he paid but I'm sure it was a lot... like thousands and thousands. It would suck losing something so expensive and amazing.

[@m.j.7703]

“The thing about owning pets is they only last a chapter of your life, but you are there for all of theirs.” It’s hard to watch a pet go, but just know you made a lasting impact on Lillith’s life in the most positive way. Her ability to thrive for so long is a testament to your amazing care. She will always have a place in your heart Kevin. Lillith may you Rest In Peace ❤️

[@zacharyalfano9846]

Not if you have tortoises

[@PKBitchGirl]

Not with tortoises and some parrot species

[@orlalolo4585]

That's very true ,

[@Operational117]

@@PKBitchGirl Those are exceptions rather than the norm. There are _very few_ animal species that live as long or longer than humans and can be kept as pets/in captivity compared to the number of animal species that don't.

[@Stolas1777]

I will never believe snakes are normal pets that cobra didn’t give two shts about him he just brought her food she would’ve bit him just as quickly as anyone else reptiles aren’t pets like a normal pet like a dog or cat.

[@WickensWickedReptiles]

So sorry for your loss Kevin. Such an amazing animal, terrible that she is gone but thank you for sharing her with us. It was such a pleasure to see her through the screen, I can't imagine the joy she must have brought in person.

This is so heartbreaking. Lilith was such an amazing snake. I'm happy I got to meet her, but this really sticks it in and breaks it off. She will always be remembered.

[@jerryvangemert2]

Amen.

[@hognosebestuk]

😔😢

[@blackdong4footwangnosucky]

Where was it broke off into?

[@JK-vy8vh]

666th 👍.

[@stephpatrick80]

@@blackdong4footwangnosuckythat was meaning that it felt like someone stabbed him in the heart and broke the blade off in it. In other words he was just overwhelmingly heart broken and it stuck with him.

[@katdixon8390]

I think the fact that she lived as long as she did, even with such overwhelming health problems, is proof that you were taking excellent care of her. It shows how comfortable and safe you made her feel, that she was able to try to eat even when her body was struggling to process her food, and that she became as sweet-natured as she was even through the pain. Even if there was nothing that could be done to know or cure her condition, just the way you treated her made her as happy and comfortable as she could be anyways, and that's really important.

[@SwoopENT]

or she was suffering for a prolonged period of time..

[@guytrashgurtdog515]

@@SwoopENT I think it was a mix of both. I think she was suffering for awhile especially towards the end, but he did take good care of her. How were they to know? Snakes are so good at hiding their pain and clearly everything seemed fine, and when she clearly showed issues they did something every time.

[@katwilliams2950]

@@guytrashgurtdog515 right. she may have suffered due to at the time, unknown health issues, however his care obviously brought her comfort enough where she became docile despite her health issues. I hope his heart can heal some day. She's irreplaceable but he has memories.

[@stephenwalczak3166]

Or I'll health is a product of keeping a large snake in a tiny box.

[@robertlangford7918]

Hey Kevin I just wanted to let you know that because of this video and the unfortunate situation of Lilith passing, I found out through this video that my father is going through the similar thing with his heart! His legs have been swelling up and through this video we found out about his Edema! Thank you so much and she might have saved his life!

[@hombreg1]

I hope your dad got better. I recently lost my gramps to a similar condition

[@robertlangford7918]

@@hombreg1 We got him on the right meds. Thanks again Lilith. RIP

[@waterbird91]

My father too has gout, I didn't know some of these facts that Kevin pointed out. I saved this video for reference killing was so beautiful, I've never seen an albino cobra , she was a rare one. Didn't know that the heart and bait is connected. And I didn't know it is a hereditary disease.. KNOW I know.

[@benhaney9629]

Sometimes it shocks me how ignorant people are. You really didn’t know about edema? It’s connection to heart disease? Gout and uric acid build up? Often connected to fatty rich foods high in uric acid like chicken liver and such? Which is why gout was called the “kings disease” or the “disease of royalty.” I guess common knowledge isn’t so common is it. I mean you are probably all of average intelligence and you are dumb as bricks. Not trying to offend… Just saying. Lol. Which just goes to show how dumb and ignorant average people and therefore most people are.

[@AlisaWeatheral-ll4jk]

My dad had kidney issues that effected his heart. They are frequently involved with each other during health issues. My father also had gout as a human.

[@TooCuteToSell]

I am so sorry for your loss. As a fellow veterinarian that deals with exotics, I greatly appreciate you posting the necropsy. This is a great study and learning tool for all of us. I completely agree with the finding and this is absolutely not your fault. I agree that the cause of Lilith’s death has a lot to do with hereditary factors. Hang in there Kevin. You did everything you could do.

[@Reptiliatus]

Incredibly sorry for your loss. Loosing any pet is never easy. She was an incredible animal. I'm glad you were at least able to get answers for yourself as to the cause of her death as there is nothing worse than not knowing or not being able to takeaway anything from the loss in hopes it will never happen again.

[@locabynature]

this is heartbreaking. I'm glad she got to spend her last years with you Kevin. she couldn't have been in better hands. she was a fierce King Cobra. 🖤

[@sk8rat86]

Literally any other king cobra keeper would have been better....🙄 people that aren’t in the hobby/lifestyle just don’t understand...

[@superioracepilot6005]

@@sk8rat86 are you just here to criticize and spread negativity? do you think your opinion is more valuable than his or his vets? I'm sorry but I don't see thousands of people lined up to watch your videos every week.

[@guytrashgurtdog515]

@@sk8rat86 I’m curious as to why you think so? The vets said it wasn’t his fault and there was nothing they could do, so I really don’t think it was his fault by any means. But why do you think he was a bad keeper for her? Not tryna start shit, I don’t know much about cobra care specifically and haven’t heard anything bad about this guy ever, and I’m just curious

[@swordage]

It's so sad and reassuring to hear the vet say, "It's just bad luck... There's nothing here that you did wrong."

[@Emerl18]

This is my greatest fear as an owner of two skinks: That they will be going through agony and I won't be able to tell. This is the part that really sucks about owning reptiles, they're not as expressive as any of the furred pets, so if something starts going wrong, it's often very hard to detect until it's late-stage.

[@chesneymigl4538]

I lost a four year old bearded dragon to retained eggs. She'd never been with a male and never showed anything but sass. Then one day she was gone. At necropsy, the vet said it was strange. It looked like she had started to produce follicles, then stopped. They were partially resorbed, and necrotic. Never knew, and the vet said he didn't have an explanation. I wish they were easier to read also.

[@anotherhuman3866]

@@chesneymigl4538 thats so sad :(

[@TheWoblinGoblin]

Cats also rarely tell you they are hurting

[@languid-4535]

I understand I’ve lost two wonderful snakes to reasons none can explain (though they were both still babies and I did get them from petsmart and petco) a sweet king snake I named Antiope, and a green tree python who was suffering throughout the short time I had her, it was so hard to watch even though I didn’t fully understand, she was aggressive but I just thought that was normal for a GTP as well as her urinating on me, though she never pooped. The problem was she never ate we tried everything to help her feed but she wouldn’t, she couldn’t. I remember the day she passed I had just held her that morning and was then working on school when my mom walked in and looked in her tank and just said in shock “the snake is dead.”, I remember not believing her but then I walked over and saw, it was one of the hardest moments I’ve been through and I messed up so much, and I mean in ways of overwhelming her, I feel awful now she barely had and relaxing time I was so excited to have her and thought it’d get better, I remember “showing her off” to my neighbors I took her outside, I feel absolutely awful thinking back on that memory, animals no matter what they are how ugly or beautiful they look, are not objects and I never once considered her an object, but looking back I see my errors and obliviousness. I now have another green tree python as well as a ball python. I’ve had the ball python (Luna) for 5 years now I love her so much and she’s so sweet but whenever she smells even a bit of mice she’s crawling all over her tank, she sure loves to eat. My GTP (Gamora) I’ve had them for maybe 2-3 years now, we’ve been very careful helping them grow, giving them what they need, and respecting that when the animal obviously does not want to be held and you have no reason to be handling them RESPECT their feelings.

[@christiangasior4244]

I wonder about this too. I really hope my crested geckos aren’t in distress.

[@DukeBoyMom]

My heart hurts for you, Kevin. Hearing you say you don’t “feel like doing NERD anymore” is honestly what got me. It just shows how much you truly care and are heartbroken. However, I believe that because you care so much about ALL your animals, you will find a way to keep being amazing and doing the good that you do. ❤️

[@jerryvangemert2]

Amen.

[@tonyb1184]

Amen to that

[@PalinaZ]

lilith would have died long before this monday without getting in your care. you gave her all your ressources and love and she gave you a wonderful experience as long as a special yet so fragile snake like her can offer. thats the cruel beauty of life. i'm glad you took as with you on liliths journey. thank you (:

[@fulanichild3138]

I really admire your having the autopsy done and being present for it. Knowing that you didn't do anything to cause her illness is important.

[@NeuKrofta]

This is a very unfortunate story, but Kevin asked a really good question at <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="793">13:13</a> and we should really rethink breeding practices of Morphs and animals for aesthetic traits at the cost of fitness is really the best thing to be doing and a path we should be pursuing. At the end it only hurts the animals and the people who love them. We need to get out of this designer fashion accessory mindset when it comes to animals and pets.

[@guytrashgurtdog515]

I couldn’t agree more. I’m a huge dog person, and I’m super into ethical breeding and dog genetics. The dog show world/reputable breeders are really trying to crack down on unethical mixes such as the “designer dogs” like labradoodles, cockapoos, goldendoodles, and all the other doodles and other mixes and off standard purebreds and making literally everything “Merle” or “teacup” or “XXL”, because of all of the health and temperament issues and genetic unpredictability that comes with them. Breed standard for the most part exists for a reason, if you deviate from that standard it often causes health and temperament issues. Not to mention how unhealthy mixing breeds is. Get a rescue if you want a mix or off standard purebred, if you can handle all the work a rescue may need. But I think it’s similar with reptiles, we’re so worried about looks that we’re breeding animals that are suffering. And all because they look pretty. Is it really worth it? There’s so many gorgeous and healthy different types of reptiles and morphs, why not just breed those?

[@NeuKrofta]

@@guytrashgurtdog515 you are so correct, everyone focuses on Outbreeding Enhancements aka "Hybrid Vigor" but ignore the consequences of Outbreeding Depression which only gets worse with every successive generation which sometimes the effects don't express themselves until after a couple of generations so it's hard to know how bad it can be at first or even with young offspring. If anything that means we should be more attentive and cautious with hybridization. You bring up a very good point about temperament too, that is hereditary and honestly in my opinion, when it comes to snakes and potentially dangerous animals is far more important of a trait to breed than colors and patterns.

[@guytrashgurtdog515]

@@NeuKrofta I couldn’t agree more. I’m so tired of outbreeding and this “hybrid vigor” myth. With dogs, it’s not even a “hybrid” so that doesn’t make sense, they’re the same species, just two different breeds.

[@scourgeface]

makes me think of spider(?) morph ball pythons which are known to have neurological issues causing their wobble

[@rand5106]

Frankly I don't understand how people can claim they love animals, while deliberately breeding for mutations that cause the animals pain and suffering.

[@kimalots9353]

I know Kevin did everything he could for her and she lived a lot longer than she would have if it wasn't for him. I'm so glad that he had vets do a necropsy on her. Not for any of us we don't count ......, but strictly for himself, so he knows he did everything possible for her. I know she had a special place in his heart. She will be missed by everyone. Praying for all of you guys

[@AbbyBane.]

Also takes the bias out considering the ney sayers.

[@loridarkpool3631]

Dude, even if you never talk about her on camera, just let it out with someone once in awhile. Grief is a man eater. Mental health is important, and not talking about grief and it's source isn't good. Take care of yourself. Moving onto the video. She was a true beauty and she will be missed.

[@cybianchi]

U can

[@animeobsessee2125]

You’re right, time heals, but the scars will always be there

[@mokimon5079]

Agreed

[@katiberry9768]

This is the first time I've ever cried for a snake. I can tell just from this video how much you loved her and I can feel how heartbroken you are. Kevin, thank you for doing this video. You are helping me appreciate snakes more than what I used to. Take care.

[@larslionheart]

It's really nice to see the other reptile channels come here and comment on her. It not only shows all the support you have but how important and loved Lilith was. I'm sorry this happened man. Losing a pet is so so very hard. I hope things look up for you soon.

[@wheezul6415]

I'm heartbroken alongside you, NERD; Lilith was a treasure and it's gut-wrenching to see her pass, especially now knowing how she did. Best wishes your way, Kevin and everyone working with him- you did all that could.

[@jacalynprice9020]

I m so sorry to hear that Lilith passed away.. she was so beautiful to watch. I know you gave her great care. Jackie Price

[@tammycrawford2490]

I am so very sorry to hear. She was able beautiful Snake . Pleases try to keep going I love to see you talk about very thing about snake you are so smart and I learn a lot from you

[@FaixDxFlowright]

I'm usually just a lurker, and I don't know how much a random stranger's words matter in times like this, but Lilith touched so many lives. She was such a special, unique animal and personality, and the reptile community will have been the better for knowing her. If you don't want to appear in videos for a while anymore, I think we will all understand

[@TanteSklaidos]

What a majestic animal she was, truly. It is also heartbreaking to think that her aggression was just a learned response from such a terrible injury, and what a different life she may have had had she been treated better all along. In any case, she at least lived the last years in wonderful care.

[@ixxieangel]

Take comfort in knowing that you gave Lilith the best possible chance to have a good life and to survive her medical challenges. It's heartbreaking to lose a beloved animal but your entire team gave every ounce of care, love, and comfort possible to Lilith. Hopefully with the knowledge you've gained through this experience will be able to help you identify and treat or ease the pain of another animal experiencing a similar illness or condition. Sending love to everyone at NERD.

[@noteimporta1960]

She was loved and she carried on this long just because of your love and care. My heart and prayers goes to Kevin and NERD's team

[@chapmanrose76]

Sorry for your loss. From amarillo texas.

[@Captinfun101]

Flub me , this sucks ! The whole team must be heartbroken, can’t imagine the way Kevin is feeling. She seemed so good , the amount of internal problems goes to show how damn tough she was. Condolences NERD team.

[@snaptrap5558]

Even in death, she was a magnificent animal. Very sorry for your loss, man. We do our best, but sometimes our animals just aren't going to make it.

[@kellyharper367]

What a lovely creature she will always be in the infinity of the universe. I only met her through KZbin, but her magnificence and essence are imprinted in me forever. Many others feel the same as evidenced by all the condolences! Slither on, sweet girl!

[@user-lh1ss1fp5q]

You love and care for your reptiles with such affection and understanding. I am grateful to take in and enjoy all of this as a viewer.

[@BlackAceDeathRose]

I couldn’t even imagine what you are going through Kevin. This animal brought you so much joy, just by the fact that she exists, let alone the interactions with her. Lilith was an absolute fireplug and was a treasure of the animal kingdom. She was lucky to have someone in her life like you, and the rest of the world was lucky to be able to view her thanks to you.

[@namelssssnake9466]

Couldn’t have said it better, heavily a shame to see the news

[@moffin25]

My deepest condolences... she was a rare beauty. She will be missed.

[@gratuitousumlaut1944]

These rare moments when you let yourself be vulnerable are always so touching and heart wrenching. As someone how has gout to look forward to in her own life and seeing how much it has hurt my father and his parents, I can only imagine the pain she was in, but also know from watching your videos that even as spicy as she was, you loved her with all your heart and she loved you back. She was a wonderful and amazing animal and we're all blessed to have had a chance to learn from her through you and what you do.

[@pierinalanning3541]

I cried as soon as I saw this video in the list of my subscriptions. Kevin, you gave her best possible life, or she never would have thrived as much as she did. You and the staff at NERD are the only reasons I'm not terrified of snakes anymore. I now see them as beautiful sentient creatures, and Lilith was amazing in her beauty. Thank you for sharing her and for changing my mind.

[@beffiesv650]

My condolences to Kevin and everyone at NERD. It’s clear how much she was loved.

[@ScrolledAgain]

I'm sorry she was so sick the whole time, that must really hurt to hear. Just know you did your best and gave her the best husbandry you knew how for her issues. I think it's also worth knowing that Leucisim in cobras might be fatal, this information really helps venomous keepers make concerted choices when it comes to breeding of kings for captivity. I think she taught us a lot in this way and her legacy will be continuing this education

[@sandrofidelis2753]

Hello, I'm from Brazil, I'm very sad for the loss of Lilith, without a doubt the most beautiful snake I've ever seen

[@shirleyhardy891]

I am just so honored we got to meet her and thankful that she got to spend her last 3 years in your gentle and loving care Kevin!

[@TaraAndFriends]

She was just sick. It wasn't your fault Kevin, and you really did everything possible for her. May she rest easily now. Goodbye Lilith, you were possibly the most amazing creature in existence.

[@Whateverhasbeenmynameforyears]

Sounds like you were nothing but a improvement for her life. You gave her the best life she could have had. The fact that she was able to have her attitude and get that big while having that many health problems is a testament to your detailed and devoted care. I am sorry she passed but not sorry she found you.

[@ElysetheEevee]

This is true. When they were talking about the others of the same as Lillith that were born and died so young, I was surprised she'd lived so long. I knew she lived longer than most of her type, but the fact that she made it for so long given everything definitely means Kevin did everything correctly to line up her chances until he just couldn't anymore. She was very lucky to have him.

[@andybrown1002]

I'm currently bawling my eyes out... I've only recently found your channel but with all the videos I've seen, old and new, you are such an amazing caretaker and I don't think there's anyone that could have provided her a better quality of life, no matter how short. She may have been doomed to a short life but in your care she had a good life. Just watching your videos has helped me understand these creatures better, so I couldn't fathom the connection you develop with these wonderful beings. I have to say it again, I am so sorry for your loss Friend. There will never again be another critter like her, and thank you so much for sharing such a beautiful animal with the world. We all grieve with you.

[@sugarmuffin319]

Same

[@CarputingYT]

I just found this channel and viewing this video half way in, it's obvious this owner cares beyond belief for animals abused previously by others. Don't let yourself ever get down - you're giving animals a life they never expected or hoped to have. even if animals are on their death-bed when they enter your care - you're giving them a better ending. Keep up your holy work. King.

[@ghagzor]

People dont understand how heartbreaking it is when your snakes die. They are supposed to live as long as you do damn near. It's even worse when its your fault. I still feel fucking terrible and grieve for my snakes. At least you did everything possible to keep her healthy Kevin.

[@patchtheservicebear5325]

I’m sorry for your loss. I recently lost my axolotl and one of my bettas. Just because these animals don’t have fur doesn’t make them any less of your family.

[@ElysetheEevee]

@@patchtheservicebear5325 I wholly agree. Speciesism is something we, as humans, need to bring more awareness to. Fish can feel pain, snakes can get attached to others, even insects can build bonds. There's so much we don't yet know about other species and assuming so much as many humans do, is just bad. Us being some of the first sentient lifeforms on this planet* doesn't mean we are, or will be, the only ones to be "in charge" of others' fates. *fixed typo damn phone

[@patchtheservicebear5325]

@@ElysetheEevee I absolutely love this. You are very right.

[@zacharyalfano9846]

I don’t think I’m going too connect with my fish any time soon

[@kingexplosionmurderfuckoff9376]

@@ElysetheEevee I couldn't have said it any better. Every sentient creature deserves love and empathy. Life is a beautiful thing, and there is no limit to the love between a human and an animal.

[@eventhorizon]

I will say the one "downside" to loving reptiles and having them in our lives, is the fact that they are so "good" at hiding not feeling well until they're very sick. Lilith was amazing, and I know how much joy she brought me on your channel, and when she visited with Clint on his channel, and I know that's a fraction of the joy she brought you all over there, and the countless people who knew her only through videos like myself. I agree with others, don't worry about talking more than you're able to about her on here, but lean on support, and be careful, stay safe!

[@danakemper666]

I’m very sorry for your loss. Your willingness to share your love for reptiles has helped me understand and appreciate these creatures. Thank you

[@trinapatd4744]

Thank you so much for taking the time to explaining this to us and I’m so sorry for your lost 😞

[@nathans8046]

Condolences to Kevin and everyone at NERD, you guys gave Lilith a good life.

[@harpers1niter]

The whole retile community is heartbroken and crying with you Kevin. I'm glad she found you. I'm glad she passed in *your* care. We know how much you loved her. I'm truly sorry.

[@AnodyneHipsterInfluencer]

This. 1,000%

[@yeny7194]

This is heartbreaking. Can’t even begin to understand what he must be feeling. RIP Lilith. You are a beautiful creature that touched hearts. 😢

[@missyn7216]

Kevin, I'm so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing this story with us even though it must have been very difficult for you. Sending hugs.

[@MrEgrass]

My deepest condolences go out to Kevin and everyone at NERD. This is deeply saddening.

[@ScornedOne1080]

One of the other reptile handlers calls something like that "A bad phenotype," as it has so many health related problems, and their regimen is so specific that any deviation could be fatal, or would be fatal regardless. Refer silkback bearded dragon (Silkie). That aside, losing a pet of any form is harsh . . . but with you they had a chance to live their lives as comfortably as possible. You are proof that this snake existed, and your videos are proof of her beauty. You gave her a legacy, a memory that will not die any time soon.

[@michellevanacker3434]

This is absolutely heartbreaking. SO very sorry Kevin and NERD crew. Thank you for sharing her story Kevin...this had to be beyond difficult. Sending virtual hugs

[@morpheon_xyz]

Bro, the past few weeks I've been gaining an interest in learning about snakes, and now because of your channel and some others, I've kind of grown fond of them to an extent, despite the dangers. This past week I've come across Lilith, only found out today that she was one of 2, and now seeing this just broke my heart. She was an amazing and gorgeous snake, definitely my favourite of all, and I appreciate the knowledge you shared with her ❤ I subbed for her, and I'm staying for the rest. Keep up the amazing work man, sending love your way in remembrance of Lilith 🤍

[@JodiLeaSnakeQueen]

She was amazing. I subbed bc of her too but when she was still alive. I have 6 snakes and other reptiles, I'm obsessed with snakes. They're some of the most interesting and beautiful creatures out there.

[@kaymccormack7308]

You looked after her exactly right, Kevin. Please know that there are many people, myself included, who feel great empathy for you all. Lilith was an awesome snake!

[@bananad377]

I agree with Kay you did the best for her she was a amazing snake xxxxx

[@IrieRogue]

I'm so sorry Kevin. I know how special she was to you. We all loved seeing her and learning what you were willing to share with us. She will be greatly missed. Sending love and strength your way ♡

[@malusignatius]

You and everyone else at NERD have my deepest sympathies and my condolences.

[@tdelbruegge]

I am so sorry for your loss. Your grief is evidently profound, Your search for knowledge is unmatched and commendable.

[@beckyjo8745]

So sorry Kevin, I'm glad you let others check her out and found out that it was nothing you did wrong. But don't stop doing Nerd. I think the reptile community needs you. Take some time off for sure but please don't quit. 💜🙏💜

[@kellie615]

My apologies Kevin , she truly was one of a kind , how lucky we all were that you shared her with us …. My condolences for you and all the NERD family .

[@Wrent19]

I'm so so sorry for your loss. Kevin and the whole nerd crew I'm feeling for you.

[@lynnettenadeau4493]

So sorry for your loss. You are such a good instructor, you make things understandable.

[@elainemiller8296]

I'm so sorry this happened Kevin. It sounds like she had an extended life and was able to achieve impressive growth and development because you were there to offer supportive care again and again. Thank you for sharing Lilith the magnificent with us.

[@musician200X]

It says a LOT about the love and care Lilith received at NERD and as Kevin's pet with how long she lasted and grew in her condition. I cant imagine the pain Kevin is going through. RIP Lilith. You had no idea any of us watching existed, but she was so loved and educated so many of us. 💔

[@phycobionic1799]

Oh, I am so sorry for your loss! Thank you having shared her beauty with us.

[@mourningdove7658]

I’m so sorry for her passing and your loss. Prayers and Comfort

[@buckygirlbecky]

To everyone at NERD, I am so sorry for your loss. Please know that we all send our condolences! Everyone knows that Kevin would have done anything humanly possible to save her! Much respect Kevin!

[@Kimberly_11]

Broke my heart seeing Lilith's beautiful face lying on that table, when they had her body opened up.. never thought in a million years I would be upset over a snake's death! See Kevin you are making people like me see snakes as loving pet's instead of something to be afraid of or evil 💔

[@tressahendrix0231]

So sad to hear this! Thank you for teaching us through a difficult time! You guys are truly inspiring!

[@inketc.presents5584]

I'm sorry for your loss. I have been watching your channel, it's very informative. Thanks.

[@TheHanyou]

You're fine, Kevin. You're allowed to feel like that in this situation. We all love you & know how much Lilith meant to you, and the rest of NERD. Our hearts go out to you in these sad times.

[@jenheuer1994]

I am so sorry Kevin. I am completely heartbroken, I loved Lilith so much. I can imagine how your feeling Kev. This is so tragic for you and your team, I please accept my condolences 😭😭😭

[@jonathanrivera4341]

I'm so sorry for your lost, thank you for sharing 🙏 and I know you are in the thoughts on all the reptile community stay strong

[@biancaclemmons6676]

Thank you for sharing such a difficult thing. You are amazing with reptiles and have such a great passion for them. Keep being amazing.

[@riversong654]

I'm so so sorry Kevin, I'm crying as I'm watching this. Just remember, you gave her the best days of her life!!! I have 2 dogs and an iguana and my love for them is so I can't imagine losing them. I really feel your sorrow. I wish words could heal your heart. Lots of people are with you in this awful time, you are not alone!!!

[@reptileking886]

I’m so sorry for your loss. She was absolutely stunning and majestic. I am glad you got to spend the time you did with her. Thank you for sharing her and educating the world about her and king combras in general!

[@bigapplepythons6058]

Hey Kevin Huge fan of you and nerd since a young kid You have done so much for the reptile community so keep pushing! We all need you! Deepest condolences

[@Hicks_echos401]

Sorry for your loss,keep going brother we love your Chanel!thanks for sharing her with us!!

[@donnahanley1943]

Even through your grief and pain, you still take the time to share what happened with your followers. You gave her the best love and care. Thru you; the whole reptile community is learning. How very brave to share this so soon Kevin. You have all our support and love.

[@billh1491]

Kevin this actually put a tear in my eye. I feel so bad for you and Lilith. You did that snake nothing but the best. I hope you feel better. She was such an amazing snake.

[@debbieann776]

Thank you for sharing, sorry for your loss!!

[@vickithompson9681]

So sorry for your loss Kevin. I know that was hard to talk about but thank you for sharing that with us.

[@thegirlfromnowhere9]

I'm deeply sorry for the passing of Lilith, she was a wonderful snake, and watching her videos and learning was a pleasure. She was a precious gift to the world. Rest in peace Lilith

[@Gutsknife]

This is absolutely heartbreaking. She was a beautiful, spunky snake and she'll be missed dearly; your care and love towards her is so apparent, and I can only imagine how devastating this must be for you. All the love to you and NERD.

[@ThePhoenixUnderwater]

Oh Kevin, I'm so terribly sorry to hear about Lilith's passing. She was a gorgeous snake, and will be missed by many!!! I just recently found your channel, so I just now heard that she passed!!

[@oddbird5825]

Thank you so much for sharing your feelings. I hope you find room in space to heal. It was a pleasure watching you work with her.

[@christaldubois3226]

I'm so sorry Kevin for your loss. My heart breaks, Lilith was a beautiful snake. Please take care of yourself.

[@Silvercrypto-xk4zy]

so sorry for your loss. you cared for her deeply and i can’t imagine exactly the hurt you’re going through right now

[@bjoern_aigudewi]

I am so sorry. I watched every video and she was so impressive. Thanks for being so open and all of your great work. Without you caring so much for her she probably wouldn't have grown and thrived like this. She was so lucky to be with you.

[@soniapowell9456]

Sorry for your loss and for sharing this 🙏

[@scullsserpentsexotics1819]

I'm sorry you have to feel this Kevin , my heart goes out to you for having to carry on broken hearted . Please know that this community loves and respects all the work and efforts you put in ,,,, bless you Kevin

[@ericbelcher7797]

Man so sorry to hear this ! Meeting her in person is one of my coolest memories I have 😞 . She will be missed.

[@johngarcia5396]

Sorry for your loss!! You can see the love u had for her. You made amazing progress and gave her a great life!

[@Eviscerator18]

Absolutely heartbreaking. My prayers are with you and the whole team over at NERD.

[@katenc.3112]

It's so sad when a loved one is sick and we aren't able to do anything, whether they're a person or a pet...thinking of you Kevin, Lilith won't be forgotten

[@jericosha2842]

Saw this live. Just wanted to stop by and let you know that we are grateful for you all sharing her with us. Really hard to lose an animal you love, we know you did everything you could do.

[@fatemehmaryam2419]

I feel really sad she passed on. She was doing so well. My condolences to all of you, Kevin. 😔💔

[@kaetlinbuckmiller6843]

Kevin (and team) your love for your snakes has helped a girl who is terrified of snakes to come to appreciate them and even subscribe to a channel decicated to reptiles and especially snakes. I am so sorry for your loss! But thank you for sharing your love with the world. You literally have helped me change my views and overcome my fear because of your devotion, passion, and love for Lilith and your other beautiful snakes. I'm so sorry for your loss.

[@tonyloyankees]

My heart goes out to you. Anyone that ever lost a pet understands some level of your pain! Thank you for sharing. You and your staff do so much good, appreciative for you guys! Keep your head up.

[@TheGearmachine]

As someone going into the veterinary world, and learning so much about different animal species, and reptiles specifically from you guys and a few others online, I think I can speak for many others when I say that if Kevin stops doing NERD it would be an INSANE disservice. We all appreciate you not just as a content creator, or a supplier of so many gorgeous specimens to do many people, but as a person. Taking a break is fine, collect your thoughts, and come to your own conclusions, and if you believe that you need to stop, then do it. Your mental health is worth more than what anyone else thinks. Just know that we all love and support you

[@LilLoo226]

So heartbreaking. Thank you for sharing this tragic story.

[@kimberlycrouch7228]

I'm so sorry for your pain with her loss. Watching the video, I can tell how much you loved her.