Progress, Amid a Hot Mess - Shout-Outs & Randomness

In light of everything that's went on recently, with the whole rewired soul drama, I figured I'd talk to my therapist about why I didn't trust my gut. So I figured I'd talk about that, and give some shout outs.
Much love to all, and please check out my friends channels!
Hedda Gold - / @heddashaven6900
Haunted by the Truth - / @wegohawaii
Real Talk Recovery - / @discovering_nicole1
My Benzo Hell - / @mybenzohell
HerOpiateFix - / @herofixtv
Karen Harriman - / channel
Suicide Prevention Hotline
1-800-273-TALK (8255)
Crisis Text-Line
Text "HOME" to 741741 (in U.S.)
Crisis Support for Veterans
1-877-996-0648
R.A.I.N.N. - Rape and Incest National Network
rainn.org
Or visit
Suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/
My email - [e-mail]
Follow me on Instagram @thesefourwalls82

[@TheseFourWalls]

Channel links are in the description! Please show these beautiful people some well-deserved support! 💚

[@nikkirevasmrplus5313]

❤Nicole from real talk as well that's how I found you. ✌

[@courtneyremarks1133]

First!! I love this video!! When we're getting clean it is really hard when you have to start feeling all at once! All the pain we were masking all thrown on our shoulders at once....while already dealing with cravings, discomfort, withdrawal symptoms...man! It's awful,but you are stronger than ALL those things.....you're proving it everyday!! ❤️❤️ Im so sorry for your trauma....I've been through multiple multiple traumas myself and it sucks that there's no instant cure to heal our mind and soul from the awful things that should have never happened to begin with! Anyways im always around...my name is the same on Twitter and we seem to have a lot of the same mental health issues. If you ever need a chat im only a DM away. PS don't feel bad every video I do is a ramble!! 😂

[@alienswillcomeAWC]

My best friend from high school went through a similar situation in elementary school. They are doing very well today, we’re both finishing our first years of college. Thank you for sharing your story. I stand in solidarity with you and all CSA survivors ✌️🤝 .

[@HeatherWeitz]

Beautiful video. Thank you for sharing.

[@heddashaven6900]

Hello Jason love, I'm here for you, I've subscribed, and I want to tell you that I am incredibly proud of you. I know the wolves try to trip us up, but by trusting our gut instincts, we can trip them up, instead. You have my unconditional support, always. And thank you for the lovely things you said about me. I'm very touched, and completely humbled. Much love to you. xxxx

[@askledhead]

I can hear a big difference in your voice and demeanor from your videos from the past few months. Really happy for you brother, take care ✌

[@trinity6764]

Complex CPSD is hard to battle . But it will get better . To learn to trust yourself after abuse takes time . Take care .🍀

[@honor2798]

Thank you, Jason. You have helped me and I thank you for that, sending my love ❤️❤️

[@estynista4507]

Thank you so much for sharing your story, it’s so brave of you! I myself went through trauma in my childhood, so your story resonated with me.Stay strong and continue on your journey. You are not alone. Also, how amazing is Hedda? She’s the best! 👍🤗

[@jaimereynolds258]

I'm sorry you are sick. I hope you feel better soon. No one likes to feel like shit.

[@LouEllenBissell]

As an abuse survivor I understand. children are seldom listened to. I've been there. I understand. everyone deals differently. don't think you're alone, because you are not. You are DESERVING, you are WORTHY, you are AMAZING! get better soon. love seeing your face.

[@chelseacarter3374]

I've come across your videos, and I see you've gone through alot of what I've gone through. I've gone through some horrible things growing up, and as I got older I've started to despise myself. Over the years, I've been diagnosed with PTSD, agoraphobia, body dysmorphic disorder, severe anxiety, and I'm always wondering, when am I ever gonna just breathe, and to just be. To just be happy, and okay with myself. Thank you for your beautiful videos.

[@AccordingtoJexi]

I am so sorry you have had to go through all that. I hate the thought of people taking advantage of you or causing you to question your gut. You are a true inspiration to others in recovery and I hope you keep sharing your message. I absolutely adore you Jason!! 💜💜

[@Blondie727]

This was a very poignant video. I’m sorry that you had to endure that kind of pain and being reminded of it by seeing the predator. As you know, I too have panic attacks/agoraphobia, depression & I’m very naive as well.

[@bridmcgrath5363]

I hope u can get the support that u need!!!! I have had the alcohol thing and the mental and emotional baggage. I have 2 thank God i never had physical or sexual abuse. But I want to show peace and support to u and HOPE u get the support that u need. Love and hugs.🧡💛✌🏻

[@JosephineWitch]

hedda is an amazing lady ❤

[@sabbithablood5219]

I'm sorry you had to endure the abuse you did as a child. I relate a little, molested but nothing else by a family member when I was 12. I dont really think about it anymore. The offender is long dead! Plus I'm in a healthy and happy place in my life now with my partner jay of 17 years. I wish you nothing but the best. You are truly one of the most beautiful and sincere people I've ever met!🤗👊👍🙏❤

[@nikkirevasmrplus5313]

👍😘🤗🤗🤗

[@hogan7254]

Hope you get well soon, I appreciate you sharing your story. It really shows your overall growth and power to handle situations with dignity. ❤️