rejected from my dream college, acne tips + food binge | Glow up Diaries Episode 3

[@aliviadandrea]

★ WATCH ALL OF THE GLOW UP DIARIES: bit.ly/37O0bX6 ABOUT: This is a 6 year docu-series of my coming of age story. I originally thought I would end this series after a few months but ugly truths unraveled as I went further into my glow up journey. I began recording the glow up diaries at 17 years old and finished when I turned 22 years old.

[@saracha-sauce]

"I wanna reach out for help but idk who to ask" I feel this.

[@alesarkissian4377]

Relatable

[@naomiroberys]

I recently started my glow up and I did it with a friend it really helps and motivates me it is so fun and relieving to talk about your progress with a friend and it really helps. I totally recommend it

[@saracha-sauce]

@@naomiroberys I don't really have many friends anymore. Not ones I could do that with. We've mainly grown apart or everyone's just growing up and busy. I'm so happy that you have that support and it's working for you 💕

[@naomiroberys]

Sara Edwards Thank you, and I’m sorry

[@rose_millsie9287]

it's so much harder for young people to glow up. I'm 12 years old, but I have acne problems and I want to lose weight. But it's harder because I'm too young to go out running by myself, nobody wants to do it with me, and I'm obviously too young to go to the gym. I always do exercises at home, but I want to change, I want to go outside and do something else. I love cycling, but my mum only wants to do it every now and then

[@nicolem8720]

It’s 12 am right now and I suddenly want to be healthy

[@ams3054]

ME TOO FKASJ

[@meido3113]

Me too😂in the middle of my period

[@nicolehoeper6423]

SAME😂😂😂

[@maddierawn4906]

단단 LITERALLY ME RN

[@schildknaap852]

same

[@ladureelover7620]

This series is low-key changing my life

[@chlochoi]

Kelly Elizabeth sameeee 😫I wish she posted more of thisss!!

[@ivvmr8482]

Me too

[@ana-ce6ti]

highkey* 😗

[@ebaaswaraldahab7739]

Kelly Elizabeth same

[@allysonleggett6197]

mine too

[@lilkmm1007]

I felt TERRIBLE today, so I decided to skip school. All I did today was lay in bed and eat... it's now 5 pm and I'm watching this, I'm about to get into the shower to feel better. Thank you ALOT!

[@sarahaurent2915]

girl same, I also skipped university today, because I was feeling bad, and I look terrible, I ordered food, and now it's 4pm, I'm rewatching this series to maybe myself feel better.

[@nuage9727]

Army

[@sanity6241]

hi army i know this is like 8 months late but i hope u feel better

[@leahe864]

That’s me rn

[@cinnebar]

good luck 💜

[@georgiazak8992]

I tried the five second thing once... I fell back asleep at three

[@manasprabhu8915]

That's Mel Robbins 5 second rule

[@siennal1806]

I’m sorry but I laughed

[@kittenlover1888]

Lol 😂

[@juliawedrychowska262]

Same

[@rossella7207]

Lol that why I do the 3 second rule instead of 5 second

[@txehyung5405]

youtuber of the year award goes to....

[@loulousadventures-]

Hey there...army...💜

[@01strawberryfig]

Louisa Steiner stan exo :)

[@CraftingAngel]

Zuckles ;)

[@addisonhart2780]

ARMYYYYYYYYYYYYYY (also I'm a taehyung Stan too)

[@lvrmaya]

@@01strawberryfig why you pressed for

[@axelate17]

Ok, so I love the fact that she is showing her struggles in this series...but come on! please don't cry😭😭😭

[@axelate17]

@Michaela no, I'm saying I get sad to see someone cry like her...it was very touching to she her battle this way very similar to mine. I am just very proud of her for showing her struggles to show that this wasn't easy for her, as that is the real battle we would face if we began the journey like hers. I began my journey and started to get really disappointed in myself for not losing the weight I wanted or for just wasting my day binge eating at night. It's just it's so sad to watch her cry😭 it was like watching Mufasa die in the lion king, very touching moment, but also a way to show the reality of what it's like to lose a loved one

[@sharlenerichards6140]

Honestly, I felt that hurt deep in my soul I cried too 😭

[@vanessakennedy311]

Purpleaxelate 17 wtf, she’s human and so are you! i would expect more smh

[@fairoadiary]

vanessa kennedy you just 🤦🏽‍♀️

[@baileyhallkuro]

its okay to cry!!

[@selenefae6761]

I was a 4.3 GPA student and had a 1440 SAT and I was rejected by over 80% of the colleges I applied to. Fun fact: I was rejected from Cal Poly SLU, but two classmates of mine who had B’s and C’s in school got in. ( I’m a straight A student ) Sometimes life isn’t fair but we work our way through it.

[@moa6081]

Selene Fae they probably had a lot more to offer and were more interesting...

[@moneyjar4606]

Please ignore this rude person above me. Anyways. I feel ya. I am just reaching 4.0 and I got 1050 SAT I'm bout to cry in depression over it. Weird how things turn out sometimes.

[@serenityrse1380]

@@moneyjar4606 exactly 😂

[@lanik4072]

Selene Fae sorry about that things really aren’t fair sometimes but don’t wonder why they got in and you didn’t, they also work hard to get in. Some people just can’t get straight A’s and struggle just because you had near perfect grades doesn’t mean you’re more deserving.

[@moneyjar4606]

Update: Took it again, got a 1070. But then again, I didn't study for either of them sooooo

[@nadeneorlando7275]

Thank you for being vulnerable.

[@caaanan9552]

Nadene Orlando thank you to who

[@emmagracegeren9270]

On 7 the girl in the video

[@petrapredovan473]

"In life, unlike chess, the game continues after checkmate." -Isaac Asimov Remember this next time you binge, sleep in, don't exercise, ... Losing the battle doesn't mean losing the war.

[@martynarogalewicz4271]

But when you lose all batles you lose a war also...

[@200msh]

@@martynarogalewicz4271 Not the time.

[@katehuff7836]

thank you.

[@serenaledini6976]

This just became my favourite quote. Thank you so much

[@EmilyTrinhHo]

thank you.

[@jasminebaar4640]

Am I the only desperate one? Waiting patiently for your videos?

[@Falinforlifee]

jasmine Baar SAME

[@noenoenoenoe409]

Stillllll waiting :(

[@sanna4]

SAMEEE

[@astrare0]

When she said, “I’m scared I’ll never lose weight” I cried. 🥺💜

[@yamiart1805]

And she’s not even chubby, maybe a little bit... but I get her point and know how she feels. I also startet gaining a little unwanted weight

[@barbarajasiulewicz2899]

literally the best series that exists on yt rn .... pls don’t ever stop doing them . you show such a real side of human being . I struggle with similar problems that you have . I hope one day I will get to where you are rn . One more time : big thank you for filming those kind of videos 😫❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😭

[@romanitaalexeev1490]

I agree!

[@btspark4066]

Yaa

[@timmiemaureenmacasadia1365]

best comment so far

[@myfelicety1459]

Yes!! I agree!

[@NE-bi4fp]

Same

[@favour4039]

Make sure your weight loss journey doesn't turn into an eating disorder because that is what happened to me and I have just recovered x

[@sasgay1198]

Favour Ajayi saaame

[@jcb24146]

same same same

[@shototodoroki4838]

I'm twelve years old, and currently recovering from bulimia, so I want all of y'all, even thou it's no alot, to remember that the number on the scale doesn't matter until it's too low or to high. And even though I don't know y'all, I give you my respects if you have EVER struggled with an eating disorder.♥

[@a.c.d.s]

xoxox

[@Existinginthecontext]

me too. no one close to me noticed my extreme weight loss and I kinda feel hopeless

[@isaflorencio3199]

she went running at 7 a.m? My school starts at 7 a.m

[@TheCelticer]

Lol. Where are you from?

[@lottiephilpotts]

Mine starts at 8:40 lmao

[@lauraberstler4420]

@@TheCelticer Mine starts at 7:35 am. I am from Germamy.

[@TheCelticer]

@@lauraberstler4420 lol wo hat man in Deutschland denn um 7.35 Uhr Schule? 😅

[@vago2670]

@@TheCelticer Im going on 8 grade so now its starting 8:30am but on 6 grade and 7 grade it started 7:30 am on Norway

[@V0idedChip]

Ur the most realistic KZbinr I've come across. Unlike all the other fitness ppl I've watched, you film your challenges and weaknesses and it made me feel so much better to know I'm not the only one who binges and breaks down. Thanks

[@user-so4kn6hl7d]

I’m literally checking this account over 5 times a day to check if there is a new video

[@CooperBurnetteBee]

Haha lol! Same

[@aidoll3692]

*checks* Oh no new video ... *checks*

[@fahimajan1268]

@@aidoll3692 .

[@mmili1407]

me too

[@sabnicmat]

Please keep going omg this is changing my life

[@celesteishimwe1565]

Sabrina Nicole ayyye army

[@mariamalmosawi4419]

@@Abby-uk7rv ....

[@mariamalmosawi4419]

@@Abby-uk7rv meh...i don't think so..? But that's your option!😊

[@mariamalmosawi4419]

@@Abby-uk7rv lol i thought you were talking about something else!! But yeah i really don't like kpop...

[@giftedwolf6671]

That’s tuff honestly

[@lordbongsesh3439]

There’s a reason you weren’t accepted, You have something better waiting for you in your future and it’s your job to find that out, trust me just wait and be patient and you’ll be thankful you weren’t accepted :)

[@sofiawheeler4967]

This is my favorite comment

[@strawberryfox8819]

@@zoekg7504 be careful with that saying. Not everything happens for a reason.

[@niyabear4904]

@@strawberryfox8819 Everything happens for a reason :)

[@strawberryfox8819]

@@niyabear4904 so if a little girl is raped by a stranger or dies of cancer, it happened for a reason? You gotta look at both sides of the coin.

[@niyabear4904]

@@strawberryfox8819 Yea, I believe in God so, every experience we have is a chance for us to grow :) Don't get me wrong though, I know not EVERYONE is a believer but still. Sometimes we are the reason bad things happen to us

[@03019a]

Alivia: No one is going to force you to the morning jog dog: Am I a joke to you?

[@ЈанаМустур]

HAHAHAH TRUE

[@luciamorton8245]

mine is literally the only reason i’ve been getting up early

[@katarinavojtekova2067]

I felt this on a spiritual level...

[@zeoceania2765]

@Josie Hirst I bet he's having the time of his life with you

[@mariline7891]

@Josie Hirst omg that's so good and such an I an inspiring thing to say.

[@miatrm7545]

I absolutely love this series, especially the "health journal" segments! Have you ever thought about making them available to download or maybe even to eventually combine them all in a book? I would certainly buy it and I feel like it'd be really helpful for a lot of your viewers!

[@CandyHeadphones]

I think an interactive journal with Alivia's input and ideas would be a great idea.

[@CMA-he7pe]

This is such an amazing idea, I would buy it too!

[@Meg-xq5rb]

I appreciate you for posting these. I feel like when people post a glow up diary, it almost is like taking a bath and doing a face mask and that’s it. Thank you for taking your time and being vulnerable with your emotions to inspire not only your subscribers but also yourself. One day you are going to look back on this and be so proud of yourself for not giving up. Thank you.

[@jorjatrocchio6926]

When are you posting again? Desperately need more inspiration. Don’t rush tho I love you Aliva

[@aminapoljak8322]

Jorja Trocchio yeah I look every day, i’m obsessed!

[@fish-rz4xw]

At the end it says she posts every Saturday but idk if that includes the glow up series

[@CooperBurnetteBee]

Jorja Trocchio yeah me too. I need her inspiration😅and her amazing advice!

[@bellawahbeh2944]

I know... I need her back too!!

[@rain_huaa]

You can try with jusuf videos. She actually inspires you so much!!

[@RAVI_KHOLA]

She: after got rejected in college leave her home for a trip Me: after got rejected also leave home but not for a trip.

[@sk1nn1t3a2]

Aww what happened are you okay ? I cant imagine how hard that must have been

[@sarabobby1984]

* insert sigh * it's too hard that i still sad and depressed even after a year

[@daniellemalgwi8440]

Hope your ok ;-;

[@scarlettjersey]

It'll be alright. Sorry

[@revathinagarajann763]

Hope you are okay

[@dakotaa888]

Your glow up diaries inspired me to seriously work on myself. I've been getting up at 5 in the morning everyday and doing yoga and stretching. After that I drink a huge amount of water to hydrate, I do skin care to help my acne, then moisturize and get ready for school. I've been doing work outs and running to the bus stop. My body feels so much better and when I fail (which happens a lot) seeing that there's someone out there who's struggling too and I'm not alone makes me feel so much better. I don't plan on giving up. Thank you. ❤️

[@justicem4495]

What time do you go to sleep?

[@dakotaa888]

justice m I'm always in bed at 9:00 or 9:30 depending on when I get ready.

[@nyiadraper955]

Her videos and your inspiration from her videos are inspiring me! I think I am going to try to wake up early in the morning and do some yoga.

[@dakotaa888]

Nyia Draper aww that's awesome. good luck!!! ❤️

[@nyiadraper955]

@@dakotaa888 thank you! 😊

[@lily-annegoyer1140]

I started crying when she cried about her rejection, i dont have the best grades and i really try to push myself, i want to concentrate more. Watching your videos really inspires me to dont give up and adopt new habits. Thanks in advence💜

[@emmapaterchak]

You should be a motivational speaker

[@kellymanke179]

i second that

[@user-oh5fs8iw6p]

I third that

[@tsonkavelikova4528]

I fourth that

[@wanton3107]

I fifth that!

[@ポッド-j6s]

I sixth that

[@SteelRaider17]

Best accidental click of my life. Got rejected by my dream college as well and during the prep period, I stress ate a lot and it resulted in a very unhealthy weight. Shit treated myself the whole September, and realized that this wasn't the way to live. Starting October, I'm trying for a healthier lifestyle for better physical and mental health. These series are super inspiring. Keep the good work up.

[@retro-rose1194]

M.K Niazi you got this

[@midnightpearl429]

I hope you'e doing well now, you've got this!

[@klarapohankova2775]

So are are things going? :)

[@Sara-uk8ve]

IT'S OFFICIAL SHANE DAWSON AND ALIVIA D'ANDREA HAVE THE BEST SERIES OF THE WORLD

[@lilskrut296]

We 👏 need 👏 a 👏 collab 👏

[@canary7223]

SHANE DAWSON IS TRASH ONLY ALIVIA

[@iitsmuri]

roastbang shut up

[@arianalange3833]

This reminded me of when I suffered from anorexia. When I would binge and then have full on mental breakdowns. One of the worst times of my life.

[@hyunasfanboy5575]

That's where I am currently, I'm really trying to drag myself out of it. :')

[@savreihana5148]

That was middle school me,now im a vegetarian

[@julieprosser1779]

Well done fore being strong and getting through it ❤️x

[@fishylove1821]

STEFERINES_ SAKE so am I(:

[@Alexi1277]

Just why can't we have more ppl like you, people who are encouraging, who actually know how hard it is who actually face reality, people who you can actually relate to and say "if you can do it i can do it as well" we need more people like that. But we've got you And im thankful for that ❤️😖👊

[@itsyaboijosh2062]

That's what I'm sayin

[@thewindshecriesmary]

Theres plenty of people who are that way, most people just don't listen.

[@mishkaparashar3170]

Yesss ikr

[@sophiamarie4880]

wow... halfway through this video i paused it and went on a thirty minute run. well.. more of a jog. but at least it was something! thank you!

[@clairefennell3230]

Sophia Marie good for you girl👏👏

[@reneehuyck5]

Sophia Marie so proud of you! 🙂❤️

[@jazzyfox8139]

She's such a little bean I hate to see her cry or upset😫💗💗

[@asleeeeeee]

Starts video off with “ so did I eat the cookie???” 😂greatest intro ever

[@vintageprincess9945]

The "cookie" 😏

[@oliviamcknight7480]

Vintage Princess UNHOLY CHILD BEGONE

[@elizac.3035]

@@vintageprincess9945 You need some holy water

[@kittycooper9583]

I wish these videos were like half an hour long omg

[@xSavv]

Same

[@kaylaluvstheflash4897]

Fr fr

[@annakhabarova7956]

Kitty Cooper but then you would spend time watching, and not doing. Be grateful

[@kate70]

Anna Khabarova mhm🙌🏽👏🏽💯

[@kittycooper9583]

Anna Khabarova I am grateful I would just love longer content as i love these videos so much, it was only a compliment😂🙃😘

[@elizabethruel9046]

she’s gonna be a great mom

[@sarahjforpresident]

I made it 100

[@elizabethruel9046]

carpe diem. yeeyee

[@sajithapattayil3601]

Yeah A great woman

[@kiwiicy]

Yes but first she is gonna be a great woman

[@yaniragonzalez833]

This is kind of a weird thing to say about a then high schooler.

[@itxy4283]

This video felt way shorter than 7 minutes 😭 I’m so grateful that you showed all the things that didn’t go well because you made me remember that they will eventually pass. So I’m gonna apply for community college within the next few weeks and I’m super nervous😂 I don’t adapt easily to new environments so I’m worried about how I will do when I go and I’m also worried about the whole process of getting in.

[@flippinpeachy1921]

Good luck!! I hope it goes well.

[@jessicap9321]

You got this!

[@alexadavis816]

Anyone with a high school diploma gets into community college. It’s not much of an “accepted or rejected” situation like universities. You just apply and enroll lmao.

[@itxy4283]

@@flippinpeachy1921 Thank you so much.

[@itxy4283]

@@jessicap9321 Thank you

[@jennifere4539]

if you're reading this, have an amazing day.

[@xen5120]

jennifer E you too ☺️

[@selenkorkmaz2739]

Thank you, you too :)

[@abeedahfarjan]

thanks, you too 💜

[@Nepetamoon]

You too.

[@posiequeen5973]

Why thank you 😊 you too

[@tara6624]

Every week I get so excited for this xx

[@alexishamilton2843]

1:36 OML that made me cry. You are absolutely right nobody can force you to do that you have to push yourself. I’m only 13 and I think you just changed my life😭☺️

[@larab2323]

Same gurl

[@user-fk9bl2bt7s]

/r im14andthisisdeep

[@avabaxter6583]

Alexis Hamilton I just turned 12 and I feel the same

[@reneehuyck5]

I am turning 13 in less than a month, play softball, and need to make a change. 🙏❤️

[@samridhi5799]

@@avabaxter6583 same

[@abeedahfarjan]

Girl, when you started crying I did too. I struggle with hormonal acne, with accepting my weight and ... also didn't get accepted into university! ( Had to rewrite my Life Science and Maths exams so I could get in but now I don't even know what I want go study) Thanks to your videos, I don't feel alone. There are people that have gone through what I go through and maybe worse. WE LOVE YOU, GIRL!

[@Neha-qh3uh]

Wow when you say you are cleaning your room you clean it. But when I say I'm cleaning my room I just keep extra things where I can not see it.😆😆😆

[@slutat-1527]

sameeeee

[@reemab4241]

totaly me 😆😆😆

[@jarkahalcinova3625]

im deep cleaning my room for like a month but i still didnt started lol

[@hummingbirdmp3143]

WE ARE SIMILAR

[@mayaboukhary2959]

a tip to declutter things you cant throw away: hide them in a closet for a while and if you forget about them then you dont need them

[@oliveb9007]

Your videos r the sunlight in the darkness for me 😌

[@dnrz6819]

My heart broke for you. You are such a strong person.

[@trashkpop9006]

I really want to feel better about my skin and body pls wish me luck

[@Shookaga]

Good luck :)

[@trashkpop9006]

@@Shookaga thxs

[@annie-dx7zg]

Good luck

[@lettenlina1708]

How are you now?

[@cloudynightbujo7151]

Same do you wanna do this together?

[@cutelilly1000vedios]

I subscribed because this is so relatable, I can be so healthy in the beginning and then when night time hits I binge, that’s why I’m so scared to try to be healthy, not mentioning the fact my mom is also aware of this and tells me that I can’t do it. Edit: I’m not over weight nor underweight, I’m a normal weight, but I eat so unhealthy

[@shototodoroki4838]

@anilla_md No matter how many people tell you that you can't do it, that doesn't matter. What matters is that YOU believe that you can do it. Even though you might not read this, and even though I don't know you, I believe in you. And as long as you're healthy, and you are comfortable in your own skin, that's all that matters. Don't let people tell you that you can't do it. Even if that's your mom telling you that, you shouldn't let that bring you down ♥

[@clarebear3217]

omg me too i have a healthy weight but i eat so unhealthy and it terrified of getting chubby again

[@shototodoroki4838]

@@clarebear3217 don't worry, we are here for you. Even if you have some ups and downs, you are still healthy and that's what matters. We love you ♥

[@jemmadavis443]

anilla_md SAME

[@jma.950]

I feel you. I just want to be healthy and lose weight but it’s just so hard. But I know one day I’ll get there

[@mlagv4045]

Ayyyy to all y'all who may be still waiting for acceptance letters or may even have gotten rejected. I got rejected from my dream university last year. It was the only one I applied to. Why? Well, since literally generations of my family went there, my grades and credits were way above the requirements. Everyone told me, including my principal talked to me as if I already got accepted. But I'm from South Africa, and due to protests and riots of uni fees, a lot more studente applied to my uni since we barely experienced those, and it looks like basically every dream uni. (surrounded by wine farms, boutiques etc.) Cried for weeks, which led to me spending my 2017 stuck at home, trying to keep myself busy but to only fall into a deeper depression, especially since all my friends got it and I felt like the rejected one of the group. Shit happened too in that year (got attacked by dogs, lost my dog and two cats, got evicted from our home due to fucked up reasons etc) So, I applied for this year, a totally different course, and got it! It's not only a course that's my passion, but this year was one of the best of my life! I've met people who I would take a bullet for and vice versa, in 2017 my mom realized that my depression was a real thing and I got this amazing therapist who helped me so much, so now in 2018 I have amazing coping skills, medications that help me be who I know I was meant to be. I even buckled down and got my lisence and just... I actually felt worthy enough to try and lead that life one only reads or dreams about. And I wouldn't have done a single thing differently. So, yeah - I know, it sucks, it's sucks so *fucking* much being rejected, but this is your journey. You are suppose to get this obstacle now, just breathe and take it day for day, step for step and you will get through this. And if you need someone to just rant to, hit me up girl/boy/alien/etc. 😌

[@cmonbruh6769]

So this dream university is UCT?

[@mlagv4045]

@@cmonbruh6769 noooooo 😂. Stellenbosch

[@ketrintopic8689]

Sis I'm so proud of you!!! I hope things are going amazing for you

[@Lavieenrose99999]

💗💗

[@shototodoroki4838]

Even though things are getting better, I want you to no that we love you, and wish you nothing but the best. ♥♥♥

[@beatriceshalani634]

she’s so optimistic!! i hope i have that kind of personality, go girl!

[@Mariposa16676]

Your videos have kicked my butt into gear. I’m starting slowly but my room is clean and organized and there’s fruits, vegetables, and water in my diet in growing amounts now. Each week this has been a little reminder to keep going. I adore your optimism and love that you are kind to yourself when things don’t go as planned. Basically, thank you for these!

[@juanis8219]

hands down my favorite youtube series.

[@eunhastan6438]

this video should be trending on all over the world tbh

[@Gabriela-ni7dc]

when i red the title and saw her cry so hard when she was rejected from her dream college and all the hard work is so painful even tho u havent experience it still i know that even tho im young still and hope she stills be healthy happy and succesful with all the prayers... God Bless Alivia 🙏❤🙏

[@nanamikents1760]

dang your words are so powerful alivia. you are such an inspirational girl💜✨

[@durk4954]

Guys, remember - binge eating is serious eating disorder and being overweight isn't better than being underweight. Don't ignore or normalize any of it ❤️

[@strawberry-zq5nq]

Why is it that everytime I see you crying I cry, everytime you smile I smile? The music just made me sadder :(

[@eloisebelrose3557]

You’re probably an empath ❤️

[@bravenboldlife2368]

Your glow up journey actually motivated me to start one,and whenever my willpower and motivation go down I watch the whole series of yours from the beginning that's what keeps me on the right path. THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE YOU

[@mi-1141]

I've never loved anyone as much as I love you :") thank you for sharing your journey with us, you literally don't know how much hope this is giving me

[@14Hecate]

I definitely feel the 'getting rejected by dream college' feels- in my senior year I was actually rejected by all of the colleges I applied to. But, as you said, just have patience and your pursuit and drive will help you overcome what- in retrospect- was just a stumbling block. Although I didn't end up going to the most prestigious university, I worked hard and created lasting connections to both my professors and class mates that have carried over into graduate school; connections that I wouldn't have been able to make in a larger university setting. Now I'm in one of the top ranked public universities in the US, and I'm glad for that stumbling block in my senior year. I've no doubt that you too will overcome this and will continue to accomplish and create great things. So keep up the good work, your glow up series is something I look forward to and watch on the regular and has inspired me in my own mental and physical health journey! :D

[@midapita]

what was the main reason for being rejected by all the colleges? that scares me ;c

[@14Hecate]

@@midapita Don't be scared! I honestly didn't take it as seriously as I should have- basically I ended up writing and submitting my college essays the day they were due; literally no editing or drafts. Plus, I was going through a pretty extreme bought of burn out and depression at the time. As long as you plan ahead, start early and get help if you're feeling overwhelmed or depressed, you'll be more than fine! :) Also, making a spread sheet of the due dates and what you need for individual universities you're applying to can help as well. It's what I used when applying to PhD programs, and it was a massive help in making sure I met all of the deadlines!

[@sofiacampos4090]

Same thing happened to me! :)

[@midapita]

@@14Hecate oh wow! I'm sorry that happened, but glad you prevailed despite your problems. Thanks for the advice!

[@Chynthiaa21]

I'm a senior as well, and I'm scared of getting rejected from universities. But you and Alicia have encouraged me to never give up and keep on trying. Plus this is only the being of being adults.

[@byebye4857]

That happened to me i ate healthy and clean for a week then binged for a day felt so bad but i got back up and I’m on my 2nd day of eating healthy this is a journey and not an easy one you’re gonna fall and not want to get back up but you have to you have to acknowledge that you are a human and humans have cravings for love for food for emotions and sometimes it’s okay to give in a little and enjoy don’t be too hard on yourself life is balance between taking care of yourself and living 💖 I’ve lost a total of 4kg so far and have 18 to go

[@ketrintopic8689]

Hey sis it's been a month, how're you doing?

[@nicolejarel5953]

So smart for you to go workout after receiving the news, such a healthy move mentally. I remember that feeling and it was absolutely horrible. After getting rejected from my favorite colleges, I decided to go to a community college. Two years later, i got rejected from my back up school SDSU and had a complete panic attack/mental breakdown. But then I got accepted to USC months later! I promise things happen for a reason no matter what journey you’re on.

[@islamlover4ever1]

I love your channel it’s such a breath of fresh air and a raw and real look into being human! Thank you for sharing your truth and your story ♥️

[@camile9537]

Alivia, I got rejected too and for the past few days, I've been feeling quite useless, stupid and angry with myself for not foreseeing something that wasn't going to work out and for wasting so much time and money into it. Thank you for your words, they gave me the hope I needed and the motivation to keep going. Lots of love, God bless you!

[@marirocga9486]

i honestly love this girl.

[@samriddhaguha6377]

Whenever I feel low in my life, don't feel any motivation I just watch her series repeatedly

[@tomaespham]

WHERE IS THE NETFLIX ADAPTATION

[@Jonesie33]

I'm addicted to these videos

[@tobedeterminedatalaterdate]

When you got rejected and then after went to work out, wow I look up to you so much! I would have cried forever and not done anything productive. Keep it up! I believe in you Alivia! ❤️😊

[@briannah42]

when you said “i’m pathetic” i cried so hard because i felt that.

[@user-ux1ph9xp2m]

You can't realise how much your videos give me motivation to change into a better me. Thank you soo much.really.genuinely

[@tnx01]

I discovered your "this will drastically change your life" two days ago and since then I started to clean up my room a little every evening because there's nothing better than waking up to a fresh day in a fresh room 😊

[@mariakr681]

I was eating ALOT of junkfood while watching it and towards the end i threw it all away. You motivate me so much

[@officialsoledad8298]

'I'm just scared I'll never lose weight.' I relate to this so much. I've been trying to lose weight for as long as I remember and sometimes I'm just scared like 'will I ever be skinny' or 'will I ever be happy with my body.'. But I'm so glad I'm not alone on this journey. Thank you Alivia!

[@som1sauntie58]

I feel like this series encompasses everything that sucks when you're a teenager-- like all your efforts too

[@kimmarie9652]

Where is episode 4?????

[@FurJiffy]

4:56 i mean shes not wrong hope is literally sunshine

[@kpopfondnesss8534]

I was waiting for someone to say that 😭😂

[@priyanshiarora9156]

ikr♥

[@noahmyg]

I understood that reference

[@aleksandrawawer1935]

Aye!

[@yaneno8114]

*in yoongi's voice* JHOPEEEEEEEEEEE

[@sophiejones1596]

Why did I start crying when she started binging 😭 I relate so much and I need to change

[@Agforever12]

Sophiedoodledo Voiceovers I almost cried so I skipped it because I’ve been there a lot and now I’m trying to get my life together

[@roseprimave9268]

When u were cleaning ur room it satisfied me sooo much!!

[@taliad3942]

Omg sameee

[@roseprimave9268]

Alivia D'Andrea omg yess!! I kinda have ocd so its soooo satisfying to me lmaoo

[@lamiaxx8009]

Allison Primavera omg mee too😂😂

[@laini997]

@@aliviadandrea Yes!!!

[@theeverythingchannel5716]

Alivia D'Andrea For sure!

[@justtamara1278]

Those diaries are amazing and they are helping me a lot thank you so much you are amazing 🙏🏻 😊

[@natalialynn6796]

I had been eating healthy and barely doing any exercise besides gymnastics for three months and had lost nine pounds and saw a slight change. I had a cheat meal once a week and soon I “lost track” of my cheat meals and just started eating junk and now I’m back to where I started. Everyday. So, today I’m starting again.

[@xSavv]

Natalia Lynn why is that exactly the same thing as me

[@xSavv]

Let’s start together! I eat really healthy before 2:30 pm but when I get home I just eat the whole house lol so I think what I’m gonna do is either right when I get home I do my homework or I take a walk

[@sierrak5688]

Make it about gaining nutrition not losing weight

[@natalialynn6796]

x Sav sure! lol

[@natalialynn6796]

x Sav yay I’m not alone 😂

[@jodieredfrog5173]

Hi Alivia, this is the first video I'm watching. The minute you said you got rejected, out of nowhere I started crying. I paused the video, and I am still crying. Idk why! I think I do know... But... Idk. When you gave that msg of fighting and working, it... Idk... I appreciate it, I needed this! Much love, God bless!

[@viannccaa]

4:07 I’m so sorry for you!😩😢 You made me tear up I’m so sorry you got rejected from your dream college or idk 😔 hope you feel better today ☹️💕

[@udochii]

i bet that the school she got rejected to wants her now after this series-

[@kiara_nights8857]

Probably that's what I thought, she's really realistic and she talks about alot of her personal life too, and most colleges like low profiles.

[@samriddigautam]

That collage should be upset for rejecting such a smart, amazing, and positive girl ❤️❤️

[@Astrologyt2343]

The fact that you’re so honest…. I am so grateful someone is talking about the fact that our paths to change aren’t linear.

[@julianowak1896]

I felt so sorry when you got rejected and started crying, I couldn’t help but cry with you TTT you give me so much strength and you’re so sweet!!💗

[@luke2921]

Omg seeing you cry legit broke my heart

[@nasake2307]

I'm 14 and it's been a year since I started my fitness journey. All I have to say is thank you for inspiring me to make myself a healthy version of myself. I used to have high cholesterol and now I don't have that. I exercised and ate healthy, and noticed huge changes in my skin and even helped my parents get a better life style. For anyone reading this I know you can do this, I know it's hard to start but once you do it only gets easier from there, don't beat yourself up too hard whenever you make a mistake, and remind yourself you can try again, just don't quit. Let's love ourselves together!!! 💜💜💜

[@evelynwells4006]

This may be odd but I honestly think what helped me with not binging the most was keeping myself busy. I found that when ever I was board I would want to eat a lot and before that I always had problems with not eating enough. Now that I have a pretty busy schedule I am not always focused on what to eat next or going through my kitchen to look for food but instead I can follow my body and feel when I naturally get hungry. It’s also important to not let your life get ahead of you to the point where you don’t focus on your self anymore so finding that balance was really the key for me. Focus on yourself because you are worth all the attention :) ❤️

[@user-jy9rq8nj7q]

thank you for always being so real

[@bellaswiss214]

I really appreciate that she’s so real. It’s a hard struggle, and it makes me feel better that I’m not the only one messing up

[@DeMonfa13]

Cleaning up, throw things out, reorganise - is SO satisfying

[@susannalinshalm5638]

Did this yesterday and gotta agree

[@youllneverknowgorg]

I used to be like this to. But then I started eating organic food, fruits,vegetables, salads all that healthy stuff. I started stretching and doing contortion to. I would have some cheat days but then it all stopped. I realized I had lost 20 pounds in about 1 month. I was so proud I started treating my acne. Right now it’s getting much MUCH better...And you were the inspiration

[@luludunn2545]

I’m so sorry you didn’t get into your dream college. Don’t worry though! I’m sure you’ll find another college you will enjoy! Everything happens for a reason! Hope you have a lovely day and rest of the week! You got this!

[@quis_.khai1]

Alivia just make sure when you drink your apple cider drink it with a straw as it damages tooth enamel

[@rowenaravenclaw8474]

Green Flame Apple Cider vinegar tablets work really well, you can avoid the taste and the damage to your teeth.

[@Howlite__]

can u have lemon instead since i dont have apple cider vinegar?

[@lightheartedkpop4426]

@@Howlite__ Yes warm water, honey and lemon is really good for your health it also prevents things like colds ,cough so yeah. ( I use lemon to )

[@Howlite__]

@@lightheartedkpop4426 oh thanks:)

[@lightheartedkpop4426]

@@Howlite__ np :))

[@emelievanmeer9018]

You give me sooooo much motivation. You’re not like the other Guys who always only show the good things. You let people see that everybody has their downs and that you just need to go ahead. And your tips are amazing! Thanks for this ❤️

[@mel-im9vu]

im actually crying while watching this video cuz all she went through is so fucking relatable

[@alexjones6954]

this is so inspiring. i’ve been gaining weight, and have been stuck in the same hole of unproductivity for weeks now. it’s been so hard to try and motivate myself to do better because i felt so exhausted and mentally in the wrong place. watching you better yourself and make better choices, even when faced with difficulty, is so fascinating. thank you so much.

[@auzrielle]

Alex Jones you’re not the only one girl. You can do it tho👍🏾

[@mahirahkhalisah2222]

that feeling when u got rejected 😭 i feel u

[@rachellong2656]

Coming in late to this glow up journey, but I think we are the same person. Omg everything you say hits me in the feels