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@purami143 жыл бұрын
I was where they are. Will be 21 years and 4 months clean and sober tomorrow.. Completely rebuilt my life. At peace. I thankfully found a way out.
@robinc62883 жыл бұрын
How long are the physical withdrawals and did you just reduce or stop dead?
@jaymason93733 жыл бұрын
I bet you would love a beer then pal hahahah
@MisterSands3 жыл бұрын
@@jaymason9373 What a wanker you must be.
@MisterSands3 жыл бұрын
Well done mate Im glad you found the happiness you deserve.
@jaymason93733 жыл бұрын
@@MisterSandsohh mate lighten up abit relax have a beer no dont actually that would be a bad idea now wouldn't it ahahahah
@bobo-kj6od3 жыл бұрын
This is what people should be watching instead of trashy "reality" programs centered around egocentric, self entitled, unappreciative, brats. People need to see with their own eyes what goes on in the world, how others live, the struggles, the pain.
@beverlykorte85813 жыл бұрын
Agree with you ✌🏻
@sandrapower32503 жыл бұрын
Agree wit you
@traviescratchcards58753 жыл бұрын
Facts. This was such a real and raw representation of what actually goes on even to this day. My heart genuinely hurt for these people 😔
@liamgee32973 жыл бұрын
Amen
@tropicalpalmtree3 жыл бұрын
Too busy toungef*cking identity politics to care about these folk.
@inkedbhudda852 ай бұрын
I was a hopeless drunk i lost it all to alcoholic obsession but for the first time in my life I'm sober 8.5months today so it can all change if u want it bad enough ❤
@gordonanderson20112 ай бұрын
Keep up the fight my man the longer your clean/sober the more mentally stronger you become
@smartmarks5446Ай бұрын
That's incredible mate good on ya.
@angelavalentyne7948Ай бұрын
Good work, keep at it!
@Halotest100Ай бұрын
That is great to hear. I hope you continue on your path and you can help inspire others to do the same. Stay strong and God bless you.
@Peanuthead189024 күн бұрын
Keep going life will get so much better
@GrandmaLM2 жыл бұрын
My brother lived in a wet house in Minnesota. 40 residents and each had his/ her own room with bathroom. They could drink in their rooms only. Very nice clean facility. He died at age 54 of alcoholic complications. I loved him so. I was 12 when he was born. He suffered two traumatic brain injuries at age 3 and 12. He was a sweet loving person who married two very abusive women. When he died I was with him and part of my heart went with him. He was in treatment 8 times.
@nickycotton61372 жыл бұрын
Aye, RIP & not 1 to judge either way if living in a 'Wethouse' = better or worse, but compared to other options surely better if was determined to Drink. Empathise so much, but do wish more Wethouse's like this about as seen many die from Booze with 0 SUPPORT. Sadly a reliable Family isn't even enough. Bless.😳
@kevinsmith9502 Жыл бұрын
Awww that is a sad story.Thank you for sharing.
@MarbRedFred Жыл бұрын
Where in Minnesota if you don’t mind me asking?
@ross_dnb Жыл бұрын
Incredibly depressing but the way you wrote this is awfully sweet. Sure theres a heaven for folks like you
@danielfenton1686 Жыл бұрын
Rest in peace 🙏
@kmalazane Жыл бұрын
I come back to this doc every couple of years as it reminds me where i was headed and how far ive come since sobering up. Addiction is a disease and needs to be treated with compassion and understanding.
@bushratbeachbum Жыл бұрын
Same here. And yes, it requires patience and compassion. It's definitely not a choice at a certain point and people should be less judgemental and more supportive while looking at potential underlying issues that may be contributing to the problem. Well done for pulling it together. Hope you continue to stay in control and you live a happy and fulfilling life. Nice one!
@bushratbeachbum Жыл бұрын
I sometimes worry this documentary could disappear from here, it's too useful not to be available!! I don't think ive seen it anywhere else
@barneyronnie Жыл бұрын
This is why I stick with smack😮
@quack437 Жыл бұрын
Cancer is a disease addiction is a choice
@jayaybe1 Жыл бұрын
@@quack437 Thank you! I hate this "disease" crap.
@66lesjo3 жыл бұрын
I came out of the army and drank myself into oblivion for so long. I’ve been dry now for 18 years thanks to the support of my wife. I’m very lucky. My heart goes out to these people. It’s a tough situation to get out of. Much harder than people think. Peace.
@joeybeann Жыл бұрын
Wish I could stay clean that long
@TransitionedToAShark Жыл бұрын
Devils juice for wrong uns
@skelter115311 ай бұрын
@@joeybeann You CAN. ....but YOU have to really want to. Nobody can make you, or do it for you. Seek help, friend. It is available at no financial cost. God Be With You.
@joeybeann11 ай бұрын
@@skelter1153 it's OVER
@AnnieBoBannie42111 ай бұрын
@@joeybeannwhy? You giving up? ……💔💔…..
@Cockneyartist Жыл бұрын
You would never get anything this raw and truthful on TV anymore, this is gold
@jasonking1284 Жыл бұрын
@ianvalmont5911 This is the indigenous population. That's why they let so many migrants in to replace these lowlifes...
@loverobotsinc Жыл бұрын
@ianvalmont5911... yes? and they're being raw and truthful about that minority.
@VNDER88 Жыл бұрын
and we need more of this content to show others how bad things can get! im currently struggling with an alcohol addiction right now and have finally seeked out help. so wish me luck :)
@-moondust- Жыл бұрын
@@VNDER88good luck...and I hope you kick this real soon!
@Wutzmename Жыл бұрын
Vice News. Not TV but just as raw.
@TheDruDogg84 Жыл бұрын
5 years ago I was living on the streets of the worst and dangerous parts of Dayton ohio. I seen things that still haunt me today. I was strung out on drugs very bad. I ended up getting a bad MRSA infection in my knee that caused me to flat line for over 8 minutes. I saw the afterlife and talked to loved ones I’ve lost. I was revived and sent to a nursing home. I was in a wheelchair and had to re learn to walk and everything. It was a very difficult three years but I over came it. I’m very successful and have my own place and a beautiful girlfriend and got my son back into my life and see him almost every weekend, also I lost over 100lbs from all the weight I gained being in a wheelchair and have been told I’m 100 times better looking now that I’m sober. I wish you all the best of luck that are struggling. I am living proof that change can happen, you just have to plug at it and want to change. Much love
@DianneLyons-k6m2 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing x
@Cotillion3082 ай бұрын
I wish you well. Hope the MRSA doesnt show its face again and you are able to stay away from the hard stuff.
@karenbutcher6185Ай бұрын
So glad you turned your life around,keep up the fight ❤
@ReapingTheHarvest21 күн бұрын
You were trippin balls. You can't use NDEs as evidence of anything other than the fact there is a spiritual realm. You could have been talking to demons disguised as lost family members for all you know. They attack people at their weakest just like military generals attacking their enemy. Or it could have just been a hallucination.
@stephanie685119 күн бұрын
Well done ❤
@robinc62883 жыл бұрын
That guy serving the dinner is such a good guy. He doesn't get offended by their behaviour because he knows it's not the real person. He's just been called a c**t by the guy then steps in to help him straight away. People like him don't get the credit they deserve for the jobs they do. If you're reading this mate, I have 100% respect for the way you treat those people. It's sad to watch but also heartwarming that these people aren't just forgotten and left out on the street. Even something as basic as a bit of food, healthcare and shelter. Actually that's not even basic really, they're being looked after and I would hope no one would deny them that whatever their bad life choices and mistakes.
@icecreamfromhell666 Жыл бұрын
They unironically are only doing that for the camera. I've been committed multiple times. This sounds unbelievable but I've watched a nurse torture guy with a catheter. I also saw them give less-than-optimal care to some dude with a social disability to the point where they literally carted him off to die the second time I was committed. The nurses gaslighting me and other patients was not even in the same league as the other two incidents. This was all in a state hospital with Federal funding as well. Everytime I see nurses post on social media praising themselves or complaining about their job I think about those experiences and realize they are probably not very different from the people I watched commit torture and malpractice.
@JohnJohn-zn8ib Жыл бұрын
@@icecreamfromhell666there are some bad nurses out there, they take it for granted and take their feelings out on the residents, not good, there are some good ones though, you can be pretty sure who is good and who is just there for the money.
@icecreamfromhell666 Жыл бұрын
@JohnJohn-zn8ib it's definitely all nurses. Every single person I know who became a nurse is a complete narcissist. It's the same situation with the people who studied medicine. I would not trust anybody I know who is a doctor to treat me after seeing how much money and personal politics are involved to even become a doctor.
@jackgrant9301 Жыл бұрын
@@icecreamfromhell666Wow, sorry you had to go through that. I've never been treated that badly, but I, fully aware that jobs like this don't just attract caring people, they attract bullies and control freaks too: I went to a school for autistic kids, so I know. All that place taught me was how to hide drugs and manipulate people......not all that useless skills.....
@margob6203 Жыл бұрын
@robinc6288 I realize it’s been a couple of years since you commented on this video, but I just wanted to say your words are very moving and empathetic. Not all heroes wear capes. ♥️
@tomobrien22663 жыл бұрын
I am a pretty extreme alcoholic myself. I was arrested last night and spent the night in a cell without any drink. I was withdrawing really badly. The nurse in the custody suite was amazingly caring and kept giving me medication to help with my withdrawal symptoms. The officers were also great with me they treated like a patient not a criminal and were all very kind. So thank you to all of those people. It's time to turn things around I have started seeking the help and treatment I need. Please treat alcoholism with compassion and care, not judgement and stigmatism. To anyone else who is struggling with alcohol or is affected by it just stick by your loved ones support them. We need your love and support. I hope you will all get on your road to recovery.
@SherHerbert3 жыл бұрын
Best of luck Tom
@janeswinbank58722 жыл бұрын
I hope your recovery is going well Tom x
@dannymcintyre38192 жыл бұрын
I will always offer support and love and help. In 14 years, it has never been accepted. It has been met with aggressive and violence.
@scottaldridge39912 жыл бұрын
God bless
@MEDICUS7292 жыл бұрын
The cops are alcoholics too
@lintoncampbell1994 жыл бұрын
I had a great friend who was an alcoholic and a addict..I never ever held that against him..he was clean for 12 years and on the list for a liver transplant and died shortly before he was offered it..he was on the streets for 9 years before he got clean..we miss him everyday..what I’m trying to say is that good people make bad choices we are all human..God bless them
@gregorymalchuk2724 жыл бұрын
Had you been childhood friends?
@nataliesutherland72224 жыл бұрын
Well said!
@robt34073 жыл бұрын
Very true. We must remember to treat the dearly departed with dignity, regardless of how they left us. RIP to your mate.
@growmiezhomiez87603 жыл бұрын
I’ve been dealing with friemds holding my drug addictions against me my whole life. They don’t understand the struggle. Clean 3 years now...
@howey9353 жыл бұрын
@@growmiezhomiez8760 congratulations on 3 years man. 1 day at a time my friend thats how i do it and support from other addicts who arent using. Ive been clean since 99 off of heroin.
@anthonymcnamara400211 ай бұрын
I'm in absolute awe of the people working here and helping these poor people. I cannot imagine being surrounded by that sort of chaos every day.
@lindabuffini90526 ай бұрын
My thoughts exactly!! I think I'd go insane. But being in addiction myself, I'm aware of how it can be like..not with alcohol
@calvinturner97752 ай бұрын
1😢😢🎉q😢q😢+😢😢W1🎉😅'😅😅2😮😮😮😮😮😮
@Wastok3 жыл бұрын
I think it was Jane Goodall who said you shouldn't judge the level of advancement a society has achieved purely by technology but rather on its ability to rehabilitate or take care of those who are sick. That is our strength as humans and it is always painful to see the results of those who have been alienated due to things they may have no control over.
@HiGlowie Жыл бұрын
Well put. Sadly, some countries you still have to pay for halfway decent healthcare which is abysmal.
@MrDaraghkinchАй бұрын
One world, one family.
@robbie80853 жыл бұрын
12 years sober , thank you Jesus !
@rachelg98733 жыл бұрын
Congratulations on your sobriety! Keep going! Best wishes!
@robbie80853 жыл бұрын
@@rachelg9873 Thank you !
@rachelg98733 жыл бұрын
@@robbie8085 you're very welcome! You've earned a little celebration and well wishes from a stranger, and so much more. :)
@RichAlderson3 жыл бұрын
14 years this December for me.
@robbie80853 жыл бұрын
@@RichAlderson Good job bud! Keep up the good work!
@fabiantimmins22243 жыл бұрын
Veterans break my heart. Trained to kill, desensitized to death and then expected to just come back and reintegrate as if nothing happened. Governments will never know the harm they have done.
@remyrichardson92633 жыл бұрын
And sadly they dont care. Over 2020 Boris states he will put soldiers on the street.....they already are. How sad and emotionally broken must these poor people be to have to reduce themselves to what we just watched in order to shut out their pain. No human being should need to go through this to learn lessons So sad.
@westie0113uk3 жыл бұрын
The story about b3ing in the Congo broke my heart, the fact the government dont care what these men have done for their country breaks it even more.
@lauralucy13 жыл бұрын
Erm...pretty sure they know EXACTLY what harm they’ve done...they just don’t give a shit! “Cannon fodder” ☘️
@howey9353 жыл бұрын
My grandad fought in WWII, he was injured with shrapnel at Dunkirk was patched up given 2 weeks leave after getting out of hospital and ended up in north Africa and was landed on sword beech at 8:25am on D day and was one of the first to liberate Dora-Mitelbua concentration camp. He had nightmares right up until 1988 and that's when i got him to try cannabis as i knew it is a dream suppressant. He went from having nightmares 3 or 4 times a week to 1 every couple of month. The only time i ever saw him drunk he had to be tied to the bed by my uncles because he got an axe and was going to kill them bastard SS. God knows what he went through because he never spoke about it but my gran said he was a different man all together after he was demobbed in 47. He was kept until 47 because he was tasked with recovering the bodies of dead airmen. They arent wrong about them been the greatest generation.
@infinite83823 жыл бұрын
and on top of that, the wives and the children that feel the effects of the trauma and are abused one way or another by traumatized veterans of war, as the ripple effects of the war get passed on from one generation to the next, long after the war officially ended. All told, the cost of war is too great for humanity to bear, the real cost is too great.
@seriousstuff8887 Жыл бұрын
The volunteers have nerves of steel .. they're doing unbelievable work !
@HdHd-hp6qz Жыл бұрын
Like fk are they volunteers living in London. That’s practically impossible unless you’re a millionaire to start with.
@stinkypete46343 ай бұрын
@HdHd-hp6qz they probably get paid these days but who knows when this was filmed!
@galwoliv12 ай бұрын
Why do they like Jamie more than the other woman?
@glenosullivan17013 жыл бұрын
The guy serving the dinners and checking up on em is a legend 🙌 respect
@mop2mop3 жыл бұрын
Patience of a Saint
@esp-music2 жыл бұрын
lol he kisses their ass and they spit on him and act like spoiled children. not a legend, just an enabler sending them all to an early grave
@gwizzard1872 жыл бұрын
@ESP Music he takes people we're they are not were he thinks they should be they are not well people and he knows this. Let's just forget about them and leave them on the street to die. They are as unwell as a person with terminal cancer they deserve some kind of care.
@broonbreed7193 Жыл бұрын
That term is thrown about all the time nowadays for nothing. In his case it is well earned.
@HdHd-hp6qz Жыл бұрын
He is getting paid and probably getting decent pay working for the council. So not so much a saint. Just a person helping the community as his job.
@frankmurphyburr35983 жыл бұрын
I'm 61, and I've seen this story repeated since I was a child living in the heart of Glasgow, it is never ending, we don't look after each other well, alcoholism and drug addiction and mental health is a pandemic , has been for decades
@comodojoe593 жыл бұрын
Same in Salford, the mental health and social care system is not fit for purpose, even today.
@bklufc3 жыл бұрын
good comment mate.
@divergencefilms3 жыл бұрын
A combination of our drinking culture/drinking industry and capitalist selfish society.
@Jomac873 жыл бұрын
I work in the NHS and our mental health facility which had about seven wards, it had an in house rehab facility, it had everything to help mental illness, is now due to be knocked down and in its place three wards within another hospital. Hospital bosses don't care about mental health as much as physical health and with this pandemic, their going to realise they've made a grave mistake. The next time a politician knocks on your door and asks if you'll be voting for them, ask them "what are you going to do about the shocking budget cuts to mental health when young people are killing themselves, getting hooked on drugs, what are you as a politician going to do to reverse that", if the first words out their mouth are "we'll that's not really within my remit", shut the door in their face And try And find someone who gives a damn to vote for. And it's not just younger people, mental health can hit at any age. It's shocking that so called intelligent people don't see the damage they've caused by cutting mental health services but we had to pay back the banks somehow. This is all where it leads from, us bailing out the banks and the politicians thinking "quick what do we cut now that won't be noticed til ten years down the line and unfortunately mental health was one of them. David Cameron and George Osborne should be ashamed of themselves for overseeing that raid on the public and plunging us all into austerity to sav e the FECKING banks. How many bankers were jailed over the financial crisis, oh that's right, none!!!
@colinduckworth13173 жыл бұрын
I suffer mental health issues (I'm female using my partners account)....but I think we have moved on so much in society in the last 40 years its caused alot of depression etc to grow....technology saved us time but left us room to dwell more...my nanna bless her...shes now deceased... used to say...we didnt have time to feel depressed back in our day because we had so much to do.....not said to pull us sufferers down...she meant the washing taking hours not minutes to load a machine...kept our minds focused on other things which helped us mentally....
@isla254 жыл бұрын
The UN soldier at the start telling his story broke my heart, he seemed absolutely broken.
@123WelshDan3213 жыл бұрын
The days before they recognised PTSD. The guy was going to be executed so he had to stab someone to death.. then finds pictures of the guy's family in his pockets. How the fuck does anyone deal with that without professional help? Poor guy.
@simoningram80813 жыл бұрын
Well unless he was in the American army... lieutenant isn't pronounced that way in the British army. Was probably a gunner
@joelmonkley61773 жыл бұрын
@Valkyries SS your full of shit he was in the Congo alright something you will never have the balls to do
@joelmonkley61773 жыл бұрын
@Valkyries SS you know nothing about war or the waffen SS dickhead run along mummy wants you inside her
@jediknight12943 жыл бұрын
@@simoningram8081 from an accent pov iv seen that or similar pronunciation in Scottish/Irish accents. He looks about the right age to have been out in Africa and the West did send the Irish there. We messed up REALLY badly there. A group in one region asked the Dutch to stay rather than pull out during the shift to majority rule. That region knew that they were going to get FUCKED as they would be a minority in the new nation. So to give native rule the UN ordered a minority group in to go and machine gun a bunch of natives to ensure that they accepted the native rule the white western UN demanded they do. The Irish Army were used to do a fuckton of the UN's shitty jobs in the 50's, 60's and 70's. Machinegunning natives for not accepting majority rule the way the West wanted them to as well as cannon fodder during the Proxy Wars fought against the communists Malay, Burma, Korea, Vietnam. The West did a lot of damage in its enforcement of native rule, drawing borders based on land not on tribes and they used what was considered a disposable people to do it. Young working class Irish and British men. Sent out across the world to enforce rules that didn't make sense and borders that had no relation to the socio-political situation and the warring tribes. The Army was an escape from the fact there were bugger all jobs for the working class, pisspoor education for the ones who weren't uni bound and the slow death of the factories, Mills and Mines. We dumped so much into Germany and so.much was spent on Japan and we in the UK and the Irish, through governments that didn't think long term, unions that were essentially a weaponised tool of the USSR run by socialists and management that didn't listen to either the workers or the market ensured there was fuck all work and people disappeared into drink and drugs. The Irish had two problems 1. The fucking zealots meaning that the place had to be filled with an occupying army in N.I and the R.O.I was run by religious zealots. troops on the ground, sectarian violence as a way of life and organised crime shifting to drugs. The army was an escape from the shit, a guaranteed wage and we sent them out to do the shitfy jobs with fuck all support when they came back so they left with no more qualifications than when they left, employers that viewed them as worthless because of as Kipling said, 'it's dogs and soldiers keep off the grass' so they left back to the same shitty existence. There were ENDEMIC problems in the working class environment, what we would call today child abuse, sexual violence, domestic violence, alcoholism and people unable to cope escaping into a bottle. Oh and since the 1950's society utterly destroyed the historic support networks implicit in community and things like the Working Mens Clubs, the factory social clubs, bands, sports teams died as we shifted away from one job from 16-pension age and we got rid of long term mental health housing and support units. Its not surprising we have people of that era who are lifelong alcoholics and ended up like this. Family moving away for work, the state of the care system and the cuts to social housing and adult social support. Remember the 'drinking schools' are probably made up of people who met in the 'Job Clubs' of the 1970's and 80's Are they blameless, fuck no most are there because they've burned every bridge they have but society did play a part in the why. REASONS are NOT Excuses BUT they are useful to know.
@silageheap7954 ай бұрын
The difference in Annette during detox! So sharp, well spoken and insightful! The alcohol was clearly rotting a wonderful, intelligent mind.
@veronique9497Ай бұрын
annette actually dies. it is on the website watching the film broke her she got back on the drink. very sad
@iminyourhousebro3 жыл бұрын
I feel like in 2020 this is important to see. Alot of us are developing drug/alcohol use problems including myself. Dont let boredom and isolation be your reasoning because it will grip you very fast. To anyone reading this, I hope you find your way
@FlowerPower-st7uv3 жыл бұрын
The highest truth, click below on the link. Good luck on your journey. Peace love, light and blessings. David. Xxxx x docs.google.com/document/d/1ef0mUnSPN_PVWY8fW9mVX6MS_OJfAqsBBQJr5KyH1cA is the /edit?usp=drivesdk Fear, anger and hatred essentially come from a lack of perspective as to what life is all about. Being is not only beyond but also deep within. The future, the worry, the regret, the anxiety. These are all mental events that do not have to be part of the difficulty of life. These can be transcended here and now. =========== Eternal love =========== It cannot be that, Anybody, anywhere Is not my very own. -I am with you at all times. I release my grip, from illusions of permanence and drift in the freedom, of the ever changing winds. kzbin.info/aero/PL0VQTrI4kRy3gnSp34ibNBxI7p5xqvV5T
@kilgoretrout88963 жыл бұрын
Working on it buddy; thanks.
@iminyourhousebro3 жыл бұрын
@@kilgoretrout8896 stay at it man, I believe in you
@joejimenez1143 жыл бұрын
With time first 72 hours are bad yet still find myself going 4 days on a bender
@iminyourhousebro3 жыл бұрын
@@joejimenez114 use that same energy to fight it, change it to 4 days strong. People also fail to mention after getting clean it is okay and healthy to indulge from time to time. Just when it's a habitual type of thing you needa re evaluate
@jocksterDJ3 жыл бұрын
I used to be a support worker for a homeless agency who managed satellite properties one of which was a wet house. I went there twice. These people were in some cases weeks away from death and at the point there was no hope for them. The feeling was of overwhelming sorrow for these people whose lives were completely and utterly destroyed by a drug they couldn't stop taking, and they knew they were beyond help. They were completely and utterly broken spirits. Never underestimate any drug. Legal or otherwise.
@palladium6073 жыл бұрын
Wow. That's harrowing
@organicthug52203 жыл бұрын
Once you start getting withdrawals, you have seen the monster for what it is. Many people never stop and never know... until it’s too late.
@sa.82083 жыл бұрын
DMT, Ketamine, Mushrooms.. all these things are viable medicine for a lot of these cases, talking from personal experience... do not wait for the government to say its ok... source for yourself, help your loved ones.. and read up online safe and easy ways... you really going to trust any gov with something as personal as your own mental health?
@465marko3 жыл бұрын
Like a satellite in outer space is where they lived?
@comodojoe593 жыл бұрын
The social care budget is inadequate, having worked on ambulances in Manchester the social issues are everywhere and the patience of people like yourself is impressive. 🙏
@chrisdooley1184 Жыл бұрын
Amazing documentary. My pop was a rare first time winner and successfully got sober (much threatening from my mother helped) and has been clean forty years now. He even stayed sober a year into his program after I suffered a catastrophic spinal cord injury as a sophomore in high school. I remember lying in bed paralyzed and praying that he didn’t fall off the wagon because of me. I was never more proud of my pop than after that tough year. I see a lot of him in these guys and I pray for all of them ❤
@BorBajzeljTomic Жыл бұрын
Pride is sin. Peace and love to everyone..
@_EatShit_ Жыл бұрын
The thing about prayers is it lulls believers into a false sense of accomplishment. We cannot solve our problems or anybody else's problems through prayer. People often pray for victims or their families in the wake of a tragedy. But prayers are useless without action and those actions make the prayer irrelevant. Prayer only benefits believers who see or hear them. It gives them comfort and it makes them think they have some type of control over a situation that is out of their hands. If God has a plan it is senseless to try and thwart it. If God can be swayed by prayers what kind of merciful god would allow the horrors we see in the world? If God is perfect and all knowing it would be impossible for God to have created such flawed, evil and sinful human beings. When it comes down to it prayer is illogical even in religious terms.
@_EatShit_ Жыл бұрын
@@BorBajzeljTomicSin isn't real. It's something delusional brainwashed fanatics believe because it came from their book of bronzed aged fairytales with their magical sky daddy wizard. 🤡
@markieffmorris9263 Жыл бұрын
@@BorBajzeljTomicthat’s what you picked up from that good Christ
@jackbarnes9728 Жыл бұрын
You get healed back up and walking after your accident?
@Nantosuelta14 күн бұрын
Annette's transformation after just one week of sobriety is amazing. Soft spoken, eye's clearer, skin much better, like a completely different person. Alcohol is a terrible, terrible, drug. This an amazing documentary. Beautiful, incredibly depressing, heart warming, so many different emotions
@Danstarrrr883 жыл бұрын
“Wait till I get up.”........”I’m up” Best sentence I’ve ever heard before trying to start a fight 🤣
@BakerWild3 жыл бұрын
Haha the other guy was like you got no chance, while he walks totally shaking and unstable 😆
@serious-cyrusnoelan81273 жыл бұрын
Hahahha
@RuffRyder20113 жыл бұрын
That’s the funniest bit 😂🤣
@MegaSleep12 жыл бұрын
🤣🤣🤣
@gordonanderson20112 ай бұрын
Had me in fits, reminds of my days in all the old man's pubs as they were called when I was alot younger,seen alot of ol' boys trying to pick fights when they couldn't pick their nose,funny and sad at same time
@ponyboycurtis3795 Жыл бұрын
I'm a man off 44 years of age and I've been a heroin/methadone addict for over 24 of those so I can relate to this very much and I love to see old documentaries about England/Britain back when it was the place I knew... I know this is alcohol and it's different from drugs but us addicts are all the same at heart and I've been in rehabs with alcoholics and they get ill and withdraw and suffer the same as all us addicts do.. God Bless them all.
@harlowjademermaid1882 Жыл бұрын
Damn right. It's your body's withdrawals from whatever substance it's been accustomed to. You are right, though. That's why some ppl get the shakes & delusions, as well. It ain't no picnic. I get mad when ppl say that these ppl are just drunks & junkies, that they don't want to help themselves, when most of them are self-medicating bc that's all they know & can do to cope with life & the trials & tribulations of everyday survival. Keep your head up, stay safe & take care. ☮️💜☯️
@citizenbeeswax7985 Жыл бұрын
I’m a 44 year old heroin/methadone addict as well. Been an addict since I was 20 years old as well
@yozza49789 ай бұрын
@@citizenbeeswax7985holy crap me too lol, i think a lot of people start in their early 20s.
@susanrichardson6316 ай бұрын
As legal as it is alcohol is a drug and it's one of the worst ones out there. Keep your head up babe. I hope you get well. I know they say the disease is always in you but it's better than the hell you're currently in.
@rustyshackelford70953 ай бұрын
@susanrichardson631 Definitely one of the worst, I've never had such hellish withdrawals from anything over alcohol.
@linzianna72284 жыл бұрын
I could cry watching this. Im not a drinker but I am a drug addict and I know they are all covering up a world of pain that nobody can even imagine or fathom. God bless them all x
@elizabethpawlowski26733 жыл бұрын
I'm in the same boat as you
@janeandrews88223 жыл бұрын
I hope you are doing ok
@daddyhorne45753 жыл бұрын
I pray you beat your demons of drug abuse Amen xxxxxxx on Father Jesus name you will become clean of substance abuse Amen xxxxxxx
@tomparker962 Жыл бұрын
What drugs are you addicted too ?
@HdHd-hp6qz Жыл бұрын
Coke head I reckon
@tonylawlor8833 Жыл бұрын
Total respect to the ppl who work in that unit, they all deserve medals.
@22.NUU.DRU.223 жыл бұрын
Guy who checks on the residents, sweeps up and cooks is a sweetheart...
@NatalieMcCabe-wh6ni2 ай бұрын
*2024* 1st found this doc during early stages of lockdown boredom 2022* still have never seen anything like it in my life.
@aslavicbabyaviking2408 Жыл бұрын
It's an absolutely heartbreaking documentary , my dad passed away at 55 through years of drinking ( he died of severe malnutrition and liver failure, in the end he refused meds,food ) so watching this brings it all back . God bless to each and everyone of them .
@discodroidz429 Жыл бұрын
God bless . My old man east ham dave blasted his bones to dust on carling, fosters and stella. We miss him . Filthy booze. Worse than any class A. Nothing but love to these souls in the wethouse
@DTM93 Жыл бұрын
@@discodroidz429 Class A drugs kill people alot quicker at a much higher rate.
@Superfandangoo Жыл бұрын
@@DTM93 Not quite you need to do your research. In anycase the two people you've replied too are remembering a tragic time in their life not in some compition of your irrelevent comment
@0utlawjase1 Жыл бұрын
Peace and love to you
@DTM93 Жыл бұрын
@@Superfandangoo It's a fact they're Class A for a reason they kill much quicker than alcohol does. You can overdose far easier and be killed off over a shorter time frame than alcohol. If you don't know that i highly suggest you look into what knowledge you seem to think you have as it's very much lacking. The only irrelevant comment is your own it has about as much use to this topic as a Boeing 767 has to the world trade center.
@Hotchocolatewithsugar2 жыл бұрын
The Scottish man the carer. Is amazing he’s so patient, caring & non judgmental . We need more people like him in this world . I wonder where he is now is he still in the same line of work
@BobConanOwen2 жыл бұрын
Let’s hope so, he’s definitely the kind of guy you’d want looking after your loved one in a similar situation. What a star
@Vigilante3112 жыл бұрын
The scots are legends, from an irish cousin
@putridpeasant Жыл бұрын
Dennis is irish
@MarkBak76 Жыл бұрын
You mean the guy works there? Be an old man now if still alive
@jag2510803 жыл бұрын
They say just 2% of alcoholics get sober and achieve long term sobriety I’m in that 2% and so grateful for it
@sylwia70603 жыл бұрын
Congratulation my friend 😘,been of heroin etc for two years now in january...life is GOOD 😎,lots of love and light from faraway Norway coming your way 🌈
@TheInvisibleWorld13 жыл бұрын
me to and it takes a strong person to keep sober keep strong :)
@danaecaszatt64883 жыл бұрын
Same! 8 years and 7 months 💛
@leesalovely27823 жыл бұрын
11 months gratefully...
@hydroboostoxiaction62713 жыл бұрын
Where did you hear that from?
@jeremyparker98733 жыл бұрын
This is by far the saddest thing I've seen in a long time. That poor girl sniffing the glue broke my heart.
@susanfifi285 Жыл бұрын
Mine too heart breaking, her eyes were lost , so sad 😢
@harlowjademermaid1882 Жыл бұрын
I wonder what she went through. The pain & sadness in her eyes is unreal. Damn shame for her & for all of these lost souls. I have so much patience & understanding for these ppl, bc I have dealt with it all of my life. (myself & others)
@MarkBak76 Жыл бұрын
There was a sadness in her eyes....she suffered a lot I’m sure....was somebody’s pretty little baby girl at one time.......I would like to think that some people remember her with fondness...in different circumstances she could have lived a nice life as seemed to be a kind person
@brentdonhauser3 жыл бұрын
Just hit my 2 year sober mark 6 days ago. But booze is a constant reminder of losing my wife step daughter house dogs basically everything I cared about.
@Thevoiceofreason843 жыл бұрын
Well done , was it something you did while drunk or just because your were constantly drinking ?
@brentdonhauser3 жыл бұрын
@@Thevoiceofreason84 While drunk. Hard liquor made me a nasty drunk.
@chiefchimp43773 жыл бұрын
You’re doing well. Keep strong brother.
@brentdonhauser3 жыл бұрын
Thank you, some days I don’t feel like I’m doing so well. I don’t know I just miss her n my step daughter so much. People say time is the only thing that helps but it hasn’t helped me. I’ve tried dating 4 different times/girls and I always find myself comparing them to her. My ex wife was my dream girl, like if someone said write down on a piece of paper what you want in a wife it was legit her. I don’t know sorry for my rant this is the hardest time of the year for me. Holidays suck
@kyjames3151 Жыл бұрын
When the man was asked do you miss them His face literally went sober n lit up for a sec ❤️ Everybody has struggles man Hope everyone can beat whatever there battling in life👍
@rubymorris444 жыл бұрын
That man kept those cards in pristine condition, homeless, I will never forget this ...
@rachelg98733 жыл бұрын
The care with which he held and looked at each one. When he said he missed his family.
@oldrustyrelic91213 жыл бұрын
Can see the man took great affection and appreciation to the people carrying enough to right him a card. Through hell and high water he kept them safe
@scotgirl7783 жыл бұрын
When he said that about the kisses all being for him that made me really sad for him, shows how important his family in Sweden love means to him 😕
@juliusebola97123 жыл бұрын
@Zain staric Alcoholics can still love and miss their families ya knobhead
@jaymeselliot81813 жыл бұрын
that dude made me cry with the way he talked about his family and how he kept those cards perfect, they introduced him being this hard-assed old fuk, then when they sat down in his room and he spoke about his daughter i melted.....
@noreenmcgick23553 жыл бұрын
By Christ, I don't think I've ever wept at a piece of television but listening to Michael's story brought me to tears. No matter how much he drinks, the memory of killing that man in the Congo is as clear as day. I can't begin to imagine what that feels like.
@trevorpepper19962 жыл бұрын
Not being funny but he used the American pronunciation of lieutenant. I would have thought he would know how to say it correctly if he was a professional soldier. He might not even be telling the truth. Doesn’t really matter either way he is obviously a troubled man and it’s very sad.
@noreenmcgick23552 жыл бұрын
@@trevorpepper1996 Maybe the standard pronunciation of lieutenant in the U.N. forces was American English? But I'm only guessing really.
@stephencourtney1 Жыл бұрын
He was probably in the Irish army , has a southern Irish accent and we pronounce it the same way Americans do
@ModernPict Жыл бұрын
It’s the N. Irish pronunciation
@bushratbeachbum Жыл бұрын
@@trevorpepper1996 not being funny?? You think that gives you the right to question the poor fella? Shut your pie hole.
@travislindsey72563 жыл бұрын
That old man at 12:05 "wait till I get up " ..... Ten seconds later "I'm up" lol I love him
@vulnikkura3 жыл бұрын
He's so cute lol
@sunreallife50483 жыл бұрын
That was my favorite part too!
@WhiteFaolan11 ай бұрын
I came to the comments expecting to see judgement, criticism, and hatred, my faith in humanity has been completely restored. See beyond the alcoholism and drug abuse, look instead to the societal decay that lead to people seeing this as their only option. It's heartbreaking. I'm thankful that the staff are clearly kind, compassionate people who really don't get the payment or recognition they deserve for doing such a difficult job, true angels! The guy singing 'Beautiful Dreamer' at the end broke me, I'm a sobbing mess.
@kategilpin598210 ай бұрын
Alcoholism is also genetically caused. Some of us--I'm incredibly lucky, haven't had a drink since 1971, live independently, have friends, etc.--never drank normally. It's not all cused by either societal decay, as you say, or by personal trauma. it's very complicted, and mostly a combinatuib of all those things.
@annierose12693 жыл бұрын
I love this comments section, so kind, supportive with happy endings for the people who have fought alcoholism and won.Much love.
@krishorst47343 жыл бұрын
All I can say is the ppl who work there are saints and must be very, very patient. Couldn't do it myself.
@BakerWild3 жыл бұрын
Respect to them for being so gentle and patient
@lee11703 жыл бұрын
Angels.
@glenmchargue5461 Жыл бұрын
Yeah. They amaze me.
@vxCOCOxv3 жыл бұрын
I’m 9 days away from 2 months sober from alcohol, for the first time in my life. I’m 29, drank heavy for 10 years straight, I would have ended up like one of these folks. This made me cry, drinking numbs the pain, there’s so much sadness in that place.
@MyCold13 жыл бұрын
keep up the good work, this is a horrible reminder of what can happen.
@cambs01813 жыл бұрын
Keep it up!
@spokenkieker23472 жыл бұрын
Are you still clean?
@ItsOnlyNiall2 жыл бұрын
just fuckin keep goin best of luck to ya mate
@bettingpete8775 Жыл бұрын
2 years on i hope your still staying strong ❤
@Catherine_Anne2 жыл бұрын
Little Jamie and how they all love her and protect her is heartbreaking. She’s probably never felt that kind of love before 💔
@nickycotton6137 Жыл бұрын
Aye, must've been hell of a 'character' when they were all Boozing outdoors. Bless....
@karencarmon99737 ай бұрын
Be nice to see how she is now bless her?
@trancemeister16 күн бұрын
@@karencarmon9973she’s dead they all are
@comodojoe593 жыл бұрын
People like the gentlemen in charge are quiet heros. The rest of society cross the road from these people, they turn up day after day, to abuse, low or no pay and violence. My mum works with people like this. Proud of her.
@fleshboundtobone3 жыл бұрын
I always think the most depressing thing about any kind of overwhelming addiction like this is that you just end up only in the company of other erratic, broken people none of whom are really your friends. You're just bound up by the same affliction. Must feel awful whenever you're sober enough to notice.
@beccamason37123 жыл бұрын
Very true
@karenmcclure71913 жыл бұрын
That's not true, I'm alcohol dependent and I always find that everyone looks out for each other .
@beccamason37123 жыл бұрын
@@karenmcclure7191 Don’t take this the wrong way but that’s the point, while you are drinking that’s how it feels. If and when you stop ( your choice, no judgment here) I’m pretty sure you would feel differently. When I was drinking I thought I had the best circle of people around me, when I stopped I realised they really weren’t.
@karenmcclure71913 жыл бұрын
Rebecca, I've been sober a while and I bought a house in a affluent area and I hate it, my social worker even said to me you miss living among druggies and alchies, and it's true, I feel lonely and despite having worked as a solicitor feel like I don't fit in here.
@Blady993 жыл бұрын
Sounds like a most people’s jobs
@vilentman111 Жыл бұрын
Real people with real lives who have found themselves in a tough situation. Infinitely more interesting than anything I could find on TV or in a library these days
@federruchi6147 Жыл бұрын
They still have the same book as before, you know? But more
@Johnconno Жыл бұрын
You tried it? It's no joke.
@causetheplumstasteyum7848 Жыл бұрын
Real lives ?
@LILQUEENKONGG Жыл бұрын
ONG ❤❤
@EmmaLarkin-m3i Жыл бұрын
Totally agree. These people are the true definition of survivor. Wounded, yes but still fighting each day with more courage than many of us could ever hope to have. Brilliant documentary. That's how you make 'em! So moving and humbling. ❤
@Retropangolin2 жыл бұрын
Where i am in my life im not a million miles away from the people in this doc , middle aged man failed marriage drink and drug addiction as well as mental health issues , not close to family ,bills piling up , fucked up my job because i chose drink and drugs over it , burnt so many bridges that cant be repaired and i can see myself homeless fairly soon if i don't get help . this is a harsh wake up call . im reading the comments of people being sober for 5 10 20 + years and even a few months and i admire you all and want to be there also .......
@pajguitar2 жыл бұрын
It can be done. Look up Paul Venis K1 channel - hes a serious addict but beat it. Gives lots of good advice and does lives you can comment on for an answer - or even talk in video chat. you dont have to show your face and can stay anon
@itsallfake35552 жыл бұрын
Find an aa meeting
@steve17508 күн бұрын
Good luck, man. I hope you are still around and found the help you need.
@flip184fencing3 жыл бұрын
After surviving addiction myself I've realized addicts are just sensitive souls who couldn't deal with the harsh realities of their sober reality...I will always have love and compassion in my heart towards an addict of any substance...
@racheldemain194010 ай бұрын
There are other ways!
@anthonyparedes48003 жыл бұрын
The guy who carried every letter he got with him was amazing. Imagine the amount shit he’s gone through in 20+ years and he still managed to keep those letters in perfect condition.
@Kloppsserialbottlers3 жыл бұрын
I lose phones, bank cards, keys god knows what else when I'm drinking, multiple times a year! He's incredible!
@Sam-yr8ls3 жыл бұрын
You realise he's clearly a liar and it's obviously not true, that guy isn't capable of looking after anything for 2 hours let alone 20 years
@anthonyparedes48003 жыл бұрын
@@Sam-yr8ls Lol
@Sam-yr8ls3 жыл бұрын
@@anthonyparedes4800 😆
@Sam-yr8ls3 жыл бұрын
@@anthonyparedes4800 I mean realistically even if a normal person had to carry them on thier person for 20 years, they wouldn't look perfect. Let alone him. Likely kept at a family members or something and he got them to drop them off so he can show them and it looks like he has made some kind of effort, then decided to lie on the spot about it. I have known extreme alcoholics and they tell lies constantly like this 😔
@irisheyes00584 жыл бұрын
Have my own issues with alcohol can't let it get to this.. And think it should be shown to 16 or 17 year olds in school.. Much more an education than king Henry
@Iwoasasaned4 жыл бұрын
I fear, they would not believe that that could be them in a couple of years
@irisheyes00584 жыл бұрын
@@Iwoasasaned yeah shocking as it is, when we are young we feel invincible and this happens to weak people and not us.. Even stronger people can have their world turned upside down in a heart beat and unfortunately drink and drugs seem a way to cope but ultimately dancing with the devil and only tragic consequences
@aislingjanuary15574 жыл бұрын
I agree, they warn people about getting too drunk and having alcohol poisoning but that's it. I'm only 26 and have had Delerium Tremens so bad I was on an IV in the hospital for a week. There are far worse things than a hangover or alcohol poisoning.
@irisheyes00584 жыл бұрын
@@aislingjanuary1557 oh man you are so right a lot worse things indeed, spent few too many days in hospital myself due to Blackouts and some nasty falls have a bad enough scar over my right eye and could have lost it..but that wasn't enough to stop me, such is the hold of this satanic juice
@johnthorp36494 жыл бұрын
Totally agree 👍. I have lost my Mum to alcohol and my older brother died of heroin overdose. I've said before that people would be mortified to find out if I took heroin after losing my brother. On the other hand, people can't understand why I no longer drink after watching it slowly kill my mother.
@Emnotreal1232 ай бұрын
Wow, this is breaking my heart😭💔 I'm now 3yrs sober. Thank You SO much for sharing
@jediknight12943 жыл бұрын
Refusing people help unless they stop drinking/drugs etc is killing people.
@devilsolution97813 жыл бұрын
Ironically theyre killing themselves
@jediknight12943 жыл бұрын
@@devilsolution9781 but the smug piety of the people running housing projects motivated by their skywizard that demands they check for track marks or piss test people ensures that these people die on the streets of frostbite or hypothermia. Ensure they are at risk of violent assault just because they are there. Demanding a person stop drinking or you won't help them is just spite and cruelty and a sense of superiority. Especially in the case of alcohol where coming off too quickly kills people. I'm fed up of the smug self centred pricks that offer 'help with so many conditions its worthless. Go to their church, get clean before we help rehouse you with no support to get clean. Believe what they believe. Its garbage. This place encouragingnself managed drink reduction is going to help more people than the places that demand people stop
@mattryan24893 жыл бұрын
@@jediknight1294 Casting judgment on people you are trying to help just has the opposite impact. It makes people struggling with addiction feel like they aren't worthy of assistance, and when they are finally at a point when they need it most they might not get it for that reason. Recovery requires absolute acceptance of self. By accepting addicts as they are it helps validate the problems that precipitated the addiction, decreases guilt and shame, and increases the likelihood that someone will seek long-term sobriety. Thank you for your comment :)
@jediknight12943 жыл бұрын
@@mattryan2489 the trick is embedding reasons are not excuses and analysing and dealing with the dickhead behaviour that went with the addiction and spiral burning support networks and not simply replacing the substance with a programme AA/NA doesn't fix the issue it merely redirects the addiction.
@jaymeselliot81813 жыл бұрын
i wish i could open up a place like this where i live, so many hurting people--housing restrictions and liability claims make it almost impossible
@rhook883 жыл бұрын
The most powerful documentary I’ve ever seen. Absolutely unbelievable.
@dishonoredundead2 жыл бұрын
I watch a lot of documentaries like this. Drugs and addicts have been a huge part of my life, especially my childhood. This might be the best I've ever seen. A family member I lost touch with, then lived with briefly just went away for treatment. I couldn't be more proud. Especially knowing where he came from. I wonder sometimes what places like this would have accomplished in the U.S. I've just seen so much hardship. I've been homeless myself, can't imagine having an addiction to feed during that time as well. Really gets on my nerves when people act like letting these people freeze to death is the best solution. They've had enough "tough love". Maybe if they saw actual compassion, and a reason to live, and a society that didn't tell them they deserve it, because they hurt themselves; maybe they would want to live. Sorry for ranting. Things just need to change, it's so stupid.
@LoriCLove712 жыл бұрын
@@dishonoredundead ~ I so agree with you! Amen! 🤍
@paudsmcmack3117 Жыл бұрын
It is like a musical tragedy in 6 parts!
@jensgronning4436 Жыл бұрын
You haven’t seen many documentaries then.
@ciaranglobel7843 жыл бұрын
I was so nice to see the woman after a week in rehab able to speak coherently about what she wants for her future. It's like someone flipped a switch and her humanity just switched right back on.
@autisticfitness1763 жыл бұрын
She died shortly after 😪
@nickycotton6137 Жыл бұрын
Yeah. *RIP* Annette, but true just after a week seemed SO different. Bless.😳
@susanfifi285 Жыл бұрын
@autisticfitness176 aw no that's so sad😢
@TheStevenWhiting Жыл бұрын
@@autisticfitness176 It was several years after, according to the director. Its haunted her since because it was after seeing the film. She then fell of the wagon and died.
@bushratbeachbum Жыл бұрын
@@TheStevenWhiting where did you hear that?
@lozskez74842 жыл бұрын
The difference in her just two weeks into detox is insane. It was actually nice to hear her talk
@hulk78453 жыл бұрын
Watching the girl inhale the glue through the bag I couldn’t help thinking how the bag looked like a human heart operating and how much actual strain it’s putting on her! Heart breaking....literally
@teijaflink22263 жыл бұрын
She seemed young but if she kept this no way she is alive now. My heart really hurt for her, she seems so small and vulberable. She must have suffered from severe anxiety and the only help she had to deal with it was the glue sadly.
@bigsteve67293 жыл бұрын
Yeah that's not how a heart works but a lung didn't work with your pun did it
@youngdylan50833 жыл бұрын
@Great White it’s easy to judge others, it’s difficult to recognise your own mistakes.
@philbecker46762 жыл бұрын
@Great White You can still feel sorry and sad for someone even if they're in a hell of their own choosing.
@stuartberesford35852 жыл бұрын
Not only is this a fantastic documentary, but I’ve even been pleasantly surprised by a lot of the comments - baring in mind how much of a stigma there is towards alcoholism, drug addiction and homelessness, it’s so reassuring to see lots of people showing compassion, empathy and understanding towards the people featured I this film and their various issues. KZbin can be a very horrible place so thanks to all those who have posted positive and compassionate comments on this video. Restores my faith in people - not everyone out there a sadistic maniac who sets fire to homeless veterans for fun.
@David-h4z2s Жыл бұрын
Very well said I think the same any of us could end In a bad way in Life
@shawnalynn51989 ай бұрын
Same, this is probably the kindest comment section I've ever seen on any video dealing with addiction
@Simple_Jackass8 ай бұрын
Yeah the KZbin comment section is one of the worst places on the internet imo. It's just full of so much negativity, hate, disgust, brutality, hostility, and everyone is a hypocrite lol, including me of course. Anyway, I agree that it's nice to see some compassion, but my point here, is that YOU refrain from fulfilling your faith in humanity from places like KZbin. People shouldn't let places like this sway their opinion of humanity in ANY direction, it's just not a good source for that. If people can learn to retrain their eyes, to refocus them, they would see so much decency and compassion all around them. From someone simply holding a door for someone else, to helping with their groceries, you name it, we're out there helping each other. Don't let any form of media gain control over your emotions or perspectives, because then you're nothing but a passenger in life, with someone else driving you everywhere, responsible for how you feel about everything, the choices you make even reflect what your media is telling you, if you let it. This place has A LOT of great things to offer, no mistaking that, but we ALL need to be on our toes when it comes to the level of control we surrender to media, all media.... My apologies, rant over.
@bethsergent8743 жыл бұрын
I’m a grateful recovering alcoholic and I truly hope these men are able to find sobriety someday. God bless them.
@philbecker46762 жыл бұрын
I'd imagine they're all dead.
@aslavicbabyaviking2408 Жыл бұрын
Unless they were very lucky I'd say the majority have sadly passed away
@edwardprice1192 Жыл бұрын
Having just been detoxed this really hit home. I live very close to that hostel and we used to tease the little guy as kids because he used to sleep in my friend's shed. He would chase us and go beserk. He actually comes across as really sweet in this doc but we never bothered to get to know him. Little did I know I would be in a similar position 21 years later. I hope he's still alive and at peace.
@Cockneyartist Жыл бұрын
Doubt he’s still alive dude
@danawankinthewoods.5642 Жыл бұрын
You tormented a desperate alchoholic. The supreme irony that you, then became one, is not lost on me.
@Wearethewingmakers Жыл бұрын
@@danawankinthewoods.5642 thats Karma but he was a kid and hes acknowledged his mistake, as human beings thats all we can do.
@siobhanharte5075 Жыл бұрын
Yeah he never said he tormented the man just they were kids who ran away from him probably scared because alcoholics are really scary to sober people especially children so you keep all empathy for the afflicted and none for those around them whose lives are also devastated…
@lewisbracken5520 Жыл бұрын
Why no punctuation?
@masonbillington26413 жыл бұрын
That girl with the glue brought tears to my eyes if my daughter went down that path I don’t know how I would live
@VultureSunset2 жыл бұрын
@@nickycotton6137 soap dodger
@nickycotton61372 жыл бұрын
@@VultureSunset = 👏.. Shut up.
@talkaboutabuse98663 жыл бұрын
The Scottish guy taking care of everyone and going through what he does is an absolute angel. I hope he knows it xx
@adammarshall42453 жыл бұрын
@@GrimGrumBalls what?
@leestephenson70423 жыл бұрын
He’s really lovely
@philbecker46763 жыл бұрын
@@adammarshall4245 I think he thought he was talking about the Northern Irish guy.
@jennawalden85473 жыл бұрын
Yes he is. A very kind man ❤️
@FatherDinny2 жыл бұрын
@@philbecker4676Northern Irish? Why don’t you just call him Irish? 🤣
@anthonythomas58203 жыл бұрын
The compassion in the comments here, gives me a renewed faith in people.
@comodojoe593 жыл бұрын
Yeah. Iv been on twitter alot during lockdown and the people who are 'normal' and haven't encountered issues like this are ..not so compassionate.
@Madmax-iy8fi5 ай бұрын
As a person who drinks to much beer,I watch this documentary from time to time to keep me in check 😊
@archive3033 жыл бұрын
This is absolutely heartbreaking and sad, but at the same time genuinely heart warming as they really do care about each other!! I am in tears!!
@noodlesatemybaby3 жыл бұрын
What an absolute cold depiction of the reality that comes with addiction. Don't think I've seen anything on a level this raw before in my life.
@stevenlindsay233 жыл бұрын
its hard hitting
@horaciog91663 жыл бұрын
HBOs documentary black tar heroin: dark end of the street. That’s a good one
@noodlesatemybaby3 жыл бұрын
@@horaciog9166 thanks! I'll check it out. You should check out vices teenage heroin documentary, it's one of my favourites
@SlayerOfCunts3 жыл бұрын
Watch Children Underground, very much the same raw vibe, and very well made.
@noodlesatemybaby3 жыл бұрын
@@SlayerOfCunts will do cheers
@curiositythematt94303 жыл бұрын
Life in a plastic bag, is the best you've ever had. There is nothing left for you, so you go back to your glue. You promise your mum, and your friends, you'll never go back to that glue again. But times got rough, and things got bad. All you wanted was that plastic bag. RIP Jamie Blue 💙
@francisb88193 жыл бұрын
Is she dead
@loot_nukem3 жыл бұрын
Sad to think that most of them are likely dead. At least their incredible stories live on through this documentary, still being watched 20 years later. Hope they all found some peace in their lives.
@loot_nukem3 жыл бұрын
@dindunuffin? promise I'm sorry to hear about your situation and truly truly wish the best for you. Everyone has different struggles and challenges in life in all different forms. You're never alone. Life is precious. So precious that someone who has never met you living on the other side of the world to you, cares about you and your well-being. Keep strong my friend.
@handgathered3 жыл бұрын
Curiosity, thanks for printing Jamie’s poem. I just did an art piece about her. I sketched the little sweetheart and added the poem. She moves me to tears, still. 💔
@ciaranbyrne623 жыл бұрын
@dindunuffin? promise it's giving in to your brain. Tell it to FuckOff and stay sober. I don't do anything anymore but the thoughts come daily FUCKOFF is my reply to my brain when it wants to drink or smoke or get high👍 Good luck
@MrMurph73 Жыл бұрын
I used to work in one of the other wet houses in London back in the 90's. It was exactly like this place with similar characters and sad stories. This film took me right back, thank you.
@jackb8210 Жыл бұрын
Bet you have some stories
@rebekahlikesmusic272310 ай бұрын
God bless you
@Von19664 жыл бұрын
We all walk such a different path through life. Thank goodness there are still kind people willing to work with people struggling through.
@firmestshrimp7103 жыл бұрын
I'll have 8 years clean in March. So glad I decided to get away from everything, and work on getting my life together.
@denise87913 жыл бұрын
Proud of you! amazing accomplishment. You are so deserving. I'll have 11 years in may 2021. I'm also thankful I changed my ways. I wouldn't be here today if i had not.
@rickfordv83 жыл бұрын
@Spin Onnit dick
@liamo2213 жыл бұрын
Well done mate fair play to you
@davemacdonald38893 жыл бұрын
Nice one 👍
@noshadean7873 жыл бұрын
My friend" I pray that you are making Jesus first in your life, because without Jesus Christ you'll never have your life together. and we are in the last crucial hour, my friend" please go to the honest News Network with Minister Brother Joseph Skinner in this last crucial hour for Living Water. may the good Lord God protect and bless you and your family and keep you all safe in these perilous times I pray Amen.
@hayerubihayerubi57203 жыл бұрын
The kindness they show each other in the midst of there problems is admiral and 100% genuine to say the least. So very sad Such great people x
@pamelayates67903 жыл бұрын
so true, beautiful souls , lovable rogues x
@lynndrury1 Жыл бұрын
You have just said what I was thinking.
@markvickers26077 ай бұрын
Great, gritty REAL documentary. This was 24 years ago. It's sad to think they may all now have passed away
@kateydoll176 ай бұрын
Was thinking the same. The documentary maker does do updates. Most passed within a few years of this programme
@animal79thecat6 ай бұрын
They are better off out of it to be honest
@kumardickshit153025 күн бұрын
Friends is a gritty documentary
@srodriguez13373 жыл бұрын
"A man on fire you don't bother what religion he is you save his life"! 😢💯
@w1lf1ewoo3 жыл бұрын
Well, after just watching the first 5 minutes I for one don't need a drink today. There but for the grace of god.
@paulmurphy99093 жыл бұрын
Twenty years ago, wow, this January I will be sober twenty one years, I wonder how many are still alive. God bless them all ❤️
@gowdsake71033 жыл бұрын
You seem to forget your non existent sky pixie if it did exist let this happen !
@callumnoblett49053 жыл бұрын
@@gowdsake7103 you don't believe. He does. How about respecting how he went about it
@gowdsake71033 жыл бұрын
@@callumnoblett4905 Why ? I dont respect anyone who makes up stuff to justify their immorality
@jackyblue67same102 жыл бұрын
I am so happy for anybody that can do better for themselves & my prayers go out to those that can't .May God Bless all
@robbiemontgomery5815 жыл бұрын
I remember watching this when it was on the telly years ago. I was struck by how many of them were Scottish and Irish. Guys who emigrated to London in the hope of bettering their lives and ended up on the scrapheap
@Alwpiano4 жыл бұрын
The cost of living in London alone wouldn't have helped. I can imagine the cost of funding their alcoholism AND funding living expenses would be astronomical. That is if one or some of them relapsed.
@briankelly82974 жыл бұрын
Alot of Irish fell through the cracks and had been in London too long, no home to go back to.
@unbornbum4 жыл бұрын
wth i thought this must've been filmed in ireland??
@littlebrayutd4 жыл бұрын
@@unbornbum u must be stupid, or didn't watch documentarie cause narrator said east London, nice bit of causal racism doe, jus say it for what it is
@unbornbum4 жыл бұрын
@@littlebrayutd oh piss off there was literally one english person in the whole doc..
@nifty30003 жыл бұрын
This is like Christmas at my house.
@handlebarchap8983 жыл бұрын
HAHAHA!
@Knightmare4563 жыл бұрын
😂😂
@onemanbandV13 жыл бұрын
😂😂😂
@SCJ-up2ob3 жыл бұрын
🤣🤣🤣🤣
@robspot1013 жыл бұрын
That's funny shit bruh!..
@Mrbungleface0u8183 жыл бұрын
This is heart breaking. My best friend just got out of a coma. We've been drinking since we were kids. I took breaks. He did not.... He was also huffing computer cleaner..... He was in a coma for weeks. Just woke up. Lost his speech. My brother, my best friend is like this now. Not as hostile. But agitated...... This hurts my heart. Fuck you algorithm.
@billgatesleavingyamomshous81773 жыл бұрын
How old are you
@bee3663 жыл бұрын
@@billgatesleavingyamomshous8177 he's 12
@chuckabbate59243 жыл бұрын
Killed my marriage. You cant fix them. Its internal. Just horrid
@samsalamander81473 жыл бұрын
I hope you are doing better now. I was a herion and crack addict about ten years ago. I have been on methadone for ten years and clean since do what works for you in recovery. I’m sorry about your friend and brother. I have no siblings but I have lost almost all my friends to herion. It can be done you can live right and not be crazy. Abstinance is not always the answer. I think if you can’t handle having one drink you have more work to do in your recovery in general. My ex used to huff dust off and it gave him some type of psychosis but wen he stopped it went away. He also gets cocain psychosis he once called the police on himself with a bunch of drugs on him because he thought people were chasing him down the street lol. We haven’t been together for years. He has been in and out of jail mostly in my daughters whole life so 14 years they just let him out due to Covid recently. I think if I can stay clean this long anyone can, I was a lost cause so your brother can do it too I’m rooting for him.
@keztukariri Жыл бұрын
Watching stuff like this reminds me of how incredibly strong and amazing my old man was ❤
@chrisflodberg4 жыл бұрын
Amazing documentary idea. I'm drunk watching this, contemplating my own life. This is fucking scary and urgent and so relevant. The greatest argument against drinking ever made
@Quincycle4 жыл бұрын
Have you seen 'Rain in my heart'? I feel more harrowing than this.
@helentucker64074 жыл бұрын
Hi. I used to drink spirits until I was in a terrible state. Just had no off switch. My uncle told me to get help. I went to aa meetings and met a lot of very interesting people. It helped a lot. Hope this helps x
@lynette5993 жыл бұрын
@@Quincycle YES, watch Rain in my Heart - amazing documentary.
@lostfound81123 жыл бұрын
get sober man you can do it!
@randomhumanoidblob45063 жыл бұрын
Please please get help. I know you have to fight for it, I know giving up drinking is incredibly hard. But I also know my best friend is not just drinking away his life, he's drinking away his beautiful wife (who is frankly super-human) his adorable, kind, clever daughters and I can't do a thing, nothing gets traction. It's so fucking sad and makes me so fucking mad because he's so much better than this. We put so much time and energy into illegal drugs, so much focus on helping people stop smoking. But this most brutal of addictions we just coast alongside, never really acknowledging the danger because that might fuck up our enjoyment of the Friday pint of the glass of wine with dinner. We sleepwalk people into addiction then leave them there. But you are worth more than a lonely life spiralling toward a forgotten end. I'm just a Random Blob on the internets but just in writing this I'm putting a higher value than that you put on yourself. You're absolutely worth more than the next drink. Good luck. It takes courage to reach out but overcome the fear that no-one will take the hand because they will.
@DnBclassictunes3 жыл бұрын
I stopped drinking 3 months ago. Best thing I have done. Suprising how alcohol blurs everything and makes you think you have hope when it actually ruins most things in life.
@Crook3d_GT3 жыл бұрын
I dont think it's bad in moderation and very enjoyable when done in moderation, but there are people out there who cant have a couple and be done and they should stay away from it altogether.
@DnBclassictunes3 жыл бұрын
@@Crook3d_GT agreed
@jonny2times5533 жыл бұрын
Fact
@YerDa673 жыл бұрын
Absolutely!
@rodkirkbride22304 жыл бұрын
I've been looking for this for years. Tony with his birthday card, always stuck with me.
@Maka-G10 ай бұрын
i was an alcoholic for 18 years , hits home this , it shocked me how many people died in recovey, 20ish people from all walks of life were in my group when we started there is 2 of us left now
@TeapotDaz10 ай бұрын
Well done mate.👍👍👍
@woody8163 жыл бұрын
That poor lassie huffing on the glue was heartbreaking. Her head must be a mess.
@izzymeadows17483 жыл бұрын
Agree . She upset me the most.
@trishalouisebertrand67843 жыл бұрын
I smelt glue getting my nails done yesterday's believe me i had to put mask on nearly past out hell no how she does that shit poor woman put her in rehab no way she should b living in a flat on her own
@pandaco81273 жыл бұрын
Definatly hard to process.
@AdrenalineRushMX3 жыл бұрын
i did meth for 7 years my heart is done now
@AdrenalineRushMX3 жыл бұрын
but i dont know about glue
@danielrichard14514 жыл бұрын
I feel so bad for the woman huffing on the glue wanting to die... So sad.
@ksc99544 жыл бұрын
So so sad
@whatshisname33044 жыл бұрын
she,s certainly dead.
@MasterofScrutiny4 жыл бұрын
She almost breathed no fresh air at all. She clung to that bag like a breastfeeding baby clutches it's mother's breast.
@mareekarklis19583 жыл бұрын
That nearly made me physically sick, so so sad
@leedave93143 жыл бұрын
I was eating before I seen that and to hear her weesing huffing life out of the bag, made me never want to drink or eat again. Poor souls
@johnmoorefilm Жыл бұрын
My name is John and i have been sober for 15 years. The Irish soldier at the start was part of a tragic ambush in the Congo, in Niemba province. Another incident is detailed in the Netflix drama, “The Seige of Jadotville”.
@siralexander3359 Жыл бұрын
The Baluba has long been associated with acts of cannibalism.[10] Lurid stories circulated in the Irish popular press that the bodies of the victims had been mutilated and that their hearts had been removed to be eaten by the Baluba.[11] As a result the word "baluba" became a synonym in Ireland for an "unruly or wild person".
@siralexander3359 Жыл бұрын
Three Irish soldiers managed to escape the initial fighting. One of them, Anthony Browne, reached a nearby village and gave all the money he had to the village women, hoping they would get him help, but was instead mobbed and beaten to death by the village men. His body was recovered two years later. The two surviving soldiers managed to hide and were found by other UN troops the following day
@basedsketch413310 ай бұрын
Thank you for naming the conflict Sir I wanted to look into what conflict he was referring to
@shimmer82893 ай бұрын
I saw the movie remarkable backstory on how that older man came to be in a wet house. I wish after he survived that the rest of his life woukd have been easier.
@carolinehoward1803 жыл бұрын
I’m so grateful to have now been sober for 16 years. I never want to put another drop of alcohol in my system. I did glue for about 18 months when I was 15/16 years old. I think that really fucked my brain up. My heart breaks for all of them 😭
@mongogojjo59443 жыл бұрын
Man from the ages 17-24 I was drinking like a fish just about every night and sometimes day drinking, tripping on Robitussin frequently especially at 17 and 18 (that stuff really messed me up mentally), taking painkillers every morning for hangovers and eventually just because.of physical dependence and to top all of that off I was chain smoking cigs and weed and drinking a pot of coffee every morning. The human brain can do a good deal of recovering you'd be surprised, but yes I definitely think there are some substances out there that have extreme potential to cause lasting long term damage and inhalants, dissociatives, alcohol, benadryl, methamphetamines and MDMA are just some that come to mind right off that bat.
@rodpetticrew34644 жыл бұрын
God bless all of them,no one knows what way you'll turn out
@gowdsake71033 жыл бұрын
What a fucking stupid statement
@Chaseniceness3 жыл бұрын
We never know what a person has gone through to fall apart.
@hara3435 Жыл бұрын
This incredible, brave piece of work made me see past the alcoholism and glue sniffing and see the humanity & character in every actor . ❤
@laurah190 Жыл бұрын
Only they are not actors.. they're not playing a part in a drama or show. This is their real life.
@InsomniaRex Жыл бұрын
TH you talking about "actors"
@hobouk3871 Жыл бұрын
These people are not actors, some of these unfortunate people have most likely passed away.
@laurah190 Жыл бұрын
@hobouk3871 yes they probably have. Could have been me but happily alive and 19 years sober now.
@jordanfelts7482 Жыл бұрын
Proud of you. No two days are the same.
@eileenkelly47603 жыл бұрын
No happy person drinks like this. I got scared watching this as I have my own alcohol issues
@ShredCo3 жыл бұрын
White wine every night?
@Jezza_One3 жыл бұрын
These guys are so much worse than me.
@beccamason37123 жыл бұрын
@@Jezza_One it’s a long slippery slope
@Jezza_One3 жыл бұрын
@beentheredonethat Not everyone who isn't happy drinks though.
@trollfinger3 жыл бұрын
I'm not an addict but have alcoholics in my family. If you are worried about your drinking, don't look at not drinking as some kind of punishment, look at it as your prize or treat because you'll be better without it.
@MH-eu9iw3 жыл бұрын
Hats of to the guy that works there! What a hero!!!!!! God bless him
@stevesoultrain24063 жыл бұрын
21 years clean and sober today thank God 🙏🏻🙏🏻
@gmanderson20093 жыл бұрын
I passed the 32 year mark last month, but God had little to do with it, I did it all,alone.
@aminalahrichi4211 Жыл бұрын
I used to work next door to this hostel for about 10 years. Remember some of the residents.
@runforrest1003 жыл бұрын
‘Every day I look out and that chimney stack is still stacked and he’s still buried below because I killed him’. The pain of guilt consumes his sober mind that he drinks to forget it. So sad!
@irishmanonthecan3 жыл бұрын
He killed a person who was gonna kill him. Sure, it's trauma. But i think his "guilt" is just to justify his drinking. Addiction doesn't need a reason, you create reasons to propagate your addiction.
@trinalenchewski12334 жыл бұрын
All I see is A LOT of broken souls
@leenobody32493 жыл бұрын
Yea arseholes
@sharongill90673 жыл бұрын
And many more with these restrictions ...
@trinalenchewski12333 жыл бұрын
@Frank Serpico eloquently said..I like this.
@ministryOFmuff3 жыл бұрын
They are broken people and it is sad for them but it doesnt change that they drag other people and their environment into their black hole of self destruction too. Living next door to them or being a family member (God forbid being the child of an alcoholic) is horrible. Alcohol turns you into a soulless demonically possessed husk of a person who doesnt give a shit about anybody or anything. I think equal parts sympathy and anger are appropriate.
@jaymeselliot81813 жыл бұрын
not many unbroken people drink like these blokes :(
@IrishTechnicalThinker Жыл бұрын
The glue sniffer is so sad, it's absolutely terrible. Her leaving had me in tears.
@TheStevenWhiting Жыл бұрын
Sadly, the director said she visited in her flat over the years, the flat ended up in a real bad state, eventually she lost contact.
@bushratbeachbum Жыл бұрын
@@TheStevenWhiting where did you hear that?
@jumperontheline Жыл бұрын
@@bushratbeachbum There is a link in the video description
@deeman08887 ай бұрын
Do you know what ever became of her? I would assume she’s dead now?
@scottyelder8351 Жыл бұрын
Even in a state of complete degenerate rock bottom the men still have their inherent need to protect the vulnerable proof indeed the soul is indestructible God bless them all with mercy and peace health and happiness Amen 💫✝️✨
@Mistwalker674 жыл бұрын
I drank like this for 23 years, did my Pancreas in but apart from that i was lucky, t total now for over a year, its tough rough and dangerous that life.
@jakethedude1004 жыл бұрын
Wu Wei i was same. Pancreatitis is the most pain I’ve ever felt. Best detox programme ever!
@Mistwalker674 жыл бұрын
@mickyj Jackson Thank you 😘
@yeehofook31524 жыл бұрын
I know I don’t know you mate but well done keep it going....
@Mistwalker674 жыл бұрын
@@yeehofook3152 we're all brothers and sisters in this disease, thanks chap.