Where Have I Been?! Life Update.

[@jacquilewis3323]

Losing two family members and a puppy; that’s a lot! Plus the collective loss the epidemic has put upon us. Be kind to yourself; we’ll be here when you’re ready! ❤️🙏🏾

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, Jacqui. I appreciate it.

[@swong005]

Take the time for some self-care. We'll be here when you're ready and have your groove back. 🙏👍 Still my go-to for cheesy grits. 😀

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, SW. It's been a lot, but it's been needed. And I'm with you on those cheesy grits! I make them every week or two without fail. They always make me feel a bit better.

[@VirgoVibe]

I was listening to the Rich Roll podcast and he was/is going through something similar (lack of energy, not interested in stuff, etc.) and he mentioned an article called "There’s a Name for the Blah You’re Feeling: It’s Called Languishing". Basically, don't feel alone! Many of us are in this weird head space. Take care of yourself!

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thanks, Virgo (I'm one, too!). I just read an excerpt... YES. That's definitely what's going on. Things are compounding and couldn't be ignored anymore. And there here it is. And as a Virgo, I want to fix everything and make it nice, and it's not that kind of problem to solve.

[@brithecraftyengineer9353]

Thank you for sharing. That lazy feeling, I've felt it too. It is hard to function beyond the essentials. You've gone through some rough life moments. I am glad you are practicing self care and it is a reminder for all of us to do so too! Really appreciate you sharing your story. I hope you feel inspired again soon! Thank you for what you do!

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, Brianna. I'm always very critical of myself for not being "productive", and that just added another layer to everything. I had to just acknowledge that I needed to not be "productive" for a bit and just refuel. It's still a work in progress, letting go, but acknowledging the issue it the first step, right? There's a light at the end for sure.

[@faithf4988]

This last year has been a challenge for so many... glad to see that you're taking time to process and keep moving forward.... sorry for the losses you've experienced

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, Faith.

[@TKevinBlanc]

It's our privilege to see you, whenever it works for you. I'm terribly sorry about your father and grandfather. Close or not, it's difficult.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you so much, Kevin. I think the distance and lack of closeness also brought up a lot of issues... I'm working through and feeling better than I was, though, so I guess this just needed to happen.

[@TKevinBlanc]

@@MonsonMadeThis As a man just about the age of your father, and having lost my father at just about the same age... I appreciate your situation. Life is complicated. You abide it. And be kind, which you seem to be. Peace.

[@jennamakesbugs]

A lot of people have felt burned out after pushing so hard to keep things going while the world was upside down. I know I did and haven't had the kind of setbacks you've experienced. We are always happy to see you but don't feel pressured to maintain a schedule that might not be best for you at the moment.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

I have been grateful to have this channel as a way to keep me "employed" through the past year, and so I kept going to keep that work going... But yeah, I just hit a point where I couldn't anymore, and I had to step back and refuel. It's what I needed, I'm just not a fan of how it had to come about. Thanks so much for the support, and I'm sending love back your way. I hope you're getting some relief as well.

[@anju6858]

I'm so sorry for your losses. And I'm glad that you took time to deal with it.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you so much, Anju.

[@maggiesmith9000]

Thanks for sharing. You can only handle so much. I am sure we will all be here when you are feeling more like yourself again. And I think you have a cat in a dog costume. Going in and out all the time is so cat. Take care.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, Maggie. I agree. Sometimes that realization doesn't come easy. I'm already feeling a bit better than I was, so I hope that's a sign of more improvement to come. And yeah, both of our pups do a lot of cat-like things. The both sleep on the back of the couch.... I love and accept them for who they are. Haha.

[@margariteolmos3457]

Glad you're back. Grief takes time and comes in waves.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thanks, Margarite. That's been one of the biggest takeaways for sure.

[@Elizerinc]

I love how honest you are. Thank you for sharing. I lost my 18 yr old dog this year and I've gone through some of the same feelings. Most days are good, but some low energy too. Best to you.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, Elizabeth. With Tuffy, when he passed away, it was such immediate and heavy grief. He was never not there, and then he was just gone. The loss was palpable and I had no choice but to ugly cry for a week straight and deal with the reality of him being gone. It's still tough a year later, but the grief was more linear. With my father, not being close to him, having not seeing him in over a year, having not really spoken to him much, it has been harder to process the reality of the situation. I think the impending service freaked me out, and sent me down this spiral... The only way out is through, though, and so what was previously stressing me out, I'm now looking forward to, and hopefully getting a bit more closure.

[@Elizerinc]

@@MonsonMadeThis You are a very good at expressing yourself both verbally and through writing. I appreciate your skills since I am poor at both. I wasn't surprised to learn you taught english.

[@abbielindell]

So SO sorry for your loss. Grief is the sneakiest bastard and I’ll be thinking of you in your time away 🤍

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank, Abbie. It really is. Thanks for sticking around. I put out a new recipe video the other day, and I'm ready to do more!

[@Marilynlovesebiking]

Taking a break is always a good idea. Yes, I agree, everything finally hit you. This past year and even this year has been so odd that it has hit us all in weird ways. Dreary weather makes me feel dreary. Nice bright sunny days lift my spirits. I understand totally that you need to deal with the loss of your family members. Thinking about how fleeting life is, thinking about people who are not in our lives anymore even if we were not close, still affects us. Hope you feel better soon. Hope your trip to northern Nevada goes well.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, Marilyn. I like feeling productive and working and being creative, but I guess I just needed to refuel and reevaluate, and stop to acknowledge everything that's happened and that I've been through. Distance and lack of closeness has made the grieving process very strange. It's brought up a lot of things that I have been putting of processing for decades. The work has to be done sooner or later, so I guess now's the time. I really appreciate that support. Thanks again.

[@CitrianSnailBY]

Everything is fine, take your time - it's okay, we're all human and sometimes need to take a time off and contemplate things. Do not rush back. Show Love to yourself and slowly work the issues out.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, Oded. I'm trying. I've realized that I use productivity to validate myself, and when that wasn't happening, I didn't know what to do with myself or how to feel about myself. Taking time to process, and observe, and process some more has helped, and even at 40, I'm still realizing a lot of things about myself.

[@goodtogo3]

you are not alone. Times have been tough.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

I appreciate the support, Neef. Thank you.

[@lgmcat6958]

It's not laziness, it's grief. What a challenging year you have had. I'm so sorry for what you've had to go through. Thank you for taking the time to do this.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Yeah. Feelings and emotions have been misfiring or maybe they're just firing correctly for once... It's strange how it still gets you even if you're not expecting it. Thanks so much.

[@Butterflyneverlands]

We all need a break to process stuff. The other day I read something interesting, “To make pain go away you really need to feel it.” I’m paraphrasing but it’s basically it. Good to see you’re feeling energized and ready to come back !

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thanks, Butterfly. I agree. As anxious as I am about attending the service this weekend, I really feel like I need to confront things in order to mover through them. I appreciate the kind words.

[@leslieewing9088]

Your subscribers are here for you. Take care of yourself, and we will be waiting. I know watching your videos helped me get through this past year. Thanks for this video.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, Leslie. That means a ton. Knowing that folks were enjoying out videos kept me going until I just couldn't anymore. But I'll be back very soon. We did end up filming that afternoon, and it felt good to be back at it again. Can't wait to share what I made!

[@Ride-sq6xg]

Do what you need to do Mike, you are worth waiting for.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thanks, Ride!

[@aliceswann4148]

Thanks for sharing from your heart. Missed you, so I am glad to watch this update. My condolences for your many losses. Hard to lose family members whether your close to them or not. Important to take a breather and recharge. Looking forward to your new content!

[@MonsonMadeThis]

I appreciate the love and support. Thank you so much, Alice.

[@susanfisher773]

I’ll always be a fan of your channel and I can totally relate to your experiences. You do want you need too.💙💙💙. Hugs and strength 💙

[@MonsonMadeThis]

I really appreciate it, Susan. Thank you. Sending hugs and hearts right back.

[@lhsharp]

I’m so sorry that you are going through this place. Thank you for opening your heart. I know we all go through this, and right now, we are legion. You’ve said a few times lately that you are tired, and I understood. May the world throw their arms around you and comfort you. ❤️

[@MonsonMadeThis]

I really appreciate your kind words. Tired is right. Exhausted. Stuck. Wondering, "Why can't I just keep going?" My battery was empty and I needed to recharge. Not at 100% yet, but I can feel the energy returning. Thanks so much for watching and taking the time to comment.

[@autumnrain1892]

We'll be here. ♥️You.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, Autumn.

[@chriskelly9201]

Thanks Michael for the update. Do what you have to do to be well. Miss you and your recipes a lot! You have a bunch of love and people out in KZbin land.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

That means so much to hear, Chris. I really appreciate. I needed a break even if I didn't know that I did. Feeling much better now, and ready to keep on going!

[@marjiesgirl]

My thoughts & prayers are with you Michael. Best wishes to you and your family from Melbourne, Australia.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you so much, Evelyn. I appreciate it.

[@davidc8694]

Just discovered your channel. Wish I'd found it sooner. Doesn't appear to be active anymore, but I'll still benefit from going through past videos. Wherever you are, whatever you'rre doing, I hope that you are well, happy, and at ease.

[@ciaobela8]

I do miss your recipes yet completely understand your well earned break. Just know your is in a better place now. Peace Love Joy ! XOxo

[@MonsonMadeThis]

They're on their way! Thanks for the love!

[@jenwylie4093]

Sorry for your losses.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, Jen!

[@errorerror1337]

Thank you for the update and for sharing so much of yourself. Man, you've been through a lot recently. Sometimes you gotta lean into it so that you can come back stronger and it sounds like that's what you're on the verge of doing. Congrats on the weight loss btw and looking forward to enjoying your return!

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thanks for watching and taking the time to respond. I feel much better now, so I think I'll be good for a while. haha. I think... The "diet" kind of took a back seat, but I've been exercising and working out through all of this, so I haven't really felt like I've been backsliding or anything. Maybe the extra "junk" I've been eating has helped me build some more muscle? Who knows. Moving forward. There is not destination, just keeping on keeping on.

[@morgankrueger5053]

I’m so glad you were able to take a break and take care of yourself after so much loss. Take as long as you need. I can’t wait to see what you do next!

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, Morgan. I appreciate it.

[@kathleenswenning9915]

Thank you for letting us in on what's been going on in your life Michael 💝🥰, I am sending you so much love.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thanks for watching, Kathleen. Sending love right back.

[@kimmyjeans2]

Sometimes you need to give yourself grace and self love so you can refocus. Prayers and good vibes sent your way 🙏 take the time we will be hungry for content when you return.

[@kristinesjostedt4183]

Be okay with tending to your needs right now. Do what you need to do. We all support you and will be here when you are ready. Look forward to viewing your content in the future. Peace.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, Kristine. I appreciate it. I felt good to film this, and the recipe video we shot later that day. Being productive was the last thing I wanted to do, but doing it made me feel a bit better.

[@ellarae6450]

Take care, dear Monson. We will be here when you are ready.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, Ella. I appreciate it.

[@ElaineBenes003]

Much love to you, Michael.❤️

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Right back atcha, Elaine.

[@rklevens]

Take care of yourself, that is the most important thing. Looking forward to seeing more content.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thanks, Robert. I'm trying. Feeling much better already.

[@ItsLindaMichelle]

I'm sending you lots of good vibes. Sometimes laziness is the best way to except unfinished business and recharge our mind, body and spirit.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, Linda. Something was forcing me to stop and process, so I did just that.

[@tiredapplestar]

Thank you for the update, but you don’t need to apologize. You’re not a robot, and everyone needs to decompress. I hope you get all the rest you need! Sending hugs! 😊

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you. I just don't want folks to feel like I've given up or abandoned this channel (maybe that's more for me than y'all...), and I think it helped me to say things out loud as well. Sending hugs right back atcha!

[@lyndajane9870]

Thanks for sharing, I wondered if all was well. Looking forward to new videos when you feel up to it.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thanks for your continued love and support, Lynda. Yeah. I'm doing much better. It was rough for a minute, but I feel like I've got some fire in me once again. Thanks for checking it.

[@margarett_b]

Thank you so so much for being so open and vulnerable about what you have been going through! We are all only humans so there are harder and easier times in our lives. Being a content creator and sharing any bits of your life online makes it much tougher in these more complicated cases to stay "on top" of making videos in any shape or form - your mood doesn't only affect the way your videos feel but most importantly your will to make them. And honestly, because I appreciate your work, your attitude towards life and your food-activism for the animals and the planet I much more value you feeling inspired and actually excited to create recipes/vlogs to share with us and I am happy you have taken a break to process your emotions! I wholeheartedly hope the upcoming weeks will be much better for you and that we will have a chance to see you more often on here ;) Stay safe and have a nice week ahead!

[@holliesavage4405]

Take care of yourself Michael! Wishing you peace. When you are ready we will be here!

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, Hollie!

[@susanwerner9961]

An authentic life journey is seldom a straight path toward our goals. It meanders, changes directions, starts and stops. It has it’s own rhythms. Go with the flow, and you will end up in the right place. My sympathy to you on the loss of your father and grandfather. No matter that there was a lack of closeness, when our parent dies we grieve the relationship we had, but also the relationship we did not yet wished for. Peace.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, Susan. Grief is definitely nonlinear. And you're totally right. I think the lack of connection made the initial news easier, but it's made the overall process much more complicated. It's lead to more questions and wanting to understand why there wasn't a closeness. What was my role? What was theirs? There will never be answers, but it's brought up a lot of things from my past that I've pushed to the back of my mind in an effort to just move forward. This moment was always coming, and I didn't realized how much the the "when" was out of my control.

[@allieb1621]

Hugs Michael, Covid has made so many things difficult and prevented a lot of contact and removed even basic choices for many life events and you have certainly gone through quite a lot of those in the past 18 or more months. My sympathy on your losses, they do have a wide impact which can be unexpected and long lasting - I have gone through similar but we all process situations differently. We will be here when you are ready to return. xo

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thanks, Allie. I really appreciate your kind and supportive words. It's definitely different for each person, and different for each person from one day to the next. Feeling better overall now that I'm more aware of what's going on. For so long it was like, "I'm not feeling anything so I must be fine...". And that just wasn't the case. Thanks again for the love.

[@vegangoddess8501]

Sincere condolences on all your losses 💔😥 I hope you can get the closure you need, I wish you peace. Thank you for your great content, take whatever time you need!

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you so much. I'm hoping the service this coming weekend will help me feel the weight and reality so I can process more completely.

[@AlexandraVicunaPerry]

Don’t worry about it. Take care of yourself. We well wait.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, Alexandra.

[@vm3016]

I just found your channel. Thank you for sharing your story. We all have one which includes joy and sorrows. I am a vegetarian, leaning into veganism which seems very natural. I look forward too watching your videos.

[@steixeira644]

Completely understand ur need for a break. Ur videos r appreciated because for me personally have been dealing with a loss and a lot of other things. Ur videos r something to look forward to. And ur recipes help to try to get me out of a funk to cook. So thank you.

[@beehivekristine]

Glad you’re taking time for yourself ❤️

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, Kristine!

[@aj_english87]

Your subscribers totally support you. I’m so glad to hear that you will continue to make content on this channel as you do inspire a lot of us with your recipes and your kind words. Keep pushing because it will only make you stronger. I hope for more positive energy for yourself and your family.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thanks, AJ. Y'all are what keep me going. That, and that I never stop thinking about food or eating, so I need to at least do something constructive with it. haha. I appreciate the support. Thanks again.

[@AWanderingEye]

Monson, hope you stay with WFPB, it really helps to have a variety of voices on that topic!

[@MonsonMadeThis]

In my everyday life, I still mostly am. I'll definitely always lean in that direction, and even if something I make isn't totally WFPB, I'll be able to help suggest some ways to achieve the same goal in a WFPB way.

[@lisanow6856]

I am so sorry for your losses. It has been such a very difficult and sad year. I can relate to needing time to process. May you find closure and peace as you go forward next week. Thank you for providing such wonderful content over this last year especially, when we all needed it more than ever.

[@shellyw6389]

Just found your channel after searching for vegan foil packets. Loved your nachos recipe and I'm looking forward to digging into more of your videos! I'm so sorry you lost your dad & grandfather. I lost 3 close family members in 2019 and another in 2020, and am still processing, so please don't be hard on yourself if you don't snap back right after your dad's service like you'd planned. Grief takes time.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Welcome!!! And I'm sorry to hear about your losses. The service was this past weekend, and it was a LOT. But I think I got some of the processing and closure I needed. I'm already feeling much better, and more "equipped" to work through the rest. Sending lots of love your way!

[@raeraesma]

On Michael, I'm so sorry,. That's a lot to process. I'm glad that you're ok, or will be, as you work through all of this. Thank you for the update. You've been on my mind lately. Take care of yourself, and stay safe.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, Kim. I feel like I've been working to build a community here, and I didn't want to disappear without explanation. Folks like you have been so supportive of me and my channel, so I felt like I wanted to share what's been going on, and to let y'all know that I'll be back soon!

[@roxyfort2177]

Take care of yourself we’ll be here when you’re ready. Thank you for the awesome content. Best wishes 😚

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thanks, Rox! Right back atcha!

[@beckynorris3686]

Love your honesty and your recipes. Sending you a virtual hug. Take time for you.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you so much, Becky. I really appreciate it. Sending the hug right back.

[@debbiebaker68]

Thank you for sharing -my heartfelt wishes go out to you- looking forward to a brighter future together

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, Debbie!

[@thecorndogwalker1]

big hugs

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Right back atcha!

[@jenkane196]

Hi Michael, so glad to see you coming back! First, so sorry for all of the loss you’ve suffered, no matter how significant you feel it is at the time, it’s still loss and we all cope with that in different ways. Of course we had all of the 2020 stuff to just make things even more confusing and emotional forcing us to deal with things we maybe didn’t even know we needed to deal with. It always saddens me to see that people, like you who are serving others on such a high level, feel the need to explain to others why they needed to take a break, not sure why, just feels intrusive to me I guess. Your content is already so “real” and humble that to me no need for details unless it helps YOU process your emotions. Just know that you have many adoring fans who wish you all of the success you deserve.🙋🏻‍♀️👊💗 BTW, I just watched the new nachos video and it looks so incredible.💯. Thank you for all you do and inspiring the rest of us. 🤗

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Jen, thank you so much for the thoughtful message. It's definitely been a crazy year for most folks, and it was naïve of me to think that I could just push through and not have to deal with things. It all caught up, and well, here we are. Haha. Better late than never? I'm doing much better now, and I think taking a break really helped me realize what I have here, and how much I enjoy making content. Thanks for continuing to watch and support is. It means so much, and we are so so grateful.

[@MultiArtisme]

Sending hugs! 🤎

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you so much, Ninja!

[@paulatyler5998]

I lost my mom in April and I really thought that I was ready and thought it would not affect me. It really hit me hard and so I was not prepared for that. I got some help and counseling and it was very helpful for me. I hope you process your feelings and if you need help reach out! Love to you!

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Paula, I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. It's strange how things show up, and feelings start firing out without our realizing what's going on. Ben has been amazing and has let me be irrational and crazy and angry and sad and lazy without retaliating. I think I eventually do want to seek a counselor, so that's something I'm going to start looking into next month. Thanks for being here and being such a huge support. I've very very grateful for all the love. Thank you.

[@sherri.]

Nice to see you, Michael and I’m so sorry to hear about your losses. Between those and Covid, it’s been a quite a year for sure. I also lost my dad and a friend. All the best on your upcoming trip with family. See you again soon, when you’re ready.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, Sherri. I'm sorry to hear about your losses as well. We'll get through, though! We have to.

[@pennynolan7597]

Sending a warm hug...

[@terri_loves_plants5799]

We all need a break sometimes. Only you can take care of you🥰 And you will be better for that break in so many ways.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Sometimes you don't know you need a break until you're forced to. Thanks for the love and continued support! It means so much!

[@CinziaCarina]

Mr. Monson, I will be one of many, many comments. The fact that you took time out of your day to make this video and update your subscribers, is so selfless and amazing. But the truth is, we are all human and we go through things and you don’t not need to apologize for your absence. You deserve the time to think, to process, to heal, and to be. We’re so caught up in doing that we forget being. You’re a human being, so don’t forget to be in the moment. We all know your upcoming content will be amazing, as you are. I am so sorry for your loss and I’m sorry for the way you’ve been feeling , but there is always a sunny day after a stormy one. 🤍

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Cinzia! So happy to see your comment here! Cheered me right up. Hoping everything is going well with you and your family. I really appreciate your kind words and send love right back.

[@injunsun]

I've missed you, and completely get it. I'm preparing to lose my Boston, Alistair, who just turned 13 May 26th, as he's at the upper end of his breed's age range. I know it's going to kill me, as I picked him put as a puppy, and have always taken him with me everywhere except the two plane trips to Michigan, one to see my sister, and the other for her funeral. As exhausting as deaths are, anticipating one is... I just can't. One thing for you: your videos always lift my spirits, even just you talking about your life. It's like visiting a friend I just haven't met in person yet. You don't owe us anything, but I appreciate you. You matter to me.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thanks, Henre. I really appreciate it. And I'm sorry for your losses as well. Losing Tuffy was a more immediate and tangible grief, and the others have been this slow trickle. I'm feeling better, but there's definitely more work to do.

[@tomithot261]

Thanks for checking in with us. We are moving in uncharted waters, and you are wise to stop / look / listen and re-plot your journey. You have been such a positive inspiration to me in the worlds of vegan cooking ... adding old tastes back with your creative creations. Know that you have lots of support out here ... enjoy the "boys" and Ben.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thanks so much, Tomi, for the kind words. When you don't make time to stop, things just have a way of making you. I really appreciate the support.

[@theonewease]

Hang in there dude. We'll being looking forward to your return!

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thanks so much, G!

[@gwendixon7490]

Grieving is a process and everyone’s experience is unique. Take a breath, remember the good things and times you had with those you have loved and lost. 🥰

[@MonsonMadeThis]

It's definitely one of the strangest "energies" I've ever experienced. It has so many forms; it pops up and then it dissipates. I'm a very linear, Type A person, so it's been tough for me to not feel like I'm in control. But I'm getting better at it every day. Thanks for the support and love.

[@roxyshushu6558]

Thanks for the update. Still enjoy making previous recipes. The muffins are great!!!

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thanks for watching, Roxy! I'm still obsessed with those muffins, too!

[@dorisbeers2577]

Thank you for sharing and take as much time as you need ❤️🇨🇦

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you so much, Doris.

[@DelnoraandWes]

Michael -so sorry about the loss of your dad and grandfather.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, Delnora. I appreciate it.

[@Kirstie72]

I love your channel and look forward to future videos, but take all the time you need. You are only human, and this has been a really tough year. We will all be here when you are ready! All the best to you!

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, Kristie. That means so much for me to hear. Thank you.

[@paulatyler5998]

There is an insert you can put in a sliding glass door that has a doggie door in it!

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Can it be taken in and out? or does it stay in all the time? We need something for Hop. He LOVES being outside, but with it being so hot here in the summer, we need to regulate his access a bit.

[@paulatyler5998]

Yes you can take the insert out. It is like the slider but has a doggie door in the bottom. It is really easy.

[@suzettesmith2075]

I'm sorry to hear this.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

It's been a whirlwind, but I think I'm on the mend. Thanks for watching.

[@suzettesmith2075]

@@MonsonMadeThis oh good!

[@melissabridge5687]

Im sorry for you lose. I will be waiting... ❤❤❤

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, Melissa. Soon!

[@dianastratton1311]

Thinking of you. 🥰🥰🥰 And making Good Good Noodle Salad. 😍😍

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thanks, Diana! That's still one of my most proud accomplishments. It always hits the spot.

[@vernawise9669]

So sorry for your loss!

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you, Verna.

[@angelalee7012]

Much love to you and yours!

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thank you so much, Angela.

[@omgdiepls]

Take care of you. We will be here when you’re ready to make content again.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Thanks, Michelle!

[@CarolLynnWilliams]

Anyone in your family ancestry named Jewel ???

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Not that I'm aware of.

[@CarolLynnWilliams]

@@MonsonMadeThis Just a good elderly friend from many years ago when I was a teenager. Monson was her married name, but her husband had long passed, and I had never met him.

[@CarolLynnWilliams]

@@MonsonMadeThis ps - - I had noticed that your spelling was the same as hers, not the more usual Munson or Munsen...

[@Mialuvsveggies]

🙏💖🙏💖

[@AWanderingEye]

SEE Languishing

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Someone suggested an article about it, and I read it the other day. Definitely makes sense. Thanks

[@Emerald1dx3]

We all have ups and downs. I came here to watch you cook not listen to your problems. So can you just cook and save your problems for a blog you can add a link to. Don't mean to be harsh but my time is important to me and how I use it . That is why I've stopped watching allot of channels because people decide to talk about their problems instead of using their channels like they advertise its for. I want to watch videos about vegetarian oooking not hear about problems. Life is full of problems and many of us just want an escape. My sister just died and I found out yesterday my brother has terminal cancer. Life is tough.

[@BarbaraBlackwell__SanDiego]

Wow! Your post is such a harsh review of a very generous youtube contributor...made me sad for him to read your note, but sadder for you to be motivated to post it. Praying you and your family find peace and health.

[@MonsonMadeThis]

Life is tough. And it's nice to know that there are folks out there to listen to your stories, and to hear what you're going through. Hurt people hurt people, I guess, I'll just wish you and your family the best.

[@siamesesunday]

So can you as a viewer, maybe take some personal responsibility and read the description on the videos before watching? Not sure what kind of recipe video you expected from clicking on a video that is titled, LIFE UPDATE. What an entirely heartless and unnecessary comment to make. How do you think saying this is helpful to anyone but yourself? Are you always that selfish?

[@Stracciatella222]

Quick reminder that just because you're having a hard time doesn't mean you can be an a##hole to other human beings. Life is tough, and comments like yours don't make it better. If you see a video that is not of your interest, just skip it.

[@miskakerdez3750]

Gratuitously nasty comment. Wow.