For People Who Are Hard To Love

[@illneas]

Hey Internet Friends, this is on Spotify as well sptfy.com/L6Lc

[@YOUHE.]

Thank you❤

[@alifewithpoetry]

“It’s impossible to feel ugly with your invisible ink on my body” -- aww, I love this line so much. Beautiful poem and production❤️

[@illneas]

Awww thank you so much T

[@asifs100]

Can you please explain the meaning of this line?

[@asifs100]

@@alifewithpoetry My question was meant for anyone who would take the time to explain because I have been pondering since yesterday. Thank you for explaining...the first point you mentioned is so beautiful 😍.

[@rubylock8240]

I’m not sure if I’m hard to love, or if I just have a hard time accepting love

[@illneas]

Same 😊

[@xxMpEGxx]

Or maybe both? Regardless: you are who you are and that is fine Be gentle to yourself. The future will always surprise you. Live and have fun :)

[@beans666]

We accept the love we think we deserve, even if it's not truly what we want

[@naturenerd_Swiss]

"Just to share the metallic taste of blood on my lips" this line is so beautiful, in other words sharing my pain and turning it into melody

[@illneas]

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@bluegrey-8667]

It sounds beautiful. Care to explain it to me though:)

[@peterlloyd8530]

Yes exquisite...

[@bodhichaithali861]

I didn't get this line 😕 please elaborate

[@writeophobic833]

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[@cookienut1288]

Having people who know us read the poem is worse than a stranger reading them, just like how you'd rather have an unknown person see you naked and never see them again than having a person you've always known see it. And this often makes people think that poems are big fat lies manifested by a person to manipulate strangers to have a certain view about the writer and to feel a certain emotion. But in reality, I believe, poems are just the deepest raw truth that resides in a person, very raw that it might not even have any connection with the world they live in but it still happens to exist within them. And just so, it is beautiful.

[@sashadideeda9825]

So true

[@chandramoulimukhopadhyay7192]

To all the people who find that the world isn't loving or caring enough, here's a hug. May peace be with you.

[@lefortbeatrice6183]

✨... Existing through poems... That's another whole level of feelings...what makes us exist and maybe poems are our way to hide as well ✨

[@MarshallCake]

1:12 this bit reminded me of Siken's "Sorry about the blood in your mouth. I wish it was mine" but this time the other person kiss their bloody mouth. Alluding to wanting to understand their suffering, share the weight of it, and maybe, kiss the pain away. Such a beautiful poem, thank you 🖤

[@illneas]

Damn you know your verses 🙌

[@divinelyh]

"You think I have a broken heart while I'm sure I'm just a broken person " Your poems will always be special to me thnx. 💜

[@illneas]

Awww thank you for checking it out

[@greyheart3001]

"Those hardest to love need it most. " From the song Fools by Lauren Aquilina

[@gkakak]

“…thinking that the canvas of life could be manipulated by the world’s smartest idiot”. Hardcore stuff

[@elliedaner902]

This line hit me in the soul

[@Starletjewels-co]

"you think i hide behind my poems When I'm trying to convince myself i exist"- the urge to cry after this line. How can you create such masterpieces!? :")

[@mkscripturient6898]

“poetry seems pointless when you know me that well” illneas, this is absolutely gorgeous. this masterpiece resonates so much with me and is one of your most phenomenal works!

[@illneas]

Awww

[@StrikerCup79]

“just trying to convince my self i still exist” the way this sentence burst me into tear is i am trying to live a normal life,trying to upgrade my confidence more, being happy, living peacefully, building my social ability, accepting my fate and changing my point of view then suddenly destroyed by 10 words and everything was lose because of those words.

[@illneas]

Ohh damn, I guess noticing your growth helps. Be diligent but not too hard on yourself

[@StrikerCup79]

@@illneas thank you illneas, for those poetry that keep inspiring me, i hope your doing well too.

[@kestrelfeather]

I'm one of those 'hard to love'. I guess that is why I live alone, writing poem after poem, singing all those sad songs, feeling like there is little hope in the world. Just hard to love that sort of being. Thanks for posting your excellent videos. Cheers!

[@illneas]

Take care fren

[@xxMpEGxx]

my friends who feel lonely when they get back home to their empty apartments: what is it that you need?

[@santiago8497]

"A beautiful poem that warms the heart and gives us a a glimpse of the author's mind" 10/10 _A random youtube pal_

[@illneas]

Hahah not so random, thank you so much buddy

[@santiago8497]

@@illneas

[@adityainamdar7879]

"you think I lost myself in maze of memories " it does hit on different levels ;)

[@illneas]

❤️❤️❤️

[@lenkashell4643]

“To understand it you have to live it As well as doing good And keep memorising the fact That the past Is the old version of yourself Where could’ve had fun and chat While now and future Are destiny to keep you alive Don’t bother what others say about you Because they just want to have power But not enough to change themselves Be alive and happy about now or later Because that’s the time You’ll shine Better” Small pro ems that I leave On each video of this channel I might hide beneath them But does matter who I am? The thing I stand for is understanding As well as showing my ideas And maybe helping the others By giving them a second chance When they think they are gone By the past or future of now.

[@naomitheycallme]

you keep writing. it's beautiful 💛

[@lenkashell4643]

@@naomitheycallme Thanks shall I say to your words. I just want to share the happiness to others. So they can understand That they are not here alone Not have to stand that pain In whole body and the brain That’s what I do and will continue To maybe have a chance To give the other hope As well as Some thing to understand That people are always somewhere When we you expect them or not

[@its_leyl.a]

I use my heartstrings to stitch my mouth And I scream in artistic expression That is so beautiful 🖤🖤

[@illneas]

Thank Leyla, means a lot

[@umadey8493]

The line where you said poems are your way of convincing that you exist when to others you're just hiding. I loved it so much, like you spoke what my heart felt all this time. I love to write specifically poems, they make me feel my existence and everything i feel in a moment which i don't know if i'll feel again. Its a way to secure my emotions, i say. Also when you wanna scream out your realities to the world but still hide it in a way, you opt for poems. At least that's what i think. This is why poems really make me happy. You can either know the reality of a person or just assume a different story that makes sense to you, without the truth of the person revealed, though you have read it. Its like you know the truth but still don't know it. Sorry for writing out so much, may be it will make sense to some.

[@happyme9467]

I don't think you can imagine how much you help me and others with the work you all make. It makes me get some inner peace and gives me more desire to just live and continue to heal. Just thank you!

[@sifatbinntesaiif]

"While I was bending ideas to justify my ego" That sentence hit me differently. I always have had so much ego surrounding me. But it is also true that once I begged someone to love me. Dear friends, never do that. Have the courage, have that enough ego for staying alone. Not everything of ego is bad.

[@badeugenecops4741]

Yes, yes it is.

[@abhamishra9574]

What else can be more beautiful!? The words of this poems are falling like stars. ❤

[@koushikchatterjee7375]

Oh man , I can literally feel every damn word . My eyes are almost teary . Thank you .

[@sashadideeda9825]

“And I remember when I told you I need to distance myself from you”…. “Well I’m sure I’m just a broken person “…. Resonates 🙂Maybe that’s what makes some of us difficult to love. Wanting to find “the one”… waiting… instead of fixing ourselves and just accepting it maybe was never ment to be as we wished. Beautifully done… you never disappoint☺️well done👌✨

[@illneas]

Aww ❤️❤️❤️

[@iridescentowl6150]

Beautiful my friend.

[@gerrimiller3491]

My soul is ready to love and be loved. May everyone be blessed with healing, Amen🌿🌺🌿

[@rianne5247]

this poem really speaks to me because i consider myself hard to love. i love your poems so much, such great work

[@illneas]

[@Delusional.Thomas]

Thankyou for expressing what I could not.

[@illneas]

Thanks for the support 😊

[@god9687]

A loud crack of thunder, like a gunshot, startles you from above, and the sky begins to pour with heavy rain. The sound of rain soothes your soul. The landscape - or, really, your mindscape - feels enchanted, exactly as you want it to be.

[@TheKenzVlogs]

"You think I lost myself in the maze of memories, while I'm afraid of forgetting" -- THIS.

[@illneas]

❤️❤️❤️

[@PrashantKumar-ei8lu]

The music in the background is fucking 🔥🔥lit along with this poem

[@sabishiikarasu4158]

Waking up to these words . Thoughts of her rushing back , like she never left….Thank you for all that you share with us all around the 🌎. 🖤🎧

[@illneas]

Thank you for watching my work

[@_taliaaa_ahmedd]

chills

[@andrewbeattie9918]

Such a beautiful poem, and when listening i drift to a far off place and dance to a tune long before the dawn of time. The Belfast poet, Andrew Beattie. Food for thought...❣️

the words, the emotions, the filmography, sound of the voice, the narrator with american accent, the pureness and honesty of the sentences.... that is just beautiful, thanks neighbor!

[@kayjayr]

This is is the poem I wish I had written , but I remember talking to someone about the poems I never wrote …❤

[@ThatGuyAl3x]

Yet another masterpiece, so beautiful ❤️

[@jyotirmayagrawal3680]

The camera shots run a parallel poetry

[@illneas]

Aww thank youuu

[@richardcooley6061]

Audio/visual perform together, like dance partners.

[@hiba819]

i can't find proper words to describe how this video made me feel...i watched it twice and i am still mesmerized by the beauty of this poem

[@im_just_vidu]

This gives me nostalgic feeling that I didn't know excited

[@sarahguhl3071]

Your work and publishings always make me feel clean. The cleanliness of washing away sins and sorrows while standing in the rain alone, the catharsis after a good cry that let you put your weights down for a time. Thank you.

[@adriana20232]

Seriously, I'd love to write things like yours illneas. The flow of your pieces and the words you use captivate me completely. They have a feeling, and I feel it. Seriously, my biggest inspiration! I'll never get tired of your work

[@DrSarra]

Your poems have a healing effect on me. Thank you for sharing all this beauty with us ❤❤

[@dry_strawberries]

Like the people who are on different pages

[@ananyadutta1154]

The poetic touch crossed my skin until on the flesh of mine, the fabric of his cloth on whose tapestry a pressure of her fingertips.

[@syedmujtaba9825]

▫️❣️▫️ It beats for me His heart that’s left For the destined path Just a mile that’s left It’s stressing me the time we meet Only six feet to his heart are left

[@irenemac1545]

I love this style, gives me chills, wow, soooo powerful in me listening to this..

[@illneas]

Thank youuu

[@misswingletone]

Right on my soul....So nostalgic and so beautiful

[@lonelyseller8023]

This is me: unable to express my words!!! Your poems are my daily dose! With such an exquisite versification, you left me awestruck. I need a cathersis!

[@jorgegimenezrubio7270]

Real Love never dies

[@DuaneHHLyon]

Classic! Your gift to all of us poets!

[@acecreates]

Another banger video... perfect words, tunes and moving pictures.. just love it.. thank you so much for sharing!

[@Charbonneux0]

I feel like the core Message is: u never know how important people, even those who seem extremely shy, distanced, introverted, silent are until they are gone. Now that they‘re gone there are people that miss them terribly and try not to forget them. The people being missed may not have accomplished extremly moving and great things so they are quite hard to be remembered. Folding their clothes is the only thing that connects those two. And the Protagonist doesn‘t want that connection, even if it‘s a fine and slight one, to get lost.

[@human_7_]

I wish to become as good of a poet as you one day.

[@illneas]

You will become better ☺️😜

[@vaishalimurali6408]

I believe in you random stranger on the internet.

[@Nickoboop]

This one hits even closer to home than usual. Thank u Illneas to share ur experiences through such beautiful words, I believe that ur channel has made me learn more about myself than I could have ever asked for 💛

[@illneas]

Awwww ❤️❤️❤️

[@happyllama4529]

Visuals are so real and nostalgic thank you for this

[@Saturns48]

You touch on some of the most beautiful and painful parts of the heart, mind, and soul with your words. This year has left me many times wondering if I exist at all or if I am nothing more than the worlds smartest idiot. Maybe I missed it lost in my memories trying not to forget those eyes. Maybe I am just a broken person. You always leave me thinking, I really appreciate that❤😊

[@illneas]

❤️❤️❤️

[@sulabhasubramaniam5075]

It's eerie how real this poem is!

[@mooonshroom]

I'm really struggling at the moment everyday I think it is my last. I try to talk but they just blame my phone or me being a teenager. these videos make me feel heard. Thank you

[@i_keep_on_running4175]

Hej, I'm sorry to bother, I'm no one, but these words want to remind you how strong and precious you are♥️ life is a challenge for everybody, despite the age, so keep fighting and hoping, you are important!!! God, who is always with us, bless you! Ps: excuse me, I hope I didn't hurt you, here for you a big hug🤗

[@a.l_caneli]

I love your poems and videos so very much, but I admit that sometimes I'm a bit afraid to listen/watch them because they make me want to bawl my eyes out lol - that's not a bad thing! It's just proof you are a good poet ☺️ beautiful work once again! 🌻✨

[@illneas]

You might hold the record for attending all my premieres ❤️❤️❤️

[@a.l_caneli]

@@illneas I hope I can attend many more in the future ❤️❤️😄🌻

[@alfredodiaz3575]

You did it again man. Beautiful!

[@jpturner171]

Powerful!👍🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

[@Lucid_Poetess]

I hope you will never stop doing your art! It's beautiful, many memories came up in me ....

[@illneas]

Thank you for supporting me 😊

[@wisegrasshopper4335]

This poem was amazing. Broke my heart in a good way.❤ Keep writing, creating and producing more like this.👏

[@napolyonunsapkasi]

Beautiful, as always❤️

[@hgjjkki]

Cute dp 😸

[@illneas]

Tenkkkk

[@DrSarra]

"Poetry seems pointless when you know me that well." Sooo deep 😍😍 that's the best line for me, but i loved the entire poem, well done illneas 👌👌

[@illneas]

Aww thank you so much

[@snehakaushal4949]

It felt surreal...

[@illneas]

Awwww

[@kingcollette]

Excellent! Graci!

[@loveleenkaur3381]

A masterpiece 🖤🖤

[@wilhelminmahtikanava]

You should have millions of subs and views. Great work, i love your creativity.

[@inthisbangtanshtforlife]

Thank you so much for these poems that somehow brutally portrays the feels I feel inside myself.

[@illneas]

❤️❤️❤️

[@Itsmaizy]

Yet another ethereal piece, all the love & appreciation 💐

[@illneas]

Thank you sm ❤️

[@neo_prime6531]

I remember you begging me to go to therapy while I was bending ideas to justify my ego thinking that the canvas of life can be manipulated by the worlds smartest idiot… God that hits so hard. When you love someone so much, want them to get help, but they don’t, and even they realize the paradox of pain they are in. 😢

[@margueritarachkidi8959]

This is amazing It describes my feelings better than I can Illneas ty for these videos that helps me.

[@illneas]

I'm glad I'm relatable

[@irtizque9596]

Superb.

[@oldaccount9200]

couldn't understand this yet leaving a comment so that i can come back here to see if someday im mature enough

[@lissykate2037]

you are so,- amazing. Wow. I’m speechless.

[@themindof_mine]

Some of the lines hit a little too close home… So good though! Especially the visuals made me feel some type of way I can‘t really explain. Thank you for keeping on sharing those masterpieces!

[@illneas]

Awwwwww thank you so much J.S.

[@Morsoth]

I loved this!! Very touching!

[@kikibyde]

I loved how the song align with the emotions I wanted to feel while listening to the poem❤️❤️❤️

[@Sh67817]

This is so beautiful! I love it so much!!❤️

[@illneas]

Awww thank youuy

[@zesk3443]

Esto pega muy fuerte cuando ambos estaban muy jodidos y tuvieron que alejarse por el mucho daño que se estaban haciendo, aún amandose con todo el corazón, te deseo lo mejor de lo mejor Lizeth, realmente hace feliz a mi corazón saber que por fin estés yendo a terapia a pesar de haberte rehusado muchas veces a querer ir por miedo a sentirte vulnerable con un desconocido, estoy orgulloso por ver la mujer en la que te estás convirtirtiendo, fuiste una gran amiga y siempre te voy a amar y recordar con una sonrisa y lagrima de por medio, te amo cabezona.

[@Timeandreflections]

Life is complete with poetry.

[@becauseunicorns1108]

This one touched me so deeply 🦄 tracing my unfinished dreams 💫 beautiful!

[@illneas]

Haha u quoted it, thank you

[@becauseunicorns1108]

@@illneas thank you 🙏 for you

[@humanbeing4995]

Playing a piece in the song of life on my heartstrings. Thank you.

[@Dr.advocatejha]

For everyone out there♥️

[@ShawnsImagination]

Memories are amazingly deceptive. They sugarcoat reality and distort the truth. That is why I live in a fantasy. Thank you for sharing this wonderful work. Well written and sensational performance 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

[@illneas]

Thank you for watching it^^

[@peterdemuth]

Very nice, thank you! I remember...I got my journal out and wrote a few things "I remember..."

[@Tzvivi148]

Pain... but sometimes that's who we are. And no one wants to hurt, but we are just too broken people to give someone a good feeling. Sorry, my love. Y.S, love you forever. 💔

[@illneas]

Take care 💞

[@elenarey2440]

i love it i really do and i feel every second of it thank you

[@illneas]

Thank you for checking it out

[@judyp.]

We are not always hard to love. We often love the wrong people.

[@sreelatha7360]

With each poetry of yours that is published strings of heart is tugged mercilessly and there rushes in memories and memories alone...yet thanking you letting me time travel :)

[@illneas]

Awww thank you for watching it

[@samarohadutta9227]

you make me wanna write

[@illneas]

You should write

[@Phoeagdor]

So so powerful,this channel is a work of good.I really hope it continues and the creator takes the call up again, going into this winter.His voice is needed. One of the 36 Just.Those who have no choice,those that make and save the world anew everyday,good,bad or none participatory.The time has come again,to dust it off and bring the creation to manifest,once more unto the breach,dear friends.I have finished a spot of writing for the time being.I will continue again at a later stage and be constantly inspired by this channel.We are the music makers and we are the dreamers of dream,thank you for all you created and put up..........Phoeagdor.

[@rappa____]

that hit closer than I like

[@frozhq5899]

It's weird how reassuring this video is...

[@solaremoonlove7462]

Beautiful! I love the last part! 😊

[@illneas]

Aww thank you for watching it

[@_ducky_625]

The fact that KZbin recommended me this 💀💀💀💀. Not KZbin roasting me 😔😔😔

[@joserobertomarcos8111]

I love this poem so much

[@illneas]

Damn man

[@illneas]

Thank you❤️