AN UPDATE - WHAT HAS BEEN GOING ON...

[@elzani6744]

OH also forgot to tell you guys I’m getting my hair cut tomorrow! Okay, now you’re all updated 😃

[@princessladytanya]

Elzani Your hair is looking so much fuller and shinier. Can't wait to see your new style. It's always uplifting to go to the hair salon. Xx

[@heather6711]

OMG YOU HAVE TO POST A PHOTO OF YOURSELF ON INSTAGRAM ❤️ LOTS OF LOVE FROM CANADA 💕

[@ilikeyoutube836]

NOOOOO!!!!! 😭😢😭😢😭

[@MC-kz9fx]

This is great! Looking forward to seeing it! You look great and your attitude is great! I'm so happy for you Elzani.

[@kecrn4132]

Elzani - I am soooooo excited to see your new hair cut! That is so fun that you are going to cut your hair!! Please post a pic of it! Soooooo proud of you for how far you have come!👍👏🏼💪🏻💓💗💕💖😘

[@monicahau976]

Dinner for breakfast, breakfast for lunch ,lunch for dinner. changing meal order , to fight against ED.

[@LilyBelleJoy]

Fantastic idea!

[@smushles19]

don't beat yourself up about eating the same things everyday - many people without eating disorders eat the exact same things all the time too!

[@elzani6744]

marina that’s very true!

[@elizabethelle881]

yes! like my boyfriend (without an ed) usually gets the materials while shopping for one specific type of breakfast for the week because it is easier to prepare before his early morning shift :) the thing about variety is that sometimes you vary things by having the same thing the next day instead of changing it up xxx

[@rb6006]

Yesss meeee ahahahahah I just don't like a lot of things 🤷🏼‍♀️

[@oumoubah1120]

marina for them without an ED is nothing but for us once you change your food it gets scarier

[@cortsport]

You are LITERALLY Glowing Elzani, you should be so immensely proud of yourself with the progress you have made! keep up the amazing work, we all love you and support you!!

[@kecrn4132]

Elzani, do you see a therapist at all? I started to see one this past summer and it has made such a world of difference. Esp in helping me deal with chronic pain and how to move on despite that. I highly highly suggest seeing one! That can be what really makes the difference for so many of us!💖💕

[@pinksugarbird9789]

You're such a brave, strong warrior who is capable of kicking this horrendous eating disorder out of your life, and accomplishing amazing things after. I'm so proud of how far you've come and what you have already reached, you can do this angel! ❤🥰

[@MadisonTiahn]

Would still love a Q&A with your mumma or family members. X

[@elzani6744]

Madison Killer a Q and A could be possible!

[@maritvoogd1320]

Yess would be so nice about what they experienced during youreating disorder and recovery

[@pouriaabadsafian]

You seem so much more ‘present’ than before, it’s genuinely so lovely to see. Also I’d love to see some vlogs and challenges. Anything content you enjoy to make, really!

[@liam_nissan1190]

The shaking in your voice when you talk about the old symptoms of what could have happened to you is so raw and real. Thank you for not hiding. For continuing to go. I love watching you succeed. You deserve the best. P.S. Excited to see your haircut. Fresh and new

[@sams5188]

Can you do a video about the therapy and treatment you've had for your anorexia - all your videos are about the weight restoration and food side of things but nothing about the mental side of recovery- like if you've had CBT or DBT or ECBT or family therapy etc and what has helped you. Or what input and support you have from you CMHT ? There's so much more to recovery than just the weight gain - I saw you read Tabitha Farrar's book when you were in Cyprus.

[@kellyblack7033]

I would love to see some what i eat in a days, food challenges, vlogs with your family- with two hefty side orders of middle fingers up at anorexia

[@haileyvivlemore]

yassss she’s back ❤️❤️

[@elzani6744]

Hailey Vivlemore guess who’s back, back again 😂

[@haileyvivlemore]

Elzani I’m so happy you’re doing alright, keep up the good fight! we’re all routing for you!! ❤️

[@chloep4500]

I had the exact same scare a month ago with my back- funnily enough after lots of eating well (or at least better) as soon as the pain lessened/stopped, I started wondering whether I was just overeacting, that I'm not 'that ill' etc... Just something for you to look out for. But honestly, eating more really does open up new avenues for you. It's not even that I have more strength or whatever- your head is clearer and you take on more opportunities than you expect. By opportunities I mean things as small as conversations with friends and insights you never really thought you would encounter too. Not much at first, granted, but it helps to know you probabluy wouldn't have done the same things if you remain within your illness. I still get shit ass body image (ahahah), but the more you eat and the more time passes, the less space and time that occupies. You have so much fricken potential and with all the stuff you're doing even just now, therefore I am more than certain you'll be unstoppable !

[@MayCorn]

I think being scared is fine, it's only if you let your fear stop you doing something you want to when it's a problem. You should be proud of yourself for challenging your mind! ^^

[@challesemartin-parker524]

i love you so so much elzani, i have been here from the start . keep on doing what your doing , your moving forward and that’s the main thing ❤️

[@elzani6744]

The lit person • awwww thank you sooo much! That’s very true! ❤️

[@princessladytanya]

Congratulations on 35K sweetheart, wishing you all the very best for your continuing recovery process xx

[@yvonnepoe8117]

I like any video you would like to film, Don,t forget to film getting your hair cut. You look really good. Prayers for your mom, that he takes all the cancer cells out of her and helps her gain all her strength back. You and your mom rock.

[@milabresser5905]

So proud of you! Live the life you’ve dreamed off💪🏻

[@elzani6744]

Mila Bresser YEEEEEES!!!

[@samphillips7192]

Hi Elzani, you are doing so well! I'm sending love to you, and your mum and Leonardo (hope your mum and Leonardo are doing better! xx Love from here in the UK! xx Come on girlie, you can do this! xxx

[@AZKflamenco]

Hi Elzani - I’ve got a great idea for a new personal challenge and video! Why not take a trip to Exeter on your own, have a day out shopping for yourself and have lunch in a cafe? Just you? I’m a bit stuck in the middle of recovery myself and I know that’s the kind of challenge I should be doing too! Living life and eating out too 😊 xxxxxx

[@gemmavernon7350]

I can relate so much to the invincible feeling. I recently found out I have osteoporosis and it did give me a push in recovery as I realised how serious it is and how much I need to recover but even then I still struggle a lot. You're so inspiring lovely X

[@katieann9039]

I love your youtube vids , mainly because you show the most purest and genuine journey of recovery and a normal family life throughout it, all the highs and lows, this is inspirational for anybody to watch and is real. Keep up the hard work in your recovery and make more vids, it will inspire you also to keep going because you can look back and watch them all the time. I do also follow you on insta ....love this too ❤️ Keep up the hard work xx

[@alisonjohn]

I love it when you make the 24-hour food challenges; eating like your dad, a celebrity or another video blogger you may follow. I think you are doing so well & I admire your strength & determination. I still battle with an ED on & off, although I have made good progress since my 20s. Sadly, I've just turned 52 & still have a few issues. Your videos help me even though you're 30 years younger than me. Love from Alison xx Also love the baking you do, like the brownies & cake. Make gingerbread in one video. I love that.

[@leahj1613]

Also although we love watching you and you like filming keep making sure you’re prioritising yourself and your family , we know you’re doing well because we know you’re a fighter, we can live with a few less vids a month as long as you and your family are happy and healthy 🤗🤗🤗

[@MM-gr4yn]

This is the second video I watched of yours, the first was when you were really thin and I couldn't finish it as it broke my heart. I had to go to your channel to see how you were and it was so pleasing to see you look healthier and smile. These 'little things' that you find yourself with challenged every day that you are beating, they all add up! The battles win the war! Well done mate. Keep fighting the good fight! You're a smart kid who is telling your disorder to fuck off and power to you for that sis!

[@eviecrawford4314]

maybe more opposite action videos and like vlogs showing you coping with struggles? I love Megsy recovery videos because shes so real about her own specific challenges, and even if they are different from mine watching her cope is really helpful and id lve more of it on KZbin

[@georgina1442]

What I eat in a day videos are really helpful

[@elzani6744]

Georgina van der Beek ahh that’s awesome to hear because I enjoy making them!!

[@SuperKewl12]

Its okay to make progress one step at a time :) try writing down 5 areas you want to improve in, and put REAL energy into one at a time. It makes things less scary in steps, and you can monitor your progress more!

[@Rosieposie648]

What a lovely person! You are young enough to heal your bones so its great you are recovering so early. Give yourself more credit for all you have achieved and for the awareness you have that there is more to go! Do videos on more of your interests and passions and motivations for recovery. Dont use words like weak you are STRONG look how far you have come 💗

[@chloecornwall8353]

I love seeing what I eat in a day, but all your videos help me and I would be happy with any video you would like to make 💕

[@margauxdurnez3007]

you're videos are such a support for me! you're what i eat in a day videos are helping me for challenging my ED. Keep making them!!! xx

[@milagros5807]

I’m so proud of you. Love you, you are an angel 👼 💗

[@elzani6744]

una_cuenta awwww 🥰 you’re so lovely!!!

[@whoisthisgalx]

I LOVE your random life vlogs, because you and all your family are so lovely and make me so happy to watch when you're just doing random things!!

[@adagjerding686]

I've been watching you for a long time and you've been saying the same thing every video, telling us you're going to do it now. For months on end I've seen you lie to yourself and holding back. So I am so extremely happy to see you actually mean it. I can see that you want this and I can see how far you have come and it is amazing!! You have done so well and I am incredibly proud of you! You are happier, more energetic, less anxious and we can finally see your true personality, and I love that! You're great and inspiring, keep fighting and moving forward!

[@isabel.j1136]

A video on how to cope with weight gain and all the things that go with it e.g. comments about your appearance from family, growing out of clothes etc xx

[@Clairvoyantkel]

We’re all behind you Elzani! I’m recovering with you 💕🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@erinnicole5348]

I love your videos. I've been subscribed for a while now, and when I think back to some of your first videos it's amazing how much you've achieved from then until now. I feel like each new video, the further you get into recovery, the more we get to know about you. Your personality is SO much more radiant. There's life in your eyes. It just really makes my heart happy to get to watch you change your life. Sending you love & blessings from the USA. 🌸

[@ih1959]

I find your 24h challenges so inspiring

[@deyanira008]

Hey Elzani, Incredible! I'm very much glad that so far your recovery is going well. I know, yes you could do better but your doing it, I see it and I hear it. I too, struggle all the time when getting to a point where everything is just at platue. It's hard to push forward but I know I don't need to make it hard. There is more to life than my eating disorder, I hope there is, well, you showed me that. I always been very proud of you...for your accomplishments, attempts and efforts. It helps me feel like I'm not crazy, alone, and so scared. You have this vibe about you that brings everything to light. You bring out the best in me, truly. I love that your raw, vulnerable and real on here. Your truly loveable, inspirational, incredible, talented, hilarious, beautiful, intelligent and soooooo caring. I'm so lucky and happy to make come across your channel when I did. I'm also not upset about you not filming lately, you do you, live life, experience more...it's what life is all about isn't it?! And I'm sorry that it's been tough with your Mom's radiation situation but I'm really glad you have been there for her and of course you would/will. Well, keep it up Elzani, yes there will be harder days but there will be incredible days too...yes! It's definitely okay to have more...cereal, chocolate, cake, Chinese food, bread, cheese..etc..(I got to tell myself this as well). I have been struggling a bit but seeing and hearing you speak about everything (struggles and recovery wins..) opens my eyes again/more...to see the bigger picture, live life more, to becoming the better version of yourself, to "go for it," love that saying. Thank you Elzani 🖤🦋 🕊️👑🍎🍓🥜🥪🍕🥣🥡🍨🍰🍫🍪☕🍵🏠🌄🏖️🎸🎶🎥🥊📚💙☮️🐈🐕👍💪🧠💞 P.s. I love all the videos you post, what I eat in a day(fdoe), vlogs, challenges..keep doing them all and if you have something else in mind try it!

[@larlutm]

Elzani, you're truly a diamond on this planet. I am very fortunate to have not suffered from an eating disorder, so it might seem somewhat "weird" that I find hope and relate to your videos but I do..for clarity, I'm a 24 year old drug addict/alcoholic in recovery , and I too get blindsided by what my body is telling me, even when it's blatantly screaming at me "nope, nope, please just NO!". It's so incredibly hard, and I feel like this must be of a similar plight to those struggling with EDs, or any mental illness for that matter. In particular, what you spoke about becoming the person that YOU want to be, and it comes down to you vs. you, truly struck a chord. Thank you for your openness and honesty. You're a very cool human! And in terms of what videos to do, I'd just say do what ever the frick you want to do because the people who support you will always be here for you..not to speak on behalf of your "audience" of course but I don't doubt that everyone wants the absolute best for you. If you're enjoying the content you're putting out, that shows. Take care of yourself angel

[@AM-tc9ct]

You can totally fix a winged scapula with targeted gentle exercises! It's not permanent at all. My husband is a PT/Physio, and we've talked a ton about this. I've been watching your videos and I'm am so impressed with you and your resolve. You truly are amazing and beautiful. Your first video really stirred something positive in me when thinking about my own current non-eating disorder issues. Just about life being amazing and being short and wanting to be your best self. I'm cheering for you.

[@michaelacahill2458]

I love watching your what i eat in a days, food challenges, trying new things/taste tests, etc. I would also like to see a weird-food-combos video! My favorite are FDOEs and 24-hour challenges though.

[@saskiavrubleuskis1325]

So happy you’ve made a video, I love watching you’re vlogs and your what you eat in a day aswell. So nice seeing you live you’re life. The way you want to x

[@gingercube688]

I empathise with you on so much of this. I get really bad anxiety and have food issues and depression. The way you're feeling now, a bit flat and exhausted, is pretty normal when you have some constant pain and you have plateaued a bit with your progress - this is fine! Having a level patch in recovery is perfectly fine, it is NOT a setback. It will continue to be hard because you are fighting you own brain, it's a constant battle. I think you would benefit from chatting to a counsellor whether in person or by phone or online. Having someone to bounce ideas off, to reinforce the positive changes you're implementing, and to help you with strategies for challenges. I think at some point you will be able to look back at these videos and see some of the patterns we can see; you keep having an 'all or nothing' approach to recovery and saying "this time it will be" when really recovery is not linear. You keep saying "I'll definitely have more of this" and you never seem to repeat any of the foods you say that for. Not that you have to show us anything, but it feels like you're deceiving yourself a little. It's absolutely fine to enjoy a meal and leave it at that. You should feel proud, you are making progress against this insidious disease. All progress is good. Keep moving forward xo

[@MayimHastings]

Yesss! I’ve been waiting for that attitude! I’m 34 and have had very severe arthritis since I was 6y/o - most of it being in the spine. I’ve jokingly named the arthritis beast “the Terminator” because it feels like the terminator is gripping my joints. Naming it somehow gives me power over it and seems like something more tangible to fight. I’m so sorry you are having such pain, Elzani! It hurts to know you are suffering, but I’m also so proud of you for how you have managed to keep your equilibrium! Seriously, you are incredible! Keep fighting those beasties and remember how strong you really are. Love you so much, girl 🤗😘💨

[@GreyEarlTea]

You're an inspiration. Absolutely, when the mind thinks of food we must give in to it. It's frightening when it feels like the hunger won't stop, like it can't be quelled. We want to control it, but it's our bodies yearning for nutrients. Yearning for us to take care of it properly. I believe in you sweetpea, fight with all your strength

[@hattiewattie]

You sound as if you've been reading Tabitha Farrar's books... I find her so helpful. Good luck with your continued recovery and thanks for the thought-provoking videos! Eating out in cafés for breakfast and lunch was something which has been really helpful for me in recovery so far, also just choosing the most calorific menu option and just having it presented to me - it takes away some of the dithering and you can just get on with the business of eating it!! Take care, best to you and your family.

[@hazyspirits3177]

You are such a wonderful human being. I don’t know you, but I have so much respect for you. I’m so proud of you! Someone is gonna see this & realize that they’re not alone & that they can do it too. So much respect. Thank you for sharing & being so raw & real.

[@karmenvega6240]

Im so so so rooting for you! Showing your eating disorder whose boss and treating yourself right - self affirmation has helped me a lot and you deserve everything!

[@melissaleahy6802]

Such an inspiring human being!!!!!! SO PROUD

[@leeannemcsharry693]

Not sure if you have a menstrual cycle but sounds like the 'all in' recovery from hypothalamic amenorrhea would be helpful. Basically says about eating anytime hungry or thinking about food to help regulate hormones and hunger cues. People with ed history often seem to need many thousands of calories of food a day to help restore their bodily functions.

[@franziskakonig3351]

You‘re so strong!!! So proud of you!!!👍🏻💕

[@williene2]

I know you once said that it's difficult to go to a therapist where you live. But lately I've heard a lot about online counceling (also in Britain), have you thought about trying that? It might help you deal with the mental struggles you have at the moment and give you some tools to tackle the problems :)

[@Kay-ox8ci]

I love seeing what you eat in a day! And food challenges, and trying foods you've never had before

[@chloejohnstone3829]

Words will never be enough to thank you for being my saviour on the scariest moments of my life. I’ve just started inpatient treatment after 2 long years of suffering and you have kept me smiling every day!! It makes me feel like I have that one friend who just understands everything and you can relate completely to!! Thank you I love you so much and I can’t wait to see more what I eat in a day and challenge videos:)) I’ve made a list of foods I really want to try and I’m so excited to begin. Also I love vlogs!! We can challenge stepping out the comfort zone 💛💛💛💛

[@LilyBelleJoy]

I am so proud of you... Huge support and love as always to you, your family and extra for that supportive, brave and loving mum of yours. Do you have your bloods taken regulary? More milk products (full fat I know it may be scary but your bones need it) and Vitamin D to help your body absorb the calcium. Your bloods are import to let us know how we are going no matter our health issues. Once your monthly starts coming back, your hormones will start to balance out. Keep being you. You are stunning and you are worth it!

[@froggy8814]

ELZANI! i love you so much and I am so incredibly proud of you!!! i love and appreciate all of your uploads. i'd love to see more vlogs! and What I Eat in A Day! (super helpful) whatever you feel like is great! i'm actually really happy you've backed off a bit of the food recording because I think it's helped you be less obsessive and more normal about it. it's amazing that want to continue pushing forward. you are amazing and i know you will be 100% victorious and free some day in the not so distant future. KEEP IT UP, YOU BEAUTIFUL SOUL

[@yarakfouri2945]

Goooo!!!!!! You are an inspiration; you are stronger and braver than you think. I am so proud of you.

[@saragill87]

I just love watching your normal life days. Seeing normal challenges not. Anything from you. I love seeing how you smile

[@saskiafinnan4216]

Hey Elzani, I also was at a point in my recovery when I felt really week, and I can tell you that it passes with the more food you eat. I am not recommending this now but once you have gained some more weight you may be able to get strong!! Just imagine that, you will be able to lift weights and swim like you have always wanted again. It may seem like you are tired now, but for me it passed after about a couple of months and I already started feeling stronger in my body (I mean physically not a better body perception) good luckkkkkk

[@silviafraga16]

Challenging your ED doesn´t make it weaker...it makes you stronger! Keep it up, you´re doing amazing and you´ve come so far already! Love you form Spain

[@NikSawyer]

Recovery is cyclical. You are aware of what you are doing, which is huge! None of us are perfect- have goals, but don’t be so hard on yourself! 💜 P.S. I love your necklace!

[@kirstyindark4972]

Incredibly proud of you Elzani ❤ :') For taking time for yourself and your family but also your recovery and body. So sorry to hear that your mum isnt feeling too well and also Leonardo, hope your mum rests up as much as possible as much as it may bug her sometimes and that Leonardo gets better ❤

[@emilymelville4842]

I am so proud of you. Constantly challenging yourself. So positive. Please do more vlogs :) I love seeing your goofy self and you and your sisters.

[@elizabethcaron2970]

I remember there was a day where I felt this same way. Then I ate half a cheesecake for lunch. I cried and I was scared but after that I could eat as much Cheesecake as I wanted without fear. I continued eating lots of cakes and more then just a normal amount, of course lots of other foods too. My body wanted it. I did this with a lot of fear foods. I feel you should allow yourself half or a whole of your favorite cake, or even a whole pan of brownies!! Do you accept this challenge elzani. I know you can do it! It's okay to feel tired and need to rest. It's okay to feel weak. Your body needs to heal. Food rest and happiness will get you there. You are strong elzani!!!

[@cheems408]

You're such a breath of fresh air, your videos brighten my day. ❤

[@rebeccameade7912]

You're such an inspiration 💖 you're doing so well ! I wish everyone had the positive attitude u have. Love u Elzani x

[@lembastoast2247]

I just got diagnosed with Osteo >·> Eating disorders are so sneaky and painful. You're doing really great Elzani ❤ you are an actual queen!

[@aintflexinjusttexan8339]

You have come so far since I first started following you. You’re looking amazingly healthy and beautiful!

[@tealdragonflys8243]

Your what I eat in a day videos I find really helpful! Can you pls do more of them? :)

[@kaathiii9204]

I love your Vlogs aswell as the challenges ! Do what you like the most and I am sure people will love it too :)

[@joellefuchs8421]

you're so so great!!! and it makes me really happy seeing you getting better week by week. even thou I know by myself that the way is not constantly going uphill... sending you a lot of love❤️

[@molly9098]

You are an inspiration!!!!!!🙌🙌

[@lauraanne132]

I love your vlogs, what I eat in a days and challenges 💕💕💕 I would watch anything you post honestly!!!

[@FlossCandy96]

I love your vlogs! Love seeing what you and your family get up to!

[@Elizabeth-yx5on]

I think vlogs that are not focused on food would be so great! You can show food, but just include it as a casual thing. I think food challenges can be fun, but make sure you're focusing on eating enough and eating consistently. Also, I don't know if you see any professionals, but a nutritionist could help so much! In the USA, outpatient treatment usually includes a primary care doctor, nutritionist, therapist, and psychiatrist. :) That is what I've been told by my team, at least! Also I love sit down videos where you just chat!

[@tammywhelan9360]

I will loved to see what you do for self care each day that is outside of food.

[@dannyleeds1132]

You deserve 500,000 subscribers ! Your amazing

[@danaklamecki8820]

I love your every day videos. Especially with you and Satara messing around. People without and ED often eat the same things for breakfast or lunch, so don’t be too hard on yourself. I’m excited to see you ramp up your program. Stay motivated! We love you!!

[@alkapralka6680]

i love all videos that you’ve posted HONESTLY you’re such a motivation for me, thank you for all your words, you’re doing well, i hope we all get out from this weak and awful disorders!!! xoxo💋

[@shannastone7116]

Your doing Amazing!! What I eat in a day, and daily life vlogs, love seeing what you and your family are up to!!❤

[@JoshLaF]

Also I love the everyday stuff and wouldn't mind videos with recovery tips

[@georgieroberts8697]

I have a winged scapula from when I went trekking and I totally get you - it’s really sore!!

[@indieannalise]

I love you Elzani! I don’t think you realise how incredible and inspirational you are!!! You’re an inspiration to me and many others. 💗💗💗💗💗💗

[@samanthabirnie4619]

So glad to hear from you - was starting to worry. You are amazing. Have you been following Stephanie Buttermore's All In process? It might help you. I find it helpful and mentally freeing to make that commitment an decision to just EAT! Love you Babe. Stay you , stay strong. xx

[@laurahadwin2700]

By staying at the same level, you leave the door open to anorexia and eventually it will creep back in, but it shows you're fighting as you are acknowledging that your healthy side wants more! Feeling rubbish and depressed during recovery is very normal, you start to get the energy to beat yourself up, it might really help to get a therapist💗 Keep pushing and know you have a happy life ahead and a support system to help when you're struggling 💜💜

[@lilyduke669]

I'm praying for you, your mom and your family.

[@yunn_tingg]

You’re so brave and you’re moving in the right direction! Here to cheer you on. I’m so proud of you. 😉🥰♥️🙂 keep going!

[@idahjgaard229]

Don’t beat yourself up! You’ve come so far!! You are stronger than you know! You inspire me to fight my own battle❤️❤️

[@НастяБудурин]

You are the bigest motivation for me.(I am from Moldova .And your videos hilp me so much to handle by a little with anorexia) Love you❤️❤️❤️

[@kylafilm]

Your such a inspiration I love your videos. I’m going to start recovering tomorrow! Wish me luck!🤞💞

[@Stephaniegfit]

I like what I eat in a days ! And challenges it helps me !

[@jiajcho]

Yesss make more what I eat in a days they are super helpful to watch!

[@Roos8891]

Glad you are back vlogging Elzani! I just personally love your vlogs and the sort of ‘Day in the life’ style videos. You are so inspiring and I love watching you. I hope your Mum gets better soon Xx

[@pinksloth7318]

I HOPE YOU ARE OKAY xx AND YOUR MUM AND LEONARDO xxxxx glad your not relapsing because that would NOT help with your bones xx Also in terms of getting a hair cut, don't worry as I have NO HAIR AT ALL lol xx I lOVE your hair xxxxx

[@LilyBelleJoy]

yet you are still stunning @Iszy Recovers and deserve as much love as Elzani. You are both worth being healthy functional human beings. Each day is a new beginning. xx

[@pinksloth7318]

@@LilyBelleJoy always trust on you to leave a beautiful comment like this xx I hope you are alright xx stay awesome okay xx

[@katiebell14]

Elzani....at 8:25... so, WHO IS the person you really want to be? ❤️ that is the real true underlying root of everything. the ED's become a coping mechanism to deal with the real unspoken anxieties about life, about ourselves that we cannot face and discuss. Discussing what real life fears you have will be a huge step forward. Discussing fears of not being good enough, fears of inadequacy, fears of becoming independent, fears of growing up, fears of not being as good as others, or maybe it is certain loved ones in your life that trigger your ed behavoiurs, example, when someone says something that HURTS your feelings, or made you feel bad thoughts about yourself, hurting your self confidence,etc. that will be the best therapy, discussing your NON FOOD thoughts. it's okay, not everybody is made the same, God made us all different, some of us are not as strong as others and that is okay. i see you as a super smart girl...and fear may be holding you back, as it often does for many of us ladies, self confidence is often the underlying problem...worrying about not being successful enough, or productive enough, or good enough for others,etc. what if we just admit what our fears are... it's okay...to talk about what holds us back. mental blocks that prevent us from pursuing a job or school, or things we think we SHOULD be doing, but can't because of anxiety. we have to face those SHOULDS that run through our heads too much...and have to let go of all those SHOULDS sometimes. take care dear Elzani. you are sweet and smart and loved by many.💕💕😘✨

[@MrMsbill]

I can’t wait for more videos. Hope your Mom and Leonardo feel better!

[@JoJo-vg9sj]

You are so sweet!!! Love all you content, seeing what you eat is always helpful, 💕🌸

[@emilywilliams3385]

I literally need to start making videos on how im a Anorexia recoverer, but on the backhand of that now i have major gastroperasis and how i cope with that, also struggle with major OCD and a gluten egg and dairy allergy along with crippling anxiety, yet still try to live my life best way i can, yes elzani you give me inspiration to vlog 😊

[@Ali-ct3xc]

Just...keep...going ❤ you've read it all, know it all, just keep applying it xx